Stars [Stan Bowes]
Fluff / Angst
Star watching was your favourite past time, always had been. So it's no suprise that Stan wanted to join you this time around.
Erm first Stan thing pls be nice to me this will sound horrible. I'm currently on Stan Bowes brainrot I fucking hate him he's an asshole but I also adore him it's very annoying. So.. expect this to be self-indulgent.
Not proofread lol.
No one's perspective
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Stars are the least lonely things in the universe. Other stars are constantly surrounding, never leaving alone.
Which is why you supposed they were so interesting to watch late at night. A lonely one in the sea of other stars. Tonight was no other night. Just the hill away from the city, with a blanket resting on it. You looking up and admiring those stars. It was silent, as silent as you could get when you could hear the hum of city life in the background. That was, until another car pulled up on the dirt road behind you.
Looking back into the night, you could only see a figure walking up to you. They reached the blanket and sat down next to you. "Room for another?" Ah, the man you were currently in lust with. Despite the instant guilt tugging at your heart, you went for his lap, curling yourself up on his chest and his shoulder. "Missed me that much huh?"
"Yeah.." You admitted sheepishly, glancing up at Stan. The moonlight only glowed, an unnoticeable light shining on the both of you dimly. The only response you got from the man was him lifting your chin to meet his eyes, pressing a kiss softly to your lips. The softest, sweetest kiss Stan had ever given to you.
Another star shining brighter than the one you focused on earlier. Your focus shifted to that star. "Never noticed how pretty the sky looks.."
"because you're never paying attention to the night sky. You're too busy..."
Silence for a few moments. Another stinging guilt pulling at your heartstrings. Maybe you shouldn't've said that. It pulled the both of you back to that disheartening reality. It wouldn't cause a beautiful supernova like the stars do when they die. It wouldn't be like any breathtaking space view you imagined. The reality was rocks and dust hurling itself through another planet, crash after crash. Never finding a moments peace. A reality that you didn't want ever. But one you were most likely stuck with.
The lust would only work for so long, and you both knew it.
"I'm sorry."
Dimly lit eyes close to yours as those words were spoken. "Those words shouldn't be towards me Stan."
He shook his head. Rested his head to yours, just enjoying a few moments of quiet. Quiet under those damned stars. Those stars that meant absolutely nothing but everything to you at the same time. Remicisint of this horrid, dreadful yet thrilling and love filledl affair. A love filled affair...
Love...filled..?
That's not right. It shouldn't be love, never. It was always lust. Love only made your hear-
"love...a shooting star." Eyes away from the man, up at the black and purple sky, a quick shoot of light over your head. To be with Stan without guilt. That's what you wanted. To be his pretty face hanging off his arm as he drove you around those places you loved.
Another kiss. Another sweet, soft kiss pressed your parted lips. Carried on as you found yourself, losing your soul into his once again.
Those damned stars.
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Gimme ‘em gold coins !
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I was on the fence abt making his personality more ‘romantic’ in the settings, but decided to stick with the same definition as last time cuz I want him to stay in-character ((I ofc added the extra info abt him being in search of sugar baby n stuff
Btw sorry for making it more female oriented, but remember u guys are free to edit the greeting message to whatever fits. It won’t affect the rp!
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I keep watching this video over and over and I cry every time. Somthing about every clip of pure, unadulterated queer joy this person could find compiled into a video, backed by a song sung for the gays, by a lesbian about not knowing where you belong. Something about queer joy being fleeting and stronger than liquor becuase we have to grasp it while we can. Something about forgetting where you are and dancing, or laughing, or kissing the person you love entirely uninhibeted. Something about romaticising the small things.
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