#queer bucky

[soviet-ghost-story]

is your muse out as lgbtq+? how specifically and in what situations, if that varies.

Hi there! This all really depends on the setting, but in a general sense, when someone is first interacting with Bucky without any previous RP interaction, no. Bucky is not out of the closet, and has been in the closet since he was a youth. Bucky grew up in a time when queer people were stigmatized despite the fact that NYC was the epicenter of what was called the "Pansy Craze" and had a rich queer nightlife. It was illegal for two men to fornicate due to sodomy and indecency laws at the time, and as the only son and oldest child of a moderately well off family in Brooklyn Heights, there were certain things that he knew he couldn't be seen doing. He bottled it up viciously and tried to correct what he viewed as 'deviant' behavior within himself, not thinking of it as something to be indulged or that could be normal. He didn't want people to know he was queer, and have that perception put Steve in jeopardy in a guilt by association situation. Still, Steve was his best friend, and was an artist and hung out with a certain more liberal crowd as it was, so he was exposed to some of this despite his best efforts. In the modern day, he's still closeted, but he's overcome much of his internalized homophobia. He'd educated himself on the advent of LGBTQ+ rights, current views of the LGBTQ+ community among the Jewish communities, and has since begun to gravitate towards Reform Judaism as his own views evolve. He still keeps his sexuality private, and most of his friends don't know from the get-go, UNLESS the RPer and I have plotted something out behind the scenes already. Situations where this would vary are, again - if the RPer and I have plotted something out where the characters are already a couple, or have already had that discussion prior to our initial posts, then that's fine. But if there is no discussion prior to writing our first posts with one another, it's safe to assume that he is closeted until further notice.

I also write Bucky as bisexual on this blog, just because I have comics canon ships as well, and in the comics, I headcanon him as bisexual, but in the MCU, I headcanon him as gay. Rather than write off all of the wonderful women muses that I get to interact with, I opt in for bisexual for M/F threads, and gay for M/M threads - this is regardless of cis or trans status of Bucky's partners. In his view, trans men are still men, and trans women are still women, and as such, does not alter his own perception of his given sexuality.

[suprsaturatd]

it's what it says on the tin :)

[buckymilf]

this parallel was my roman empire

screencap credits to @suburbanlegends-tv

[gracelyns]

aspec bucky my beloved <3

[queers-gambit]

Clingy Baby collection masterlist

a collection of varying muses labeling Reader as "clingy".

featuring muses: Carmy Berzatto, Mafia Bucky Barnes, modern Aemond Targaryen, Daemon Targaryen, and Joel Miller.

"The enemy uses those things you're insecure about. Free yourself and take your power back by being secure in who you are - flaws and all," — The Day My Soul Cried: A Memoir by American award-winning playwright, producer, screenwriter, podcaster, advocate, Yvonne Pierre

total fics: 6

this collection is considered "active" in case inspiration hits me or i find motivation to write sequels

mostly hurt and comfort, some angst

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"Stab the body and it heals, but injure the heart and the wound lasts a lifetime," — Mineko Iwasaki, Japanese businesswoman, icon, and the most famous Geisha. author of Geisha, a Life

God's Plan

your boyfriend carries the worst parts of his job home, bringing to life one of your deepest-seeded insecurities. >>> or when a fight breaks out with your boyfriend, you're called clingy to your face.

pairing: Carmen 'Carmy' Berzatto x female!reader

word count: 3.1k+

fandom masterlist: FX's The Bear

🎭 drama 🥺 hurt 🚫 no REAL comfort 🙊 general language and content warning 🍄 toxic relationship

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part two: Two to Tango

the aftermath of Carmy's words seem to rattle him more than you.

word count: 5.4k+

🎭 drama ❤️‍🩹 hurt and comfort 💔 small angst 🧸 small fluff ☠️ discussion of deceased family member 🙊 general language and content warning 💣 relationship angst 🔏 barely edited

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Curiosity Killed The Cat

few weeks after rescuing you from a kidnapper, you overhear your boyfriend-turned-savior complain about how clingy you've become. >>> or you overhear your boyfriend call you clingy to his friends.

pairing: Mafia!Bucky Barnes x female!reader

word count: 5.1k+

fandom masterlist: Marvel

🎭 drama ❤️‍🩹 hurt and comfort 🦋 modern AU 💸 mafia AU 🙊 general language and content warning 🥊 brief depiction of physical violence and / or aggression 🫠 description of self-destruction 🔏 barely edited

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You Might Think It's Foolish

meeting your boyfriend's family for the first time creates anxiety, so, you stick to his side. at dinner, his mother calls out your clinginess - and Aemond doesn't defend you. >>> or when someone else calls you clingy and he doesn't defend you / agrees with them.

pairing: modern!Aemond Targaryen x female!reader

word count: 3.1k+

fandom masterlist: House of the Dragon

🎭 drama 💔 angst 🥺 hurt 🚫 no comfort 💣 relationship angst 🐝 stand alone 🙊 general language and content warning 🐍 toxic family 🍄 toxic relationship...? 🔏 barely edited

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Not All That Glitters is Gold

during your engagement dinner, you learn from your fiancé's niece that he hold choice words about you. >>> or when you find out he's been talking behind your back; calling you clingy. it comes to light during a public outing.

pairing: Daemon Targaryen x female!reader

word count: 3.1k+

fandom masterlist: House of the Dragon

🎭 drama 💔 angst ❤️‍🩹 hurt and comfort 💣 relationship angst ⏳ AU timeline 🙊 general language and content warning 🔏 barely edited

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Save Me From Myself

in a moment of unparalleled anger, you learn what Joel really thinks of you.

request: Can i request joel miller for the clingy baby series!! Maybe they were traveling together w ellie and she clings to him bc he always kept her safe until he calls her clingy one day.

pairing: Joel Miller x female!reader

word count: 1.9k+

fandom masterlist: The Last of Us

⚠️ mild spoilers 🙊 general language warning 🥺 hurt 🚫 no comfort 💔 mild angst ❗️ short fic!

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[newblvotg]

[kaysteahouse]

Mcu Steve Rogers is so insanely queer it enrages me

"I'd figure I'd wait...for the right partner."

"Kinda hard to find someone with shared life experience."

"Even when I had nothing, I had Bucky."

Stf up and go kiss your best friend

[gay-jewish-bucky]

Despite all the pain Bucky has endured, imagine how incredible must it have been for him to awaken to a world where he, as a gay Jew, does not have to choose between being gay and being Jewish; he can proudly be both.

Every single flag carrying the star of David, every Jewish organization that marches in pride parades and celebrates queer Jewish life, every pride shabbat, every blessing for queer Jews, every queer couple married under a chuppah celebrated by their congregation and their rabbi, every synagogue that celebrates all Jews as equally holy and equally welcome... all of it, things big and small, filling his heart with the overwhelming feeling of, "this is where I've always belonged".

[punkbarnes2]

I made this little Mermay themed art for you, after struggling almost and hour to come up with a good idea and sketch, but it turned out very good, i loved the result and the process ✨ 

Fisherman Steve finds a different kind of creature in his net

- a little update on the art: i put some blue on the water splashes on the bottom, in comparison to the one i posted on Instagram

Support me on Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/derwassermann

and commissions are open <3 see details here: https://punkbarnes2.carrd.co

[levelofyoureye]

my friend innocently mentioned to me that they’d never seen the captain america trilogy, so naturally as someone who used to be a devoted stucky shipper i kidnapped brought them over to my house and forced showed them all three movies. and holy shit y’all…

i literally forgot that half of these lines are actual lines canonically said in the mcu. like, they don’t come from an ao3 fic. they’re not something that i just imagined happening. they happened. “even when i had nothing, i had bucky” are you serious??? “rumlow said bucky and suddenly i was a 16-year old kid again in brooklyn” wow ok catch me crying. “i’m with you til the end of the line” WHY WOULD THEY DO THIS TO ME. in retrospect it will forever be a good thing that marvel was too cowardly to make them canonically in love because i literally do not think i would’ve been able to handle it. i would’ve died and imploded on the spot. the mcu now wants us to forget how much they meant to each other BUT I NEVER WILL. as steve rogers once said SOME PEOPLE MOVE ON BUT NOT US!!!

[airenfolio]

sunshine

[poppies-from-oz]

So last night I found out from @the-blue-fairie that there was an Oz book written by John R Neill where the Scarecrow and Tin Woodman just straight-up go on a gay cruise together.

Neill wasn't playing around, these two are GAY gay.

(Images are sourced from Queer Oz by Tison Pugh, original illustrations sourced from Lucky Bucky in Oz.)

[suprsaturatd]

Another embroidered patch I had a lot of fun with! I hadn't drawn a dog I was happy with before making this patch, but by jove after I was done sketching I could draw a doberman at a three-quarters angle. I got to sew it to my girlfriend's jacket too :)

[chronologicalimplosion]

Thinking a lot about pendulums in fan culture and the number of "he WOULD NOT say that no one here would ever go to therapy" posts I see these days.

Listen, I've clicked out of fics for "he would not fucking say that" so many times. I also find fics with too much sanitized care over a certain sanctioned kind of communication a little uncanny and offputting. (So I use the back button, it's okay to not like things, dldr, etc)

But I don't think it's fair to characterize the people writing these fics as puritanical thought police unless they're actually trying to say their fic is more virtuous.

Sometimes you see a situation so messy that you want to see what would have to change to get them through it. Sometimes it's an art form to carve through all of the muck a canon presents and ask how they, too, could be redeemed. Sometimes the author has just learned about these interpersonal concepts and it feels less cringe to practice using those tools and scripts with your blorbos. Sometimes you want to make him worse, and sometimes you *do just want to fix him*. Sometimes your life sucks and you want to read a story where everybody makes the right choices and communicates and it all works out!

Sometimes the self-indulgence is whump and sex and pissing on the poor communication skills in a safe playground. Sometimes it's Blorbos Practice Active Listening Together.

[queers-gambit]

The Marvel Cinematic Universe (MCU) masterlist

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Curiosity Killed The Cat

after rescuing you from kidnappers, you overhear your boyfriend-turned-savior complain about how clingy you've become.

word count: 5.1k+

🎭 drama ❤️‍🩹 hurt and comfort 🦋 modern AU 💸 mafia AU 🙊 general language and content warning 🥊 brief depiction of physical violence and / or aggression 🫠 description of self-destruction 🔏 barely edited

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The Last Will and Testament of James Barnes, Sr.

The Boss passes away, and at the reading of his Last Will and Testament, your lover, Bucky, is named successor - not his older (adopted) brother, John. tension breaks at the funeral.

word count: 4k+

🎭 drama ❤️‍🩹 is this hurt and comfort? not much hurt, not much comfort 💸 Mafia AU 🐍 toxic family ☠️ mention of deceased family member 🥊 depiction of physical violence and / or aggression 🔏 barely edited 😵‍💫 wonky brain go wonky

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Damage Done

The Winter Soldier is activated and Bucky's lover is unlucky enough to be in proximity.

word count: 5.4k+

🎭 drama 🧸 a little fluff for added measure 💔 small angst 🥰 small romance ❤️‍🩹hurt and comfort 🐑 filler 💣 relationship angst 💍 established relationship ⚠️ small spoilers 🙊 general language and content warning 🥊 depiction of physical violence and / or aggression 🩸 depiction of blood and injury 🔫 mentions of guns 🧠 Winter Soldier / mental health

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Alpine

in an effort to help your boyfriend with his trauma, you rescue a furry feline together - a white cat named, Alpine - who rescues you both in return.

word count: 6.9k+

🧸 some fluff 🎭 bit of drama 💔 small angst 🥰 tiny romance ❤️‍🩹 mostly hurt and comfort 💍 established relationship ⚠️ small small small spoilers 🙊 general language warning ✝️ Lord's name in vain 🧠 mental health / trauma 🔏 not edited!

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Adore Her, Dior Her

what good is having all that money if he can't spend it on the woman he loves?

word count: 4.3k+

💸 Mafia AU 🧸 fluff 🙊 general language warning 🔏 not edited

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[kimssme]

Arnie Roth and Bucky Barnes(MCU)