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henkoukazue · 1 year

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Meeting you was a Blessing...

Summary: When polar opposites meet, everything becomes chaotic. Does coexisting will be just fine…. or rather much more difficulty?? We'll never know unless…

WC: 5.0k (not quite edited tho, and this will be quiet long so ready some snacks and tissues if needed ehe~)

Type: ONESHOT

Pairings: Alhaitham x Fem!Reader (*and slight Cynari<3)

Warnings: MDNI 18+, NSFW, suggestive/explicit content, possible mentions of SH (slightly??), Trauma (reader), Panic and Anxiety Attacks, Mild Depression, (...will add some after i complete this or y'all can give me suggestions huehuehue)

Tags: Alhaitham x Fem!Reader, Fluff, Smut, Angst kinda heavy??, miscommunication?, established relationship, slow burn (unsure), arranged pairing, mutual pinning, crack!fic, marriage (at fisrt you agreed to marry him bcs of your parents and... "of his high salary and stable job" but...), whipped!Alhaitham, slightly jealous!Alhaitham??, modern au (kinda.. idk), Kaveh and the other Sumeru boys and girls cameo, exploratory ff, might be ooc on the latter (yes.... I'm talking abt Haitham here BASHAHSHASHA idk tho, not sure)

a/n: This is my first time doing something like this and idk if this'll be successful, but I'm just doing this for fun and also like a stress-reliever (abt stuffs from school & at home😭😭 ....GOSHH i hate it here /jk) lmaoo and this is kinda like a self-indulgement ff sorry abt that I guess... I hope you all will also enjoy my writing. TYSMM!!🖤💚 ouhh and also, bfr I forgot, English isn't my first language sooo~ if there's any mistakes or errors lemme know my cinnamons <3

>> and also 'here' is a dabble of their domestic life awiee enjoy!!

There was a point in your life when you fantasized about having or being in a romantic relationship with someone, but... you learned through time that love isn't the only thing in the world. You relished the freedom and independence that came with discovering yourself. A soft sigh left your lips ‘It felt like ecstasy being out of the cage,’ you mumbled. Walking down the streets of Sumeru city, you spotted your closest pals since college. There were Candace, Nilou, Dehya, and Tighnari.

Candace noticed you and waved softly, saying, 'Looky here, our bachelorette is here!' Little chuckles escaped their lips. 'Heh, what are you guys talking about and giggling there?' you pouted and hugged them behind their back. You noticed your friend Tighnari blushing, looking at his phone and you inquired, "Eyy, are you and Cyno going out now?" eyes sparkled, and the others turned to look at him. He smiled nervously, then said 'Uhh yes, we are now officially going out now, but, please don't announce it to others yet. It's pretty embarrassing,' he says, straining his eyes shut. You were surprised that they were going out now, and the girls were as well, so you guys cheered 'Congratulations!!' ' to your best friend Tighnari, gaily.

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You and your friends now bid farewell to each other. Now alone, a sudden call from your parents came. 'Uhm, hello? Mom, Dad? ' you answered. 'Why hello our dear sweetheart, have you found a man you'll mar----' your father interrupted what your mother was about to say 'Uhh hahahaha my, don't worry about that my child.' clears throat 'How are you doing now? ' He expressed concern. You let out a sigh. 'Oh, I'm doing well and.... You no longer need to be concerned. I'm an adult now, and I have a great job, even though I'm still living in that leased apartment'. 'Ohh, I see,' your father said, before the call fell silent. 'Darling—-' you cut off the phone before your mother begins to whinge about your love life once more (if you ever have...).

When you got closer to the apartment, you noticed your friend Tighnari's flower shop, where he and his lover Cyno were all lovey-dovey, and a faint smile slipped your lips. But after a minute, you felt a sharp pain in your chest, you came to a halt and sighed heavily. 'Man... I shouldn't be feeling this,' you said as you resumed your walk.

Now that you're inside the apartment, exhausted and sluggish, you just throw yourself in bed. 'I guess I'll go visit them and consider about that marriage they're talking about, and blah blah,' you muttered, closing your eyes shut. Dawn arrived, feeling the beams of sunshine on your face, you got up and started your just-so-normal daily routine and headed to work.

After an hour of dedicating yourself to your job, you rewarded yourself with some sweets and a cup of coffee at Puspa Café, which is also pretty close to your place. Knowing you as a regular, the owner immediately listed your orders and awaits you if you ever want to add something. 'Well then, mister, I'd like to take out some of your freshly made Padisarah pudding!' you said warmly. The owner then chuckled and said, 'All right, dear, your order is on its way!' Then motioning his hands a kind-of-salute gesture.

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While you were leaving the café, you noticed that your phone was not in your purse, and as you looked around, you observed an ashen-haired man motioning something with his hand and muttering something. 'Miss! Miss! I believe this is your phone.' …..

'Miss umm, here, your phone,' he said slowly, motioning his palm over your face. You shook your head, 'Ohh! Ahh yes, thank you very much.' you nodded modestly and bid farewell to the man. 'Yes, you're welcome,' he mumbled under his breath, watching you with his bright teal eyes motioning out of the café.

It's that time of year again, summer. Because of that one phone conversation, you decided to pay a visit to your parents' house. 'Ughh, seriously, your mother? Why can't she leave you be? You're all good now and doing great, the fu---,' Dehya exclaimed, only to be cut off by a piece of bread Nilou shoved into her mouth. 'This woman! Aish,' Nilou sighed and glaring at Dehya with an expression saying 'What? What did I do wrong?'. Candace and you both laughed..... 'Well, then, what can I do? They're old and such, I assume they're simply worried about me.' Candace and Nilou gave you a pitying glance.

You were apprehensive about your journey to your parents' house because you knew your mother would nag you all day and all night about how you didn't have a relationship. As you arrived at the front door, you were debating whether to knock or go back when your father abruptly opened the door. '..... Oh. Ohh! Dear, goodness you're here. How's the trip?' He hugged you and you just plainly stated 'Well, it's summer and I'm on a break, so I decided to pay a visit since…. It's been a long time... I suppose?' an awkward silence filled the doorway.

The only thing that broke the silence was your mother clapping her hands. 'Hey, the two of you come on over here now, and how's the trip, my darling, how about a boyfriend?' You gave her a deadpan expression, indicating that 'Please, just shut up, I'm tired!' to only earn a small chuckle from the elderly man, your father.

Sitting at the dining table, memories of the past came rushing. You recall how this home and its people made you feel horrible as a youngster, how they used to control and mistreat you. You smiled bitterly at the memory. While you didn't notice it, your father, looking at you and clenched his fist under the table and kept saying, 'I'm so sorry, my dear,' who knows how many times. Breaking the awkwardness, your mother started. 'So, would you mind if we do an arrange pairing?' You shoot your heads up and look at your father and mother to only mutter, 'What?'

After some minutes have passed, your mother smiles, 'Well isn't it why you came here too?' …..your mother isn't wrong. You cleared your throat, 'Yes. I'm also here to discuss that arranged pairing and marriage thing you're so eagerly asking me for.'

A month later, a matchmaker was dispatched to your place, accompanied by your parents. Still can't process what is happening, although you agreed to it that you’ll do the arrange pairing, you let them in.

The session was then initiated by the matchmaker. She asked you quite numerous questions, and some of those were; 'What do you wish for in your life to be my dear?' gently staring at you... 'I want a tranquil life where I can exhibit my independence, value space from each other, and the partner who will be partnered with me is also committed,' you gulped, ending with a shaky voice. The old lady giggled softly and delicately wrote it down on her vintage paper. Then she again asked another one, 'What is the thing that interests you the most?....it might be from the past or currently.' She smiled again, assuring you to be true to yourself. 'I-- I like books and anything that I think is very valuable,' you looked down, turning pinkish-red. The old matchmaker then pursues you to say it. You inhale, regain your confidence, and continue, 'I also adore deep sea creatures...... if that makes sense.' you awkwardly smiled. She then resumed her writing.

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You hurriedly go towards the elderly matchmaker and, of course, your parents, as usual. You grumble in a low tone upon seeing them. The matchmaker then motions with her hands for you to enter the room and address the matter, but this time your parents are not present, so you feel relieved.

You noticed the man standing near the furniture set reading something about literature after slightly opening the door. He then noticed your presence and politely nodded, as you do so too. The matchmaker then instructs the two of you and tells you what topics you will be discussing before leaving.

'Oh, um... Hello, pleasure to meet you,' you said as you extended your hand in a handshake. The man then accepted it and said, ‘Same here, I'll be in your care then, my partner?’ Your body became stiff by hearing his voice. He then felt your hands stiff, so he released your hands gently and said, 'Are you alright?’ looking straight at you with eyes which remained neutral. You, startled by his stare, so you shifted your sight to the window and murmured something. Him the observant he is, noticed you again but didn't do anything and let you be. He's not sure as to why he gave in to his deceased grandmother's will that at that age, he'll go to meet a matchmaker and be paired to the person he'll remain for the rest of his life, love, and cherish him.

A day turned into a week, a week turned into months, and then those months turned into a year. Now, him helping you move out to his house, you asked midway at the entrance door. 'Umm, about the wedding ceremony, when was it again?' looking at him neutrally, like you have no any interest in it whatsoever. 'Hm, I think it will be expected 8 weeks from now?' He looks up at the sky, then yours. '..... Alright, do you have any guests you'll have invited? Moreover our wedding will only take place in the government office.' He looked at you blankly for a few seconds before saying, 'No. I don't,' he says as he walks inside….

The time then has come, the two of you then recited your vows and filled out the papers prepared by the clerk for both of you and your parents. Of course, no honeymoon occurred; instead, you and him organized some of your belongings and the entire house now that it is occupied by two people.

After three years of marriage, you've gotten used to each other's habits and company. He occasionally notices you dancing while cooking and humming a song, noting mentally that you're having a nice day, just to elicit a small genuine smile, noticing it and contemplating at himself why he did that.

You also had the impression that someone was watching you from behind while you were cooking, so you stopped whenever you noticed your husband's presence in the kitchen or when he took a sip of his coffee nearby.

'.......' sips coffee, 'What are you cooking?' he said. Startled by the man you yelped and said in return, 'You! You almost gave me a heart attack there! Ohh, I'm cooking Sabz Meat Stew, the one you said is your favorite.... yes?' only to receive a blank expression from the man and one brow slightly raised. 'Hmm~ okey.' then leaves the room.

You pondered, 'Huh? The hell??'

Alhaitham grumbled after he woke from his peaceful slumber. He recalled that he had a job today. He then got up lazily and looked back at the bed to only see you snoring (not that loud), although from the looks of him, he thinks you are cute.

As usual, he didn't feel tired or anything in his office corner, but it was quickly shattered by his senior approaching him, and a former housemate, Kaveh, the star of the firm, renowned as the passionate designer with exquisite taste in arts and romance. Alhaitham scoffed, 'What?' glaring at the platinum-blonde haired man. 'Ugh, save that glare for later, will you!?' Kaveh exclaimed. Putting a bunch of papers at his desk. 'Here. This needs to be approved today so do it now, alright?' The man earned a minute of silence, then Alhaitham spoke up, 'Alright then. Now go.' Kaveh, being used to his antics responded, 'Bah! Alright, alright I'll go now~'

—

'Great. Now I can have peace,' Alhaitham whispered as he walked to the nearest café in the company. He then spotted Puspa Café and, shortly after, he noticed you with your friends. But he didn't approach you, he simply chose to observe you from afar.

After finishing your job at the library, Tighnari, your friend, messaged something at your group chat, saying that 'Guys, I'll have you all meet my boyfriend today, of course if you guys are free.' You smiled at your phone and waited for others to reply, then you saw Nilou's message, 'Yes we are all free today, where do you want us all to meet up? ^^ .' You then added, 'Me too, just concluded my work.'

You met Dehya first and welcomed her after all of you agreed to meet at Puspa Café. As is typical, Dehya has always tried on make-up with you and the girls since your college years, as she is doing just now, claiming boredom while waiting for the others. After a few minutes, you two noticed the other three and waved your hands where you were seated. 'Eyy, Tighnari, where has your boyfie gone? 'Dehya said. 'Hahah, Dehya, wait a minute, I'll go fetch him outside,' the man said as he ran out of the café.

After a minute of waiting, you and the girls see a tanned man joyfully conversing with Tighnari, all lovey-dovey. 'Yuck,' muttered Dehya in another hand. ‘I wish I was too sheesh, good for them I guess?' She shrugged, glancing at us, only to get a nudge at her side from Nilou. 'Oof-- the hell?'

Tighnari then waved and exclaimed, 'Guys! This is my boyfriend Cyno. Hope you all will be well acquainted with each other! ' smiled. Nilou approached Cyno first and enthusiastically handed him a handshake adding, 'I am very delighted for the two of you, that you are now officially going out!' Cyno then nodded and chuckled. ‘Thank you~’ said Cyno. Candace and you then bestow your blessings on the pair. Finally, there came Dehya, who looked at them with critical eyes. 'Hey, is there something wrong?' Tighnari said, tapping Dehya on the shoulder. Then Dehya looks at them both. 'No, nothing. I'm just happy for the two of you. But. BUT! If you Cyno--' pointing her index finger at his chest, 'I won't forgive you, okay? Don’t hurt my bestie.' Then Cyno chuckled and said, 'Heh, you can trust me lady,' and grinned silly at her.

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Your husband was observing you guys from the other side of the café when he noticed a familiar figure. Slowly closing his eyes. Not sure whether he's seeing things correctly, but after repeating it a few times, he seemed astonished (although, actually kind of shocked lol). He then tried to go in your direction, only to be halted by his senior. 'Ugh...' Alhaitham exclaimed in his mind.

'Alhaitham!! I've been looking at you everywhere in the office. Remember how you agreed to have lunch with me today? You also said that someone's cooking delicious food for y----!!' Alhaitham then shoved his hands in his colleague’s mouth to show how annoying Kaveh is to him. He sought to hide somewhere when he noticed your presence approaching him. And silly Kaveh, left there standing, questioning what the hell is going on with his junior.

Alhaitham returned to your shared house and discovered that the lights were turned off and the room was chilly. Traversing the living room, he noticed a loud thud in your shared bedroom on the second floor. When he arrived, he noticed you weeping and.... you have a cut on your wrist that seems to be quite deep.

He embraced you ever so delicately as if you were about to crumble at any minute, trying to calm you down before asking any questions. Hearing your sobs go down, he then caresses your locks.... very soft locks. Didn't have the time to question what happened seeing you calming down and noticing you about to fall asleep in his embrace, he carefully lifts you up and places you on the bed. Looking at you, his heart breaking as he saw your state, he got up and cleaned and bandaged your wrist wounds.

—

Morning came, you noticed something on your hands. It was your husband, Haitham. You were taken aback by the sight, carefully releasing his calloused hands, which were securely entwined with yours. You were startled by your husband's unexpected motion and questioned, 'Uhh.... What- what happened?' face turning pale, smiling awkwardly.

'........., well aren't you the one who needs explaining here? My wife?' eyes widened by the sudden call of a familiar address. You gazed at his eyes, dazed, still taking in what he had just spoken. He softly bumped his forehead on yours, while you, bobbing your mouth open and closed. 'Take your time, anytime you are ready, my wife.' Again, your eyes widening, oblivious to a torrent of tears exiting your gorgeous eyes. You wept incessantly and were put back to sleep.

Alhaitham then began informing your coworkers at the library that you will be absent today due to you not feeling well… called Cyno to inform Tighnari and some of your friends.

You were back at work a few weeks after that event. Your coworkers begin to wonder who the man who contacted them that day was and what your relationship was with him. You ignored their queries and just stated, 'Enough of this chit-chat, remember we're at work, keep it for later,' before continuing to arrange the shelves. Quite embarrassed, you asked the Chief Librarian if it was okay to take your leave early today. The elderly then kindly nodded and waved you goodbye.

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Alhaitham is waiting outside the library. He then glanced at Cyno and said, '.... What exactly do you want to know? ' while he was reading his book. Cyno, on the other hand, peered at him for a few minutes before saying something. 'I've been meaning to ask you this question, Alhaitham.... My lover claimed they didn't know you, and his friends wanted to know what your relationship is with her.' declared unequivocally.

'I-- we are married.... that is all I have to say.' Then continue reading where he last left. Cyno was taken aback, his mouth agape slightly, by what he heard from the man who is reputed to be distant, intellectual, dislikes small talk, and is difficult to engage with. '.... Cyno, please stop being so animated, you're not funny.' he said flatly, without glancing at the tanned man. 'I know you're joking. It was a great one, but—-' ,Cyno utter, only to be cut short by an impending disaster that Alhaitham despised oh so much (lmao sorry my bbg).

It was none other than Kaveh, his senior.

'Hey! What are you two talking about leaving me for? 'Kaveh remarked, not entirely aware of the very kind-of-awkward situation happening at the moment. ‘Huh? What?’

You, on the other hand, witnessed the scene. Ears turning flushed pink. 'What? WHAAAT!?? 'You exclaimed in the back of your mind as you walked straight to where your husband was, Haitham.

'My~ hello there Cyno.' you stated, smile feeling forced. '.... Oh. Ahh! Hello.' he nodded and glanced at you and Alhaitham, dazed. Kaveh, taking in what is going on. 'OHH!! Wait, wait, wait, wait!! ' shooting a surprised and uncharacteristic kind of glare at Alhaitham. Kaveh trying to connect the dots as to why you, a very beautiful— no, ethereal lady— would marry this man whose only interests are books and knowledge.

Two men are astonished by what is happening right now. Alhaitham then smoothly held your hands and excused, 'Uhh, apologies but me and my wife have to go now.... Bye.' walking out their way, the two men stilled on that very spot, gaze following you both, mouth twain agape.

The next day, you were greeted by your friends at the front door.

Flabbergasted by Candace by abruptly holding your shoulders and shaking you, 'Waaaaah our- our baby is married! Since when? AAAAA!!' Dehya in the back restrains her snickers since it's uncharacteristic of Candace. Then you gaze at Nilou, tears welling up in her beautiful blue-ocean eyes.

'Uhmm, I--' stopped by Dehya, 'NO! Let us in first.' then eyeing every corner of the house, finding where your said husband is. '..... My husband isn't here. He's at work right now.' Suddenly Dehya turns around and runs in your direction, exclaiming, 'Whaaat!? You're not lying, are you?' gasped loudly and animatedly. Nilou and Candace both chuckled at her sudden reaction.

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You and your friends were seated at the sofa. Calmly explaining what and how it happened, then there's Dehya asking. 'Sooo, did you guys do it?' The other two women were stunned by what Dehya said, and Nilou responded, 'Sorry about that,' she smiled at you and smacked Dehya on the head.

You gave a forced smile and responded, 'Heheh, however we did not. And we don't even have feelings for one other...' you gaze down, a familiar aching in your chest welling up. Nilou notices it and pats your back. 'Actually.... I- I think I have feelings for my husband, however..... I think if I say it to him and announce it, he'll be appalled by the concept.' Tears well up in your lovely eyes. The females listened to you and offered words of sympathy.

—

When night fell, you were alone, waiting for Alhaitham. Thoughts from a while ago flooded your head, and thinking about them just made you feel upset again. So you went to your shared bedroom, covering your mouth to prevent sobs from escaping your soft lips, duvet covering you.

Alhaitham was drained after working overtime, now on his way home. He sluggishly put his shoes on the rack. Afterwards starts waltzing to find you and notices the bedroom door is slightly ajar. Alhaitham heed the quilt trembling; he then patted it. You, startled, you stopped moving and tried to make your voice not too strained from crying. 'Ohh! Welcome home Haitham. I'm sorry I wasn't able to cook for you, I wasn't feeling well.' Then the next thing that happened is that silence fell upon the room.

'........ Umm, Haitham?' you said still under the quilts. You tried to peek since you weren't receiving any reaction.

Alhaitham, being the person he is, saw an opportunity as you attempted to peek, a small smile escaped his lips. 'What are you doing? Hiding there and all.' looking at you with an unreadable expression. You gasped by the sudden touch at your hands by his. Flailing from his iron grip, but can't unfortunately, you accept defeat.

'I have a question.... and I'd want to say something to you.' Upon hearing that, your thoughts are clouded with pessimism, and you begin to wonder what he is going to say. Him observing your figure under the quilts, shaking. Without any further ado he started, 'I know you didn't want this kind of life, and that…. your parents made you do it..' He sighs, then says faintly, 'but—' suddenly a sob escapes your trembling lips. Surprised by it, you swiftly cover your mouth.

Alhaitham reacted quickly, pulling the quilts down to see you weeping uncontrollably. When he saw you in that state. His heart were shattered into pieces seeing you in that condition.... He hates it, he hates seeing you cry.

He daintily wiped your tears away and kissed you on the temples and next your forehead, also cupping your cheeks. You, on the contrary, are at a loss for words, mustering the confidence to speak up, 'Hait—-!!!' a quick sweet kiss pressed against your plump lips.

'Ahh!' You gasped, both lips parted, and the expression on his face was lustrous, though he kept the neutrality in it. The abrupt realization of what is happening causes your cheeks to heat up. 'Ahhn, Haitham! AH!... Wait, no, please!' squirming out of his towering figure.

—

Hands began to trace your contours, as if in adoration. Alhaitham then pulls your skirt's waistband...... and then your undergarment. A moan left your now swollen lips from the kiss as you felt his cold fingers under your skin. The ashen-haired man grins, the hue of his eyes darkening by the second.

'Hah~ Ah! ahh.... Nghh.. Haitham.' you looking at him eyes half-lidded. The gaze you gave him drove him over the edge. He couldn't wait any longer, so he began to slip his digit into your aching folds. 'AHHH! ' left your quivering lips, body trembling from his penetrating satisfaction. The way you called him in your angelic voice has skewed his judgment.

The unexpected stretch made your honeypot tighten even harder as he inserted another two of his digits. 'Hah~ so good for me.' Alhaitham can't contain his smirk from making you feel good. He then began to pace his digits faster, motioning where you felt the most ecstasy. Mind becomes hazy, don't know what is right and wrong. 'Hahh, please....' you said ‘I- I want it inside.. AHH!.. nghh mn... of me now.' The thrill has caused your eyes to close.

Alhaitham drew away, as if taking mercy on your predicament, or perhaps his desperation had reached its limit. Tears welled up in your eyes as he positioned his length with your thirsting cunt. He slowly pushes it inside then outside of your sobbing cunt. 'Aghh! S- so tight and... hah~ warm.' You can hear him growl near your ears, feeling the closeness and warmth of each other's bodies.

Shaky hands grasped their lover's toned back. A growl broke from his chest as he dove into your arms, his length thrusting completely into you. 'OH!' you mewled out from the stretch of his length, nails digging at his back and his shoulder blades.

Alhaitham feeling your walls clenched violently at his length, merciless pistons and teases your cunt with slow and deep thrusts. Nothing interrupted the pistoning of his hips as he fucked you through your orgasm. Slapping of skins and the thick musky scent of your both filthy actions filling the room.

Feeling the knot in your stomach starting to form, you attempted to move your hips only to be halted by Alhaitham's unrelenting grasp on your thighs and hips. When he became aware of your foreboding knot, he drew his length out at your sobbing folds. Holding your thighs up, positioning unto his shoulders, he started to lick the honeypot that was presented to him.

‘Ah-hh ahh~’ Alhaitham kept slurping all those liquids out. You whined loudly at him, vocalizing your exhaustion, as you felt his warm breath on your folds and his tongue tease ruthlessly.

‘.... no.’ Left his mouth. 'Huh?' You exclaimed, your consciousness beginning to waver. '....... I'm not done yet.' hazy scarlet eyes, now noticeable.

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His pace was suddenly much faster, harder, and deeper. You clung on to dear life by strengthening your grip on his shoulder blades and your thighs on his enticing hips. He bit at your delicate neck, feeling his locks in your neck, as he neared your release and his. Squelching noises and moans filled the entire room once more. Eyes now rolling back from the overwhelming pleasure, back arching, mind went blank, limbs were limp, and nerves fried.

Alhaitham panting steadily at your shoulders, length still buried inside. You felt him stir, straining against the bed to unpin you from his frame, after a few more coarse pants and feverish breaths. ‘Hnn~ ahh-h… Hahh~’ you utter.

Pulling out his length, you could feel a thick string of mixed slick connecting through his tip and to your hole.

Your consciousness started to drift for real amidst the exhaustion you two had experienced a while ago. Alhaitham then shifted gently your sleeping form to the side, covered you with quilts, and walked out of the room.

As you awoke, you felt a sharp ache in your chest. When you tried to move your numb body, tears began to stream from your eyes, and then it turned into loud choked sobs.

Alhaitham was sipping coffee in the living room when he heard you weeping. He dashed into your shared bedroom and held you with great care, assisting you to sit up at the edge of the bed. He holds your hands softly and gently strokes the back of your palms, you still crying.

He inquired as to whether you were in pain or experiencing breathing difficulties, only for you to look away from his concerned gaze. Alhaitham felt that pang in his chest again, and after overcoming his guilt, he asked you again what you wanted.... him suddenly remembering, that you like your personal space. You didn't even spare a glance at him, just straight up responded, 'I- I.....' you then started to cry uncontrollably again.

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His warmth in your hands disappeared, and his blurry figure walked out of the room. It makes you feel hopeless, but then he returns a minute later. You asked about seeing the shining thing on his palm, '.....what- What is that?' with a lethargic tone of speaking.

Alhaitham then queried with a breathy sigh; despite the fact that you can't see his face well due to your tears, you can tell he's nervous. '.... This.... is a wedding ring.' Your eyes widened as you looked up at him. He grinned now that he had your attention, you looking at him. 'I want to be your husband, not just legally, but also until we grow old and witness our child have a blissful life.'

'........ Wahh!? 'Not knowing what to say in response, you tried to move and hug (??) him, only to stumble. Yet in a breath of the wind, he caught your numb naked body. You then began to cry again at his embrace, nodding enthusiastically. 'Yes, yes! I- I'll marry you and make you my lawfully married husband and life partner… I do!!' You exclaimed, tears streaming down your cheeks, the man earning a smile from you ear to ear.

Truth be told, the sight was very silly because your clothings were all over the floor and your mattress was a mess. Yet, love triumphs when two individuals declare their adoration for one other.

Fin.

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s/n: huaaah~!! now that it's finished i can now rest heheh :'D also hope you all enjoyed my fic,, and sorry again for the errors & everything. bahh! this was really hard to do (although it just took me 2 days😑lol), my brain was really jagged making this heuhusehu.. well that's all for now and the drabble for this will be updated who knows when (very soon) >v^)//✨✨

QUICK NOTE...!! QUICK NOTE! QUICK NOTE!!! yep this fic (some parts) were rushed, i'm very very sorry abt that fr and judgements or criticism even are accepted, feel free ;-) i take it as advice to further improve my writing skills, vocab and such tysmm!!

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666-eyeless-maggots · 2 years

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Eddie with a short s/o HC’s

You will not know a day of peace with him around, in the best way possible

Standing next to him? You’re his arm rest now

Walking too slow? You’re getting a piggy back ride from him

Sitting next to him? You’re being pulled into his lap

He loves being little spoon, but if anyone were to walk in and see you, it would be quite the sight

He looks like he’s wearing a backpack as you cling to him, but he finds deep comfort in it anyway

Definitely gives you nicknames like shortie, short stacks, short stuff etc..

He has to constantly reach things for you mainly because he gets scared when you climb the counters

He’d rather get it than you fall and get hurt

He will still try and take your clothes even if they don’t fit him (I wear a lot of baggy clothes so it’s not a problem)

Playfully makes fun of your height at every chance

He secretly loves the height difference between you guys, but he doesn’t view you as weak or unable to defend yourself though

Quite the opposite honestly

BUT just by the sheer difference between you guys, you have scary dog privilege when you’re with him

Also he loves carrying you around the trailer, absolutely loves it

Whether your on his hip, him carrying you bridal style, or you on his back, he loves having you in his arms

You fit perfectly with each other and he wouldn’t have it any other way

A/N- I’m 5ft tall so it’s just things I would imagine him doing with me lmaoo

#stranger things #eddie munson #Eddie munson x reader #Eddie munson imagine #Eddie munson hcs #eddie munson headcanons #stranger things hcs

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asherlockstudy · 10 months

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LMAOO!! ok I'm not gonna spoil the R&L video but plspls if you watch it tell us what you think!!

OKAY I have watched it twice now. It is obviously another symbolic work but the first time I was so dumbfounded by all the weirdness that I got like only a couple of symbolisms. The second watch was more fruitful. So let's get to it!

The Brown Diamond

First of all, the moment we got the title and the teaser I knew this would have potty humour and that, also, it would be about anal again.

The standing doggystyle in the beginning is fun but does not have a significance in the story. However, since the title is "The Quest for the Brown Diamond" it might be an attempt to create a subconscious connection between the two.

It is interesting that the very next scene sort of subverts the expectations formed from the previous one: Rhett is a very awkward and reserved, shy, gentle, intelligent man with many phobias, Horst, whereas Link is Sandy, a loud, crude, angry but good hearted man, with an established interest in women. They seem like total opposites of the characters they play, however there is truth hidden in them i.e Rhett is an introvert and he can be gentle and intelligent and Link can be angry and loud despite being a good person. I don't understand what was exactly the concept behind making the characters diverge so much from Rhett and Link in other aspects. Perhaps it was a red herring.

Whatever they said in the end, there is no more genuine statement of affection than "You look weird as hell...... but you always do".

Horst says he has this hair to have a form of natural shield and this might give as a hint as to why Rhett's character has so many phobias and puts up so many defenses; maybe it's about all the things he considered sinful and unacceptable when he was still in the faith.

The whole quest to essentially steal the diamond is Sandy's initiative and passion, while Horst simply follows because that's what he does, he follows Sandy. This might explain Sandy's assertiveness; by every allegorical work of theirs we have seen before it is implied again and again that Link (perhaps counterintuitively) was actually the pursuer of their relationship. Don't forget Carney in Friday's GMMore freaking saying that Link was Romeo between the two, whom Stevie had just described as an extrovert who pursued his relationship with Juliet! And that was the last episode before this video! Isn't all this...WILD? This also suggests that at this point a lot of the crew members know.

Horst opens tentantively the door and Sandy sarcastically says: "Look, Horst contributing already to the project!". They get in the mansion, where Sandy decides to rub himself on every single surface while Horst watches scandalized. The one time poor Horst tries to mimic Sandy, he realises he was trying to rub on a cherub which obviously kills his mood again. So this is likely about how much Link had to "throw himself out there" to make this work and how hesitant and scared Rhett was in the beginning.

By the way

Of course.

This gives me Rhett mixing his words flashback and saying "Link McLaughlin". Except this here is intentional. Then again someone could say best friends and branded business partners could do that too. However, with all the other stuff here, we can suspect this is not that simple of a case.

Horst pumps them both up with energizing food for the quest and it might be associated with the whole theme of the puzzle video, where it was implied they needed some... assistance in their first times. Sandy has to eat some seaweed, an experience he describes as "cunnilungus with the ocean" and Horst eats a sausage wrapped in bologna, which is the point where he breaks character a little, as Rhett apparently finds this too amusing! This all means that the energizing food scene though is heavily sex-coded.

After a straightTM moment, when Sandy builds up the courage to ask his ex-stepson (Tanner? Tunner?) if his mom still thinks about him, he starts looking for the diamond. He mentions he was looking at his Nana's drawers when he was young but then he asks this to be cut from the film as he doesn't want people to think that about him, which means this too is suspicious and in this case it probably implies he was exploring his feminine side. Ironically, this was also mentioned in the last GMMore, when Link asked for a few more years before he starts dressing like Miss Pingy...!

Meanwhile, Horst doesn't look for the diamond but gives as an empathetic, admiring, caring and loving description of Sandy. Yes, Sandy is frantic, angry, a brute but Horst sees through him and understands why he is the way he is. Sandy's childhood is similar to Link's to some extent.

Sandy follows and gives a shorter but emotional description of Horst: he stands out, he is a little weird but he is good and smart. Sandy also establishes he is protective of him and warns the stepson to not hurt Horst.

AND THEN OF COURSE THEY BROUGHT UP THE PUZZLE ARRYFFUJBIOGD Sandy even has a tattoo of the notorious puzzle piece, while Horst keeps it in his bracelet of things he fears and loves. (If you don't know what the deal with the puzzle is please read this).

Horst finds a guitar and starts playing a sweet song... so sweet that it is literally called

Sandy, much like real Link every time Rhett sings and plays music, stops his frantic search and listens hypnotized to Horst's playing. He joins him by the fireplace and they sing together. It is very sweet, very domestic. When the song ends, the silence between them is heavy and uncomfortable but full of warmth. Sandy asks Horst how he is feeling and Horst admits he is still scared. Sandy, pensive but respectful, decides that they should go, as apparently this whole thing isn't working out for them. He expresses regret for dragging Horst into this.

But, lo and behold! At the last moment, Horst finds a secret door and is suddenly the more excited one who reminds Sandy of their quest. In this secret room, they find a video recorded by the deceased owner of the mansion and the diamond, who gives instructions on how to get the diamond. The quest is bound to a riddle and this riddle IS THIS ONE:

To be shared between three, the heart must not be free but the damage is done if the heart is given to one.

Get it? If you have to give your heart to other two, your heart is not free, but then again when the heart is given to THE one only, that's when shit hits the fan (well literally in this video).

Can you believe it? Can you believe this is the story of these apparently extremely romantic middle-aged Southern youtubers?

The heart, the diamond, is of course inside Bahau moon, a three-ass artifact. Reminds of "the way to a woman's heart is through a worm's / woman's anus".

Sandy and Horst hear noises from upstairs and it appears Brandy, Horst's best friend at work, was trying to steal the diamond before them. And that is because Horst told her their secret as “he tells her everything”. What does Brandy symbolizes? Horst loves her a lot as a friend and keeps no secrets from her, Sandy is antagonistic to her. Sandy gets his hand in this ass first and competes with her for the diamond. Horst follows hesitantly again. They realise neither can win over the heart and all be happy. So Horst implores them to all lay off the heart diamond. In fact, Sandy has grabbed the heart and agrees to let it go only if Brandy promises to also not stick her hand to the ass again. Sorry for suggesting this...but can Brandy be a wife, like Jessie? Once they are all out of the Bahau moon and safe, Horst realises that his "phobias and loves" bracelet is dropped inside the artifact. He begs the other two to get inside the Bahau moon once more so he can retreive his bracelet. This might be associated to Rhett always having this pattern that he wants this to stop, to prevent it but then he is the one falling back to it (check Hazel where he tries to save Link but then Hazel takes him first and in the dig-a-hole video where he pulls Link out of his enjoyment only to later suggest a larger hole than Link did and drive the excavator himself). Horst really begs Brandy, tells her to do it for the sake of their “old good memories” together. This whole thing reminds me of that time Rhett was bringing up a lot that his marriage had gone through a milestone, that he and Jessie had had a very big and serious talk that changed but also supposedly “strengthened” their marriage. And then once Link let it slip that he was present during that serious talk of the couple, which one would expect would have happened privately.

Brandy betrays them, takes the brown diamond and leaves them. The Bahau moon starts releasing toxic gas. Sandy tells the camera man to save himself. The camera man still records Sandy and Horst's last moments from outside the window. As they are dying, they hold hands with their still free hand. Sandy asks forgiveness for everything but Horst does not hold anything against him. Before he takes his last breath, Sandy tells Horst he loves him. They die there, trapped forever. This ending resembles Hazel a lot, where they disappear forever in Hazel's forest. In Hazel, Link was also trying to tell Rhett he loves him before what he thought would be their last moments.

This gives the riddle another dimension, because in the end Sandy and Horst remain with their One, meaning each other, also stressed by the love confession, and this kills them. It is perhaps suggested that Brandy (a wife?) got her heart back and went on with her life, while they can't do the same. They stay trapped with the love that kills them.

And here's another ANON I got, I hope they read it cause I am answering here:

Thanks a lot for telling me!!! Yes it doesn't surprise me one bit. The ending is supposed to have that despair and melancholy of always staying trapped, hidden. Just like Hazel. Very interesting that it was braver before the cuts. Perhaps they thought it would make it too obvious? But, too little is obvious for A LOT of their fans, right? I also don't understand, do they actually want people to pick up on it after all, or not? They confuse me so much.

Unless the few of us still imagine all that stuff lol never in my life before have I seen friends act like that but the funniest thing is that I haven't seen people in love act like that either! Will we get an autobiography from them in the distant future, I wonder? Because we should.

#rhink #rhett and link #randl #r&l #r&l videos #the quest for the brown diamond #long text #tw long text #tw long #tw long post #mythical #anon #ask #mail

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OH MY GOD NIC I NEED THAT MONSTER!READER X LEON FIC SO BAD!!! LIKE??? I'M CONCERNED YOU'RE SPYING ON ME ATP BC YOU ALWAYS SOMEHOW COME UP WITH EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO READ!!!

I really wonder what kind of monster you mean. Vampires are my personal favorite thing to write for monsterfucking, followed by werewolves. But like!!! There's so many options!!! Fae? Merpeople? Just plain old undefined monsters? I can't wait!!!

And this is not at all to hurry you up, I'm just expressing my excitement bc I appreciate you and your writing very much <33 I know whatever it is and whenever it comes out it'll be great <33

Any hints you're willing to drop about what the fic is about? >:3

Sending lots of love and kisses MWAH!! 😚💋🩷

-🌑

Heyyy new moon anon, hope you're doing well!! Sending you love and kisses as well! 🫶

I'm glad my random idea of Leon x monster!reader sparked your interest lol. I have no idea where I'm even going with my idea but I'll go ahead and give you some hints as to where my thought process is going.

So, I know I don't want to do the well-known occults like vampires, mermaids, sirens, etc. I think those are overplayed, even though I personally am a huge fan of vampires, I've just seen enough scenarios involving them that I want to do something different. This doesn't mean I won't consider them in the future by the way, I just don't want to do them right now. I like werewolves too but it would remind me too much of the omegaverse and personally that's a cringe phase I have outgrown so I don't want to revisit that LMAOO.

I wanted to do actual monsters, and I was leaning more toward a plagas reader who's completely mutated like the Verdugo (love their design) or a lycan reader. I want the reader to have claws and a tail and sharp teeth and bright eyes and shit. If I write this fic, I'd want it to be more gory, leaning more towards dark-ish content but not too violent or distasteful. I know the lycan reader is a bit more far-fetched because that's more of a RE8 thing given the context of the game, but I would still consider that "monster" as an option. I was also looking at monster-like beings instead, like pyramid head but I'm not too sure so I'd have to do more research and planning.

A fic like this would probably involve a mission gone wrong where the reader gets hurt and contracts whatever illness or virus is needed to cause this mutation. They'll become a monster, deformed but still carry that personality Leon loves. He'll find himself conflicted on what to do, on why he still has this attraction despite the underlying fear. He should feel sick, should feel ashamed that he'd still even look at you that way when you obviously don't look or act like yourself anymore. Still, he just can't help himself and it's a very primal feeling on your end where you just want to sink your teeth into him. Horror and arousal are two opposite sides of the same coin, so the fic would embody that to the best of my ability.

Hopefully, someday I will write something like that cause I actually think it would be fun and a challenge for me, also adds more diversity to my current work and plans. If it really is something people want to see, I'll add it to the WIPs list and revisit it when I fully want to flesh it out!

#ovaryacted asks #₊˚⊹ ♡ ─ new moon anon 🌑#I just be thinking sometimes lolz

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Chapter 5

seems like a good one is about to come . . .

So, the brothers are BORED. And with that, they did something outrageous in Tamaki’s eyes -

Photoshop.

It’s interesting how Tamaki says they are “wasting their talents” which means they do have a knack for graphic design canonically I guess aaaand ... Honey seems to believe it lol? Anyways. They have No time for Tamaki bs

so apparently boy Kaoru is onto the idea of telling everyone that Haruhi is a girl out of boredom ... ? Lol even if she leaves the club over that? Oh well, sounds like a lie to me judging from the previous chapter.

Meanwhile Honey asks the real questions.

Anyway and finally here we have a proper introduction to the epicurean twins way of thinking. Interesting to me how at this point both wear very urban street style clothing.

and Kyouya is observing from the shadows as always. Anyway if it’s a voodoo doll Nekozawa is promoting .. if you look at the needle and the doll in Hikaru’s hands. Maybe they should just join ? ? ? NEXT

AS A MIGRAINEUR THIS LOWKEY MAKES ME HATE THE TWINS

the harbinger of cold reason Kyouya Ootori

vs the twins who pretend to reason but are sometimes swayed by clearly irrational things. It’s like the same way Kyouya acutally likes spicy food while the twins pretend to in order to prank others but would rather have sweets lol

spoiled brats alwayss

okay this right now was huge for many reasons.

First reason: WHAt ? Isn’t it the opposite GRAHWHWHWRRR I don’t know if it’s a translation mistake or if the girls really got it wrong and Haruhi did not bother correcting them because. Like. It’s the opposite from the tiny images - the one on the left (dubbed right parting) is Kaoru and the one on the right is Hikaru and then, on the panel below it’s actually the same order. So I guess Hikaru was shocked about being evil, and Kaoru was like *blushes* right?

ayy this gun get gud ma am

Soo .. are you telling me Kaoru knew Hikaru was into Haruhi as far as chapter 5 ? This is particularly weird because 1) Kaoru touches her far more from what we see lol, 2) and Kyouya did ask Kaoru if he expected Hikaru to fall in love so maybe not. Anyways,

This is of particular interest to me because Hikaru calls Haruhi a little fox and really I must know what’s being said in the original, because Kyouya does call her supposedly a tanuki and not a kitsune. Hmm. But of course there isn’t a translation to tanuki ~

See this is where it gets weird. At this point Kaoru is stated to have linguistic abilities while Hikaru is the maths guy and like .. this is not true from what we saw so far, truly.

SEVER ALL TIES !! And be fanservicey while we are at it. Not sure if even Kyouya knows what’s going on, guess they were really just bored and it wasn’t some kind of well-planned carefully thought out business plan lmaoo

ahh yes, The Fight . . . at this point they are just being mischievous, and Hikaru being aggressive first! Love it

It’s funny how at this point they still have the perfect synchrony involuntarily. Just ... makes me think a lot of what is to come!

Honey aka Kaoru’s older mentor everyone

Kyouya being the realist here but didn’t this age pretty well

okay so Hikaru is canonically 10% harsher which is cute. soo Kyouya likes soft bois

lol @ HARUHI NOT TRUSTING HIKARU already

between Kaoru licking Haruhi’s cheek and going “say ahh” I like how Kaoru is just canonically way .. comfortable with touching somehow? Like it’s canon that Hikaru touches Haruhi more but when it comes to people in general Kaoru seems to be it (and also the kisses but let’s not get ahead lol) or maybe both have physical love language things going on (or maybe Kaoru is just flirtier lol)

LOL at the twins blaming Tamaki for their mistakes. Also, Kyouya being a good boy and cleaning ......... (though he doesn’t seem to be very tired which makes me believe he was doing light work lol) and the twins sneaked away from duties.

is he mad about the profit or is he mad that they are not getting brotherly love antics anymore? We never know

And now for reminiscing how they were and how they did not want anyone to get close.

It’s also super funny how they are always bugging Tamaki at this point and he is always in the middle of the twins :)

This panel sequence that follows is a bit confusing to me but I guess both were thinking “ACTUALLY ... “ not just Hikaru. Anyways LOL at Kaoru doing black magic and it’s funny how at this point Kyouya isn’t even looking anymore, because he probably knows what is going on already.

So Haruhi reacts and then at last - -

The devilish twins reveal what their plan was ~

And suddenly they are doing fanservice even though they are not hosting idk why man but you know Kyouya is around and he is their #1 fan so like yeah

It’s just so funny to me that this bitch Kaoru is like “omg ur so right haha lets kiss <3″ and she wasn’t even right lmao

Alexa this is so sad play that one short sad arrangement of Concerto Moderato Marciale followed by Shissou TV Edit

#chapter 5

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in the name of love:

connie enjoying her name being on the office door

lmao zoe telling max to leave some space between their arrivals

“she who is now me”

connie having meetings with everyone now that she’s clinical lead

ethan being in the middle of treating a patient when he’s meant to have his meeting so connie goes with him to watch

“right, you were with that patient for over 18 minutes, what’s your diagnosis?” and then he takes ages saying what his diagnosis actually is sjskfkf

“dr hardy you have the most breaches of the 4 hour target of any doctor in the hospital” “right. i’m guessing that’s not good?” “no, not in the ed. if you want to run thousands of tests become a rheumatologist not an ed physician” “i’m hoping that’s sarcasm and not a recommendation?” “correct. you’re gonna burn yourself out not to mention my budget.”

then he exhales after connie walks off and lofty pats him on the back sjskdkfjdjd

jeff saying his wife’s away in peru and “it’s complicated” so you’re not gonna tell her exactly how it’s complicated because it sounds like you’re tryna cheat😭😭

LMAO lofty going “what’s up, sherlock?” to ethan

he’s got a patient with a chest infection and he thinks it’s probably just a normal one but he wants to know which pathogen caused it but then connie walks past and he’s like “though, that’s not something we will necessarily work out now in the ed”

lofty going “you’re going to look up chest microbiology in your break aren’t you?” and ethan goes “probably” SJDKFKFK nerd (affectionate)

lofty robyn and max selling sweets and chocolates

“ah lofty, i’ve been hearing tales of illicit confectionary”

lmaoo ash finding robyn and lofty selling out of a store cupboard

oop cal’s turn and connie is not happy “dr knight.” “hey” “hey?” “sorry i missed our appointment i got stuck with a patient” “no according to the records you never get stuck, you have the fastest turnover of patients there is” “thank you very much” “no it wasn’t a compliment. my office. your notes are very sketchy. CN2 12 intact? that doesn’t tell me you’ve done a full neuro examination” “yeah but that was just shorthand, i always do every step” “if your patient walks out of here and dies i would not be able to defend you in a coroner’s court, be more thorough dr knight, in you go”

i love how cal has the exact opposite problem to ethan. and i love how different connie’s demeanour is with them skskfkfkf ig bc cal didn’t tell her that he couldn’t make the appointment and then was so cocky and dismissive whereas ethan actually listened to what she told him

patient’s dad asking louise if she knows what these pills are and her saying “sorry i’m not a medic” interesting…

the patient who was flirting with jeff is on some “friends of holby trust” committee with connie and they raised money for an echo machine. connie saying she normally goes private so they have to show her the very best of the nhs

“ten years ago ct scans in the ed were unheard of. if i get my way, you’ll be training in echo, and a lot more besides” and zoe rolling her eyes sjskfkfkfk

connie letting ethan use the new echo as a reward🥺

i love how the patient’s literally awake here like it must be so disconcerting to be aware of a consultant actively training a junior doctor using you, even if it’s just a scan

i hate that i now can’t watch this scene without thinking of that bloody london episode. honestly fuck whoever thought up that kiss😭

connie and zoe walking towards the door as they watch ethan with the echo “he’s in his element” “mhm” “i hired a few good ones in my time” “yeah, you did” i love how he can absolutely still hear them like they didn’t even leave the room just walked like a metre further away from him sjdkdkfkf

robyn and lofty trying to sell lily some chocolate. unsuccessfully of course

aww ethan telling cal “mrs beauchamp let me do an echo on the guy who collapsed in the car park!” and cal replies sarcastically “wow. that is impressive.” and zoe’s sighs like “oh, give your brother his moment of glory for once” and cal really over exaggerates and pats his shoulder and goes “well done”

lmaoo max asking zoe if she and connie have finally called a truce and she’s like “i’m not that petty. anymore”

rita saying she feels like she’s walking on fletch’s grave by applying for his old job skskdkfkfk you can literally see him again in like a few weeks

jeff going to visit the woman who was flirting with him and she’s wearing heels despite having a cast on her leg???? girl…

#classic casualty #in the name of love #bbc casualty #casualty

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Hi Lane! 🎅🏻🔮

I hope the family event went well! How did your week start?

AWWW 😍your cat so cutee

This series is called Never Tear Us Apart: The Untold Story of INXS and it has a good rating on IMDb, I think. By the way, what are your favorite INXS songs or albums?

OMG!! Slaughter headliner of the festival how cool! I am very happy for you!

Helix looks very cool! I hope to get a piercing before Christmas or after and a nose piercing is one of the most interesting in my opinion because you can do anything with it like you said!

Thanks for the spotify link! I just hope that one day they will release all the albums on streaming because people don't have the opportunity to get acquainted with Warrant, especially with the Jani era, literally the most popular and famous albums and nothing else lol.

Aww about the drawings sounds very cute and shiny haha. I love this kind of thing! Your story about the T-shirt made my day better, thank you!

I hope your surgery goes well! Wow portrait tattoo?? great! Would you like to be a tattoo artist?

someday I won't make mistakes remembering different time zones and climate differences, but not today lmaoo :(I'm sorry! OMG your summer is really hot, it's terrible. I'm feel sorry for you. I am from Russia and Estonia (it sounds really strange lol, just one part of my family is half from Estonia and half from Russia) and now in some parts of Russia the opposite is -38 lol. In the part where I live, the coldest day was -18

What a cool choice of musicians! I think Jani was very interesting because he's one of the most incredible musicians I know. And Patrick is cool too!

Whoa! You are a real multi-instrumentalist! I play the bass too! (and on some other instruments, but very bad lol) I think that you will definitely be able to sing! It's quite interesting and as my guitar teacher says, it's not that difficult, the main thing is to overcome your fear (if there is one)

Wow! Your Christmas celebration sounds very cozy and homey. this is very nice! About look at lights, this is my favorite part of Christmas! people always make such interesting decorations and it makes it more festive.

🎄 Do you like to give or receive gifts more?

🎄 Which gift was the most memorable for you?

🎄 Do you prefer to make a wish list or are you waiting for any gift?

🎄 Would you like to play in any band? and what style of music would you prefer?

hey santa!!!

my week has started off well! i went into the new location for my store & went to start setting up and today i'm just resting. tomorrow i'm training on last minute sign offs on piercings and then thursday is opening day! we're all booked out for opening day so i have to be ready to be fast and in and out with piercings.

i'll definitely check out the series!!! kick is my favourite inxs album & my fave songs are just keep walking, never tear us apart, don't change (this one is special to me), suicide blonde, dancing on the jetty, disappear, need you tonight & original sin. inxs was one of the bands i grew up listening to along with a bunch of other older bands from aus & aotearoa and i think that influence is still there so whenever i don't feel like listening to glam but i still wanna listen to something older i go back to a childhood playlist (i think on my spotify theres a public playlist called best of australia & aotearoa which showcases some old and new stuff!)

i know im so excited!!! i was nervous when they kept delaying the lineup announcements but it looks killer so i can't wait! tickets go on sale while i'm working all day tho so i hope i can grab one while i'm on break or something. if i miss out on presale vip maybe i can grab one when they go out to the public tho! if i miss out on vip i'll just get a ga ticket.

i am sort of nervous about the venue they chose though as i have been there before, and while they are fine during actual shows the moment a concert is over they do tend to kick everyone out quite rudely (much like last weeks festival!) and tell people they can't even hang around outside because of "trespassing". this would be fine if they were'nt LITERALLY ON A MAIN STREET OF THE CITY IN SYDNEY. like they're literally next door to a mcdonald's. it's quite odd. at least they give out free water after shows.

i hope you can get piercings soon too! i think it's best to get piercings in winter as well because you don't have to worry about the not swimming part of healing.

i do hope they release the other albums on streaming at least soon! it seems that they're only available in the us and possibly canada from what i've gathered from my online friends. i'm missing the live albums, a few compilation albums, and of course belly to belly and ultraphobic. i only bothered getting ultraphobic and belly to belly as local files (and the dog eat dog bonus track) though because spotify has issues with their local files a lot and i didn't want to keep redownloading like 5 albums over and over again.

i'm glad i made your day better haha! i made a bunch of really silly shirts for my family and currently i'm working on a bunch of glam metal related ones for a glam discord server i'm in because i told them if i got the job i did and away from my old job (my old job suuucked they underpaid me and broke a bunch of labour laws and stuff. i'm gonna sort that out soon and get what i'm owed dw) then i'd make a few shirts for them.

i'm hoping i can save up for the surgery within the next year! it's a trans surgery so it's not anything majorly urgent or anything that has to happen or i'll die if i don't get it in the next month or anything but i really would like to get it asap lol. and yea! the portrait tattoo is going to be of jani which SOUNDS like i'm obsessed which i promise i'm not in a weird way it's just that he (and warrant) have become so important to me in just the last 9 months. and usually i would never get someones face tattooed on me because it's so rare for an artist to get it right but i did manage to find an artist that does it really well! (@chloemoontattoo on instagram)

i would love to be a tattoo artist! i haven't really found my art style yet so it's still a distant dream for me but as i'm already in the body modification industry i:

a) already have one of the qualifications (infection control certificate)

b) have something that looks good on a resume!

so it's possible! and i do have a backup plan of photography or continuing piercing (or both!) so i won't be stuck if i can't do it

woah you had -18? the part of aus where i live i don't think it's ever gotten that cold! at least not while i've been alive. i think maybe it's gotten to 4 or 5 but never in the negatives as far as i know

yeah i have an attachment to jani and i know theres probably someone who thinks it's weird but i do genuinely think we'd think similarly and relate on things! i think we'd be able to talk for hours

i have a little fear of singing in front of people but it has gotten better over the years! i used to not be able to get up and do anything in front of people but now since transitioning and also going to therapy for a while i have gotten a bit better! i think i could front a glam band if i stopped caring what people thought while i was onstage and also if i could FIND PEOPLE WHO WANTED TO START A BAND HERE. theres like 3 people my age into glam metal which kinda sucks.

questions!

i like giving and receiving equally i think? i don't like receiving gifts unless i have also given one (unless it's my birthday lol) but i love picking out stuff for people! gift giving is my love language

i got a new bass a few years ago! and a guitar the next year! that makes it sound like my family is rich but we're not those were my only gifts and because my bday is so close to christmas they were combined as bday/xmas gifts! (i also know what i'm getting for my bday next year. cus it;s my 21st i get something big)

i make a wishlist but only because nobody ever knows what i actually want! my mum asks me to make a list otherwise i just get clothes i won't wear and new underwear so this year i put a few bands for cds, a cd player, and a new room fan cus mine doesn't rly work. i think i'm also getting a new cd tower though cus i ran out of room on my little cd shelf i took from my parents when they moved their cds into a cupboard, the shelf only stores 75 and i think i have like 100 cds now (over 8+ years of collecting!) i am about to do a whole room redo so i am trying to ask for stuff that will be helpful to rearrange my room/redecorate, but i know i will have to buy most new furniture myself. the only stuff i'm not replacing is my desk, bed, and wardrobe (which is built into my room), (and my shelf/ stuff already mounted on the wall)

i would LOVE to be in a band, hopefully a glam metal band, but unfortunately like i said before, there's like no one my age into that genre in my area which sucks :(. i'd be happy to play any instrument in that hypothetical band, except drums bc i can only really play a basic 4/4 beat on drums so i wouldn't be very good at that.

thank you for your message santa!!! sorry for rambling so much i got carried away

#secret santa ask

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diagonal-queen · 6 months

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Can I request Chuuya and Dazai reacting to their s/o, who’s usually very sweet and tame answer the “what’s your type?” question with smth like “Men with slutty waists :3”. They say it so casually too 💀

"Men with Slutty Waists!"

♡ pairing: Dazai Osamu, Chuuya Nakahara x gn!Reader

♡ synopsis: They ask you what your type is and you reply with 'men with slutty waists'. How do they feel about that? (hint: reactions are mixed)

♡ cw: Swearing, lots of talk about grabbable little man waists, dirty talk and NSFW implications (no explicit smut but it almost gets close)

note: Ohhh my god finally another piece T-T yay! This req made me laugh so hard when I first read it lmaoo slightly inappropriate crack is such a fun genre to write! Please send more reqs like this people I need to hear all your silly ideas <3 and as always apologies for errors and I hope you enjoy x

Dazai:

He is so fucking shook

Dazai asked you that question as a way to tease you. He fully did not expect you to fire back with a statement like that, especially with your more mild personality. You didn't even bother looking up at him when you answered or anything 💀

He just stands there silently, contemplating what you said. You want to laugh so bad because you can practically see waves of surprise and confusion radiating off of him but you maintain your nonchalance to see what happens

Soon enough he comes to his senses and he just...smirks at you. Uh oh.

He'll then lean down and say 'Is that so? What else do you like in a partner, 'donna?' With the most devious and cheeky smile on his face

You are determined to win whatever weird competition he's just began so you turn around and say some shit like 'I like men who whimper.' Your face does not change at all.

Again, he's so surprised because he didn't actually expect you to answer him, and thought you'd get flustered and shy. His cheeks might even turn red, which is the exact opposite of what he'd intended to happen (and also the cutest sight ever)

But then he regains his composure and hits you with another leading question again

This goes back and forth for a while, and basically just turns into dirty foreplay. You guys do the deed (or just make out for a while if you prefer), it's inevitable, and for those curious, he does in fact whimper for you.

In the end he's just really thankful that you like all these little random things about him. He thinks it's really sweet <3

And he encourages you to never be afraid to say things like that to him from now on, no matter when or where you are

Chuuya:

He just genuinely wanted to know T-T why did you do this to him

His inital reaction is basically just 'What the fuck?! My waist isn't slutty 😡😡'

You can't help but laugh at his chagrin, because c'mon Chuuya. Have you looked in a mirror?

You have to tell him that it wasn't an insult, but actually a compliment. He does not see it that way.

It definitely takes a little bit of convincing on your end for him to realise that slutty waists are a good thing

After he calms down, he suddenly gets super embarrassed, because oh my god, my usually very demure partner just told me to my face that I have a slutty man waist??

He asks what possibly inspired you to answer his very innocent question the way you did, and you just shrug and say that it's not a dishonest answer (lmao). He still thinks it's weird of you though because it's just so out of character

He then asks what constitutes a 'slutty waist'. You basically just explain that it's a waist that's slim/easily grabbable and stuff, and he's all like 'are you calling me small'

Goddamnit Chuuya it was a JOKE

You tell him that you said it because you like his waist, and you love his body and love him the way he is, and then he gets flustered because let's be real, he's not the best with receiving compliments

That being said, he might decide to amp up the flirty atmosphere you've created and...take the night in a different direction. Just to see who the slutty one actually is~ (it's probably still him)

After all is said and done, he lowkey kinda likes it when you say things like that 👀 Not in public, but he sure doesn't mind being surprised with a sudden inappropriate compliment every now and then.

He wouldn't usually admit it though and would probably just try to out-fluster you. Will you let him win?

taglist~ ♡ @gettinshiggywithit, @fyodorhatr, @flower-of-darkness, @bejeweledgirl, @kokoenjiandco

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advernia · 3 years

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a wanderer's thirst || 3 sentences: sebek zigvolt + taste of the unknown.

There's still the small flare of his temper whenever he enters the library and sees all manner of books levitating loosely in the air: be it a valuable grimoire or an old manuscript or a long lost tome, nothing was spared from the college library's special way of displaying the diversity of their collection - there's an adventure at every turn, the headmaster declared with a smile. The method of handling the books he would never accept, but after frequent visits to the library he would admit that there was some truth to the headmaster's words, some charm to this unusual library. After a period of studying he finds himself wandering from section to section as a break, eyes not on the shelves but what's floating around them - yesterday he caught a novel, the day before that an ancient text on nymphs - now, what sort of adventure would he have today?

#twisted wonderland #twst #sebek zigvolt #3sen #ngl when i learned sebek liked reading i felt sort of bad lmaooo #like okay i'm sorry he was checking the boxes of your typical hot-blooded shounen AHA i'm sorry sebek #though if anything else him being great at practical subjects like science and math imply him to be rather logical #... i wonder if he'd turn out that way come the inevitable in ch7... assuming it's malleus who'd overblot #it would be surprising if he'd still maintain a logical state and silver would be emotional like wow #still looks like the opposite for now though lmaoo

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unstatedmartini · 2 years

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hmm big takeaway from the discourse surrounding 313 is that some people think you're a bad partner if you're not reading minds/analyzing facial expressions/body language, etc. a rule i have for myself as an adult is that i can't really be mad at a person unless i vocalize why i'm upset bc even if you think it's obvious, there's no way for someone to know unless you tell them. i have now learned that that's wrong and i should be passive aggressive instead. noted lmao.

lmaoo for real

i mean again, a lot of this is just bad faith stan nonsense, because the episode itself could not have been more clear that carlos was wrong to stew in his insecurities and act out instead of speaking up, but to the extent some people need it spelled out:

a) of course i agree with you. being a good partner means communicating your needs, not just expecting your partner to read your mind and getting mad when they don't

b) despite that, tk DOES read carlos' expressions and body language, recognizes that carlos is feeling angry/anxious/insecure, prioritizes carlos' feelings and pushes for carlos to express them, and is gracious and honest in the face of carlos' accusatory attitude,

and c) tk does all that while literally, canonically, fighting for his life in the aftermath of a relapse he didn't choose and a recovery he faces for the first time without the support of his mom, whose loss he's still deeply grieving

like, bruh. it would have been perfectly understandable if he retreated into his own pain and focused only on himself for awhile, but he literally does the exact opposite of that. he makes it a point to pay attention to carlos, to keep the lines of communication open, and to let carlos know how much he loves him even though things are hard and confusing right now

but sure, carlos being petty about tk's sponsor coming to their home to get tk safely to his second needed AA meeting of the day is what being a good partner really looks like, hopefully one day tk will reach those lofty heights of selflessness 🙄

#ask tag #ls asks #911 lone star

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sixeyesgojo · 3 years

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The dead reader made me sad how about something a bit funny but dark based of a comic Tapas called Undying Happiness (it’s been dubbed on YouTube too if you wants to go see it) where the main character falls in love with a guy who’s family has the ability to be able to regenerates wounds even from a skeleton. So do you think we can the cast react to a basically immortal reader?

I like this idea! I also checked out the source material and man, that was SOOO FUNNY lmaoo

Thanks for sending this ask, anon! I think my readers deserve some calm before the storm that’s about to come lol

Summary: undead!reader messing with Team Gojo because why not ;)

Characters: Team Gojo + Sukuna x undead!Reader

Content warning: major injuries (loss of limbs?), mentions of blood

A/N: This is the post anon is talking about: leaving them behind hc

Gojo Satoru

After a while, he will start making jokes about it. You’re not exactly amused at this fool joking around while you’re bleeding out. Gojo is still a little worried (it’s a secret, don’t tell anybody) because he’s firmly convinced that this technique has to have some kind of drawback but it does not. Or at least there hasn’t been any ever since you discovered this ability.

The first time, he would be slightly taken aback but not entirely surprised. You just lost an entire arm; blasted away until only your bones remained but you didn’t even flinch? How in the world?

Truth to be told, you were already kind of used to this. Having to deal with this frequently (including all the “Aren’t you more of a curse?” questions), you already half expected something of the sort of him as well.

However, after processing what just happened, he’ll just shrug. This man has seen more in his life than any other Jujutsu sorcerer ever could, starting from as early as his baby days, thanks to the six eyes. Nothing bothers him all too much.

He’ll just treat it as if you are using Reversed Cursed Technique, just like Shoko.

“Babe, what are you doing? Losing an arm again? Oh my god, that is sooo 2017. Come up with something new to shock me with!” he snickers. “Satoru, I swear you are doing this on purpose,” you got mad while holding the space your arm once held. The bloody substance dripping right through your fingers as the lost limb slowly regenerated.

“It’s really no wonder people constantly ask me why I haven’t exorcised the curse who is sticking to me!” he laughs. You pout, “Rude! I’m not a curse.”

Itadori Yuji

The first time, he is absolutely freaked out. He tries to frantically stop the bleeding in the most clumsy way ever; hands shaking so much it would have the opposite effect. You? You’re calm and you try to calm him down by saying “it’s just an arm” and he goes “JUST AN ARM? THAT’S A LIMB THOUGH???” even more frantically. He already has a few screws loose up there and he knows it but hearing you say that so casually makes him rethink all his decisions in life. It takes him several minutes to calm down. Even though he is a sorcerer now and has seen his fair share of shit happening, including the sopping hole in his chest when Sukuna ripped out his heart, this tops all of it.

After a while, he will be more at ease but still very very worried about you. He doesn’t like seeing you get hurt, even if it’s just a small scratch. Yuji is very relieved when he sees the flesh and skin building back, may even be a little bit fascinated but also grossed out. He will definitely ask you lots of different stuff about it.

“Does it hurt when it does that?” he looks at your regrowing limb. “What do you mean, Yuji?” you give him a quizzical look. He points at your limb, “That. Does that hurt?”

“Well, of course losing a limb hurts but I have had this ability for the longest time, so I got used to feeling the pain. If you mean regrowing this, then no. It tickles a little, I guess?”

The look on his face was priceless.

Fushiguro Megumi

After a while, he will still be frantic at first but then it finally clicks. His head goes “oh, right.” and he calms down, the tension visibly leaves his body, because by now, he knows it’s not that big of an issue anymore. That does not mean he ceased to help you take care of it though - and he does a great job at it.

The first time, he thinks you’ll die on him. The boy is so frantic, his mind goes blank. His chest will break out of his ribcage soon, he feels, but then he sees your calm face. Utter confusion descends down on him; what the hell was happening? Why weren’t you screaming in pain? Why was your facial expression so calm? Maybe it was a shock?

But no, you were calm all over and simply said, “Whoops?”

Consider him confused for his entire life now. He doesn’t understand what’s happening at all and his mind is set on helping you nevertheless.

"Ugh, I’m bleeding all over your uniform. I’m so sorry, ‘Gumi,” you mumble as he patches up what he can. “That’s fine, I can just wash it later,” he bluntly states, his eyes hyperfocused on your wound.

“I’ll wash it for you! I owe you that, it’s the least I can do,” you offer. “Just hold still for now, so I can contain the bleeding - don’t want you to bleed out on me. It’d be a hassle.”

“Hehe, sorry,” you say sheepishly.

Kugisaki Nobara

After a while, she will simply proceed to beat the shit out of whoever did this to you first. She will beat them into a pulp and then exorcise them (in case it was a curse). It’s a little comedic for you to see her get worked up over this after seeing it so many times but at the same time, it melts your heart a little.

The first time, the girl rushes to your aid immediately, telling Fushiguro to handle this curse. “Are you okay?” she asks you and her voice is trembling audibly. It was a stupid question to ask, she thinks. But she doesn’t expect to see you stupidly grin back at her, “Yeah, I’m totally fine, don’t worry about me. This will take some time to grow back but it will.”

Grow back? What? She’s confused. Are you pulling a prank on her? It has to be a prank, right?

“No, this isn’t a prank, I’m serious here,” you laughed.

"You really think you can hurt them without facing repercussions, huh? You are so dumb; I almost feel sorry for how stupid you are, thinking that, when I am right here. Now let’s get ready for a game because I can and absolutely will drag this out; learn your lesson!” Nobara yells at the curse and you only chuckle.

Ryomen Sukuna

The first time, he just clicks his tongue in annoyance, looking at whatever hurt you with fiercely glowing eyes. There would be hell to pay for them. He is annoyed at whatever hurt you but he knows he can fix you easily with his Reversed Cursed Technique. This was so inconvenient, not fun. Quickly, he eliminates the source of your pain and turns to you. He had expected you to have passed out. However, once he sees the wound slowly closing up, a strange grin forms on his face and he starts hollering loudly, “What the heck is that, pet? That’s amusing.”

After a while, he will just sit back and watch as you handle it yourself: free entertainment for his bored soul. He may or may not be generous enough to speed up your recovery with his own Reversed Cursed Technique but I’d rather not count on it because it depends on how he is feeling after you finished the battle.

“Oh? You seem to regenerate a little faster now, even without my help. You take more and more after me, did spending all that time with me turn you into a curse now?” the King of Curses sneers loudly. “Heeey, I’m not a curse! But I would feel better if you helped me out with it instead of sneering at me,” you pouted. For a moment, he seemed to think, “No. It’s amusing.”

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mono-moonchilds · 3 years

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Just The Two Of Us|KNJ

→ Pairing: Namjoon x Fem!Reader

→ Genre: Fluff, Smut, Mature, one-shot

→ Warnings: smut, oral (f receiving), dirty talk, softdom!joon, unprotected sex, virginity loss, sub!reader, shy!reader, slight corruption kink if you squint (ehhh he just likes to hear her beg), mechanic!joon, tattooed!joon, richgirl!reader, forbidden(ish) love, sad yet sappy

→ Word Count: 4k+

→ Summary: you and Namjoon are from opposite sides of the track, from two different lives, but tonight it's just the two of you.

Seated on the side of the bed you waited anxiously for the signaling text. Though you’d been doing this routine for nearly five months, twice a week, it still never failed to make you nervous. This time though you were more stressed than usual. Tonight was different.

Not only were you going to lie about your whereabouts but you also was going to spend the night. As they usually did your parents thought you were going to hang out with Hani, your best friend, but that couldn’t be further from the truth.

You weren’t going four blocks away for a fun innocent girls’ night. You weren’t even going to be in the neighborhood. Instead, you were going all the way to the other side of town with a boy your parents wouldn’t approve of even if you smacked a shiny red bow on his head and gave a ten-hour presentation on all the great things about him.

God, were you nervous. Your heart already thumping loudly in your chest. These past few months were the first real experience you had with disobeying your parent’s rules. Honestly, you didn’t think any of this would last this long. Usually, when it came to guys as the weeks passed the conversation would die down, get boring, and ultimately come to a halt, but with Namjoon every week that passed brought new excitement. Every conversation was better than the last. It was an amazing experience.

Scary at times, because of the intensity but amazing nonetheless.

A vibration erupted from your phone causing you to jump a little at the suddenness. You clicked the little button on the side of the phone expecting to see a text from Namjoon but instead, it’s Hani.

Hanii✨ : did you leave out yet??

You: nope. I’m still waiting on Joon.

You: i’m so nervous lolll

Hanii✨ : nuh uh. you will NOT cancel this time

Last week was supposed to sleep over at Namjoon’s but you’d ended up canceling because of nervousness. You had told them you’d gotten sick but everyone knew that was a lie.

You: i’m not!!! i’m just saying im nervous. I can be nervous

Hanii✨: yeah and i can tell you not to cancel. get out of , that room and live a little

You: maybe namjoon is going to cancel. it’s about to be 10:00 and he said he’d be here by now

Hanii✨ : i highly doubt he’ll cancel :// lmaoo

Hanii✨ : tae just said he left the grocery store a few minutes ago. he was getting you guys snacks

You: Hani!!! i didn’t tell you to ask

Hanii✨: i didn’t!!! Tae just coincidentally mentioned it because they were texting too

Hanii✨: lollll looks like you aren’t the only nervous one. you guys are so cute plsss

You felt your heart flutter. Namjoon was texting Taehyung about him being nervous? He was so cute and soft under all of those muscles and tattoos.

Another vibration jolted through the phone, looking down you expecting to see another message from Hani but this time it was someone different.

Joonie <3: im outside :))

Your heart began to thump against your chest even harder. You quickly clicked back over to the previous chat.

You: he’s here

Hanii✨: well then leave dumbass!!! don’t sit there texting me

You: okay. Okay. I’m leaving

Hanii✨: good

Another buzz.

Hanii✨: ;)))) have funnnn

Rolling your eyes you shoved the phone into your sweat jacket pocket. Nervously, you stood from the bed throwing your overnight backpack onto your shoulder. Taking a deep breath you opened the door, stepping out into the hallway.

This was around the time both your parents prepared for bed so the house was dark and pretty much quiet. The only sign of life was the glimpse of light shining through the small crack underneath their parent’s door. With a shaky fist, you knocked.

“Come in!.” Your mother’s soft voice said.

Your parents were seated comfortably in their king-sized bed wearing their pajamas. Your mother was reading a book and your father is on his computer, no doubt doing some type of work. The man rarely ever took a break.

Looking over her book your mother gave a smile. “ You’re leaving sweetie?”

You nodded. “ Yes, Hani is downstairs.”

“Okay, have fun. Make sure you tell her and her parents I said hello, and don’t you girls cause too much trouble.”

“We won’t.”

“Remember to make sure you’re back an hour or two before dinner. We’re going out with the Johnson family.”Your dad said finally looking up from his screen.

“Okay.”

“Have fun princess.” He said before going back to his work.

“Goodnight,” You called out before closing the door. You waited a few moments just to see if your parents would say anything else but when they didn’t you quickly bolted down the stairs. You were almost out the door when you felt something furry brush across your leg.

The miniature all-brown poodle looked up at you with curious eyes. Crouching down you gave Coco a little kiss before patting her head.

“I’ll be back tomorrow. Be good for Mom and Dad.” As if agreeing to and understanding the request the poodle licked your hand.

With that, you slipped out of the house and began a speedy jog to the old pickup truck that was parked closer to your neighbor’s house rather than yours just as you and Namjoon had discussed. It was just to minimize suspicion in case your parents looked out the window before you made it outside.

Namjoon was looking at his phone so when the door suddenly flew open he jumped a little.

“Go, go go!!” You screeched, throwing your book bag to the floor and hastily snapping your seat belt in.

Without any hesitation, Namjoon shifted the truck into gear the loud rumble of the car filling the neighborhood.

It wasn’t until they were several blocks away the car came to a halt, Namjoon shifting in his seat to look at you. He leaned over pressing his full, plump lips against yours pulling away much too quickly for your liking. You found yourself chasing after his mouth just wanting one more kiss.

“Hey,” Namjoon breathed.

“Hey,” you smiled back. Reaching up you wiped the leftover trace of motor grease that was on his face from work. Even with soot on his face Namjoon was still beautiful.

“I missed you.”

“I missed you too. So much.” You said.

Even though the two of you texted and called each other every day and night it wasn’t enough. The small amount of time you were able to sneak away wasn’t enough either. You just wanted to be with him freely all the time. Just the two of you.

“You’re okay right?”

You nodded. “Yeah, just a little nervous but I’m alright.”

“We can try again next week if you want,” Namjoon assured you, always being the gentleman he was.

You hastily shook your head. “No. I want to be with you tonight.”

Namjoon grinned, leaning forward placing another kiss on your forehead. “Good.”

Namjoon lived quite literally all the way on the other side of town. So during the drive you fell asleep but as soon as the vehicle came to its final complete stop and shifted into the park it was like your body already knew where it was despite it being your first time here. Getting out of the car you took in your surroundings. You had never been this far into the other side of town. It didn’t look like anything like the neighborhood you’d grown up in but it wasn’t terrible. Just a little desolate and empty looking.

Once Namjoon gathered your bags you followed his direction up the stairs. At the final door on the balcony, the two of you stopped and Namjoon stuck his keys into the door.

“Welcome to my humble abode.” He said pushing open the door.

The apartment was neat, with barely anything lying around anywhere, and just like Namjoon had told you he owned a bunch of plants. Literally, in nearly every corner of his living room, there was a plant.

Right next to his bonsai, on the coffee table (Namjoon’s favorite, according to a conversation they’d had) was the small cactus ‘Pickles’ that you gifted him a few weeks ago.

“I see Pickles is looking healthy.”

“Yeah, but she,” Namjoon gestured over to the Bonsai. “Seems to be getting a little jealous at all the attention Pickles has been getting.”

You let out a soft laugh. “You should pay equal attention to all your plants.” Youfake scolded.

“I’m trying. I’m trying. You see how many plants I have?” He waved his hands around, as he made his way into the kitchen. “It’s hard.”

“Who told you to get them all?”

Walking back into the living room Namjoon stopped right in front of you. “No one. But you had to know that a plant given by my favorite girl would end up getting most of my time.” Namjoon said, his eyes focused intently on you. With his finger tucked under your chin, he leaned over placing another kiss on your lips. You stood on your tippy toes meeting him as much as you could.

“Favorite or only?” You whispered, pulling away slightly.

“Well~” Namjoon dragged. “Brenda (the Bonsai) is my girl too. So you can’t be the only.”

You rolled your eyes smacking Namjoon against the arm. “I’m competing with a plant?!”

“No. No. You’re still my favorite.” He looked over then whispered. “Just don’t tell her.”

“How about showing her?” You questioned. The way you were looking up Namjoon, with those big round eyes, had his knees about to buckle.

“Show her how?” He raised a brow. You shrugged cutely then leaned up kissing him.

“Like this.”

A smile filled his face showing off his dimples. Namjoon pulled you back into him, this time instead of keeping it innocent he slipped his tongue into your mouth, hands grazing dangerously along your ass.

Like always you tasted fruity. A mix between the fruit punch and green apple candies you were always munching on. Almost letting out a chuckle, Namjoon remembered the two had been on Facetime and you damn near scoffing down an entire bag of sweets while dramatically telling him a story about something that’d happened earlier when you’d gone somewhere with Hani. It was cute. You were cute.

The small little breaths and a tight grasp on his overalls, as you tried to pull him impossibly closer, were enough to drive Namjoon crazy. Without moving away Namjoon sloppily flopped back onto the couch pulling you on top of him. With a small voice, you breathe out his name and Namjoon felt like he would just about lose it.

God, he loved when you said his name. He loved when you did anything.

Much too soon you pulled away, tucking your face shyly into his neck.

Namjoon chuckled, leaving a chase kiss on the small amount of exposed skin that your sweatshirt allowed.

You pulled back and with a nervous voice asked. “Can we do what we do in your truck?”

Namjoon raised a brow, absentmindedly reaching up to caress your cheek. “We’ve done a few things in that truck. You’re gonna have to be a little more specific, baby.” He laughed.

“When you….”Your voice trailed off.

“When I touched you when I ate you out when you sucked my dick. Words, baby, words.”

Namjoon felt his cock twitch just at the brief memory. Your soft moans, how clung to his arms, glassy eyes, cries of his name as pleasure ravaged her body. It was a sight to behold.

“Yes,” You whimpered. You wanted anything. All of it.

The tall boy hummed, nodding his head. “All this because of Brenda?” He joked. “And to think Tae said all my plants would run people away.”

You let out a snort, rolling you eyes shoving at his shoulder. “Shut up.”

“What do you want to do?” Namjoon asked again.

“Anything.” You said softly.

His eyes grew dark. “Anything entails a lot.”

You didn’t say anything else, just leaned forward and gave him a slow sensual kiss, as if doing that would be enough communication. You gave his bottom lip a soft nip before leaning back. You may not have communicated exactly what you wanted but the look in your eyes when you pulled away was enough.

Namjoon didn’t even think it was possible but his cock grew even harder.

In one full movement, he stood to his feet. Hands tucked under your ass as he held you up.

“Thank you, Brenda,” Namjoon whispered, making you giggle.

The apartment wasn’t the biggest so with a few steps down the hall and a left turn the two of you were in Namjoon’s room. The bedroom was similar to the living room. Lots of plants and a simple dark grey and black decor.

Gently Namjoon laid you on the bed. You watched with your plump bottom lip tucked under your teeth as Namjoon stood by the edge of the bed towering over you. You wanted him so bad. The slick, hotness in your panties becoming too much to bear.

“Joonie,”

“Yes, baby,”

“Come on,” You whined.

Namjoon smirked. “You still haven’t even really told me what you want.” He teased. “I want words baby. If you want me to eat your pussy, say that. If you want my fingers say that.”

You looked up at him flustered. Namjoon could’ve easily just started but he wanted to hear some semblance of the dirty words fall out of your innocent mouth.

“I want your mouth or your fingers.” You said quietly. “Please.” You added at the end.

Although the excruciating need to tell you to be more specific was there Namjoon pushed it aside. Next time, he promised himself. Next time he would make you be detailed, repeat the dirtiest shit no one but him would ever have the luxury of hearing.

When the boy got onto the bed a relieved sigh escaped you. Ever since that one night in his truck, you couldn’t get enough of him making you feel good. Often during the day, you found yourself drifting off into thought about it. Namjoon’s fingers wrapped around the waistband of your sweats dragging them down much too slowly for your liking.

“Take off your sweatshirt for me, baby.” He directed, lips brushing against your thigh. Goosebumps rose on your skin.

Pulling off the sweatshirt and tossing it onto the floor you were left in your matching black bra and panty set. A deliberate choice. It had slight lace designs but for the most part, was simple. The reason you’d picked this set was because of its similarities to another set that Namjoon had particularly enjoyed seeing you in one night.

Walking back into the house pantyless, with a tingly cunt, dazed mind, while trying to hold a conversation with your parents was quite the doozy. Then to top it off later that night Namjoon sent you a video of him touching himself with said panties wrapped around his cock.

Judging by the look on his face Namjoon had taken notice.

He swore under his breath, eyes dancing over your body in delight. It made you feel so powerful underneath his gaze. So wanted. Your pussy pulsed needily in your panties. You needed relief, something.

Namjoon’s lips brushed against her thighs, kissing and nibbling, every time he got closer to the area you needed him most he teasingly moved away.

“Joonie,”

Namjoon hushed you. “We have all night this time, baby. Let me take my time.”

All night.

For once the two of you weren’t bound by two hours here and there once or twice a week. You had all night to be in each other’s presence. So much time but so little at the same time. A truly bittersweet moment.

You were sick of it. The impossible appearances your parents wanted to keep up. The lies you had to tell just to get an inch of freedom.

“You okay? Namjoon asked upon seeing the wetness forming in your eyes. You nodded.

“Just want this all the time.”

His features softened and he lifted up crawling over your body until he could kiss your forehead. At first glance, he would’ve just thought you had a perfect life. Money, a big house, a seemingly put-together family, but after getting to know you more he realized that while all those things were true the weight of perfection was forced heavily onto you. His family may not have had much but the one thing his parents did give him was the luxury of freedom and individualization.

“I know, I know.” He kissed your cheeks. “Don’t think about that shit right now. Right now it’s us. Me and you. No one else.”

“Let me take care of you,” Namjoon said, plump lips brushing against your skin as he traveled his way back down. In one swift movement, he took off your panties. The cool air hitting your cunt making you shiver.

Namjoon’s eyes darkened as he took in your bare pussy looking at it as if it was the best thing in the world.

To him it was. So pretty. So wet.

He finally flattened his tongue against you making cry out in pleasure. Slowly his tongue circled your clit, relishing in the taste of your juices. Namjoon let out a groan at the soft calls of his name. Hearing you moan out for him was enough alone to make him cum.

Your hands flew to his head, grasping at his soft locks. You looked so pretty. Mouth slightly ajar, struggling to keep your hazy eyes focused on him.

It felt so good. Namjoon lapping and sucking on your most sensitive parts that no one besides you had touched until him. You weren’t completely innocent. Like most young adults you’d watched porn a few times but anything other than that was new territory.

“Feels–feels so good.” You moaned, hips starting to rock in unison with the man below you. You could feel the heat rising in your belly, you hands and legs locking tightly to keep Namjoon in place despite him not going to anytime soon.

“Look at me,” Namjoon commanded.

The two of you locked eyes. crying out as you watched his tongue swirl against the bundle of nerves. With one particularly hard suck, it was the end. Your body went rigid, loud chants of Namjoon’s name mixed with various swears as you came undone, your orgasm hitting harshly like a ton of bricks.

His tongue continuously wiggled against you until you were pushing at his head to escape the overwhelming pleasure. But Namjoon didn’t give up the overstimulation until he felt like, giving your overly-sensitive clit a few final sucks before pulling away.

You laid on the bed trying to catch your breath, heart pounding against your chest. You hadn’t even realized he’d moved but unexpectedly Namjoon’s mouth was once again pressed against your own, tongue pushing its way into your mouth. You could taste her salty release on his tongue.

“You always look so beautiful.” Namjoon breathed against your mouth. He moved to your neck sucking on it gently as his finger went into her bra rolling the brown nipples between his fingers. “Fuck, I wanna do so much with you.”

Your hands tugged needily at Namjoon’s clothes. You wanted this stupid thing off. Just wanted to feel him properly against you for once.

“What do you want, baby?” Namjoon asked responding to your deprived whimpers.

“You. More. Please”

Namjoon’s shoulders shook with a chuckle as he mumbled under his breath how needy you were. “You want my fingers now.”

You shook your head. “No. Want you.” You wanted everything. You never imagined it happening like this but when you knew you knew. You were ready and wanted to experience Namjoon fully.

Namjoon pulled away, studying your face just to make sure that he was understanding correctly.

“You want to…” He pointed between the both of you back and forth. You nodded.

“You want me to fuck you,” Namjoon questioned, then groaned at his choice of words, literally facepalming. “Shit, sorry, not fuck.” He corrected. “I wouldn’t fuck you.”

You giggled at Namjoon’s own embarrassed fluster at his word choice. “What would you do?”

“Make love to you.” The man stated as if it should have been the most obvious thing.

The fingers that were currently tugging on the zipper to Namjoon’s overalls froze at the sudden confession. Your heart rising once again in your chest but for a whole other reason this time.

Namjoon swore again. “Did I just make things weird?

“No. no.” You belatedly assured. “I just- you mean it?”

“Wouldn’t say it if I didn’t.”

Although you had never had any experience with love outside of familial or friendly aspects of being in love you just knew that everything you were feeling at this moment and the ones before was symbolic of that elusive concept.

“I love you.”

Namjoon grinned his cheeks turning a light shade of red at the confession.

“Make love to me, Joonie.”

Namjoon stood from the bed removing his overalls leaving him in just his white tank top and black boxers. He climbed back onto the bed, eyes trained as he hovered over you.

“You sure you wanna do this? There will be plenty of other nights where we can.”

“I’m sure.” You said hands pulling on the ends of Namjoon’s shirt until you were successfully able to pull it over his head leaving his tattooed chest and arms both exposed.

You gasped as you felt his fingers dance over her clit.

“Need to get you ready.” His fingers swirled around the tiny pebble before slowly pushing one in.

“Oh-,” you sucked in as the long slender digit slowly worked its way in.

Namjoon watched completely enthralled as the soft moans tumbled from your pretty mouth. It not only made his dick swell but his heart as well. He prayed this would never end. Not just the sexual acts but everything else too. The late-night talks, the jokes. He wanted it all forever. He wanted you forever.

You had gotten used to two but when the third finger worked its way in your hand flew down to his wrist with a low hiss.

“It’s okay,” Namjoon muttered. “Gotta get you ready. It’ll feel good soon.”

You held him there for a moment but after you adjusted you let go allowing him to continue the slow pumps. You’d seen his dick before and had the thick length in your mouth. If just his finger were proving to be somewhat of a tight fit how the hell were you supposed to take the real thing?

“It’ll be okay.” He assured almost as if he’d heard your thoughts. “I got you.”

He removed his fingers from your cunt but before you could complain it was replaced with the head of his cock nudging at your clit.

“I got you.” He repeated, kissing your lips before slowly pushing his length in.

You cried out against his lips. It wasn’t extremely painful but it was a stinging tight fit that served as a very loud reminder that she’d never done this before. Your nails dug into his muscular arms as you waited for Namjoon to bottom out. It felt like the process of his cock entering you was never-ending. Leaving kisses across your face, Namjoon whispered how good you were doing telling you how much he loved you.

When he was finally fully inside you Namjoon dug his face into your neck letting out a series of swears. You felt so warm. Tight. It was the best thing he’d ever had. A scary but comforting feeling.

He was ruined but Namjoon was perfectly okay with it. He’d let you ruin him any day.

He was still there waiting for your okay. It took a few moments but you finally whispered it.

Within the first thrust, Namjoon knew he wouldn’t last long. It felt too good. Everything between his mind and his heartfelt overstimulated.

It felt just as amazing if not more for you as well. The new form of pleasure shoots up your body. It was the best thing you’d ever felt in your life. You hugged his body tightly, your feet pressing into his lower back.

“You’re doing so good, baby.” Namjoon praised between breaths. “My sweet girl.”

His pace rose a bit but not too much. It was pulling some of the most high-pitched and animalistic noises from you but you couldn’t find it in yourself to be embarrassed or care for that matter. It was just him and you locked in a moment of pleasure that only the two of you could bring to each other. You had no concern in the world.

With tears welling up in your eyes pleasure washed over your body. With a cry, you said the three words Namjoon was quickly becoming addicted to hearing. He almost came then and there too but willed himself to pull out, his coming shooting onto your lower stomach and some onto the sheets.

With a grunt, he fell onto the bed. You both were spent. The room was silent, filled with nothing but your deep breaths. You hadn’t noticed he’d left the bed until you felt a warm towel wiping at her stomach.

“How was it?”

“Perfect. Better than I’d imagined.”

“Promise me this will never end.”

“It won’t. It won’t end until we say so.” Namjoon promised even though you both knew that in just a few short hours you would be forced back into reality.

The reality where you were forced to deal with classist ideals and perfection-filled expectations. The reality where it wasn’t just the two of you.

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I'm bored and in a kkg brainrot mood, so i'm just gonna rant about my opinions of kakegurui ships and i will make some headcanons:

Kirasaya

Ok i had to start with them bc they're just too iconic, i think they have one of the most interesting and complex dynamics in kkg, they really got me obsessed with them, it's probably my number one kakegurui ship and the reason i started watching the show and reading the manga. Honestly yeah their relationship has some power imbalance, since sayaka is kirari's secretary, and is probably disfunctional, but contrary to what some ppl say kirasaya is not abusive, kirari never physically or emotionally abuses sayaka throughout the story. Anyway they're a 10/10, peak lesbian yearning, if they don't kiss at least one i will jump the author. Probably one of my fav ships ever, i think they're made for each other and i can't see kirasaya with anyone else, they're just so good together and their chemistry is >>>>>>

Yumary

Ok this one is kinda an unpopular opinion bc most people like yumary, but honestly i can't get invested into it, there's something in this ship that doesn't make my heart go "fuck yeah they should be gfs". Personally i don't ship yumeko with anyone bc i can't imagine her in a relationship since her main thing is being a compulsive gambler, her existence revolves around it and she forms relationships when they're useful for her gambling games. I think yumary could be friends with benefits for some time, but after a while mary would probably break it off because i don't think she can handle a sexual/romantic relationship with yumeko and after a while it would make her go nuts. A friendship between them is already messy and complicated and honestly i don't think they are compatible that way. Yes they have chemistry and there's probably some mutual attraction but to me it's a no. Also can cishet dudes stop fetishizing this ship ? My vote is 6/10, mostly bc mary doesn't seem much physically comfortable with yumeko, idk mary just seems off with her in that sense and i prefer them as gambling partners or friends.

Meariri

I honestly love this ship, especially after reading the manga, they have such an great dynamic, i think they both care about each other, they have chemistry and i think they're compatible and that their personalities compliment each other, mary is often loud and aggressive and passionate while ririka is more closed off and quiet, they're like fire and ice and this case i think the saying "opposite attract" works with them. Mary counts on ririka and i love the fact that she is so comfortable with her physically (mary is almost always the one to initiate the contact, holding her hand, touching her head, etc) and ririka gets inspired by mary to be her own person and chase her goals. Plus they're really cute together, aesthetically i find them the most attractive couple, i'll give them a solid 9/10

Itsukaede

Lmao i don't even know if this is the correct ship name for itsuki x kaede, ok i don't hate it and i think they could work as a couple, it's not my cup of tea bc m/f ships bore me, but i like their relationship, they have the kind of old married couple dynamic that always works. 6/10.

Ryomeko

I can see it happening, i don't ship it, but i don't mind it either, i'm kinda neutral about ryota x yumeko, but i think he's one of the ppl who care about yumeko the most in that academy (with also mary ofc), the ship is boring bc ryota is bland (he's a good guy don't get me wrong and he defo doesn't deserve the hate he gets) and as i said previously i don't ship yumeko with anyone. Sorry i gotta give it 5/6 out of 10

Yumedari

Ok i love midari but just like yumeko, i don't ship her with anyone bc i see her as someone who's too much unstable for relationships, but i know that canonically she loves/likes/is attracted to yumeko so i don't hate this ship, i think it's decent, the only problem is that yumeko hates midari. Still i think that since they're the most insane mfs in that school somehow this ship could work. 6/10

Yuridari

Again midari in my eyes is kinda unshippable, but this ship is not bad at all, they would have that kind of bickering married couple dynamic like itsuki and kaede, i like it but it doesn't do much for me. 7/10

Ryomary

Jsjssjsksk i looked the name of mary x ryota's ship on wiki so if it sounds weird it's bc i don't know their ship name and i have looked at the first site google gave me. This ship is hard no, mainly bc ryota is very bland and i consider mary a lesbian (i read that she is a canon lesbian but idk if it's confirmed by the author, let's say lesbian mary is just my hc) so shipping her with men feels like a hate crime to me, mary is for the girls only, 4/10.

Tsumary

They are kind of cute together right ? I think they're adorable, tsuzura is mary's first love and i think that someone like her would make mary very happy. I still haven't finished kkg twin, so my opinion on tsuzura is incompleted and it might change, i don't hate her but i find her character a little basic/boring so even though this ship is cute it doesn't make me fall in love with them. 7/10 bc probably also tsuzura had feelings for mary and they have a healthy dynamic, you can see they love each other.

Midasaya

I enjoy this crackship, i know that they both like different people but i headcanon that they were together during middle school or that midari had at least a small crush on sayaka during that time, before kirari came to hyakkaou i like to think that they explored their sexuality together so midari was probably sayaka's first kiss, her first date, etc, so they would have history together and we also see that midari knows sayaka bc her character is described through her pov during tower of doors. I find this ship pretty funny bc sayaka is always so serious and composed and midari is a ball of chaos. 7/10

Yumesaya

This is another crackship i don't mind and find hilarious, yeah i'm a huge kirasaya stan but i'm also a multishipper and sayaka deserves all the girls in the world, so the more the merrier. I like to think this ship as one sided love in which yumeko sort of pines after sayaka and i think it would be very interesting to see kirari being jeaulous that sayaka is getting yumeko's attention. We saw jeaulous/protective sayaka in kakegurui, but i would also like to see how kirari reacts when someone tries to take sayaka away from her, it would be really interesting. Obv this would create some tension between kirasaya and also between kirari and yumeko, almost a sort of love triangle dynamic. My opinion is that yumeko is just too unstable to settle down, also they both probably would get bored/lose interest in each other after the heat of the moment. 6/10

Ririsaya

Sorry but i really can't see it happening not even if i squint, but i really enjoy the ririsaya fanfictions and i think those works are pretty great even though i don't ship them very much. It would be interesting if both twins were in love with sayaka and there was some tension/coldness between them for a while bc they liked the same girl (maybe i read too many fanfictions). My headcanon is that both sayaka and ririka had a crush on each other when they first knew each other and for sayaka it was probably pretty confusing bc she already had feelings for kirari. I see them as friends, 7/10

Yumemisaori

Again idk if this is the correct name of the ship, many said that yumemi and saori are a healthier/mentally stable version of kirasaya and i agree. the dynamics are similar bc we have the secratary that is willing to do everything for her boss and the relationship is a little more balanced, i think they would be very cute together, but sadly they had very little interactions and if i could see more of them i would probably ship them even more. I like them 7/10.

Sachiko x Mary

I didn't even find a ship name for this couple, so they must be pretty unpopular, i like both characters and their antagonistic dyanamic is very interesting, but i don't ship them much bc i think mary needs/wants someone who is completely different from sachiko, who wants to make mary her pet and mary is someone who cares very much about her freedom, her indipendence and wants to make her own choices and this completely clashes with sachiko's extremely sadistic and domineering nature. I prefer them as enemies who have some sexual tension or enemies with benefits or one night stand adventure, but nothing more. 5/6 out of 10 bc the only mary ship i really love is meariri and i also like tsuzumary a bit.

Sachiko x Mikura

This is probably one of the most unhealthy relationships in kakegurui, but i kinda like it. Their dyanmic is pretty much vertical with sachiko who has all the power and makes mikuro do everything she wants and mikura who is completely obsessed and devoted to sachiko (my opinion is that she developed a sort of stockholm syndrome towards sachiko). I think that someone like sachiko could never have genuine romantic relationships bc of her extremely sadistic nature, she sees ppl like toys to break and what she enjoys the most is seeing ppl suffer, so the only compatible person with sachiko is someone extremely masochistic like mikura. Giving them a 6/7 out of 10 bc their interactions are fun/interesting and spice things up.

Rin x Ibara and Yumeko x Kirari

Hard no to both of them, i don't ship incest, yall can do what you want but personally it's a huge no for me. When i first started watching the anime at the beginning i thought yumeko and kirari had some sort of tension and could have been enemies to lovers (lmaoo i was so naive), but then i discovered they were cousins and i saw more kirasaya interactions so i got completely turned off by this ship. 3/10 to both of these ships.

Sachiko x Sakura

Now this ship is very sexy, idk why i like it but i do, yes i don't see sachiko with anyone besides mikura, but this pairing is not bad at all, even though it's a crackship. I think they would be rivals with benefits and would argue a lot and then make out/have hot sex. 7/10 (maybe it's too high but since these are just my opinions i won't be objective)

Mary x kirari

Uhm is there really someone out there who ships them ? Yeah i thought they had some sexual tension in s1 with that tea scene, but it's a no from me, i don't like it and i don't think they're compatible in any way, i can't see kirari with anyone who isn't sayaka. 4/10

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