#soda vents

[canneddolts]

BEHOLD

[restinsodaroni]

I want to be more involved in the DCA community.

There's so many fun things going on and I always miss out. Partly because of my time constraints, and mostly my irrational insecurities that I may come off as annoying or weird or boring lol.

Idk it's hard to explain but I want to interact more with everyone in the DCA fandom. I think it's mostly because I got so used to keeping to myself that I don't really know where to start.

I'm sorry I seem so standoffish or too withdrawn. It's something I'm trying to work on lol. Anyway, I'll try harder to be more involved in the fandom 🌟

[stars-and-soda]

Starting to believe there's no hope for some of you. My mother's, and many like her, worse fear in raising me is that I would be assualted and killed for being an Indigenous women like others she knows. The violence against Indigenous women impacts her, and mine, daily life. Indigenous human trafficking survivors get turned away from social services because they're whores anyway.

Poc having "reactionary" responses to race kink isn't some "puritan", anti-queer shit and it is incredibly telling that some queers act like we have to respect and accept it to be supportive of the queer community, even if we're in the queer community. It's also so fucking clear they don't stop and consider us and our well being and feelings.

"You need to actually talk to people in that kink"- what will talking to someone who gets off to the abuse and dehumanization of my people accomplish? They're not willing to listen to me or other poc about how it affects us. And everytime you do listen, they talk like there's some magic spell that stops it from being racist and somehow is completely incapable of impacting their subconscious and how poc are treated.

Any criticism white kinksters who defend raceplay have against poc who don't like it has to be weighed against the fact that we're trying not to get killed by people who say the same shit.

[beetlestarshine]

Something personal for myself

[triskelion-soda]

i love your

I love your sometimes off-key singing voice. I love your messy, unbrushed hair. I love your mis-spellings and forgotten words. I love your unorganised spaces. I love your voice cracks and stammers. I love your acne and marks and blemishes. I love your eyebags and wrinkles. I love your hangnails and chewed fingertips. I love your forgetfulness. I love all of you. The bad parts. The imperfect parts. The weird parts. The human parts.

I love you. I love you. I love you.

[lettucesilver]

whoops my finger slipped

ion even know how I did this

[fandomsoda]

I feel like I should say a little more on this, just a bit to say that… I am also wishing Jakei nothing but the best and I hope that however this situation ends is the best possible way for everyone involved. I hope that she is happy and healthy but also that this community continues to prosper. Though the end of Underverse may lessen my enjoyment of the fandom, it’s not gonna kill me for a while. Hell, we’re not even there yet so let’s not jump the gun. It’s not over yet. Keep your heads held high, we’ve got this.

[zafiro-anyejo]

Another thing is it's like ... actually $20 to see a movie where I live. And there's a $2.50 payment fee if you buy the ticket online.

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

[your-everyday-theatre-kid]

STORY :3

SO...I went to a Japanese store for the first time!! One recently opened near me and it was a fucking amazing experience!! I didn't bring much money so I didn't get a lot of things but it was really cool because the prices were in Yen (but you could still pay in US dollars and they had conversion charts)!

Here's what I got!

My sister got a Milk Tea!! I tried it and it was disgusting...then again I've never had a milk tea I've actually liked lol I'll keep trying new kinds!

HERE'S WHAT I GOT :DDD

It's a strawberry and cream soda!! REALLY GOOD OMG YAY IN LOVE!! Lolz. Also it was made in Korea!! HEHEHE I'M SO KAWAII

Then today was my aunt's birthday so I got her a cute little penguin plushie! AH I almost stole it for myself-

HEHE I LOVE THIS STORE!! Hopefully I can convince my parents to go again ;3

[saranootnoot]

I might be moving on from the sun and moon show fan base and the YouTube videos, since my girlfriend was a big part of why I watched it, I'll probably post SOME art of my OC that's a part of the sams but not that much anymore, because I don't want any reminders of her, still healing.

[restinsodaroni]

One of the ( many ) difficult parts about writing fanfics, is doing my best not to spoil future chapters of said fics lol. Like I can't tell you how many times I was gonna draw something or just post something related to Forever Friends, but had to stop myself because I realized I haven't revealed that secret yet. Though I could always draw stuff from older chapters tbh.

Idk, I feel like I should be posting more about my fics like I see a lot of others do, but tbh they aren't 100% fluffy or silly all the time like my comics are. (Make sure to read the tags before reading any of my fics! Just to know what you're getting into lol)

So I worry that those posts might be too angsty? Like it'll feel like a complete stark difference compared to my usual comics, and it might be too jarring? I guess that's why I'm a bit hesitant to post stuff related to my fics, because I worry it may bum some people out haha.

Idk, just some thoughts of mine I've had for a while. I've put a lot of time and energy into these fics/Aus so I do really want to post about them more. I hope you don't mind more angst filled comics in the future lol. (⁠^⁠～⁠^⁠;⁠)⁠ゞ

[stars-and-soda]

And like, my dad has always had anger issues. He's a cishet able bodied white man though, so he can afford to because he doesn't talk to men that are big enough that way. And he still acts like everyone is mean to him and no one suffers more than him. Actually people aren't that mean to you, you see negatively everywhere because you are mean and treat everyone like that.

Like this week I said he tells people things he would not want to hear back and he fully admited to it. Then he said he's "in a position to yell at people". Imagine seeing your family or other people in general that way.

Once he was saying he would be meaner to someone smaller or a woman more than a man because the man can hit him and just didn't get it when I said it was cowardly and kinda using physical intimidation against others who he knows can't physically fight back. He just say it as smart and the obvious thing because he wasn't gonna get physical, as though that isn't still a fucked up dynamic to make others go through.

I don't know y'all, I think the angry man in my house is gonna have lasting impacts on me.

[beetlestarshine]

I’m at the delusional point I actually believe BJ is gonna “take care” of my dog when she passes which is gonna be soon

Her getting to this point is what re-sparked this hyperfix in the first place, it’s heavily death related and is helping me cope and it’s the only thing making me happy man

[phoenixyfriend]

Why does everything always smell like mildew. I have washed this shirt three times and the smell is Still There.

I do remember a certain cleaning product, a fresh-out-the-package spray, smelling like mildew back when I was in Japan and doing end-of-semester stuff on my bathroom, and I never figured out what was up with that, even though that cleaning spray almost made me vomit with the strength of the smell. My ex-girlfriend's face and makeup brush container smelled like mildew to me, and nobody else could detect it.

At this point I can only assume that I register some other smell as being mildew when it isn't?

[muppetjokernonbinaryfan]

Hello hello tAV here sorry promise i didn’t forget about all the uh, stuff, i acquired the olipop and stuff i just found it kinda… intimidating? In full honesty and i guess story time with tav purposes, this is gonna be the second foreign object since after I got top surgery to enter my, well, vagina (gender neutral) ever since the guy from 4chan, and don’t get me wrong i don’t regret that interaction whatsoever, it felt freeing post surgery to have sex feeling more like my true self than i ever had before, (plus as a bonus i got a lifelong friend and someone to help decorate my wheelchair), but this just feels… i don’t know, harder.

Sorry this probably wasn’t the update anticipated, but i thought one was warranted anyways,

I’ll see if i can work this out and deliver on the olipop (a new kind of soda, that supports digestive health) stuff