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anyway im really bored and i feel whacked out and i think im gonna go to bed and watch mash and hopefully wake up feeling super energised tomorrow
#i feel so bad for not accomplishing anything#but the way i see it is when i woke up and forgot i had therapy i picked out enough spoons to do all the sewing i planned#and then i had to waste them on therapy#and that was IT#i did end up cooking tonight but that was literally i just needed a seratonin boost#and they were really quick and easy things to cook and i don't even have the energy to do the dishes from them tonight#so i need to do those tomorrow#tentative to do for tomorrow is dishes. cut out some stuff while i watch movies w jem. and then try to sew a bit after.#i need to like. sew this bc i need to have it done for my birthday but i also can't put a lot of pressure on it#or i will feel overwhelmed#anyway actually i feel a lot better after stopping fluoxetine tho. but i am still sort of getting that shit outta my system#anyway whatever idk if anyone reads this far im just saying stuff.#diary
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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rough day...
#i might come back and color this. Eventually....#scribbled this after a busy day of lots of moving things into storage and hauling boxes around#i felt a bit like a workhorse!#at some point i sat down on the uhaul w/ my water and thought. Wow. How Does Eddie Manage#poor guy deserves a break...#he needs a day off smh#i mean the neighborhood would fall apart w/o him probably but still. he needs a vacation!#he works too hard! someone tell him to prioritize himself for once!#scribble garnish#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#eddie dear#alrighty well its 12 am i need to get up in less than 6 hours and i still have Several Things To Do before i can sleep!#so! queuing this and getting those last chores done#wait fuck. what where they#well! i'll remember when i get up to do them! probably!#yknow 7 hours into tomorrow's drive im gonna be like OH FUCK I FORGOT THE [insert task here]#oh. shit did i eat dinner? hm... im not gonna be ready for breakfast when i wake up#so i might as well add 'quick cup of noodles' onto tonight's Before-Sleep list....#im rambling! sorry!#anyway i have Much affection for eddie! somebody get him a spa day and some shiny new stamps!!!
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gang,,,,, gang. i am honestly still reeling from The game changer account reblogging the comic,,,, my god. my god.
for newcomers: welcome! thank you for being here!! for those who may have only seen the part of the fic linked to the comic, this is part 6 in the series (because truly i cannot stop myself). all the other parts are linked in the lil game master cinematic universe blurb i've got down the bottom of the post, and the whole thing is now on ao3!
and speaking of my lil blurby thing, if anyone else wants to play around in the game master cinematic universe, tag me so i don't miss it and i'll add whatever you make to the list!! and if you just want to chat about the crossover, hit me up! truly i am so happy to have as many people playing in this sandbox as want to be here :D
but anyway, without further ado:
a selection of correspondence (game master cinematic universe, part 6) | read on ao3
From: Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
To: Group <Dropout cast and crew>
Subject: Announcements and info
Hi all,
Just a quick announcement that we have a new member of the team joining us at Dropout! Some of you have met him already, although you may not have realised it—he worked on A Game Most Changed and Escape the Greenroom in season 5, and Bingo, Deja Vu, Beat the Buzzer and Sam Says 4 in season 6, doing some of the hosting in my place.
And before you ask how that can be, this man is my exact doppelganger! He’s a time traveling alien who, for the moment, we are calling Other Sam, because we’ve agreed that the name he’s chosen is not exactly appropriate in a workplace setting. He’s here on a kind of rehabilitation program, as shows like Game Changer provide the sort of enrichment that he needs, without him having to resort to things like planetary conquest and murder. We also have him to thank for our new studio—he has kindly allowed us to use his (currently grounded) spacetime machine to record in, seeing as he did blow up our original studio. On an operational basis, nothing should have changed with the studio, but I do recommend you don’t go poking around in cupboards, just in case.
I promise on everything dear to me that this is not a joke.
I hope you’ll all make Other Sam feel welcome! So there’s minimal confusion between the two of us, he and I will be taking care to differentiate ourselves (he says he will try and look, in his words, “more evil”, although I’ll admit I’m not quite sure how that will work).
Series leads and producers, if you would like to include Other Sam in one of your shows, please let me know. He’s a lot of fun to work with, and he’s promised us his best behaviour, so I can guarantee there will be none of the aforementioned planetary conquest and murder. Of course, the wellbeing of all Dropout cast and crew is my highest priority, so if any of you are not comfortable working with him, please let me know as well, and production and I will ensure you are not cast in the same episodes. In future seasons of Game Changer, we will be sharing the hosting duties, so if you’re on an episode, it’ll be made clear which of us you’ll be working with.
On a related note, you know I hate being the bearer of bad news about mandatory seminars, but there is a training seminar next Monday on psychic defence techniques. This seminar is a requirement if you’re going to be working with him, and even if you’re not planning on that, I’d strongly advise coming along anyway.
As always, if you’ve got any questions, don’t hesitate to get in touch!
Cheers,
Sam
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[Note: many responses with the general sentiment of “what the fuck?!” have not been included in the selection of return correspondence.]
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From: Brennan Lee Mulligan (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
I need this man in the dome immediately.
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From: Siobhan Thompson (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Hi Sam,
Many thanks for your email, and for letting us know about Other Sam. You don’t need to confirm or deny this, but I’m assuming he did something to us during the Deja Vu recording. I haven’t felt entirely comfortable around you since then, and until now I haven’t been able to find a logical reason why. You mentioned psychic defence techniques in your email, so I take it that there was some kind of mental fuckery involved—perhaps a memory wipe?
I don’t know what he did, and I’m not sure I want to know, but whatever it is, I don’t think it’s good. I would very much appreciate it if I don’t have to work with him.
Best wishes,
Siobhan
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From: Grant O’Brien (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Hey Sam,
I’m already digging up info for a Breaking News segment. There’s someone on reddit called scarfytwin who says they might be able to give us some good info, but I might need to sign a few things first? Looks like it’s tangled up in some British government stuff, which is wild. Sounds juicy, whatever it is, and I reckon it would be good payback…
Best,
Grant
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From: Lou Wilson (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Man, are you telling me that Samuel Dalton was kind of a real fucking thing?? No way. If you let me punch him *hard* one time I’ll go on any show with him.
Cheers,
Lou
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From: Brian David Gilbert (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Hi Sam,
This explains a lot about the weird feelings I’ve been having since Deja Vu! I know something terrible probably happened during that recording, but I’d love to just sit down with Other Sam and have a chat. Do you recommend we just meet in a professional context, or would that be something you’re able to organize?
Thanks,
Brian
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From: Zac Oyama (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Cool.
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From: Ally Beardsley (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Absolute freak behavior and i love this for you, sign me up for anything!
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From: Mike Trapp (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Hi Sam,
Huh, that sure explains some things. This will probably be cool in future, but for right now, I think I need to do a bit of processing. I’ll let you know!
Cheers,
Trapp
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From: Vic Michaelis (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Hi Sam,
Intriguing! If you think he’d be up for the prosthetics, I’d love to have either of you on Very Important People next season. Both of you together would be even better!
Vic
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From: Lily Du (@gmail.com)
To: Sam Reich (@droput.tv)
Subject: Re: Announcements and info
Hey Sam,
I’ve had a chat to Grant, and I would love to put this guy on Dirty Laundry. Grant says he’ll share what he finds out from the reddit person with me, and we might be able to make a good episode happen.
Cheers,
Lily
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From: Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
To: Other Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
Subject: Fwd: Announcements and info
Well, most people seem to have taken it well! Looks like we’ll be having some fun…
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From: Other Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
To: Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
Subject: Re: Fwd: Announcements and info
“Not exactly appropriate in a workplace setting”?
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From: Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
To: Other Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
Subject: Re: Re: Fwd: Announcements and info
We discussed this. You agreed.
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From: Other Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
To: Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Fwd: Announcements and info
I most certainly did not. I said “hm”. “Hm” does not count as agreement.
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From: Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
To: Other Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Fwd: Announcements and info
You do know this is a group of people who I can guarantee, on hearing the word “Master”, would react the exact same way Grant did?
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From: Other Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
To: Sam Reich (@dropout.tv)
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Fwd: Announcements and info
Fine. “Other Sam” it is.
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missed an installment of the game master cinematic universe?
original idea
by @ace-whovian-neuroscientist: x
art
by @northernfireart
concept: x
scissor sisters sketch: x
sam and his doppelganger: x
escape the death beam: x
by @bloopdydooooo
drawing collection: x
writing
by me (!)
part one (escape the greenroom): x
part two (deja vu): x
part three (sam says 4): x
part four (you think you know someone): x
part five (point and counterpoint): x
part six (a selection of correspondence): you are here!
#game master#sam reich!master#doctor who#dw#game changer#dropout#the master#i'm not going to character tag other than that bc truly there are so many characters in this with single lines and that'd just be tag spam#also i cannot believe i am writing this but#if you are from dropout. and you stumble across this.#please do not tell me that this isn't how these people email#i know it isn't. but i am playing with these carefully created comic personas like dolls#and the last thing i need is for the real world to intrude on this very silly bit of fun#my god. smh my head.#anyway for those who are missing my usual prose: part 7 is in the works! ft. brian david gilbert#i have 5 hours on a train tomorrow so gdocs will be Open
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i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped
[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]
#my art#mysme#mystic messenger#v mystic messenger#jihyun kim#ummmm hi guys#^-^#fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well.#i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is#im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow#and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh.....#this soundssss. familiar.#anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V#i adore this song though. and it compels me#i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is#i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings#i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me#anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO.#we'll see when i post this#its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired#iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^;#been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution#OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand
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Got a kofi to treat myself and I did so with more of this baby family - Nona wearing her 6 month birthday present bc it’s what she deserved ;v;
#nona the ninth#the locked tomb#nona#pyrrha dve#camilla hect#kofi request#i skipped over two in the line to post this one and those are also basically 100% done but#this one didn't need a bg and i pulled my neck yesterday and if i do a bg rn i may cry#i will have them done for tomorrow though *finger guns*#god i love these three so much ntn is still tearing me up inside constantly
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marcille dungeon meshi?
THE WAY I JUMPED UP IN MY CHAIR WITH GLEE OMG I LOVE HER BUT I SCARED MY CAT AND GOT MY DAD ASKING IF I WAS OKAY FROM DOWNSTAIRS anyways early marcille is very funny to me and i love her <333
#guys is it obvious i got just a few hours of sleep or.#i wanna do more right now but i need to get to bed at a reasonable time sorry girlies ill get to yall tomorrow :'-((#this doesnt look like her. AT ALL#if i wasnt so sleepdeprived and whatever i would start over and get her face down properly but alas#once i catch up with dunmeshi its over for. me and yall and everyone#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#my art#uhm yeah no i think i need sleep. its worse than i thought uhm yeah#marcille is one of those characters that spins around in my head. like most of the dunmeshi cast. theyre very spinnable methinks
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happy birthday! 💕🎉🌻
I really hope it’s a lovely one!!!
Oh thank you! ;-; 🧡
#answered#cursehole#the latter part is an idiom so you don't need to listen to this but let me ramble a little since it's been on my mind all day#birthdays always unnerve me for some reason#it's not even the getting older part#I just get hella tense about the pressure to make the day *special* in some way because that's how it's supposed to go#and I often just don't wanna do anything too out of the ordinary I'm pretty happy with mundane forms of enrichment#but I can't enjoy those boring things I actually like to do since they don't have that “special once-in-a-year” feel to them#so it's more of an annual mandatory “survive through the executive dysfunction" day#I know the curse will be lifted overnight so maybe tomorrow will be better
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not arguing with a man with big blue eyes and one less foot than he woke up in this bathroom with whatever you say beautiful ..
#i miss him. lawrence come home#they were so real for getting a pretty pretty gorgeous guy to play the gay doctor who does all That. so real ..#sorry what was i saying again oh yeah. if i was locked in the bathroom w lawrence well i would do anything he asked but thats just me#who up being unwell about that doctor i need to watch saw tomorrow for the good of my health to be honest#lawrence withdrawal is real nd can affect those closest to you this is why my dr prescribed me with 10000mg of l#📹#saw 2004
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this was an idea i had last year that i found in my files and decided to revive. woe, angst be upon ye
#it was originally going to be that every panel was drawn#but i think trying to do all of that was why i gave up in the first place#cause man im not used to like... any of those angles#i need to be but im just not so#the white vignette is meant to indicate its what hes imagining/remembering#i know he wasnt there for the ineffable bureaucracy thing but like#hes just imagining it very accurately#hes thinking of them because they got their happy ending but he didnt lol#i remember last year when i first decided to draw this i tried to get a google earth angle of the bench :[ but there wasnt a good angle#so i just had to reference off the actual shot of them sitting on that bench lol#he also might be really tiny compared to it but shhh dont mind that#ineffable husbands#good omens#good omens fan art#anthony j crowley#aziraphale#beezlebub good omens#gabriel good omens#oh by the way the song is 'tomorrow never came' i think its by lana del ray but i only know the thomas sanders and miss benny cover#my post#my art#good omens angst#ineffable husbands angst#edit from hours and hours later but man i remembered the lyric 'every day felt like someday and i just wish we had stayed home'#and man i cant even think of an image or drawing that that would be attached to but i wish i could cause i like it too
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got carried away with a sketch and now i dont feel like finishing it properly <3
#ull look at this and say 'tf u mean its done???' and i say Lies. those are sketch lines and color blocks that i unfortunately started shadin#by the time i was adding subsurface scattering i realized it was too late. i run out of energy very quickly so im not gonna essentially do t#his Again yknow? not worth the effort this is nice enough as-is#unrelated to the pic but i finished book 6 tn and sobbed for 30 mins straight and idias horrors are so uncomfortably similar to me Help#god......i need to call my lil sister tomorrow. twst is ruining my life. why r all the ones i say 'just like me fr' so fucking awful and lam#idia?? leona?? azul????? throwing myself into the sun so i will dissolve and ignore this. at least i get deuce as well. hes my parttime son#oh wait this aint abt them this is abt sil seb. they got married when they were 4/5 seb proposed with a flower tied as a ring#ty for coming to my ted talk#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#silver vanrouge#<3#sebek zigvolt#silsebe#suntails
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oh how the poor sleeping habits tables have turned
#liza writes#fake dating real feelings#erasermic#q#a surprising amount of this fic has been like#aizawa: damn you live like this#mic: not a word. not. a word.#‘you live like this? no. WE live like this’#this is actually my wip wednesday snippet for twitter tomorrow but i'm posting it here first this time#also trying to decide if i should just like. post the first chapter like just do it!!!#last week i found myself rewriting again and i'm not sure if it's because it needed to be rewritten or i was just so tired of looking at it#that i started rewriting it to look at something different#those seconds have been guessed!!#but every time someone likes or reblogs or replies to or asks me about this fic my heart grows three sizes#and is then immediately seized by terror#which is totally worth it but like#ack and alack and so forth#also i've made a promise to myself not to post anything else until i get the first chapter of this out there#so like the star wars au and brave the dark and the expansion pack are all just twiddling their thumbs#and i don't want to accidentally give myself writers block lol#okay ramble over idk what to do but by neptune i will figure it out#gondor calls for aid and whatnot
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see, dearest, loving me did not save you. you scraped by just fine without. but it doesn’t hurt, does it?
#pokemon#swsh#professor sonia#gym leader nessa#aquaheartshipping#sonessa#hi. this is pre-dr.jones!sonia and callie!nessa btw#doesnt affect the piece much but I just want u to know#I love that potc made up the whole davy jones/calypso thing and I ate that shit up unquestioned#dont care it slaps it means everything to me now. next#litcherally used those vibes for like anything I can I just think that should be a thing more#but also! the original dr.jones!sonia joke has like seven extremely stupid layer that make it very dear to me#so Im not willing to let go yet. even tho dr. jones is now technically involved in a tentative thing I have on the side#along with the other two (gun haveman and the cloudwalker)#this is actually! kind of a color study again. but also I just really wanna draw the girls#I think Im just gonna spend october drawing critters and the kids in costumes. I need it#this is hopefully the first! I'll try to unclench my brain and let it do its stuff#now tho? I sleep#tomorrow I have a promising dinner to look forward to. and the next day? noodles#have a good weekend lads! doesnt hurt to have a bit of love on ur side
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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0
#personal#pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it#anyway i think she's mostly done maybe#i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better#and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow#but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something#i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday#bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn#the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0#totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice#sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW#cries#i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol#(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)
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wip
#hi. i think this edit is almost done#well. no. it IS almost done. probably gonna finish it tomorrow#i really want to do some writing today but will i?#i think i need to join like. a writing group or something bc i suck at self motivating but#idk. sounds scary. so. probably not.#i wouldn't know where to find one anyway & if i did. i probably wouldn't interact much.#i'm one of those doesn't speak unless spoken to people tbh#n e way. i've been really into my plants lately lol#my lil round cactus is growing fruits!!!!#it's never done that before so i'm hoping to save the seeds & try growing them myself. gonna set up a terrarium#& my haworthia is looking significantly better than it was before#it was all sunburned & sad but now it's very green!!! & happier!! i think i need to water it today#my desert rose however....... needs work. i don't think i know how to take care of it very well.#i looked up care instructions & it said to keep the soil moist but also to let it dry out completely so??? idk that's a lil confusing#i'm gonna put it in a more gravelly soil & see if that helps#i also propped my bunny ear cactus bc it was getting all droopy & heavy so#now i'm gonna have baby cacti!! so exciting#rainyrambles
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❝My wife.❞
LEE SOOHYUK as PARK JOONGGIL and KIM HEESUN as KOO RYEON
episode 14 of TOMORROW
#mbc tomorrow#tomorrow mbc#tommorow kdrama#tomorrow#kdrama#kdramaedit#kdramadaily#kdramasource#lee soo hyuk#kim heesun#kactoredit#asiandramasource#asiandramanet#userdramas#bibi gifs#blood tw#tw blood#suicide idealization tw#tw suicide idealization#i am fully aware how late i am but i couldn't find any gifset with these and i needed#obviously joonggil has said 'buin' many other times especially in that room scene when he's trying to reason with ryeon#but they were mostly referring to her as you in those#also i debated posting this on my kpop blog#but seeing as how i've posted kdramas and kbls in this one before it felt disingenuous to do so#why would i separate my straight shit from my queer shit when i like them both?
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