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kirby-the-gorb · 3 months

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#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I used to sing Literally All The Time.#if you were the right age in the right town I guarantee you heard me at least once.#and as I got sicker and spent more and more time stuck in apartments I sang less and less.#but I'm only getting sicker #and so much of myself feels completely out of reach.#the singing at least feels like I haven't lost sight of it even if it's hard to reach.#but also it is 1 am in an apartment and my wife and partner are both sleeping and have jobs in the morning.#and it's not like I can take a quick jog down to the freeway to get it out of my system.

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msnihilist · 1 month

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I think that one thing we as a society don't acknowledge enough is Timmy's crippling abandonment issues.

He grew up being love bombed with his parents monitoring him literally 24/7. This is suffocating, yes, but also safe. Their constant presence was comforting and reassured Timmy that he was loved.

Then for a year after, he barely had his parents around and was instead left in Vicky's hands. He still has issues with being alone — Cosmo and Wanda are pretty much always at Timmy's side.

It's no wonder that he'd do something like wish for time to stop passing so that he can keep his fairies forever. The two biggest sources of love in Timmy's life — his parents and his fairies — have been shown time and time again to be conditional.

He's only ten and he's already internalized that love doesn't last forever.

#fairly oddparents #timmy turner #anyway am i thinking about the jimmytimmy implications of this? maaayybee.....#timmy's whole life has shown him that not only is love temporary but he's not good enough to deserve it anyway #he's only got his parents (legally stuck with him) and his fairies (it is their job to love him)#his friends can be fickle and all of his romantic prospects blow up in his face #i think if timmy got into a relationship he would just be waiting the entire time for the other shoe to drop #and that's so fucking tragic

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rebouks · 8 months

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But, where's Lou's order..?

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #ts4 gameplay #fib #fib extras #oscar #ᓚᘏᗢ #oscar finished a big job so him n cookie are celebrating with a takeout and scary movie night #😌#should'a ordered an extra poke bowl for him #next time lou..#it looks like oscar ate so fast/wildly with his fork that he got it stuck in his lip piercing.. which i can totally see happening tbf #lol

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chipper-smol · 8 months

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8 for the ask game?

8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in

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#all of them #honestly if youve followed me for like a year you've probably seen a trend of me starting projects and then immediately losing interest #I try so hard tho #one day i'll find a mental process that's rewarding #adhd sucks when it comes to doling out the dopamine for finished projects #I do feel bad about the Skeleton War blog I abandoned #cause I KNEW I wasn't gonna be able to keep it up but I still fuckin started it anyway because I knew people would like it #and it WAS fun!#but also at the time i had a full time job with a 40 minute commute #by the time I got home it felt like another job orz #ANYWAY #if ya'll have stuck around regardless of me dropping my projects over and over #thank you from the bottom of my heart #I hope one day I can provide something finished #askgame #asks #G muses

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silversweets · 2 months

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神っぽいな　それ　卑怯　神っぽいな　それ　My God!

i saw someone's fanart of nahobino as the girl from pinocchio-p's god-ish and considered doing my own version, but then i got the idea to do it as flynn instead

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#smtiv #shin megami tensei #shin megami tensei iv #smtiv flynn #megaten #smt flynn #smt fanart #I LOVE FLYNN SM HES MY FAV PROTAG I CANT BELIEVE IVE NEVER DRAWN HIM BEFORE #actually i can cus i never draw men 💀too hard #this idea was beamed directly into my brain in the middle of the grocery store btw #i considered doing walter instead of isabeau for the little aimaina in the collar/flynn's scarf #but i ended up going with isabeau just cus i like her #i also got to play around with a new pen i found and i think i really like it #i always had a hard time finding a pen that i liked #so i just stuck to the one that ive used for years #cus it did the job well enough but ive been wanting to find a new one

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savetheghost · 27 days

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wanna be put in a room with craft stuff for 10 years

#i cant focus on anything rn but the stuff i wanna make and its turning my brain into mush #the weird brainfucked fear that if i dont get these things started Soon ill forget it #my memory is so fucking borked man and my brain runs too fucking fast to hold on to anything #i make so much that i went and made my own hell lol #the two jobs thing i think is probably the crux rn cause ive got even less time than i used to and my time blindness gives me troubles #ill get adjusted to it #sometimes with all my fucked up processing issues makes me feel like im kind of stuck in a weird bubble #like i have no idea whats happening or whos around me or what people are saying and i just have to stumble through it yknow #shouldve been born as a tiktokers pet snail #not tryna be complainy or in a bad mood or nuffin im fine i literally just want to be making stuff rn #even though works like a big Thing its also been understimulating the past week because theres nothing to do i just gotta Be Here #i need to be put under pressure i need squeezed i need smushed and i aint getting that #if i ever make something for u plz hound me about it #so i can explain in excruciating detail what step im on and how im doing it and what still needs done and how ill do THAT #i should make tutorials #i feel like im way too stream of consciousness to make anything actually helpful #idk i want a toast chee

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melit0n · 2 months

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#tw vent #I am so. so tired #this week hit me like a freight train #I have final coursework to hand in in less than a week and I'm stressing because I was most definitely not given enough time to do it #and everything inside me is telling me I'm going to fail and I'm pretty sure my teachers think so as well #all my friends are high achievers who always get high grades and put their soul into their work and then there's me. Constantly failing #I try so hard but no matter what I do I never make any progress and I'm afraid I'm going to be stuck here #and that eventually my friends will move on academically and maybe socially and I'll be left behind and feel like a scared kid again #I can't go outside for a walk to try and calm myself down because I fucked up my ankle #and I got laid off one of my jobs which means I'm also stressing about being able to actually eat and on top of that I'm stressing about ->#getting another job because otherwise I can't eat or pay gas or shit #so I'm sat here in my room surrounded by work and I can't go outside and I can't leave my room because my roommate has friends around and #I just want to explode #I'm getting to the point where I'm just being unproductive because all I do is sit in bed and rot #and if I'm not doing that I'm working or I'm at school #and of course I can't even sleep. I can't even rest for a moment #this is shit man #so utterly shit #mel's thoughts

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 months

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#it's an old frustration. an old pattern of thought.#i just feel that i have a brain that doesn't hold information. that lacks the discipline to gain knowledge. that is incapable of deeper #thought. and i cant teel you how maddening that is. to sit in a room and listen to other people discuss a paper you read in depth 5 times #like it's the 1st time you ever heard anything about it. how is that possible? how do i work with that? i read and nothing sticks.#nothing stays with me. how??? i was talking to a prof recently who ive heard is hard on her students with disability accommodation. and she #was saying how she doesnt see these things as a disability. how we're just different not disabled. ive heard the phrase differently abled #a lot of times. and i get what she's saying. i do. ad i get why she's hard on them. she wants to push them. but there comes a point where #you are quote unquote differently abled and you run into a wall that other people dont have. then what are you supposed to do? work harder?#but what if that doesn't help? what if that just compounds the hurt that's always been there? what if that leaches away all the wonder? what #then? at what point does a thing become too much of a barrier? i think there's a reason i dont run into many other dyslexic grad student.#everyone has adhd. it's a place where those with adhd prosper. but dyslexia not so much. at least not with the level of hanicap i have #and everyone's really nice. they want to help. but there's nothing anyone can do for me at this stage. it's up to me to compensate for my #leaky head. and i kno im not stupid. ive got a piece of paper stating my iq is above average after correcting for uneven intelligence. but #i dont feel very smart most of the time. i feel more like my uncorrected iq score that comes out at just below average even with me trying #my very best. iq is bullshit but there's something to be said for that gap. im smart if unconstrained by language and time. but were bound #by language and we're bound by time so what am i supposed to do? is there anything i can do? im stuck with this forever. theres no getting #better or making it easier. my brain is wired in a way that gives me the reading skills of a child. forever. and i just have to accept that #and im trying to swallow around that idea easier because the only other option is to choke on it. but maybe i chose the wrong career path.#one of my lab mates said she wants challenges all the time and ive chosen a path that's challenges all the time but im jsut trying to do #what everyone else can without a second thought. it's deeply demoralizing. yet here i am. trying to be easier abt it.#maybe im just nit cut out for this. doing a job im not built for.#unrelated

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royalphantompain · 6 months

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NOOO!!!!!

What's that puppet boy?

DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO!

What's that puppet boy?

I'M NOT A FREAK LIKE YOU!

What's that puppet boy?

I'LL MOVE WHEN I WANT TO!

I can't you puppet boy! NOW DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!!!

#ghost's pain #songs that get stuck in my head #GET UP PUPPET BOY #YOU'VE GOT A JOB TO DO #EVEN SO YOU'RE FREE TO GO WHERE YOUR MASTER TELLS YOU TO #LISTEN PUPPET BOY #BEFORE YOU DISOBEY #CONSIDER THAT THE STRINGS ATTACHED COULD MAKE A BIG CHANGE IN YOUR WAY #STAND UP PUPPET BOY #[STAND UP PUPPET BOY]#TIME TO START THE SHOW!!!#[TIME TO START THE SHOW]#YOU BETTER DO SOME BRAND NEW MOVES THEY PAID A LOT TO WATCH YOU GO!!!!#Spamton and Caine sounding sound

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the-yearning-astronaut · 8 months

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#☉#already getting stress induced nose bleeds again lmao #bro's not even back in the house yet but him and dad were going at it tonight #yelling at each other in the kitchen and i could hear them from my room in the basement #im so tired of it all #especially since my mom and i get to listen to them bitch about each other afterwards #before he moves back in im setting a firm boundary: unless i ask about something specifically *i don't want to hear about it*#ive hit minute 22 with this nose bleed now #i thought it was gonna be a short one (10-15 mins) but nooooo #i can feel it getting worse #based off my experience last summer im pretty sure that if i could just....#get out of this fuckin house #80% of my health problems will improve on their own #since all of them are triggered/aggravated by stress #too bad im fuckin stuck here for the foreseeable future #tbd #edit: 25 mins in and i think it's stopped for the time being...#i can hear my dad bitching about my brother to my mom rn while she's trying to get ready for bed #because she just got home with working her second job #and has to be up in 7hrs for her first one 😭#i want to yell at him to shut up or yell at my mom to tell him to shut up #neither of us will do such things tho #and so it goes

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mortellanarts · 8 months

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There's at least two prompts on zecret santa this year that are kurashiki sibling post-ztd reunion and I have been trying to write that for chapter two for a couple months now but ZTD logistics are so qwq

#since I can't settle on a framing device I'm kinda stuck on making progress there #I also like had a brief burst of inspiration for writing Phi and especially Sigma which has since then dried off and that's like #important part of the fic #concept wise #not to mention being generally busy can you guys believe I got a job with clean-up animation????? :D #and I'm also still in uni and coordinating two irl weekly events #I want to write so badly but November's gonna have to end before I have got the time for it again ;w;#I am writing fluff before properly moving onto chapter two but I keep going back and forth with the idea of seeing snapshots of the other #timelines? instead of only the payoff aftermath but idk it fun but it might not integrate as well into the idea as I thought at first #not art #talking tag #ztd #zero escape #zero escape spoilers #999 spoilers

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linharrdt · 4 days

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cant wait to go to my job where most of my bosses hate me eheheheheheheheh

#they got mad at me the other day and my manager accused me of not caring (i care too much often)#she was mad bc the cart i brought wasnt stocked and i wanted to put it a bit away from the loud speakers bc it makes me nervous and that #made her mad like damn sorry i have anxiety and i dont wanna be next to a stage w loud music #and then she snapped at me in front of the entertainment crew and my supervisors and then i went and hid in the back and cried #and later one of my supervisors walked in on me crying and then told my manager #and she didnt apologize instead she scolded me some more and was blaming me for losing profits #even tho we never really sell anything at that time and she was telling me to go out there and be energetic and sell stuff #like ummmmm u snapped at me and now you want me to stop crying and sell shit #im not on the entertainment team for a reason like im not that kind of person #like im a good employee but not the entertaining crowds kind of employee #so yeah i cried in the back even longer after that #and i called out of work yesterday bc ive been having realllllyyyy bad anxiety #i have therapy tomorrow thankfully but i have a 8 hr shift today #but yea tbh i just wanna hide away!!!!!!!!#i switched into the store im at rn bc i wanted to be left alone but theyre all over me always #i just hope i can get the scholarship my job is offering its being judged by outside ppl so theres a chance #oh yeah also my manager was mad that i was late w the cart even tho i was late bc they had to get someone out #in a gurney and then i got stuck in a transaction but yeah fuck me i guess ^_^

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sysig · 9 months

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Lose myself to you (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #ZEX #The Captain #Vent?? Maybe??#I've been having something of a rough time of it lately so I actually broke and made myself some SCII hurt/comfort for a change of pace #I almost never make hurt/comfort - more of a whump creator haha ♪ - but yeah I needed it #It ended up just being a short little 1.6k jaunt but I did do it all in one sitting and got some needed emotions out so thank you these two #I think it's also my first vent fic :0 So that's interesting!#As well as the first one that I inserted images into! I've been wanting to for a while but I never have! I know how to now! :D #Constantly thinking about how oddly on equal footing these two are despite being so different #It makes the way they differ so interesting!#They're both important figures in their respective military forces and yet the Captain is so young!#Not only a lack of experience leading to the blows hitting him harder proportionally but also just - that's just how teenage human brains do #(If the Captain is still a teen - it's gotten very stuck to me that he hasn't quite turned 20 yet haha)#But again again even still he's a very young and new adult - there's a lot of chemistry going on in his brain that makes the job hard #And so having ZEX as a partner and a mentor - it creates a weird dynamic! It's interesting to me #ZEX /is/ definitely weird towards the Captain haha but past a certain point he really does only have so much power over him #And I just like it better when he guides him over trying to control him <3 Usually anyway lol - in this instance for sure #Their weird dynamic being a source of comfort and escape ♥ Of ZEX being gentle with him while still working to his own ends haha #ZEX is such an interesting character; he's hard to classify and I like that about him very much

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solace-seekers · 3 months

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okay picture this. it’s 3pm on a saturday. just got off work which i’ve been at since like 9 am. i go to leave the building and im stopped by three ppl trying to ask me a question. i say sure, what’s the worst they can ask? bad idea. very bad idea.

ithey asked me at what moment i thought human life began. and i noticed as they were asking that they had shirts with small church logos on them. and i did not want to go back and forth arguing and not changing each others mind. so yknow what i did?

then i panicked cause i didn’t wanna answer so i just said “bye!” really aggressively and ran away 😭😭😭

#my social skills astound me sometimes #like miss girl. you will not convert me i promise i’ve heard all your arguments before #i will not convert them. it’s 3 to 1. actual grown adults vs barely adult me. not a situation i wanna be in #and i am notoriously not elequent during improvised speeches #i just did not wanna get myself stuck in a time loop so. fleeing it was #i am truly amazed at the amount of time ppl have to just come shout church stuff at college students. don’t yall got jobs or other hobbies??

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its-cartooncrazy · 16 days

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God I'm fucking. Tired of this.

#i want to do something i want to buy things why wont anyone let me have a fucking job please #i cant tell if its been 1 or 2 years since i finished uni #i cant tell if its been weeks or months since the last time i got interviewed #its so repetitive and i feel so stuck and the only thing thats changing is my resources going down #i keep running out of art supplies and money and when i run out i wont have any reason to live either #and the longer it takes the less i feel like im capable of. i dont even knkw how to do anhthkng anymkre #im supposed to keep applying for jobs but thats so hard i dont know places in my area i can get to i dont know i dont know i dont know

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eggmeralda · 20 days

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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option

#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause #to like charities and gfms and anyone else #but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job #and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything #and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week #but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week #the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything #you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something #but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets #like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going #but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it #and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy #and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own #but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough #my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space #bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected #and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll #get everything going again #but at the same time i could easily just die #I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs #what else is there to do with my life honestly #(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed #but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience #idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't #but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it #ramble #suicide tw #weight loss mention

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