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#sorry dont worry im not gonna do anything i'll be okay
layraket · 2 months
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THERE WAS AN UPDATE YOU KNOW THE DRILL SLEEPING BE DAMMED
theres so much going on jokes that i will deffinetly take advantage of theories of the meaning of things the goddamn art everything
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first of all apparently Malo Mart turned to a mega corporation???? well sorry twi no 60% of discount for you that sucks
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thats rough buddy
i cant take it seriously poor Four, look at that face
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thats the face of someone who will be grounded for some time after all this madness and is totally not happy about this
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Sky was waiting letters from Sun, maybe she couldn't write something for him? either way poor guy look at his sad face :( the heart makes it better
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baby? baby??? smol???? smol hylian???? tiny cute litol hylian????child????
ahhh Time dont just say yes and left it like that! i need to know!!!
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Twilight my man at this point you will be grounded dont test the old man's patience
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Time knows the dangers of excesive courage, yes it can keep you going and maybe make you win the battle, but can also kill you if youre not careful. This is what almost happened with Twilight, this almost might have happened to Time too
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He's scared that for this reckless courage he might loose his descendant, the one who brought hope to him and his wife to form a family and live happy
(also he saying this makes me think more about the posibility of Malon being pregnant, too much mistery please old man just tell me i will not say anithing ur secret is safe plweas)
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HERO'S SHADE HERO'S SHADE
not much to say here, it might be a wrong translation that im doing but hey! it reminds me that Twi already knows that Time is the Hero's shade but like. with flesh and eyes. alive.
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OKAY HERE I HAVE THINGS TO SAY
When Wild asks Twilight's face changes inmediately, he doesn't want to look down, he still feels the need to be strong in front of the younger heroes, worrying them is the last of his desires
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Four is not stupid, he notices the actual mood of Twi and ask again, but with different words. It looks like it really made Twi reconsider things
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doesn't exactly talks what was having him a little down moments ago, but at least it seems to calm them, again, they shouldn't be worried after what happened
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Twi for hylia who were you thinking he was talking about????
no really i have that question who was he thinking that was asking for him?????
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"who kicked the fuck out of that bad lizard??? who did that???? yes you did!! you did it amazing!!! im so proud my beautiful exterminator of dumb lizards!!!"
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HE JUST
FUCKING ROLLS
YEAHHH WIND FLIP
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Hyrule 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💛💛💛💛💛✨✨✨✨✨✨✨
hes so badass jumping off heck yeah stairs are dumb
also Wind thats a cool move you too legend jumping and rolling are so cool love you guys
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Wars dont ruin the fun nono guys keep doing it i'll even give you chips if you do that
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oh they really think that Wars is broke and has no money alright
im glad that this bit kept going i love the boys teasing each other (Lege and Wars specially)
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hey listen
listen
i dont want to ruin it
but
it would be funny
just
just listen
would be very funny that
it just
breaks
hey it would be funny cmon
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andddd theyre off!
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Hyrule learns from watching, from the actions and movements that he sees in the enemy, and uses it to make a plan to attack, learn patterns and be ready for anything
yep hes gonna play an important role in the next arc i have a feeling
now buildings art aprecciation cuz holy shit theyre so pretty
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gorgeous
fantastic work i feel blessed
(all art credits obv goes to @linkeduniverse ! )
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xuanzangg · 9 months
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you know that suguru's gonna lose himself soon if you dont do anything.
so you followed him quietly throughout the jujutsu tech's ground. spying on him to see how he's doing.
usually, he would sit down and stare somewhere and sigh deeply. you were getting worried.
suguru isnt eating, his body is getting thin and his skin is getting pale. the bags under his eyes are getting deeper and deeper.
and it's another day quietly following suguru, but today wasn't good. you found him crying, his sniffling was loud enough for you to hear. you couldnt bear it but you have to keep quiet so he wont find you.
but it was no use. suguru kept crying so you decided to walk up to him quietly, placing a gentle palm on his back and caressed him.
"suguru?"
he was startled for a little, not expecting to see you at all, "did i startle you? im sorry." you sat beside him, your palm still on his back, caressing him gently.
"y-yeah.. you startled me a little.." you can hear him sniffle and wipe away his tears, looking at you with that sad smile of his.
"suguru, i wont force you to tell me everything.. but know that i'm always here. i will listen to whatever you have and want to say," you wiped away the remaining tears from his cheeks and removed the flying hairdrops from his face and gently tucking them behind his ears.
suguru cant help but cry at your words. the comforting warmth of your hand on his back, caressing him alomg with your words. "i-im sorry i-i just.. im just not doing well these days.." you wiped away his tears with your handkerchief, pulling his head onto your chest and caressing his hair.
"im so proud of you, for being so brave and strong after all these days." his crying became more intense as soon as he heard your words, his hands gripping onto the the fabric of your clothes.
suguru hasnt said anything, he only kept crying and you didnt mind. you know how much he needs it, so you stayed there, gently caressing him and holding him close to you.
"thankyou.. for being here.." his sniffles were louder than his voice but you didnt mind. his tears has soaked the fabric of your chest's clothe part but you didnt mind. you know how much suguru needs it.
"it's going to be okay. i promise you that. nothing bad will happen to you again. i'll protect you and take care of you, keep you safe."
his crying has stopped, his face swollen from the extreme crying he just had but you didnt mind. you wiped away his tears, snots and drool, gently so.
"thankyou.. really. i needed that comfort so badly.." his grip on your clothes has loosen a bit. "im glad you're here.. really."
you only smiled at him, flashing that gentle and caring smile to him. you can see him smile also, his eyes swollen as he hugged you tightly. you didnt mind as you held him close to you, caressing his back.
to end that day, you helped him get to his room and slept together with him. his hands were holding you, not wanting to let go. his head nuzzling on your chest as he sleep peacefully.
you know suguru will be fine, he may struggle for a bit but he knows that you're there for him. he knows that he can always rely on you.
the future was bright, more brighter than the previous suguru. much warmer than the previous suguru and you know he will be fine. you'll make sure of it.
hello everyone.. this is my compensation from my previous suguru fic.. i hope you all enjoy!
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sturnsbaby · 6 months
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GIRL IN BOSTON
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requested:)
tw: none!
based off of nessas song, 'girl in new york'
fluff and angst!
"im gonna miss you alot chris." you say as your eyes water slightly.
"i know ma, im gonna miss you to. I'll call you as soon as i get to my house, okay?" he says and cups your cheeks.
"okay. I love you." you say and he gives you a kiss on the lips.
"i love you to" he says before he leaves the house to get in the van with his brothers and you sit and watch him, already missing him like hell.
tears start to roll down your face, knowing you wont get to see him for who knows how long, you always got worried when he was away back to boston, you never knew what he was doing or if he got home safely, and it made you feel sick not knowing if he's okay or not.
You go to sit on the couch that you and chris were covered up with from the other night when the two of you were watching movies, it still smelt like the cologne he had on since the two of you were out a little before that, and it made you just as sad.
you already double checked to make sure he had everything, even though he knows his hometown by heart and he can get what he needs there, you still cared.
As you lay there, you get a text from chris.
chris: hey mama, im at the airport now, and im okay<3 I love you alot and ill call you as soon as i can.
you: okay, i miss you .
chris: i miss you, i have to go now, love you ma!!
you: love you to
You didn't mean to by as dry as you were, but you were genuinely upset and scared, you didn't know who he was going to talk to, where he was or anything.
THE NEXT DAY.
You wake up and go to messages to see if chris has texted you any.
chris: those are fake mama i promise.
chris: please respond to me baby i love you
chris: they aren't real i promise ma please answer me.
You leave him on seen as you go and check twitter, and you find him and this other girl sitting with eachother, and to you, she was everything you weren't. Chris looked happy as well.
you: what the fuck?
you: and thats the fucking reason i hate being away from you because i never know what shit ur gonna pull.
chris: y/n it's fake. If it was real i would've told you but its my friend from highschool, if you don't believe me her insta is @____________, you can scroll through her post and youll see photos of me her nick and matt in highschool together, id never cheat on you, you know that.
you: ok.
chris: did you look yet?
you: yes im really sorry chris, idk why im acting like this im always so fucking scared your gonna cheat on me .
chris: i know, can we facetime and talk? I miss you so much.
you: always.
(i tried! I hope you enjoy this <3 i dont rlly listen to nessa so im so sorry if this is literally not like her song at all)
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fabaceous · 1 year
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do you think jackieshauna could've gotten together eventually if the plane didn't crash/if jackie hadn't died or were they doomed from the start?
hi anon i know this took a while (sorry) but it's because this is one of my favorite cans of worms to open and i had a lot to say. so thank you for giving me an excuse to talk about it ;)
my answer, depending on the day and my mood, ranges from NO to YES, BUT to NO, BUT.
NO, because i think that even on a pure friendship level they are doomed. their flaws were like, designed in a lab (or a writer's room lol) to tear them apart. jackie is insecure and holds on too tightly to shauna. shauna quietly resents jackie for it and fucks around behind her back. as long as they have these traits, their relationship is a ticking time bomb. they will never make it within ten miles of a romantic relationship because even their friendship is doomed.
NO, because even if their friendship doesn't implode, they are both simply too damn repressed to ever make a move. im not even saying this as a cop-out, like, i truly believe in my heart and soul that they both have latent romantic feelings for each other but they tie themselves in all sorts of pretzels to avoid it and i'll go even further and say they are both REALLY FUCKING GOOD AT IT. like more so than most people. given my own experiences denying my (in hindsight incredibly obvious) feelings for girls (and i SUCK at repressing things) i have no doubt at all that they could go the rest of their lives convincing themselves that some girlfriendships are Just Like That. the human mind is a very powerful thing and the human mind on comphet and repression? nearly unstoppable. and even if they dont have some world-shattering blowout, and their friendship just sort of fizzles out for some nebulous and ambiguous (read: gay yearning related) reason, years later they'll still be looking back at their relationship saying Huh. Wasnt That Weird...Well...Nevertheless...I'm Sure It Was Nothing To Worry About...
like, okay, im gonna spend a little more time with this one because i think their repression is so key to their dynamic. jackie is obviously unable to face any aspect of herself that is even remotely imperfect. gay feelings for shauna would definitely fall into that category given what i assume she has internalized from her parents and her peers and it being the 1990s. shauna, while more willing to accept her dark side, cant bear the thought of wanting jackie like that. its the one bridge she cant cross. she'll literally fuck jeff. fucking JEFF!!! before she lets herself act on desire for jackie (at least not in a straightforward/normal way lol)
i think both of them on some level must feel that they have a desire for each other, or else they wouldn't be so desperate to avoid it. but they are SO desperate to avoid it, and i don't really have anything to back this up other than my gut feeling but i just can't imagine them ever overcoming their respective hurdles of repression, and definitely not under normal high-school circumstances. MAYBE in the wilderness they would've had a chance IF THINGS HAD GONE VERY DIFFERENTLY because they would be free from societal expectations or whatever, and maybe a life or death situation could've given them enough of a shock that they'd finally own up to their feelings. but EVEN THEN, personally, i think it's still questionable. i think this is just so deeply rooted that it would be anywhere from incredibly difficult to impossible for both of them to get past it. (it's no good if only one of them overcomes the repression, btw. then you just have unrequited pining (but secretly actually requited but the other person won't admit that they're requiting it so it's effectively unrequited which would be perhaps even worse and more painful. btw. if you even care))
now on to the other options...
YES, BUT, even if by some miracle they were able to get past their repression and date each other, i guarantee you all their toxic habits would be not only repeated but MAGNIFIED by being in a romantic relationship. like, ok, the good news is, they would finally be free to be openly obsessed with each other lol. but... imagine jackie gets EVEN MORE insecure about shauna leaving her because now she actually feels like she has a legit claim on shauna being "hers". before, her possessiveness (for lack of a more nuanced term) was tempered by the fact that they are just friends, and shauna should theoretically be allowed to have other friends, even if jackie doesn't like it. but shauna should NOT be having other girlfriends. so jackie would likely be reaching new levels of terrified of shauna leaving her. shauna would still be unable to address conflict directly. rinse and repeat this whooooole vicious cycle until it blows up in their faces like laura le--[gunshot]
finally, NO, BUT, and this one may be controversial & a bit more far fetched than the others, but i do think that under the right circumstances they could kiss or even fuck without it compromising their repression. i actually even think they could have a sort of sneaky situationship while still repressing their bigscaryfeelings for each other. HEAR ME OUT. they are both very careful about compartmentalizing their desire for each other and keeping it hidden FROM THEMSELVES. they often fail and it boils over despite their best efforts, but the more important thing is that they think they're succeeding at keeping their desire from breaching containment. and as long as they have that plausible deniability where they are hiding it from themselves, even if they don't manage to hide it from the rest of us (or even each other), i dont think its impossible for them to act on the desire, like, on pure instinct, but without actually intellectually or emotionally acknowledging the larger implications that that brings. and even if the desire breaches containment, they could still find a way to write it off as just desire in general and not desire for each other specifically. especially when they also still have the excuse of being horny teenagers with no impulse control, they could easily brush it off as, oh, we were just drunk, we were just experimenting. or even, oh, it was just shauna, it's not like i actually LIKE-like her, i just made out with her, but its shauna, so it obviously doesnt mean anything.
and i think they could even do this consistently for weeks months MAYBE up to a year or so, while deluding themselves into thinking this is somehow normal or not a big deal. because they have already proven they are masters of doublethink and repression, otherwise we wouldn't have gotten this far lol. but it would 100% also blow up in their faces. the question is, who would crack first? who would want something real? or who would walk away because it got too real? theres sooo much to ponder with this particular scenario and it's all very juicy and compelling (and GOD would i love to see it unfold with my own two eyeballs, can bart and ashley please write and film an AU of their own tv show?!) but i dont think it would ever lead them anywhere good or healthy.
so long story short (lol. conciseness has never been my strong suit as is probably abundantly clear by now) i personally do not think there is any possibility of a satisfying happy-ending scenario for these two. and i personally am perfectly okay with that because so much about them would have to change in order for them to get a happy ending that at that point, they would no longer be the jackie and shauna that i know and love.
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the-faceless-bride · 2 years
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OMGGG WAIT TWDG REQUESTS R OPEN IM, I don't write 4 them but I sure would if i found people who like this masterpiece, I'm sending in a request feel free to not do it if u dont have the in sports, just let me know 👀
okay so may i request maybe fluff headcanons w Luke (my man😫)
btw im so sorry again for almost blocking u but we have lots of fandoms in common and i think we could get along pretty well- i swear im not mean💀
It's really no problem, I'll be careful not to spam like before. I'm sure we'll get along great too! 🦇💖
Luke TWDG Fluff Hc
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You met in Winter, you were scavenging around before it got dark making sure no one was around and if there were any hidden supplies around.
That's when you spotted a man crawling his way out of the frozen lake, seemed like he fell in and was desperately trying to get out. You pondered for a moment, you didn't know this man... He could be dangerous. He could have been part of a dangerous group, but then again you didn't know if you could spare anytime it was getting dark quickly.
But when he spotted you and you stared at each other, you looked at his brown eyes, his wet hair, and finally his blue-tinted lips.
He was gonna freeze to death if you didn't help... And you would feel guilty if he did and you didn't try to help even a little.
Now here you and Luke were, you both wandered around and found a small home that even had some small bags of food that were still good.
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He definitely told you about his old group, about how they were trying to make it to a house but he ended up falling through and thought he was done for.
He honestly thought he was too
He likes to talk about the two young girls he considered to be his 'little sisters' Sarah and Clementine were their names, and he laughs about how sweet yet scary Clem could be sometimes when he was in that group.
Sometimes he has nightmares about what happened in his group with Carver/Bill, about Kenny and his Eye, Sarah and her dad, Beca turning... He fears what happened to Alvin, and how worried he is about the group with the new baby.
He likes to be cuddled on those nights, he curls in on himself and lets you wrap your arms around him.
Luke can be very playful, he likes to play races with you when you both do anything that involves traveling, mostly when you are scavenging.
Luke doesn't like the idea of moving camp, even though the little house you found has some unrepairable damage and food is getting low he hates the idea of traveling after what happened to his group when they had to leave their home
Luke loves when you kiss his forehead as comfort and he always kisses your nose in response back to it.
Ok, I would write more but the HCs are all random I will do a better Hc for him that has a bit more structure, I hope this is fun to read anyway. 😭
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hunterbunter3000 · 1 year
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You are correct it is a goose 🫶 (because I am a hilarious goose) also I have this headcannon that könig & or ghost get panic attacks sometimes. (Use that as a hurt/comfort thing as you will) I also SUCK at lore for CoD so anything I know is blurred together with actual things and then just mostly fanfics and such so don’t smite me pls 💔
But yea I’m a sucker for hurt/comfort ESPECIALLY with sweetheart cuz she’s badass but kinda like group mom yk?
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OKAY GOOD ITS A GOOSE THANK YOU LOL
But ugh hurt/comfort is like- I feel like everyone is a sucker for hurt/comfort 💀 ME INCLUDED (it depends on the h/c but yeah I can snort it all day)
And it's okaayyyyy if you don't know the lore!! I only know about 3/4 of it, but on the top of my head? Jeez it's like BLANK LOL so you're completely fine for not knowing the lore, and I've been a fan of CoD since a child 😭
And OMGGG YOU SEE SWEETS AS A BADASS AHEHHAHWJAJ MY LIFE IS SO COMPLETE-- but yeah she's the milf of the group (IM NOT SORRY FOR WHAT I JUST SAID)
I can definitely see Ghost and König having panic and anxiety attacks (I have another ask like this and I still need to answer it dammit. I HAVE ALOT OF ASKS STILL- LIKE 38 LOL)
The first time Sweets saw Ghost have a panic attack, she panicked a bit herself because she's trying to figure out how to calm Ghost down. She's just cursing to herself, brain just overthinking everything
(Sweetheart: Should I hug him? Will that make it worse? Okay wait, don't touch him-- but does he even know I'm in here with him? Just touch him- NO DONT-- FUCK WHAT DO I DO?? DO I TOUCH HIM OR NOT?? MAYBE GET WATER? BUT-- JUST DO IT OH MY GOD NO FUCK-- )
So she gets on the floor with him and is so hesitant. But she gently soothes his arm that's huddled on his bent knees. "You're okay..." She lowly says to him. She sees its kinda working, so she sticks her hand in the fire more. "You're gonna be okay, Simon. It'll pass."
Simon.
She used his real name. She's talking to the man who's having a panic attack, not Ghost. Not the calm, collected Ghost. Simon.
It took a bit more for him to calm down with her soothing touch and low but soft tone, telling him to focus on his breathing. Ghost sighs, looking at his hands. Sweetheart's places her hand in one of his, the warmth immediately going to his already dizzy head. He looks up, eyes locking with hers. She's concerned about him. Worried.
But she wears a soft smile for him. "Do you need anything? Maybe some water?" She asks, her thumb rubbing his thick skin. Comfort.
Simon gulps and clears his throat, eyes leaving hers. "Yeah. If you can." She nods, "Of course. I'll be right back." She gets up but was stopped by Simon's hand. Please.
"P-please. Please don't leave." He whispers. I need you right now. I need you so much.
She smiles as she shimmies in-between his legs and wraps her arms around his neck. "Wait--" She rings back, like Simon was made out of acid. "Oh gosh, do you want to be touched right now? I'm so sorry, I didn't even think--" She was cut off from Simon yanking her into him. His ear right where her heart is, hearing the rhythmic thump. It's calming. You're calming.
She relaxes into him, wrapping her arms around him once more, her hands combing his hair. Simon closes his eyes as he sighs in content. He's learned something about himself. About Sweetheart. She always has a warm presence. A presence that makes you feel at home. Safe.
You are my peace.
(I have never had a panic attack, so I apologize deeply if this is incorrect.)
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charbles · 7 months
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Can you tell us more about your AU called the inbetween and is Betty okay?
Sorry this took so long, i had an original response but i passed out on my computer yesterday and deleted it! sincerely FUCK.
First off; I would like to give credit where its due, i make this au with my friends @artvid707 and @galacticaldisaster ! its a group effort and i implore them to correct me if i get anything wrong!
secondly! Im gonna post the characters i DO write for as well, since i dont have a bunch of characters in this au, its actually feasible this time!
-Betty Grof -prismo -Fern :] -Neddy -Elise -Golb -Jermaine -Shermy -Fionna
I'll just edit this post when i get more characters or something!
Now onto the actual au stuff :]] Im going to put this under a Read More, because i know for a fact that this is gonna be a long post! but hey, atleast theres art involved!
Im not gonna be going over everything, but i will go over the gist!
In general, the au is about a reality entity called the In-Between kidnapping people and storing them within itself, Nobody knows how to leave or what exactly it wants, but they all have a common goal of FINDING that exit.
The In-between regularly only has 3 characters active at a time, and swaps them out with eachother regularly AND randomly, the characters call this rotations, though it doesnt have a set order,
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i have rotation C :] these characters and their variants can swap out whenever
Now Variants are the same character from either A. a different time period or B. A different universe entirely! its important to pay attention to which these are; because some variants know more about their situation then others and some from the past have no idea what some from the future are even talking about, im going to use fern as an example here;
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theyre at different points in their lives and they all show up at the inbetween, hence the nicknames! No variants can meet each other, and no one in the same rotation can meet each other.
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betty's got a bit of a unique case going on... but i'm sure shes fine.
I wouldn't worry about it too much :]
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notsofunsenpai · 2 months
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Tw: Overdose mentioned,unconscious/unresponsive reader mentioned.
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Kenji curses to himself,pacing back and forth while running his black painted fingernails that you painted for him through his hair,"Why?" His voice breaks,trying not to cry as he's outside your hospital room.  He was left in the dark,no clue what was going on the only thing he knew was you guys were smoking and ran out of snacks and he went to go get some,when he arrived you were unresponsive and here he was right now,worried sick. That was all he knew,it's been more than an hour,maybe an hour thirty, but the doctor's hadn't given him permission to come in yet. His mind begins to wonder,what if you dont make it or what if you're in a coma or braindead? "Stop it, Kenji.." he mutters to himself,thinking like this isn't gonna ease his mind. Maybe he should get a drink or something,he didnt always pray, but he could pray for you since the hospital has a chapel build inside. He didn't know what he wanted to do,his mind was not thinking,he wasn't thinking.  All he could think about was you. After all that thinking, he just decided to get some overpriced water from the vending machine and some chzpuffs, then stay in the waiting room,they has his number, and he hasn't eaten anything since earlier and the cafeteria was closed. He watches the tv that was showing some dumb sitcom that wasn't even funny,something about science he wasnt sure,he was kinda dozing off. Then his phone went off,he practically jumped out of his seat,he answered it and told him he could see you. He says, "Okay," hanging up immediately,going straight to your room,leaving his chips and water behind.
He arrived in your room in a flash. The doctor gave him a quick run down of what happened, but all he heard was that you tried to overdose because depression. He was really trying  to listen, but it was too much to swallow down. He wanted to tell the doctor to hurry up and let him see you. When the doctor finally stepped to the side for him to go in,Kenji booked it inside as the doctor left the two of you to talk if you were up to it. He was right near your side,your hand in his while his thumb gently carsses your hand,"What happened?" He knew what happened, but he wanted to hear it from you. You were pale,some sweat dripping down your face as you look like you might puke some more. There was a moment of silence,Kenji kissed your hand sweetly,"Baby,i.. I dont even know where to begin. My mind is everywhere. im scared if i say the wrong thing.."he holds your hand tighter,"There's different ways to deal with your depression,I'd fucking missed you if you left me like this! Don't you understand how much it'll hurt me to see you go like this?",tears fall down his face,he hated seeing you like this it aches his heart. He sniffs some so you won't see the snot running down his nose,"There's other ways i promise..dont ever do that or this again!"he cries out.
You smiled tiredly yet softly at him,"Sorry.." you managed to get out.
"Don't apologize,don't ever apologize to me. It's fine. You didn't do anything wrong. I should be apologizing. I shouldn't have left you alone. Then none of this would of happened,im sorry."
You tried to listen him but you were going in and out of your sleep,his voice would sometimes fade off or you would catch the end of his sentence but you kinda ended up falling asleep with his hand in yours.
"We'll talk more about this when you're fully awake. I love you so much." Kenji said, finally noticing that you were trying to rest. He pulls a chair next to you,holding your hand as he sits down next to you,"I'll be right here,I'm not gonna leave you. I'm here for you forever,I'll always be here for you."
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gh0--st · 1 year
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Feelings
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Summary: When Luz is feeling upset, Amity and Hunter find a way to help her talk about her feelings.
Characters: Lee!Luz Ler!Amity Ler!Hunter
This is a tickle fic, if youre not into that kind of stuff, please dont read this.
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Amity and Hunter sat together on the couch, watching the TV. They had managed to put on a movie they had found. It was titled 'Super Buddies'.
"So, can the humans understand the.. 'dogs' or is the superhero's one just special?" Hunter asked.
Amity shrugged, "I dont really know. These human movies make no sense. These 'dogs' look nothing like I thought they would."
They both suddenly turned to the door as they heard it open and shut. Luz walked in, holding her bag on her back.
"Hey Luz!" Amity said. Luz didn't look up. "Luz?" Hunter said. She looked up at them this time, "Oh, hey guys." She said, a small smile on her face.
Amity frowned, "Are you okay? You look upset." She asked, Hunter nodding in agreement with her.
Luz clutched onto her bag strap, "Yeah, im fine, dont worry about it." She said, walking out and to her room.
Hunter and Amity shared a glance and soon followed after her. When they walked into her room, she was just sitting on her bed, staring at her hands.
They both walked over and sat on her bed. She looked up at them, "Oh, hey. Do you need something?" She asked.
"We want to know why you're upset." Hunter said. Luz frowned, "I told you not to worry about it." She said.
"Well, Luz, we are worried! You've been so stressed out these last few days." Amity said.
Luz sighed, "I've just been getting a lot of weird looks from people. It's not a big deal." She said.
They both frowned. I'll feel better later." Luz said. The two glanced at each other, then back at Luz.
"Im sorry, Luz." Amity said. Luz blinked, confused. Suddenly, the two jumped at her, Hunter pulling her down till she was sprawled out onto her back while Amity used her magic to tie her hands above her head.
Luzs eyes widened. She knew what they were gonna do. "Guhuys! We can talk about this, right?" She said, already giggling.
"Sorry, Luz, but it's too late for talking. We can't have you being sad, so we're gonna have to cheer you up!" Hunter said.
Before Luz could say anything, she let out a squeak as Hunter squeezed her sides, running his fingers up and down.
Luz shook as she held back her giggles. Amity leaned over her face, "Not enough, huh? Oh well, I guess the one who's actually good at this will have to do the work!" She said, chuckling as Hunter glared at her.
She spidered her fingers around Luz's neck. This time, Luz couldn't just bite her lip. She burst into giggles, "NohoOho!" She tried to squirm, but her hands were tied tight.
Amity gave Hunter a smug look. With a growl, Hunter began to poke at her ribs, getting more giggles out of Luz.
He returned Amitys smug look. She just blinked before scribbling a sensitive spot on Luz's neck, causing the girl to let out snorts as she giggled.
"Hey, Luz, whose tickles do you like more? Mine or Amitys? Or both?" Hunter asked, raising an eyebrow.
Luz kept squirming, "NEheiTher! *snort* YohouR BOHothH *snort* JEHERKS!" She said, letting out a squeal as Amity poked her sensitive spot again.
Amity gasped dramatically, "Jerks? How rude! To call your own girlfriend and your friend jerks!" She said.
Hunter sniffed, "We deserve an apology!" He said. "NeheEver!" Luz responded. Hunter sighed, "Well, I guess you leave her no choice." He said, giving Amity a nod.
Amity crouched down beside Luz's head, taking a deep breath in. Before Luz could react, she burst into loud and snorty giggles as Amity blew a raspberry onto her neck.
"OHOAKY! IHIIM- SOHORRY!" She squealed. Amity nodded at Hunter, and they both let her go. Amity undid the tie as Luz struggled to sit up.
Giggles still escaped her, but she soon just lied down and closed her eyes. Amity and Hunter soon realized she had fallen asleep.
Amity placed a kiss on her forehead before they both left the room. They messed around as they left, Hunter ruffling her hair while Amity nearly tripped him.
They walked back into the living room to see the credits of the movie playing. They sat there, staring at the screen. "I didn't get it anyways." Was all Hunter said.
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yuukei-yikes · 11 months
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Okay okay okay I have a very specific itch to hear about Mekakushi Dan sensory needs and bc you're the first person I can think of who has drawn them stimming I thought your askbox was the perfect place to launch myself. If you have thoughts here pls feed me. Bonus points for Takane's sensory needs + challenges before becoming a computer program and post str bc I do think her needs would be different than they were before?? I think not having a body for 2 years would do that to you
HI ok i dont have a lot of headcanons in general its mostly haruka and takane and mostly takane. i think haruka is the one ive drawn stimming the most Like i just think that guy would flap his little hands around yknow.
so im sorry i dont have hcs for the whole mekadan. IF UR INTERESTED IN A PARTICULAR MEKADAN GUY u can ask me and I'll come up with something >:3 it just feels overwhelming to think of it all at once. and also u said takane and you know damn well im abt to talk for 1 million hours
ok. takane❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ sorry this isn't sensory needs but girl.. takanes Gamer Secret being found out... idk man it's like. this bitch had been MASKING‼️‼️‼️
even in hs days i think takane feels weird about Touching with her hands. she doesn't have the cartoonishly large sleeves she has as ene, but i think she pulls down her sleeves over her hands like in this specific manga panel i indeed have in speed dial
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i wish it appeared more often bc its a cute shoutout to ene later on and also WOOO THIS BITCH HAS SENSORY ISSUES!!! i made a comic abt it once but haruka designing actor with the bigass sleeves because he observed that takane pulls down her sleeves. *bite bite bite bite bite* also this panel has always been a fave of mine bc of autism creature takane and also bc the desk is like. at haruka's chest and he looks like he's sitting on the ground
i also think its very funny to imagine takane kicking ass in games while holding the controller with her sleeves over it and everyone's like ?????girl what. ofc she probably has specific textures she hates and all that, takane doesnt feel weird about touching as a whole.
in several instances of yuukei yesterday haruka and takane casually touch each other and while thats obviously cuz they're close friends, a lot of close friends dont act that way or arent comfortable with touch yknow!! in fact takanes the one to start most physical interactions with him. i could be crazy enough to go and check but im gonna trust my memory. and bc i love art where ene is jumping on shintaro and stuff i like to think takane is Actually touchy with ppl she trusts. also she doesnt register personal space sometimes, and ends up standing too close without noticing until someone points it out. i guess this is a bit contrary to a typical takane interpretation (UR STANDING TOO CLOSE DUMBASS🙄🙄🙄🙄 tsundere moment) but i think it's a fun spin to it. i think kenjirou is the one to most point it out like Girl step BACK ur all in my zone and she's like UGH WHATEVER and haruka also notices but never rly says anything. he probably loves it lol haruka's so overdue physical connection he loves that takane doesn't mind touching him or being close to him. also since they have a big height difference its not like she's all up on his face. i think takane starts letting go more once her ene secret's out and stops caring so much but it sorta comes back when ayano and shintaro join the group. i think shintaro especially would point out UGH WHY ARE YOU STANDING SO CLOSE TO ME or even question why she's so close to haruka or ayano. haruka and ayano are all like NOOO DONT WORRY I DONT MIND but takanes already mortified and is more self aware
another one. takane with her big old headphones. yeah yeah uses them disconnected to get haruka's attention Whatever she also uses them bc she prefers hearing stuff muffled instead of hearing it directly 👍 when she gets overwhelmed she puts those things on with the music to the max and just logs out for a min
OH also this is a canon one😼😼😼 her leg bouncy thing. shintaro points it out in the seventh novel that takane is bouncing her leg and says it's a nervous habit he never noticed on her but TO ME. SHE DOES THAT❤️ takane has huge leg bouncer energy i bet she makes the whole table shake and everyone asks her to quit it and she says Damn ok sorry and stops it for a total of 50 seconds before starting again
anyways in summary hs takane is like. tends not to notice personal space, hates touching stuff with her hands, likes having control over what or how she hears, and has a tough time staying still. POST STR... its all to the max. takane is overly aware of everything. all 5 senses are as much of a nightmare as they are a relief and it's all mixed together!!!!
ok her sensory needs that she already had pre ene are still there but completely amped up, except the personal space one. now everyone is always too close and literally just opening her eyes (HEH!! OPENING EYES!!!!) is super overwhelming bc WHOA EVERYTHING IS SO CLOSE AND HUGE AND HD. i could imagine comparing it to like, wearing contacts for the first time for any fellow glasses wearing people. like u know this, youve seen all this. but suddenly youre watching it differently without a frame around ur eyes and it just feels weird. for takane the frame was a screen instead of the glasses yknow. and to her its A LOT
i think post str takane keeps using her powers and having meltdowns because on top of all the existentialism she has to deal with being alive and everything, suddenly She Cannot Control Anything And It Is A Nightmare. she can't handle the lack of control she has over her needs and body temperature. just feeling hungry or sweating after walking for a little in summer makes her upset. bc she gets her body back during summer so GOOD LUCK WITH THAT GIRL. the clothes she wears feel all insane and irritated and nauseous!!! awful!!! even showers feel strange bc AUGGHHH so much is touching her at once!!! she also hates eating soooo yeah also a thing. i think she's always been a picky eater but post str its like she will only eat like 2 things or something
ON THE OTHER HAND.... it suddenly goes on the opposite end. like for a few days she's nightmare overstim city and then she's SUPER understim and COMPLETELYYYYY over eager about having a body and horribly indulges in like. overeating and running around <- overeating (especially when u usually avoid eating), awful for ur tummy. running a lot when u have chronic pains, also awful for ur pains later. sooo nothing she wont pay the price for later. it needs to get pointed out to her she needs to find a balance and cant have all or nothing (by haruka probably)
the personal space thing comes back here like she gets So touchy and needs hug or death. i think she can be all happy hugging haruka and all of a sudden pushes him away and is like WHOA I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY BODY RIGHT NOW MAYBE RIP MY SKIN OFF TOO MAYBE so it's rly like a light switch all of a sudden she can get overwhelmed with it and revert. like jumping back and forth between seeking and avoiding sensation.
i drew this once but haruka with his arms inside of takane's sleeves LOLLL i think skin to skin rly helps her when she's feeling like she needs sensation. a big part of the sudden overindulgence is OUGH IM REAL!!!! bc like i said takane isnt just dealing with having a body again she's dealing with having her Life again. being alive again. and she LOVES being alive. and the avoidance of all these sensations sometimes piles up and ends on the opposite like I NEED TO EAT💥💥💥I NEED TO SCREAM💥💥💥💥I NEED TO RUN AND HUG AND KISS AND DANCE AND SWIM💥💥💥 yknow. so yeah haruka helps her a lot with it when she needs touching and hugging 🙏🙏🙏 cuz he also wont get offended if she's suddenly like Ok get away from me before i explode🙏
also post str takane To Me also has mobility issues like haruka does bc all her muscles are atrophied from yknow Not moving for 2 years so it's like, even more that she has to deal with. physical therapy is incredibly invasive to her too so it's extra difficult. i think haruka and her do it together and that's why haruka is so on top of what's going on with her, he's the closest and sees her whenever she's the most vulnerable. also their situations are So similar they cant help just gravitating to each other for support. i also think haruka's the one to always point out to her when she's overindulging like Hey i love that ur rly enjoying that bigmac but i can already see you wanting to rip out ur organs later tonight so maybe dont eat a third one.
anyways ermmm takane's biggest challenge is Stop resorting to opening eyes whenever it gets too bad. like i also got sensory issues and assuming whoever is reading also does imagine having the option to just Jump out of ur body when its feeling Awful. ofc ur gonna take it when ur feeling like that. but it doesn't help takane to do it. while it helps her to calm down, it's not good in the long run. she actively wants a PHYSICAL life and work on all this. takane never wanted to die and is super motivated to get better but it's not quick or easy!!! eventually she finds a good balance i think. she's still a rly touchy person who hates grabbing her phone directly without the sleeves in the middle and will only eat like 3 things❤️ but also a hug lover❤️
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bulbabutt · 3 months
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See all of this is making me just feel really really self-conscious about all of my obsessions. I do like sitcoms and romcoms and stuff, but your recent longpost is making me worry if like, it's a bad sign that I still enjoy Fire Emblem (A lot of wars led by Good Princes from kingdoms taken over by an Evil Empire, secretly controlled by a Demon Dragon), for a pertinent if not one-to-one example, or other things in similar veins.
Obviously, I'm not saying you're wrong, you have a great point (seriously you need to stop saying you aren't smart because that's a very well-put-together mini-essay), I'm just feeling... I unno, childish? embarrassed? I don't know how to put a word on this.
Maybe I'll get over it.
genuinely this is such a weird ask. no offence. what the heck do you expect me to do with this?
like. i dont know anything about the media youre talking about. why is me talking about media i like and i dont like bothering you? and why in a way where you feel the need to tell me about it?
like okay, go analyze your feelings then. go look at the values of your media then. if youre embarrassed then maybe you should think about why that is. thats not my job to do.
ive never said anywhere that no one can like quote unquote bad media, in fact im an extreme advocate for watch any media you want, enjoy things other people dont like.
i like lots of stuff. my perspective on media im watching is obviously my own, and youre saying this in response to a post where im very specifically talking about my feelings about a media im working through with my own perspective.
like personally some of my favorite cartoons have been centaurworld, steven universe, kipo and the age of wonderbeasts, rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles, star wars rebels, green lantern the animated series, gargoyles... these are all shows that speak to me, that have themes i love. you can read into what i value out of my media from them. i dont enjoy a lot of violence for the sake of violence media.
do whatever you want, i genuinely do not care. sending me this is weird, like you want me to somehow say "its okay dont feel bad" and honestly the editor was like "just delete it" but like. i dont wanna get more like this. some of you guys really need to just. make your own posts.
again, enjoy what you want. go make your own posts about what you like or dont like. dont ask a stranger on the internet to value or comfort you for things you think. its not my problem that me sharing my own feelings bothers you. im not gonna apologize for that, and im not sorry if it makes you feel weird cuz i have no idea who you are.
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mangoposts · 5 months
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OKAY im finally alone so TW for anyone reading this, i will be mentioning rape & knives/scars.
i'll try to make this short but the summer before i went into 10th grade, i had hung out w this guy and i really did just wanna hang out and go for a drive, but he thought i wanted to hook up. i definitely did not because i was a virgin and never done anything with a guy at all. he was a senior and a lot bigger than me and forced me into having sex w him, i kept saying no and stop and take me home but he just kept getting angrier and eventually held a knife to my like pubic bone? pelvis? just down there idk. so i caved. i hated every second and cried but i stopped fighting. i haven't had sex since then, im 20 years old now and i haven't even been fingered by a guy, never given or received head, and never given a handjob. and im honestly really embarrassed about it and wanna have sex with someone SO BADLY but im scared.
the main reason i'm scared isn't because i'm scared i'll be forced into it again, although that is absolutely in the back of my mind. i'm completely fine now and over the situation, but it does worry me that i could get overwhelmed and the guy im with wouldn't wanna stop. but my bigger fear which im 100x more embarrassed of, is what a guy is gonna think when he sees my pussy. now hear me out bc i know that sounds weird😭 but all throughout high school i always heard guys make comments about how ugly this girls pussy is or how gross this girls is and it terrified me. but now i'm even more scared because of what that guy did to me, he literally cut into my skin and left scars. what is a guy gonna think when he sees that? how am i supposed to explain all this? i just i have a lot of questions and concerns but i'm a fucking 20 year old "virgin" if i can even call myself that, i've technically had sex but i didn't want it so idk if i even count that as a body. i just have been panicking over this for forever and have no idea what to do, if you have any advice at all i'd really appreciate it so so much
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Oh baby :-(. Im so sorry this happened to you. You were really young and you didn’t deserve that whatsoever, if you can feel it im giving you a hug thru the phone. Im so so so sorry and i hope that man is dead in a ditch somewhere 🤍
On the other hand, i promise you you have nothing to worry about at all. Im telling you rn and i know it sounds so corny and lame and everybody always says this but its true, the right person is not going to judge you for anything and im so Fr when i say that. Trust when i was in high school guys would say all kinda stupid shit like that about girls in the school and it never bothered me because i knew there was at least one person out there who wouldn’t care about anything other people would talk shit about, and i was right 🤷🏻‍♀️ There’s so many people out there who would find u beautiful the way u are and just because some guys in the past thought in that immature goofy ass way doesn’t mean every guy will you know what i mean?
Babe, my only advice for you is to stay the way you are, hang out w ur frennies and the right person is gon come trust. It’ll come when you aren’t looking for it or worrying about it, when you least expect it to be honest. What you went through was horrible and it might be the worlds way of saying you gotta give yourself time before exploring that area of your life yanno. There’s NOTHINGGG wrong with being a virgin at any age let alone 20. You’re still young and you have ur whole life ahead of you. Don’t worry about this, when it happens it’s gonna be fine you’ll see it
Thank you so much for trusting me to be vulnerable with, im sorry if im treating you too delicately im just speaking thru the soul rn 😭 And again im sorry this happened to you. Even if i dont know u i love u a lot and im proud of you for moving past the situation despite how hard it might’ve been
Also im sorry for taking awhile to get back to you, i just scrolled through my inbox and finally found this
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local-crater-group · 1 year
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--PRIVATE TRANSMISSION--
[Jaunty Fluttering of Two Sparks, Nine Materials, a Million Bells, Flightless Parallels of Balance, Accented Looking of One Imprisonment, Everything Alight in an Ideal World, Saccharine Sunset]
NMMB: Guysssss
NMMB: ALOOM isn't waking up
EAIW: As in actually not waking up? Not at all??
FPB: Oh dear.
EAIW: are you sure?
NMMB: Everytime I zap her she doesn't respond. Some of her systems are still on, so she isn't like, dead or anything. Plus I feel like the gods would have let me known if she died.
FPB: Oh dear.
EAIW: That is. Not very good! Don't think they were acting all that odd last time I talked to them...
FPB: Have you sent an overseer to check on her?
NMMB: Yes that's what I'm using to zap her.
NMMB: Her neurons are still alive too, and some of her area's anti gravity is on.
EAIW: This is not good.
SS: oh no
SS: have you.. looked for an issue of some sort??
NMMB: Uhmmm no not really. I can check though.
NMMB: Do you uh, think she hurt herself, again?
FPB: ...I would assume so, but I do not talk with them that often.
SS: the only way to knows to see if somethings wrong
NMMB: Fun.
NMMB: Well give me one moment!! I'll check around.
EAIW: Good luck.
NMMB: Oh it looks like her like,,, rarefaction cell wasn't on. Looks like the water turned it off. But! It's back on now, I'm gonna go check her puppet.
NMMB: Also, I think her can fell a bit lower too.
EAIW: not good.
SS: glad shes alright!!
EAIW: Couldn't they have made the island just a bit more stable...
FPB: Alight, they had limited resources. They did what they could.
EAIW: I know! It's just that... The edges of the island aren't really structurally sound, and I know how to fix them, but I can't and... It just bothers me okay?
FPB: Yes, of course. That is... I get that. I really do.
NMMB: Yeah, I don't understand why they didn't. They should have, even with limited resources. Even more so since they even built her.
FPB: I do hope that ALOOM is alright though!
NMMB: Oh, oh yeah she did hurt herself.
SS: oh...
SS: are they okay?
NMMB: I think so, just, kind of pulled, a lot of wires out.
NMMB: Hold on I'll get them on comms.
[ALOOM has connected]
ALOOM: Sorry for My disappearance, I think due to the Heavy Rain, it Flooded Me more.
NMMB: There we go!
FPB: ALOOM! There you are. Hello!
EIAW: hello! the rain flooded you more?? how is your can doing?
SS: Accented Looking of One Imprisonment!! good to see you! glad youre okay...ish
ALOOM: It is okay, just, Need to Drain It.
NMMB: Yeah I can go open that hatch with the Overseer, give me one moment.
ALOOM: Thank You.
ALOOM: How are You All doing?
EIAW: it really is not good that the rain even floods you...
ALOOM: It can not Be Helped. You know there are Lots and Lots of Holes in my can.
EIAW: I know, I know...
EIAW: But I am alright. Nothing interesting's happened lately for me
FPB: I am alright as well. Working on the latest installment of one of my writing projects!
SS: im good!!
ALOOM: What Writing Project is this?
ALOOM: It is Good that the Rest Of You are Good though.
FPB: Ah, my writing project! Tis the tale of a slugcat and a lizard, victims of a potentially-cruel experiment that switched the places of their minds! So now, is the slugcat the lizard and vice-versa, or.. Are they the same as always, just in a new way?
SS: a truly fascinating and captivating tale!!
ALOOM: Oh Interesting! You'll have to Let Me Read it once it Is Done!
FPB: I shall make sure to send you a copy of the pearl!
ALOOM: Do, you Guys Know how long I Was Asleep?
NMMB: There we go! Most of the water should be drained. I am, so glad you have those outlet things.
ALOOM: They Were Made From Me Collapsing.
NMMB: Right, well, they are still useful!!
SS: dunno how long you were asleep... maybe check your logs?
ALOOM: Thank You.
ALOOM: That is a Good Point. Looks like, from My Logs, Three Cycles? Apologies for Being Out So Long.
SS: nahh dont worry about it! just... stay safe
NMMB: It's all good! As I like to say, the gods willed that you woke up today. Which probably means something good is gonna happen.
NMMB: Ooo I should get my offerings around!
EAIW: Agreed, do stay safe please.
FPB: I fourth that! As long as you are alive
ALOOM: ...
ALOOM: Trying.
ALOOM: I Should most Likely leave so I can do Some Repairs.
ALOOM: It Was Nice talking to you All.
EAIW: luck! Message me if you ever need help with that, of course
SS: bye!!
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poisonouswritings · 2 years
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im sorry i have to say this i dont want to offend but ur mom is so fucked up. every time i see a post youve made or tags youve written on another post and it starts out like "one time my mom" i prepare myself to hear the most buckwild shit imaginable. i hope ur ok
No you're fine!! Don't worry about being offensive lol.
My mom has been going to therapy so she is kinda working on some of her issues but she's still an utter shit show
Little bit of a rant under the cut, tw for mentions of abuse/slurs/assault/self-harm/etc. All pretty vague but better safe than sorry.
And, thank you for being concerned. It means a lot.
My mom is incredibly emotionally abusive (she would be physically abusive if she could be but she has carpal tunnel in both wrists and is also half a foot shorter than me so the few times she's tried it didn't really do anything). I know that. Took me a while to realize it. I remember there was this one time - I was 14 or so - and she was screaming in my face and I was just zoned out wishing that she would just beat me to a fucking pulp so I could have physical evidence of how she hurt me. So that there would be no 'oh she didn't mean it' or 'maybe I misunderstood, I should stop being so sensitive' or whatever. I craved confirmation of my pain. That's how I finally accepted it was abuse.
Admittedly she had a fucked up background (was abused as a child and had an abusive relationship) and it severely messed her up. Being raised in a strict Hispanic Catholic household where the elders were always right, anything going against God was horrible, and you were constantly criticized for the way you looked and acted, none of that helped either. First time I met my great aunt (the one who raised my mom) she told me I was disgustingly fat and should starve myself so boys would want me. So I see where my mom got it from. I think that's why I lost it so hard at Turning Red.
Things didn't used to be this bad. When I was younger my mom and I were really close, y'know? But then I hit middle school and started forming my own opinions that differed from hers (and started showing more clear signs of nuerodivergence) and shit hit the fan. It's one of those things where 80% of the time we get along fine but then the other 20% she's basically calling me a dyke-slut-whore-retard etc etc. Don't remember if I mentioned this or not but I'll throw it here again anyways, she refused to let me go to therapy when I was in middle school (when I was suicidal) because she 'didnt want to be the mother of the crazy kid'. When I was in highschool and was self-harming she screamed at me because 'what if the boys see it then they'll never want to date [me]' and then bought me a cardigan so I could cover the marks. She refused to acknowledge I was autistic until I could use it on my college applications. She always makes sure she's the biggest victim in the room. Constantly talks about/threatens suicide when I call her out on her shit. Dumps all of her emotional problems onto me. I was fucking six or seven when she told me about my dad's affair, and she's just continued sharing every little thing with me ever since. I make jokes about it but honestly,,, if she wasn't a Catholic who believes suicide = Hell, I'd be afraid she would kill me in a murder-suicide thing. I've had friends who have met her irl tell me that if I ever suddenly disappear they're just gonna assume she was involved somehow. So. Idk. There's a lot more shit she does that I haven't talked about yet because it hasn't come up, but yeah it's always the weirdest shit.
Oh I am definitely not okay. I have a pathetically low self-esteem and need constant validation or else I assume everyone hates me because that's how I grew up. I really wanna talk about myself and my oc work but I get anxious that everyone will hate it and think it's dumb and insult me for it because that's how it was growing up. I call myself an idiot because that's what I was always called growing up. I will put up with massive amounts of abuse/manipulation because that's how it always was growing up. Any time someone compliments me my initial reaction is to assume it's a sarcastic insult because that's how it's always been growing up. I've had people tell me that sometimes they feel shitty about their home life but then they look at my mom and remember how great they have it, so at least my trauma serves some greater purpose.
I try my best to remain positive and laugh about things, and that helps somewhat. My Life Is A Fucking Soap Opera And I Will Liveblog That Shit. I probably should get into therapy but since I'm not even allowed to talk on the phone without my mom listening at my door, that probably won't happen anytime soon.
Idk guys. If you have a decent parent then go give them a hug. And if you don't, then, rip to us.
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dollwritesarchive · 2 years
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Yesss omg I'm sure I'll have like a novel written about all my thoughts of the movie after watching it!! And toge with the spikey hair OOOF I was not prepared when I saw that image for the first time 😭 its tragic that there's no mahito or sukuna in the movie but I heard that toge gets a decent amount of screen time so that makes up for it ❤ I'm also interested in seeing yuta, from what I've seen in pictures he looks sad and tired which is right up my alley lol
SPEAKING OF 👀 Funouhan is also right up my alley, outside of anime horror is my fav AND sexy wicked guys is my all time favorite breed of men as you know so it sounds perfect 😍 I read what it's about and if I could just convince him to murder this pussy instead of another person that would be great 🖤
YESS MAHITO LITERALLY WOULD DO THAT JUST TO BE MEAN omg I've thought about this so much 😭 the fact that he can do anything to his body drives me clinically insane like he definitely would increase his size until you're crying not able to physically take anymore. And one word. MONSTERFUCKING. Like you know how they usually have different shaped dicks like some have ridges or like suckers ig you could call them? Like the possibilities are ENDLESS he could do ANYTHING and the thing is he WOULD too like you know this man would lay awake at night thinking of all the ways he could fuck you up, experimenting different things
I'm so excited to start aot now that I know you love it I will definitely be sharing ALL my thoughts on it LOL. I dont know much about it other than 1: I know for a fact I'm gonna wanna fuck a titan like its inevitable for me lmaoo and 2: they eventually gave it a metal opening song which is literally the COOLEST THING IVE EVER HEARD!? More animes should have metal opening and closing songs fr I'm sick of watching a dramatic badass episode and then having a cutesy pop song at the end lol. Also you dont have to worry about me watching anything dubbed I would rather die LOL. And for Levi I always thought Ok I could see myself liking him but then recently I saw a picture of him like all bandaged up or something ? and I was like WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE 👀😍 levi just looks mean (idk if he is he just looks it) and like he wouldn't take any shit and I appreciate that ❤ like definitely not the type to put up with a brat. idk if you've seen mha but how you feel about levi is how I feel about dabi LOL hes definitely my most specialist boy 😭 if you havent tho I recommend watching it but stay away from the fandom its literally the fucking worst 🤢
I definitely appreciated the tiktoks and it is motivating me even more to thirst over levi 🥰 definitely dont want him to put me in my place or anything 👀
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYXqpD/
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYwXd4/ IM SORRY I HAD TO BSGHAHA
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYoX28/
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZTRyYTKgK/
I keep forgetting to tag myself as jjk anon LOL but you always know it's me 🥰
YES I WILL BE SAD THAT THEYRE NOT IN IT but give toge screen time challenge 😤😤😤 baby boy deserves love and praise!!
OMG YES if you do read it there is a scene where you get to see him… cough cough in action (and I don’t mean killing 🤭)
I want to fuck LOTS of the titans okay don’t even feel bad once you’re into it we can talk ALL ABOUT IT and you may even inspire me to write some Titan fucking ❤️❤️
LEVI IS SO STRICT one of the things I love about him 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ he’s such a good brat tamer I SWEAR
I HAVE TO ADMIT I WATCHED THE FIRST EPISODE OF MHA AND I DIDNT LIKE IT but dabi has been on my radar because he’s very sexy so I am thinking about watching it for him if nothing else 😭 BUT FEEL FREE TO SEND ME THINGS ABOUT HIM ID LOVE TO KNOW ALL ABOUT YOUR MANS EVEN IF I DONT WATCH THE SHOW
PLEASE THESE TIKTOKS ARE GOLDEN
I’m such a sucker for worm mahito 🥰 I’m sorry that I would also fuck the worm
I’m watching demon slayer now! Do you have thoughts? 🤔
DONT WORRY METHINKS I CAN TELL!
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about the angel dust request, that's totally fine : I'lI respect that boundary
as for the request, what if the reader was doing some bonding time with lucifer/alastor and then they bump into the other one (if they are out with lucifer then they bump into alastor or vice versa) and since y/n is friends with both, they have a *cough cough* ‘magnificent’ idea that they should come along on their outing too.
y/n is enjoying themselves whilst being oblivious to these two mfs bickering behind her back and being all nice to y/n to prove themselves as the better friend
idk this was some random idea so you don’t have to do it if there are any problems or if you don’t even feel like writing it :) anyways have a lovely day
okay so for this one i dont know if i got it exactly right so BARE WITH ME MY BRAIN IS SLOW AND I HAD TO READ THE REQUEST LIKE 40 TIME BLLEEEUHHH anyways!! enjoy and im sorry if i messed anything up :3
cw // swearing
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BEHIND THE SCENES
You sit on the crimson couch, bored out of your mind. You sloppily pick up your phone that lay beside your shoulder and call Lucifer. "HEEEEEEEEEY" He responds, picking up a small, black duck with a red beak and fiery designs.
You grimace. "Wanna go out?" He pumps his fist and nods "Yeeeeaaauuuhhh, but can I have maybe 15 minutes, I'm working on this new design and-" You hang up and put your shoes on before leaving the house.
Once you reach Lucifer's home, you knock loudly and he answers. Before he can speak, you drag his arm out and go on a walk. "So. How have you been, what's new?" Lucifer says, giving you quick finger guns. "Not much, I've been pretty busy at the hotel but-"
Your speech is cut off by a tall figure. "Hello, my dear!!" A dated voice says. Alastor. "Alastor, hey." You smile a bit at his sudden appearance but are shocked quickly when he walks beside you.
"Lucifer, I see you're as- laid back as usual." The radio demon spits through his everlasting grin. "You're just as worn out as I remember, that's crazy, isn't it? Anyways, me and y/n are gonna be going on a stroll, it was so nice to-"
"Nonsense, Lucifer!! I have nothing better to do and I would just love to take you to the bookstore, my good lady." Alastor smiles at a flabbergasted expression coming from you. "I'm sure she would prefer to go to the ice cream parlor." Lucifer interjects.
"Both are fi-"
"No worries, y/n! We'll get you that book as soon as possible." Alastor grins as Lucifer huffs. "Why don't we treat ourselves to ice cream after then? I'll get you your favorite, eh?" He returns with the finger guns. And you reply with a nod.
"I'm sure this will go splendid, won't it, Lucifer?"
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thats all i gawt 😫tysm forr requesting and oh my GOD i'm exhausted and MY GREATEST APOLOGIES IF I GOT ANNYTHING WRONG ONCE AGAIN!! HAVE A LOVELY DAY/NIGHT :33
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