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I am going insane over a random dialogue I wrote because I didn’t know what else to put. And yeah I kinda over interpreted it that it got a whole bunch of meaning now and I’m sad because I can’t openly write that in the fic, so I’m telling you here.

Context: This is a fake dating scenario that plays in the double black era. Dazai visits Chuuya’s house and his parents for the first time as his fake boyfriend and Chuuya made jobs up so he doesn’t give away that they are in the mafia.

Chuuya adds “for personal reasons” after he explains to Dazai that he told his parents they don’t see each-other all the time because of their jobs. He does this because he doesn't want his fake relationship to be more intimate than his hopefully real one. He wants to separate them and keep the being close part to himself, he wants it to stay special/sacred and private to the two.

Of course this will be up to your own interpretation once I publish, but for now I’m headcannoning this as the reason why he said that. Thanks for listening!! Have a great day or night, take care <3

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Chat, I actually locked in there for a moment. I cooked up 600 words about the reader’s relationship with Viktor and I’m thinking about making the Viktor story into a 2 or 3 chapter fic.

First chapter is reader (somewhat drunk) finding Vik sleeping in his room and thinking about the two of them.

I plan on making the next chapter the morning after. (Vik figured out that reader was in his room)

And maybe a view into the future as chapter 3?

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Okay so I have 2.5 WIPs and I’m so overwhelmed and don’t know where to continue. I say 2.5 because one is just the old version of the fic I’m writing for my friend that I’ll probably never come back to

Other ideas/requests are also appreciated (in comments or asks)

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Help, I’m working on my Viktor chapter 2 and I just noticed that I absolutely can not write confessions. I am actually considering leaving it for now and posting it unfinished. Maybe someone wants to finish it, I would be honored even.

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Me going insane over writing the second chapter in present tense after having written the first in past tense because that was last night, and last night you/the reader was not completely aware of everything bcs alcohol and now you’re sober and are actually able to think rationally and stuff, as if anybody would care about this detail.

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Guys, the fic is coming I promise!! I've been a bit busy over the last few days and the plot bunnies weren't plotting, so I wasn't able to write as much as I wanted to. But I made some major process (yay!) and I will try to finish it as soon as possible!!

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What do I do? I am at 500 words on the Viktor fic and bro (reader) literally just entered Vik’s room and sat down on his bed.

Do I go for 2k words or sidetrack even more so I’ll be at around 3k (or even more, idk!)?

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You know you’re cooked when your outline starts to look like this:

Background: Chuuya goes stargazing with Dazai. And then after some fluff that quickly turns kinda angsty he wakes up and realizes it was all a dream, Dazai is dead. Yeah I wanna traumatize my friend that this fic is dedicated to :P

I should go to sleep probably

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The moment when you’re writing angst and suddenly an idea pops into your head and now you’re sobbing while writing it out before you forget it

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Hello hello!! Good morning or afternoon or night or whatever time it is for you rn. I woke up at 1:30pm today and almost immediately started writing on my ssk fic. Here’s what I’ve got. It’s still a draft, will edit everything later.

Do you think the dialogue and actions seem natural? Cus I’m not sure…

I just felt the need to write this scene and I was really in the flow (yay!).

Okay I gotta go eat breakfast now, take care!!

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Update on the ssk fic: I got stuck so I completely scratched my original thought. I have decided to go for a different trope altogether so I need a whole new outline. I feel like I‘m going backwards and my tummy hurts.

Remember to take breaks guys, stay hydrated and don’t beat yourself up if you have to take a step back from your original idea like I do. <3

That’s what I have so far:

TW: suicide (sorry i forgor to add it previously)

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Okay, I‘m done editing the old posts. Sadly I can’t embed the link properly, but it still works. The future fanfics will have the big link block as shown in the picture above.

EDIT: I figured it out! Enjoy the big clickable link!

Stay tuned for another Bungo Stray Dogs fanfic, this time soukoku! I‘m hoping to finish it next week!

Announcement!!

Hi guys! I have an announcement regarding the future of this blog.

From now on I won't be posting the text of the fanfictions here but will only link them. This makes it more convenient for me, and gives you a better idea of the fic by showing all the tags, my notes and so on.

I will only be tagging the main ship(s) /character(s) in the actual post and the general trope(s) and the rating.

This means the actual fics are only readable on the website ao3. If this is inconvenient to you, I apologize.

Also I will from now on be (regularly?) posting updates regarding my writing process. I will also consider posting ideas for new fics (or chapters maybe?) and will be happy to hear your thoughts on them.

I will still use my own tumblr tags like #pill0wc4se's works and #pill0wc4se's smut but will add one for the process updates and one for ideas.

All of this naturally means that my masterlist post will change as well, so just a heads up on that.

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Now how will I handle my already posted fics?

I will start to edit the posts one by one starting in a few days.

This is how the posts will look like:

Sorry again if this isn't suitable for you.

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Welcome to pill0wc4se’s archive!!

Tags and masterlist below <3

Hello hello! I am pill0wc4se! I’m a writer on ao3. This blog serves as a way to better communicate with you - my dear readers! Here, I re-upload my fanfics and give somewhat regular updates on my writing progress. I am always looking to improve my writing skills. As I usually have no beta readers to give me direct feedback, I am thankful for every comment I get on my fics.

Please refer to guidelines for further info about requests (open!) and byi.

Here is an overview of all the fandoms and characters/ships I have written about before (current WIPs included).

Answers to requests from ao3 can be found here.

I also offer to beta read your stuff (one shots only for now). DM me on Discord @/pill0wc4se if you’re interested :)

my tags: (all can be found in the search bar)

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Masterlist!!

sorted by fandoms, upload date (descending)

Challenges/Collections

pill0wc4se’s Kinktober ‘24 [finalized]

Genshin Impact

Not the state a war general should be caught in | Lumine x Gorou | mature

More than rent collecting? | Alhaitham x Kaveh | explicit

A dream come true? Or an unfortunate ending to a business dinner | Thoma x Ayato | explicit

Honkai: Star Rail

Status: pending testing | Silver Wolf x m!Reader (Trailblazer) | mature

Special treatment for the Trailblazer | Natasha x m!Reader (Trailblazer) | explicit

Bungo Stray Dogs

The consequences of a successful play | Dazai x Chuuya | general

The aftermath of canceled plans | Ranpo x Poe | explicit

Arcane: League of Legends

Remedy - Chapter 1, Chapter 2 | Viktor x m!Reader | teen and up

Crossovers

Hello Kitty + Good Omens: Evil Kitty (Larry)

Thank you to @6azia my writing buddy for bringing me back to writing and keeping me motivated <3

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I HAVE AN IDEA!

Ok, so the Viktor fic won!! Procrastinated it for way too long already

I had a dialogue draft for it, but it seemed really weird after I've read it again so I started anew. Fresh starts can really help me sometimes. The original theme was that Viktor had a rough day, but I changed it to where the reader had a long night out and stumbles upon Viktor sleeping.

You know where this is going. Preview under the cut 😼

You came home late that night after hanging out with some of the other students from Professor Heimerdinger’s physics course, drinking and celebrating the end of this semester.

You started noticing the alcohol’s effects wearing off when you stared into the mirror while brushing your teeth. Your eyelids were getting heavier and you were ready to go to bed but your head started to spin whenever you closed them. You splashed some water into your face, hoping it would help with the dizziness. It didn’t.

You trotted towards your bedroom when you saw that your roommate’s door was still open. Usually Viktor would shut his door in the evening and only come back out of his room in the morning for his breakfast at 7am. Out of curiosity you entered his room to see what was up and to your surprise Viktor was just sleeping, sleeping like a normal human being at 2am. 

Okay so I have 2.5 WIPs and I’m so overwhelmed and don’t know where to continue. I say 2.5 because one is just the old version of the fic I’m writing for my friend that I’ll probably never come back to

Other ideas/requests are also appreciated (in comments or asks)

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My bad, false alarm. It sounds weird. But remember that I intended to write in present tense

Me going insane over writing the second chapter in present tense after having written the first in past tense because that was last night, and last night you/the reader was not completely aware of everything bcs alcohol and now you’re sober and are actually able to think rationally and stuff, as if anybody would care about this detail.