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would you be against showing all of your tattoos in a tumble post? iâve only ever seen glimpses of them in some of your photos but they look so cool!! no pressure or anything if you donât want to of course<3
Of course! I've acquired a lot of new followers and since I got most of my ink over 10 years ago, I just tend to forget it's all there. Which I guess can be surprising given how I like to dress.



My left arm is fairly chaotic, whatever old and new passions I felt like commemorating when the urge struck me. I want to do a proper full color sleeve for my right arm (most likely medieval marginalia), maybe when I turn 50 in a few years. I also like the idea of a chest piece, but cannot decide what to get.
I also have a fading (by design) tattoo of Sam Vimes' Summing Dark scar on my right wrist. It was my first tattoo:

Here's a few shots of my chaos arm:



And a list of what I have:
A portion of M.C. Escher's "crab canon" tessellation inside of a visual representation of a J.S. Bach crab canon (a piece of music that is played forward and backwards at the same time - think of it like a palindrome). This is a very niche reference to the book, Godel, Escher, Bach: An Eternal Golden Braid, by Douglas Hofstadter. It is a very dense book on the mind and machines and was a formative tome my oboe teacher (also a mathematician) gave me when I was 13 or 14, when he saw I was a bit of a polymath.
A wavelength of an oboe playing the note A 440, which tunes the orchestra. Aka, part of my old job.
Bubble chamber trails, used in the study of particle physics
The golden ratio
The "hydrogen spin flip transition," which is used on the Voyager Golden Record as the primary unit of measure
A buckminster fuller ball
Pawprints from my last 3 departed cats (I plan to keep with this tradition for current and future pets)
The Penrose triangle
Part of a crease pattern of a songbird by Robert Lang, one of my childhood origami idols. He was very amused when I emailed him if I could get the tattoo.
The orbits of the Galilean moons
A dip circle recovered from the scattered remnants of the Franklin Expedition
I might get a few more random things and also have an idea for a motif w/pipes and smoke to fill the empty spaces and make it look more like a cohesive sleeve. :)
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not quite human [ 02 ] | sylus

â cw: reader implied to be femme, gendered terms (miss, girl), profanity, sarcasm, existentialism, groping, innuendoes, sylus is an android, futuristic au, inspired by detroit: become human â notes: fuck it. here, have an update. [ part 01 ]
You know how you get something you thought was useless, yet youâve grown accustomed to having it around for so long, you canât envision your life without it?
Like, a towel warmer. You think, who the fuck would waste money on one of these things? Whatâs the point of one when you have a dryer? But say, your friend buys you one as a birthday gift. You canât give it away or throw it outâthat would be rude, asshole.Â
So, it sits in your bathroom for ages, collecting dust and shit particles from your toilet. That is, until that one day you reluctantly decide to use it. And you realize, okay, maybe this isnât so terrible. And soon, youâre using it every day. Used to the little luxury of having a hot towel against your assâone of the few, minuscule pleasures distracting you from the whirlwind of your life. Â
Thatâs how youâve come to view your android friend, Sylus. Heâd give you the piss for comparing him to a towel warmer. But youâre not very good with analogies so he can suck it.Â
Heâs become a part of your life you never knew you neededâsomeone to fill the gaps you leave around your home, to color the once quiet space of your apartment with his nerdisms, sarcasm, and presence.Â
It was an adjustment, getting used to this hulk of a manâmachine?âmoving around your home like heâd always been a part of it, quiet as a cat, scaring you shitless. Heâs like the pair of Crocs you said you wouldnât be caught dead in. And yet, trying them out, you understand why theyâre so damn convenient, especially in sport mode.
You canât deny how nice it feels to return to a clean apartment. To journey home after an arduous day of work to hot food, clean sheets, and an asshole kicking you around in Mario Kart. Every. Single. Time. Itâs not fair; heâs using his AI to hack the game, you just know it.
Yet, as much as youâve wanted to fight him for besting you at every game on your Switch, you donât think youâve ever wanted to disassemble him more than now.Â
Youâre fighting for your life. Literally. No matter how much you gulp down air, you donât feel like itâs enough. You might die here, coated with sweat and breathing like a pregnant woman ascending a set of stairs. Youâll at least ask Sylus to delete the browsing history on your laptop following your untimely demiseâthe things youâve researched there out of morbid curiosity would warrant a visit from the FBI agent spying on you.
âOne more round,â he says in that unfairly smooth voice as if heâs completely unfazed by the fact that youâre dying.
You turn pleading eyes on him, your hands dropping at your sides. He smirks, eyes gleaming with amusement from behind the safety of the punching bag.Â
âThatâs what you said the last three rounds!â
Sylus shrugs. âYouâre the one who said you wanted help utilizing your gym membership.â
âYeah! With Pilates or Spin!â You coil your body into a fighting stance, striking the thick leather of the punching bag out of frustration. âNot with this shit! Youâre trying to kill me, arenât you?â
His face is an impassive mask as he holds the bag, unaffected by your anger-fueled jabs. His cold indifference encourages you to hit harder. His stupid face, his dumb, silky hair.Â
âPilates wonât enhance your cardiovascular endurance like boxing will.âÂ
Thwack!
âAnd, based on your eating habits and the sedentary life you lead, itâs only a matter of time before you have a heart attack.â
Thwack!
âIâm merely helping you stave off the inevitable.â
Sigh.Â
You drop your stance, flailing about like a brat. Some of the gymâs other members eye you warily before returning to their workouts. âYouâre gonna give me a heart attack doing this. Iâm not Mayweather. Iâm just a girl.â
He chuckles, the sound carrying below the cacophony of racking plates and the music spilling from the speakers to tingle your toes. You try not to think about it. How his mirth makes your stomach feel weird and makes your lips twitch with the threat of a smile.Â
Itâs terrifying how human he seems. Despite the electricity and blue blood flowing through his biocomponents, heâs not much different from a regular man. Heâs become more human-like as the months eased by, trading his stoic, efficient robot-speak for something more casual. Heâs become something like a roommate. A roommate who doesnât eat, sleep, or go a day without making you want to hurl yourself into the void.
âYour sex doesnât exclude you from your human limitations,â he says, disrupting your ruminations.Â
You glare at him, wondering if you can reprogram him to be less of a dick. That, or sell him for spare parts.
Sylusâ eyes soften the slightest, fleeting bit. For a moment, you think heâll be sympathetic. But you forget this man wants you dead. âOne more round, and weâll be done.â
You bite the inside of your cheek. Give him a wary once over, ignoring how his tank bares his artificially toned physique, how his shorts boast the power of his thighs. Youâre sure CyberLife is also out to wipe out the human race, what with how much detail they put into their androids. Youâre no better than a man.
Resigned, you posture yourself for another round, adrenaline spuming through you, your knuckles turning white beneath the cotton bindings of your wraps. âFine. But after this, I want the greasiest slice of pizza in the city, and I donât wanna hear shit about it.â
Sylus huffs a sound, his eyes narrowing with mischief. âIâll keep quiet, then. You have my word.â
Motivated, you start wailing on the punching bag like it owes you money, driven by the image of a slutty pizza slice melting in your mouth.
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You shouldâve known better. Shouldâve known heâd make you work even harder for that pizza. The thought of it now makes you nauseous, and youâre once again fighting for your life.Â
âI donât even,â pant, âwant the fucking,â wheeze, âshit anymore!â
He turns devious eyes on you from a broad shoulder, running ahead like it's effortless as breathing. Of course, itâs easy for him. He doesnât have to worry about his lungs exploding or faceplanting on the pavement.Â
âCome now,â he calls, and did he really just speed up? âThe pizza parlor is only a block away.â
You roll your eyes, jogging behind him, all sloppy and about to fall apart like Patrick Star when he first entered Sandyâs dome. âYouâre a,â pant, âreal pain in the ass, ya know that?â
Fuck him and his stupidly long legs and his inability to feel pain. Maybe youâre in over your head. Didnât know what you were signing up for when you asked him to help you get into shape. Normal women would be getting their nails done or picking out ridiculously expensive purses by now, not training like a fucking Saiyan.Â
You slow to a hobble as the crosswalk pans into view, the red, holographic lines signifying you stop and wait for traffic, your saving grace. You dry heave as cars swish by, hands on your knees. A heavy, wide palm claps down on your back. You glower, and if you had the energy to, youâd chuck him in front of a speeding bus.Â
âYou did well,â he says. It sounds patronizing coming from him. But you asked him to show a little personality after your first week together, so you have no one to blame but yourself.
You straighten, your heart ready to leap from your chest with how ferociously it pounds. Sweat eases down your nose, and you cut your eyes at your robotic tormentor. âI did, huh? I only thought about killing you three times. I should pat myself on the back.â
Sylus snorts, his lips pulling into a smile. A dimple craters his cheek. Had you not been fighting to breathe now, youâre sure youâd be rendered breathless by the sight.Â
âThatâs a new record. But if the number of times youâve wanted to harm me is dwindling, Iâm not doing an effective job as your workout partner.â
Before you have the luxury of a response, he takes off across the street when the crosswalk glows green. You stare after him, mouth agape like a fish out of water. âYou bitch!â you shout, chasing him, your chest warming at the boyish cackle he tosses you over his shoulder.
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After a taxing game of tagâor, a game of you crying and throwing a tantrum in the midst of the shopping district, and Sylus taking pity on you (or trying to shut you up)âyour journey concludes in front of a coffee shop.
âItâs the least you could do after running me into the ground,â you grumble around a pout, crossing your arms.Â
Sylus peers at you from his periphery, that effervescent humor never leaving his face. âFair enough.â He holds the door to the swanky little coffee spot open for you, bowing like a butler in wait. âAfter you, Miss.â
You scoff, brushing past him. The rich aroma of coffee beans and warm cream washes over you like a soothing balm, smoothing the divot between your brows. You smile, exhaling beneath the ambient, artificial lights, twirling around like a child. âThese are my people,â you sing-song, garnering a few perturbed looks from the cafeâs other patrons.
You skip towards the counter to order, only to be halted by the cashierâs sheepish voice.
âIâm sorry, Miss.â She rubs the back of her neck and shrinks away like sheâs afraid youâll hit her. âNo androids allowed.â The cashier then motions to a sign overhead, Androids in bold Comic Sans struck through.Â
With all these technological advancements, you would think Comic Sans would be outlawed.
You scowl with your hands on your hips. âWell, thatâs fucking stupid.â
The cashier sweat-drops, tittering nervously. âI donât make the rules, maâam. I just enforce them. Itâs to keep it from getting crowded in here.â
âOr an excuse to be racist.â You turn to Sylus, watching him pensively. His gaze slides from the sign overhead to you, his processors seeming to work overtime as he studies you. âCâmon,â you clip, grabbing his arm, âletâs go somewhere else. This place smells gentrified and overpriced, anyway.â
As you step towards the door, he doesn't budge, and you spin to ask why.Â
âYouâve been talking about coming here for a while now. I wonât stop you from enjoying yourself.â
You blink, thoroughly confused. Sure, itâs a new coffee spot youâve heard your coworkers rave about. Seen ads for it on your socialsâthanks, Zuckerberg. But youâve intentionally avoided establishments outlawing androids. Youâve become accustomed to having Sylus attached to your hip, and you hate seeing him wait at those stupid Android Parking shelters.Â
To you, heâs more than a machine (when he isnât pissing you off). Sure, heâs an amalgamation of wires and metal, a complicated intelligence constantly learning and adapting to a world that gives you whiplash. But heâsâŚSylus. And since youâve known him, heâs acted like heâs grown sentience. You really wish people would stop treating androids like objects, even if they arenât capable of understanding the human experience like you.
His gaze lightens, a rare flash of empathy. âIâll be alright. I promise.âÂ
Carefully, he pries your fingers from his forearm, the feel of his palm on your knuckles temporarily turning your brain to smog. You watch with a retort on your lips as your companion steps out, moving behind the window to stand in the Android Parking zone along with the others, staring straight ahead with rigid apathy. Â
Dejectedness stirs in your gut. You bite the inside of your cheek, begrudgingly stepping into the line. This coffee better be worth the fucking hype. Otherwise, youâll air this bitch out.
After ordering your fraud-u-ccino, you plop on a chair that reminds you of those Little Tikes play-sets, scrutinizing the cafe like a Karen over crossed arms.Â
âIs that the new SYL model?â giggles a woman behind you.Â
You turn slightly, your blood running cold. You try to appear uninterested, toying with a discarded straw paper at your table.Â
âSure is,â says her friend, cupping her hand around her mouth in secret.Â
âWow! They look even better in person!âÂ
âI know, right? They look so hot. And thereâs only been, like, three of them ever made. Wonder who owns that tall chunk of plastic.â
You scoff. Who owns him? Sylus and ownership arenât two words youâd typically use in a sentence. Youâre his primary userâthe person whose instructions heâs programmed to follow. But you canât recall a time you intentionally ordered him to do anything, let alone referred to yourself as his owner.Â
âMust be somebody rich. Those models are expensive.â
âGod, I bet itâs big. Iâd ride that thing into the sunset.â
You let out an incredulous sound, looking out the window beside you. And if the ichor pouring through your veins wasnât already frigid, itâs undoubtedly iced over by now.
For there stands Sylus, your stoic and unassuming companion, slowly gathering a crowd of women, blushing and fawning over him like a shiny new toy. Youâre moving on autopilot when one of those bitches gropes his junk, taking advantage of his trance-like state beneath the kiosk.
Stepping into the balmy, spring air, the sounds of women cooing and giggling are like nails dragging down a chalkboard. You wend through the steadily building crowd, elbowing and shoving, channeling your inner Marlon Wayans in White Chicks to rescue your friend.Â
The noise simmers to dull murmuring when you grab Sylusâ wrist, pulling him from his daze. He blinks owlishly, looking around before stumbling after you, wondering where all these people came from.
Youâre wordless as you tug him down the street, a seething little tea kettle, tight-lipped, shoulders set. So what if heâs an android? Doesnât give people the right to cop a feel whenever the urge arises. Sexual harassment is all the same, machine or not.Â
Youâre so busy, heatedly tugging him down the sidewalk towards a cab, you miss his smoldering, scarlet eyes studying the space between your shoulder blades, a sly smile pulling on his lips.Â
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đđ đđ§đ đđ: very slow burn, flirting, unresolved romantic tension, open ending, Zaun and Piltover dynamics, light angst
đ/đ: Ok I know I said no more tumblr, but I had to share thisâŚif it reaches the Arcane audience, cool. If it doesnâtâŚah well at least my moots see this
đđŽđŚđŚđđŤđ˛: As a Zaunite inventor, you donât trust uninvited visitors in your sanctuary, especially from Piltover Councillors. But Jayce Talis isnât like most people. Persistent, curious, and infuriatingly charming, he keeps showing up to your workshop, refusing to back down. And neither are youâŚ

An earthy tang hit the back of your throat as you swept the concrete floor, each stroke of your broom sending swirls of dust in the air. The dust particles caught the setting sunlight spilling through the open doorway, casting a golden glow inside your workshop.
It wasnât a huge space, but it was yoursâ clattered with shelves of spare parts, half finished projects, and various tools.
The main door stood propped open, letting in the faded sunlight and occasional cool breeze.
The wind slowly brushed past you as you continued to sweep, the sound of the wind charm that hung outside of your property tinkered in the air. Its delicate sound was a contrast to the mechanical hum that usually filled the space.
Your routine was as steady as the machines you built. Each day was just as predictable as the last. Sweep the dust, sort out spare parts, tinker with inventions that no one would useâ or buy.
Most of your work came from the Chem-barons, commissions for complex weapons or gear that promised devastation in the right hands.
They didnât visit often, but their demands could keep you busy for days. Then, when the work was done, the stillness returned.
No one came unless they needed something done, and you prefer it that way. The fewer interruptions, the fewer chances for someone to stick their nose where it didnât belong.
And everyone seemed to respect that.
You paused mid-sweep, the broom still in your hand, as you felt a prickle run up the back of your neck.
The air in the Undercity was always thick with pollution and smoke, but now it felt heavierâ like the weight of a storm waiting to break.
The usual hum of your machinery seemed muted, and even the wind chime faltered, the tinkering notes faded into the background.
You told yourself to ignore it, brush it off like it was nothing more than a stray thought. But then you heard it againâ a faint shuffle, just outside.
It sounded too deliberate to be from the wind, and too hesitant to be a usual runner.
A figure emerged from the shadows of the alleyway, stepping into the dim light of your workshop. It didnât take long to figure out who it wasâ his attire was too clean for this side of the bridge.
He moved with purpose, pausing a few metres before your doorway like heâd stumble upon something precious.
You didnât flinch, broom still in your hand, watching. Youâd learn that speaking first was usually a mistakeâ it only gave the other person the upper hand.
The man looked at you, his stare caught somewhere between admiration and the detached curiosity of someone staring at an animal behind glass.
His height and physique could naturally draw attention. But even without that, his clothes did most of the talking.
The gold trim on his suit caught what little light filtered through the smog. His boots polished to a shine and echoed softly in the quiet streetsâ just loud enough to announce his arrival.
âYou lost, Talis?â you asked, finally breaking the silence.
Your property wasnât exactly on the map, it was tucked away in the maze of the alleys. Only locals could navigate these paths.
Thatâs why seeing someone from Piltover standing outside your doorstep caught you off guard.
His name had the desired effect, setting alarm bells in him. His posture stiffened, his expression flickered with surprise with his eyes darting back to yours. âYouâŚknow who I am?â
You leaned your broom against the wall and crossed your arms.
âEveryone in Zaun knows the Golden Boy from Piltover.â Your tone was flat, like you were stating a fact. âWhatever youâre selling, Iâm not interested. Exitâs that way.â
âIâm not selling anything,â he said quickly, his hands coming up in a half-hearted gesture of surrender. âI just came to see your work.â
âMy work? Why?â
Jayce Talisâ a name rang out in both Piltover and Zaun. His face was everywhereâ on posters, merchandise, and in carefully curated photos plastered across every surface in the city.
You always knew the pictures were crafted to perfection. They had to be. The Man of Progress couldnât afford a single flaw.
Still, seeing him in person wasâŚsomething else. You hated to admit it, even to yourself, but the pictures didnât exaggerate much.
His hair was slick back just enough to look effortlessly polished. His thick brows and light stubble framed his features that were far too symmetrical to your liking.
And then there was his outfitâ his crisp white jacket with gold pieces tailored so perfectly it felt like a statement itself.
It wasnât overly tight, but it clung in the right places, hinting at broad shoulders and accentuating a physique that made heads turn. Each time he shifted, the fabric pulled slightly against his muscles, as if barely keeping itself together.
Even his eyes seemed to sparkle more up close in the low light, a reflection of his boundless confidence and a sign that he didnât belong here. Not in your space.
âIâve heard words about you going around and I was curious.â
âSo what? Youâre gonna give me a gold star? Show off my work at the Piltover parties?â
âNo, no. I meanââ he hesitated, the words fumbling for footing. âPeople say youâre brilliant, and I wanted to see for myself.â
Brilliant. Of course. Youâve heard that compliment being tossed around before, along with other sweet talks from people trying to butter you up before hitting you with some impossible demand.
But he wasnât fumbling entirely, there was still a smooth air about him. One that came naturally to someone thatâs used to speaking to a room full of people hanging onto every word.
Even so, there was something different up close. Was he trying too hard? Nervousness beneath his charm?
âYou think Iâm gonna perform for you.â
âThatâs not what I meant,â he said quickly, his voice dipping lower to a more soothing note.
You narrowed your eyes, holding back a scoff. So he thought a change in his tone would win you over? Clearly, he hadnât met enough people like you.
But the real question still nagged at the back of your mind. How had he found you? It still baffled you. Your workshop wasnât the kind of place you could just stumble acrossâ it was hidden by design
So how had Jayce Talis done it? Had he bribed someone for directions? Pulled strings with someone that owed him a favour?
Or had he stubbornly worked his way through the Undercity on his own, pretending to look harmless?
You tilted your head slightly, studying him. He looked glaringly out of place. And yet, he stood there, looking like he genuinely cared about your answer.
Not that it mattered. You learned not to trust a nice tone or an earnest expression.
Before you could tell him to get lost, his eyes flickered past you. He stepped forward, just slightly, but enough for the air between you to shift.
âIs thatâŚa chem-powered stabiliser?â Jayce asked, pointing past you.
You froze, following his gaze to the machinery perched on the workbench. He even had the cheeks to step closer and peered through the doorway to get a better look.
âIâve never seen one so compact before. How did youââ
âDonât touch that!â you snapped, stepping in to block out his view. âThese arenât for you to admire.â
He pulled his hand back immediately, fingered curling to his palm, but his eyes were still glued to the device.
âIs this some sort of new hobby? Charity work for the poor Zaunite researchers? You think you could waltz into the Undercity, slap a few compliments, and go back feeling good about yourself?â
You see him deflate a little, genuinely taken back by your words. For the first time, you saw his brows furrow as your words seemed to sting. âThatâs not why Iâm here, I justââ
âThen why are you here? I donât need your approval, councillor.â
The title landed a sharp jab, but instead of retreating completely, Jayce straightened his posture.
âFine, fineâ Iâm going.â he said, holding up his hands in surrender. âBut your work is incredible, even if you hate me for saying it.â
His expression softened, his gaze flickered between the stabiliser and you. For a moment, he looked like a wounded animal, retreating quietly but with a trace of stubborn determination in his eyes.
âDonât come back, Talis.â you called sharply, already turning your back to head inside.
âCanât make any promises.â he smiled faintly, disappearing back into the shadows of the alleyway.
~
The muted hiss of the soldering iron filled the quiet. Your hands worked with precision, the glow from the tool casting flickering light across the delicate gears in front of you.
It had been almost a week since Jayceâs unsolicited visit, and you havenât had a single visitor after that. Days like this werenât unusualâ visitors were rare, and you were accustomed to that.
Despite the chaos of the Undercity, it always felt distant here, muted by the walls and your deliberate isolation. Your workshop was designed to block out the clamour of the outside world.
The only sounds were the occasional clink of metal and the crackle of circuitry.
You adjusted your position, leaning closer to your work, and ran your tongue over your slightly chapped lips as you steadied the gear. The solder melted, releasing a soft wisp of smoke that carried a sharp metallic scent.
With the rare visitors and social interactions, your tools were the only thing keeping you company. They didnât have any demand explaining or carrying expectations. They only required patience and precision.
The silence gave you room to thinkâ sometimes too much room. After days without a single visit, you felt the weight of it begin to press on you. It wasnât something you dared to admit to anyoneâ not even yourselfâ but you felt the toll of it.
The lack of noise sharpened your senses, as if your ears were always straining to fill the void. You heard every creek of the floorboards beneath your feet, every shift of machinery in the room, every distant echo from across the streets.
Sometimes you could even hear the faint thrum of your pulse in your ear.
And thatâs why you heard them before you even saw him.
Boots.
Not the mismatched kinds that the locals wore. These sounded like it came from a clean sole that didnât stick to the streets. A confidence that you didnât hear often.
You paused mid-solder and tilted your head slightly, listening carefully. The sound grew louder, sharper, and irritably more familiar. It was the same stride you heard a few days ago.
Placing the iron down, you turned towards the doorway. A shadow lingered in the dim light before a figure emerged.
And there he was, flesh and blood.
Again.
âStill not lost this time,â he announced.
He carried the same easy warmth, light but steady, that seemed to sweep into the room and disturb the peace you cultivated.
Except now, it was more infuriating than the last. You resisted the urge to roll your eyes.
âDidnât I tell you not to come back?â you asked, glancing at him briefly.
âYou did,â he admitted, unfazed. âI have a habit of not listening.â
Your gaze dropped briefly to his boots, taking in the faint sheen leather material that hadnât been scuffed by Zaunâs grime.
âYou really got some nerves, Talis.â
Of course he hadnât learned. Why were you even surprised? Of course he thought he was entitled to walk back in here, as if the first time wasnât enough.
âWhat do you want, Talis?â Your voice was a blade against steel. âYou donât belong here.â
âWhat, and you do?â He arched his brow, as though he caught you in a contradiction. âDoesnât seem like you get a lot of visitors.â
âI like it that way.â
Usually, your words were enough to send someone packing. Your cold indifference was a shield, and most people didnât push past. But Jayce didnât flinch.
Instead, his expression softened, giving you a steady gaze. There was no mockery. JustâŚpatience.
You didnât know what to make of that, like his warmth stonewalled your annoyance. You stared, half expecting him to make some sort of patronising comment. But he didnât.
It dawned on you that he really wasnât going to give this up.
You opened your mouth and closed them again, struggling to find the words before you finally hear yourself speak again.
âYou might as well come in since you came all the way down hereâŚagain.â
The words left your mouth before your brain could catch up. Part of you wished you could snatch your words back, but it was too late now.
Jayce had already stepped closer, his broad shadow loomed across the threshold. His boots scraped against the uneven floor. His steps felt measured, like he was testing how far he could go without setting you off.
The workshop always felt just the right size when you were aloneâ a perfect balance between cramped and cozy. But now it suddenly felt stifling. The creek of the floorboard under his weight and his shuffling steps sounded amplified in the quiet. His height alone made the walls feel closer.
Even his presence had some volume.
The glow lamps casted a soft light around the room. The workshop area had a few overhead lamps with exposed bulbs that threw harsh lighting over the workbenches, drawing attention to every imperfection.
âYou know,â he started, his voice carrying a light teasing to it, âmost people are at least a little polite to unexpected guests.â
âYouâre in Zaun. Niceties get you robbed,â you shot back.
âGood thing Iâm not carrying anything worth stealing.â
âThose boots say otherwise, Councillor.â
You didnât wait for his resort, turning to glance around your workshop. To an outsider, the area probably looked like a disasterâ grease stains on the wall, loose screws and scraps of metal littered the workbenches, and half finished work lay abandoned in various states of progress.
But to you, itâs an organised chaos. Everything had its place. You could locate a specific bolt buried under a pile of blueprints in seconds.
If anyone even dared to call it a mess, it wouldnât bother you. Their opinions didnât matter.
However, youâd never have a Piltovern in here. Not until tonight.
You didnât have to look at him to imagine the look of disdain he must feel. A poorly lit workshop that reeked of oil and soldered metal wasnât part of his orderly world.
Surely the grime and chaos would send him scurrying back to his prestigious lab in Piltover.
But when you turned to face him, the look in his face stopped you short.
Jayce leaned casually against one of the shelves, carefully avoiding anything breakable. His eyes scanned the room like heâd just stumbled upon a treasure trove. The faint glow of the lamps reflected in his eyes.
It only made you stiffer. Was this real awe, or just another layer to whatever act he was putting on?
People didnât come here to admire your work. They came with demands and offers, often laced with ulterior motives.
His sincerity didnât fit. It was foreign and dangerous. You werenât used to it and you werenât sure if you wanted to be.
And you certainly didnât trust it.
âYou made this?â he asked, picking up the small contraption with surprise care. The device whirred softly in his hand. Despite the scrubby appearance, the mechanism was fine and intricate, every piece deliberately placed.
You frowned, folding your arms across your chest. âDo you always just reach for anything that fascinates you?â
âSorry I justââ he set the device down, as if it burned his skin. âI guess I got too curious.â
His sheepish tone irritated you more. It was easier to deal with people that were openly arrogant.
He turned his attention past you to the wall-mounted shelves stacked with material. Tools hung from hooks in neat rows, their placement a product of necessity rather than decoration.
Space was limited, so you had to think vertically, every inch of the walls serving a purpose.
Jayce stepped closer, his movement slower and more mindful. His gaze was glued to the tools, taking them in as though each one was a masterpiece.
âThese tools look amazing, Iâve never seen anything like them before.â
âWell, Iâd hope not. Because I made them.â
âYou made them all yourself?â
âMost of them.â
The words came out clipped, but his reaction wasnât what you expected. If he was fazed by your snarky attitude, he didnât show it. Maybe he braced himself this time, expecting your hostility, or maybe he found it amusing.
âHow longâŚhow long did it take you?â he asked softly.
âDepends on how complex it is.â
âItâs incredible,â he said. âPeople back in the Academy spend months trying to get this kind of precisionâŚand even they donât come closeâ
For a moment you faltered, your eyes twitched at his words. His praise sounded genuine, and you knew it. And thatâs what nerved you.
Compliments always came with strings attached.
You quickly deflected. âFlattery wonât work. Iâm not one of your lapdogs.â
âGood, I donât want lapdogs,â he replied, his grin disarming. âI like inventors who can outthink me.â
The casual delivery of his words struck you unexpectedly, leaving a hairline fracture in the armour youâve built around yourself. It was a small blip in your radar. You didnât know why you trusted him enough to stretch the conversation this far.
For now, you allowed the unfamiliar feeling to linger, watching as he wandered through your sanctuary.
Jayceâs gaze combed through the shelves and your unfinished project with childlike wonder. At this point, you truly couldnât decide if this was an act of not.
People didnât come in here to admire your workâ they came to collect it. Usually they would mutter a few pointers about what needed tweaking, toss their payment on the nearest bench, and leave without so much of a second glance.
You were used to that rhythmâ content with it.
But, now you werenât sure.
Having someone appreciate your work felt foreign, and the way he handled your creation with care left an uncomfortable knot in your chest.
You silently cursed yourself for noticing the subtle curve of his smile when he discovered something particularly interesting.
It was only his second time here and for some reason you couldnât tear your eyes away from him. He was already threatening to throw you off balance.
~
A week hadnât past before you heard his footsteps again, cutting through the tinkering of the wind chimes, as familiar as the beat of your own pulse.
âIs this going to be a routine now?â you asked, arching your brow inquisitively.
He stepped closer, his voice almost teasing. âAs long as you allow it.â
You didnât respond immediately. Instead you turned, stepping back into the workshop without looking back. You knew heâd follow; given his last visit. Though you never made it easy for him.
But despite the lack of warmth in your welcoming, the air between you was different now. No hostility, no tension. But no comfort either.
It didnât take long for Jayce to settle into the rhythm that grated your nerves in the worst wayâ calm and unhurried. It wasnât just that he was an inventor, too. It was how he saw things with such fresh eyes, as if the clutter was all just a puzzle for him to piece together.
But there was still an odd feeling that tugged at the back of your mind.
Piltover men didnât linger; they demanded, bargained, gloated. Then left without looking back. They didnât come back three times, and they certainly didnât waste their time applauding your work like it came from some exhibition.
It made you bristle. Not because he was here, but because you couldnât figure out why.
Youâve already cycled through the possibilities, and none of them made sense. If he was scouting for talent for Piltover, why not send an envoy? If he wanted to commission something from you, surely an assistant couldâve handled it. And why three separate visits, at irregular intervals?
Your thoughts spiralled tighter, refusing to pinpoint and answer that fit. Then, a thought you didnât dare to acknowledge emerged.
It couldnât be that, could it? The possibilityâ absurd, offensive, ridiculousâ settled in your mind like a splinter.
Your throat tightened, a heat rising up your neck. You shouldnât entertain it. But the only way to gain some clarity was to confront him about it.
âYouâve been sulking around my workshop for the third time nowâŚâ your voice came out sharper than intended, but you didnât regret it.
You let him linger around in your threshold once already, and this time, you were determined to figure out what he wanted.
âYes..â his tone was annoyingly steady. âI just wanted to see your work.â
âPlease. I know men like you. You act interested, then expect me to fall into your lap.â You stepped closer, crossing your arms over your chest. The next words edged with frustration. âIf thatâs what youâre here for, you can save both of us the time and get lost.â
The word tasted bitter, even when you said them. You werenât sure why you mind went to that possibility. But it felt like the only way to shatter the weird tension that you were feeling when he was around.
Jayce froze. And then his face grew flustered at your words, like youâve just crossed a line he hadnât even considered.
âIs that really what you think of me?â he asked softly, before his voice gained conviction. âI donât care aboutâŚthat. I wouldnât be that selfish. I wanted to see what youâve built because itâs nothing Iâve ever seen before. I donât have an ulterior motive, I swear.â
You wanted to snap back, to call him out on what you assumed was an elaborate excuse, but you couldnât find the words. You felt embarrassment cross your form.
The moment of stillness filled the space, the absurdity of your accusation sinking in. A Councilman slinking into a Zaun forâŚsomething improper. You almost wanted to laugh at yourself.
Heâd never once cross a boundary. His posture was careful and his steps were measured. His gaze on you was momentary, but it never strayed too far from your workbench.
âHmphâŚyouâre persistent Iâll give you that.â You muttered, your voice far quieter now. âMost people donât make it past the first visit.â
The corner of his lips quirked up to a bashful smile. âSo Iâm not most people?â
Your lips twitched before you quickly smothered it, fixing him a look. âDonât get ahead of yourself, Golden Boy.â
Despite the harshness in your tone, you felt the lingering awkwardness pressing at the edge. Your accusations made your skin prickle with self-consciousness.
You couldnât look him in the eye anymore, not that you ever tried before. But now it felt different.
Jayce, on the other hand, redirected his attention back on your workbench. He offered a few offhanded comments, his tone deliberately casual. You could tell he was trying to smooth out the tension, though you barely registered his words.
Just a few weeks ago, youâve done everything in your power to push him away. Sharp words, cold stares, anything to make him leave and never come back. All proven futile.
But now, you werenât sure if you wanted to ruinâŚwhatever it was between the two of you.
Having someone like him around brought a spark of something you hadnât realised you missed.
You glanced at him out of the corner of your eyes. His broad shoulders seemed almost out of place in your cramped workshopâ like an elephant in a china shop. But his presence didnât feel intrusive now.
His eyes scanned over your blueprints and half-finished projects with genuine interest. There was a strange sense of pride that washed over you, one you tried to ignore.
Knowing that someone like him valued your craftsmanship, took the time out of his day to see your work, was almost unsettling. And you didnât want to think too hard about why.
âThis joint,â his voice cut through your reverie, drawing you back to the present, âit might seize under pressure. Have you considered a pivot here?â
You blinked, following the direction of his finger on the diagram. âIt works fine as it is.â
âIâm sure it does, but it could work even better.â
He wasnât backing down. His voice wasnât condescending or dismissive. But something else that made you tense, and you didnât want to acknowledge it.
He continued to offer feedback and suggest adjustments, but you werenât fully listening. His words were slipping through your focus, weaving around you. You were too distracted but his voice. The way he said things. The way his presence seemed to fill the room.
You felt your heart stutter, and you realised you hadnât heard a word from him for the past minute. All you could focus on was how close he was, making your skin feel tight, his hands moving over the blueprint.
âYou know,â you said, leaning back slightly, âyouâre kind of cute when you ramble.â
âWhat?â
âI said youâre cute,â you repeated, shifting your weight and hoping he hadnât noticed the flush creeping to your face. âYouâre not deaf, are you?â
âIâ uhâ Iâve never had anybody describe me as âcuteâ before.â
âYeah, no kidding.â
âYou know, Iâm a councillor. You are aware of what that status means, right?â
âBeing a councillor doesnât spare you from being cute. Or are you implying that councillors are above compliments?
Jayce rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, letting out a chuckle to conceal something deeperâ maybe nerves, perhaps. âI guess itâs a change from the moreâŚsuperficial compliments I get.â
âSuperficial?â
âI get a lot of âhandsomeâ and âcharmingâ and all the usual words.â
âThatâs because theyâre boring.â
A small shift seemed to pass over himâ maybe he hadnât expected that response. His gaze lingered before he looked away, as if your words had an effect on him more than he let on.
You hadnât known Jayce for longâ not personally, at least. But the more you were around him, the more you realised he wasnât as unreadable as you first thought.
Youâve seen glimpses of him, like fitting together different parts of him that made him who he was.
The defeated look he wore when you first shut him out of your workshop. The awe that lit up his face when he stepped inside and took in your projects for the first time. The stunned silence after your accusation, as if the words had thrown him off balance.
And how he was flusteredâ caught completely off guard. His mouth twitched into a hesitant smile, and he quickly covered it with his palm, as though trying to shield it from you.
This was your favourite expression by far.
Something about watching him internally stumble, seeing him stripped off his usual poise struck a chord in you. It wasnât just satisfactionâ but something softer. As if you werenât the only one out of your depth for once.
After a few heartbeats, Jayce cleared his throat, breaking the momentary silence like pebble tossed in water.
âWell, I should probably let you get back to it,â he said.
His usual confidence faltered as he turned to the door, muttering something along the lines of âcuteâ under his breath. The door opened to reveal the darkness of the night, with the flickering glows of the street lights.
You rolled your eyes and suppressed a grin as he stepped outside. âDonât get used to the hospitality, Talis.â
He glanced back with a smirk, a mix of shyness and mischievous. âWouldnât dream of itâŚâ
Then he was gone, disappeared into the night, leaving you alone again with your tools.
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đđ đđ§đ đđ: very slow burn, flirting, unresolved romantic tension, open ending, Zaun and Piltover dynamics, light angst
đđŽđŚđŚđđŤđ˛: As a Zaunite inventor, you donât trust uninvited visitors in your sanctuary, especially from Piltover Councillors. But Jayce Talis isnât like most people. Persistent, curious, and infuriatingly charming, he keeps showing up to your workshop, refusing to back down. And neither are youâŚ

An earthy tang hit the back of your throat as you swept the concrete floor, each stroke of your broom sending swirls of dust in the air. The dust particles caught the setting sunlight spilling through the open doorway, casting a golden glow inside your workshop.
It wasnât a huge space, but it was yoursâ clattered with shelves of spare parts, half finished projects, and various tools.
The main door stood propped open, letting in the faded sunlight and occasional cool breeze.
The wind slowly brushed past you as you continued to sweep, the sound of the wind charm that hung outside of your property tinkered in the air. Its delicate sound was a contrast to the mechanical hum that usually filled the space.
Your routine was as steady as the machines you built. Each day was just as predictable as the last. Sweep the dust, sort out spare parts, tinker with inventions that no one would useâ or buy.
Most of your work came from the Chem-barons, commissions for complex weapons or gear that promised devastation in the right hands.
They didnât visit often, but their demands could keep you busy for days. Then, when the work was done, the stillness returned.
No one came unless they needed something done, and you prefer it that way. The fewer interruptions, the fewer chances for someone to stick their nose where it didnât belong.
And everyone seemed to respect that.
You paused mid-sweep, the broom still in your hand, as you felt a prickle run up the back of your neck.
The air in the Undercity was always thick with pollution and smoke, but now it felt heavierâ like the weight of a storm waiting to break.
The usual hum of your machinery seemed muted, and even the wind chime faltered, the tinkering notes faded into the background.
You told yourself to ignore it, brush it off like it was nothing more than a stray thought. But then you heard it againâ a faint shuffle, just outside.
It sounded too deliberate to be from the wind, and too hesitant to be a usual runner.
A figure emerged from the shadows of the alleyway, stepping into the dim light of your workshop. It didnât take long to figure out who it wasâ his attire was too clean for this side of the bridge.
He moved with purpose, pausing a few metres before your doorway like heâd stumble upon something precious.
You didnât flinch, broom still in your hand, watching. Youâd learn that speaking first was usually a mistakeâ it only gave the other person the upper hand.
The man looked at you, his stare caught somewhere between admiration and the detached curiosity of someone staring at an animal behind glass.
His height and physique could naturally draw attention. But even without that, his clothes did most of the talking.
The gold trim on his suit caught what little light filtered through the smog. His boots polished to a shine and echoed softly in the quiet streetsâ just loud enough to announce his arrival.
âYou lost, Talis?â you asked, finally breaking the silence.
Your property wasnât exactly on the map, it was tucked away in the maze of the alleys. Only locals could navigate these paths.
Thatâs why seeing someone from Piltover standing outside your doorstep caught you off guard.
His name had the desired effect, setting alarm bells in him. His posture stiffened, his expression flickered with surprise with his eyes darting back to yours. âYouâŚknow who I am?â
You leaned your broom against the wall and crossed your arms.
âEveryone in Zaun knows the Golden Boy from Piltover.â Your tone was flat, like you were stating a fact. âWhatever youâre selling, Iâm not interested. Exitâs that way.â
âIâm not selling anything,â he said quickly, his hands coming up in a half-hearted gesture of surrender. âI just came to see your work.â
âMy work? Why?â
Jayce Talisâ a name rang out in both Piltover and Zaun. His face was everywhereâ on posters, merchandise, and in carefully curated photos plastered across every surface in the city.
You always knew the pictures were crafted to perfection. They had to be. The Man of Progress couldnât afford a single flaw.
Still, seeing him in person wasâŚsomething else. You hated to admit it, even to yourself, but the pictures didnât exaggerate much.
His hair was slick back just enough to look effortlessly polished. His thick brows and light stubble framed his features that were far too symmetrical to your liking.
And then there was his outfitâ his crisp white jacket with gold pieces tailored so perfectly it felt like a statement itself.
It wasnât overly tight, but it clung in the right places, hinting at broad shoulders and accentuating a physique that made heads turn. Each time he shifted, the fabric pulled slightly against his muscles, as if barely keeping itself together.
Even his eyes seemed to sparkle more up close in the low light, a reflection of his boundless confidence and a sign that he didnât belong here. Not in your space.
âIâve heard words about you going around and I was curious.â
âSo what? Youâre gonna give me a gold star? Show off my work at the Piltover parties?â
âNo, no. I meanââ he hesitated, the words fumbling for footing. âPeople say youâre brilliant, and I wanted to see for myself.â
Brilliant. Of course. Youâve heard that compliment being tossed around before, along with other sweet talks from people trying to butter you up before hitting you with some impossible demand.
But he wasnât fumbling entirely, there was still a smooth air about him. One that came naturally to someone thatâs used to speaking to a room full of people hanging onto every word.
Even so, there was something different up close. Was he trying too hard? Nervousness beneath his charm?
âYou think Iâm gonna perform for you.â
âThatâs not what I meant,â he said quickly, his voice dipping lower to a more soothing note.
You narrowed your eyes, holding back a scoff. So he thought a change in his tone would win you over? Clearly, he hadnât met enough people like you.
But the real question still nagged at the back of your mind. How had he found you? It still baffled you. Your workshop wasnât the kind of place you could just stumble acrossâ it was hidden by design
So how had Jayce Talis done it? Had he bribed someone for directions? Pulled strings with someone that owed him a favour?
Or had he stubbornly worked his way through the Undercity on his own, pretending to look harmless?
You tilted your head slightly, studying him. He looked glaringly out of place. And yet, he stood there, looking like he genuinely cared about your answer.
Not that it mattered. You learned not to trust a nice tone or an earnest expression.
Before you could tell him to get lost, his eyes flickered past you. He stepped forward, just slightly, but enough for the air between you to shift.
âIs thatâŚa chem-powered stabiliser?â Jayce asked, pointing past you.
You froze, following his gaze to the machinery perched on the workbench. He even had the cheeks to step closer and peered through the doorway to get a better look.
âIâve never seen one so compact before. How did youââ
âDonât touch that!â you snapped, stepping in to block out his view. âThese arenât for you to admire.â
He pulled his hand back immediately, fingered curling to his palm, but his eyes were still glued to the device.
âIs this some sort of new hobby? Charity work for the poor Zaunite researchers? You think you could waltz into the Undercity, slap a few compliments, and go back feeling good about yourself?â
You see him deflate a little, genuinely taken back by your words. For the first time, you saw his brows furrow as your words seemed to sting. âThatâs not why Iâm here, I justââ
âThen why are you here? I donât need your approval, councillor.â
The title landed a sharp jab, but instead of retreating completely, Jayce straightened his posture.
âFine, fineâ Iâm going.â he said, holding up his hands in surrender. âBut your work is incredible, even if you hate me for saying it.â
His expression softened, his gaze flickered between the stabiliser and you. For a moment, he looked like a wounded animal, retreating quietly but with a trace of stubborn determination in his eyes.
âDonât come back, Talis.â you called sharply, already turning your back to head inside.
âCanât make any promises.â he smiled faintly, disappearing back into the shadows of the alleyway.
~
The muted hiss of the soldering iron filled the quiet. Your hands worked with precision, the glow from the tool casting flickering light across the delicate gears in front of you.
It had been almost a week since Jayceâs unsolicited visit, and you havenât had a single visitor after that. Days like this werenât unusualâ visitors were rare, and you were accustomed to that.
Despite the chaos of the Undercity, it always felt distant here, muted by the walls and your deliberate isolation. Your workshop was designed to block out the clamour of the outside world.
The only sounds were the occasional clink of metal and the crackle of circuitry.
You adjusted your position, leaning closer to your work, and ran your tongue over your slightly chapped lips as you steadied the gear. The solder melted, releasing a soft wisp of smoke that carried a sharp metallic scent.
With the rare visitors and social interactions, your tools were the only thing keeping you company. They didnât have any demand explaining or carrying expectations. They only required patience and precision.
The silence gave you room to thinkâ sometimes too much room. After days without a single visit, you felt the weight of it begin to press on you. It wasnât something you dared to admit to anyoneâ not even yourselfâ but you felt the toll of it.
The lack of noise sharpened your senses, as if your ears were always straining to fill the void. You heard every creek of the floorboards beneath your feet, every shift of machinery in the room, every distant echo from across the streets.
Sometimes you could even hear the faint thrum of your pulse in your ear.
And thatâs why you heard them before you even saw him.
Boots.
Not the mismatched kinds that the locals wore. These sounded like it came from a clean sole that didnât stick to the streets. A confidence that you didnât hear often.
You paused mid-solder and tilted your head slightly, listening carefully. The sound grew louder, sharper, and irritably more familiar. It was the same stride you heard a few days ago.
Placing the iron down, you turned towards the doorway. A shadow lingered in the dim light before a figure emerged.
And there he was, flesh and blood.
Again.
âStill not lost this time,â he announced.
He carried the same easy warmth, light but steady, that seemed to sweep into the room and disturb the peace you cultivated.
Except now, it was more infuriating than the last. You resisted the urge to roll your eyes.
âDidnât I tell you not to come back?â you asked, glancing at him briefly.
âYou did,â he admitted, unfazed. âI have a habit of not listening.â
Your gaze dropped briefly to his boots, taking in the faint sheen leather material that hadnât been scuffed by Zaunâs grime.
âYou really got some nerves, Talis.â
Of course he hadnât learned. Why were you even surprised? Of course he thought he was entitled to walk back in here, as if the first time wasnât enough.
âWhat do you want, Talis?â Your voice was a blade against steel. âYou donât belong here.â
âWhat, and you do?â He arched his brow, as though he caught you in a contradiction. âDoesnât seem like you get a lot of visitors.â
âI like it that way.â
Usually, your words were enough to send someone packing. Your cold indifference was a shield, and most people didnât push past. But Jayce didnât flinch.
Instead, his expression softened, giving you a steady gaze. There was no mockery. JustâŚpatience.
You didnât know what to make of that, like his warmth stonewalled your annoyance. You stared, half expecting him to make some sort of patronising comment. But he didnât.
It dawned on you that he really wasnât going to give this up.
You opened your mouth and closed them again, struggling to find the words before you finally hear yourself speak again.
âYou might as well come in since you came all the way down hereâŚagain.â
The words left your mouth before your brain could catch up. Part of you wished you could snatch your words back, but it was too late now.
Jayce had already stepped closer, his broad shadow loomed across the threshold. His boots scraped against the uneven floor. His steps felt measured, like he was testing how far he could go without setting you off.
The workshop always felt just the right size when you were aloneâ a perfect balance between cramped and cozy. But now it suddenly felt stifling. The creek of the floorboard under his weight and his shuffling steps sounded amplified in the quiet. His height alone made the walls feel closer.
Even his presence had some volume.
The glow lamps casted a soft light around the room. The workshop area had a few overhead lamps with exposed bulbs that threw harsh lighting over the workbenches, drawing attention to every imperfection.
âYou know,â he started, his voice carrying a light teasing to it, âmost people are at least a little polite to unexpected guests.â
âYouâre in Zaun. Niceties get you robbed,â you shot back.
âGood thing Iâm not carrying anything worth stealing.â
âThose boots say otherwise, Councillor.â
You didnât wait for his resort, turning to glance around your workshop. To an outsider, the area probably looked like a disasterâ grease stains on the wall, loose screws and scraps of metal littered the workbenches, and half finished work lay abandoned in various states of progress.
But to you, itâs an organised chaos. Everything had its place. You could locate a specific bolt buried under a pile of blueprints in seconds.
If anyone even dared to call it a mess, it wouldnât bother you. Their opinions didnât matter.
However, youâd never have a Piltovern in here. Not until tonight.
You didnât have to look at him to imagine the look of disdain he must feel. A poorly lit workshop that reeked of oil and soldered metal wasnât part of his orderly world.
Surely the grime and chaos would send him scurrying back to his prestigious lab in Piltover.
But when you turned to face him, the look in his face stopped you short.
Jayce leaned casually against one of the shelves, carefully avoiding anything breakable. His eyes scanned the room like heâd just stumbled upon a treasure trove. The faint glow of the lamps reflected in his eyes.
It only made you stiffer. Was this real awe, or just another layer to whatever act he was putting on?
People didnât come here to admire your work. They came with demands and offers, often laced with ulterior motives.
His sincerity didnât fit. It was foreign and dangerous. You werenât used to it and you werenât sure if you wanted to be.
And you certainly didnât trust it.
âYou made this?â he asked, picking up the small contraption with surprise care. The device whirred softly in his hand. Despite the scrubby appearance, the mechanism was fine and intricate, every piece deliberately placed.
You frowned, folding your arms across your chest. âDo you always just reach for anything that fascinates you?â
âSorry I justââ he set the device down, as if it burned his skin. âI guess I got too curious.â
His sheepish tone irritated you more. It was easier to deal with people that were openly arrogant.
He turned his attention past you to the wall-mounted shelves stacked with material. Tools hung from hooks in neat rows, their placement a product of necessity rather than decoration.
Space was limited, so you had to think vertically, every inch of the walls serving a purpose.
Jayce stepped closer, his movement slower and more mindful. His gaze was glued to the tools, taking them in as though each one was a masterpiece.
âThese tools look amazing, Iâve never seen anything like them before.â
âWell, Iâd hope not. Because I made them.â
âYou made them all yourself?â
âMost of them.â
The words came out clipped, but his reaction wasnât what you expected. If he was fazed by your snarky attitude, he didnât show it. Maybe he braced himself this time, expecting your hostility, or maybe he found it amusing.
âHow longâŚhow long did it take you?â he asked softly.
âDepends on how complex it is.â
âItâs incredible,â he said. âPeople back in the Academy spend months trying to get this kind of precisionâŚand even they donât come closeâ
For a moment you faltered, your eyes twitched at his words. His praise sounded genuine, and you knew it. And thatâs what nerved you.
Compliments always came with strings attached.
You quickly deflected. âFlattery wonât work. Iâm not one of your lapdogs.â
âGood, I donât want lapdogs,â he replied, his grin disarming. âI like inventors who can outthink me.â
The casual delivery of his words struck you unexpectedly, leaving a hairline fracture in the armour youâve built around yourself. It was a small blip in your radar. You didnât know why you trusted him enough to stretch the conversation this far.
For now, you allowed the unfamiliar feeling to linger, watching as he wandered through your sanctuary.
Jayceâs gaze combed through the shelves and your unfinished project with childlike wonder. At this point, you truly couldnât decide if this was an act of not.
People didnât come in here to admire your workâ they came to collect it. Usually they would mutter a few pointers about what needed tweaking, toss their payment on the nearest bench, and leave without so much of a second glance.
You were used to that rhythmâ content with it.
But, now you werenât sure.
Having someone appreciate your work felt foreign, and the way he handled your creation with care left an uncomfortable knot in your chest.
You silently cursed yourself for noticing the subtle curve of his smile when he discovered something particularly interesting.
It was only his second time here and for some reason you couldnât tear your eyes away from him. He was already threatening to throw you off balance.
~
A week hadnât past before you heard his footsteps again, cutting through the tinkering of the wind chimes, as familiar as the beat of your own pulse.
âIs this going to be a routine now?â you asked, arching your brow inquisitively.
He stepped closer, his voice almost teasing. âAs long as you allow it.â
You didnât respond immediately. Instead you turned, stepping back into the workshop without looking back. You knew heâd follow; given his last visit. Though you never made it easy for him.
But despite the lack of warmth in your welcoming, the air between you was different now. No hostility, no tension. But no comfort either.
It didnât take long for Jayce to settle into the rhythm that grated your nerves in the worst wayâ calm and unhurried. It wasnât just that he was an inventor, too. It was how he saw things with such fresh eyes, as if the clutter was all just a puzzle for him to piece together.
But there was still an odd feeling that tugged at the back of your mind.
Piltover men didnât linger; they demanded, bargained, gloated. Then left without looking back. They didnât come back three times, and they certainly didnât waste their time applauding your work like it came from some exhibition.
It made you bristle. Not because he was here, but because you couldnât figure out why.
Youâve already cycled through the possibilities, and none of them made sense. If he was scouting for talent for Piltover, why not send an envoy? If he wanted to commission something from you, surely an assistant couldâve handled it. And why three separate visits, at irregular intervals?
Your thoughts spiralled tighter, refusing to pinpoint and answer that fit. Then, a thought you didnât dare to acknowledge emerged.
It couldnât be that, could it? The possibilityâ absurd, offensive, ridiculousâ settled in your mind like a splinter.
Your throat tightened, a heat rising up your neck. You shouldnât entertain it. But the only way to gain some clarity was to confront him about it.
âYouâve been sulking around my workshop for the third time nowâŚâ your voice came out sharper than intended, but you didnât regret it.
You let him linger around in your threshold once already, and this time, you were determined to figure out what he wanted.
âYes..â his tone was annoyingly steady. âI just wanted to see your work.â
âPlease. I know men like you. You act interested, then expect me to fall into your lap.â You stepped closer, crossing your arms over your chest. The next words edged with frustration. âIf thatâs what youâre here for, you can save both of us the time and get lost.â
The word tasted bitter, even when you said them. You werenât sure why you mind went to that possibility. But it felt like the only way to shatter the weird tension that you were feeling when he was around.
Jayce froze. And then his face grew flustered at your words, like youâve just crossed a line he hadnât even considered.
âIs that really what you think of me?â he asked softly, before his voice gained conviction. âI donât care aboutâŚthat. I wouldnât be that selfish. I wanted to see what youâve built because itâs nothing Iâve ever seen before. I donât have an ulterior motive, I swear.â
You wanted to snap back, to call him out on what you assumed was an elaborate excuse, but you couldnât find the words. You felt embarrassment cross your form.
The moment of stillness filled the space, the absurdity of your accusation sinking in. A Councilman slinking into a Zaun forâŚsomething improper. You almost wanted to laugh at yourself.
Heâd never once cross a boundary. His posture was careful and his steps were measured. His gaze on you was momentary, but it never strayed too far from your workbench.
âHmphâŚyouâre persistent Iâll give you that.â You muttered, your voice far quieter now. âMost people donât make it past the first visit.â
The corner of his lips quirked up to a bashful smile. âSo Iâm not most people?â
Your lips twitched before you quickly smothered it, fixing him a look. âDonât get ahead of yourself, Golden Boy.â
Despite the harshness in your tone, you felt the lingering awkwardness pressing at the edge. Your accusations made your skin prickle with self-consciousness.
You couldnât look him in the eye anymore, not that you ever tried before. But now it felt different.
Jayce, on the other hand, redirected his attention back on your workbench. He offered a few offhanded comments, his tone deliberately casual. You could tell he was trying to smooth out the tension, though you barely registered his words.
Just a few weeks ago, youâve done everything in your power to push him away. Sharp words, cold stares, anything to make him leave and never come back. All proven futile.
But now, you werenât sure if you wanted to ruinâŚwhatever it was between the two of you.
Having someone like him around brought a spark of something you hadnât realised you missed.
You glanced at him out of the corner of your eyes. His broad shoulders seemed almost out of place in your cramped workshopâ like an elephant in a china shop. But his presence didnât feel intrusive now.
His eyes scanned over your blueprints and half-finished projects with genuine interest. There was a strange sense of pride that washed over you, one you tried to ignore.
Knowing that someone like him valued your craftsmanship, took the time out of his day to see your work, was almost unsettling. And you didnât want to think too hard about why.
âThis joint,â his voice cut through your reverie, drawing you back to the present, âit might seize under pressure. Have you considered a pivot here?â
You blinked, following the direction of his finger on the diagram. âIt works fine as it is.â
âIâm sure it does, but it could work even better.â
He wasnât backing down. His voice wasnât condescending or dismissive. But something else that made you tense, and you didnât want to acknowledge it.
He continued to offer feedback and suggest adjustments, but you werenât fully listening. His words were slipping through your focus, weaving around you. You were too distracted but his voice. The way he said things. The way his presence seemed to fill the room.
You felt your heart stutter, and you realised you hadnât heard a word from him for the past minute. All you could focus on was how close he was, making your skin feel tight, his hands moving over the blueprint.
âYou know,â you said, leaning back slightly, âyouâre kind of cute when you ramble.â
âWhat?â
âI said youâre cute,â you repeated, shifting your weight and hoping he hadnât noticed the flush creeping to your face. âYouâre not deaf, are you?â
âIâ uhâ Iâve never had anybody describe me as âcuteâ before.â
âYeah, no kidding.â
âYou know, Iâm a councillor. You are aware of what that status means, right?â
âBeing a councillor doesnât spare you from being cute. Or are you implying that councillors are above compliments?
Jayce rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly, letting out a chuckle to conceal something deeperâ maybe nerves, perhaps. âI guess itâs a change from the moreâŚsuperficial compliments I get.â
âSuperficial?â
âI get a lot of âhandsomeâ and âcharmingâ and all the usual words.â
âThatâs because theyâre boring.â
A small shift seemed to pass over himâ maybe he hadnât expected that response. His gaze lingered before he looked away, as if your words had an effect on him more than he let on.
You hadnât known Jayce for longâ not personally, at least. But the more you were around him, the more you realised he wasnât as unreadable as you first thought.
Youâve seen glimpses of him, like fitting together different parts of him that made him who he was.
The defeated look he wore when you first shut him out of your workshop. The awe that lit up his face when he stepped inside and took in your projects for the first time. The stunned silence after your accusation, as if the words had thrown him off balance.
And how he was flusteredâ caught completely off guard. His mouth twitched into a hesitant smile, and he quickly covered it with his palm, as though trying to shield it from you.
This was your favourite expression by far.
Something about watching him internally stumble, seeing him stripped off his usual poise struck a chord in you. It wasnât just satisfactionâ but something softer. As if you werenât the only one out of your depth for once.
After a few heartbeats, Jayce cleared his throat, breaking the momentary silence like pebble tossed in water.
âWell, I should probably let you get back to it,â he said.
His usual confidence faltered as he turned to the door, muttering something along the lines of âcuteâ under his breath. The door opened to reveal the darkness of the night, with the flickering glows of the street lights.
You rolled your eyes and suppressed a grin as he stepped outside. âDonât get used to the hospitality, Talis.â
He glanced back with a smirk, a mix of shyness and mischievous. âWouldnât dream of itâŚâ
Then he was gone, disappeared into the night, leaving you alone again with your tools.
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training session



summary: cooper koch is working at this small hollywood gym where all the actors go to bulk up for roles. the reader is usually calm and collected but she just canât help herselfâŚ
type: black female reader x cooper koch
tags: voyeurism, dirty talk, f! mast*rbation, p! in v!
authorâs note: anywayâŚletâs act like i wasnât on the worldâs longest hiatus, please enjoy gorgeous gals <3
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The gym had a quiet kind of charm, tucked away in a less-frequented corner of Hollywood. It wasnât one of those glossy, high-profile chains downtownâno pulsating music, no neon signs burning electric blue against the walls, no influencers adjusting their ring lights to get the perfect post-workout glow. The air smelled like rubber mats and faint traces of eucalyptus cleaner, mixed with the lingering salt of sweat from people who came here to work. The hum of treadmills and the rhythmic clang of weights hitting the racks filled the space, a steady, almost meditative backdrop.
Actors filtered through all the time, slipping in between roles, their bodies transforming from lean to sculpted with a quiet, obsessive discipline. Youâd seen it happen too many times to be impressed anymore.
Almost.
The policy was clear: keep it professional. No staring, no fawning, and under no circumstances should you make anyone feel like they were being ogled. That part wasnât usually hard. The job was simpleâscan their memberships, wipe down the machines, smile just enough, and let the trainers handle the rest.
But then Cooper Koch walked in.
It was a slow afternoon, the kind where the golden Los Angeles sun slanted through the gymâs tall front windows, pouring in thick ribbons of light that stretched long across the rubber flooring. Dust particles floated lazily in the glow, catching in the air like tiny flecks of gold. The AC hummed softly overhead, a cool contrast to the heat pressing in from the outside. You were leaning against the front desk, absently scrolling through your phone, the faint scent of protein powder and citrus disinfectant in the air, when the door swung open.
A rush of warm air rolled in, carrying the sunbaked scent of asphalt and a faint trace of cologneâsomething clean, woodsy, with just the barest hint of spice beneath it. And then, him.
At first, you didnât recognize him. His face was familiar in the way that actorsâ faces often wereâsomething half-remembered, a billboard passed in traffic, a scene from a trailer glimpsed before skipping to a YouTube video. But then your brain started piecing it together, matching the sharp cut of his jawline to the striking warmth of his hazel eyes, the ones that flicked around the room with an easy, assessing confidence. His brown curls were tousled just so, like he hadnât tried at all but still managed to look effortlessly put together.
He was dressed simplyâblack fitted tee hugging the hard lines of his chest, sleeves clinging just enough to the muscle in his arms, and a pair of gray joggers that sat low on his hips, hinting at the sculpted dip of his lower abs. The fabric stretched over strong thighs, emphasizing the toned muscle beneath, and when he shifted, the material clung for just a second too long before smoothing out again. A duffel bag hung from one broad shoulder, the strap pressing into the firm curve of his bicep.
And then his gaze landed on you.
âHey,â he said, voice low and smooth, edged with an almost hesitant curiosity, like he was still feeling out the space. There was a depth to it, the kind of voice that made you lean in without realizing, like it carried something just beneath the surface waiting to be unraveled.
For a beat too long, you just stared. Your brain stuttered, caught in some kind of lag, trying to process the full effect of him. Youâd seen plenty of attractive people come and go, but there was something different about himâsomething effortless in the way he carried himself, like he belonged anywhere he stepped into, without even trying. The air around him seemed to shift, like he took up more space than just his body, like his presence settled into the room itself.
And for the first time in a long time, you felt like you might forget the rules.
âUhâŚâ You blinked, the heat creeping up your neck like a slow burn, your brain scrambling to catch up. âYouâre here for Kurt, right? Heâs, um, over thereâby the free weights.â
Cooperâs lips curved into a faint smile, a subtle pull at the corner of his mouthâjust enough to make your stomach tighten. There was something almost knowing about it, like he could sense the way your pulse had kicked up a notch.
âThanks,â he said, his voice smooth, easy.
Then he turned, striding toward the weights with a quiet confidence, his movements deliberate but unhurried. The kind of walk that wasnât for show but still managed to draw attention without trying.
You watched, despite yourself. Couldnât help it. The way he carried himself was fluid, each step measured and certain, a quiet kind of control in every motion. When he reached his trainer, the two exchanged a firm handshake, already deep in discussion about the dayâs routine. But just as Cooper rolled his shoulders back, stretching out the tension, you sworeâjust for a secondâthat his head tilted ever so slightly. Like he knew you were still watching.
Then the moment was gone.
You tore your gaze away, exhaling a breath you hadnât realized you were holding. Focus. Mop the floor, wipe down the machinesâdo anything but let your eyes wander.
But it was impossible not to steal glances.
Every movement he made commanded attention. The way his biceps flexed with each curl, the veins in his forearms shifting like currents beneath his skin. The slow, controlled rise and fall of his chest as he powered through a heavy set, the fabric of his shirt stretching, clinging, then easing as he exhaled.
Sweat gathered at his hairline, darkening the loose curls, glistening against his temple before tracing a slow path down the sharp cut of his jaw. It clung to his skin, catching in the hollow of his throat, then dipping lower, disappearing beneath the neckline of his shirt.
And then there were the sounds.
Low, guttural grunts that rolled from his throat, raw and unfiltered. Each one punched out between sets, a sharp exhale through his nose, lips parting just slightly as he fought against the weight. The faint creak of the bench beneath him, the dull thud of metal meeting rubber as the weights hit the floorâit was all too easy to zero in on. Too easy to feel every strained breath like a pulse in the air.
And you? You were supposed to be working.
It wasnât just a workout. It was something deeperâintensity distilled into movement, raw and unrelenting. There was nothing casual about it, nothing performative. Just effort, grit, the steady push of muscle against resistance, the kind of focus that stripped everything down to instinct. And yet, there was something almost mesmerizing in the way he movedâeach motion precise, every ounce of exertion controlled but never forced. It was power, honed and harnessed, and it made your pulse trip over itself in a way you couldnât quite suppress.
By the time he wrapped up, your nerves were shot, your thoughts tangled in a mess you refused to examine too closely. He grabbed his duffel bag, slinging it over one shoulder in a single fluid motion, muscles still taut from exertion. As he made his way to the door, he tossed a casual, âThank you. Have a good day,â over his shoulder.
Simple. Just politeness.
But his voice carriedâlow, smooth, the kind of effortless rasp that settled deep in your chest. The words lingered in the air longer than they should have, curling around your senses like an aftershock, leaving your stomach tight, fluttering.
You watched as he stepped outside, broad shoulders disappearing into the golden haze of the setting sun, and without meaning to, you found yourself hopingâprayingâyouâd see him again.
âââ
Now, a month later, Cooper had become a fixture of your routine, slipping into the gym four days a week like clockwork. You had tried, at first, to play it coolâkept your eyes down, your glances brief, your thoughts neatly tucked away. But the more you watched him, the harder it became to look away.
There was something utterly hypnotic about the way he movedâeach lift, each press, each controlled exhale brimming with a raw, almost primal energy. His grunts had deepened over time, rougher now, reverberating through the quiet gym, a steady cadence of exertion and resolve. The weight he pushed had grown heavier, the strain in his body more pronouncedâthe way his arms trembled at the peak of a press before locking out, the sharp inhale through his teeth when he edged past his limit.
It was a sight that demanded attention. And despite your best efforts, you gave it to him.
His sweat-slicked skin gleamed beneath the harsh glow of the overhead lights, every bead carving a slow, deliberate path down the sharp lines of his face. One started at his temple, sliding past the damp strands of golden-brown hair clinging to his forehead before skimming the ridge of his cheekbone. It lingered for half a second along the cut of his jaw, catching the light just so, before finally slipping beneath the collar of his shirtâdisappearing into the heat of his body.
And that damn shirt.
The fabric was no longer just a barrier but a second skin, damp and stretched taut over broad shoulders and a defined chest, outlining every sculpted ridge, every hard plane. It clung to him in a way that felt almost obscene, the darkened material emphasizing the flex and shift of muscle beneath. His collar had loosened slightly, exposing a hint of his collarbone, a glimpse of the sweat-slicked skin just beneath it, making it painfully easy to imagine how warm he must be.
But it wasnât just his body that had you hooked.
It was the way he carried himselfâeffortless, unshaken, a quiet kind of control that never needed to ask for attention because it already belonged to him. There was no arrogance in the way he moved, no exaggerated displays, no cocky smirks or knowing glances. He didnât need them. Some people simply existed in a way that made it impossible to look away, and Cooper was one of them.
And worst of allâhe knew it.
Not in a way that made him insufferable, but in the way that mattered. In the way he knew exactly how his presence filled a space, how effortlessly he commanded a room. In the way his gaze flickered toward youânot enough to be obvious, but just enough to make your stomach tighten, to make heat crawl up the back of your neck. He was aware of your attention, could likely feel it from across the gym, and yet he never called you out on it. Never made a show of it.
He simply let it happen.
Let you watch. Let your pulse stutter every time he passed. Let you pretend you werenât tracking the slow, deliberate movement of his body.
And tonightâtonight was the worst it had ever been.
Cooper moved through his workout with the same sharp precision, every motion fluid yet brimming with something raw beneath the surface. His focus never wavered, but you could see itâthe tension coiling in his frame, the controlled burn in every press, every curl.
And God, the way he looked.
His shirt had become utterly unforgiving now, clinging to every inch of his chest and stomach, the fabric dark with sweat. His arms flexed with every controlled lift, veins standing out against golden skin, muscles tensing, hardening, as he pushed through the strain. His jaw clenched, a tendon twitching beneath his skin as he exhaled sharply through his nose.
And then there were the sounds again.
Low, guttural grunts that rolled from deep in his throat, each one laced with raw exertion. The sharp inhale through his teeth when he pushed himself to his limit. The ragged breaths that followed, heavy and uneven, the rise and fall of his chest quick but steady. Every movement came with its own soundtrackâthe faint creak of the bench beneath his weight, the dull thud of iron meeting rubber flooring, the quiet, almost imperceptible exhale that ghosted past his parted lips.
It was torture.
Your fingers curled into the fabric of your shirt, gripping tight, forcing yourself to focusâon anything but him, on anything but the way your entire body reacted to every flex, every grunt, every subtle, maddening shift.
And yet, despite everythingâdespite the heat creeping up your spine, despite the pulse hammering in your throatâyou couldnât look away.
âââ
You never planned on working out at the gym where you worked. Even though it was free, you figured you already spent enough time thereâevery shift stretching long, the steady whir of machines and the sharp clang of metal plates filling the space like background noise. The scent of metal, rubber, and sweat had become so familiar that you barely noticed it anymore. The overhead fluorescents buzzed dully, casting a harsh, sterile glow over the rows of equipment, the squat racks, the mirrored walls reflecting exertion and effort.
But ever since Cooper started coming in, you couldnât help yourself. You needed to see him again. You told yourself it was just curiosity at first. A passing distraction.
It wasnât. It wasnât like you planned on talking to him. Just⌠watching.
So you showed up on your day off, slipping in like any other member, scanning your key fob at the front desk with a quick nod to whoever was working. Your heart beat a little faster, your fingers flexing at your sides as you moved past the front area, past the vending machines and the racks of protein bars, until you spotted him.
Cooper was already there.
He was deep in his workout, moving through his routine with the same effortless intensity that had made it impossible to ignore him in the first place. His brows were drawn together in focus, mouth slightly parted as he exhaled through each rep. His arms flexed under the weight of the barbell, the veins in his forearms standing out, a roadmap of strength beneath golden, sweat-slicked skin.
He had no idea you were there.
Or so you thought.
You lingered on the outer edges of the gym, pretending to adjust the settings on a treadmill, but your eyes kept drifting back to him. He was a force in motion, muscles contracting and stretching in a hypnotic rhythm. The fabric of his shirt clung to his chest, darkened with sweat in places, making it all too easy to trace the contours of his body.
Your headphones were in, but the music was barely on. You needed to hear him.
The low, guttural grunts as he pushed himself past his limits. The quiet, controlled exhales when he racked his weights. The slight hitches in his breath when fatigue started to creep in. Each sound sent a pulse of heat down your spine, curling low in your stomach, twisting something tight and unrelenting inside you.
It was pathetic, how much it affected you. How your mind wandered, imagining the way your name might sound tangled in those noises, raw and broken on his tongue. The thought alone was enough to have your skin prickling with awareness.
So you stayed.
You worked harder, moved longer, stretching the limits of your own enduranceâjust to be near, just to let the tension coil inside you, thick and consuming, until you felt like you might snap.
By the time the evening slowed and the last of the gym members trickled out, you told your coworker at the desk youâd close up.
You needed time alone. To reset. To shake off the heat crawling under your skin. To get your head back on straight. Cooper had left. You had seen him grab his bag, push through the doors, and disappear into the night. But even with him gone, his presence lingered, thick in the air, pressing into you from all sides.
You locked the doors, flicked off most of the overhead lights, leaving only the dim glow from the locker room. A shower. That would help.It had to.
But it didnât.
Hot water streamed down your back, steam curling around you, thick and suffocating. Your palms pressed against the cool tile, your forehead dropping forward, eyes squeezing shut as you willed yourself to breathe through the static in your brain.
But your mind betrayed you. It conjured him.
Cooper, sweat-slicked and straining, muscles coiled tight with effort. The way his shirt had stuck to his torso, outlining every hard, defined ridge. The way he exhaled, sharp and rough, the sound scraping against something primal inside you. The way his gaze had flicked toward you, unreadable but heavy, like he knewâlike he had always known.
Your fingers curled against the tile, nails scraping slightly, your chest rising and falling too fast.
It wasnât enough.
You turned, leaning back against the cold ceramic, the contrast against your overheated skin sending a shiver through you. Your towel sat on the bench nearby, forgotten. When you finally stepped out and wrapped it around yourself, the soft fabric brushed against just the right spot, and the sensation sent a jolt of pleasure through you, sharp and unexpected.
A quiet gasp slipped from your lips before you could stop it. You swallowed hard, sitting down on the bench, shifting slightly, letting the friction tease, letting the ache build.
The thought of himâof Cooperâs rough voice at your ear, of his hands gripping your waist, his body pressing into yours, solid and unyieldingâhad heat rolling through you like a slow, pulsing wave.
What would he do if he saw you like this?
And unbeknownst to youâ He did.
Cooper had come back, thinking heâd left his keys. The gym was quiet, the dim glow of the locker room lighting casting long, muted shadows that stretched across the floor. He hesitated for a moment at the entrance, pausing to listen. He could hear the faint sound of movement from the back, a subtle rustling and the soft clink of something, but nothing more.
He didnât want to startle you if you were still working out or had music blasting through your headphones. So, he moved quietly, his footsteps almost inaudible against the rubber floors. He crept toward the row of lockers, peeking through the gap just wide enough to catch a glimpse of you on the bench.
There you were, towel wrapped loosely around your body, your hair still damp, the soft fabric hugging your curves in a way that made it impossible for Cooper to look away. You shifted slightly, adjusting yourself on the bench, and thatâs when he saw itâthe way you moved, the towel riding up just enough for him to catch the curve of your legs. The motion was subtle but deliberate, your body grinding gently against the towel, a friction that made the fabric press tighter to your skin, emphasizing every shift of your hips.
Cooperâs heart raced in his chest, his breath catching as he watched, his gaze locked on you, unable to tear himself away. Every inch of him was drawn to you, to the way your body moved with such ease, to the way the soft, ambient lighting caught the gleam of sweat on your skin, making you look almost ethereal. His mind screamed for him to look away, to give you the privacy you deserved, but the pull was too strong.
It was impossible to ignore how you seemed to be unaware of his presence, how completely lost you were in your own world, grinding softly against the towel. Cooper knew he should leave, that he was crossing a line by watching you like this. But he couldnât tear his eyes from the way you moved, the way your body seemed to dance without even trying.
He knew he shouldnât be watching. This wasnât the way it was supposed to happen. But he couldnât bring himself to turn around. The sight of youâso real and tangible, in such an intimate momentâwas more than he could tear himself away from. His mind told him to go, that you deserved privacy, that it wasnât right, but his body refused to listen. His gaze lingered on the gentle rise and fall of your chest, your skin glowing in the low light, and the way you shifted slightly, as if feeling something, unknowingly inviting his stare.
Then it happened.
You shifted again, and your voice broke the silence, so quiet yet sharp enough to make his pulse skip.
âCooperâŚâ
His name on your lips, soft and breathy, was like a shock to his system. He froze, his whole body tightening, a wave of heat rushing through him as the sound of your voice wrapped around him like a tether he couldnât escape. He told himself he should walk away, that this was crossing a line, but the tension in the air had thickened, and he couldnât shake the feeling that this momentâhowever wrongâwas something he couldnât ignore.
But he stayed rooted in place, his breath shallow. It was like the world had narrowed to just the sound of your voice, just the way your body looked bathed in the soft light. He knew he should leave, that watching you like this, listening to you say his name, wasnât something he could justify. But a part of him wanted to stay, wanted to see more, wanted to hear more.
You shifted again, and with a deep breath, Cooper forced himself to turn away, to walk out of the gym with quiet steps. His heart hammered in his chest, and as he left, he couldnât help but feel the sting of that moment, the knowledge that he had witnessed something intimate and private and wanted to stay. But he knew it wasnât his place. Not yet. Not like this. So, he walked away, forcing himself not to look back.
âââ
A week passed, but the heat of that night never really left you.
It was still there, lingering beneath your skin like an unspoken promise, simmering quietly as you tried to distract yourself from the memory. But it was no use. Every time you saw Cooper, you felt itâa slight tremor in your chest, a whisper of tension that ran through your entire body. It was something that neither of you addressed, but you both knew it was there.
Tonight felt no different. Another late shift, the kind where time dragged on and the air inside the gym grew thicker, pressing down on you with every passing minute. Cooper had come in alone, his trainer gone for the evening, leaving just the two of you in the massive, dimly lit space. The soft murmur of the evening news and game shows on the mounted TV created a subtle backdrop of noise, but it did little to cut through the stillness. The gym felt like a cavern, every sound echoing off the wallsâthe quiet clink of weights, the soft hum of the ceiling fans, the faintest thrum of music coming through the speakers.
Your playlist droned on in the background, filling in the gaps between the silence, but it couldnât quiet the buzzing tension that had settled over the room.
The low, primal grunts as he powered through his sets on the bench press. Each breath he took, deep and strained, reverberated in the quiet gym like a drumbeat. The sound had become a constant in your mind, something you couldnât shake. Every sharp exhale, every growl of effort, twisted something deep in your stomach. It was almost too much to handle.
You shifted in your seat, adjusting your position on the bench just slightly. Your hips rocked over the fabric of your leggingsânot enough to be obvious, just enough to feel the friction. The ache inside you, the growing heat that you were doing your best to ignore, flared again. You werenât touching yourselfânot intentionally, at least���but the subtle movement, the slight pressure, was enough to send a pulse of warmth straight to your core.
It wasnât obvious. You tried to tell yourself that.
But you didnât realize how caught up in it you wereâuntil Cooperâs voice broke through the haze.
âHey.â
You froze. Your heart skipped, then stuttered to a halt. You blinked, desperately trying to pull yourself out of the daze. But it was too lateâhe was already standing there, looking at you.
His expression was cautious, hesitantâshy, even. He rubbed the back of his neck, looking almost sheepish. You could feel the heat rising in your face, your stomach flipping at the sudden attention.
âSorry, you seemed like⌠elsewhere?â His words trailed off, unsure. Like he wasnât entirely sure if he had the right to bring it up, but something had caught his attention.
Your face burned. Had you been that obvious? Had he noticed the way your thighs had clenched, the way you had rocked yourself just enough to take the edge off? The thought made you squirm in your seat, but you forced yourself to steady your breath.
âNo,â you said, your voice betraying a hint of nervousness you didnât want him to hear. âIâuh, whatâs up?â
Cooper hesitated, glancing toward the bench press. âWould you mind spotting me?â
You blinked, trying to keep your composure. It was a reasonable request. His trainer had left, and he was working with heavy weights. Gym safety came firstâhe couldnât lift alone, not at that weight. But the way he asked, the polite, apologetic tone, made your stomach tighten. His eyes met yours again, and there was something in themâsomething unreadableâthat made your pulse skip.
You swallowed hard. âYeah. Of course.â You nodded, standing quickly, trying to push the tension out of your body.
You followed him to the bench, each step careful and deliberate. You had to stay professional. Keep it together. But as you stood behind him, watching him adjust the bench to an upright position, your breath hitched. You had no control over how your body reacted to his presenceâhow your fingers twitched at your sides, desperate to feel the heat of his skin beneath your touch.
He was adjusting the weights now, reaching for two massive 50-pound dumbbells, the muscles in his arms and chest flexing as he did. Your gaze was involuntarily drawn to the way his body moved, the way the sweat clung to his skin, glistening under the overhead lights. The dim lighting threw his muscles into sharp relief, casting shadows over his thick biceps and the deep cuts of his forearms. His shirt clung to him as he breathed, every motion powerful, deliberate.
He exhaled, then grunted, each rep building in intensity. The sounds he madeâlow, gutturalâvibrated in the space between you, rattling through you with every passing second. The air around you seemed to thicken, crackle, and you felt the pull of it, your body betraying you with every movement.
Then, he spoke.
âCan youââ His voice came out strained between reps. âJust⌠hands on my wrists?â
Your breath caught. You hadnât expected it, hadnât prepared for the closeness of it. Your fingers moved before you even processed the request, wrapping carefully around his wrists, your grip firm but gentle. His skin was hot beneath your touch, the muscles twitching as he continued to push through the set. Each breath he took was deep, labored, and you swore you could feel every exhale against your skin.
You didnât realize how close you wereâhow your body had shifted, how you were standing there, right over him, until his final rep.
He dropped the dumbbells onto his thighs with a soft thud and exhaled sharply, his entire body going slack. He rolled his shoulders, releasing the tension as he looked up at you. His eyes met yours, piercing, directâhe wasnât looking at the mirror anymore, wasnât looking past you. He was looking right at you. And for a long moment, neither of you moved. The air between you crackled with something heavy, something that had been building for days, maybe even longer.
âAre you okay?â His voice was softer now, lower, and rougher than before. He was still catching his breath, but his gaze didnât leave yours.
You froze, feeling the tension between you grow unbearable. Your hands had been hovering over his wrists, and you quickly pulled away, stepping back with a nervous laugh that didnât quite land. âYeah. Yeah, Iâm good.â
His gaze lingered on you, unreadable, before he turned his attention to the weights.
You had to leave. Now.
âI should finish closing up,â you said quickly, your voice too high, your steps too rushed as you turned away.
You didnât look back, but you could feel his eyes on you, burning into your back as you walked away, the heat between you still hanging in the air, thick and undeniable.
After locking up the gym, you didnât leave. You couldnât. Not yet. Your skin still buzzed from the lingering charge between you and Cooper, from the way heâd looked at youâlike he finally saw you, like he finally felt what youâd been trying to ignore.
So you did the only thing you knew how to do: You worked yourself to exhaustion.
You started with sprints. The first few were easyâtoo easy. The adrenaline from earlier still surged in your veins, fueling your steps, but soon, the burn set in. Your thighs tightened, your breath grew ragged, and sweat slicked your back, dripping down the curve of your spine. You welcomed the discomfort, pushed harder, faster, until your lungs screamed and your legs shook.
You switched to weights next, gripping the barbell with trembling hands. Each lift was precise, controlled, your muscles protesting with each rep. Sweat pooled in the hollow of your throat, slid down the valley between your breasts. The gym was silent now, save for the rhythmic clank of metal and the sharp, guttural sounds of your breathing.
You wanted to drown in thisâthis pain, this strain, this moment where nothing existed but your body and its limits. You needed to burn him out of you, out of your head, out of your skin.
But no matter how hard you pushed, no matter how much sweat drenched your skin, he was still there.
His hands gripped the steering wheel too tightly, his knuckles white as he stared blankly at the road. He should be going home. Should be taking a shower, winding down, forgetting about you.
But he couldnât.
You were still in his headâstill on his fucking skin.
His jaw clenched as he exhaled sharply, his mind replaying the way you had touched him. How your fingers had wrapped around his wrists, firm but careful. How your breath had hitched when you realized just how close you were. He hadnât even meant to watch you in the mirror at first. It had been accidentalâa glance, a flicker of movement catching his eye.
But then he couldnât stop.
He had watched the way your body leaned toward him, the way your lips parted just slightly when he exhaled. He had watched the subtle shiver that ran through you when his skin brushed yours.
And thenâfuck.
He remembered earlier, in the locker room, before you had come out to the floor. He had been changing, had barely glanced upâuntil he heard you. The soft rustle of fabric, the hitch of your breath as you adjusted your shirt. He had caught a glimpseâjust a glimpseâof your bare skin before you pulled your hoodie down.
It wasnât enough.
It had never been enough.
His cock twitched against the seam of his sweats at the memory, his breath shuddering out as he ran a hand through his hair. He shouldnât be thinking about this. Shouldnât be feeling like this. But the image of you, sweaty and breathless, lingered.
His fingers flexed on the wheel. His chest rose and fell in deep, measured breaths.
He was halfway home.
And thenâwithout thinking, without decidingâhis hands turned the wheel.
The next thing he knew, he was making a U-turn. Heading straight back to the gym.
âââ
The gym was supposed to be empty.
You had locked the doors, turned off the lights, and taken a long, scalding shower to rinse off the sweat and exhaustion from your late-night workout. But even under the steady stream of hot water, your mind hadnât stopped racing.
The moment hadnât stopped replaying the way Cooper had looked at you. The way his eyes had burned into you, like he was seeing you for the first time and yet had always been looking.
So when you stepped out of the shower, towel wrapped snugly around you, your skin still damp and warm, you were already teetering on the edge. Your breath was uneven as you padded softly to your gym bag, fingers twitching, your body tense with something unspent. You knew exactly what you neededâwhat you wanted.
You shifted, sinking onto the bench, towel still clutched around you as you adjusted your position, your thighs tightening around the soft fabric beneath you. You exhaled, your mind already drifting to him, the ghost of his hands, the weight of his stare and thenâ
âY/N.â
The distant voice sent a bolt of electricity straight through you.
You jolted upright, heart pounding so hard it nearly knocked the breath from your lungs. No one was supposed to be here. But more than thatâ
He said your name.
You barely had time to process that before he spoke again.
âY/N?â
You swallowed thickly, pulse hammering against your throat as you gripped the edge of the bench. His voice was closer now, warm and hesitant, threading through the dimly lit space.
You didnât even thinkâjust reacted.
ââŚCooper?â Your voice wavered slightly. âWeâre closed.â
âI know.â
His tone was quiet, almost unsure, but the weight of it pressed against you, heavy and unshakable. Footsteps followedâslow, measuredâand then he was rounding the corner, stepping into view.
You stiffened.
Why was he here?
What does he need?
Why am I still in my towel???
He exhaled sharply, shaking his head as if he couldnât believe himself. âI⌠I canât stop thinking about you.â
The words sent a hot, immediate rush through your chest, down to your core.
He was looking at you like he had earlierâbut worse. Deeper. Like he was unraveling you, peeling you apart layer by layer.
âI know you barely know me,â he continued, voice rough, unsteady. âAnd I barely know you. But youâre all I can think about.â
You barely breathed as he took another step closer, his presence nearly suffocating in its intensity.
By the time he reached the entrance of the locker room, you were frozenâcaught between fight and flight, between running toward him or running away because this was too much, too soon, too real.
And yet, you didnât move.
You didnât stop him when he kept walking.
You didnât stop him when he stepped into the doorway, when his gaze flickered down to the towel still wrapped tightly around you, when his lips parted like he wanted to say something else but couldnât find the words.
You let out a nervous, breathy laugh. âI⌠I donât know what to say.â
Cooperâs eyes dropped to your mouth for half a secondâjust long enough for your stomach to flip violently.
But it was the way he exhaled that sent heat flushing down your spine. The way his nostrils flared, his chest rising and falling beneath the soft white tank peeking out from under his half-zipped hoodie. You could see the subtle peaks and curves of his pecs beneath the fabric, the way the muscle tensed with every breath.
And then, without thinking, you bit your lip.
It was smallâsubconscious, even. But his reaction was instant.
His jaw flexed.
His fingers twitched.
His entire body tensed like he was holding himself back.
You should say something. Do something. Step away before this tension swallowed you whole.
But insteadâ
You nodded.
Just the slightest movement. Just enough to say okay.
Cooper didnât hesitate.
The second you nodded, his hands were on youâone cupping the side of your face, the other settling firm against your waist. His lips crashed into yours, slow but deliberate, like he was savoring the feeling of you beneath him.
And God, you felt it.
A slow, delicious chill ran down your spine, spreading out in a wave that made your entire body weak. You gripped at his forearm, fingers digging into the hard muscle just to stabilize yourself. But he wasnât letting you go.
His palm cradled your head, holding you in place as he deepened the kiss, his breath heavy, his mouth warm and coaxing as he swallowed every sound you made.
You barely noticed when he pulled back just enough to strip himself of his hoodie. Then his hands were back on youâpulling, touching, claiming. But it wasnât enough.
So when he stepped back just enough to peel off his tank top, leaving his chest bare, you didnât hesitate.
You lunged.
Your mouth found his skin immediatelyâhot, firm, smooth. You kissed his pecs, the sharp plane of his collarbone, feeling his pulse hammer against your lips. Your hands were already tugging at the waistband of his sweatpants, needing to feel himâall of him.
He let out a sharp breath the moment your palm pressed against him through the fabric.
Thick. Solid.
Not fully hard, but getting there.
You stroked over him, teasing, feeling the weight of him in your hand, and Cooper let out a deep, broken grunt that sent heat pooling low in your stomach. His forehead pressed against yours, his hands gripping your hips hard as his breath came in sharp, shallow pants.
âFuck,â he rasped against your ear, his voice shaking. âI want you so fucking bad.â
His words sent a fresh wave of arousal straight through you, making your thighs clench together in anticipation.
Your fingers curled into the waistband of his pants, tugging insistently as you met his gaze, eyes dark, wild.
âTake me,â you breathed.
Cooper ripped your towel off in one swift motion, his hands gripping your bare thighs as he hoisted you up effortlessly. Your legs wrapped around him on instinct, the heat of his body pressing into yours as he walked you backward. The cool surface of the nearby column met your spine, and Cooper braced you there, his breathing ragged, his eyes locked onto yours as he tugged at his sweatpants.
A shiver ran through you as he pushed inside, slow, deliberate. Even though you were soaked, he took his time, letting you feel every inch of him. His gaze never wavered, watching the way your brows knitted together, the way your lips parted on a breathy moan as he stretched you open.
A sharp exhale left his lips as he bottomed out, his forehead pressing into your shoulder. He stayed there for a beat, savoring the way you fit around him before pulling back and thrusting forward again, deeper this time. His pace was measured, controlled, but every slow grind sent a pulse of pleasure through you, building that ache deep in your core.
âSay my name,â he gritted against your neck, his breath hot and uneven.
You did.
And the sound of it made him snap.
Cooper groaned, his hands digging into your thighs as he thrust harder, faster, burying himself in you completely. His body was slick with sweat, his muscles trembling from the intensity of it all. Every roll of his hips pushed you closer, your nails raking down his back as heat coiled low in your stomach.
The pleasure was overwhelming, unbearable in the best way, and when he groaned your name again, you shatteredâyour body clenching around him, your breath breaking into gasps as he drove you through it, chasing his own release.
Your limbs trembled, overstimulated and sensitive, but you gently motioned for Cooper to put you down. He did, carefully, his breath still uneven as he set you on your feet. You grabbed his wrist and tugged him wordlessly toward the lockers, your kiss deep and full of heat as your back bumped against the cool metal. Then, without a word, you turned around, pressing your flushed front against the lockers, arching your back, poking your hips toward him in clear invitation.
Cooper cursed under his breath, hands steadying at your waist as he positioned himself behind you. He slid into you again with a low, broken grunt, the angle hitting deep as his chest pressed to your back. The contrast between your heated skin and the chill of the locker doors sent goosebumps trailing down your arms. You bit your lip hard, bracing yourself with one hand while the other clawed at the smooth surface in front of you.
He leaned in close, lips brushing your ear, his voice a low rasp.
"This what you wanted?" he grunted, hips snapping forward. "Tell me."
"Yesâ" you gasped, your voice high and strained.
"Say it again," he growled.
"Yes, Cooper. Please."
He groaned, the sound rough and wrecked. "Thatâs my good girl. I knew it. I knew you wanted this."
His thrusts deepened, rhythm intense, hips slamming into you as his grip tightened on your waist. You whimpered, eyes fluttering shut as he kept talking, voice laced with something dark and possessive.
"I saw you, you know," he breathed. "That day. On the bench. Grinding against that towel like a nasty little thing. You thought about me, didnât you?"
You nodded desperately, your forehead resting against the locker as heat bloomed in your chest. "I did," you panted. "I was thinking about you."
Cooper let out a rough, strangled sound at that, hips stuttering before he picked up the pace again.
"God, you're filthy," he murmured, lips trailing the line of your shoulder. "My filthy, good girl."
The pace was punishing, his skin slapping against yours, sweat dripping from his temple as he chased another high. The metal lockers clanged slightly with every thrust, echoing the sound of your breathless moans.
And then he was thereâyour name slipping past his lips like a prayer as he buried himself deep one final time, his body trembling against yours.
He held you there, pressed between his chest and the lockers, panting hard into your shoulder, until both your heartbeats started to settle. You stayed like that for a moment, bodies connected, neither of you ready to move.
When he finally pulled back, his arms circled your waist, pulling you into his chest, both of you breathless, flushed, and absolutely wrecked.
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also like. i donât have this fully articulated in my head so iâm kind of just working it out here. bear with me. but part of the âmissionâ of the amc iwtv show is to repair anne riceâs text, right? to respect what works and to let new things fill in the gaps where the text is, um, lacking (see: violently racist and misogynistic). and i would say that the show so far has been successful in many regards - ldpdl is an actual Black character. credit where itâs due. jacobâs here to stay. but ultimately a show that is deferent to anne riceâs estate and to the power of amcâs money is ultimately always going to be in service of antiblackness because antiblackness is the blood that oils the machine that allows television shows to make millions of dollars. plain and simple. that kind of TV money in a capitalist state does not exist without imperialism, without slave labor, without genocide, without eradication of indigenous people and their lands, without the dehumanization of black people. so thereâs just never any such thing as keeping your head down and just being grateful a show is less racist than the racist book being adapted. i guess i just donât believe in âfandomâ anymore because to be a âfanâ is to accept a level of subservience to capitalist forces protected by intellectual property law and ultimately normalizing of empire that i just do not fucking believe in and it does not suit the needs of fans who are the most ostracized time and time again by these white supremacist fan communities regardless of the alleged anti-racism in a given text. that anti-racism can only ever be symbolic in a pre-revolution context. the least we can do, since amc is not actually keeping our lights on, is to engage with the text and all texts as bravely as we can muster, including releasing this fucking false idol worship that makes IP holders into gods. fuck anne rice and her genius brain. she was a racist wretch who hated to share so much she blew up half of her own âfanâ communities. idk man i dont think itâs a coincidence that the fans with the most concentrated hitler particles seem to be the ones with the most access to the cast and crew. antiblackness gets you really fucking far in this world. gives you access to material resources. replicates the lie that power is the most important quality in any artist, and that to love a text is to want to rub up against the chosen few who are involved in this legal iteration. you think those fans will give a fuck about jacob anderson when heâs no longer under amc contract? these old modes of popular culture worship will turn to sand in the dustbin of history full of white louis funko pops amen
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Zap Energy says that theyâve solved Z-pinch by âshear stabilizationâ, where they have different sections of the plasma moving at different velocities (faster outside, slower inside). Doesnât shear like that cause instability, not suppress it? Or are plasmas not subject to that law of fluid dynamics
Youâre thinking of instabilities in flowing plasma like itâs turbulence in flowing fluid. This is partially correct, but like... okay. So, the field of physics that governs the movement of plasma is called magnetohydrodynamics, where you introduce Maxwellâs equations into Navier-Stokes. It is horrible. I am but a humble mechanical engineer, and I leave the physics to physicists.
The physicists tell me that Zap Energy's science is solid.
Bit of context: Zap Energy is taking an old fusion energy concept from the 1950's called a Z-pinch, and revamping it with modern plasma physics.
A Z-pinch works on the principle that passing an electric current through a conductor generates a magnetic field, which in turn crushes (or "pinches") the conductor. The first observations of the pinch effect were in hollow metal tubes that were used as lightning rods, like this one from a factory in 1905:

Image by Brian James, CC BY-SA 3.0, Wikimedia Commons
Plasma is electrically conductive, and is subject to the same compressive pinch effect as metal. Lightning itself is a plasma pinch, actually.
When you pinch a plasma, it heats up. The fast-moving, charged plasma particles repel each other and push back against the magnetic field until the system reaches equilibrium. The stronger the plasma current, the harder the pinch, the more pressure, and the more heat. With sufficient plasma current and the right hydrogen isotopes, you can create a pinch strong enough to induce nuclear fusion.
The pinch effect was first utilized by a class of fusion machines called Z-pinches in the early 1950's. However, those Z-pinches were extremely unstable. The most common analogy is that compressing plasma with a Z-pinch is like trying to squeeze jello with rubber bands.

UK Atomic Energy Authority, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons
Both linear and toroidal Z-pinches have been built. The toroidal Z-pinch above shows some of the characteristic kink instabilities of a pinched plasma â it goes all squiggly. Researchers started adding external magnets to Z-pinches to help reduce instabilities (which eventually led to the development of the tokamak), but could never get a truly stable plasma. Z-pinch fusion research was largely abandoned in favor of the tokamak and stellarator.
However, the external magnets of a tokamak or stellarator are massive, complex, and use incredible amounts of power. The University of Washington and Zap Energy went back to the old concept of a magnet-less linear Z-pinch, but with a more modern understanding of plasma physics. They discovered that by using a flowing plasma rather than a stationary one, with a faster flow rate on the outer layers (a "sheared-flow" Z-pinch), they were able to achieve great stability with no magnets.

Credit: Zap Energy
Rather than filling a chamber with stationary hydrogen and then pinching it, they blow a "smoke ring" of plasma around a cylinder into their chamber. An electrode at the tip of the cylinder then fires a pulse into the plasma, which creates a pinch with a complex velocity profile.
Credit: Zap Energy
Zap Energyâs physics basis is good. Theyâve pretty convincingly demonstrated that sheared-flow does indeed stabilize a pinched plasma, and if they can pull off magnetic confinement fusion with no magnets, it will be massively cheaper than any other method. The uncertainty that Zap is facing comes from mechanical considerations (in particular, electrode erosion is a tricky problem to solve), and the relatively thin margins for efficiency that are inherent to any pulsed fusion technique.
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XV| Learning to Stand Again
Warning(s): Cursing, Comfort
Synopsis: It has been a month since youâve been hospitalized, a month since that awful day. Slowly but surely, things were returning back to normal. Except this time with Piccolo glued to your side.
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        The soft golden light of dawn filtered through your bedroom window, warming the room with its gentle glow. Dust particles floated lazily in the air, catching the sunlight as they drifted. The once-sterile scent of hospital disinfectant had faded, replaced by the familiar, comforting smell of your homeâfresh linens, the lingering trace of lavender from the diffuser you forgot to turn off, and something else⌠something earthy, grounding. Â
You stirred under the blankets, shifting slightly. A grave mistake. Â
Pain. Â
A sharp, searing agony tore through your chest like wildfire, your body protesting even the smallest movement. It felt like your ribs were wrapped in iron chains, crushing down on you with every breath. Â
âFuckââ Â
The curse slipped past your lips in a hoarse whisper. You grit your teeth, rolling onto your stomach in an attempt to relieve some of the pressure, but it only made things worse. A sharp inhale sent another jolt of pain up your spine, making your vision blur at the edges. Every breath felt like trying to fill a balloon with a hole in itâshallow, strained, ineffective. Â
You barely noticed the sound of your bedroom door creaking open. Â
You were too caught up in the pain, too lost in the haze of discomfort, to register the weight of someoneâs presence. It wasnât until a firm yet careful hand pressed gently against your back that your breath hitched involuntarily. Â
The warmth of that touch, steady and reassuring, was unmistakable. Â
âEasy. Donât push yourself.â Â
Piccoloâs voice was a low, quiet rumbleârough with lingering sleep, but still holding that ever-present edge of concern. Â
Your body stiffened for a second before realization hit. Â
Right. Â
You werenât in the hospital anymore. Â
You werenât surrounded by beeping machines and the sterile, impersonal walls of a recovery room. Â
You were home. Â
And Piccolo stayed with you.
The moment you first woke up in that hospital still lingered in the back of your mind like a half-remembered dreamâhazy, blurred at the edges, yet impossible to forget. Â
Your body had felt like lead, weighed down by exhaustion and the remnants of anesthesia. Every limb was heavy, every movement sluggish. The air smelled sterileâantiseptic mixed with something faintly metallic. The distant, rhythmic beeping of monitors was the only thing keeping you tethered to consciousness. Â
Then, through the fog, you heard it. Â
Your name. Â
A voice deep and steady, yet edged with something you werenât used to hearing from him. Worry? Relief? Â
You had barely managed to turn your head, your vision swimming. And there he was. Â
Piccolo. Â
Standing right beside your hospital bed, hands resting on top of the white sheets, watching you with an unreadable expression. His sharp features were carved from stone, unmoving, yet his eyes⌠his eyes told another story. Â
You had wanted to say somethingâto ask why he was there, how he found you, why he looked at you like thatâbut your throat had been too dry, your voice too weak. So instead, you just stared, trying to convince yourself that this wasnât some drug-induced hallucination. Â
Because it didnât make sense. Â
Wasnât he supposed to be up north, training? Pushing himself beyond limits, as he always did? He never stayed in one place for too longâespecially not somewhere as confining as a hospital. Â
And yet, he was there. Â
Days passed in a haze. Nurses came and went, checking your vitals, adjusting your medication. Piccolo was always nearby. You werenât sure if he ever left. Â
Until one day, when he finally did.Â
It was a small window of timeâhe had left to track down something more suitable for you to eat since hospital food was, in his words, barely edible garbage.Â
That was when Michiko, your nurse, entered. She was friendly as always, checking your IV, adjusting your pillows, chatting casually as she worked. But then, in between her usual routine, she offhandedly mentioned something that made your heart stop. Â
âThat friend of yours⌠the tall one? He never left your side, you know. The staff tried to get him to leave, told him you needed space to recover, but he wouldnât budge. He was adamant about staying with you.â Â
You had just stared at her. Â
Piccolo? Â
Staying? Â
In a hospital? Â
For you? Â
It had sounded impossible. Absurd. Completely out of character for someone like him. Â
And yetâŚÂ Â
Now, back in your bed, away from the stiff hospital sheets, away from the suffocating white walls of that recovery room, his presence remained just as unwavering. Â
His hand rested against your backânot pressing, just there. Steady. Solid. Grounding. Â
You swallowed thickly, barely able to form the words past your dry throat. Â
ââŚIt hurts.â Â
His fingers tensed ever so slightly against your back before pulling away. A shift of movement. Then, the weight of the mattress slightly dipped beside you. Â
A pause. Â
Then, his voice. Low. Steady. Â
âI know.â Â
You felt the warmth of somethingâenergy, ki, or just the sheer presence of himâsettling near you, wrapping around you like a protective barrier. Â
Not smothering. Â
Just there. Â
For the first time since waking up, you let out a slow, shaky breath. Â
And for the first time, it didnât hurt quite as much.
Then came the dreaded momentâyou had to stand up. Â
You didnât want to. Every part of you screamed to stay in bed, to sink back into the safety of the blankets and let sleep reclaim you. But you knew better. You knew that, eventually, you had to move. You had to try. Â
Still, even thinking about it made exhaustion settle deeper in your bones. Â
Your arms felt impossibly heavy, like they were made of stone, weak and uncooperative after so much time spent motionless. Just the mere thought of pushing yourself upright was enough to make you hesitate. Â
But you wanted to try. Â
Slowly, you placed your hands on either side of the mattress, bracing yourself, gathering what little strength you had left. You sucked in a breath, mentally counting down, willing yourself to move. Â
Piccolo, who had been sitting quietly beside you, watching with that ever-present air of silent attentiveness, saw what you were attempting. Before you could even struggle, before the pain could fully take hold, he reached out andâwithout a wordâhelped you sit up. Â
His movements were slow, careful, as if he had already anticipated the pain this would cause you. And fuck, was there pain. Â
The moment you were upright, a sharp, burning sensation flared through your muscles, radiating from your chest outward like white-hot fire. Your breath hitched, your eyes instinctively squeezing shut as a wince twisted your face. Â
âShitââ you hissed through gritted teeth, the pain making your head spin. Your fingers instinctively latched onto Piccoloâs arm, gripping onto him like a lifeline. Â
He didnât flinch. Â
Of course, he didnât. His skin was thick, durableâbattle-worn in ways most people couldnât begin to understand. A grip like yours was nothing to him. Â
But still, he stayed put. Â
He let you hold on, his arm a steady, unwavering presence beneath your fingers. He didnât rush you, didnât scold you, didnât tell you to push through it or act like this was some kind of endurance test. Â
He simply waited. Â
Waited for you to catch your breath. Â
Waited for the pain to dull, even if only slightly. Â
Waited for you to let go when you were ready. Â
It took a long moment before you could manage even a shallow, steady breath. Your muscles still ached, and you knew they would for a while. But you had moved. You had sat up. It wasnât much, but it was something.Â
Finally, you pried your fingers from his arm, feeling a twinge of embarrassment at how tightly you had been holding onto him. You didnât meet his gaze, just exhaled shakily and muttered, Â
âWell⌠that sucked.â Â
A quiet snort. Low, brief, almost imperceptible. But there. Â
You glanced at him, eyes narrowing. âDid you just laugh at me?â Â
Piccolo didnât answer. His expression remained neutral, but there was something in his eyesâa flicker of something amused, something fond.Â
You rolled your eyes. âGreat. Love that for me.â Â
But even as you grumbled, you could still feel the warmth of his presence beside you, unwavering as ever.
With Piccoloâs help, you had managed to make it down the stairsâthough at an agonizingly slow pace. Every step felt like a trial, your legs barely able to support your own weight. More than once, your knees threatened to buckle beneath you, but each time, Piccolo was there, steady and unwavering. His arm, firm and solid beneath your grip, kept you from collapsing entirely, guiding you with a patience you couldnât help but be grateful for. Â
By the time you reached the couch, you were practically sagging against him. Piccolo lowered you down carefully, making sure you were settled before stepping back. Without his help, you knew there was no way you would have made it out of bed today. Â
Still, even after all that effort, you hadnât moved since. Â
Morning turned to afternoon, and there you remainedâsunk deep into the cushions, unmoving, eyes half-lidded in a medicated haze. The painkillers had done their job almost too well, leaving you feeling distant, disconnected, and sluggish. It was a feeling you hated.Â
Your head lolled back against the couch, your gaze fixed on nothing, body too drained to do anything but exist. You let out a slow, controlled breath, trying to will away the fog in your mind. Â
Thenâ Â
Your phone rang. Â
You cracked an eye open, groaning softly. Â
I shouldâve left it on mute.Â
The shrill ringtone felt like a personal attack, grating against your already exhausted nerves. For a brief moment, you debated ignoring it, letting it ring until whoever it was gave up. Â
But what if it was important? Â
With a tired sigh, you forced yourself forward, pushing off the backrest of the couch with sluggish effort. Every movement felt heavier than it should have, but you eventually leaned over far enough to snatch your phone from the table. Â
Jennyâs name flashed across the screen.Â
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Your brows furrowed slightly, but you answered. Â
ââŚYeah?â Your voice was hoarse, groggy. Â
A beat of silence. Thenâ Â
âWhat the hell, dude?!â Jennyâs voice exploded through the speaker, her tone laced with frustration and something elseâsomething sharper. âWhy the fuck didnât you tell me you were out of the hospital?!âÂ
You let out a quiet sigh, head hanging low. â...Because I was in pain? Not to mention Iâm on some heavy pain meds.â Â
âOkay, okay, but that still doesnât explain how you got home. Who even took you, huh?â Â
You paused, lifting your head to glance toward the kitchen. Piccolo stood there, missing his usual white cape and turban. When your eyes met, he raised a brow, arms crossed. Without breaking eye contact, you slowly answered Jenny, still on the phone. Â
â...I did?â It sounded more like a question than a statement, but you hoped she wouldnât catch the lieâthat it had actually been Piccolo who brought you home. Â
Luckily, she didnât. But what came next wasnât much better. Â
âYOU WHAT?!âÂ
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Her sudden yell made you yank the phone away from your ear, face twisting in discomfort. Â
âARE YOU NUTS?? YOU COULDâVE CALLED ME!!â Â
Keeping the phone at a safe distance, you muttered, âI was exhausted, ok?! Plus, it was late, I didnât want to wake you up at 3 in the fucking morning. Besides, I got a taxi driver to take me home. Whatâs the big deal?âÂ
Jenny was not having it. Â
âOh, itâs a big deal, alright!â she snapped, her voice still loud enough that you swore Piccolo could hear it from across the room. âYou just got out of the hospital, dumbass! You could barely move the last time I saw you! What if something happened? What if you collapsed orâor got in the wrong cab and some weirdo tried to kidnap your ass?â Â
You sighed again, dragging a tired hand down your face. âJennyâŚâ Â
âNo, donât âJennyâ me! You know I wouldâve picked you up, no hesitation! You didnât even text me?âÂ
You shot an exasperated look at Piccolo, but as always, his face remained unreadableâa mask of stoicism that rarely cracked. Yet, in the dim light of the kitchen, his dark, intense eyes softened just enough to offer something unspoken. Sympathy, perhaps. Understanding. It was subtle, almost imperceptible, but you caught it. A quiet reassurance hidden beneath his usual guarded exterior.
Running a hand through your hair, you tried to soothe the storm brewing on the other end of the call. âLook, Iâm sorry⌠really, I am.â
Jennyâs heavy silence was almost worse than the yelling. Â
Then, in a quieter, slightly more strained voice, she asked, âYouâre really okay?â Â
Your gaze flickered back toward Piccolo, who was still watching you with that unreadable expression. His arms remained folded, his posture relaxed, but you knew better. You could tell by the way he stayed nearby, by the way he kept his energy just barely extended, subtly keeping tabs on you. Â
The truth was, you werenât okay. Not really. Â
But you also knew Jenny. If you told her that, sheâd be on your doorstep in seconds, and you were too tired to deal with the whirlwind that was Jenny At Full Concern.Â
So, you forced a smileâone she couldnât see but maybe, just maybe, she could hear it in your voice. Â
âYeah,â you murmured, shifting slightly against the couch. âIâm okay.â Â
Another long silence. Thenâ Â
ââŚAlright,â Jenny finally said, though she still sounded doubtful. âBut I swear, if you do something reckless again and donât tell me, I will hunt you down.â Â
You let out a small chuckle. âNoted.â Â
âDamn right.â Â
There was a pause, followed by a sigh on her end this time. ââŚGet some rest, dude.â Â
âYou too, Jen.â
With that, you ended the call with a soft tap, letting the phone rest on your chest as you exhaled slowly. The conversation had drained what little energy you had left, leaving you feeling even heavier against the couch cushions. Â
Jennyâs concern had been genuineâalways wasâbut you hated making people worry. Especially her. Â
Piccoloâs deep voice broke through your thoughts. Â
âYou didnât tell her the truth.â Â
You let out a short laugh, dry and humorless. âWhat, that I feel like I got hit by a truck, thrown off a cliff, and then hit by another truck?â You gave a weak shrug. âDidnât seem necessary.â Â
Piccolo studied you, his piercing gaze making it clear that he wasnât fooled by your deflections. âAnd when she finds out you lied?â Â
âIf she finds out,â you corrected, wincing as you adjusted your position. âAnd besides⌠what was I supposed to say? âHey Jenny, Iâm actually a mess and barely holding it together, but donât worry, my seven-foot alien bodyguard has been babysitting meâ?â You shook your head, running a tired hand over your face. âSheâd lose her mind.â Â
Piccolo didnât respond immediately. Instead, he just watched you, unreadable as always, though his silence carried weight. He knew you well enough to see past the sarcasm, past the forced humor. Â
Finally, he let out a quiet huff. âYou shouldnât push yourself so soon.â Â
You let out a breathy chuckle, shaking your head. âYeah, well, Iâve never been good at sitting still.â Â
Piccolo rolled his eyes, but there was no real irritation in his expression. If anything, he just looked⌠resigned. Â
âYou should sleep,â he said, voice softer now, less of an order and more of a suggestion. Â
You didnât argue. Not this time. The exhaustion was clawing at you, the painkillers making your limbs feel like lead. You gave him a half-hearted thumbs-up before letting your head fall back against the couch cushions, eyes slipping shut. Â
As the haze of sleep began to pull you under, you were vaguely aware of Piccolo shifting nearby. He didnât leave. Didnât retreat to his usual spot outside. Â
Instead, he stayed. Â
Silent. Watchful. Â
Just like always.Â
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Evening had arrived as the streets of the neighborhood began to quiet down. Cars pulled into their driveways, people from inside heading into their homes. In a car resting inside a garage, would be a man named Hogan. He yawned as he got out of the car, tossing his safety cap to his workshop tool table near the front of his car. He dragged his feet toward the main door, and the cold breath of the air washed over him. The corners of his construction gear bulged into his arm pits, the sound of tears seething from his shoulders. He lowered his bag toward the wall, and his body became lighter, like a boulder had just been lifted from his back.
âOne down, now I just gotta get these..â He sucked in his gut, grabbing the zipper of his uniform as his stomach bounced across his waistline. Sawdust splashing into the air, casting its particles into the sunlight as they danced from the laundry room window. He took to his pants, and let out a satisfied grunt as he kicked his boots off. âThatâs better.â
He kicked the leathery shoes next to the washer machine, tossing his clothes into the opening as he walked bare into the living room. He grabbed his headset from the living room table and put them on. He crashed to his stomach on the floor, his console turning on along the shelf. After hours of work, what better way to unwind than through quality gaming.
He crashed to his stomach on the floor, his console turning on along the shelf. "Let's see what the boys are up to on deathwatch."
He flipped through the screen to his game, turning on his microphone as he searched through the lobby.
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An hour had gone by since Hogan started to relax, enjoying the peace of enjoying the peace of with his online friends. The screen flashed with chaos as effects danced around the frame, Hoganâs call outs booming through the acousticâs of the living room. But another chaos brewed in the shadows, as a small pair of eyes peeked from the folds of a crumpled towel. Inside, would be Peppe, staring at his hubbyâs backside.
âHeâs finally home.â he said, a low giggle escaping from him. âTook longer than expected, but at least it gave me time to prepare.â
He dug into his pocket and fetched a tiny piece of gum, unwrapping its plastic blanket as it overtook his chest. He folded into a cubed shaped ball, and chewed at its end until the entire thing fit into his mouth. He savored the fruity flavor filling his mouth as he slinked out from beneath the towel, the smell of gas fumes polluting the air as the giant soles raked through the fibers of the carpet.Â
He crept faster, the path narrowing as it centered toward Hogan. A mountain of hairy muscle rose before him, the elastic fabric over the mounds spreading atop like a blanket of snow. After many times of venturing to his ass, he got tired of the view. It reminded him of being on an island, guarded by a musky volcano as it swayed overhead. Heâd think heâd feel bad pranking his hubby all the time, but damn did it feel good to watch him squirm. And with an opportunity like this, it was too good to pass up.
He approached the crease between Hoganâs legs, the lining of crack rocketing over the bubbled ridge. He stepped upon the bulk of his crotch, sweat oozing from its surface like a leaking sponge. Mustâve been working hard out there on the construction, he thought, even after an hour of cooling still his backside was wet.
âTypical, Hogan. Big guyâs certainly not making it easy.â he rolled his eyes, gripping into the white fabrice along the left leg.
He clung to the bushed of hair, pushing into the thick borders sealing the mounds inside. His foot creased into a loose fold, warmth from beneath the fabric against as the smell of fresh sweat poured into his nose. He puffed his nose to ease its stinging sensation, continuing his climb aboard the mounds.
Sausage fingers reached from the other mound, piercing the lining of his crack Peppe dragged to the center. âDamn sweatâs going in the wrong places.â Hogan said, sliding his now glistening palm from the crack.
"Easy horsie, can't have your rider bucking off with the reins." Peppe whispered. Â
He climbed to the top of Hoganâs ass and caught a glimpse of the horizon. A slope met before him as it climbed to a meaty neck above, the Tv screen flashing behind Hoganâs frenzied hair. He cherished the view for a moment before digging through his pocket, pulling a bulky string from inside. He opened his mouth and stuck the end of the string against the sticky mass, molding it with his tongue to ensure it was secure.
 Phase one of his great prank was complete, now it was time for the main event.
He approached the top of the elastic fabric, peeling a corer for himself as he tucked his feet inside. He shimmied himself between the mounds, watching the warm flesh rise as they spilled over his chest. Hoganâs fingers returned, stamping just a foot from Peppe as it stirred in place.Â
âThat works.â He said, shimmying the rest of his body as he slipped beneath the surface.
 The damp fingers wagged above as he dove into the mounds, flesh molding his body as they swallowed the light. Strands of hair snagged at his limbs, the scent of dry cement reaping his nostrils as sweat dashed into his clothes. After all was said and done, he had to remind Hoga to take a shower. Any more scents added to his musk and heâd be a walking gas station. The hairs thickened as they spread into him like a brush, revealing a red puckered star as it winked with sweat. It blew kisses as Peppe wisped past its folds, cushioning at the bottom as his foot sank between two soft boulders.Â
âTarget acquired,â He spat the gum from his mouth. âand just enough hair to strap on.â
He placed the wad against the ridge of the hair taint, cherry picking bunched hair as he molded them into the gum like clay. Hoganâs legs shuffled, scooping Peppe close as he planted against the warm testicles. Â
"Whatâs this guy teabagging for? Our team won that fair and square! Let me get a crack at him, I'll give him some nuts he can teabag!"
âAs competitive as everâ Peppe mumbled, peeling from the damp skin. He spun a portion of the string to anchor Hoganâs hairs. They sprawled out like a row of vines, their sweat soaked surface brushing against him as if it were a paint brush. Before long, the task was complete, hairs wrapping around the gum as if they were holding it up. âLike a bouquet of smelly vines.â he patted at the top of the gum.
He crawled toward the bottom of Hogan's balls, the dampened fabric appearing as it stretched behind him. Peppe followed its path until it curved upward, taking to the thick hairs covering the mounds as he crawled back the way he came. They slid through his fingers, his body cast back down as he tumbled into the mustache covering his anus. Its bristles tickled his nose as he swatted them away, grabbing a handful in a bunch as he climbed up its length.Â
âYeah thatâs right, take all these nuts!âHogan roared, his own thighs moving as the sac below squished into the fabric.Â
Peppe fought its sway, gripping harder at the strands of hair as he reached toward the slanted lighting of the crack. He slithering his palm back into the cool world of the living room, shimmying the rest of him through the caked mounds before Pulling the rest of the rope out of his pocket.
âAlright..thatâs my workout for today.â Peppe wheezed.
 He climbed back to the top of Hoganâs waist, and looked to his head. Still he faced the Tv screen, even after traveling through his underwear. Just what he was expecting, and now it was time to retrieve the fruits of his labor. Wrapped the end of the rope around his wrist, the line straightening as it darted beneath the fabric like an anchor.
âOh ho, prepare for a sting of your life Hogan.â
"Well done guys, we managed to pass that squad without setting them off. Too bad we canât say the same for you..âthe mute icon appeared on the side of the screen,Hogan batting an eye backwards. â..Peppe.âÂ
He froze at his words. âHuh?!â
 the string tightened as he yanked him beneath the underwear, like a fish caught on a hook as he burrowed through the mound of flesh. The dimmed space greeted him once more, his face dragged along the hairs resting in the bubbled valley. From what took minutes turned to mere seconds as he was dragged beneath the bulk of the testicles, fingers fiddling at the string as if it were a spider retracting its web. His back clung to the wad of gum at the taint, the fingers taking to his side as they jammed him beneath the muscular boulders. He gritted beneath its weight, the clammy skin spooning his ears as they acted as restraints on his head.
The ground shifted as fingers pulled the waistband apart, Hoganâs face peering inside. "What do we have here, a munchkin taking a dip in my underwear."
Peppe shuffled a fold from his mouth. "What gave me away?"
"Come now, as many times as you explored my body, don't you think I would know if something complex was in the way?" He dwindled a finger through his pubes decorating the round spheres between his legs, swirling a patch of Peppeâs into the mix. "Hair pulling. Tsk, you gotta do better than that, dumpling."
"What can I say? It's a classic."
"Uh huh, charming. You know you're getting punished for this right? I missed a lot of shots because of your meddling. Naught, naughty." He squeezed his legs together, Peppeâs lips smacking as they puckered like a fish. "Unfortunately weâre still in a game, so consider this a taste of whatâs to come."
His smile disappeared as the waistband clamped at his waist, a gust of musk washing into Peppe before the thighs shifted, and Hoganâs weight pushed at his back. "Hubby! Come on, you canât be made at this face. You canât do this to your dump-" a solid surface cushioned his chin, the bulk of the giant testicles plonking atop his head. âpling..â
A soft chuckle vibrated the walls. "Oh no, youâre not getting off that easy, hun. No matter how adorable that face is."
Taking the slow route huh? Just like him to toy with him slowly. Peppe rolled his eyes forward,wiggling his head to relieve pressure from his chin. Sloshing muffled from the orbs cupping his face, like giant silos filled to the brim with water. Its body heat grew hotter as its muscle flexed, the shaft knocking out of place as it drooled into the white fabric. He was getting off at my capture, and he called him the naughty one.
But even caught, he wasnât going to give up just yet. He shifted his gaze into one of the orbs, inhaling the dried sweat coating the skin as he leaned his fingers to his jacket. He pulled the bottom of the fabric from his pants, shedding from its layer as he pressed it into the clammed ceiling. He gazed into the maw of the musky cave, the loose skin sagging as if were going to collapse.Â
 There wasnât enough room to pull the string, but he wasnât without options as he looked to the flexing muscle. He laid upon his back, taking a handful of the soft skin as he pulled himself upward. The humidity between was rough feet, his skin skidding against Hoganâs as it peeled off like a sticker. The skin only grew firm as he reached the stem of Hoganâs cock, its barreled underbelly cushioning his chin. After moments of climbing, he sighed as the ever growing pressure slipped from his feet, the bag of sac collecting as the length of the shaft rested upon him.
He planted his feet upon the balls, and Hogan shifted. "What are you doing down there?"
"Putting my plan into motion. I'm gonna make you submit to your dumpling!" Peppe declared.
"Sure. And just how are you going to do that."
A smile crept along Peppeâs face, a foot peeling from one of the testicles. "Creativity." He spread his toes across the bulging testicle, and wiggled them into the tender muscle. He added his other foot, and pressed it to the other as he marched over them.Â
A groan rumbled through the air, a thigh thrusting and a clunk came from outside. âMmm..kneading my balls huh? Bold, Iâll give you that, but it's gonna take more than a few foot rubs to get me to cave.â
"That's for sure. This is just the appetizer." He cradled his limbs to the corner of the member, holding it against his body as if it were a body pillow. He worked himself beneath its underbelly to the top of the shroomed head. Its flesh radiated with warmth greater than the balls below, a salty stream spilling upon his shoulder as it guzzled from the slit. He ringed his fingers between its lips, the stream widening as it spilled at his neck. "You know the thing about being small? You can reach just about anywhere?"
He wiggled a palm over the slit, and jammed it inside. Its creamy fluid lubricated his arm, driving it to his shoulder as the lips clamped onto his shoulder like a sleeve. He plunged his other hand inside, and began to twist them through the soggy folds as it trailed through the tight opening of the shaft.
Hoganâs body bucked, a sharp moan piercing the air as the sounds of buttons clacked from above "Oh..ff.."
Peppe's eyes became starry eyed. "Gotcha now."
He wormed more of his body toward the front of the underwearâs pouch, clinging his feet to the puffed edges as they peeled the hood away. The muffled grunts turned to purrs, Hoganâs entire waist beginning to thrash as if it were in a trap.
"Still thinking about surrendering?" Peppe giggled with excitement, grinding his elbows to circle the rest of his arms between the tight tube.
A digital voice announced that the game paused, the sound of a controller toppling to the side. "Give me 2 minutes,boys." Hogan's voice boomed, the space shifting as. Gravity tossed Peppe atop the bulging cock.
The inner tube tightened his arms like a vice, its girth nudging between his legs. The fabric yanked off and light blurred his vision, forcing Peppe to wince as his eyes raced to adjust. His gaze eventually relaxed, As Hoganâs met his, peering from the mountainous torso high above.
"Now you done it, dumpling. You managed to make me cave?â
"I did? I mean yeah, I did! Take that, Hubby.â He declared, but looked up to a smile peering across his face. âYou uh..you arenât mad are you?â
âMe? Not all. In fact, I'm ecstatic.â
âYou..are?â
âYeah..â He replied. A palm raised beneath him, clasping at the center of the shaft. It pumped at a steady pace, getting stronger as it gripped at Peppeâs arms. âI get to do punishment early.â
Oh shit. Peppe tugged at his arms to get them free, shimmying his shoulders to lighten the pressure, but a suction locked them down, the cockâs throat pulsing as they tucked his arms together. Fingers curled around his back, hoisting his lower half into the center as it tilted toward the cock slit. He wrestled between the thick fingers, a thumb pressing his head into the lips as they gummed the sides of his cheek.
The thumb trailed over his neck to the rest of his body, plunging Peppe deeper into the urethra. He was caught in the pull of the suction inside, guiding him through the tight crawlway of the tube as seed lathered into his side like lotion. The tender walls manhandled his body, thrashing him about in its attempts to gobble him up. The lips slipped higher, funneling to the tips of his toes as he sunk deeper. The cool air left from his feet, and the shaft became alive as its walls tenderized his body.
Outside, a lump traversed through the cock's underbelly bulging, sliding down at snail's pace as it flattened against Hoganâs twisting palm. He gritted his teeth, pumping harder to knock the protruding bulge from its spot as he massaged its soft ridges as it parted the walls inside. It bobbed over the base of his shaft, a finger tilting it for Hogan to see for himself. With a simple clench, the bulge launched and it plunged past the surface of his crotch, its form wisping through his inside as it curled down to the meaty low hangers throbbing below.
The World was dimmer in this region of Hoganâs body, the waves of muscle squeezing him like toothpaste through the tubes. He couldnât move his body, his blood rushing to his head as he tried to face upward. He doubted itâd help with the surrounding fluid, gunks of slated goo lathered his face, sending his senses ablaze as his head began to swirl. The wall hugged closer as an opening arrived, his head smothered as more salty fumes spewed into him like a ventilated shaft.Â
He found himself in a round chamber, white goo secreting from the walls as they collected into a large body at the bottom of the fleshy dome.��
"Your balls?â He shouted, the sphincter encircling his neck. âWho shoves their love life into their balls?"
âConsider it a special treatment just for you. I was going to just shove you into one of my boots, but then you went and got me hard.â
Lumps caved from the walls, and the chamber became slanted. The white goo rose like a roaring tide, submerging Peppeâs head beneath its surface. It shrouded like a fog, the pink walls near him blurring with white smudges.
âQuite the load isnât it dumpling? All thanks to you.âÂ
the tight tube squeezed at his body, rocketing him into the milky mess as he flailed to the surface. He inhaled the tainted air, splashing to keep himself afloat. "Okay, foul play! Youâre playing dirty, how am I supposed to have fun in here?"
âSorry, hun, thatâs not my problem. Youâll just have to sit in timeout like a good boy.â
 The chamber flipped once more, spiraling Peppe from wall to wall as if it were a tube mixer. He felt nauseous as he dunked and emerged from its gooey surface, his efforts to cease derailed as his palmed slid from the soft wall. It was only when the pool flipped to the ceiling did the swirls cease, and it crashed atop of him.
Hoganâs laugh vibrated the walls, crusts forming into the seed as it rocked in place.. "Ready to call it quits?"Â
"You..can't possibly think..I'd give up after that." Peppe panted, his head spinning amongst the seed.
"Yeah I thought not, youâre too stubborn for that. Ah well, perhaps a little marinating will teach you to behave yourself." The chamber swayed as steps rang through the walls, the fluid jumping as it crashed upon a solid surface. "I'm back boys, what I miss?"
Peppe groaned as Hogan faced his attention elsewhere, his head bobbing against the milky waves as he tilted to the ceiling. He looked to the shriveled star in the ceiling, seed squeezing from its folds like a wet rag. That was his way out of this filled chamber, but it was too out of reach to grasp. He pawed at the doughy walls for leverage, hoisting upon the soft lumps to escape the milky pond. But their surface melted upon contact, spilling him into the seed once more.
âThis is getting me nowhere, howâs a guy supposed to move when everything around you is muscle?â He tried again to reach for a fold, its surface slipping into the fluid as it glossed the wall beneath.
A moan erupted from above, the walls caving as waves splashed him in its epicenter. He resurfaced, looking to the walls as they battered the fluid along his borders. âHe felt that?â He puzzled, swimming to the wall behind him.Â
He smeared a layer of gunk from the lumpy surface, cupping his palm to split its flow to the rest of the seed. When clear pink muscle appeared, he pressed his fingertips into the soft wall, twisting it as it sunk breath its surface.
The walls shook again, and Hoganâs moans returned. When it finally settled, a smile crept upon his face. To think Hubbyâs sweet spot would be right at the source of it all. He swam closer to the wall, tapping his foot at the submerged flesh. When soft ground touched his toes, he shifted his legs into a running motion, his feet pattering against the muscular wall.
A sharp moan echoed the walls, Waves splashing in the seed. "What are you doing now?" Hogan's voice muffled.
"Improvising." he turned himself toward the wall of flesh, grabbing a handful as seed lubricated his hands. The chamber unraveled, globs of gunk slamming against the opposite wall as it crashed at the ceiling before it pattered onto his shoulders.
Hoganâs grunts turned to whimpers as the folds compressed and expanded,it battered its contents. "Stop being.. a brat." he strained, the walls beginning to pulse..
The seedâs current grew stronger, sweeping Peppe from the walls as he swirled around the rim.The walls compressed, and the ceiling closed in as the sphincter spasmed in place.
"Almost there, just one more push.." he assured himself, clinging to the corner of the folds to continue his efforts.
 The once spacious chamber shrunk to the size of a quarter, a mere gap separating Peppe from the chamberâs quivering lips. He massaged its folds to the best of his ability, the substance overtaking his arms as they splashed about his wrist. The walls squeeze closer as the fluid reached his chin, forcing him to tuck his nose close to the salty folds.Â
"Here goes nothing." he managed to muster, taking a breath as he kissed into the center of the sphincter.
He sunk beneath the seedâs surface, suspended in the middle of the sac as the walls surrounding him became restless. Hoganâs grunt's grew louder, distorted as they became strained. Hard thumps shook the chamber, and the star above winked before it opened its entrance like a floodgate. A suction dragged at his body, pulling him against the widening entrance. Its lips barely passed his shoulder, the current flowing through his armpit as he held his breath.
A watery slosh echoed the chamber, before Hoganâs roar overwhelmed it.
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Hoganâs body tensed, the controller in his hand slipping to the pocket of the couch. He stared weakly at his seed soaked palm, its grip still stroking his shaft as his hips bucked. "Canât.. Hold it in..I.." he choked on his words, his head launching back into the cushion of his sofa.Â
His hips locked, and seed erupted from his cock. Its warm fluid flowed like lava from an active volcano, a creamy stream filling his shorts as another drenched the corners of the chamber. He huffed as he regained control of his body, looking down to his member. its meaty length throbbed against his inner thigh, satisfied as it returned to its flaccid state.
In his weak stare, he looked to his bulging sac, the swollen orbs drooping over the side of the couch. "You kinky bastard.." he huffed softly, staring at the right nut that rocked slowly.
Inside, the pond had all but drained from inside the chamber, reduced to a hollow husk as fluid dressed the walls in webs. Stuck against the ceiling, Peppe remained, smothered by a wad of gunk as it dripped to the bottom of the chamber.
"I told ya..I wasn't finished." He smiled weakly, peeled from the ceiling as if he were a sticker. The chamber softened his fall, as it rocked slowly.. "How'd your game go?"
Hogan looked toward the screen, bits of his fluid dripping from the corners of the frame. Banter boomed from the microphone, gamertags from both his team and the opposite team flashing,
"Eh, theyâll.â he said. "Really wanted to get that streak. Was gonna get it too, until a twerp decided to get frisky.
"oo bummer." Peppe said. âGuess it goes to show you canât shove something in your balls and not expect consequences.â
A flick shook the testicle. "Don't be so high and mighty, Dumpling. You're still in punishment time. But since you saved me the trouble of unloading in there, itâs only fair you do your part in making it.â
âYou want me to make the pool all over again, didnât you just climax?â Peppe asked, picking up a soft huff from the walls. âWait a second, youâre not trying to get me to build up all that just for you to enjoy it personally?â
âI..I have no idea what youâre talking about. Itâs simply a fitting punishment for a brat like you.â he said. âJust be sure to rub them deep. So..so Iâll know if youâre doing your task.â
Peppe places his hands at his hips. âUh huh, sure.â he traveled through the mush of seed toward the wall, reaching at a palm as he scratched at its surface. The chamber jostled in place, heavy thumps returning as they shook the walls.
âOo..just a little to the right..â
âDo you want me to pleasure you with both my hands, Hogan?â
âYeah..Er! I mean no-â
âHah, gotcha. Youâre totally into this!â
âWhy you little-..this is supposed to be punishment. Youâre not supposed to be enjoying this!â
âItâs not like Iâm going anywhere. If Iâm gonna be put to work, I might as well have fun with it, right? Oo! Now that I think about it, this space is just enough to bounce around it.â
âDumpling, I forbid you to even try- Mm! No stop-mm..eassy in there!â
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Miguel O'Hara x Spider!Reader
Sinopsis: The year is 2106. By day, you work as the head of the Genetic Engineering and Biotechnology division at Alchemax. By night, you are the one and only Spider-Woman, fighting tirelessly to protect New York from the tyrannical clutches of crime and delinquency. Your days are spent in an ordinary, organized routine: it's just you, the only barrier between your city and oblivion, dealing with the violence and pain that comes with being a superhero.
Everything is just normal. Then your dead husband appears in front of you, talking about alternate universes, spider societies and canonical disasters, and you discover that all your sorrows, losses and failures were possibly always meant to happen.
What the fuck.
Notes: You can keep track of this little fic on our Ao3 page. In our profile you can also find the Spanish version.
Warnings: Angst, violence, sad reader.
Word count: 2K.
Pt 1 - Pt 2 - Pt 3 - Pt 4
Dusk painted the city red. The last rays of evening flashed against the lenses of your mask as you gazed, crouched on the edge of the Chrysler Building, at the bustling streets of the City That Never Sleeps.Â
The afternoon had been running smoothly, as usual. Minor crimes, a couple of robberys, a botched assault and a small fire that was quickly put out. For the city, it was just another, ordinary afternoon.
Not for you. For you, it was a day of regret. Because that day was the seventh anniversary of the day you became the one and only Spider-Woman.
That day was the seventh anniversary of your husband's death.Â
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Your name is (T/N). You were the victim of an 'accident' that caused an alteration of your genetic code. The machine caused your DNA to mutate, fusing 50% with the DNA of a spider.Â
As a result of the incident, you acquired superhuman strength; speed and flexibility far beyond the physical limits of the most gifted human athlete. You had an extraordinary durability, very acute reflexes, ultra-sharp vision and an accelerated healing factor.Â
You were also 'gifted' with sharp, venomous fangs which produced a non-toxic substance that paralyzed your enemies, as well as retractable claws on your fingertips that allowed you to easily attach to any surface.Â
Your eyes, once glowing (E/C) orbs, had become tinted with a reddish hue that you covered with dark glasses (which served the dual purpose of deterring curious civilians and protecting you from sensory overstimulation).Â
The world knew you as a heroine. Selfless, courageous and capable. A fitting antithesis to your civilian identity. An acclaimed geneticist of few words and a fleeting smile. With few close friends, a quiet, cold, almost impersonal apartment. Your only companion was a fat, lazy cat who, like you, fended for himself and appreciated your silent company while taking long naps on your stomach.Â
Your days consisted of a long shift at Alchemax, as head of the Genetic Engineering and Biotechnology division, and grueling night patrols as New York's most famous Spider.
You didn't sleep very much. After your long days (with and without the suit), you would finally drop off exhausted and look forward to a short, dreamless rest. Your routine was such. The days finally blurred into one another, and you concentrated on living them one at a time.Â
That day, however, something changed.Â
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A commotion was heard in the distance. You watched the smoke column rising near the 5th Avenue, and you quickly changed the direction of your swing to deal with the emerging threat.
You gazed at the strange creature as you glided on the air currents with the aid of the anti-gravity particles emitted by your suit of unstable molecules. Holding on to a streetlight as you analyzed the individual before you, you frowned at his anomalous appearance; the elongated mask, the green suit and the archaic glider. His maniacal laughter filled the street, and the fire reflected in his orange glasses as he turned his head in your direction.Â
The smile carved into his mask would have caused you to shudder with revulsion had it not been for your sour mood. You were already late to leave the arrangement of carnations on your husband's grave. You were hoping to get it over with that lunatic quickly so you could spend the rest of your night in your bed, marinating in your loneliness.Â
"Well, well. What do we have here? You're not the spider I'm used to playing with."
"I'm the spider that will put an end to your fun". You replied. "What do you want?"
The creature laughed, and... flickered? Like a failing hologram, his own form superimposed upon itself in a kaleidoscope of colors and shapes that took a second to return to its place.Â
You frowned, suddenly feeling more alert, and braced yourself when the creature threw two orange spheres in your direction as it laughed:
"Never mind! After all... This will be another world to conquer."
Catching the spheres with your webs, you threw them into the sky, accurately predicting the great explosion that lit up the night sky, away from the terrified crowd running away from the scene.Â
You dodged the projectiles hurled in your direction, and somersaulted through the air as the individual lunged at you, clawed hands outstretched in your direction.Â
You aimed your webs again; the gleaming golden ribbons wrapped around your wrists, and used a manhole cover to spin around and propel yourself into the air, crashing the hard metal into the glider and ducking behind a smoking van across the street.Â
The creature jumped, and his ruined glider crashed into a streetlight, causing an explosion of sparks to rain down around you.Â
"You may not be my spider. But you're just as sneaky. Come here!"
And he leapt forward, lashing out with his claws aimed at your throat. You deflected the blow, but he was quick and turned around to throw a punch that landed on above your eyebrow. Your vision blurred, and you blinked in surprise as you had to take a couple of steps back from the shock. This creature... it seemed to have an idea of your range of motion, as well as a brief notion of the range of your reflexes.Â
Not the spider you're used to playing with....Â
Before you could give the idea any more thought, you caught a movement out of the corner of your eye, and you reflexively spun around with a kick that hit the creature squarely in the chest, throwing him back a few feet and drawing a pained laugh from him.Â
"You're strong... just like him." The creature coughed. "You're fast... just like him." He took a couple of slow steps around you, and scanned you up and down. Your dark suit, your upright posture, and the evident claws in your hands. "You even look like him... but you're not Peter Parker, are you?"
You hid a shudder by crouching against the ground in a battle stance. This creature...Â
You had no time to ramble. He came at you once more, and you used your webs to leap away from his thrusts. You jumped over a streetlight, and watched him rip the door off a pickup truck to throw it in your direction. You kicked it out of the way, a second too late to notice the small orange orb stuck to the side of the door.Â
His mocking laughter was lost in the roar of the explosion. Your body was hurled toward the concrete, and you barely had time to cover your head before you hit the ground, hard.Â
Your ears were ringing, and you tasted blood where your fangs scratched the inside of your lips. You remained motionless, listening to the crunch of his footsteps approaching to your collapsed form. You counted the seconds, watching the creature's fluctuating reflection against the cracked windows around you.Â
In other circumstances, against any other opponent, you would have jumped up at once and taken the battle elsewhere, away from the street. But in this situation, you didn't want to give the anomalous creature a chance to escape, or else... to see more of your world. You didn't like the way his mask swiveled, taking note of the towering buildings and iridescent lights. The lenses of his mask paused an extra second on the giant letters above the OSCORP tower, and you heard his curious humming just as his hand reached out to grab you by the neck.Â
You finally moved, and twisted his arm, breaking the archaic armor with your claws as you summoned your superhuman strength to smash your other elbow into his mask.Â
The impact shook his head, and you briefly glimpsed a small glowing eye through a broken lens before feeling the air against your chin as your suit retracted to allow you to plunge your venom into the creature's exposed forearm.Â
You watched his breathing quicken. Finally, you released him, and you exchanged a couple of blows that rapidly decreased in intensity and force. When he stopped flailing, and you finally beheld his stiff muscles and slumped figure, you threw him against a parked vehicle, mentally apologizing to the poor owner, and wrapped several webs around it, forming a golden cocoon that covered him almost completely.
You watched his perpetually smiling expression, and lifted your arm to wipe your lips, ready to shred the rest of the mask and find out the identity of that you were taking to the authorities that night. You could already hear the sirens in the distance.Â
And then you heard the clattering of stones all around you.Â
Debris and stones rose a foot in the air. You watched in morbid bewilderment at the flickering lights, the creature, slack against the hood of the vehicle, and you briefly averted your gaze only to behold a blue hand tearing the air, the fabric of reality stretching into a luminous hexagon, edged in orange, pink, and yellow colors. A blue silhouette appeared from the center of the hexagon, and you watched in horror as a person sprang into existence right under your nose.Â
Your mask quickly returned to its place. You fell into a defensive position. With one hand against the pavement and another poised in the air. The man, whom you now recognized as such, wore a piercing blue suit with red lines that seemed to converge in a spider design... a design eerily similar to yours. Even his mask, with lenses edged with sharp red lines, resembled your own dark mask.Â
"Thank you for your support. We'll take it from here." He said, and motioned to the creature as he ordered, "Ben."
Distantly, through the sumptuous flow of blood you felt ringing in your ears, you became aware of the arrival of another hooded figure, wearing a red suit, blue vest, and a mask that matched the popular spider theme.Â
For the first time in almost 6 years, you had difficulty articulating your words. Your tongue felt heavy, your fangs were once again too big for your mouth, and you dug your claws into the concrete to keep yourself upright in the face of the flood of anguish that completely overtook you.
His voice...Â
"I don't think so." You took a step in the direction of the Spider... Man, the one with the blue vest. "Who are you, and what do you have to do with that creature?"
"It's classified." Replied the tall, broad-shouldered man in the blue suit. At his response, you held your ground in front of the creature, though you watched... Ben? Analyzing the individual slumped over the car.Â
"He's alive. He's not unconscious, he's..."
"Paralyzed." Said the man and you at the same time. And Ben jumped on his toes with his hands covering both sides of his mouth.Â
"Could you be...?" He started. But the mistery man wouldn't let him continue.
"That's the Green Goblin over there. In his world, he's Norman Osborn, previous CEO and ex-president of OSCORP. He became the Green Goblin after experimenting with a serum that drove him insane."Â
You frowned, but grudgingly allowed Ben to restrain the newly named Green Goblin as you took a close look at the burly man in front of you.Â
His broad back. His big arms, his lean waist.Â
His firm pose. His beautiful voice.Â
"We are Spider people. Just like you. Our job is to deal with anomalies like him, who threaten other worlds by slipping through the cracks between realities. The fate of the multiverse depends on it. "
You had difficulty wrapping your mind around the idea, but you didn't let your hesitation show in your posture.
"If you come with us, we can show you. You did a good job containing this anomaly. We could make good use of your support."Â
"Who are you?"
His mask retracted. An invisible hand wrapped around your throat, and you felt the ghost of your own venom paralyzing your body; perhaps finally your DNA had destabilized, and you were suffering a biological rupture. It had to be a manifestation of your delirium: his dark curls, his high cheekbones, his strong jaw.Â
"My name is Miguel O'Hara, and I am the leader of the Spider society."
You closed your eyes.Â
He held out his hand, looked at you, and you thought you saw his eyes softening a little.
Then you dug your claws into his throat.
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Cyborg mumbo jumbo for the hermit hybrid thing
Once again I am choosing to interpret cyborg as mech
For the hermit hybrid swap game!
Little lore thoughts under the cut:
A minecraft mech would almost certainly be powered by redstone. Thing is, redstone is usually a dust, which sticks to surfaces well enough, but even in game it gives off particle effects - little bits of it being picked up by the wind.
With a machine so incredibly massive and complex as a mech, thatâs a lot of redstone. Even if just tiny bits of it get aerated, the sheer scale of it would result in the mech being filled with redstone dust. Which I can only imagine is pretty bad to breathe in.
To protect the pilot(s), the mech would need to be heavily ventilated. For the sake of looking sick as hell, letâs say itâs all funneled towards the mouth of the mech, which would periodically spew gouts of redstone dust - as is pictured here with Mumbo.
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Salaam sister, do you post your poetry here? With respect, I'd be interested in reading some. Jazakallah
Waleikum salaam,
I usually don't, but here's one i wrote about two years ago for a community majlis at the cemetery. Fun fact: my community is quite conservative, so i was 100% certain i'd be excommunicated and/or banned from ever reciting poetry again after this one- i'll share the full backstory if i get a chance later :)
The Nihilist and the Lover
The nihilist insists that existence has no meaning- That living in this world is empty and demeaning; We live and work to die, and the only reason we exist Was the explosion of a particle that created all of this. He sees religion as an opiate; an artificial source of hope Manufactured by the human mind as an avenue to cope. The nihilist craves relief- but he finds no inner healer So he falsifies the prophets and seeks comfort in his dealer And he numbs the deeper questions that plague his restless mind But he can't fill the void of longing in his heart for the Divine So his spirit is still restless the day he draws his final breath- For he finds only emptiness, even in the kiss of death.
The lover of God finds joy in life, delighting in every leaf Finding reasons to seek beauty even in the throes of grief His heart is often wounded by the heaviness of life And the pain he sees around him often cuts him like a knife His existence isn't easy; it's full of tragedies and tests But when he looks upon his life, he remembers it as blessed Every hardship he endures brings him closer to his Lord And he finds refuge in that love the way a sheath protects a sword
He weathers every storm with grace, and embraces pain and pleasure Perceiving every hardship as an avenue of treasures He stumbles and he falters, but he comes back and repents So when death arrives- with open arms, the lover of God relents Perceiving death as a beginning rather than a painful end He sheds his ties to earthly life, and he greets death as a friend.
Despite the differences between them, perhaps the nihilist and lover Were once similar enough that they entered life as brothers. Perhaps the longing at their core was essentially the same And deep within their souls, they both possessed an equal flame
The nihilist was not a villain- and he should not be condemned By a society that defined him by his wealth and dividends He was the product of a world that treats man like a machine That treats money like a god and degrades the human being.
So please don't mock the nihilist- his wounded heart was broken; What he needed was a loving soul whose spirit had awoken And a true lover is the one who brings joy and hope to others Who brings comfort to his loved ones and reassurance to his brothers Who sees the best in others and helps strengthen their belief; Whose energy and presence evoke immediate relief
For a soul immersed in Love is an endless light for those around him Reviving the love of God in every creature that surrounds him And only when he holds this understanding in his chest Does the alchemy unfold that brings his soul to perfect rest For a lover is not a lover until he echoes in his being The compassion of his Maker, the Most Merciful Unseen.
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The Duality of Nature, Chapter 13 - Feedback
Summary: In the vibranium universe Buckyâs dream leads him to realize that he is still alive. At the compound, in the aftermath of the attack, an old adversary is uncovered.
Length: 4.8 K
Characters: Bucky, The One, Noelle, Winter, Fury, Stark, Banner.
Warnings: None.
Author notes: Lots going on here but it does all lead somewhere.
<<Chapter 12

It was a vivid dream that woke Bucky up and he sat upright, breathing deeply while he recalled it. How could he dream if he wasn't alive? It didn't make sense but then neither did the dream. He had been on a mission to somewhere near the Panama Canal. For some reason Sam and Torres weren't on it, but Carol, Yelena, Thor, Shaun and Kate were. So was Iron Man, the suit at least. There were other odd things about it. For starters, he wasn't the pilot, as he was relegated to a seat in the cabin with the others. He wasn't sure why, because there was no sound in the dream, nor could he see anyone's faces long enough to read their lips. For another thing, his tactical suit was all black, reminding him of what he wore when he was the Winter Soldier. It was bizarre but so was the mission.
The quinjet landed near their target location, they met with a friendly armed force, and together they advanced on the target. The word was given to attack, and they entered the building. It was empty and quiet, obviously not what they were expecting, then they came under heavy fire from hidden locations, and returned it, except their shots had no effect. Apparently, he realized it sooner and began using his machine gun as a club, hitting anyone who advanced on him as the enemy began streaming out towards the team. Leading the others back through the door while Carol burst through the roof, they took fire from armed robots, a force of fucking armed androids, coming towards them in the compound, while Iron Man, Carol and Thor provided what cover they could. The armed force that came with them took over the fight as their weapons seemed to work, while a portal opened and Dr. Strange beckoned them all through. Without question they obeyed him, finding themselves back at the Avengers compound.
It got even weirder as the armoury wouldn't accept his handprint or his iris scan to open so he could get new weapons. Apparently, the compound was also under attack and Noelle was in danger. He finally got a working weapon and headed for his quarters, with Torres lagging behind him. Along the way, he took out four intruders, disabling them with shots to their knees: painful but not fatal. How he knew they were intruders wasn't clear, except he had never seen them around the compound before and he knew the face of every employee, family, contractor... everyone. When he arrived at his quarters, the door was broken by gunshots to the door handle. Security Chief Hamilton was on the floor, dazed, and Noelle was standing over the chief with a frying pan in one hand and a small knife in the other. He felt a rush of desire for her at that moment, seeing her in what was obviously a fighting mode. His pride at her taking down that smug, self-assured asshole filled him with emotion.Â
That was when he woke up, certain of one thing. It was no memory, at least not one that he could remember. Yet, he was there, on the mission and at the compound. What the hell was going on?
The One swirled around the Barnes entity, who was responsive and obviously questioning what he sensed in his mind.
"How is he able to access the events in the other universe?"
The query came from a portion of the One. It was a valid question. They had been able to establish and maintain a connection to the Soldier, and to the female Noelle through their connection to Barnes, and to the smaller entity Winnie through the micro-portal and particle of the One, but it had all been sent from this universe in an effort to establish connections to the beings in that universe. This event appearing in Barnes' mind meant he was receiving feedback from the others in that universe. Something strong enough to reach Barnes had obviously occurred.Â
"Should we cease all communication?"
The thought from another part of the One was answered almost simultaneously by yet another part, the portion which had suggested they form their own individual entities that mimicked the beings from the other universe.
"No, it is likely a byproduct of the bond between them. If we isolate the Barnes from his other parts, it could further add to his distress. We should use it as an opportunity to test our efforts to create an individual form."
The comment was met with consensus and the One felt satisfaction at how cohesive they still remained, even though portions of them had already indicated their willingness to try separating from the main body. With the consensus of the rest of the One, the portion that had presented itself in shadow form the most to Barnes began to coalesce in front of him, almost eagerly.
The grey was definitely changing as Bucky looked up. He stood and waited, watching as the shape became darker and more body-like in appearance, with a definite head shape. This was different than before.
"Hello," he said to it. "Can you talk?" There was no sound in response, so they didn't have verbal ability. Bucky pointed to his head, then moved it in accordance with his words. "Sometimes, when I don't want to speak, I move my head. If I move it in an up and down manner, that means yes or agreement. If I move it side to side, that means no or disagreement. Are you able to talk?" The head portion definitely moved side to side. "Okay. I would try to teach you sign language but that requires fingers, and you don't seem to have any."Â
He gave a demonstration, signing the words for hello as well as Where am I? The shadow form didn't respond and without features he couldn't tell if it noticed how he made the signs. At first, Bucky sighed then he looked firmly at the form. It might be best if he asked it a direct question, to settle something once and for all.
"Am I dead?" It seemed to turn its head away then back at him and shook it from side to side. Bucky's jaw trembled, the impact of that movement hitting him hard. "I'm still alive?"
The being nodded its head and Bucky fell to his knees, bursting with so much emotion he found it hard to breathe. He was alive. Somehow, whatever had happened on the mission hadn't killed him. He sobbed for several moments then collected himself and stood up, scrutinizing the other being. Forcing himself to breathe steadily so that he didn't hyperventilate he asked the next thing he really needed to know.
"My wife, my friends ... do they know I'm alive?"
The shadow form felt something inside the unnatural shape it had assumed. It was a feeling unlike anything it had ever experienced. There was no description for it, but the form could tell the Barnes entity desperately needed a response and that desperation manifested itself in his own formation. It moved the portion of its form that Barnes called the head in an up and down manner. The portion of Barnes' head where sound came out, opened in a curved fashion that was pleasing to the shadow form. His response was indicative of understanding belonging to a larger entity, even though Barnes and the others like him were individual units. The individual beings like Barnes were obviously familiar with the concept of community, understood Oneness, even if it was different from theirs. The shadow form sensed a feeling of satisfaction from the rest of the One around it. It was progress and perhaps the effort to further split from the One into a unique entity would enhance communication with Barnes and his kind. It might even provide answers as to the state of the missing part of them, the part that was trapped in Barnes' universe. The strain of the sensation became too much for the form to sustain, however, and it released its hold on the shape, reintegrating into the main body of the One. The sensation it felt when Barnes asked about his others was distributed through the One. Following it came more thoughts.
"Barnes is like the lost part of the One. Barnes must be reunited. Barnes must go home."
It would be done. Somehow, Barnes would be returned to his universe. The One had decided.
The Compound
Winter felt it first, that overwhelming emotion in the centre of his chest. He gasped as it occurred during the second briefing where Noelle was in the middle of describing the encounter with Security Chief Hamilton as he tried to force his way into their quarters. Just as she noticed the look on Winter's face, she felt it as well, and wavered, putting her hand out to steady herself. Fury jumped up from where he sat and reached for her.
"What is it?" asked the Avengers director. "Are you alright?"
"Winter? Did you feel it?"
"Yes, he knows he's alive. He found a way to communicate." A genuine smile broke out on his face. "He's overwhelmed but he's happy."
Noelle began to cry, her face full of joy. "He's aware that we know he's alive. Somehow, they found a way to tell him, or he found a way to figure it out ... but he knows he's not alone. Oh my. I can't breathe."
She began to waver, then her eyes rolled back into her head. While Fury tried to support her, Thor rushed to catch her then lifted her up, carrying her bridal style. He looked at Fury.
"Take her to medical," said the other man. "We'll recess this debriefing and give her some time to recover."
Followed by both Fury and Winter, Thor carried Noelle up to the medical centre. Immediately, a nurse directed them to a treatment room, as both Bruce and Helen quickly walked over from where they had been working. Thor laid her on the bed and stood back against the wall next to where Fury was waiting, folding his arms and observing.
"What happened?" asked Bruce.
"She fainted," said Winter. "We both received a vision from Barnes, and it overwhelmed her." Bruce turned to Winter with a questioning look. "Barnes found a way to communicate with the beings in that universe. He knows he's alive. Somehow, they told him we know he's there. He reacted with great emotion and we both felt it."
"Friday? Can you go back through the last 10 minutes and check all sensors for any changes in Winter's brain waves?" Bruce looked at him. "We still monitor you for brain activity changes. Looks like we might have to start watching Noelle as well. Did she fall when she fainted?"Â
The three men shook their heads while Helen brought out a stethoscope, listening to Noelle's heart, then looked at Fury. "Could you give us privacy for a moment? There's something else I need to check."
"Just me?"Â Fury frowned, glancing at Thor and Winter.
"It's okay, he can stay," said Noelle, coming around. "I'm pregnant. About 8 weeks. Bucky knows."
A glimmer of a smile crossed Fury's face. "Congratulations. I take it, you're trying to keep it under wraps."
"Trying, not succeeding very well." She started to sit up, then gave up when both Bruce and Helen put their hand out to her to stay back. "I'm fine. Really."
"Let us do our thing," said Helen. She looked at all the other men who weren't medical personnel. "Just give us some space and a little bit of time to check her out then you can come back in and ask all the questions you want. Go on, all of you."
The three men left, standing awkwardly as the medical staff elsewhere tended to their duties, looking up every so often at the Avengers director, the God of Thunder, and Winter. A few minutes later Bruce looked out at them.
"Okay, Noelle's given her official permission to share her medical information with you."
They re-entered the room and Fury approached the bed where Noelle was now sitting up.Â
"You said Barnes knows about the pregnancy. How?"
"He's very observant and can notice subtle changes in body chemistry ... pheromones," she replied. "I had just bought a home pregnancy test and we took it the morning he left on the mission. He was right. I was about 3-4 weeks then and it's been just over a month since he went missing. Winter knew because he shared Bucky's brain, and he likely has the same abilities to detect pheromones. Thor was there when Winter brought it up while he was still a patient. I wasn't trying to keep you in the dark. It was just making sure the pregnancy was viable before sharing it with everyone. Other than the medical staff only Sam and Dawn know, because we're best friends."
"The baby is alright?" Fury looked at Bruce and Helen, who both nodded. "Alright. Has Friday come up with any readings?"
"Yes, a spike in Winter's brain activity. We're going to start monitoring Noelle's brain activity as well."
"Dr. Banner, Dr. Cho, do you have any theories why they're receiving these visions?"
She gestured to Bruce to go ahead and answer.
"Princess Shuri speculated it's part of the quantum entanglement between them. Bucky and Noelle are husband and wife with a close physical and emotional relationship, whereas Winter shared Bucky's body and brain. So far, it's been connected to moments of great emotion."
"Is there any way to expand that so we can use it as a communication tool? We need to find out how Bucky is being kept alive in a universe comprised of sentient gaseous vibranium and how we can retrieve him from there. Not to mention, reintegrating him into his body."
"We've met several times to figure out a way to send some sort of probe there," said Bruce. "Unfortunately, the lowest temperature of any probe we send would be high enough to set off the gaseous vibranium in a chain reaction event. Even their attempt at communication with us by sending the single particle of vibranium was being extra cautious on their part."
"Yet, they managed to send shadow forms into our universe without apparent problem," said Fury. "Can't they just send another?"
"They don't communicate verbally," stated Noelle. "Bucky's communication with them was by him asking a question and them shaking their shadow form head yes or no. If he's there in their universe and they can only communicate by gestures, then I'm guessing their shadow forms are just as restricted. In fact, I wonder if the shadow forms even have mass. Perhaps they were thought projections, their versions of probes, that revealed as little about us as what we've found out about them."
There was a definite smile from both Thor and Bruce at Noelle's speculation.
"That's a very good observation," said Thor. "We wondered why their shadow forms didn't react with our higher temperatures. If they were just projections without mass, they wouldn't react. They communicate by thought, with a single consciousness as Dr. Strange thought. I wonder, if we can create a virtual probe, with little or no mass but the ability to provide a communication link between the two universes, we can work with them instead of both universes working on their own. Stark has more experience with virtual display systems, does he not?"
"Yes, he does," answered Fury. "Alright, some progress." He turned to Noelle. "Was Chief Hamilton aware that you were pregnant?"
"No, I never told him," she replied. "I never really liked him."
"That seems to be a common feeling," muttered Fury. "Do you feel up to completing the debrief?"
She looked at Bruce who nodded. "I feel fine. Let's get it finished so we can start working on a virtual probe."
With Helen giving Noelle clearance to resume the debriefing she returned with the others, except Fury, who motioned to Bruce. With the examination room clear, Fury closed the door and looked at the doctor with some concern.
"Friday, did Chief Hamilton have access to medical records of personnel? Can you check to see if he accessed Noelle Barnes' records?"
"Affirmative," it replied after a long moment. "Chief Hamilton accessed the records of Noelle Barnes several times in the last 3 weeks. He also accessed the medical records of Winter."
"He knew about the baby," stated Bruce. "That son of a bitch was going to sell Winnie, then he likely had a buyer lined up to sell the baby. Friday, why didn't you inform me of this incursion into the medical records? They are supposed to be private from everyone, except medical staff, and even then, only accessible during treatment."Â
"Stand by," said the AI's voice. "Accessing logs and deleted files." Fury said nothing while they waited although he observed Banner, knowing the breach of medical privacy could make him very angry. "I have completed the search of Chief Hamilton's inquiries in the medical database. He wanted to know how far along the Barnes pregnancy was and requested information on how soon enhanced abilities show up in a child. With the only child of note being Winnie Barnes, he was given information that was known about her. He also made queries about whether Winter could be transformed back into a programmable state. Although unlikely, since all known memory suppression machines were destroyed or confiscated, it is possible."
"Wait, confiscated?" Fury perked up. "There is an intact memory suppression device?"
"Affirmative," replied the AI. "The location is marked Top Secret, Need to Know, by the order of the Director of the CIA. A programming change in my matrix was instituted by an unknown entity, shortly before the mission to Norway. Unless I was asked directly about it, I was unable to inform anyone of the queries. Since Dr. Banner asked me about Chief Hamilton accessing the medical records and you asked about the memory suppression device, I am no longer required to follow that programming change. So, I am now able to tell you that Chief Hamilton was also accumulating information on the shadow universe, compiling it into a single file which is still in his saved folder."
"Motherfucker," muttered Fury. "Friday, can you find out exactly who ordered that programming change and make sure they are unable to access anything in your database, on my command? Fury, Nicholas J., security code Alpha Alpha Alpha Zero Alpha. If anyone tries to circumvent any of your security functions, I need to know immediately. That's a priority order. Confirm." She confirmed it. "Friday, make sure that access to you by Avengers command staff is not compromised in any way, shape or form. If you find anything questionable on anyone, I want it forwarded to me and me only." He looked at Bruce. "Keep this on the down low until I get a chance to tell Stark. Someone put Hamilton up to this. I feel it in my gut." He huffed a little. "No offence, Banner, but I really miss Hill at times like this."
"At least he's not a terrorist, right?" He didn't like the look on Fury's face at that moment. "Right?"
"Friday, I'm on my way to finish the debriefing. You keep me notified of anything you find related to that programming change but only by text. I'll be onsite for the time being."
With his trademark glare at Banner, Fury opened the door and headed towards the briefing room. Only a few minutes had passed since the others left the medical centre and they were congregated in small groups until he entered. With his arrival, Noelle finished her report. By that time, Friday had interrupted the meeting with the results of a previous inquiry about the attack, confirming Hamilton's confession that all of the intruders at the compound were associated with Cerberus, based on the discovery they all had the tattoos of the three headed dog. The force at the Panama location were a mix of Cerberus associates and mercenaries, some of them with previous CIA connections. There was an actual trafficking auction, but that information had been used to lure the Avengers there, probably with the intent of recapturing Winter, and taking any other high value Avenger. The real auction location was determined by Friday and shared with the special forces task force still in Panama, who were preparing to carry out the raid.Â
"What happens to Hamilton?" asked Yelena. "He put us all into danger."
"His confession means the death penalty is off the table," said Fury, "but he will be in the Raft for life. He's lost everything and the payment to his secret account has already been confiscated. Sergeant Shore will assume temporary command of the security detail while we search for a suitable replacement. Sarge?"
"Thank you, sir," replied the man who had been there ever since the compound had been rebuilt. "I wish to apologize on behalf of every man in the detachment. We should have clued into Hamilton's disloyalty sooner. He showed quite a dislike for any enhanced individuals, including Winnie. Anyone can see she's the sweetest little girl but all he saw was a spoiled brat. I'm kicking myself, now."
"Don't," said Fury. "I hired him. That's on me. Whether the new chief is an outsider or an existing staff member it will be expected that they have a more acceptable attitude towards any enhanced individuals, adult or child." He looked around at everyone. "Anything else about the intrusion?" No one spoke. "Well, the team working on communication with the other universe have a new development to consider which Thor can update you on. We'll call this debriefing complete so they can meet right away. That's it."
Just as Tony Stark approached the door to leave, Fury motioned for him to stay a moment.Â
"What's up?" he asked. "Shouldn't I be going to the communications meeting?"
"Yes, but I'm going to be sending you a secure email of something Banner and I just found out about Friday," said Fury. "Someone messed with her programming. She's searching for who, but it apparently was instigated shortly before the Norway mission. I don't know if you have a way to make sure that Friday is secure, but you should look into it. Keep it between us for now."
"Alright," replied Tony, obviously not happy about it.Â
From there Fury headed back to the security office, noticing through the window the Federal Marshals were waiting to take former Security Chief Darren Hamilton and the other suspects into official custody. They should have been gone already which set off an alarm in his head. The longer he looked at them through the window the more there was something about them that he couldn't quite put his finger on, so he made a quick decision. Using his phone, he sent several messages to several numbers then waited, until he was joined by Winter. A received text made him frown and he looked at the super soldier.
"How do you feel about being intimidating again?"
Winter stared at Fury impassively. "Do you wish me to physically hurt Hamilton?"
"No, but I want him to believe that you will. He hid something from us, and I need to know what and why. Right now, I'm just asking you to read the situation like you did before and follow my lead. Do you think you can do that without resorting to lethal violence?"
Winter's head tilted slightly as his eyes became steely. "That implies that someone may have done something that will make me want to hurt them."
"Yes. But I need people to spill their guts and they can't do that if they're spilling out of their bodies. Keep your eyes open." Winter nodded. Fury spoke as they entered the waiting area where the eight marshals were. "Gentlemen, we have a new development. It appears Hamilton withheld information from us during his confession. I need to bring him back into interrogation and perform another investigation on the ten intruders."
Two of them looked at each other. "Our orders are to bring them in as soon as possible," said one, to Fury. "You're welcome to submit a request for interrogation at the Raft."
"No, I need to know now," answered Fury. "I'm pulling rank here. You can take all of them into custody once I verify something."
Out of the corner of his eye, Fury noticed Winter's posture changing as if he was reacting to a subtle signal displayed by the other marshal who was slightly separated from the others. The super soldier's hand was near a knife in his thigh holster. Refocusing on the face of the marshal in front of him he noticed a slight shift in the man's features, a hardening almost as if the man expected things to go south.Â
"I'm sorry sir but our orders were pretty specific," said the man. "We're here for 11 men and that's how many we're taking."
"Who issued those orders?" asked Fury.
"Not at liberty to say," replied the marshal. "When will they be ready for transport?"
"What's your name?" Fury noticed another person he texted coming down the hallway, his long blonde hair visible through the window as he came closer. "I'll call your superior myself and tell him we need all of them to stay here a bit longer."
The door opened and Thor walked in, standing next to Winter, noticing his stance immediately. Fury almost grinned at how the tension suddenly ramped right up. Acting Chief Shore entered from the cells hallway and stood in front of the door with his arms folded over his chest, his eyes on the man closest to him, who seemed like he didn't know what was happening as he looked between the two marshals in charge of their detail and Fury.
"I checked on that issue, Director Fury," announced Shore, without taking his eye off his target. "You were right. I also sent you a follow-up for your eyes only, from Panama."
"Gentlemen," said Fury to the eight marshals. "I'm afraid I'm going to have to ask you all to surrender. Something isn't right and we have evidence of the Federal Marshals Service being infiltrated by a hostile force. Until we can verify your identities, I am asking for your cooperation in this."
The man directly in front of Fury glared at him, then suddenly relaxed and nodded.
"Certainly, Director," he replied, a little too smoothly. "The sooner we can get this sorted out the better."
With a nod to Shore, Fury watched as the six marshals behind the two nearest him automatically went towards the acting security chief, removing their weapons belts to hand to him and go through the door. Thor and Winter kept their eyes on the two men closest to the Avengers director. Just as their turn came to surrender, they both launched themselves at him, stopped only by the superior reflexes of Winter and Thor, who reached them before they were able to traverse the shorter distance to Fury. They never even got their weapons out as both were pushed face down into the floor, their arms immobilized behind their backs. Shore immediately produced cuffs to restrain them as their weapons belts were removed. Winter patted them down, producing several additional items of interest and offering them to Fury for scrutiny. The two men who had been closest to Fury were also wearing a nano veil. Winter removed it from the one who did all the talking to reveal the face of Jack Rollins. The other was also a man who had been part of SHIELD before the HYDRA infiltration became known.
"I thought you were in the Raft," said Fury, angrily.
"I was," he replied defiantly. "You have no idea of who you're up against this time."
"Well, it looks like you've given me a reason to stay and find out." Shore looked at Fury for orders. "Check them all out for hidden bugs and molar implants. Don't be gentle with these two and any of the ones originally taken into custody. These two were HYDRA and are likely with Cerberus now. I think the marshals with them are real since they surrendered as ordered but double check just the same."
As more security people arrived to take the two fake marshals into custody Fury looked at Winter and Thor with concern. Cerberus were definitely involved in this latest operation. What the hell was going on?
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Hey could I get a fic with The Devil where the reader can Shapeshift and enjoys taking The Devil by surpise and just messing with him?
A/N: Hough, another old request that took me forever to get to! Iâm so sorry that you had to wait so long! (ďžďšďž)
I was hit with a massive stroke of inspiration for what I could write for this request, though I will say that, unfortunately, reader ended up not being as present like they should've been. Furthermore, this fic ended up featuring a lot more DevilDice and less reader/Devil interactions. I'm super sorry! (m;_ _)m
Also, grammarly decided to be difficult with me and paywall any edits I wanted to make past the allowed amount. And since I wanted to experiment with shorter, punchier lines, I'm a lot less confident!
Please don't be afraid to message me if you'd like me to ever rewrite this if you're unhappy!
Dead Ringer Disaster Word Count: 2.8k
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Something wasnât right.Â
The Devil couldnât quite place it.Â
One moment, the day had been progressing like normal. Heâd woken up. He had an imp prepare his morning bath while another read off the mile-long list of duties for the day. Heâd briefly skimmed through the mountain of paperwork that greeted him in his office. Lit a cigar. Then called King Dice to hand him his share of the work (a considerably smaller portion) before the demon shooed him off.Â
Then, for the next few hours, the Devil carefully read through various contracts and paperworkâ both business and soul-related. He thoroughly combed through loopholes, legal jargon and crunched the numbers; approving of few and burning most of the rejects. It was awfully dry, but it was a necessary evil within his daily routine.Â
Nothing off about that part of his day.
By the time he finished, it was around three in the afternoon. It was about time heâd taken a break, and so the Devil left his office. He made a beeline towards his usual hauntâ towards the balcony seat that oversaw the main lobby of the casino floor. The demon paid little mind to the imps that scuttled about by his feet with trays of food and drink; only pausing to purloin another cigar from one of the little servers that passed by.Â
A familiar burn filled his lungs as he lit and raised the tobacco to his lips; a pleased groan tumbled from his mouth as he closed his eyes. Shit, he really needed it then.Â
Once the Devil made it to his destination, he let out a purr at the sight of his chair. The smooth, velveteen cushions called out to him, beckoning the demon forth, and heed their call he did.Â
The demon sat down with little fanfare, reclining against the back of his chair with a low groan. He could already feel the aching muscles cry out in relief, his shoulders visibly sagged, and he puffed at the cigar tucked beneath his teeth,Â
Everything felt fine. Hell, better than fine, even.Â
Then, as the Devil inhaled another lungful of smoke and closed his eyes, finally allowing his body and mind to melt into the soft fabric.
Just as he felt the back of his head graze against cloud-like cushioning, it had struck.Â
A sudden wave of dread washed over his being. The fur along his collar raised, his cigar promptly forgotten as he snuffed it in a nearby ashtray; he looked behind him, towards the curtains of the balcony seat entranceâ the only thing that offered a sense of privacy.Â
They were currently drawn back, neatly held up by a golden rope. There was nary a stray hair or dust particle on them; perfectly untouched since heâs gotten here. The hall beyond was unoccupied; casino staff knew to make themselves scarce when it came to the Devilâs favorite haunt.Â
His tail whipped against his chair leg, and he slowlyâ taking care to still glance behind him periodicallyâ turned back towards his front. He craned his head up and scanned the floor beneath him.Â
The air was filled with the familiar din of slot machines whirring, patron chattering, glasses clinking, and dice clattering against casino tables. Imps and other staff members walked the floors, resolutely tending to their duties or periodically entering the smoke lounge for their breaks.Â
No one paid the demon any mind. Not even a glance his way. As far as they knew, the demon didnât exist.Â
This did nothing to quell the ever-growing apprehension that gnawed at his belly.Â
With a huff, the Devil arised from his seat, and moved towards the entrance of his balcony. He peeked into the hallway, hand seamlessly tugging at the curtainâs binds. There wasnât anyone to be seen. The disquieting feeling in his gut only grew worse as he drew the curtains closed.Â
It couldnât have been the tobacco that made him paranoid. He had only about two cigars. Centuries of building up a tolerance wouldnât have allowed for it, either. Did he possibly forget about something? A crucial task or call that needed to be done? No, noâ he wasnât scatterbrained.Â
King Dice wouldâve already found out and been on top of him for that. Even now, the Devil could hear the manâs exasperated tirade in his head; muttering to himself and rubbing the smooth panes of his temples.Â
The demonâs tail flicked against the floor. Pointed ears twitched as he dug a claw into his armrest.Â
Did he lose something recently? No, the Devil hardly cared about such a thing. And highly unlikely. His imps knew well to immediately return anything misplacedâ even if it was something minute as a pen.Â
Better to ensure their own safety if they minimize any annoyance that could push him over the brink.Â
Plush velvet-lined cushioning ripped and split open with a quiet creak. Soft, spongey yellowed innards emerged and fell to the floor in chunks, leaving behind the black skeletal arm of his chair. A growl, low and rough like the rumblings of a motor, slipped from his throat.Â
What the hell was off about today?
He tapped his finger against the now exposed wood of his chairâs armrest; falling into a tempered rhythm as the Devil closed his eyes. He sucked in a sharp breath through his nose, the faint beginnings of a headache buzz about in his skull.Â
Had he not been so taken with this sudden paranoia, he wouldâve noticed the steady clicks of dress shoes grow closer with each passing second. Had the dull ache that wracked his temples allowed it, he would have sensed the curtains ease apart. He would have turned to see the gloved hand gently peel back the drapes to reveal a rich purple suit.Â
King Dice, a small silver tray in tow, slowly made his way past the curtains. The Devil, still nursing his blooming headache, was none the wiser.Â
Tentatively, oh so slowly, the other man placed the tray down on a small table beside the Devilâs chair. It clinked as it sat down, the sound easily drowned out by the din of slot machines and raucous laughter.Â
Yet it felt deafening in the solitary little balcony.
Instantly, the die felt eyes on him; sharp, bemused slits that glared witheringly at him.Â
A lesser man would have backed away. They would have dismissed themselves. King Dice, on the other hand, merely offered a small, half-smile; hands tossed up in a mock-surrender. Hardly an ounce of fear was present in his bones; his dark eyes alight with a jovial shine.Â
Eyes narrowed, the Devil sniffed; tail once again thwacking against the marbled floor.Â
Suspicion creeped its treacherous tendrils into the back of his mind.Â
Heâs known Dice for a long time. Too long of a time to know that he was never this cheerful. If anything, the slimy bastard always looked vaguely annoyed at the world around him. Like he had hated every second of breathing the same air as the poor idiots who let themselves gamble away their lifeâs savings. Of course, he made sure to never clue any clientele in on his true nature; every smile flashed, every melodic laugh, and seductive gaze were the fruits of years of careful cultivation.Â
This wasnât normal.Â
âEasy, Boss.â This jolly die soothed. âJust thought Iâd present a gift.â
Strike two. Dice may have worked his keister off to get the job done, he may have been quick to sniff out any rats that dared to undermine the Casinoâs powerâ but he never did this. King Dice was no suck up.Â
The Devil planted his chin on the back of his hand. Heâll hold his tongue for now. Even as his hackles raised and ears jerked the longer he stared at the man. Heâll let this impostor prattle on. Even if it made his claws dig further into the naked arm of his chair.Â
âOh?â the Devil remarked. âAwfully generous of you.â
Faux Dice huffed as they turned back to face the demon, fake offense tinted their face in a dusty pink. They raised a hand to their chest, eyes closed.
âHow very dare you,â they scoffed. âI have my moments.â
âTruely.â The demon muttered under his breath.Â
The longer he stared at this phony, the more imperfections he found.Â
Their eyelids were devoid of any purple, leaving them a chalky white. Dice was a vain dandy. He invested far too much time into his looksâ so much so that the demon never saw him barren of makeup; the die often insisting that he could knock the more susceptible sinners to his charms dead with a single look. Hence why he often colored his lids with a smokey purple. Sometimes a subtle silver, if Dice didnât have time to preen.Â
Secondly was the smell.Â
Demonfolk were more sensitive to smellsâ bestial nature and whatnot. He himself was no exception.Â
King Dice constantly wore this cologne; stated that it was a weapon within his arsenal of seduction (the Devil fought against the urge to roll his eyes at the recollection). Caron Pour un Homme, a scent just as flowery as its name. It reeked of lavender.Â
The minute this phony stepped in, the Devil smelled spice and wood, with a hint of sweetness. A smell his right-hand knew damn well that rubbed his boss the wrong way. Too reminiscent of incense burned during church service.Â
That alone was enough to darken his already dour mood.Â
Then there wasâŚthis. The way they acted. Like they were completely unafraid of him. Well, King Dice wasnât afraid of him either. However, he wasnât soâŚCasual. Dice doesnât do that. He acted calm and unabashedly voiced his thoughts toward his boss, but he never was this playful��Â
At least not to coworkers. That was saved for a special type of company. They were saved for the lucky little ladies and gents that caught his eye for the evening; ones thatâll keep his bed warm for the evening. Conquests get those honeyed words. Never for him. Not the Devil.Â
A pain throbbed in his chest. Like someone had taken his soul into their palm and squeezed as hard as they could. The Devil ignored it.Â
He took in another deep breath. Drummed his fingers against his chair at a faster tempo. All the while Faux Dice hummed as they poured over the tray they brought along. Humming a tune as silverware clinked and clattered against their shiny platform.Â
Sweetness; Rich and decadent with a note of bitterness and a splash of coffee. The scent of chocolate hit his nose like a battering ram.Â
Cat-like pupils expand and pooled out like ink splattered on paper. A purr ripped free from his throat before he could stop it.Â
Faux Dice turned from their tray. In their hand sat a plate, small and hand-painted with flowering pansies, which held a slice of cake. Thickly frosted with a generous amount of dark chocolate. Topped with the tiniest dollops of white milk cream.Â
âDevilâs Food Cake?â The Devil arched his brow. âBit clichĂŠ donât you think?âÂ
It didnât stop the rumbling of his stomach. How it flip-flopped about in its cage as the Faux Dice chuckled.Â
âQuite. You donât look too mad about it.â
The purrs escaped again. Slipped out from his throat like slimy fish in a stream. The fakeâs smile widened, eyes glinting with a coy shine.Â
The Devil shoved away the traitorous butterflies that wreaked havoc in his stomach.Â
âCanât say I am. They put my name on it for a reason.âÂ
Faux Dice chuckled again. The corners of their eyes crinkled up, showing off their round dimples and pink-dusted cheeks.Â
âI can imagine why.âÂ
They reached beside them, back towards the tray and picked up a fork. Dainty and engraved with floral finishings, polished to a fine shine. Gingerly, they dug into the moist pastry, scenting the air with its sugary perfume.Â
Before the demon had the chance to open his mouth, it was raised towards his mouth. Pearly white frosting smeared against his lips and his chin; dotting the onyx flesh like stars at night.Â
All the Devil could do was sit there. Dumbstruck. Heat filled his body; his stomach hot and heavy with a molten weight. His entire body grew slack. Numb. He couldnât feel his arms or legs; like a marionette with severed strings.Â
This shouldnât happen.Â
What he ought to do was put an end to this nonsense. Stop this half-baked mockery from going further. Anything to cease the treacherous butterflies from flying and digging their freakish proboscises into his heart and draining the life out of him.
But he doesnât.Â
Instead, the Devil sat there. Slumped and mute as Faux Dice tutted as if they caught a child with their hand in the cookie jar. The world slowed as they leaned towards him. Their breaths fanned across his chin; white lips inches away from ebony. They smiled, eyes illuminated like green marbles in the sun.Â
A gloved thumb teased against the corners of his lips; ghosts of warmth burned in their wake. Cream covered their thumb and the very air the demon breathes is bombarded with sugar; invading his lungs and teasing at his tongue.Â
âDidnât take you for a messy eater, boss~â
Faux Dice, slowly, agonizingly so, raised their thumb to their lips. Never once breaking eye contact as they licked the frosting off. They groaned, eyes fluttering shut, and shivered; their body completely enraptured in utter bliss.Â
His head felt hot. Like someone had forced his face into a pot of boiling water; every sound outside the bubble of the balcony muffled and distorted. He could make out a rumbling noise faintly, and it dawned on him that he was purring up a storm. Was his tail wagging?Â
âBoss?âÂ
A familiar voice interrupted them. The illusion is shattered in an instant.Â
The Devil ripped himself away from the fake King Dice. He flew off of his seat, rising to his full height as his favorite chair fell back and crashed against the floor. He turned his head and was met with the sight of his real right hand. Who looked utterly baffled as he stared slack-jawed at his doppelganger.Â
Horror dawned on the demon and drenched him in ice-cold water. He felt his mouth flop open and closed, yet all that emerged was silence.Â
His pupils shattered and crumbled into a thousand little pieces, sinking to the bottom of his eyes, leaving behind an emptied pool of yellow. His head slumped back as steam poured out of his ears.Â
King Dice, the true one, moved to speak, but laughterâ shrill and high like a magpieâs cryâ cuts him off.
The Devil snapped out of his stupor, and both men turned to the doppelganger.Â
Faux Dice, eyes wide and wild, cackled as their features melted and drooped down their face. Chunks of gooey, viscous flesh hit the floor with wet slaps. Pink, stringy muscles peeled themselves back, revealing yellowed bone tissue and sharpened fangs; thin and numerous like the mouth of a piranha.
They removed their suit jacket with a flourish and spun; purple suede swallowed up their form to reveal an all too familiar thorn in the Devilâs side.Â
âYou.â The Devil hissed.
Mortification gave way to anger as the demon turned ruby red.Â
âMe!â
A shit-eating grin was plastered onto your face as you stared at him, radiating that oh-so smug aura that never failed to infuriate him.Â
âYou know, Scratch,â The Devilâs eye twitched at the nickname. âYou took your sweet time this turn around!â
King Dice, befuddled and at a loss for words, turned to the demon.Â
âBossâŚWhat did I walk in on?â
âCan it.â The Devil hissed.
âIf I had known any better, you were really into my latest disguise! Made you wish for the real thing, didnât I?âÂ
Your voice trembled as you fought back laughter. Eager hands clapped against your lips as the Devil summoned his trident; plumes of dark smoke billowed from his form as he narrowed his eyes at you. Slit-like pupils shifted, twitched and morphed into twin skulls and crossbones. Heâs marked you for death, heâs decided.Â
King Diceâs already-white face paled even further. Oh no. No, no, noâ he already knew where this was headed. He just gotten most of the lobby repaired since the last time youâve broken into the casino. The die reached out towards his bossâ
Only his hands captured thin air.Â
The Devil launched himself at you. Curved prongs crashed into solid marble as you hopped up. The balcony half-wall exploded into a cloud of crushed rock and splintered wood. Debris fell and crashed into the floor below. A loud metallic CRUNCH followed soon afterâ no doubt the sound of several machines being crushed.Â
Panic erupted as customers cried out in horror and scattered throughout the building. Imps hooted and hollered at the chaos, many of them immediately joining as they swooped and pounced on patron and demonic coworker alike.Â
Throughout all of the din, however, King Dice made out your laughter and the angered roars of his employer the clearest. He cupped his head into his hands.Â
He was nowhere near paid enough for this.Â
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tbh yâknow how thereâs that post thatâs like i think people are really underestimating how brown the 80âs were bc like a lot of the media we have from the 80âs is very neon and vibrant and lively etc but the sort of everyday lives of people in the 80s was like a cream colored fridge with woodgrain-sticker handles and like brown-gray glassware and everything is brown and smoky etc well tbh i think when we finally get to the point where weâre romanticizing the late 2010s and early 2020s weâre gonna be like yeah tbh people really underestimate how gray and plastic 2015-2025 was bc theyâre gonna see like a bunch of kinder-maximalism tiktok decor and neon soaked films and music videos and bright poppy gen-z/gen alpha videos and aesthetic explainers etc etc but will not be able to see the misery of everyday life where every single drive thru fast food joint is just a fucking gray square and every apartment is just a gray square and the most fashionable decor is minimalistic neutralism not only bc creatively inspired goods are no longer widely and affordably available but all furniture stores are selling us plastic particle board ass foam filled furniture meant to fall apart in a couple of years and all our communication is done on a fucking gray ass square which yknow one of the things about movies is that they donât show people being fucking addicted to their little gray square serotonin machine
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What if humanity created the techfolk for the purpose of building more machines?
We humans are constantly exuding a miasma of dead skin cells, sweat and sebum droplets, and sharticles. There is nowhere in your home that you can store your toothbrush without getting some faecal particles on it. Your face is populated by microscopic demodex mites. We used to think they had no anuses because they were so short-lived they died before they could fill up with poo -- turns out we were wrong about that; they do have anuses and they do poo on your face. You can't get rid of demodex mites; it's just part of being human.
We do our best to keep the manufacturing plants sterile for delicate circuitboards (and pharmaceuticals, etc.), but it's a hard battle. What if there was simply an intelligent worker who didn't constantly ooze and drip and shed?
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