#perhaps im emotional

[pitconfirm]

Lance, Zhou, and Jules at the Ferrari Driver Academy — 5 August 2014

[sunflowerinc]

[crunchchute]

Sam and Max if they were cool /j

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

never have i been so entirely exhausted from sitting in front of a laptop in a dark room for three hours gay! and so full of delight and happiness! like wow! i have not felt this good in ages!! and its a good kind of tired! i feel like im glowing!

but shit, the update is more than i could've dreamed of. like i said - three straight hours of combing, and i probably still missed a thing or two! i'm even saving the storytime audio to enjoy in the morning, i haven't listened to it yet!

i already have so many thoughts and emotions but i'm... so wiped out oh my god lmao. so much new stuff at once! i need to sleep on it all! and in the morning i will be more than happy to reply, interact, answer asks on this subject, share my actual thoughts - i just need to take the rest of the night to Process and rest, yk yk

and i know i "missed" some links on my liveblog! i know i know! i didn't add every single thing i found - like most of the Wally audios - because i'll be compiling them all into a labeled post tomorrow! when i wake up! i'm already looking forward to it <3 i'm confident i personally found all of them, though! i was Thorough! i went through everything at least twice, i tabbed through, i clicked on Everything...

but yes i hope you all are having a wonderful Update Day/Evening/Morning/Afternoon As The Case May Be. this is truly a delight and again, more than i could've dreamed of. i'd forgotten what it's like to be so wholly excited and delighted by something! it's been so long since i've felt this kind of genuine joy and whimsy! usually im white-knuckling my optimism and happiness but tonight it was all authentic 100% non-forced From The Soul!

[thegoatsongs]

One thing that is important about Jonathan in the first arc, and it's worth keeping in mind going even further forward, is that we've learned that he values his life... but throughout his imprisonment and torture, he's been (doggedly, persistently) guarding, even more, his Sanity and his Soul.

He had been begging God to at least preserve his sanity, so he could write in his journal the truth. To guard the journal at all costs, his own soul.

He couldn't save his sanity. And he does not know if he'll ever get it back.

He has his soul. His journal, in which there are things he dares not confess. And he gives it to Mina, to have and to hold, to do with it as she sees fit.

[missmenow]

Honestly, I'm just glad that they're getting the 'you wouldn't court me' scene early into the season (since the dialogue made it sound like this was their first exchange since colin has been away) because that's not the focus, and isn't even the biggest issue they both will have to tackle. For god's sake, pen dragged his sisters' name around, said some dangerous things that might have ruined lives. This is not like the book, where all whistledown does is meanly jab at anyone. And yes, i think it has created some really interesting non-romantic tension in the story--i think they can do some interesting things with it. But i just hope they don't make colin into some doormat so the show can go, 'pen is morally absolved of all actions because he is okay with it!' That's a cop out, and you KNOW IT!!!!

[vampkomori]

little fun fact: in a cn video for the dreamjolt holstery event they have aventurine (with the hat and glasses!!) order a drink called Station of Freedom thats clearly designed after him considering the name and the colors matching him perfectly 💛💚

[ashtonsunshine]

Lisbon & Madrid, the warmest of welcomes as we kickoff our Europe run. Obrigado! Gracias!

via 5SOS instagram. 25th September 2023

[lotuslate]

I’m starving, darling 🍄🍂🍃🌾

Eat Your Young - Hozier

[waywardwritesstuff]

I gotta stay high all the time

To keep you off my mind

But instead it

Would you get high with me

So when I wake up you are the only thing I remmeber

[ofpd]

coolest characters in les mis:

gavroche

cosette

bahorel?

courfeyrac? maybe??

no i can't even make a top 5 list that's all i got

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

feeling weird mixed feelings atm and I can't really logic them away, ig? on the one hand I'm completely apathetic about it. on the other hand there's a part of me that's absolutely horrified that I could do something like that. the fact that it's still a consistent low-level pain the whole time also doesn't help. anyway those kinds of thoughts are then making me want to harm again to cope with them but also a) it's manageable and b) I currently have a deep horror of self-inflicted pain after the last few days apparently.

[a-story-i-will-never-write]

I return to the ancestors

I walked along a local reenactment

A pioneer heritage site

I happen to walk by the spinners

Weavers and creators of yarn

They're selling spindles

And wool

And fibers

I buy one

I go home

I feel the weight of my ancestors hands guiding me

As I begin to spin my first yarn

A craft long forgotten but an ancient foremothers chore

My last name means shepherd

Maybe it's in my blood, maybe my grandmother's are guiding me

Either way my hands itch for more

I join the group.

They offer me a broken spinning wheel if I think I can fix it.

I do.

My friends and I fix it

And yet again I feel the hands of maybe a more recent foremother guiding my own hands,

Centuries of tradition guiding the present.

My hands still itch for more.

A walking wheel sits in the cabin

Years it has been untouched.

We fix it, my great great great grandmother's hands guide me as I walk back into my family's place of history

It's not enough.

I learn to forage and soon there is a pot boiling over the fire

Walnuts and woad and weld and false indigo and berries bubble with white homespun yarn floating in the pots

I hand it off to a weaver who teaches me in turn, guided by the hands of both our great heritage of mothers

How wonderful it is to guide history to life again with my own hands

Guided by a long line of grandmothers

How wonderful is it to have this connection

[4arconinoma]

By the way Trish was hoping the entire time to hear some sort of comfort from Bruno and felt upset by his cold and detached demeanor because he's the only person who served as some sort of familial figure and offered her any amount kindness or protection And he did want to say those things to her and when he finally DID offer words of comfort it wasn't ACTUALLY Trish and he only Thought it was Trish and she never got to hear him say those things to her and he has no idea he never got to tell her. Just so you know

[kentopedia]

back 2 my roots <3

[girlwithfish]

last time seeing my therapist 4 now 😭😭😓😓😓😓😓😓😓hard