#tbf neither do I

[emotoangel]

hello friends !!

an intro if u will

I’m al, I’m 24 (25 next month)

I’m a big emo, I post a lot about Dan and Phil and Good Omens and that’s pretty much it :) I’ve been a phannie since early 2013, and a fan of gomens since s1 was released. I love all kinds of music but particularly alt, emo and gay pop like chappell roan <3

I’ll yap for days on here and then disappear for 6 months much like I do in real life

minors dni please <3

[missingexaltation]

Hopper being harsher on Eddie than any of the others post-Vecna because..."hell the kid's a drug dealer Joyce, and he's always around our kids."

The others run rampant, kids and older teens alike, but the second Munson is out of his sight, Hopper gets all itchy and concerned. It's his cop mode, he can't just switch it off around people he knows are bad for his family. He's being cautious.

So he thinks nothing of it when they're all around for a movie night, and Munson's disappeared. Hopper finds him outside, round the back of the house. But he's not smoking pot or snorting cocaine or breaking into anyone's car or anything.

He's got his tongue down the Harrington kid's throat.

The Harrington kid that Hopper hadn't even noticed was also missing from movie night. Because he's a good kid.

And Hopper backs the hell up and retreats back into the house, hopefully before he's noticed. But Eddie definitely saw him, and finds it hilarious.

[dawnofiight]

I offer to the public: Black Sam!

So. Erm. :D

Peep the way I didn't feel like doing plaid

Taglist:

@achios

@angel-shaw (I just felt like you should be @ ed for this particular drawing-)

@ashertickler

@aurorialwolf

@dukecollinsbf

@infinitelovewiithoutfulfilmentt

@moronkyne

@pandoraroid

@plaqying

@porters-fangs

@professionallyyappinabtangst (I literally just showed you this)

@puffin-smoke

@skunkox

@starlogician

@sunsickcrab

@themeridian

@tunacatfishes

@www-dot-why-are-you-here-dot-com

@zimix-whispers

[bloomfish]

I think one of the worst moments in buffy history is them framing xander's speech about riley in into the woods as like... correct in any way. it makes you really dislike Xander (even more). Buffy's boyfriend literally cheats on her with vampire prostitutes lol and then tells her that if she doesn't forgive him on the spot he's leaving forever. and then we're supposed to buy that Xander is correct in saying that it's all Buffy's fault and that she should run after Riley to beg him to stay?

It's sooo infuriating how Riley is framed as 'the one who got away' when really he's 'the one who was so cripplingly insecure that he couldn't handle his girlfriend being stronger than him and having her own problems because he's made his entire identity about his girlfriend instead of getting the fuck over himself'

the real reason why xander doesn't want buffy to dump riley's ass as she should is so clearly because he projects onto riley. subconsciously he thinks that if someone 'normal' like riley can be with buffy then he also has a shot. newsflash it wasn't riley being 'normal' it was riley being an insecure condescending freak just like u

[seawitchkaraoke]

Love how Cleo and Scott are like... substitute besties to each other, like Cleo's bestie is Joe and Scott's bestie is Owen but whenever they are left cold and alone in an smp without their besties, they see each other and just immediatly team up, no questions asked, it's beautiful

It is even more beautiful that Joe reacted to meeting his replacement by shooting him for being homophobic

[chaos-of-the-abyss]

enkidu hates her so much i can't hfjdskfh... every chance they get

[antirepurp]

sonicexe is endlessly fascinating to me like i can't even pretend it doesn't captivate me (for the wrong reasons obviously). it's not even a creepy genesis game it's a windows executable. somehow sonic is evil and fucked up and his eyes are hyper realistic and filled with blood and depending on the interpretation this is just sonic now or it's something else that just looks like sonic. he wants his friends dead so bad please launch the funny exe and let him commit murder and atrocities. sometimes sally acorn is there for some reason which is just goofy to me im sorry but a character from one of the very, aesthetically interesting 90s cartoons in something trying to look like a genesis game is really funny to me. is the appeal sonic being fucked up or even edgier than he's ever allowed to be? it certainly isn't the supposedly haunted game judging by what kids have done with this idea in the more recent years. the creepypasta though iconic is written like dogshit and falls into every single video game creepypasta trope available and the fangames are not that great either. we also already have an evil and fucked up sonic that is a computer program he's called metal sonic and he's been here since the 90s and is from one of the most creepypasta-coded sonic games you'll ever play. what is this little guy's deal and is anyone utilizing him in cool and interesting ways or am i the only one even entertaining that option

[talisms]

Oh no people actually followed me, now I actually have to be funny

[wall-maria-around-ba-sing-se]

New FEH character just leaked

All the boring designs this book must have been because they were saving up for HER

[opqrstuv04]

Feeling INTENSELY jealous of my suitemate right now bc her parents are literally helping her look for flights to visit this boy she’s been talking to for a month while I can’t even tell my folks I’ll be crashing at home to see a show because I know it will be a Thing 😑

[yeonban]

At the moment, you want...

TOBIAS: to be seen.

it is so, so loud. everyone around you is talking, crowded together. despite how loud it is, you cannot hear them, even when they talk to you. you try to talk to them, but you can't hear their responses. you take this as no response at all. it feels lonely, and dark, despite you all sitting in the sun together, and everyone's having a great time except you. you keep trying to get their attention, and when you do, it never feels like enough. you can't keep doing more. it's tiring. you see yourself floating in space, it's cold, and dark. they're still down on earth, laughing, so loud. you desire to be seen right now. you feel unappreciated, you feel left out.

ELIJAH: to run away.

your heart at the moment desires to run. it's haunting, chasing you, booming louder. sometimes it's distant enough that you can handle ignoring it, but now, it's so loud. maybe you've tried to face it before, even fight it. you may have failed, or possibly succeeded, but you spared its life, and now it has returned. maybe you never fought it, and simply kept running. and now more than ever, this feels like your last resort. your mind is telling you that you need to run, to run, to run, faster and faster, to lose sight of this. to shake it, because you couldn't shake it before. but is that the right solution? will it really solve anything?

TAGGED BY: @malumitare TYYY!!! TAGGING: Everyone seeing this! <3

[bunnyboy-juice]

< 3

[astronomical-bagel]

how weird is it that over half my friend group have either proposed marrying me or being a living partner with me? genq I feel like its strange but honestly it could just be the fact that the entire friend group is queer and queer friend groups are just Like That.

[thegreatestheaver]

Is it a hot take to say re7 is the scariest resident evil game …

[elytrafemme]

also btw. just wanted to point out how Boundless Sands and the Las Nevadas Finale (no matter HOW u feel about them) both made attempts and imo did a GOOD JOB at handling the conversation about recovery. neither c!Wilbur nor c!Quackity were perfect and clearly in the beginning or in the midst of a messy road to healing but w the letters and w Friend being in limbo + c!Wilbur going home we see like. the characters were WORKING on healing and being better as people. and that to me was not only a testament to how much cc!Wilbur and cc!Quackity loved their damn characters, but was also something that really reassured me. you know as someone who has had their own mental health issues too (clearly) and has been in the throes of the recovery process for a while. shits messy and shits unclear and you relapse but you TRY and cc!Wilbur and cc!Quackity did a good job being both gentle & real about the trying part.

versus the fucking “DSMP vol 1 finale”, aka a stream that was clearly coordinated (bold word choice of mine, implying anything here was really planned) by Dream and only included some of the biggest streamers (For all the DSMP season 3 / prison break stream had faults, at least more than 5 fucking people were on the server doing things !!!), had HORRIBLE messaging about the process of healing. Ppl have gone back and forth about how bad the whole Tommy Dream “reconcilation” thing was, and I didn’t watch the stream so I only know bits and therefore can only be taken w a grain of salt here. BUT i think that the fact that (1) Tommy was even entertaining the thought of making amends, or if you think that he was making amends at the time, with Dream NOT APOLOGIZING and no follow up to show that forgiving abusers doesnt absolve their guilt and also u dont have to forgive abusers and also Tommy wasnt at fault  . and also (2) that the finale involved THE ENTIRE SERVER BLOWING UP which not only signifies that these characters NEVER got a chance to heal but also ensured everyone excluding like c!Q and c!Wil NEVER COULD. Is fucking horrific and disgusting to me. 

and not to even talk about Dream as a person bc I have so many fucking thoughts about how all that makes the messaging surrounding power dynamics in the finale So much worse (and is the reason I have yet to watch the stream bc I will just trigger myself thinking about that). 

So fucking disgusting to see how the dsmp finale happened, with NO regards to the majority of other streamers, just Dream and whoever could mindlessly tag on that happened to have pretty big viewer counts (shocker), and completely throwing out the characters and the story that have been built for YEARS. Versus how streamers like Quackity and Wilbur handled things, INCLUSIVELY and COMPASSIONATELY and fucking EXCELLENTLY, in my opinion.

[crunchycrystals]

i was wondering why i was on the verge of tears all week until i very suddenly and unexpectedly (/s) burst into tears