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was it casual when i sat in your lap in public? was it casual when i said "recently my heart is crying because you're leaving"? was it casual when we decided how your last name would fit with mine? ("yuki tsunoda-gasly" / "no tsunoda, only gasly" / "yuki gasly?") was it casual when we sang adele's "someone like you" together at your going away party? was it casual when i knew it was you just by touching your ass? was it casual when i knew it was you by smell alone? was it casual when "will you miss me?" / "for 2-3 minutes maybe" / "i'll take that. even if it's just 2-3 minutes, i'll take that"? was it casual when that bus was completely empty and we still sat right next to each other, all the way in the back? was it casual when i picked you up multiple times so you could dunk a basketball? was it casual when i begged to come over to your house multiple time and then you finally let me and we cooked fried rice together? was it casual when we played christmas twister together and i said "your big eggplant is touching my ass"? was it casual when we were pressed up against each other on a scooter going two miles per hour? was it casual when-
#edit: tinytauris fact checked my post and they sang 'hello' not someone like you & it was 'your big monster' not eggplant#everyday i think about the fact that yukierre should've been what lestappen is now#i should be able to go on the yukierre tag on ao3 and it should say 'showing 1-20 of 6745'#they were genuinely so fuckingg weird about each otherrrrrr#im being so serious when i say that if they ever came out as gay/bi/whatever i really wouldnt be surprised#literally just 'okay?? fork spotted in kitchen cmon now' moment#anyway i think about that moment on the bus soooo often#will you miss me? / maybe for 2-3 minutes / ill take that then. even if it's just for 2-3 minutes ill take that#hwat the FUCK#i was going 'gay gay homosexual' everytime i saw them together#yukierre#yuki tsunoda#pierre gasly#also im like 90% sure that everyting i worte down actually happened but if i wrote smth down that didnt happen#and my yukierre infested brain just conjured up please let me know#also ive had this is in my drafts foreverrrr (re: since july) so if this has already been done im so sorry#i always feel like such a loser making posts about driver relationships lol#like 'oh look at that weirdo that got too invested in people she doesn't even know'#whatever im getting to introspective now#1k
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Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl
#she invented BDE & turned me gay all in one scene.. her power#pirates of the caribbean#filmedit#movieedit#filmgifs#moviegifs#filmtv#cinematv#cinemapix#perioddramaedit#live action#potc#elizabeth swann#keira knightley#the curse of the black pearl#gif#gifset#do NOT keep a running score of how many women i claim 'turned me gay'#what i actually mean is 'childhood crushes i didnt realise were crushes at the time' alas that is not funny to say
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i cracked the code.
#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself#ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual#believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more#than he kissed women(literally only once)#believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner#and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect#(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw)#jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes#but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings#what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend#all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic.#when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye#trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD#jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor#“jade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.”#“she viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her.#despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun."#dred.loki#I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES#homestuck#chss
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what's the worst thing you watched and kept up with (at least for a while) because you were gay and begging for scraps? mine was probably pretty little liars
#what was her name? emily? whatever it was i was a simp for the lesbian character on PLL#and put up with three seasons of fucking Nonsense for it#words and things#i say 'probably' because there are worse shows i watched for various girls that i had crushes on over the years#but thats a different kind of simping. i didnt watch them for girl kissing i watched them for a girl who i knew was probably straight#gay#lesbian#bisexual#<- yall got it the worst half of these things were subtly biphobic too#oh god does anyone remember that show where the MC was a succubi but didn't know about monsters#so she thought she was just a freak and was always on the run until the monster world finds one of her kills and hunts Her down#and she ends up. idk working at a monster bar and helping her Monster Cop boytoy hunt runaway monsters? or something?#listen what i remember from that is how badly i wanted her and her simp (female roommate maybe?) to fuck instead#and i swear they queerbaited me a little. but i might have just been delusional tbh
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#momonina#kindof. embarrassed to post this one bc its just pure fluff lmao… theyre so LAME in this pic (/j)#i can hear mmk going ったく…#nn’s outfits are always soooo cute though#waaaaaah i love the fashion….#miiiight color it though..#edit incoming#future pix here#mmnn#<- decided the drawings of the two of em can have momonina in them but if it leans more romo than plato it has mmnn#bc i rotate them in my head so fast#but as the days pass i get really crazy over them being Not Romantic but still More than That#im losing my Mind tbh#the only thing im certain of is that mmk is definitely a lesbian all things considered like look at her LMAO#everytime i rewatch i do consider how gay her actions are...???#(i've been rotating mmnn around in my mind since ep 1 tbh... the codependency was tempting...!)#but i keep thinking abt mmk herself saying “i saw my past self in you” in like. ep 2 already... and it would linger in my mind#i had written in my notes a While back#like when ep 4 was airing#that it just felt like mmk was trying to be kind to her past self ykno#because she believed that the her now... had failed in her dream#so yknow... by giving the guitar she was trying to have nn continue that dream for her (leading into mmk “guiding nn”)#ofc nn gives back her guitar though and i thank that person on twitter everyday for putting it so well#LIKE AGHHH THEIR MEETING WAS FATE BUT THE ACTIONS THEY TOOK TO PULL EACH OTHER UP... KILL ME!!!!#the choices they make regarding themselves... of staying true to themselves... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgjhg#idk how many people will see this edit so im just treating it like the void (haha Void) here#(i've made that joke multiple times to myself now#i still think about. how mmnn were drawn to the honesty of each other#and yet. didnt exactly recognize each other as an actual person yet?#nn loved void and so loved mmk for creating it and saving her life. so mmk was a savior to her
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KingOhger Preliminary Meeting in a Nutshell
And the Producer(s) are just fanning the chaotic flames.
#Men women and Rita all wanted Himeno when she said shes looking for a spouse#the tension of Ch1 KaguRacs can be cut with a knife#Giramie. YanGira. you get it#HimeRitaMorf. need i say more?#Whatever tf Kamejim and Desnarak were having#Dugded is just a gay prep guy bored out of his mind#Cleo and Elegance have something#pretty sure Romane and Shiokara would hit it off if WBlue didnt exist#kingohger#king ohger#ohsama sentai kingohger#kingoh doodles#comic doodle#toei#takamina#kamihoriuchi#kingoh production
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hey guys. don't draw juno steel and peter nureyev on your paper placemat at a diner. you're going to have to find a child-friendly way to explain to your baby cousins how juno steel lost his eye
#the penumbra podcast#tpp#juno steel#peter nureyev#she also asked if nureyev was a girl#i cant explain femme transmascs to a 4 year old#No hes not a girl yes hes feminine dont tell your mommy and daddy the gays can do that#i didnt say that#but i was like no hes a boy#sorry he looks faggy#referring to nureyev as juno's 'friend' took years off my life#but you have to do what you have to do when youre speaking to a 4 year old in front of mildly homophobic family#boys can kiss boys aunt becky im sorry you had to learn this way#not that juno steel is a boy#its complicated im sorry#also went to a catholic school pre k graduation as an androgynous person#nobody asked me if i was a boy or a girl!#but i was prepared#God made me special :) i'm not a boy or a girl#this is a lot in the tags#enjoy
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It’s always interesting hanging out with my queer grandma who doesn’t know she’s a lesbian or bi with a heavyyy preference. Like yes, sure Mimi your relationship with your best friend was not at all you being in love with her why would anyone everrr say that. In ur new book? The queer coding of the main character and her best friend that’s very poorly hidden projection? Not gay at allll. Nor are all of the comments about not understanding what the use of men are or why most women love them so much. Not at allll queer Mimi nope nope.
#One time she told me if she were of my generation she would be genderfluid#So she knows she’s a part of the community but also she doesn’t?#Bc somehow age has to do with this?#Also she told me she’s always hated her name but changing it wasn’t like- a thing back then so she didnt#And I’m just like Mimi#you can do this stuff now#And she’s like nah I’m good#It’s “too much work”#Like alright whatever you say#I’m not arguing with an old southern lady#queer#queer community#queer pride#lgbtqia#lgbtq#nonbinary#lgbtq community#genderfluid#sapphic#wlw#lesbianism#lesbian community#nblw#the south#Bible Belt#gay
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im like "SLUT ERA‼️ I want to MAKE OUT with women!" and then experience debilitating levels of homosexuality if a woman leans in close to me for any reason
#wlw#lesbian#sapphic#like literally i was at a bar with a girl and she leaned in close so she could hear me over the music and i short circuited#i was very drunk and almost called her hot over a kinda odd reason#and then we went to my flat and ate cupcakes at 11pm and talked for a while and i wanted to kiss her so bad so guess what i did#nothing. i did nothing#didnt even say anything to insinuate that i even found her pretty#somebody help me#how can i be gay in these conditions#im starting to consider dating apps but also that is scary#girl help i am physically incapable of flirting#alcohol mention#is that how trigger tags work?? idk!
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Is anyone still alive on here. Who wants to hear the latest teas of my life
#i have a coworker that keeps flirting w me even though shes married#my friends agree shes obsessed. i know im irresistible but what do i do abt that#she towel whipped my ass and i literally turned around and shot daggers at her w my eyes and told her to never do that again or else 👊🏻💥#kieran thinks she just wants to be friends but. I'm not trying to be a home wrecker or be home wrecked so ive just been avoiding her LOL#my next hot gossip is that a different coworker is also obsessed w me but in a she wants to be besties way#i didnt text her for 2 days and i was lowkey ignoring her messages and then she texted me asking if I'm alive saying shes worried about me#shes asked to hang out multiple times and i always dodge it. ladies and gays what do i dooooooo#op
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yall dont fw starryeyed like i do (my friend who never watched woy is convinced theyre canon n that the watchdogs r their children)
#i didnt do it on purpose actually#i just showed her a draft of a fic that didnt even actually have starryeyed n halfway thru she was like “r they gay”#n like what am i supposed to say#yeah#yeah they desire eachother carnally#sure#pbj
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we are underutilising the possibility of agrippa/maecenas yaoi
#sort of related when colleen explicitly (i think explicitly?) says that maecenas is In Homoerotic Love with octavian and then the whole.#dynamic. that that COULD have created (and sort of did) in masters of rome if she didnt try and retcon the gay out of a/o but idk#also augustus imperium like just the whole movie. and the one bit in either suetonius or dio <- brain not working rn but whatever#where its like ooh they clash and argue bc agrippa's too rustic and maecenas is a city boy. okay well maybe they should kiss about it#may have misremembered that or got it from some hist fic or other. AGH i need to cite my goddamn yaoi sources#agrippa#blah blah
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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and i mean honestly gwen is so real for having homoerotic tension with as many ppl as possible bc being sapphic does seem to be the closest thing to a reliable way of coming out of something written by jonny sims relatively ok as a main character
#i mean obviously melanie and georgie didnt come out of tma unscathed but. basically everyone else died so comparatively they were fine#and then youve got cari and violet thirteen stories who have The Horrors as a goddamn meet-cute#also diya family business kills a monster guy w the power of friendship and also the bisexual bond she had w her dead bestie#all im saying is i find myself in a jonny sims story im gonna be gay like my life depends on it#gwendolyn bouchard#dyhard#boukelley#tmagp
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what indeed…!
#cw blood#arcaea#my art#saya#insight#mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm blood#put saya in the Pain cycle AAAAAAA#WAAAAAAAAAAGH insight bending down to touch the flower…#g gay tension do you get it#because on one hand lethe is over there Watching#and… since saya is significant in her life… she’s curious… oh so very curious Oh and totally not because she’s gay#and has thought saya to be pretty oh No totally doesnt want to see what saya’s expression looks like#(from lethe’s view… ehhh doesnt it look like insight is being on top right now Woah wait what that’s not happening here)#(even though she says she didnt care for whatever is dancing behind that flower… she Did… was just a little curious..)#(Very curious now.)#and when insight tugs at a petal and saya grunts (softly and trying to hold back) in pain lethe’s ears pick it up obviously and uHHHHH#… i’ll stop#the ppl on twitter dont know about my delusions#edit omg i forgot to link the fic bc of my delusions
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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians
#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic#im just like. tired of gnawing#and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get#content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky#young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me#im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances#m text#i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story#not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a#lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out#bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples#and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified#(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here#(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein#out as lesbian#like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has#to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just#and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so#yknow. personal viewer bias here#but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian#and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out#but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes#I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'
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