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whatchamarkallit · 2 years
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What made you wanna get a cohost to stream with, you two are fun to listen to together
I'm really glad you think so! Honestly I just wanted to have my best friend with me? I was really nervous to do my first ever stream, so I begged Lee to come be with me so I wouldn't feel so alone x'D
Aside from that I think all streaming as a vtuber is entertainment first and foremost, and one of the best types of dynamic within a source of media is the trio. Two people to have a bulk of conversation and one that can mirror and bounce off of you- and I think that works really well with the three people being Me, Lee, and the chat!
I feel confident enough to stream on my own now, but like... Lee's a big part of it in my opinion. I wouldn't be here without him in more ways than one, and it makes me happy to talk with him on stream around all of you guys! He's the best.
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pretty-little-mind33 · 4 months
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Tom Ryder x fem!reader
Summary: You're Tom's makeup artist for a movie he's shooting and you absolutely hate him. However, one round of karaoke later, your feelings temporarily shift.
Genre: Fluff, smidge of angst, Enemies to Lovers (very one-sided lmao)
Warnings: Tom is a stupid asshole (but he's also just a mess), swearing, reader is described as shorter than Tom, light misogyny, slapping, alcohol, being drunk/high.
TOM RYDER MASTERLIST
The bar is dimly lit and the loud music resounds in your ear as your knee bounces. You stir the straw around your drink, sighing as you turn to Vanessa, your co-worker. "He left me another post-it note on the desk yesterday telling me he wants a new lip oil because his now tastes weird!? His last one is only from last week and it's the same brand he always uses! I'm so sick of his bullshit, V," you drop your head in your arms and then peek up at Vanessa again, "He's such a dick."
Vanessa laughs, sipping on her margarita, as she shrugs, "Didn't you know that when you took the job, honey?"
"I mean, sure. But those could have been rumors," you pout and sit up, moving some hair behind your ear as you look around the room, where other crew members have gathered around the karaoke machine.
"Listen, don't think about Tom Ryder. You're off the clock and everyone knows he's a world-class asshole—a pretty world-class asshole, I will let him have that," Vanessa hums and also turns her attention to the rest of your friends and co-workers as she claps her hands. 
You look down at your drink, your cheeks feeling warmer than usual. Not thinking about Tom Ryder was easier said than done when you had to work on his face 5 days a week. He was so infuriating most times, either talking down to you when you worked or wouldn't cooperate with anything you told him to do because he was on his phone. Sometimes he really makes you want to stab the mascara stick into his eye. 
Still, you can't deny he's extremely handsome and that just annoys you more. 
Suddenly, you hear a bunch of cheers and hoots from outside, directly accompanied by the sound of the door slamming open. When you hear an all too familiar voice, your eyes widen and you snap around to make sure you hadn't just imagined it. 
Tom Ryder coming to one of the crew parties? No fucking way. Obviously, he's always invited to them but in a very arrogant fashion he never shows up—which is one of the reasons you do, because he never does. 
Only this time he did and he's not alone. 
Tom is dressed in another one of his boisterous outfits, his shirt loosely unbuttoned to reveal his chest and a peak of his toned abs. Pink-tinted sunglasses sit on his nose and his dirty blond hair curls messily around his face.
He looks drunk, or high, when he walks in and you can't tell which one it is because he's constantly moving and laughing. He's accompanied by a few other low A-list actor friends he has and a pretty blond model hangs on his arm, her giggles instantly infuriating you. 
How can she stand to be near him for more than a minute? Even less hold his arm and be his eye-candy? 
You turn back around, desperately attempting to calm the bile rising in your throat. God, you hate him. You feel even worse when he leans beside you at the bar and orders a drink from the bartender, snapping his fingers as he does. He doesn't even address your presence beside him and your blood boils. 
Your anger immediately turns to disgust when you hear the man hosting the karaoke scream out Tom Ryder's name.
"Tom Ryder everyone! I loved your new movie, man, it was awesome! How about a song?" the man asks, eyebrows wiggling as the crew clap (mostly out of politeness) and his friends make loud, drunken noises like a bunch of animals. 
"C'mon! One song—for all the pretty ladies in the crowd!"
Tom seems intrigued when the man mentions the girls. You roll your eyes and your hand tightens around your glass as he walks up to the host, raising his hands in surrender and feigning humbleness. "Alright, alright, I have to give the ladies what they want, don't I?" Tom boasts, winking at one of the camera girls he never looks at otherwise. 
Someone put you out of your misery now.
The host seems ecstatic to have someone this famous next to him and asks Tom for a quick photo, which Tom obviously doesn't turn down. You pretend to gag when Vanessa turns to look at you and smirks at Tom's behavior.. 
"How about a duet, Ryder?" The host asks as he hands him the mic. 
"Nah, I usually sing solo," Tom says, his words slightly slurred, and then he leans in to whisper something in the host's ear—which probably goes something like, "Unless she's got a nice rack, then by all means invite her up here." 
You lean in and whisper into Vanessa's ear, "Ten bucks he takes home the girl he ends up singing with," you say with a frown, your voice a little strained. Vanessa laughs and then the worst thing happens.
"You," the host shouts and you look up alarmed. Your eyes are wide when you realize everyone, including Tom, is staring at you. "The angry-looking girl in the back. Why don't you come up and join him? I doubt he'd bite." 
Laughter, including some nervous ones from your friends, resounds around the room as Tom's smirk widens. You'd be surprised, you think. You find your voice again and say, "Um, can't you ask one of them?" you point to the group of eager fangirls swarming around the small stage as they ogle Tom. 
"C'mon, sweetheart," Tom slurs, squinting at you, "One song won't kill you." 
But you might just kill him.
Vanessa, the traitor, nudges you again and you stumble from the stool. You glare at her but when all your friends, including Tom's more obnoxious friends, chant encouragements you feel completely trapped. 
The walk to the small stage feels eerily similar to a walk of shame as you look to your co-workers in hopes someone will save you. No one does and you ignore the stares from all the girls who wish they could take your place. 
You're blinded by the lights as you step on the stage and approach the host. "Atta girl," the man smirks patronizingly as he hands you the second mic. You scrunch your nose at him and then look up at Tom, expecting him to be ignoring you like he usually is, but instead, he's staring. 
His cheeks are pink from being intoxicated and he tilts his head, watching you clutch the mic nervously. 
The host doesn't warn you when the song begins to play and he walks away. You realize too late you and Tom are now alone and everyone is watching you as dread slowly fills your stomach. 
You don't even know how to sing! This is so humiliating. 
 The familiar melody of, "Don't Go Breaking My Heart," fills the air and you feel the heat rise in your chest and up to your ears. Your heart is pounding so loudly you can only faintly hear Tom start to sing the song. He sounds fairly good and you aren't surprised considering he's an actor. 
Your voice catches in your throat and you feel tears rise. You don't sing when it's your turn and the crowd is silent. 
Suddenly, you jump when you feel a strong hand on your hip and you snap your head around to look at him. Your hand finds Tom's hand immediately, gripping it, and just as you're about to pull it away, he leans in and whispers, hot against your ear, "Baby doll, you're making me look bad," he states, his tone as condescending as it always is, and your heart does a somersault in your chest.
He looks down at you this time, his blue eyes lock with yours for a moment and his hand falters on your hip. For an actor, Tom Ryder has surprisingly no poker face because when he sees your distressed state, his demeanor shifts, and instead of frustration, he takes on a different approach.   
He takes your hand, suddenly twirling you around and you make a small sound as you stumble. It's been a few seconds since anyone has sung the song, so he sings again and this time, his eyes stay on yours as he sings your lyrics.
"You know this," he mouths, encouraging you as he does this weird, clearly drunk-induced shimmy that makes you laugh despite your better judgment. He points to the small screen where the lyrics are displayed.
You take a breath and then sing, focusing on him instead of the crowd and your head feels light. You would have never guessed there would be a day when you'd find comfort in Tom Ryder. Your friends clap with amusement and laughter swirls around the bar as you both continue to sing and dance. 
Occasionally, Tom will pull you in closer but you'll move away, flustered, and when the song finally ends, you move back and almost trip on the mic's cord. 
With a gasp, you expect to fall flat on your ass but instead, Tom wraps his arm around your waist and pulls you into him as your palms press on his chest. You're breathing heavily and so is he, his hand is still on your back as his eyes roam over all your features until you push him away and walk down the small stairs and back to the ground where all your friends are whispering and clapping. 
You feel like you can't breathe, your heart beating so quickly. You mumble a quick "excuse me" to Vanessa, snatch your purse from the bar counter, and open the door to outside. The cool air calms your burning skin and you lean against the building. 
What the fuck was that? Why was he looking at you like that? 
"You know, it's normal to be nervous around someone like me," Tom's voice interrupts your panic and you spin around, not expecting to see him. "But running from me? Now, darling, that's truly a first," he finishes with a chuckle and an obnoxious smirk. 
"You're so full of yourself," you whisper automatically but then your eyes round as if you've realized what you'd said. 
Tom looks surprised but he also remains cool as he strokes a hand down his jaw and puts it on his hip. "Mm, I assume you're not a fan then." 
You cross your arms and look anywhere but directly at him because fuck, why did someone so incredibly stupid and pretentious have to be so darn hot? "You could say that, sure," you shrug. "Not everyone likes you, Tom Ryder." You shut yourself up as soon as the words leave your mouth. This isn't exactly something you should say to someone who you work with.
However, Tom's expression sours and he lifts his eyebrow. "You don't like me?"
You turn to him, eyes locking with him this time. "That isn't what I said."
Tom's eyebrows crease and he squints at you, removing his stupid sunglasses and they push back his blond hair. "You're confusing me." He sounds genuine. 
You can't help but chuckle at his idiocy and surprisingly for you, your laughter makes him smile. He leans in and you lean away, eyes round when you realize how close he's becoming. "You have such a sexy laugh," he says cockily, "Bet I can make you do it again."
You hate to admit this but your heart does flutter at his words. Can anyone really blame you? It's Tom. Fucking. Ryder. You try to remind yourself how much of a dick he is—and always has been—but as you look into the blue of his eyes, his reassuring touch burns imprints on your skin and you feel dizzy. 
Shit. 
"You look familiar," Tom straightens himself, "Have I seen you somewhere? You been in any magazines? You certainly have the look."
You ignore the so-called complement and stare at him. He has to be kidding. You've been doing his makeup for over six months now and he supposedly sees you almost every day. You worked on his face every single day—how could he not recognize you? You open your mouth to ask if this is a joke but he interrupts you.
"Seriously, I must know you from somewhere. Gimme a hint, baby,"
Your stomach sinks and you feel so so stupid. Tom doesn't sense your shift as he's still focused on whatever fleeting emotion may have been between you before as his hand finds your hip. 
Instantly, your palm connects with his cheek, and the sound cracks into the air. "Don't touch me," you say harshly, ignoring how shaky your voice is.
Tom looks at you, his hand over his bruised cheek, "You hit me?!" he says in disbelief, "What the fu—" 
You don't stick around to hear his whining as you turn around and run from him. 
Again. 
"Hey–wait!" you hear Tom's shout but why would you turn around now? Tears of frustration brim your eyes as you hastily walk down the empty sidewalk.
There is no way you're fucking crying over Tom fucking Ryder right now, you tell yourself and pinch the inside of your eyes. 
No way. 
You ignore Vanessa's incessant calling and her worried texts when you arrive at your apartment. You scream in frustration, throwing your heels across the room and scaring your poor cat, Pumpkin, as she sprints into the living room, her claws against the floorboards.
Quickly, you follow her and scoop her into your arms, "'M sorry, baby," you coo and nuzzle your nose into her fur. "I'm sorry Mommy scared you."
You hear Vanessa's fifth call from your purse but you're too exhausted to deal with her and the fallout from what had happened tonight, so instead you sit on the couch and cuddle with Pumpkin, scratching behind her ears. 
* * * 
When you pull into the parking lot of the new set the next morning, you haven't slept well and you feel like shit—it doesn't help that they're filming outside today, in the summer heat, and grainy sand infiltrates into your Converse. 
You groan as you walk over to the makeup trailer and see Vanessa waiting for you. You almost called in sick this morning until you realized how guilty that would make you look, so you sucked it up. 
"Y/n?!" Vanessa shrieks and pulls you behind the trailer. "Where have you been?! I've called you a hundred times, why haven't you answered any of them? I was worried Ryder somehow took you home and that I'd lost 10 bucks—" 
"Gross, why would you think that?" you say with disgust as if you weren't surprised to hear that after you left Tom hadn't returned to the bar. 
"I mean, for one, Ryder was missing and no one knew where he went. And second, are you shitting me? Girl, the tension was more than palpable! You were practically dry-humping Tom Ryder in front of everyone!" 
You feel like someone has just punched you in the stomach and your voice comes out high and nervous when you exclaim, "I was not! It wasn't like that, V! Is that what everyone thinks?" Vanessa nods as an answer and you want to scream. 
"I swear, I- nothing happened—even outside—I- funny story I slapped him because he's a jerk and I- I don't like him!" you ramble and your heart thumps quicker when Vanessa looks behind you and her mouth curls into a devious smirk.
"Don't look now, sweetie, but your boyfriend just arrived," she pauses and checks her watch, "An hour late. As usual." Vanessa looks you dead in the eyes and then she teases, "Chop chop, time to put makeup on your man." 
Your eyes widen and you pull Vanessa further behind the trailer so Tom won't see you or her. You hold her shoulders. "Please switch with me for today. He won't even notice the difference, and Allie doesn't need to have her makeup done until noon so that way I don't have to see him! Please, V, I'll do anything!" 
Vanessa crosses her arms, "Nothing happened with him, hm?"
You look at her, your eyes round and pleading, "Please."
"Fine, but you're paying for my lunch later," she says and taps your nose, "and giving me a detailed rundown on what happened with Ryder."
You nod reluctantly, whispering a small thank you under your breath as she turns to walk into the makeup trailer behind Tom. You let out a breath, leaning against the trailer. You know you'll have to face him at some point—just not now.
The day drags on and on as the heat is becoming almost unbearable. You stand to the side, your makeup kit secured to your hip as you watch the scene from under a tent. It's another action sequence and it's very obvious Tom's makeup is fading from the warmth and his sweat. 
Shit, you realize, he needs a touch-up. Vanessa didn't use the correct primer. 
You look around, hoping to see Vanessa and tell her Ryder needs a touch but the director's voice cuts in and you tense, "Cut! Someone come to fix his face!" Jody turns to you, her eyes kind as her voice becomes a little less stressed when she sees you're prepared for this, "Can you fix his makeup?" 
Shit, shit, shit. 
This is your job, you can't say no so you walk out onto the set where Tom is leaning against a prop rock. He straightens himself and when he turns, he doesn't have the chance to process your presence as you guide him down and fumble with your kit. 
He's taller than you so he's leaning down so you can fix him up properly. You put your hand on his jaw, near his ear, to steady him as you touch up under his eyes and near his cheekbones. 
He's staring at you and you know he recognizes you this time, his blue eyes wide and puppy-like. 
Silently, you add some powder on his cheeks and nose so the product sticks better this time and when you let him go, Tom opens his mouth to speak, but you shake your head no, and then you turn your head and hurry back behind the camera. 
Your ears are burning from embarrassment as you walk directly to the makeup trailer, without looking back at anyone. 
You've barely closed the door when it slams open and you scream. You spin around just as someone tries to hold onto your arm and on instinct you grab the hairspray that's in your kit and spray it directly into… Tom's eyes. 
He screams too, his voice high-pitched and very un-sexy, as he clutches his eyes. Seeing him only causes you to scream again. "Ryder?!" you exclaim and immediately take his arm, pulling him inside the trailer as he wails like a child and rubs at his eyes. 
You slap his hands away and push him down under the faucet, pouring water into his eyes and in the process drenching his blond hair and ruining his mascara. 
"Fuck," he groans as he sputters out water as he jerks away from you. You move closer to him and without thinking hold both of his cheeks in your hands, looking directly into his, now slightly irritated, eyes. 
"Does it hurt?" you whisper, clearly concerned. 
Tom rests his hands on yours and pulls them away, "What do you think?" he groans and blinks a few times. "You're the girl—" he mutters and pinches his nose, "at karaoke. I remember you now."
You realize how close you are to him now and, overwhelmed, you step back. "Lucky me," you mumble sarcastically and take his arm, pulling him to one of the seats. "I have to fix your face again or someone is gonna fire me." 
He's weirdly docile as he looks at your work as you dry his hair. Once you're done, he speaks up, "Why'd you run from me? I mean, c'mon, the way you looked at me with those fuck-me eyes—" 
Tom has no shame and of course, he wouldn't. He's probably never really been rejected in his entire life and women have most likely let him speak to them like this. You pause and pull his chin harder so he's looking at you as you continue with his mascara. 
"Tell me honestly Ryder, do you even hear yourself when you speak?" you ask, your voice strained. 
"What?" Tom asks, sounding genuinely confused. 
"You're an asshole. That's why I ran from you." You drop his chin and your word vomit comes out without you being able to help it as you cross your arms, "I mean—I have been doing your makeup for months! And you've only ever left me your stupid post-it notes when you have a demand! No "Hi," "Good morning," "How are you?" No. Nothing like that. And I tried! I really tried in the beginning because like everyone else on this fucked up planet I thought you were awesome."
Tom opens his mouth to make a snide comment but you instantly press your finger to his lips. 
"I really thought, "I'm so lucky to be Tom Ryder's makeup artist!" and then I found out Tom Ryder is a shit person that doesn't—"  
"I'm not a shit person," Tom deadpans and stares at you as if your words have hurt him. 
You tilt your head and drop your arms to your side. You don't even know what to say to him anymore. 
"Okay, okay, I'm sorry I made you feel shitty, okay?" Tom defends and his cheeks are pink, "I just—I am really bad with faces—and I-I was completely shit-faced and high on–" 
He pauses, stands, and wraps his hand around your jaw, his thumb stroking your bare cheek as your eyes widen and you tense. Something about his charm makes it impossible for you to move and because his touch is gentle, you aren't too worried. For now. "'M sorry. I am. Can't we call it even since you hit me and sprayed me in the face with whatever that fucking was?!"
He continues, "—listen, I liked karaoke with you and I was shit-faced so I know I must have been a dick."
"You're always a dick, Ryder," you comment, your tone less mad than earlier.   
"Then, you don't know me very well," Tom shrugs, "or like at all." 
"So—you're saying all this dick-ishness is a persona?" You sound very skeptical and Tom just shrugs as his thumb strokes over your skin once more and then he drops his hand, putting some distance between you and him. 
"No. Not entirely. But, you know, that doesn't mean I'm incapable of genuine feelings, Y/n."
You're surprised when you hear your name fall from his lips. Tom sees your expression and another one of his smirks curls at his lips, "As I said, I remember you now. Always did—my hot makeup artist—ask anyone—ask Gail, I mention you a lot. I was just hammered, you know? High out my mind—and it heightened all my fucking senses that I couldn't get your laugh out my head for hours." 
"If you're joking," you say and glare at him, "it isn't funny." 
Tom puts a hand on his heart dramatically, "'M not. Scouts fucking honor." 
You look at him and for once, you can't read him. "Well, either way, that doesn't change how much of an asshole you've been to me. You never said "hi" but you told Gail about me? Sorry, but that doesn't impress me."
You walk up to him and tilt his head using his chin, examining his make-up once more, and then you take his arm and try to pull him out of the trailer, "Now, c'mon, you have a job to do—go do it," you hiss.
"But—" 
"No," you start but he won't move. He turns around and stares at you. Fuck, he's strong. "Why won't you leave?" you ask, breathless as you step away from him. 
"Do you hate me so much that you won't even consider that I genuinely find you interesting?" he asks with a hint of insecurity in his voice again. "That I liked spending time with you and I think you're pretty."  
Your chest tightens and you sigh, "I- I don't know," you admit and you look up at him. You can't deny that your feelings have shifted and a little voice in your head screams that this is a trap and he'll eventually break your heart. 
"Here," Tom fumbles with the pants of his costume and pulls out a pen and a post-it note. 
"You seriously just carry those on you?" you crack a smile, finding that weirdly endearing. 
Idiot. 
"Yeah," Tom says like it's the most normal thing ever and then he writes down something on the paper. When he hands it to you it's the name of a restaurant. You frown, it's your favorite restaurant. He'd written a time beside the name. 
"How do you know this is my favorite restaurant?" you ask. 
Tom looks up, his smirk turning into a smile. "I didn't—it's mine."
Your frown deepens, "Hm, I didn't take you for a low-priced family-run Chinese restaurant kinda guy—don't you have a personal chef or something," you say and look at the time he's written down, "What is this anyway?" 
Tom shrugs and adjusts his hair. "I do but I like this place. The family who owns it never tells anyone I've been there, it gives me some privacy," he sounds serious and he walks closer to you, "Don't tell anyone, it might ruin my reputation and then your favorite restaurant might be swarmed by a bunch of fangirls," he smirks, pleased with himself. 
You can't help but chuckle. 
"And this," he points to the time, "is where I'll be tomorrow evening if you'd like to join me," he says nonchalantly and then opens the trailer door. Just as he does, he takes his phone and takes a picture of the time so he remembers it and he sends you a wink. "I won't wait long but if you do come, it's on me." 
You stare at the paper and realize Tom Ryder has just asked you on a date. You look up but he's gone and your heart does about ten thousand summersaults as your brain screams in agony. Your cheeks feel warm as you fold the paper up and put it in the pocket of your jeans. 
You're so very screwed.
You hear a ding and then a text from Vanessa saying, "Ryder's mic was on—crew heard absolutely everything—we didn't wanna interrupt your moment," she adds a mocking winking emoji but you don't care. 
That's the least of your worries now that you have a date with Tom Ryder.
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as y/n walked to the hybe cafe, she immediately spotted riki, a head above the rest. so tall she could point him out in a crowd anywhere. she took a deep breath and took a moment to compose herself before eventually walking over to him. she tapped him on his shoulder as he was facing away from her. "oh! hey!" there it is that smile. to say she loved his smile would be an understatement. she thought it was the prettiest thing she'd ever seen and she nearly felt as if she was going to die at the sight of it. she couldn't help but smile back at him. "hey! how are you?" what he wanted to say was "so much better now that i'm with you", but what came out instead was "good. yeah, i'm good, what about you?" his eyebrow raised, it was single handedly the cutest thing y/n had ever seen. "i'm pretty good. doing a lot of schedules for debut, you know, usual stuff" could she be anymore awkward? clearly yes. first "thanks you too" and now "usual stuff" she felt like she wanted to disappear right then and there, but riki absolutely loved it. this whole time he thought she was so cool and calm, but really she's cute and awkward, which he secretly liked more than if she would have been chill. he finds himself staring at her for a moment before quickly catching himself "oh um- did you want food? I didn't get any cause i wasn't sure if you'd want anything." she smiled at his thoughtfulness and said "no thanks, i'm not super hungry right now. thank you though." he thought back to their conversation yesterday, the whole reason why they're here now. "so, you wanted some tips about mcing?" he asked. "oh! yeah. im kind of nervous, i have no idea what i'm doing and you've ben an mc before, so i was hoping you could give me some advice?" she was hoping this didn't come off as pathetic or anything. i mean, who needs advice on how to talk into a mic? y/n apparently. "well," he starts "for me, i find its best to interact with the fans while waiting for our speaking parts. it calms my nerves before speaking because i'm talking to people that support me. often times it's mostly your own fans watching you in person. that’s at least what sunghoon told me. and if you're worried about messing up lines or something, I'll be there to cover for you, reading from a prompter is hard, so if you mess up its okay. don't worry too much about it." she nodded along to his words, taking mental notes on his advice. "thank you, i really appreciate it. i don't know why im so nervous. its just talking into a mic to a camera." she sighs. "I mean, I understand. it's nerve wracking when it's your first time. I felt like that too when I mc'ed for MAMA one year. it can be scary talking in front of a bunch of people and trying not to mess up. that's why you have a co-host, me! if you do mess up, I can cover you so it doesn't look too much like an accident." her heart fluttered at that. over something so small? she knew it was corny, but she couldn't help it. she felt so strongly for him. she always thought that if she actually talked to him, this whole little crush would go away. but to her surprise, it only got stronger. "you know, since we're going to be working together, we should get each others numbers." her heart stopped, and so did his. hers in shock, and his in fear. what if she said no? what if she thought he was weird? did he really just ask her for her number? there's no way. she froze for a moment, but realized she really should probably respond to him "yeah! yeah of course!" riki was never more relieved in his life. he handed her his phone "here, put your number in." she took it from him and put in her number, texting herself. "there. i can send you a picture for my contact photo later" his heart raced, he had just gotten his crushes number, and she's going to send him a picture of herself later. could his life get any better then this? "okay, sure, yeah, that sounds good" he stammers. is he really flustered right now? oh my god she thought. as the two talked and laughed together, they figured out they're more similar then they thought they were.
the pair quickly growing closer in just mere hours, both feeing significantly strong for each other than when they first said hello earlier. as the time drew later, the two decided to end their night, quickly realizing the ghost town that the hype cafe had become. "oh- well, its late, and my members are blowing up my phone asking where I am" she laughed as she scrolled through the countless messages left by yunjin and hanni. 'yeah, I should probably go too. I told jay I'd help make dinner tonight" he sighed, wishing he didn't promise jay anything and he could hang out with y/n for longer. she laughed lightly "ill let you go then. text me though, okay?" what had come over her? did she really just say that? (y/ns version of flirting was a bit different then others, that being because she didn't know how to flirt) riki nodded and smiled "yeah, I'll text you. see you later!" he waved to her and started to walk away. she waved back and watched him go. she sat back down and sighed once he was out of her sight. she was so fucked. she was completely and utterly melted by him, and they had only just official met yesterday. maybe there was something wrong with her. but frankly, she didn't care. maybe she was being delusional like usual, but she was pretty sure she could see something there with riki.
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hyacintheros · 3 months
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Hii! Can you write headcanons for what it would be like for a female reader to share a dorm with marauders?(since first year) Maybe like girls dorms were full?? I know it makes no sense but I couldn't come up with anything else. Thanks in advance 🎀
This is such a thought though, you're cooking with this one, never done headcanons before, but I hope I can deliver your vision dovey!🥰🫡
Maybe there were too many first year females in Gryffindor, I mean record breaking and they weren't expecting it, so some girls had to be accommodated with the boys
Each dorm had 5 beds anyways, so the marauders were happy to host another person c:
First year would be a little awkward, not used to being co-ed, reader would definitely have her curtains drawn 85% of the time, made her own friends outside of the marauders treating them as roommates rather than friends
Second year is a little better, being now more used to the presence of the boys, maybe warming up to Peter's quiet personality, Remus’ bookworm behaviour, then to James’ happy go lucky attitude, then finally Sirius’ flirting. Being more adventurous and actually hanging out with them outside of their dorm, pulling little pranks here and there
By third year, she'd finally been let in on Remus’ Moony escapades, now an honorary member of the Marauders. This is also when everyone pledges to become animagi for Remus’ sake, telling the reader that she doesn't have to do this with them. She relents, wanting to do her best for Moony! When they all finally complete the animation process, reader finds out hers is a raccoon, earning the name ‘Bandit’, now attracted to anything shiny, like a niffler!
Fourth year is when she starts to realise that maybe there's more to her friendship with the marauders. Keeping her curtains open most nights, reading books with Remus on his bed, often falling asleep there. Listening to Jamie talk about quidditch while she does homework, picking flowers and leaves with Peter, and gossiping with Sirius about McGonagall. Though, she doesn't want to ruin the current dynamic they've got going on, instead, resigning to keeping her feelings bottled
Fifth year has reader in a twist, trying to balance a social life while studying for her O.W.Ls, while also trying to keep her feelings afloat. She spends most time hidden in a corner in the library, a spot none of the marauders are privy to. By Christmas, the boys feel as if they've done something wrong, their best friend and partner in crime won't hang out with them anymore. Before the break, they confront Bandit, needing to repair their friendship before any more damage is done. Confessing her feelings to them in the astronomy tower, she's ready to bolt. Before she can, James pulls her in, expressing that she's not alone in her feelings. Promising to work through a 5 person relationship, they are officially together by the end of the year.
Sixth year comes along, and so do rumours. Hogwarts had never seen a relationship like theirs, confused and oddly weirded out by its nature, turned to bullying the poor girl. She'd often hide out in the dorm after class and before meals, the pressure getting too much at times. Sirius is the one to bash the rumours, standing on the Gryffindor table before Easter break, shouting his undying love for Bandit and the other marauders! The rumours die down after that, and Bandit can finally walk the halls without being ridiculed again.
Last year, seventh year comes, a melancholic air around them, wishing they could spend more and more years at Hogwarts. What will they do after? James wants to be an Auror, Sirius a Quidditch star, Remus an Author, Peter a Herbologist. And reader? She's still trying to figure that out, thus taking all possible courses to help her out later. Most days are filled with endless studying, wishing she knew how to plan her life, yet she still finds time to pull some senior pranks on the younger kids, all harmless and joyful. Graduation comes sooner than expected, eager to see what life will bring across her path.
They all find an apartment in muggle London with the help of Bandit's parents. They had to custom make a bed that would accommodate all 5 of them with much room to cuddle with. James does end up being and Auror, Sirius following suit. Peter is furthering his studies on Herbology and Caring for Magical Creatures, while Remus attends a muggle University for an English degree. Bandit ended up for applying as a Potions teaching assistant back at Hogwarts, her love brewing at the cauldron ♡
I feel like headcanons are supposed to be short, maybe I'm silly *insert that cat voices gif* 
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duckchu · 11 months
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If your asks are still open can I request the Heartsteel boys reactions to their S/O overworking themselves? How would they react if reader suddenly faints, gets a nosebleed, covered in bruises cos they keep bumping into stuff half asleep? I just want to see how they would care for someone hehehehehehe Thank you once again, I LOVE READING YOUR STUFF (IonianSunsets here btw teehee)
Omg thanks for the request :3
Idk when you requested so sorry if it was a long time ago (I didn't get a notification and it doesn't show the date of the ask)
Reader is a soloist here since I like writing idol reader lol. If you don't like it, I can redo it
Kayn
It was just another day, you and Hearsteel were set to have a photoshoot together for a magazine, promoting your collaboration single.
He started noticing you were growing restless, drinking way more coffe and energy drinks than usual, but didn't say anything
I mean he wasn't better
Though he did it for different reasons
But today he noticied you were especially clumsy
You kept on bumping into stuff or people. He was getting really worried
Then when you were getting the photos taken, you started swaying lightly.
He quickly rushed to you as you fell
While you woke up quickly, he was still worried, heart racing so hard he was sure he would have a heart attack.
After that the shoot was postponed as Kayn got you home. Surprisingly he didn't speed too hard, not wanting to give you any additional stress.
After that he forced your manager at knife point to give you a well deserved break
And then begged Alune to let him stay with you
She did
He became really soft for a few days, cuddling with you and touching you almost all the time
Don't tell anyone tho
Aphelios
It was just a normal award show
Nothing big
Ezreal and you were the hosts
Honestly you in that pretty dress was the only thing which made him pay attention
Untill he noticed you were slowly starting to stumble with your words and your legs were getting shaky
He wanted to go to you and make sure you were okay but he couldn't just go up on stage
You were just to announce the song of the year category, but the it happened.
You lost your consciousness
The ceremony was put on hold, everyone in the audience shocked.
You were given medical attention and announced a hiatus to rest
After that Aphelios always made sure you were well rested and fed
Would litteraly force you to lay down if he noticied you overworking yourself
Would learn to cook just so he could be sure you ate
Yone
You were just recording the mv for your collab
It was all good, you just finished filming your solo shots when you collapsed on set
Yone quickly got up and ran to you, making sure you were breathing
After you woke up, you thought he was mad at you
He was just so...quiet..almost as if he wasn't here
You didn't know, but he just needed time to process what happened
He takes better care of you after that
To the point of being overbearing
He just wants to make sure you feel well
But if it bothers you, a simple talk with him will solve it
Sett
You were meant to have a special stage with him on a music show
Nothing hard, just cover an old song
But before it began he stopped you
- Y/N, are you sure you want to do this? You don't...look good-
Well that was nice.
He held your arm, looking at the bruises you got from bumping into furniture when you came back home at crazy hours after a tiring day
Then you got a nosebleed. Great.
He didn't want you overworking yourself.
He made you go back to the rest area and get some sleep
Ezreal
He was at a photoshoot when he learned that you have landed yourself in the hospital
He kept on bitching to the other guys about how he had to go visit you and that he can't finish the shoot
Finally they were done with his shit and made Kayn drive him there
He went into your room, worried sick
After you were discharged next day he was with you all the time
Making sure you're not overworking yourself
The rest of the band has to beg you to get him to stop worrying so much about you
When you do, he still texts you all the time to make sure you're ok
K'Sante
You were just chilling at his place when he noticied bruises on your arm
He questioned you throughly
After you confessed to overworking yourself severely
He made you stay the next night and prepared you some body care
Massage, relaxing bath, all that
He understands your job is really demanding, but does want to make sure you take breaks
Hope I didn't disappoint you, love you
Duckchu
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blackphanto · 3 months
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The Anti-Blitzø party
Sorry for being absent for so long, p.s.: this is my take from this party, feel free to share yours
The episode: Apology Tour meets its climax when Stolas arrives at the Anti-Blitzø party Verosika invited him this year for being 'his freshest ex'. And like Stolas points out at all these demons chose to spend the one night of the year, where demons can come up freely on earth, celebrating mutual pettiness, which isn't exactly the case. Verosika claims she's hosting these parties to help those who got screwed over by Blitzø cope. She even admits to him that helping the others makes her feel less shitty for being mad at him.
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This isn't inherently bad, she has the right idea, but is executing it wrong.
On one hand this party could be helping by allowing demons to let out their pain in whatever way they want; venting, drinking, rage, singing, random hookups, ... It's also a great party to meet up with new demons. After all "What did Blitzø do to you?", is a good conversation starter by the look of it.
However, it's not helpful when everything is just about hating and shitting on Blitzø. It creates a horrible obsession and antagonizes him. Not everyone there is 'healing' or moving on, they're holding their grudge against him and it becomes unhealthy. And I know that they're from hell so they don't know a healthier lifestyle, but that's not really an excuse.
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Stolas & Verosika
This section is dedicated to my analysis on these 2, especially Verosika
Stolas gets uncomfortable at this party real, but is welcomed by a happy drunken Verosika, who tries to get him to open up and feel comfortable by saying he's among friends and that they all know his pain. Do they really tho? And he does! His song 'All 2 U' is a rock ballad that expresses how he feels about his whole situationship with Blitzø: "I don't think you meant to hurt me, cos I don't think it meant a thing at all to you" - he doesn't think Blitzø felt anything for him, might even think he didn't enjoy the sex or any of their other interaction. "But maybe it's all on me for missing every sign and every glance and every turn" - Stolas tries to put the blame on himself, which is something we often do when we love someone who did us wrong. We try to blame their bad behavior for something we did, even though we shouldn't feel responsible for their bad doing. "All these what if, what if, ..., makes me burn ❤️‍🔥!" - Stolas wants to blame himself, but it hurts. Self-blame is a coping mechanism that often comes from a childhood trauma and he is expressing the consequences of it, the overwhelming pain and intrusive emotions. And like he said to Blitzø this morning: "Seeing you is hard right now!"
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In a way you could say that Verosika was helping him by putting the blame on Blitz, she didn't want Stolas to hurt himself over him: "No, no, no, he's a motherfucker!". Even in her own song she expresses what she truly feels over Blitzø, "Ever since you went away, I've been haunted... I always get whatever I want and I wanted you" - so there was in fact a point where Verosika loved him and we know it, it's the whole reason why he dumped her like that. And even after that break up she still wanted him, why? Because like she said she was haunted, she missed him and wanted something we all want when a person screwed us over, closure. Yet, she never got it which left her feeling upset and not knowing what to do about it:"I thought I could stomp you out, like a fire, like a flame. It's done now, but I'm covered in ashes and I still feel the same!" - she resulted in unhealthy coping mechanisms, like fighting Blitzø every time they crossed paths (Spring Broken & Ozzie), but it's not helping her heal her wounds. She even said: "The worst part is; you still make me feel like a bad person for being angry at you now." One could say that this is what inspired her to host these parties, the realization that she's not the only one dealing with these emotions, that she's not alone. There are other demons like her who have been wronged by Blitzø and never got closure. "Baby I'll get over it, I got over you..." - I think this is the message that she wants to send to everyone at this party: you might not get over the situation that fast, but you're definitely getting over him! Verosika herself got over Blitzø but her obsession comes from never getting over her relationship with him, never finding closure and that is definitely changing.
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Speaking of the imp, Verosika and him having this very much needed conversation was good for either of them. He's realizing how shitty of a demon he was to others and wants to change, while she's forgiving and encouraging him in his new journey. I know I've been kind of shit talking Blitzø in this entire post, but he's also a victim of himself. So, please cut him some slack.
Don't know any other way of ending this post, but yeah thank you for reading it all the way through.
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Autism Rizz Tournament
Rizz: Originally short for "Charisma", Rizz (for this tournament, at least) refers to the appeal, charm or general "ability to pull" a character has, either romantically and/or sexually. (The character doesn't necessarily need to be attracted to anyone to have rizz. If they can make others fall for them, it counts)
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Propaganda
Simon Petrikov (Adventure Time/ Adventure Time: Fionna and cake)
Bro gets super hyperfixated on his studies of magical artifacts , with a scene where he's infodumping about something he's reading about and paying zero attention to anything else in a fun lighthearted manner. There's also a scene in fionna and cake where he has a meltdown that looks to my autism ass like something of a sensory overload. He also is big into reading (did I mention that?) and goes on little autism walks alone to process stuff He's also got a crazy magic girlfriend chasing him because of his rizz, along with his literal doppelganger alt universe clone hitting on him. His fluffy hair, cute little glasses and snazzy sense of dress lead to even more rizz.
I LOVE MAH CURSED MANNNNNN hes so adorable I WANT ONLY JOY IN HIS LIFE
Marina (Splatoon)
While not canonically autistic, she does have a lot of autistic traits--she's rarely seen without her headphones (to the point where her ears aren't modeled in game), her tentacles constantly moving could be seen as stimming, and she has a very strong interest in machinery, to name a few. Marina also has a crush on her bandmate, Pearl. While it is never directly stated in-game, supplementary material basically confirms it. The Japanese version of the Splatoon database has described her as a "maiden in love," with the specific words used being in romantic contexts. Along with that, she has drawn a manga about Pearl, drawing flowers and hearts around her, and generally acts affectionate towards her in-game. It is unknown if Pearl reciprocates canonically, but she does have a very close relationship with Marina. She reciprocates Marina's hug at the end of Octo Expansion, and she is seen to be quite worried about her in the second trailer for Side Order. Pearl x Marina is a very popular ship in the fandom for these reasons.
she wears headphones near-constantly, is obsessed with heavy machinery, and is skilled in multiple forms of art (music, shoujo manga-style visual art, and stage design). she also notably chose team Order in the Chaos vs Order splatfest, and her dialogue in the announcement suggests she's resistant to change (though it could also just be interpreted as her being gay for her co-host)
this was a partly 'for fun'-type headcanon i quietly held for a while that i think was kinda niche at the time (though it is entirely possible i just wasn't in the right corners of the fandom) but then side order released and brought with it a ton of new reinforcement. to get the question of her rizz out of the way, people were so consistently horny for her while splatoon 2's splatfests were ongoing that it actually caused drama because her team typically had the popular vote and people chalked that up to participants voting based on their favorite hosts' opinion rather than their own. whether that's true or not is hard to prove, but the fact that it was plausible illustrates my point, and her popularity was even referenced in-game at one point. there's also MAJOR subtext that she and her bandmate pearl (who reads as adhd to me) are dating. now for the fun part, listed in no particular order but will probably trend towards sillier argumentation as it goes on. (includes some mild side order spoilers) the "final" splatfest of splatoon 2 was chaos versus order, and marina's reasoning for picking order implies a resistance to change. this is reinforced in side order, in which she has to reconcile her inner desire to live in a consistent world with the fact that she knows forcing other people to conform for the sake of that is immoral when a rogue ai hijacks her virtual-reality program. - she shows signs of having social anxiety in a lot of dialogue, and it even arguably extends into her visual design because of her consistently pouty eyebrows. - at one point a childhood friend of hers mentions a time she infodumped to nobody in particular about excavators for 2 hours straight, and then pearl says she regularly goes on for longer now. - she has skill in a ridiculous amount of art forms: music, stage design (for splatfest battles, not music performance), shoujo manga-style visual art, and even programming, game design, and 3d modeling. -the logo of the virtual-reality program she designed is an infinity symbol, which also shows up in a few other places throughout it. - always seen wearing headphones, outside of specific promo art and images from her military backstory.
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hazbinhotel-bitch · 8 months
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Alastor x (Name) podcast
Head cannon:
Alastor making fire segues to sponsors
(Name) both loving and hating the segues that he comes up with on the spot.
The two have a lot of banter and sometimes will have arguments live on the broadcasts.
(Name) having to convince Alastor to try and revamp his broadcast by having sponsors.
(Name) also happened to be a well known journalist before she died so she tends to be the bringing in new stories circling the rings of hell.
Alastor eventually learned to enjoy having a co-host for his live broadcasting to help the exposure of the hotel.
(Name) is a Fox Demon (Might Draw what she looks like)
(Name) is a very creative woman who also enjoys the arts of music and dance.
Unlike Alastor she is rather fond and open to many genre of music and has an appreciation of all things old and new.
They often bicker about what sponsors to take on, (Name) was newer things that are deemed more modern but Alastor surprisingly prefers things a little more outdated or a little more sustainable in nature.
(Name) passed away around 21st century, she was roughly in her early 30s when she passed after a bad lead that ended up killing her. She had always been a very cunning woman and knew how to get what she wanted and would do anything to get the information she needed for her articles.
She was a very selfish woman when it came to her career and her promotions but aside from her greed and her pride she was sent to hell due to her questionable behaviour in obtaining said information, it’s a detail she still keeps vague from those around her.
(Name) managed to come across Alastor after she saw the news interview of Charlie prompting her little hotel of redemption, the Hazbin Hotel. She originally pretended to be a sinner who was on the path to redemption, but her original motives were to write a paper giving the inside scope to twist and tarnish the silly cause, but after meeting Charlie (Name) started to rethink her motives.
Alastor as an Overlord scared her when he fought on to her snooping but eventually the two dispute coming from two different eras were able to become the unlikely of friends. (Name) still does write her papers on other subjects and publishes them anonymously until she ends up pissing off Valentino and Vox.
Above all Alastor and (Name) have a very platonic relationship but it can tiptoe around almost being romantic as they are both very protective of each other.
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** Alastor in this Head Cannon I am creating for this Fanfiction is that Alastor is part of the Ace spectrum in his sexuality/orientation. I am not well versed in asexuality aside from what friends have told me about their experience. Alastor in this fanfic is not someone who feels sexual attraction nor does he find any interest in romantic relationships. Not because he dislikes the idea but because he doesn't understand romantic relationship and just doesn't find romance important (this is subjective to change as the story progresses when he and (Name) start to develop a closer relationship). If I had to label his asexuality for this fanfic it would be Demisexual.
I just wanted to be clear here so I don't get anyone getting mad at me. I am aware back in 2018 the creator of Hazbin hotels said Alastor was Asexual and that at some point someone said that Alastor was Aro-Ace (Aromantic-Asexual) which is fine but for the sake of this Fanfiction he is Demisexual **
(Photo of (Name) the fox demon writer)
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star-girl69 · 2 months
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OKAY LIVE UPDATES!! (ALLEGEDLY!!! xoxo pls dont sue me im js a girl)
identity theft??:
q made a fake account pretending to be a girl named saylor [her real acc is saylor.steward05 on tiktok] putting her name, face, college, etc. (that's how saylor was dragged into this)
q dragged paige into the discussion by saying that fake acct of saylor was texting paige, and that paige 'replied' saying everything abt q was fake
-> they think this is fake, since paige is on her side-quest hustle rn and likely wouldn't check her message requests from random people
-> they also think that q is attempting to use paige's name to garner support for herself
reaching out to others:
they haven't tried to reach out to anyone else on the team cause they're trying not to involve anyone else
they've attempted to reach out to maryland sheriff's dept (since q is from maryland), and they said they couldn't do anything- they then reached out to uconn's campus police and attempted to file a complaint, nothing has come of it yet
they've attempted to reach out to coaches, nothing has come of it yet
mariah dmed info abt what's happening to paige, she hasn't replied but they don't know if she's seen it cause she's on vacay and allat
-> they're not mad abt it tho cause they know she's busy and that it's also not her responsibility to handle q's nonsense
azzi's brother joined the live (azzi is suspected to b part of the secret q was leaking), she offered to let him join but said absolutely no pressure if he don't want to
-> he didn't join
q + her fam (potentially) silencing others?
the original post exposing q (on mariah's page) got taken down, they say that q was the one who got it taken down
many of the people who are co-hosting on Mariah's live are coming out to say that they got banned from going live for a while (they think q is mass reporting people to stop stuff from spreading)
q's cousin is in the live
-> mariah's cohosts + ppl in the chat are getting reported/banned off the live, they think q's cousin is potentially helping her with that?
they're wondering if q's family is dealing with things privately, but "the way her family is going about things publicly shows that they definitely aren't doing anything about it)
-> q's sister allegedly posted something Mariah abt catching a fade (I couldn't hear it super well)
other stuff q did:
she DID say something (it wasn't specified what) abt someone's dead ex-gf
q allegedly also talked shit abt her teammates to mariah when they were still talking
a girl + her friend had added q on roblox (she posted her acct. a while ago to js have fun) and they played tgt, then she made an edit and q reposted/liked/faved it, but when she went on q's live ppl were being wild in the comments so she said "y'all r doing tm" and she was blocked cause q thought she was saying that to her
-> claimed that she does have receipts (i didn't see them but it could b true)
other notes:
they're not gonna discuss the 'secret' that q dropped, cause it's obvs not their secret to tell
they're discussing if kk harvey knows about what's happening w q or not, they don't think she knows? (she hasn't made any statements if she does)
-> someone asked her abt it on lacey's live last night, but the comment wasn't acknowledged/noticed
-> talking ab how kk was VISIBLY uncomfortable during their live tgt, talking ab how q was being like 'ditzy' and saying dumbahh stuff like "oh is hockey played in a gym" n other stuff like that (imo that's not the worst??? cause ngl she might js b nervous around kk)
there's a discord server abt surviving q-diddy!! (im not joining cause im not tryna actively put myself into the situation, q aint gon get me xoxo <3)
mariah was not a minor when things went down, but a lot of people who have been reaching out to her/coming out with their own stories were minors (and q knew it)
mariah is ending the live for now, since she doesn't want to risk getting banned/getting her live privilege taken away (might move the live to ig to avoid the ban) + she's starting to cry and she doesn't want to do that on live obvs
-> she'll be back on tiktok live today @ 9pm central time (it'll b pretty late for my timezone and a girls got practice in the morning so
-> she also wants to take some time to find more receipts + recollect cause this is obvs a lot for some1 to go thru
okay long story short q has done this over and over again to a ton of other people, and has also been doing some other wack stuff, a handful of her family members have been siding w her (which obvs isnt okay) -- lets not attack all of her family until stuff is confirmed abt them tho cause they're not responsible for q's actions <3
OKAY MWAH IM SORRY THIS IS A WHOLE THESIS- HAVE A NICE NIGHT XOXO PLS DONT SUE ME Q <3
i’m gonna put this in the tags just in case anyone else wants to know the q tea lol!!!!
OH MY GOD YOURE DOINT GODS WORK let me break this down.
identity theft- oh my god making fake accounts is such a q thing to do. i definitely agree w using paige’s name to garner support, that’s definitely a smart choice ig?? lol too bad it’s fake
reaching out- ok GOOD JOB FOR TRYING TO CONTACT PEOPLE!!! i definitely think the best place to go is with the coaches rn. that is where she’s going to get the most consequences in my opinion, looking forward to updates from campus police and coaches tho
silencing people- yeah i would bet a lot of money that q is the one who got mariah’s video taken down and is mass reporting, idk the things with her family i think have to be taken slowly bc no one really knows what is happening privately. like i just can’t imagine what her family is going through rn and trying to deal w what q has done must be absolutely horrible. i hope they all get some peace after all of this- but i also hope they’re doing the right thing. if q’s cousin really is helping her ban people then that’s a big no-no, but i feel like also why would her cousin join purposely on their acc instead of some secret spam or smth??? idk that’s just me, but who knows
other stuff- i heard about the ex gf thing i’m pretty sure from the original person, i cannot remember where i saw the video but i’m pretty sure it was from someone on tumblr who has reposted it. i don’t remember what was said either tho, omg the roblox thing is crazy… blocking someone that fast who you had a good relationship w previously is like kinda mentally ill as shit lmao???
other notes- i’m so glad they’re not discussing the secret.
kk harvey- ok about them acknowledging it- this unfortunately happened on the live like the second BEFORE i started screen recording- i think someone asked if laila and kk knew about the q drama and i THINK laila responded with “there’s no q drama” or something along those lines- I COULD BE COMPLETELY WRONG SO DONT TAKE THIS AS FACT!!!! i genuinely don’t remember that well. honestly the kk and q lives (the clips of it i’ve seen) didn’t seem very predatory? just very awkward and weird. kk was obviously uncomfortable i totally agree and i think q probably could have noticed that and at the very least toned it down, q was being very “ditzy” lol but i honestly just think that was either her trying to flirt or as you said drama anon just her being nervous
queen definitely don’t join if you’re not comfortable!!!! we appreciate you watching this live and keeping us updated so much, i’m sure most of the stuff in the discord is just regurgitated from the lives but if something major does come out i’m sure we’ll all hear about it. also don’t worry about getting the live for tonight!!! i seriously appreciate you so much for this, you are truly one of god’s strongest soldiers LOL 🙏🙏
minors- yeah the fact that this now involves minors has definitely like brought this up to a level TEN… some type of law enforcement definitely needs to be involved at this point.
i think the best thing mariah can do in this situation is remain calm and not spark the flames anymore, don’t give q reasons to mass report people, her and the other victims need to collect all of their evidence and receipts and get it to someone who will know what to do- and if that ends up being the police then that’s what it ends up being.
i definitely agree w you w the stuff about her family, at the end of the day WE DONT KNOW. we don’t know anything, we don’t know what’s true and what’s fake and unless there’s concrete evidence i think everyone following along w the situation needs to take everything with a grain of salt, verify their sources, and listen to multiple perspectives of what’s going on and think CRITICALLY about all of this for just a second.
q is the only person who is responsible for her actions, and she needs to be held accountable for them.
thank you SO MUCH for this thesis i literally love you drama anon. i hope you have an amazing night and i hope q diddy doesn’t get you ❤️❤️❤️ (if anyone sues you or attacks you just send them over here bc i will FIGHT)
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kiamescribbles · 7 months
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Name; Vizuality (Viz)
Spawned daughter of Vox and Valentino. She looks more like Val despite having a personality closer to Vox, an ideal co-host to whatever show Vox is partaking in. Velvet often uses Viz like a dress-up doll and likes being the "fun aunt" despite Viz not really being interested in anything the Vees do. Val refuses to have Viz be part of any of his business as an overlord.
Closest Friend; Angel Dust
They met while Angel was on set and had a particularly rough video. While Val didn't bother with helping Angel, Viz genuinely showed Angel kindness. She has tried to convince Valentino to let Angel go but he flat refuses despite seeing Viz as an extension of himself due to his narcissistic and manipulative tendencies.
Relationships; none so far
Her fathers don't like the idea of her dating, Valentino because he believes no one is good enough and (ironically) doesn't want her seen as a whore. Vox is forever stuck on seeing Viz as "his baby" and refuses to believe Viz could ever be mature enough for a significant other. Viz has been showing some interest in Carmilla's daughters, but has yet to approach either one.
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terribleterrestrial · 4 months
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Hello hello, Tumblr!! I, TT, am the author of Apocalypse Abandon hosted on MSPFA!
This is a post asking for help with said comic! Currently, I am looking for a background artist, and anyone familiar with CSS/HTML coding! The work should be fairly simple however I do not have the income to pay a wage or anything like that. You will never be trapped working on it, though, and you are so free to back out any time!
Even if you believe yourself to be bad/average/etc at those skills, I would still love to have you on board if you want to expand them and improve along with me and the rest of the team (of uh.. two people right now haha). Below the cut is a short plot summary (without too many spoilers) and a few pieces of art (art will come as it is made and be uploaded here) you can peruse to see if you'd be interested in helping out. If not, i humbly request your reblog so I can find ppl who are :3
Apocalypse Abandon is a fancomic taking place (originally) on Earth C. It is very much meant to mimic Homestuck and sort of bring back some of the nostalgia of the Early Days whilst still showing a new, interesting story! It starts four main characters at first: Jule Jackson, Cris Warner, Xael Grison, and Remy Lalonde. These four, on the 13 of April 202X, are alerted by the Godtiers that it is their turn to save the universe by creating a new one. Despite half of the party (Xael and Cris) living in a post-apocalyptic Earth C overtaken by plant life, they manage to make it work! Jule is a gentle young lady with a green thumb and a love of crafts. She is the most active online and the youngest of the bunch. She is both clever and kind, a Sylph of Time, a savior. Cris is a bookworm, and even lives in a library! He is a big fan of Rose's work, having read everything she ever wrote on her adventures and SBURB. He is strict and precise, a Knight of Mind, an archivist. Remy is the "son" of Roxy Lalonde. He is a direct genetic replica of her, and yet tries his best to be his own person. He is not so fond of his mother, who has fallen victim to existentialism and back into bad habits. She has become something of a mad scientist these days, mixed with a cat lady. Remy is a shy and mindful young boy, he doesn't know what is future holds. A Page of Void, an opportunity. Xael is a little rascal, sometimes seeming more animal than human. That’s exactly how he likes it! He scavenges for food, chipping his teeth on bones, and sleeping soundly curled up in the catacombs. He is ravenous and rabid, a Prince of Doom, a destroyer.
I dont have a TON of the plot planned out, as I prefer to write as we go along. I am always open to suggestions from anyone and happy to co sider them!!
Once again, PLEASE at least reblog this, especially if you read this far. It would seriously help me out so insanely much. Thank you for reading!!!
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tame-a-messenger · 6 months
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lol someone on Twitter posted the podcast clip of Angela and Damien commented under
https://x.com/shourtneey/status/1775774250185482288?s=46&t=LBN-nTL3dHZAbWOFkeCnKg
LMAOOO NO WAY
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I wont lie, my heart genuinely DROPPED yesterday when I read the first reply, I thought something was wrong! but then I thought about it and realized he was being /j /hj lmao (tone indicators man.)
THEN I started to think about why he would reply to this tweet in the first place. "From my perspective, this story contains FALSEHOODS" I'm going to BET you it has something to do with her asking him what she had said at the party. (or maybe she did something silly and left it out? ie. her throwing up, spilling something on him, her talking about something she likes [nerdy][[derogatory]] ?) (OR OR she embellished on him saying "that talk really meant a lot")
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BUT THEN,
THIS MUTHAFUCKA ^^^ (within the first TEN MINUETS OF STREAM) TALKS ABOUT THE TWEET, AND ABOUT HOW PEOPLE ALWAYS THINK HE'S BEING PASSIVE AGRESSIVE. (<-context) someone replied to Damien's first reply thinking he was being /s) -GOES TO BED, WAKES UP, GOES BACK TO THE TWEET TO REPLY AGAIN, SO THAT PEOPLE WILL KNOW HE'S BEING /j
.... this man....
Since I believe he was only /hj (half-joking)... I want to know exactly what Damien meant by "FALSEHOODS".
So, I'll wrap this up with-
Why would he @ BOTH of them?
If it was something small she got wrong I could see him just @ ing her. But BOTH the Host of the Podcast and Angela sounds like whatever she got wrong/different was BIG. (and most DEFINITELY something funny)(based on Damien's vibe)
NOT TO MENTION HOW MUCH HE SAYS "Whoa" IN THE FIRST REPLY !!
YOU CANNOT TELL ME WHATEVER SHE DIDN'T SAY WASN'T SOMETHING HUGE !
He also mentions in the Twitch clip that "we got to talk about it a little bit" in what I believe to be him earlier on his stream referencing , that he had been at Smosh that day. (remember, this was the day they were BOTH confirmed(based on social posts) to be ONSET at Smosh) Meaning he talked TO HER IN PERSON ABOUT WHAT SHE SAID ON THE PODCAST.
[YOU HAVE ENTERED "THE DELUSIONAL ZONE", CONTINUE OF YOUR OWN FREEWILL]
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So I'm theorizing (being delusional)(but also really hoping) that they're planning on talking about it on camera somewhere. I'm thinking, if anything, something for (the Host) Miles' Podcast? since Smosh fans only know about it tangentially, and the story was told on his Podcast.
I think it would be better that way anyway :) (PODCAST VERSION OF ANG AND DAMES??? AN HOUR!!?? THE FOOTAGE DOESN'T CUT?? YES PLEASE!!)
(other idea- how fucking funny would it be if DAMIEN (or I suppose Angela) called into the podcast about a "silly little co-worker" that told "FALSEHOODS" about a Christmas Party..?)
[YOU HAVE SURVIVED "THE DELUSIONAL ZONE", NOW BACK TO REALITY]
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It is nice that by default, we are a BILLION PERCENT going to get mentions of whatever it is she did sometime in the future at Smosh (I'm hoping the longest we'll have to wait is next month!)
I CANNOT WAIT for whatever it is the "FALSEHOODS" are!!!
PLEASE TELL US ANGELA AND DAMIEN!!! 🔊🔊🔊
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wavypotatochips · 2 years
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can i request reader being very close to the psg like maybe she works there or something and sergio has a huge crush on her but she has a boyfriend so he doesn’t say anything but one night she finds out that he cheats on her and she goes to sergio and he’s absolutely mad but comforts her and like he holds her and he’s very soft with her? thank you so much
LEAN ON ME | Sergio Ramos
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𝘗𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: Sergio Ramos x Female Reader
𝘞𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘊𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘵: 3.1k
𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘕𝘰𝘵𝘦: Thank you so much for leaving a request! This is my first request which makes me more happy than you think (LOL). I hope I did a good job representing your idea ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚!! I hope you like it!
[Translator Spanish is used]
(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ REQUESTS ARE OPEN ♥
"Are you looking forward to playing tomorrow?" You smile and ask Sergio Ramos. He's lying down on a mat, and you're turning his ankle to assist extending it. “Of course I am, but I can’t lie, I will miss you giving me massages.” You smile as he playfully teases you. The last day of rehab for Ramos, who hurt his ankle a few games ago, is today. You have been a physical therapist for PSG for four years. Sergio had no problem taking the longer path to heal, despite the fact that most professional soccer players try their best to return to the field as soon as possible. It indicated that he could, after all, spend more time with you. You and him grew closer during the years you spent working at PSG and are now great friends; best-friends. Although you consider your connection to be a friendship, he wishes it was more. He has been crushing on you for the past three years. He knows you have a partner of two years, therefore he never tried to hit on you. But, he still regrets not telling you how he really felt back when you were single.
Three years ago, PSG co-hosted a charity event in the French Riviera resort town of Saint Tropez. Considering how beautiful the surroundings are in Saint Tropez, you were more than delighted to accept the invitation to join the team on behalf of the staff. You strolled outside to the balcony during the event because you wanted to get some fresh air. With your large champagne glass in hand, you peered over the edge to take in the stunning surroundings. As you took a sip of your beverage, you exhaled a small sigh of relaxation. 
As he saw you outside, Ramos, who had just been passing the balcony door, stopped moving. He lingered there for a short while, observing the wind's gentle movement of your black dress and hair. The scene in front of him was something that should have been documented, and he wished he had his phone with him right then. Knowing that you can become easily overwhelmed, he went outside to see how you were doing. “Y/N, You ok?” As you turned around, he questioned. He felt as though his heart missed a beat upon seeing your face. “Yeah I'm fine no worries! Just needed some air, you know?” He grinned back at you after noticing your smile. “Of course, I guess I need some air too.” He approached you while taking another glance over the balcony's edge. “The water is nice right?” As you faced him you said, “ Nice? Es absolutamente precioso!" (It is absolutely gorgeous)You've always had a passion for the outdoors, especially anything involving aquatic environments. "I'm sorry, precioso (gorgeous), I'm sorry!"  While you were laughing at him, you saw his tie wasn't tied properly, so you moved over to him and went to grab it. "Let me straighten your tie; it doesn't look right." As you focused on his tie, he smiled as he gazed down at you and admired your face. After you were done, you looked up into his eyes only to notice that he was already looking down at you. “What?” You laughed nervously as you became aware of your proximity to one another. Ramos wanted to tell you right there and then how he fell in love with you. He wanted to express to you how lovely your soul was and how fortunate he was to know someone like you. His heart pleaded with him to be honest, but his mind fought back, urging him not to, as he continued to stare into your eyes. That day, he wanted to ask you on a date. That day, he wanted to ask you to be his. His fear, though, got the best of him.“Nothing. Thank you for fixing it. I should probably go back inside. No quiero tener que darle una paliza a alguien por intentar secuestrarte, así que no te quedes aquí sola mucho tiempo." (I don't want to have to beat someone up for trying to kidnap you, so don't remain out here by yourself for too long.) He remarked in humor as he walked away. 
He occasionally recalls that evening. Especially knowing that you met the person you are currently dating there.
Waving your hands back and forth, you exclaim, "¡Hola ! ¡Tierra a Ramos?" (Hello! Earth to Ramos??) He appears to have drifted off for a few moments. “Are you okay? Do you need water?” Right now, you're standing next to him with your hands on your hips. He blinks a few times while standing up and pinches the bridge of his nose while briefly closing his eyes. “No, I'm fine. "Sorry about that," he pauses as he pulls his hand from his face and begins to rise from the mat, "just thinking about the game setup, that's all. Are you gonna come watch me?” You have always attended the games to cheer him on, so it's not odd that he personally requests that you watch him- not the team. He is the only patient you have at the moment so he knows that after him, your schedule will be clear. "I would love to, but after this I'm surprising Jake- He has no idea I'm returning home a day early, so I thought it would be a nice surprise!" Thinking about the joy your boyfriend will display, you respond with enthusiasm. First, you informed him that you would be staying in the staff residence for an additional day in case the initial on-field medic was unable to arrive. He ultimately stated that he would be good to go to work, so you decided it would be best to surprise him rather than notify him. Ramos smiles at you while trying to hide his initial sadness, saying, "Oh, that sounds like fun, I bet he'll be glad to see you." Ramos tightly embraces you and says, "Drive home safe," as he does so you say, "I will," as you return his hug. He retrieves his phone, which was still on the mat, as he starts to walk towards the door. "Good luck in tomorrow's game, and remember," you say as you point to him, "no more injuries!" He laughs at your attempt to scold him. “Don't worry Dr, I'll behave nicely," he gives you a wink as he exits the stretch room area, knowing he is leaving the building.
Once he left, you cleaned the space and grabbed your things. Before leaving, you hum to yourself as you make sure you have everything. It is around 7:30pm when you finally leave the building. When driving home, you kept thinking of your loving partner, and the smile on your face didn't fade. You pull in and park next to your boyfriend's car, surprised to see it in the driveway. In an effort to prevent the surprise from being ruined, you bite your lower lip and pray that he did not hear your car pull up. You had intended to arrive before he did so you could change, but you are still in your business attire, which consists of a khaki pair of pants and a short-sleeved navy polo shirt with your badge fastened to the chest.You carefully open the door with your key and tiptoe inside. You take off your shoes, set them on the rack at the front entrance, and start to make your way around the house, trying to catch him off guard. You first snoop around the kitchen. He wasn't there. Perhaps in the living room? Not there. As there is nowhere else he could be but upstairs in the bedroom, that must suggest he is there. You attempt to muffle the giggles that are attempting to leave your lips by covering your mouth. When you finally reach your closed bedroom door, you exclaim "SURPRISE!" as you rapidly open it. As soon as you see the picture in front of you, your smile disappears. Your lover, who has been with you for almost three years, is currently having another girl suck his dick. He enlarges his eyes and swiftly shoves the girl away from him, causing her to shriek as she hits the ground. “Babe, it's not what it looks like!” He shouts, grabbing a blanket to cover his lower body. You simply stand there, unable to speak or cry because you are so shocked. It's not like you're in a relationship with the woman, so you have no reason to be angry with her. You are associated with HIM. You swiftly turn around and dash downstairs before he even has a chance to get to you. "Y/N! BABY, PLEEEASE!" He shouts, grabbing your hand before you open the front door. “DO NOT TOUCH ME” You yell and strike his hand angrily. "I never want to see your face fucking again," you say as you stare at him with disgust. We are done. Did you forget that this is my house?” You question him, gently clenching your mouth and laughing at him. When you are extremely angry, you often find yourself laughing. “You have 3 FUCKING days to move out.” As you turn around, you fling open the front door and slam it behind you. You didn't even have time to put your shoes back on, and now you're hurrying to get in your car and drive off. You can't help but lean your head against the driving wheel as soon as you get in the car. The madness you were experiencing is now slowly turning into sadness, and you can almost feel the tears starting to come. You sit back up and turn the key in your car, sniffing the tears away. "Y/N BABY WAIT WAIT, LET'S DISCUSS THIS!" Jake is currently running towards your automobile. It appears that he hurried back upstairs to put on some sweatpants, you were able to enter your car without encountering any problems. As you swiftly reverse out of the driveway and accelerate away, you point your middle finger in his direction. It was now 8:20pm and you had no idea where you should go. You could have simply checked into a hotel, but you didn't want to feel even more alone than you do now, especially at the moment when your heart is shattering. You sniffle once again while driving, attempting desperately to contain your tears. Your memory is hazy, and you had trouble recalling hotel names or the location of the psg staff housing. 
Yet, one address sticks out in your memory because you had just been there the week prior to bring medicines. Sergio Ramos' house.
Without caring that your parking is awful, you swiftly pull into his driveway. You jump out of the car and rush to his door, knocking on it quickly. Your face starts to get wet as the tears you've been holding back finally start to fall. Ramos unlocks the door a few minutes later, puzzled as to who would be here at this hour. As he notices you crying, his heart sinks, and he instantly grabs you by the arms and asks, "Y/N, what's happened?" You are speechless as you sobbed in his arms.He scans the area and notices that you are the only person present. He bends down slightly and lifts you up, carrying you into the house with ease. He understands that you may not want to discuss anything right now, so he will simply sit by you in the interim. He leads you over to his couch and sits you down before joining you. You're sobbing so loudly that you start coughing because you can't breathe. He rubs your back with his hand and says, "Está bien, rayo de sol…. Estarás bien, estoy aquí" (It's okay, sunshine...You’ll be okay, I'm here), he mumbles. You sigh and try to keep your breathing under control while wiping your eyes with the back of your arm. For a brief period, you two sat in silence. Ramos remained by your side, his gaze fixed on you with concern. He doesn't want to upset you any more than you are now, so he decides to keep quiet and continue to rub your back for comfort. As you sit up, your puffy eyes glance up into his as you start, "Sergio...I-It was Jake….. I caught him cheating on me with some bitch!” You place your head into your hands, shaking your head. Ramos widens his eyes hearing the news, adrenaline running through his veins as he quickly stands up. “¿Jake te hizo esto? Ese bueno para nada pedazo de mierda cuando lo vea voy a…-" (Jake did this to you??? That good for nothing piece of shit when I see him I'm going to-) his sentence is cut when he hears you whisper to yourself, “why me?” He holds back his rage because right now, you are his first concern. Jake will be dealt with later. In an effort to get you to lift your head, he squats down in front of you and places his finger under your chin. “Beautiful, don’t think you are the issue.” There is a brief pause as he looks into your eyes, his heart aching at the sight. “How about I start the shower for you? You stay the night here and I can just sleep on the couch.” He offers. You nod in agreement, realizing that what you really need is a hot, relaxing shower. He stands up with a smile on his face and extends his hand for you to take. You get to your feet and grab his hand as he leads you upstairs. You two enter his master bedroom and push open the door to his lavish master bathroom. Normally, you would have been in awe of its magnificence, but right now, all you want to do is take a shower and go to bed. Sergio releases your grip before approaching and turns on the shower. He checks the water's temperature by feeling it. He then moves over to a cabinet underneath the sink, reaches in, pulls out a towel for you, and sets it on the sink counter. “Clothes will be laid out for you in my room,” he says, making his way back to the door to leave. You ask, "Sergio?," which causes him to halt in his tracks and swiftly turn to face you. You say, "Thank you," and give him a tiny smile. He gives you his infamous smile and says, "Anything for you," winking as he closes the door. You couldn't help but smile, gently shaking your head as you began to undress so you could shower.
While still being upset mentally, you felt a bit better physically after taking a shower. 2 years down the drain, you thought to yourself. It just made matters worse catching him cheating IN THE BED YOU SLEEP IN. You groan and make an effort not to think about the image that won't leave your thoughts. As you exit the steamy bathroom, you proceed to his bed, where the promised garments are spread out. He has a shirt and a pair of shorts put out. You only put the shirt on after seeing how long it was on you. Given how long it takes for your hair to dry and how much you'd rather be sleeping right now, you're glad you didn't wet it. "Is it safe to come in?" Sergio asks as he knocks on the door. You yell, "Yes," as you watch him enter the room. “I just want to make sure you're okay before I go to sleep.” You nod and say, "I think I'll be okay." He nods at you subtly and says, "All right. I'm down the hall if you need me. Goodnight Y/N,” He makes a turn to leave the room. “Actually Sergio, ¿te importaría quedarte un rato?"(do you mind staying for a bit?) Although it makes you uncomfortable to inquire, the fact that he is here right now is the only thing keeping you from crying once more. You're exhausted both mentally and physically as a result of all the crying you did earlier. He watches you climb up onto the bed and tuck yourself in, saying, "Of course. You indicate that you want him to lay down next to you by patting the space nearby. He abides by your request, laying down above the covers beside you. You naturally cuddle up against his side, your head on his chest allowing you to hear his heartbeat. You're practically cuddling with your closest friend despite the fact that you just dumped your boyfriend for infidelity. Screw it, you'll deal with the consequences tomorrow. As long as you are not alone. “Y/N, you know you didn’t deserve that. I don't want you to try and find a way to put the blame on yourself.” He wraps his arm around you again, caressing your back up and down, knowing how much that relaxes you. "I know," you sigh again. “It just sucks, you know?” You mutter incoherently because you are genuinely unsure of how to feel or even what to say. After feeling down, you enter this "numb" mental state where your mind just feels full. Stuffed with nothing. He leans his head on top of yours, "I get it. I'm sorry you have to go through this… We can go shopping before the game tomorrow? Or we can go hiking together? He says, trying to cheer you up, "I know you'll like that.” You don't say anything as he starts to prod you, "Hmmmmmm? Hmmmmmmm?” You look up at him and give him a mild glare since you find his poking annoying.You were on the verge of dozing off. You murmur, "I'll think about it." "The hike includes a magnificent waterfall..." he adds, knowing that you adore waterfalls. "Alright, maybe," you reply as you place your head back on his chest. Hearing your response, he smiles warmly, trying to do everything he can to make you feel better. He caressed your back all night long, holding you in his arms as you dozed off. Although he was aware that you simply didn't want to be left alone, he secretly desired you two could remain in bed together, curled up like this, for all time. He obviously did not want the situation to happen to you, but he couldn't help but enjoy how close you two are right now. He had wanted this long ago. He was enraged by the thought of Jake, and he knew the flame wouldn't go out until he had something to unleash it on. He was more prepared than ever to participate in the futebol match tomorrow.
And when tomorrow came and the game ended- It was no surprise that he won player of the match.
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starfilled-galaxy · 4 months
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System info + introductions for the alters :D This post is occasionally updated !
Plush (partner) sys!! @n3hmof1sh ^^
We're a proxy system (linked) which means there's a permanently (for now...) frontstuck host For us, usually only the host is able to front, and the others are only ever co-con or in headspace We are attempting to find out how to switch, so far we have gotten others to co-front, the host has managed to leave front once (but didn't remember anything from headspace)
Each alter is associated with 1 emoji that we tag Emoji combos = co-con ❓= blurry or unknown
Collectively sex-repulsed asexual, ADHD, autistic, and social anxiety, though some of us have more heightened ND traits than others Questioning (collective) OCPD, HPD, and ASPD
Quoigenic, mixed origins
We use both I/me and we/our, please don't use you& for us
Usually we use the term "alter" but we dont mind sysmate/system member/headmate etc, alter is just the shortest lol Please don't call us "parts" tho!!!
Alter playlists: https://www.youtube.com/@starfilledsys/playlists
Alter intros under cut bc it's kinda long!
💫 - Niko Pronounfluid, always uses they/them but occasionally uses he/him too Questioning gender, grayromantic gaybian Alterhuman, including Niko (OneShot) fictionkin! Full alterhuman ids list (linked) Shapeshifter Role: Host :'3
❤️‍🔥 - Aspen/Scarlett She/he/they/it Please use both names Factive of a mutual and their now split alter Intraplural (aka subsys) but wants to be referred to as singular Usually chill unless something makes her upset Role: Beesecutor, angerpartialholder
Fictives:
🏀 - (rw) Kel He/she/ae/xe Bigenderfluid, pan gaybian, possibly aroflux Furry & obsessed with BMTH Rw Hero is his comfort person In-sys dating Sunny<3 Has the most trauma of us all, please be gentle Role: Traumaholder
Genuinely fuck off if you treat me/source like a joke stop it I'm a person too you assholes -🏀
🌹 - (rw) Hero He/him Transmasc, abro pan bi Alterhuman (SilkWing (WOF) hearttype) Really likes bugs and especially dragonflies (very source-divergent lol) The only adult alter we have, also likes to comfort and take care of everyone in the sys
🔪 - Sunny He/she/they Genderfluid (boy, girl, enby + xenos), gaybian He loves scene and BMTH! In-sys dating rw Kel<3
🪷 - (rw) Aubrey She/xey/bun Transgirl, xenogender, bunnygender Kinda rude but not in an anger holder way she's just like that
🧡 - (hs) Kel He/him Boy (not cis or trans) Sugar addict One of the youngest ones of our sys! He's kinda like our inner child (literally) Really likes "childish"/kiddy stuff
🍳 - (hs) Hero He/him Transmasc Doesn't talk much... don't know much about him Role: (Extreme) anxiety holder
🦴 - Hector (dog) He/him Gender and romanticity is N/A Shiba inu He's very excitable, and only speaks in barks, even in typing. I have to translate for him any time he talks
🍊 - (ma) Kel He/him Boy AUtive from @\bananacat76's Magic AU, specifically from the route where he dies Spirit/ghost/angel dog One of the youngest, may be younger than hs Kel? Seems pretty interested in the physical world and tends to hang out in or near co-con Role: Gatekeeper
🍃 - Hollyleaf She/her Xenogender (christmasgender) She and Lion are very source-detached since when they introjected it had been a long time since I read the books with them in it lol
🦁 - Lionblaze He/him Agender He's silly and fluffy and honestly kinda similar to our hs Kel fictive personality-wise, but less kid-like
I know source was written in a super boring way but it still makes me sad to be called boring :< -🦁
🪶 - Beetlepaw/Beetlewing He/him Transmasc OCtive sourced from a mutual's Warrior Cats OC A bit shy and nervous but very sweet :>
🎯 - Kasane Teto She/her, zhe/her, zey/zem, fi/fizz, elle, and a lot more Xenogender (too many to list) Fictive and possibly songtive of Teto from Mesmerizer specifically Enjoys typing quirks, uses s & th -> z quirk in English Sugar addict French apparently?? Almost always refuses to speak English and will only talk in French. Unfortunately we don't know very much French so zhe forces us to use the inaccurate hell that is google translate 😔
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hollowed-theory-hall · 2 months
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How do you think possession magic work? We only ever see Voldemort do it. Is it because it's super dark magic and/or it's really difficult and only he's able to do it? Or does it have to do with the fact that he's not in his own body? Even after he regains his body he possesses Nagini and Harry, tho both of them are Horcruxes. Even after regaining his body could he have done that to anyone or just a horcrux or is it because he's in an artificial body that he can still do it? Maybe it's just a more extreme version of legillimency?
Okay, so, first of all, I don't think all types of possessions are equal. Like, the 3 forms of possession we see are magically different from each other. So, let's talk about them.
1. Wraith Voldemort
That's when Voldemort attached himself to various animals in the Albanian forest and later on to Quirell. This was the kind of possession he was able to do because he lacked a body or a spirit, but he still had a soul. He could attach his own soul to the body, using that body's own spirit (life essence).
This would explain why this sort of possession slowly (or quickly) killed the host. Hosts that had incompatible spirits that couldn't anchor Voldemort's soul as they were too weak died quicker than more suitable ones (snakes and wizards).
This kind of possession would probably be possible for any wizard stuck as a soul-wraith like Voldemort (ghosts are different and won't be capable of this). He probably didn't even need to put much effort, since an unattached soul should want to bond with a compatible spirit and body. But as you need Horcuxes to achieve this wraith state, most wizards don't do that.
I think Legilimancy would only really be necessary if he wanted to go into Quirrell's mind or control him. Attaching his soul, as in, the actual possession is separate I think.
2. Horcrux Possession (diary Tom)
This type of possession is the most different from the two others nd one I don't think is a possession.
See the Horcrux is a complete being, sorta (more about how to make a Horcrux here). It has a soul (the soul piece), a spirit (the life taken to create the Horcrux), and a body (the object that holds the soul, i.e. the diary). So, unlike the wraith which is a soul that could easily attach itself to another life and body as it seeks that wholeness, diary Tom needed to do some magic to be able to possess Ginny.
Well, he said himself that the more Ginny opened up to him, the more magic she gave him, as I talked about here. This means that Tom could possess Ginny only after he fed on enough of her magic to wield it against her.
So, in this case, I think there is some dark spell involved, and I think it's actually a spell we know very well, and it's not really possession as I mentioned above.
Ginny's possession functions very differently than what we see with Quirrell in book 1 or with Harry in book 5. Quirrell was aware and conscious while Voldemort was at the back of his head. The two could communicate and only Quirrell controlled the body. When Harry was possessed in OotP, he was similarly aware that he was possessed, aware of the foreign presence, and of what Voldemort was doing, what he was saying through Harry's mouth. Ginny though, Ginny tells a different story of her possession:
“Well, can you remember everything you’ve been doing?” Ginny asked. “Are there big blank periods where you don’t know what you’ve been up to?” Harry racked his brains. “No,” he said. “Then You-Know-Who hasn’t ever possessed you,” said Ginny simply. “When he did it to me, I couldn’t remember what I’d been doing for hours at a time. I’d find myself somewhere and not know how I got there.”
(OotP, 500)
Ginny didn't recall being possessed at all. She couldn't recall doing anything the diary made her do.
And when Tom describes how he controlled Ginny:
“So I made Ginny write her own farewell on the wall and come down here to wait. She struggled and cried and became very boring
(CoS, 289)
It doesn't really sound like possession at all. It's a complete control over her. It sounds completely different from what he did with both Quirrell and Harry and the words he used: "I made Ginny write" to me it sounds more like the Imperius Curse, or something similar if I'm being honest. It makes more sense too.
The diary Horcrux is a full being, he has no way to attach his soul to Ginny, I doubt he has access to the magic or the means to pull that off without disconnecting himself from the Horcrux and potentially killing himself (or every complex ritual). I don't think he'd risk it. I think it's more likely this was the Imperius Curse or something similar and not possession like the books repeatedly tell us. It'll explain Ginny's reactions and it also means Tom likely obliviated her afterward as well, since the blank spots in her memory wouldn't be caused by either possession or the Imperius.
3. Horcrux Possession type 2 (Nagini and Harry)
Now, I'm not actually certain Voldemort was possessing Nagini in the dream Harry saw through the snake. I mean, Harry and Nagini share a soul as much as Voldemort and Harry do, don't they? I kinda always assumed the "Voldemort was possessing Nagini at the time" was a lie Dumbledore told Harry and the Order so they won't figure out Harry is a Horcrux.
Regardless, Harry most definitely was possessed by Voldemort, and honestly, it doesn't require much magic from Voldemort, probably. Here too, (like in type 1) the possession is based on the soul.
I mentioned how with Quirrell since Voldemort didn't have a body his soul attached to Quirrell's life and body, and that the reason I don't think Ginny was possessed at all was because there was no soul attachment to speak of. Well, with Harry Voldemort didn't need to create a new bond, as his soul was already attached to Harry's life and body, so his soul was already there and he didn't need to do anything special to create the connection.
(I do think you can manufacture such a soul connection with certain dark magic, but I think most wizards would prefer the easier and less risky to the caster Imperius Curse over attaching their own mind and soul to the target)
The Legilimancy, I believe, was necessary for him to go to Harry's mind and take control of him there.
The reason I do agree on some mind magic being involved in the possession process, at least in the gaining control part has to do with Alchemy (like every other time I talk about magical theory). The soul, the sulfur, is made up of two elements — air and fire. On the psychological aspect of these elements, fire tends to represent the superconscious mind and air the selfconscious mind. Basically, the soul is what makes up your conscious mind. Hence, why Legilemancy and soul magic like possession are so intertwined. It's why Occlumancy can actually block Voldemort from Harry's mind. Because the soul and the conscious mind are one and the same.
Conclusions
So, there isn't really a "possession spell". What possession is a soul attaching itself to someone else's body and life.
Legilimancy is needed to exert control through said soul bond since the soul is made up of the conscious mind.
Ginny might not have been possessed at all but just Imperiused. There isn't really a difference in her experience. It's just odd to me that Tom's soul never really attached to her, and it seems very different from the other possessions we see in the books.
Most dark wizards would just use the Imperius Curse which is: easier, less dangerous, and more predictable. Harry, who is immune to the curse completely is one of the only targets you'd actually need to find an alternative for the Imperius for.
At least, these are my thoughts about it, hope this answers your questions, anon.
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died at 37 due to decapitation (duh), he looks older than he is due to stress in life and postmortem decomposition
mortal name was horace hatford, but he exclusively goes by hatty/hatbox (or simply h. hatford) now
ezra's younger brother, their parents had a habit of jokingly picking on hatty a lot which did not help his self esteem issues
autism creature. sensitive to loud noises especially
hes just. he has a lot of mental issues. depression and social anxiety king
selectively mute, mostly just laughs. even if youre a good friend of his he doesn't talk very much
real voice isn't as deep as it sounds in the ride, he imitates ghost host's manner of speaking for performances
loves sewing, started out making clothes (worked as a tailor in life) but also does plush toys and embroidery
more under the cut. theres a lot
favorite movie genre is sci-fi horror, but his least favorites are slasher and supernatural horror films; slashers tend to trigger trauma surrounding his and his loved ones' deaths, and supernatural horror hits different when you're a ghost (mainly the annoying amount of misconceptions and inaccuracies)
his least favorite horror movies are hereditary and pet sematary for similar reasons; he can't stand it when kids die in movies (and the decapitation scene in hereditary is especially triggering to him)
bi and demisexual but mostly just calls himself queer. he's happy being with emily so sexuality labels don't really matter to him
genderfluid, doesnt rly care about what pronouns other people use for him but mostly prefers he/him, she/her, or it/its.
has a glowing heart like emily's, which is usually hidden under his clothes
used to be a notorious prankster around the mansion, which is actually part of why he got kicked out; aside from his signature trick not being up to par at first, he liked to mess with cast members who were trying to set things up by spooking them, stealing tools, etc until they got fed up and had him booted
(based on his animatronic's b mode) had some stage fright when he came back to the mansion back in 2015; he panicked and froze up all day and felt really bad afterwards bc he didn’t want to mess up and get booted again. the ghost host was pretty understanding of this but hatty's still nervous that if he screws up badly enough he could get kicked out again
can growl like an animal for some reason. nobody knows how or why he learned to do it but he mainly just uses it to fuck with people (constance, mostly). can also "purr", it's more like a rattling wheeze. a bit unnerving but emily thinks it's cute though
spent his years away from the mansion exploring haunted places all over the world, and knows a lot about the history of said places (special interest)
can teleport his head anywhere within a 5 foot radius of himself; it can be physically carried up to 15 feet away from him, but it's tethered to his body by a sort of invisible "thread" and cannot go further than that
mild telekinesis abilities, learned from leota
has back and wrist issues carried over from when he was alive, hence the cane and shaky hands. floats most of the time bc he can't walk very fast
he gets frequent hand pains, if he does manual work like writing or sewing for long periods of time he has to take a break for a while since his hands will start hurting too badly to do anything
collects every piece of disney merch with him on it
pale asf as a mortal but does have some hispanic/latin ancestry from one of his grandparents
also bonus emily hcs
died at 23 from being stabbed in the heart
was originally engaged to dorian gracey, who was constance's nephew
loves painting, sometimes touches up the haunted portraits in the mansion at their owners' requests
adhd haver, will often fixate on a project to the point where she won't leave the same spot for days
can transform from shadowy to corpse-like to her usual mortal-esque form; her shadowy version is covered in a sort of liquid darkness that can shift in coverage, which is typically concentrated on her face and hands
was kicked out of the mansion's tour route by constance and now just stays behind the scenes. she's pretty bitter about this and regularly argues with connie about nearly anything
her heartbeat increases in volume and speed when excited, scared, or when experiencing other strong emotions
favorite movie genre is psychological horror, is also a fan of found footage horror
bi and demisexual as well
and for both of them :]
hatty likes to rest his head against emily's chest to listen to her heartbeat, they often fall asleep like this
emily is much taller than hatbox, being 6' while hatty is only 5'4"; she can lift him up pretty easily
hatbox sometimes borrows emily's shirts to sleep in
they have movie nights together at least once a week, they mostly watch classic horror and disney animated films. sometimes they get distracted and just start making out and stuff
hatbox doesn't really like being touched by anyone, especially strangers, but is very physically affectionate towards his wife
often each of them think about what their lives would've been like had they lived longer (eg them having a happy ending, getting married and spending the rest of their mortal lives together, maybe starting a family, etc), makes em both really sad though but they're happy being together in death
hatty is always more relaxed around emily, though usually he can seem a bit grouchy and antisocial to most other people
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