Julia de Burgos, tr. by Jack Agüeros, from Song of the Simple Truth: The Complete Poems of Julia de Burgos; "Moments"
[Text ID: “Me, inside myself, / always waiting for something / that my mind can’t define.”]
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Hood Aesthetic, by Amy M. Alvarez (2016)
Naturally, broken glass, throbbing bass, a roll of bills and a paper bag passed between the hands of hustlers. Just as true: the rows of corn planted by the family at the end of the street. Even in this leaded soil, stalks grow fat cobs. The squeal and clatter of barefoot children chasing each other on asphalt, tight braids flying, shoes abandoned at the back door, rounds of Happy Birthday to ya! from an open apartment window, the shuffle of sneaker and swish of net from the basketball players beneath. In the morning, I step outside to starlings, wings like oil slicks, construction and the smell of hot tar releasing a wavering haze of heat. I wave to a neighbor sitting on the stoop, shirtless, smiling. What neither of us knows is that he will be dead a year from now. His body will lie at the front steps of our building. His dreadlocks will splay across concrete. Another makeshift altar erected at the lamppost on the corner: candles, silk flowers, laminated pictures, empty liquor bottles. But for today, Al Green’s falsetto wafts across the street, as the blue faces of cornflowers overwhelm the empty lot where a building once burned, as August clutches us to her chest, leaving us slick with possibility.
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Puerto Rican Obituary // Pedro Pietri
They worked
They were always on time
They were never late
They never spoke back
when they were insulted
They worked
They never took days off
that were not on the calendar
They never went on strike
without permission
They worked
ten days a week
and were only paid for five
They worked
They worked
They worked
and they died
They died broke
They died owing
They died never knowing
what the front entrance
of the first national city bank looks like
Juan
Miguel
Milagros
Olga
Manuel
All died yesterday today
and will die again tomorrow
passing their bill collectors
on to the next of kin
All died
waiting for the garden of eden
to open up again
under a new management
All died
dreaming about america
waking them up in the middle of the night
screaming: Mira Mira
your name is on the winning lottery ticket
for one hundred thousand dollars
All died
hating the grocery stores
that sold them make-believe steak
and bullet-proof rice and beans
All died waiting dreaming and hating
Dead Puerto Ricans
Who never knew they were Puerto Ricans
Who never took a coffee break
from the ten commandments
to KILL KILL KILL
the landlords of their cracked skulls
and communicate with their latino souls
Juan
Miguel
Milagros
Olga
Manuel
From the nervous breakdown streets
where the mice live like millionaires
and the people do not live at all
are dead and were never alive
Juan
died waiting for his number to hit
Miguel
died waiting for the welfare check
to come and go and come again
Milagros
died waiting for her ten children
to grow up and work
so she could quit working
Olga
died waiting for a five dollar raise
Manuel
died waiting for his supervisor to drop dead
so he could get a promotion
Is a long ride
from Spanish Harlem
to long island cemetery
where they were buried
First the train
and then the bus
and the cold cuts for lunch
and the flowers
that will be stolen
when visiting hours are over
Is very expensive
Is very expensive
But they understand
Their parents understood
Is a long non-profit ride
from Spanish Harlem
to long island cemetery
Juan
Miguel
Milagros
Olga
Manuel
All died yesterday today
and will die again tomorrow
Dreaming
Dreaming about queens
Clean-cut lily-white neighborhood
Puerto Ricanless scene
Thirty-thousand-dollar home
The first spics on the block
Proud to belong to a community
of gringos who want them lynched
Proud to be a long distance away
from the sacred phrase: Que Pasa
These dreams
These empty dreams
from the make-believe bedrooms
their parents left them
are the after-effects
of television programs
about the ideal
white american family
with black maids
and latino janitors
who are well train—
to make everyone
and their bill collectors
laugh at them
and the people they represent
Juan
died dreaming about a new car
Miguel
died dreaming about new anti-poverty programs
Milagros
died dreaming about a trip to Puerto Rico
Olga
died dreaming about real jewelry
Manuel
died dreaming about the irish sweepstakes
They all died
like a hero sandwich dies
in the garment district
at twelve o’clock in the afternoon
social security number to ashes
union dues to dust
They knew
they were born to weep
and keep the morticians employed
as long as they pledge allegiance
to the flag that wants them destroyed
They saw their names listed
in the telephone directory of destruction
They were train to turn
the other cheek by newspapers
that mispelled mispronounced
and misunderstood their names
and celebrated when death came
and stole their final laundry ticket
They were born dead
and they died dead
Is time
to visit sister lopez again
the number one healer
and fortune card dealer
in Spanish Harlem
She can communicate
with your late relatives
for a reasonable fee
Good news is guaranteed
Rise Table Rise Table
death is not dumb and disable—
Those who love you want to know
the correct number to play
Let them know this right away
Rise Table Rise Table
death is not dumb and disable
Now that your problems are over
and the world is off your shoulders
help those who you left behind
find financial peace of mind
Rise Table Rise Table
death is not dumb and disable
If the right number we hit
all our problems will split
and we will visit your grave
on every legal holiday
Those who love you want to know
the correct number to play
let them know this right away
We know your spirit is able
Death is not dumb and disable
RISE TABLE RISE TABLE
Juan
Miguel
Milagros
Olga
Manuel
All died yesterday today
and will die again tomorrow
Hating fighting and stealing
broken windows from each other
Practicing a religion without a roof
The old testament
The new testament
according to me gospel
of the internal revenue
the judge and jury and executioner
protector and eternal bill collector
Secondhand shit for sale
learn how to say Como Esta Usted
and you will make a fortune
They are dead
They are dead
and will not return from the dead
until they stop neglecting
the art of their dialogue—
for broken english lessons
to impress the mister goldsteins—
who keep them employed
as lavaplatos
porters messenger boys
factory workers maids stock clerks
shipping clerks assistant mailroom
assistant, assistant assistant
to the assistant’s assistant
assistant lavaplatos and automatic
artificial smiling doormen
for the lowest wages of the ages
and rages when you demand a raise
because is against the company policy
to promote SPICS SPICS SPICS
Juan
died hating Miguel because Miguel’s
used car was in better running condition
than his used car
Miguel
died hating Milagros because Milagros
had a color television set
and he could not afford one yet
Milagros
died hating Olga because Olga
made five dollars more on the same job
Olga
died hating Manuel because Manuel
had hit the numbers more times
than she had hit the numbers
Manuel
died hating all of them
Juan
Miguel
Milagros
and Olga
because they all spoke broken english
more fluently than he did
And now they are together
in the main lobby of the void
Addicted to silence
Off limits to the wind
Confine to worm supremacy
in long island cemetery
This is the groovy hereafter
the protestant collection box
was talking so loud and proud about
Here lies Juan
Here lies Miguel
Here lies Milagros
Here lies Olga
Here lies Manuel
who died yesterday today
and will die again tomorrow
Always broke
Always owing
Never knowing
that they are beautiful people
Never knowing
the geography of their complexion
PUERTO RICO IS A BEAUTIFUL PLACE
PUERTORRIQUENOS ARE A BEAUTIFUL RACE
If only they
had turned off the television
and tune into their own imaginations
If only they
had used the white supremacy bibles
for toilet paper purpose
and make their latino souls
the only religion of their race
If only they
had return to the definition of the sun
after the first mental snowstorm
on the summer of their senses
If only they
had kept their eyes open
at the funeral of their fellow employees
who came to this country to make a fortune
and were buried without underwears
Juan
Miguel
Milagros
Olga
Manuel
will right now be doing their own thing
where beautiful people sing
and dance and work together
where the wind is a stranger
to miserable weather conditions
where you do not need a dictionary
to communicate with your people
Aqui
Se Habla Espanol
all the time
Aqui you salute your flag first
Aqui there are no dial soap commercials
Aqui everybody smells good
Aqui tv dinners do not have a future
Aqui the men and women admire desire
and never get tired of each other
Aqui Que Pasa Power is what’s happening
Aqui to be called negrito
means to be called LOVE
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I hate tourists.
I hate tourists. Call me toxic all you want, but I hate them with a burning passion. They're nothing but a reminder that my land is a playground to them. My history is just a story to them. My culture is for them to appropriate. My people are slaves to them. My people are targets to them. Vieques was used as bombing practice for 63 years, and I didn’t know. We had a god named Atabey, the mother of our land, whom we loved, and I didn't know. Christ was the only “god” I knew. Our homes are nothing but hills to be plowed so the Americans can come and build their resorts upon the corpses and memories of our people. To them, we are just a vacation destination. We are a place for them to get drunk and party their cares away. But we can't party, we're stuck living here in the crisis they created. “Come on down to Puerto Rico: La Isla Del Encanto! Or did you think that was Colombia, thanks to Disney? You won't care either way when your blood is pumped full of bacardi! Since you love it so much, why not just move here? Look, one of our locals just moved out to the states, why don't you take their home?” May you drown in the resort pools. May you be cut by our reefs. May you be burned by our sun. May you be beaten by our people. Whenever tourists enter my bar, all I can see are colonizers, the erasure of my people, the erasure of who I am. Of who we are. They do not see my people, all they see is their next vacation.
I hate tourists.
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My third album of 2023 (& my whole career!), Burnt Silk & Blessed Builds, is out now with my Godbrother @realkingkamaal . These songs represent our fight against oppression and unfortunately real combatants challenging us disrespectfully and dishonorably, thus the Burnt Silk. It is also anchored by powerful insights and soulful intricate songwriting, surely blessed builds.
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Naturalmente Mío (Afro-Latino)
Tienes que amar mi cabello. Es un mundo de rizos.
Todas las diferentes formas, tamaños y texturas con
solo una pizca de sal y pimienta. mi cuero cabelludo es
Con sabor a Nueva York: sigue mi viaje: Mis hebras
podría formar un círculo alrededor - Ludlow Street para Christopher Street un sábado por la noche pero
Estas raíces serán todas de Harlem. Mis consejos se doblan hasta el centro de Brooklyn, a través de la 2 o
el tren 3 durante los húmedos meses de verano
mi patrón de rizos se vuelve más apretado que un
acera en Times Square, el otoño
Los vientos de octubre tienden a dejarme el pelo.
Más salvaje que una pelea con cuchillos.
como el concreto
Los ladrillos del invierno forman mi cabello
un acabado de laca impecable
pero solo después de co-lavar y luego enjuagar
Y luego relajo mi cabeza contra mi almohada de satén.
caso... durante esas frías noches de invierno dejando
extremos duros y quebradizos que arrojar su camino hacia un nuevo amanecer…
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— julia de burgos, song of the simple truth: the complete poems (1995)
[text ID: Meanwhile, your life and my life have kissed.]
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this feeling i’ve had my entire life about both extremes and feeling everything in its entirety or nothing, it’s so strange validating it with my past self.
have i really felt this way my whole life? or am i perhaps making it up?
at some point i was deluded about this feeling of intensity i felt. now that i’m conscious about it i believe to have been causing my own problems this whole time, but no that’s not true.
este sentimiento que he tenido toda mi vida sobre ambos extremos y sentir todo en su totalidad o nada, es tan extraño validarlo con mi yo pasado. ¿realmente he sido así toda mi vida? ¿o es que acaso me lo estoy inventando? en algún momento era ilusa a estos sentimientos de intensidad que sentía, y ahora que estoy consciente de ellos siento que he creado mis propios problemas, pero no. no es cierto
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THE LOST CHILDREN
He was a tailor,
the grandfather
of my grandmother.
His daughter dressed better
than anyone in town.
When she was 19
she married a Goy,
a Catholic man,
the grandfather
of my mother.
She never wore her father’s work again.
He was a brown man,
the father of my father,
the husband of a brown woman,
the father of brown children.
He knew Spanish,
his wife knew Spanish,
his children knew English.
Speak like a white man,
he told them,
or you will live like a brown man.
I, the daughter of the daughter of the daughter
of a Jewish woman
I, the daughter of the son of the son of a
man of the Island
pray like a Catholic man’s daughter
speak like a white woman’s daughter
unrooted from my past.
I hold fast to my cross
to my books and my privilege
and I mourn
for the slow death of a culture no longer my own
in the crucible they named
a melting pot.
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Julia de Burgos, tr. by Jack Agüeros, from Song of the Simple Truth: The Complete Poems of Julia de Burgos; "To Julia de Burgos"
[Text ID: "in all my poems I undress my heart."]
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i don’t think they realize
that i have a divide
between the black and the hispanic and white
to the point where my uncle will run around
saying the hood is the worst of the country
black people are making stupid choices
they smother the name of this good place
they send clips of candace owens in the group chat
“look,” says titi “even this black agrees there is no need to defund the police he was a criminal”
then i say, what does that mean?
then they finally notice that i have some melanin
and they start to scramble
oh not you gabby, you’re smart gabby
you get straight As and you’ll have honors
I want to say, i don’t get straight As but i just go okay abuelo whatever you say
then uncle ben will say you and your dad are my whitest black friends
my dad isn’t around them that much so he can keep his cool
but i’m not like him so i just explode
telling him, you realize i’m black too?
stop saying that. you can’t say that. it’s offensive to say that.
“gabby why are you attacking me?”
"stop being so dramatic, it was just a statement."
“it’s such a sensitive topic and it’s hard to talk about.”
then titi starts crying.
i cant say anything now, because i just honed in on my “angry black side”
I wish i said, sensitive for who? you?
you’re not the one being killed on the streets
but her tears were staining the sheets
so i have to shut up and apologize.
i’ve stopped expecting them to realize.
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Identity Crisis
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"The Sidewalk of High Art" by Miguel Algarín, introduction to Aloud: Voices from the Nuyorican Poets Cafe
"Lifting the details of the terrain into the poem reveals the self and shows how the land explains the self to the poet. ... Here the politics of land and people are one, as the poet reinvents the self through the history of the terrain. ... The land is concrete information that feeds the body and the soul and reveals the future." p. 12
"...the great commitment that the poets at the Cafe have made to writing the verse on the page and then lifting off the page into performing action..." p. 19
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i don’t love your body but the secret
it dwells in
the cave that covers me at night
only eases darkness.
I love your gaze more than your eyes
always opened when the mouth kisses
with humidity of sea my irregular island
of stormy coasts and jagged rocks.
And more than lies which every love promises
I love reality that gathers us in bed
wearing off our tongues with sea urchins,
growing daggers in the garden of our thighs,
every dead Sunday between our bodies.
When you depart without a flourish,
when I return to a different symphony’s silence,
when you are a man of paper,
a spirit trapped within the poem,
and I can’t define you again in words,
which now defy all nothingness,
we’ll remember things that never happened,
we’ll love each other as we never did,
we’ll search in tombs of sadness
until we find freedom unscathed,
so that time may repair what we have lost.
Manuel Ramos Otero (1948-1990), translated from Spanish by Cristina Pérez Díaz
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