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rebel-ezra · 5 months

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echo knew what omega’s plan is because he’d 😭 do 😭 the 😭 same 😭

#stop i’m so emotional rn #bad batch #bad batch spoilers #the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #tbb #tbb spoilers #echo #omega

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adriancatrin · 7 months

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katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions

based on this photo from the live action cast

#my art #i learned SO MUCH about digital coloring while working on this. i can’t wait to try to put it to practice from the start and on purpose #instead of stumbling upon leagues of info when i was already 95% done lol #anyways #zukka #idc about tagging rn tbh i’m tired #fuck backgrounds dude #hate that shit #i need to do lighting studies fr tho #i can’t do interesting light i just. don’t have the knowledge #makes me sad cuz lighting really makes or breaks pieces it seems #also lol i started this then stopped for like two hours and just sketched katara a fuck ton #what i landed on here isn’t my favorite but i liked the soft + gently amused emotion she’s showing #ok whatever i’m done rambling #post

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melhekhelmurkun · 7 months

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I’m such a sucker for scruffy men with sad eyes 😭

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gatzbright · 1 year

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straight into your arms

dnf fic, 1.4k, one shot, rated g [established relationship, emotional hurt/comfort, fluff, affection]

Dream chokes on a weak sob. “George—” “I’m here,” George says. “I’m here, baby. You did it.” Dream blinks rapidly through blurred vision, trying to make out George’s bright expression. He wipes his eyes with the sleeve of his hoodie and takes shaky breaths, grips onto George with his other hand. “You overwhelmed?” George asks. And Dream nods. “Yeah, that’s okay.” George brushes the pad of his thumb across Dream’s damp cheek. “That’s okay, take your time. Breathe, Dreamie. You did amazing out there.”

[Or, After Dream's first concert ever, he walks straight out of the spotlight and into George's arms.]

#NEWFIC HI DRONCERTGAVE ME THE MADNESS #not at All what i’m supposed to be finishing up rn buti got possessed i’m sosorry #i could Not stop thinking about how proud george would be of dream n how emotional dream said he was gonna be after he got off stage waaah #i lovethem so bad ilov love #dnf #my writing #enjoyyy mwah :) tiny tiny words words words

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twistedappletree · 21 days

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i love when i (understandably) freak out over things that happen in life (my car breaking down and getting kicked out of my rental so the owner can sell it and having to find a new place in the shittiest market ever where barely anything is available and saving for an astronomical down payment while still having to pay the rent for the place i’m getting kicked out of) people are like “oh well things are looking up now that all that’s over with right?? so there’s no reason to be stressed anymore”

no.

fucking no patricia, it’s not over, it’s not okay, i am still stressed, i’m literally crying in my car everyday. i cry at work, i cry at the grocery store, i cry in the club, i cry fucking everywhere i cannot stop fucking CRYING because i’m constantly living on the edge of “what’s next?” because there will be something fucking next. there’s always something next.

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fraberry-stroobcake · 7 months

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is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

#- but also it’s night time and you can’t fall asleep even though you need to get up early #and you’re just stuck imagining the lines you want written down #so your only options are to do it now while they’re still there #or not and then forget all of them in the morning and cry #hi i’m the gay one help i haven’t been in this state in a while #i’m just in that state again somehow i guess #probably because i never got a chance to tell this person how something so small for them meant a world to me in that moment #i hope i’ll be able to tell you all that myself in a more direction way but i love you so much you mean the world to me #okay i don’t actually want to scare you off by saying that but knowing what my mind is imagining for this you’d think that yourself anyway #i should probably stop taking now it’s way too late and i’m being tooooo emotionally vulnerable rn #hi guys sleepy night time frab here i’m the (other) emotion + vulnerable one #don’t you love to see it #i wonder if anyone is still down here reading these tags #hi if you are! send aaaa hmmm send a little ‘£; e’ if you read to this point #also why r u still reading? weirdoooo /jk love you #but really don’t be down here too long i’m sorta bleeding all my feelings out right now #because i’m so bad at expressing myself directly and as soon as i want to #ugh i’ll leave now i’m lonely and talking to myself too much again #night night everpony #frabrant #wonder if i’ll write more again… ok i’m LEVAING now gah

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casualhedonists · 8 months

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DATING IS SO HARD WTF

#vent to follow in the tags lmao #like. what????#people!!! chill the fuck out!!#i had some dude unmatch with me bc i didn’t respond to him YESTERDAY #and like it’s not that big of a deal we’d only just matched but like?? patience is a fucking virtue?? and i have a life?#he was all like come back :((( then two minutes later he was like ok sorry for bothering you bye and then LEFT #like. fine if you do that but the message?? what??#anyway it came at a bad time bc. a bitch is already in crisis rn #cause i kinda feel like my irl friends hate me for some reason and i already feel bad that i’ve been so busy i’ve not been able to #talk to them that much #and i was supposed to go on a trip with my friend but that’s been postponed (not her fault or mine)#and my car still won’t start. we tried to jump it today and it didn’t do anything #anyway i’m like rapid cycling through major emotions and it’s like mimi chill the fuck out #and listening to way too much phoebe bridgers i know the end #also i’m in crisis bc i’ve made up with like. my oldest friend who used to have a crush on me and when i told him i preferred girls he like #stopped talking to me for a while #that was years ago and now we’re slowly becoming friends again but i feel so much guilt over it for no reason #and i get into avoidant episodes as a coping mechanism and like. i feel like im going into one atp #okay okay vent over im okay lmaoo #sorry folks hope your days going better than mine <3 #｡･:*˚:✧｡ mimi speaks!

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firehose118 · 2 months

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i’ve been writing so much bucktommy recently and every time i see gifs of eddie i’m just like

#finally had a breakthrough in my qpr buddie/bucktommy fic #the problem is that buck and tommy’s psychology is so much closer to my own than eddie’s is #(especially tommy’s bc he’s such a comparatively blank slate in the show rn that i can project directly onto him easily)#working out my thoughts about the emotional core here feel free to ignore me #but I think I know where I’m going with this now #bc okay yes eddie is repressed. that’s easy. but I don’t think he’s actively pushing down his desires so much as he doesn’t allow himself #the space to feel them in the first place #he’s forcing himself into these roles he doesn’t fit into/doesn’t like/chafes against bc he thinks that’s what he SHOULD want #and the easiest way to do that isn’t to ignore your own desires but to not have them in the first place #it’s easier to slot something into a blank space than it is to push something else out of the way first #so before he can stop denying himself he needs to figure out WHAT he’s denying himself #and he needs to learn the difference between what he wants and what he thinks he should want #documenting the process

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binders-and-beanies · 4 months

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#sry I need to vent more abt my tattoo pain bc I physically cannot do anything productive rn im completely and totally incapacitated #can’t read anything beyond short posts or texts. can’t eat or move at all #tried to sleep through it so it would at least Be Tomorrow so I can get medical help. but the jolts of pain make me like Jump #hence me being sent home from work early today like it’s not even that I was complaining I was just flinching involuntarily so much #and was unable to work or function at all. thank god I don’t work retail rn I remember the pain of tattoo infections in that context #it’s so Abrupt it feels like I’m being stabbed or repeatedly bitten #literally trying not to scream bc I have a roommate. but he almost certainly hears me crying and saying ouch #which sucks bc I barely know the guy lol he has no context. At least on my drive home I could scream as much as I needed #literally would go to the ER if I could afford it and that sounds so dramatic bc it is #it doesn’t feel like it can wait. genuinely don’t know how I’m gonna get through the night #I haven’t slept in like 60 hours and I doubt I will tonight. but it hurts too much to even tell if I’m tired #and I don’t have time for this!! I have so much I need to be doing. I hate that the only way I can have Time is to be Extra Disabled #in a way that leaves me completely unable to do the things I normally can fight through despite burnout #and I was just at health services yesterday asking them to do insurance paperwork that they couldn’t do #it’s embarrassing having to be like hey I was just there but can I come back #I have Another tattoo infection but I pinky promise I take such good care of them #and my artist is like the best of the best too. it’s like it doesn’t matter what either of us does to keep me safe #and I know if anyone responds to this it will be to tell me to stop getting tattoos #but that’s literally like telling me not to get top surgery if I’m immunocompromised n might have recovery complications #both are equally important gender affirming medical procedures to me I’m not joking #and I hate always having to justify this whilst in agonizing pain. I hate answering the same things every time bc still no one believes me #I say this as someone who lives every moment in baseline pain that would have your average person writhing on the floor and I ignore it #this is truly unbearable if I hadn’t been through it a million times I would think it was life threatening #just needed to get it out ig. bc it’s all I can physically do. until health services opens in 12 hours #PLEASE let them have availability tomorrow bc i have literally no option on weekends #this is just. so upsetting and embarrassing. I don’t have time or emotional capacity for this #personal #mine #vent post

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fifthnailinstevesbat · 5 months

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thinking about how after i watched the last episode of season 4, i genuinely could. not. listen to the song that plays over THAT PART for literal DAYS. you know the one. when it’s cold i’d like to die. i had to actively avoid it because hearing it made me so violently i’ll and HEARTBROKEN i could feel it like my body physically REACTED. it was insane. it still actually hurts to hear it but nothing will come CLOSE to that feeling the first week afterwards.

#it’s so hard to ever watch that episode too #like i’ve done maybe three season rewatches since that first time in july 2022 #and i still think i’ve only watched those scenes maybe two of the times #i am in a rewatch rn. and. i’ve just. stopped.#it’s been WEEKS since i binged the rest of season 4 #but i just cant bring myself to watch it again yet #it’s been like a good WHILE since i’ve actually watched the episode all the way thru #so…#yeah.#safe to say this show is wired into my emotions and i grieve the characters like i would real people #stranger things #OH my GOD LITERALLY THE WEEK AFTER. maybe like three days had past since the episode #my sister and my dad both like came up to me and asked if i was doing ok or if something had happened because i had been really quiet #and i had to look them in the eyes and explain that technically no nothing has happened #but also EVERYTHUNG has happened.#but yeah i’m ok just. stranger things season 4.#proof of how wrecked i was.#stranger things 4 #st4 #stranger things 4 vol 2

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sunserenade · 9 months

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ao3 author togaki sleep with one eye open tonight i haven’t stopped crying for the past half hour bc of your fic

#i literally sent my best friend an 8 minute voice message of me sobbing and talking about the fic #what the fuck man #my head hurts from crying so much #it might be bc of my period but i’m literally so emotional rn and i can’t stop crying thinking about it

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mielgf · 2 years

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being the eldest daughter really is just how do i shield my sibling from everything bad in the world and also how do i gentle parent my own parents

#being home makes me realise how much i had to self teach emotional regulation and communication skills #i am truly the glue holding this family together no one talks to each other just immediate defensiveness and yelling and being mean #like i truly just sit here in shock listening to my sister and my parents interact with one another and how easily fights break out #little by little i’m starting to feel like a guest in this home again despite this being the place i grew up in #family tw #parents tw #going back to the city tomorrow and I’m sad leaving again but i’m also like.#this environment is so bad for me mentally and emotionally #and i try and fix it but i’ll never be able to bc no one else wants to put in the effort to fix it #so i need to just stop trying to hold everyone together bc my parents are grown fucking adults #my sister is my baby so she’s a lil different but seriously this is too much #why is mom yelling at my dad before he even shows any sign of frustration/anger…#not that THAT is even an excuse to start yelling but like she’ll get mad at him for being mad when he’s NOT even mad??#please make this make sense bc rn i cannot comprehend it #everyone please get therapy!! god #talk time

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pepprs · 2 years

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ok i took a nap sorry for miseryposting

#purrs #i don’t feel better per se but i do feel less angry so i think that’s good. but i did have a fucked up and disturbing dream so now im #focused on that a little bit but it’s whatever. i think i just feel stuck in my life and overwhelmed rn but i have to be gentle with myself #and okay with accepting outcomes that are compromises even if i really don’t want to. but idk. i have to think on it more. and i wish i felt #less lonely bc i KNOW i am not it’s just i have no emotional object permanence and i keep dismantling all my inoculations and then crying #out for more inoculations and i don’t know how to stop. and now im getting upset again typing this so I’m going to stop even though i havent #gotten to the end of my thought yet and like reblog some things or watch a video idk. i really need to find a counselor and speaking of #which i feel like someone told me lately (on here probably and ididnt reply im sorry) that my counseling place should give me referrals to o #other places and they didn’t and maybe it’s bc i told them i was taking a break from counseling but i am kind of like 😐😑. but i’ll figure it #out and find someone. i think there’s a thing i can do through work i just have to gather the spoons to actually do it and i spent all of th #them on the drivers manual today. also i read like half the drivers manual today! which is something to acknowledge. ok im done now bye

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binx0r · 1 year

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Legit question: would it be weird to tell someone

“It makes me happy to know you exist”

Bc like… that’s a sentiment I feel a lot esp when I don’t have the ability to interact as much as I’d like to with people but I see them living their lives and it gives me deeply good feelings

Like regardless of whether we cross paths I know you well enough to appreciate you’re part of the universe and that fact brings me joy

Like is that inappropriate in any way?

#personal #super you can ignore this #im probably not gonna say it either way bc it’s awkward #I’m not even high rn I just have a lot of emotions #like I just sometimes really want to let people know how great it is they’re alive and being who they are #but I don’t know how to express that in a way that actually communicates that #especially when it’s like not tied to any specific behaviour or relationship or expectation #I’m going through it and I have really low social capacity and it’s really getting to me #I don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable or wonder what I’m trying to accomplish by being like really intense #what are boundaries? why are they so adaptive? how do you express love that isn’t asking for anything in return?#idk #it also feels like I ask this kind of thing too much but that’s also potentially in my head #I don’t actually need reassurances I just wanted to put it out there #like… maybe… maybe instead of saying it directly I can express this in a way where people don’t feel the need to interact with it #unless THEY choose to #no pressure #yeah… that’s maybe the middle ground here #so I can stop fucking thinking about it without directly making it anyone else’s problem #anyway if you see this and read all this shit and we’ve ever interacted I mean you #good job existing (sincere)#the world is better with you in it 😊

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munamania · 1 year

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so ok my life is crazy right now i can’t even get into it rn but i made up a lie to miss work friday so i can go see bottoms instead lmfao and now tomorrow something really big just came up for like us film kids and theres no way i can miss it but like i am soooo anxious abt messaging my bosses again but like also it’s not that serious and i make 10/hr there. so. regardless pray for me

#BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT TEHEHEHEHEHE I GET TO START OUT MY MORNING WITH TV ANALYSIS WITH THE COOOOOOLEST BESTEST PROF #I CANT WAIT I LOVE HER anddddd ME AND LYDIA HAVE A CLASS TOGETHER ISNT THAT WHACKY THE WORLD IS SO BEAUTIFUL #i’ll stop yelling now. there’s a lot of emotion in my little body rn mostly fatigue and some stress and delirium. i’m not built for this #abby talks

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milo-is-rambling · 1 year

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Going to eat a brown sugar cinnamon pop tart for the first time since my dad died. I’m craving it. It will make me cry. Going to hot box the bathroom while I take a bath and then cry and eat a pop tart in the bath. I’m bringing pocket joe for companionship

#I took a dab and then went oh shit a bath would be fantastic rn. and then I said. wait. I’m hungry. I want a pop tart. I also want to cry in #the bath. this feels like a win win then when my high wears off and I stop feeling my emotions I can smoke the joint and it will fix me #life hack.#also pop tarts make me sad bc my dad ate pop tarts like every fucking morning with his coffee and it was like his thing and he always joked #about pop tarts being programmer food #ughhhhh I want to cry I miss my dad I’m pmsing I just got fired I feel like a total failure my mom likes my brother more than me my dad #understood being the fuck up kid who’s traumatized and struggling like oh my god now that I’ve experienced losing someone that close I want #to go back in time to when he was alive and talk about losing his sister and how hard that was on him I mean he was my age when his older #sister died and it fucked him up and his death fucked me up around the same age I feel like I’m destined to become my father and I hated him #so much growing up but now that I feel like it’s gonna happen no matter what I can’t help but just wish he was here to talk to #my mom is far too good at being a normal person and so is my brother and my dad was the fuck up and he understood how I felt and now I have #no one who was the fuck uo and grew up anyways like ughhhhhhhh I hate everything I wish my dad was alive

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