#shepherd's journal

[lotusquil]

Very messy but...for the first time, some Atlantis sketches!

Maybe I need to check out some fanfiction because I've never read any for Atlantis...but while sketching out Helga and Audrey, got struck with the idea that they may have developed a respectful relationship where they sparred a lot. Helga taking Audrey under her wing as the spunky younger girl soloing out onto major exhibitions.

[s0fter-sin]

i know it's just bc your character doesn't talk in the og mw trilogy but the way mactavish is completely silent in mw2's final mission with price after being so talkative the entire game is just haunting

he's lost his entire team and not even price being back can cut through his grief

the whole game, he gives orders and comments on things but after losing everyone, after trying to get any kind of reassurance from price just to get a sanctimonious monologue back at him, he doesn't say a word

just shuts down, only caring about the mission, only following orders

all of his growth throughout mw2, the five years he spent becoming a captain and building his own team and the second price calls him “soap” it’s all gone; he regresses back to the sergeant

voiceless. faceless

soap

[blackbackedjackal]

Blue's gotten 2 Malinois comments so far.

[theadventurek9]

So it was a very successful weekend overall. 5/6 Qs.

Today she got a 196/200 in Open B and got her CDX title! She was happy and we ran through a lot cleaner than yesterday!

Then she got another 200/200 in Rally Excellent! She was very engaged and happy for rally which I loved!

She again got HIT for Obedience, Rally and Rally Aussie.

She did fall apart in Wildcard Utility. I need to find a way to boost her confidence with directed Retrieve. So that was an NQ, then she was unsure and ended up jumping a jump on go outs. So two exercises she NQed.

[journalbynics]

Still on S15 but it felt like it officially ended for me since the loml #ArizonaRobbins left the show with the rest of the old cast so check out the 5 pages I made so far in my #moviejournal and #tvjournal featuring #greysanatomy

[yuuugay]

The bunny project

Wanless Journal entry #23

My day wasn't supposed to end up in a wild chase to find that stuffed rabbit Caine lost. (Note: Give the kid advice on how to not lose his things. Or other people's things.)

We did end up finding the rabbit near a bunch of small cats who tore that stuffed animal to it's last threads. I said to the kid to take it back, but Caine insisted his friend, Claire, wouldn't mind. Why he made that decision without Claire's input, I don't know. Nevertheless, I just offered to make him a new one. He was skeptical that I could sew and make things because in his words, "You just don't look like the type of man to do, like, crafty things, you know?". Like yeah, whatever that means. But I couldn't help but check my appearance earlier and I still don't get his point. But who cares, I don't know what someone "crafty" is supposed to look like.

But alas, it happened. And it...wasn't bad. The kid was happy. He gave me some weird card of Tallys(?) as a reward, which I just stuffed in my pocket. I was more annoyed he put his ENTIRE NAME on that damn board. Careless brat. Did no one teach him that his name could be used against him?

(Note: Force Red to give Caine lessons on magical name manipulation.)

Either way, I haven't gotten to sew anything for a while now that I have enough money not to refurbish clothes, so I might've pricked my fingers a few times. I had to use my only pillow to make that rabbit, but that's not really relevant, I'm used to sleeping on a flat surface most of the time anyways. Shery looked at me some weird way when I mentioned that fact, just like the time she found me sleeping on the floor one day. But her concern is not of my concern.

Gods, that girl cares too much.

But to end this stupid journal, that Shery, once again, somehow convinced me that I should do.

It...was fun. As long as he's happy, I'm hap- Why is this so embarrassing to write? It's not like anyone's gonna read this kak but me. I set up multiple enchantments so no one, especially Caine could find and open this book. Not that I'd expect him to read through people's things. He's a good kid.

[rexscanonwife]

what if Louie was my girlfriend

what who said that

[gwangin]

Finally. Yes. That ginger kid is not Guy Guardner. His name is Caolan. I'm glad so this team up! Can't wait!

[spencer-reidz]

About me :p

☆☆☆

Hi guys ^-^ I'm Marina & I love to write and gush about people

I'm 18 (sept 25)

My pronouns are she/her & I identify as a woman

I love writing! I will write about

Criminal Minds: Spencer Reid, Aaron Hotchner One Piece: Luffy, Nami, Zoro, & Sanji. Greys Anatomy: MAGIC, Derek Shepherd, Amelia Shepherd, Mark Sloan, Addison Montgomery (TBC) (and yes I do take requests)

I loveee Pierce the veil, Green day & just music in general!

My hobbies include: painting, poetry, journaling, reading & writing, studying, crosswords, word searches, playing games with my friends, & hanging out w my cat :3

I love binging shows w my friends, playing roblox & relaxing!

[somewhere--in-between]

Good Shepherd by J. Kirk Richards (source)

oil on panel 18 x 10.25 x 0.25 in c. January 2020

[s0fter-sin]

less a continuation and more of a thought bubble but ghost would hate price in this au

when he pulls him out of the gulag, so many of soap’s new behaviours click into place. things that never made sense to him as a natural progression of who soap was, that aren't just a product of walling himself off and turning his heart to stone

his soap never smoked. always complained when ghost lit up about the damage it did to the lungs, how it would slow him down in the long run

his john, always trying to be the best soldier

that's why seeing him suck on a cigar like it's second nature is so jarring. even more so when he'd only take a few puffs; enough for a taste and to make smoke coil through the air around him. always the same brand, always left to burn down in his fingers

then ghost sees him gift his cigar box to price, something that took pride of place on his desk practically before the man clears medical and seeing the way they both relax as he sets a match to one makes him realise

in an effort to run away from soap, john had tried to mould himself into price

god forbid ghost ever reads soap's journal. he's heard the "what the hell kind of name is soap” story from him, of the first time he'd ever met the captain and if he ever saw his words echoed in john's hand? saw just how far the man had wormed his way, so deep into him that he was speaking with his tongue?

price's monologues, making himself larger than life all in an effort to make this shitstorm feel more grand than just another war they're all trying to live through, acting like he’s being profound when he’s really just dodging anyone that questions him

letting price take roach out from under his wing like soap didn't identify with the kid the second he saw him, all of his self-deprecative habits hitting tenfold as he blames himself for every stray bullet; as if price could've plucked them from the very sky

the way soap steps back without a word of protest to let price command the team he handpicked and price just accepting? like his years of leadership mean nothing, like john means nothing after trying so hard to follow in his footsteps, just to be tossed aside

the rage ghost would feel at his indifference, as if soap’s behaviour is to be expected and not a series of red flags. add the nuke mission and his actions during and after shepherd’s betrayal? ghost would despise him

[blackbackedjackal]

I've had 3 dreams now about Lobo and Blue playing together and him teaching her how to herd goats and showing her around the property.

[theadventurek9]

Every time I have a bad day training and I think I should quit, Aayla shows up and says we're doing just fine. I can't put to words my love for this dog.

She was engaged between all the exercises, happy and playful in the ring. Even got the judge saying all the excited squeaks were costing us points. The judge had so many nice things to say and gave us a lot of tips, because a lot of our points were lost for easier things to fix. We're on the right track.

This is for ASCA

Rally Excellent 200/200

Obedience Open B 193.5/200

Obedience Wildcard Utility 185.5/200

HIT for Rally, Rally Aussie and Obedience.

She even Qed in Utility today! This Utility class is.more like a run through with no titles to earn. Since she is not in Utility yet for ASCA.

[journalbye]

has this been done yet

[whats-in-a-sentence]

Sub-Inspector Myrtil Aubin and four troopers had raided a sleeping camp at Morinish in the hinterland of Rockhampton to avenge the theft of a pound of tea from a shepherd's hut. The Brisbane Courier reported that the miners, woken by shots, went to the scene.

The camp was deserted, but around the fires nearest to the township lay the scanty garments of men, gins, and piccaninies, many of them saturated with blood, while the track of the fugitives could be easily traced by the trail of blood leading from the fires in every direction. At the fire nearest to the Creek, which separates the camp from the township, and around which a number of blacks apparently had been sleeping, two pools of blood and brains showed where foul murder had been perpetrated.

"Killing for Country: A Family History" - David Marr

[rexscanonwife]

I love how on the one hand: Shepherd, and on the other hand....Bee Juice > . >