Men were sending love letters in the middle of war and we are settling for boys that think reassurance is too much effort?? The bar is in hell!
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my mental health this week has been so low im having stupid thoughts but all you have is yourself so you gotta push through somehow it’ll be okay right? 🥺
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Just ignore this… just needed to get it out…
Do you ever feel like you’re so unheard?
That you’re screaming in silence?
I keep feeling like that a lot lately… that people just talk over me all the time or don’t hear when I’m actually asking for help, just tell me I’ll be alright or told to just ignore certain people/ don’t let them get to me…
I feel I’m so unlovable. So moody and that no one will want to put up with that.. not even my kids… I feel I’ve not done anything to be proud of but I’ve gone to uni, have two gorgeous kids and have tried to change for the better but my bad thoughts keep coming back.. telling me I’m not good enough. I don’t deserve to be happy and that the person I like, that people are telling me flirts back, doesn’t actually like me back and people just say that to be nice…. I feel I annoy everyone especially when I ask for reassurance all the time…
Why do toxic people get to be happy when the people they hurt suffer and struggle all the time?
I dunno what to believe anymore… my head or heart …
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Took my walk a lot later today and got a decent picture.
KC is a pretty city.
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I took this picture going for a stupid walk for my stupid mental health. It was a foggy day in the bush. Sun was rising and there was a smell of wild rosemary and pine tree.
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For my journal dedicated specifically to my alcoholism and the struggles.
Explanation
This one I’m gonna try to say focused more on the mental health side of things.
I say that like anyone ever actually sees these.
So, I’m doing all the mental health crap. So I’m gonna try to journal here more. Feels like a good safe space to express many words. My other safe space is Tik Tok.
Where are my ADHDers? Especially the women. And ones with substance abuse. And cutting off birth parents. 
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stupid SO convincing me to go back to stupid writing so i can have a stupid hobbie because of stupid mental health
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Three Little Words
Summary: You tell Simon you love him.
Characters: Simon “Ghost” Riley x gn!reader
Rating: SFW
Word count: 400ish
The first time you tell him that you love him wasn’t planned. It just happened.
You and him were on a walk at night together. Late nights seem to be the only time that he ever genuinely speaks his mind and even just slightly lets you in.
You came to a halt and kissed, wasn’t the first time by far, and it just slipped over your lips before you could think about it, you just can’t help yourself.
His eyes widen in shock and he freezes, you can tell that he is panicking behind his mask. You know he can’t help the way he feels about commitment and big feelings so you just kiss him again and hold him close.
“You don't have to say it back. I don't expect you to. I just need you to know. It’s okay, I promise.”
You are afraid that you have gone too far, scared him away, but nothing between the two of you changes. He is still the same he was before, makes his stupid jokes, holds you close, kisses you like your lives depend on it.
You are terrified to bring it up again, so you just don’t. Maybe this is just the limit of your relationship and maybe that’s okay. You don’t mind. You understand why it is so hard for him to open up and to let himself feel all of those difficult emotions and you know that pressuring him won’t get you anywhere.
One day you are at his place, having spent the day with him. You are cuddled up to him, head resting on his chest. He is being extra quiet, he must think you have fallen asleep already and you are on the verge of doing so. He is just so comfortable and you feel so safe with him.
You can tell that he is looking at you, his hands running through your hair.
His voice is quiet, but you hear him clear as day anyway.
“Love you too.”
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Old men Lao and Liu for @lonelynight13 👉👈
Because I love how passionate you are about them, and your incredible art always puts a smile on my face. <3
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Got a great shot of the sky on my walk tonight.
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