#selfmusing

[heyitsmansii]

Five stars to this post 🤌🏻🙇🏻‍♀️

[iamquamrulhasan]

[shadows-sunshine-thunder]

Hoping for the love we thought we deserve,

Hoping to be at peace when we find home

Hoping to laugh with an open heart, someday

Hoping to run into the open field

This hope is the hardest love we carry everyday and the one which is worth everything

[hansasangwani]

EXISTING > LIVING!

Zindagi ke ye pal- jaenge toh kabhi na ayenge, toh kyun na isme hi jee le khul ke – Selfmusing In early years of my life, I always dreamt of wearing formals with ID card, getting my office laptop that shouts my name once switched on, a desk with my name plate, colleagues or let’s say friends. While I got my first job(2016 to be specific) it was a wonderful day, excitement, nervousness,…

[thesunisalsoastar]

i want to be so many things at once. i want to be the girl who is the top of her class and loves dancing and singing in a club. i want to be the girl who reads and understands shakespeare and jane austen and cook the most tasty pasta. i want to be the perfect girlfriend whose articles get published in the newspaper. i want to be an amazing sister who loves the gym and can squat a 100kg. i want to be able to paint and be an amazing photographer. i want to be the book lover nerd who loves unravelling biology.

i want to be so many things and i want to be so many people at once, it’s suffocating sometimes. but i also love wanting to have so many things because at the end of the day when i stare at the beautiful sky or stand in the rain it makes me realise how alive i am and that’s a beautiful thing.

[messyandmessier]

Fuck! August really did slip away like a bottle of wine.

[jehehetisha]

Slow dance with me in a burning room my love , let these feet burn so we cannot run from us.

-jitisha

[maddyanarchist]

COMPARISON IS A PARADOX!

The thing that you think the most is the one you less care about, and the thing that you care the most is the least you think about before thinking the same.

Point is we love to compare ourselves intentionally or unintentionally. People say, it builds competence after all there is a market outside waiting for you to pour in your genius thought nuggets that are going to surpass the competition to being claimed something unique.

Well, I believe the word 'unique' is a distortion in itself but yeah we can leave discussing about this in the moment!

Simply speaking , think out of the box, stand out from the crowd are some of the usual terms we have all come across. It's weird how we are first thrown in the oven together to get ourselves cooked and then we are asked to bring out something different out of ourselves.

Coming straight to the point, while comparison can be factor of motivation to do better , I think somewhere we are all going the wrong tunnel. See think by logic, irrespective of schools and colleges exams, if we consider life as the subject we all are different human beings having different priorities determined by our dreams and circumstances.

Hence, our start and finishing point can never be the same!!! . Why do we fail to realise this?

When we are comparing ourself with someone else, we are ultimately negotiating our thought process to start the chase from the same line as it is for another competing prospect. While doing so, what we lose the most that we don't realize is our own voice!!!!!!

By voice, I mean that's what we think of achieving in life. What 's the point of being competent if we get to live someone else's dream and the saddest part of the story, we don't even realize it in the moment and time passes in a flick.

While I do understand some situation or the other must have forced you to run the same, but it's not hard core written, you need to walk in the same path till you die. Ofcourse our fears and anxiety comes in as we grow , but it's important to realise, just as time changes for the worst, it's also changes for the better.

Our times changes, so should our actions be!!!!!!

Our priorities, our situations, our strengths and weaknesses, our individual perspective complements us as a person to achieve a sense a something that is value to us. This is what we tend to forget the most while running in the race which is losing our own value in the fake noise of other's success.

We can certainly hold that time to come out of the route and create our track the way we want it to be!

Bringing ego , insecurity, and sense of achievement in the wrong place can cost us a life of regret and repentance that we can never sell off!

Hence, comparing oneself with others is the most dumb thing that one can do, rather competing oneself with your own previous self would create the difference and map the growth along the process.

[absurdsapien]

[heyitsmansii]

I don't want to surrender to anyone, they all try to trap me in their alluring talks. I am stubborn to not fall for their lies, I am me to know there is evil behind love.

~ Mansi.L (oceanpinkwrites)

[drashisfirefly]

Choosing the reference picture for this painting was the challenging decision but glad I chose this painting. While starting the colouring session of this painting, I had this feeling in my stomach that I might just ruin this painting if I start colouring. But eventually I did and completed it in a month. And totaly satisfied with the outcome of it. But to connect with something or somebody ~ it should contain the feeling-the emotion in order to instantly connect with our souls and that's what I feel this painting is lacking.

But I hope someday I'll make such piece of an art which will connect the soul of at least someone.

[shadows-sunshine-thunder]

What if you looked back

What if I never left

What if the last date was our first

What if October became our permanent

What if we defied the matrix

What if we kept falling in love in every parallel universe

What if we never left

[thesunisalsoastar]

in the future i don’t want my child to ever feel the need to have the patience i have with my parents

[himanshijain]

Meaning of life, is hidden inside...

Himanshi Jain

[thefidgetysoul]

I am broken but will soon be fixed.

I am hurt but will soon be healed.

The struggle is not for a day , or a month but for every second from now on but it will be worth it.

People may turn their backs on me today but they will be here by my side to cheer my success.

The same people who have disowned me will be proud to be associated with me.

Struggle is really hard, but I will turn success my way. I have failed but I am not afraid of another fight.

Come on Life, bring it on..

[heyitsmansii]

At this very moment, I am bit scared to accept my true feelings because I fear the most possible outcome is being unwillingly trapped in my loophole of longing for eternal love and peace.

~ Mansi Latke (oceanpinkwrites)