#survivor! akira

[aidendh]

[Akira after Chapter 114]

Survivor(Akira): *shaking Adrik* WHAT. IS. YOU'RE. ABILITY?!?!?

[han-ban-bam]

anime bike reference anyone? 👀

[a-certain-nerd]

Sometimes, I think about how Ron, Hibiki/Hiro, and Akiren are just siblings from different worlds.

They also have brown haired friends™️

Friendsss

Historians will find this media and call them roommates fr fr

[akirathedramaqueen]

You know what I love about this show so much?

The kindness. The understanding. The redemption.

And that's in the setting of fucking Hell. The irony.

The characters are deeply flawed. They make a lot of mistakes. They fuck up even trying to fix things.

But they are trying. They have a lot of virtues, too, even though they don't see them themselves. They slowly but surely process their problems. They work around their trauma and the conditions they were raised in, deeply affected by it, hurting but still powering through, learning, and developing.

Although we are far from the end of these characters' journey, the SpindleHorse team does an amazing job of making these characters sympathetic, believable, and real. They give you the information and the opportunity to understand how complicated things are, how both sides of the conflict can be understood and blamed at the same time.

And the main thing? The forgiveness and redemption. You want these characters to do better, to be better, of course. But you also want them to be loved, despite the fact that what they did was obviously wrong.

You, as the viewer, already forgive them, and you just want them to forgive themselves. To allow themselves to be loved.

When I watched the show and saw them making the same mistakes I did, some horrible things I wouldn’t forgive myself for and struggled with for years, I suddenly understood the struggle. I empathized with them. I wanted to give them a hug. I wanted to comfort them and promise that things would get better and encourage them to give it one more try, one more talk. I wanted to scold them for self-loathing because I know all too well the kinds of dark places it can lead you to sometimes.

And then the thought comes to mind, "Can I afford a bit of this empathy for myself too? Just allow myself to live with the fuckup and allow myself to be human?"

It didn't fix me. But it eased my turmoil and taught me to understand it better. It taught me some empathy, too, and I thought I was the one with the emotional ingelligence of a nightstand. Well, I still kinda am, but at least I learned to listen to people sometimes.

I just want to thank the whole team who worked on Helluva Boss for all the self-reflections I experienced with their creation.

Thank you.

[2334242xiao]

Devil Survivor and persona SMT log

[fizzytoo]

i almost gave up on the "six townie makeovers" but zombie apocalypse survivor akira kibo saved me 🤞🏽

[vrepit-salt]

Finally making it to graduation moodboard

[hotsuqueen]

Omg I completely forgot I never posted my SMT-Pokémon sprite edits here

[thebladeblaster]

Digimon Survive-esque evolutions for some of the spinoff protags

With the idea of the SMT characters fighting alongside their Digimon, they evolve based on the main attack type you have been using since their last form. These also correspond to the vaccine, data, virus trio of types.

The DS duo

Honestly I started with Manticoremon then went backwards. It’s both demonic and angelic which I thought worked well. I liked the idea of going with a chimera route considering he absorbs the other Bels. Machinedramon is a combination of a bunch of ultimate Digimon. Shakamon is a jogress here. I didn’t use Chimeramon mostly because I used Milleniumon for another character.

I kinda already used Lunamon😅. So I used Apollomon’s line instead. I didn’t use Gargomon because it felt very-dex. Of course I had to use Baihumon because of the anime.

DDS (I didn’t know what to do with Sera😅)

Seraph’s starting element is ice so I went with that. I kinda wanted to use Shivamon but I couldn’t think of any way to transition it to that well. So I did a route focusing on the more demonic side to his character. I wish there were more IceDevimon related evolutions. There’s just not a lot of demonic ice Digimon. The white sprite is Omnimon Merciful Mode who I can’t explain for spoilery reasons.

The Persona trio (Sorry I haven’t played the first two)

I decided to have them represent data-vaccine-virus. I didn’t think the other way would work with persona really so I made it more like survive and based on if you make positive dialogue choices and do social links. I imagine the more you choose asshole options and act anti-social you would get the negative ones which is ironically just like Survive.

The idea with going with Dorumon is because it has a death evolution where it evolves through dying. For obvious reasons I thought this was thematic (with death being a big part of P3). Its attacks are also fire based. The first white sprite is Jesmon GX and the other is Death X mon.

I gave him Pulsemon because he becomes a lightning god. Yeah, it’s that simple. Unfortunately that led to me having to reuse some Digimon but it’s kinda unavoidable in some cases wherein there’s not many alternatives especially when it comes to the Ultras. As for going with AxeKnightmon it was more based on his personality in Xros Wars. I feel like the dark version of a persona protagonist would be a lot like him. Also I think the Pulsemon dark evo is best saved for a certain someone. I’m imagining Marie has Fenrirloogamon which he jogresses his Digimon with.

I had to use Jokermon my hands were tied. I thought Beezlemon fits well because he’s also edgy and likes using guns. Also despite being a demon lord it’s often used as an anti-hero and has a big rebel vibe. Lucemon isn’t really an ultra. In this case it’s acting as Satanel with being his true mega. Considering Satan mode is supposed to be uncontrollable I thought that fit more for the negative one. The negative one was very hard to do.

For mainline:

[r-truth]

[aidendh]

Projects

Sorry about not posting my stuff for a while, I'm currently working on fleshing out my Magic Mi story/characters and I'm working on a Bungou Stray Dogs AU with @abel-not-gaybel . I have a lot of stuff pilled up to post when the Gacha's / main info is done, including a bunch of Incorrect Quotes

I'll happily answer asks about these projects and even my other stuff, so feel free to ask!

Magic Mi! Hero Precure

My own original magical girl story

I'm working on reworking the transformations and adding in some Corrupted forms alongside a new villain

Amon has been heavily fleshed out, I'm also taking some of my other demons, Braham/Hesko and adding them into the story

I will be posting it after the Gacha's and Transformations/Corrupted forms are done

The story will be updated afterwords as I gradually add to it

Bungou Stray Dogs: Lost Souls

Me and @abel-not-gaybel have taken our BSD incarnates and turned them into BSD OCs and added some others

The main story is set over 11years before Cannon, with some bonus Suke, Abel (Abalynn) and Adrik around the Cannon timeline

We have merged their stories together to make an overarching plot, this includes most crossovers

Because I'm currently watching Assassination Classroom, we'll be able to flesh out Fyodor's, Nagsia's and Atsushi's backstory

So look forward to seeing the Hinata Family face The Resistance in the Gifted War of Yokohama!

:BSD Lost Souls, Crossovers:

Bungou Stray Dogs

Miraculous Ladybug

Persona 5

Assassination Classroom

Original Characters

Bnha Characters

Haikyuu!! Characters

Fake Wiki

I've been working on a fake BSD Wiki for Suke, Adrik, Aiden and Hesko. It's just for fun though and will only be updated when I feel like it. You can use the link to see sneak peaks at their stuff for both projects!

(Magic Mi is only there because of Aiden's Ability being based off of it)

[danganronpasurvivoraskblog]

(Me) ahhhh shit it’s yomi bitchsmile-

Okay, all of you listen up. These people are gonna be our esteemed guests for a little while. You're to treat them with the utmost respect and dignity. Get some medics over here to take care of the blue-haired girl and the blonde-haired twink.

And trust me when I tell you that if you don't, I'LL be the least of your worries.

*The soldiers all look nervous under their masks, but they salute and make way for Junko and the others.

Honestly, I'm pretty surprised. I heard what happened to you a while back when you got locked up in Kanai Ward, and I'm amazed that there are still people who were willing to go with you even after all that.

Yeah, most of those bastards turned on my pretty quick as soon as they got the chance. Screw 'em...

*He turns to the rest of Organization Zetsubou after telling some of the medical team to take Tsumugi and Mikihiko for treatment.

I'm Yomi Hellsmile. I'm the director and leader of this town. I'll say it again, welcome to New Kanai Ward.

Yomi Hellsmile...If I remember correctly, there was a Future Foundation file I read on you a few years back. You were a major name in the WDO Kanai Ward incident that happened shortly after the end of the Final Killing Game.

The director of the Amaterasu Corporation Peacekeepers, who rose to power by working with Amaterasu's senior researcher, Dr. Huesca, to sell trade secrets and use the proceeds to pay other factions into supporting him. It gave you power over Kanai Ward, allowing you to cruelly torture and even murder those who did not follow your rules. Am I wrong?

Mm...Yeah...That was a long time ago. But you're honored guests. You don't have to worry about any of that stuff. I'm not about to boss around my old friends cohorts.

How do you know each other?

Well, Junko here was a...major benefactor to me during the early Tragedy years. Helped me keep my old city up and running even after everywhere else went to shit. We didn't have the closest relationship, but...we got along.

Trust me when I tell you that no one's gonna find you guys down here. We scratch each other's backs, and we all profit from it.

And what's your agenda, Mr Hellsmile? What do you get out of helping us?

...A favor. When you guys get back on your feet, I expect you to do a little something for me, m'kay?

Sure thing. Yomi doesn't want this place being found just as much as we don't wanna be found, so he's gonna work with us for the time being. Try to get along, ok?

*The other members of Zetsubou are ushered in by the Peacekeepers, and Junko hangs back with Yomi.

I know this might sound disingenuous, but it's good to be working for you. Thanks for agreeing to my requests so soon.

Well, if anyone can give me what I want, it's you. So in the meantime, I'll do whatever I can.

You should've invited me to this Zetsubou shit sooner...! I can't WAIT for the curtain call...! Kehahahaha...!

[laughableillusions]

this is your opportunity to tell me about akira and the entity (if u want). . . they sound cool as hell

OOUOIUOGIGUGH I DO WANT TO ANON!!!

Some drawings and a little mood/aesthetic board I made for him

(This gets pretty long I apologize I went overboard😭😭)

Akira Kutsuki is my primary Dead By Daylight Survivor OC! He’s shipped with my favorite killer The Oni (Kazan Yamaoka), I mostly use him in online roleplay with my friend bc they play a very good Oni. But I think he’s so developed at this point that he could easily slot into the game itself.

Physical description: a thin, 35 year old, 5’7 Japanese man with shaggy overgrown hair, stubble. Usually wearing a rumbled white dress shirt and tie with a sweater vest and slacks. He wears glasses with rectangle frames, he has scars on his wrists from an attempted suicide attempted (more on that later.)

Personality: he’s an ADHD Autism mess, but somehow does exceedingly well under pressure. Very passionate about things and is incredibly talkative. Has no rizz, negative rizz, no bitches. Makes the best of his situation to try and learn everything he can about the fog. Workaholic. He has cool English teacher vibes

Lore: he is the descendant of the landlord that The Oni held a grunge with, his family always went into politics or some kind of leadership positions but he broke the mold and went into archeology. After he graduated college he decided to do some genealogy on his family, and found the story of Kazan Yamaoka (as well as poetry about him and his story.)

Most of the landlords back in those days were corrupt, and Samauri were basically like cops, and they were crooked and did awful things (basically Kazan’s purge had some merit to it, not that he was in the right in any way.) Akira learns that his so called “grand ancestor” wasn’t actually so grand. He also uncovers all the shady things that his family has done over the years, he confronts them about it and they tell him to keep his mouth shut about it. Enraged that history will simply repeat himself, and that his family hasn’t answered for crimes committed even back in the days of “The Oni.” He desecrates the family temple, graffitiing the walls and destroying everything he can.

He gets arrested, and his family disowns him. Disgraced, and with nothing left for him- he goes to America.

There he goes back to school and becomes a professor. Though he keeps his interest in the Yamaoka line, in the village where Kazan was “killed” he can find no body or no artifacts. The people there say that he became an ogre since the body seemed to vanish. The lack of a body drives Akira up the wall, the only thing he finds is a section of rope that has traces of some sort of…ash that is impossible to place.

Akira then looks into other historical disappearances, finding that when archeologists dug up the scene- they too found traces of this strange ash-like mineral scattered around. He becomes interested in this, all these disappearances around the world- seemingly random…all of them having this same trace material. All of these scenes having to do with great pain or violence.

He begins to connect them, learning the names and history of these “killers.” He finds newspaper reports that talk about this strange “black fog” or “ash” that surrounded the area of the missing body or scene. A colleague of his finds the notes of a Scotsman by the name of Talbot Grimes.

Then, Rin Yamaoka is murdered. Akira hears about it from a friend in Japan, and he mentions that there was a cloud of ash surrounding the apartment. Akira books the first flight to Japan and actually breaks into the crime scene to get a sample. While he’s there he realizes that these people aren’t just vanishing…they’ve all been taken somewhere.

Things begin to spiral out of control when he gets back, he begins having nightmares about being caught in a giant spider web. He reads more of Grime’s notes, confirming his theory. Akira then realizes that Grimes himself had gone insane, and fell off the face of the earth. Akira realizes that he was taken as well.

The nightmares get worse, so he stops sleeping. He begins to hallucinate spindly arms reaching down to grab him. He hears voice telling him that he knows too much. He locks himself into his apartment and doesn’t open the windows. He destroys all his notes and research in the hope that it will stop whatever is happening to him.

The entity comes for him anyway, and he locks himself into the bathroom and slits his wrists in the bathtub, hoping that death will claim him before the entity does. It doesn’t of course, and he wakes up in the fog.

Wow that was incredibly long sndjsixjsncjsj whoops. Anyway that’s Akira. He meets the Oni and is both terrified but also nerding the fuck out the whole time. Kazan finds him adorable and kind of pathetic and they hook up sncjsixjbsbc

[milesworld96]

TOZAWA ON MAXXINES LAP⁉️⁉️

[2334242xiao]

Assorted SMT draws

[apollos-boyfriend]

OUGH the atmosphere on this velvet room/school/maruki bit???? fucking amazing. i’m obsessed already