#please guys i need this

[vexdraticc]

if joe hills wins this round of polls i will drop his version of Scar’s christmas dress skin, as requested by them in this clip:

i initially didn’t have time to make it back in december, but i will CREATE TIME for joe.

VOTE HERE! :)

[creepzkilla]

man the creepypasta/marble hornets x reader fics on here are lacking i need me some DARK, FUCKED UP, shit. like some jeepers creepers plot or something like joe goldberg, stalking shit. i think we all need to band together and make the most toe curling, gut wrenching, slasher fics out there.

[urfrenfishy]

ok i want in on the awards

*ahem*

HEAR YEE HEAR YEE AS TO WHY I AM THE #1 HUXLEY FAN

alr lets dig in.

1. i am basically damien, we are one, he is me i am him

2. HE IS MY DREAM MAN OH MY GOD

3. I HAVE AN ENTIRE YOUTUBE PLAYLIST DEDICATED TO COMPILING EVERY GAY MOMENT BETWEEN HIM AND DAMIEN

4. he is my dream man. i cannot stress enough how much he fills every check box

5. he is also my standard in men (as in if a guy is flirting with me and doesn’t meet the “hux” standard it’s a no)

6. i doodle him constantly

7. i have mapped out in my brain exactly what he looks like BASED ON EVIDENCE PROVIDED BY AUDIOS

8. i listen to an audio involving him as least once a week (whether it’s a damien x hux one or a freelancer one doesn’t matter)

9. i have several of the damihux episodes memorized

10. i vote him for everything. best hugger poll? hux. biggest titties poll? hux. EVERYTHING.

11. half my blogs are about him and/or damien it’s honestly embarrassing

i love huxley so much i could talk about him and his character development so much he’s grown so much and he’s come out of his shell and he sees himself as so much that than he thought he was and he’s such a good support system for damien just oh god he’s so lovely

@plaqying

[dr-bengay]

I often pray for a Saw movie where John Kramer and his apprentices go on vacation somewhere tropical (to escape the authorities obviously) and then hijinks ensue. I think that should be Saw XIII.

[pehpurr]

another addition to why scar should be pluto:

scar was planned to be the last one that they kill. the sun tried to attack scar, but because of their distance from eachother, grian fumbled before deciding not to attack scar. he couldnt attack scar.

the last in the solar system.

the last to live.

[sashimew-the-cat]

If y’all have any tf2 art requests for me, you should totally send them! Now that I got all their designs down more or less I wanna draw them but have literally no ideassssss ahhhhhhh

[ganseysglasses]

hey asking for a friend… are there any books talking about cannibalism and vampirism in media as a form of affection or….?

[tosomeonefromawarmclimate]

Attention. Can someone edit Javi or Natalie from Yellowjackets dying to the "God loves you, but enough to save you" part of Sun Bleached Flies by Ethel Cain? Please and thank you

[callum-hunt-is-bisexual]

people who love hozier would love the heir chronicles

[jabberwick]

Human Bill Cipher

(Based on Alex Hirsch's "canon" design)

And just to be clear, writing dissertations at me justifying why he should instead be a conventionally attractive twink will involuntarily cause me to draw him with even fewer teeth.

[preciouslittle-bhaalbabe]

I need more of Astarion being an absolute undead fucking weirdo. No more suave charming elf man NO this man forgets to breathe for prolonged periods of time and randomly gasps or croaks because he can't speak without air in his lungs. He lurks in dark corners with weird reflective eyes and doesn't move until you notice him. He's SUPER into the scent of his lover and buries his face in their neck or chest while taking in a BIG snorf. He gets very affectionate when he notices his partner is on their period or is bleeding from other causes. He doesn't make noise when approaching someone and often scares the shit out of them because he just silently shows up behind them. He's addicted to the warmth of his partner and rubs his body against them like a cat. He makes animalistic grunts and moans while he feeds. He forgets to blink and just stares at people with wide eyes while they talk. He stares at his lovers pulse point instead of looking in their eyes. He growls when displeased. Sometimes he smiles just a tad too wide. He watches his lover sleep and waits for them to wake up for them to find him just staring them down, unblinking. He's a fucking freak and I love him to bits I need more weirdo Astarion.

[tofixtheshadows]

I've been thinking a lot lately about how Kabru deprives himself.

Kabru as a character is intertwined with the idea that sometimes we have to sacrifice the needs of the few for the good of the many. He ultimately subverts this first by sabotaging the Canaries and then by letting Laios go, but in practice he's already been living a life of self-sacrifice.

Saving people, and learning the secrets of the dungeons to seal them, are what's important. Not his own comforts. Not his own desires. He forces them down until he doesn't know they're there, until one of them has to come spilling out during the confession in chapter 76.

Specifically, I think it's very significant, in a story about food and all that it entails, that Kabru is rarely shown eating. He's the deuteragonist of Dungeon Meshi, the cooking manga, but while meals are the anchoring points of Laios's journey, given loving focus, for Kabru, they're ... not.

I'm sure he eats during dungeon expeditions, in the routine way that adventurers must when they sit down to camp. But on the surface, you get the idea that Kabru spends most of his time doing his self-assigned dungeon-related tasks: meeting with people, studying them, putting together that evidence board, researching the dungeon, god knows what else. Feeding himself is secondary.

He's introduced during a meal, eating at a restaurant, just to set up the contrast between his party and Laios's. And it's the last normal meal we see him eating until the communal ending feast (if you consider Falin's dragon parts normal).

First, we get this:

Kabru's response here is such a non-answer, it strongly implies to me that he wasn't thinking about it until Rin brought it up. That he might not even be feeling the hunger signals that he logically knew he should.

They sit down to eat, but Kabru is never drawn reaching for food or eating it like the rest of his party. He only drinks.

It's possible this means nothing, that we can just assume he's putting food in his mouth off-panel, but again, this entire manga is about food. Cooking it, eating it, appreciating it, taking pleasure in it, grounding yourself in the necessary routine of it and affirming your right to live by consuming it. It's given such a huge focus.

We don't see him eat again until the harpy egg.

What a significant question for the protagonist to ask his foil in this story about eating! Aren't you hungry? Aren't you, Kabru?

He was revived only minutes ago after a violent encounter. And then he chokes down food that causes him further harm by triggering him, all because he's so determined to stay in Laios's good graces.

In his flashback, we see Milsiril trying to spoon-feed young Kabru cake that we know he doesn't like. He doesn't want to eat: he wants to be training.

Then with Mithrun, we see him eating the least-monstery monster food he can get his hands on, for the sake of survival- walking mushroom, barometz, an egg. The barometz is his first chance to make something like an a real meal, and he actually seems excited about it because he wants to replicate a lamb dish his mother used to make him!

...but he doesn't get to enjoy it like he wanted to.

Then, when all the Canaries are eating field rations ... Kabru still isn't shown eating. He's only shown giving food to Mithrun.

And of course the next time he eats is the bavarois, which for his sake is at least plant based ... but he still has to use a coping mechanism to get through it.

I don't think Kabru does this all on purpose. I think Kui does this all on purpose. Kabru's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder should be understood as informing his character just as much as Laios's autism informs his. It's another way that Kabru and Laios act as foils: where Laios takes pleasure in meals and approaches food with the excitement of discovery, Kabru's experiences with eating are tainted by his trauma. Laios indulges; Kabru denies himself. Laios is shown enjoying food, Kabru is shown struggling with it.

And I can very easily imagine a reason why Kabru might have a subconscious aversion towards eating.

Meals are the privilege of the living.

[egophiliac]

(looks at upcoming card releases)

I'm in danger :)

[little-eye-guy]

"this is too raw of a line to come from—" shut up. beauty and meaning is everywhere

[lyril]

you don't get it okay... you don't understand..... .

[selencallisto]

BOOTHILL WANTERS WILL BE BOOTHILL HAVERS

(he's not even out yet)