had a bit of time so I did this little doodle of the Fridge teacher that only appears in like 3 shots in episode 5 of dhmis and has like 2 lines which he says in this goofy voice while flailing his arms around. Absolute king shit. I've loved him since I was 13 and will continue loving him forever. I am fridge's number one (and probably only) fan. Fridge forever. Fuck yeah
and the only thing i can say to anime-only is to wait and pay attention when season 2 dropped, because the answers are there sprinkled in between all of the chaos
I used to think I didn’t like Kevin, I mean I love pretty much all regulars on spn (except Lucifer) but for some reason I never clicked with Kevin. I just realized he is the ONLY character that’s on the show a lot who acts like a normal human, he freaks out, his mental health goes completely bonkers about everything that’s happening and he has a very hard time settling into this being his life now. I think all of us would react the same way, however I prefer characters like Dean or Cas that are strong, who take what’s thrown at them and who make the most of what they got. Who care more about doing the right thing than about their own safety, kinda like Charlie when she learned about Leviathans.
So the reason I didn’t like Kevin was that he was too much like me and that he was one of the fee characters who wasn’t all strong and made me feel safe. (Also maybe the whole overachiever study crap, I hated school & uni so I really can’t relate haha).
But I’m rewatching season 7 rn and I totally forgot Kevin had a badass phase and I LOVE how badass he is there! I kinda wish he’d stayed like that. But then again it’s also kinda fun to see the difference between the heroes of the show and the reaction of a normal person getting thrown into their world.
N~ got accepted into the Gifted and Talented program for Math and Science!! He'll be taking advanced courses this coming school year! We're so very proud of him. <3
Also, if any of my followers wanna feel old, he's gonna be a teenager in a month. o_O;;
I have a few more (more embarrassing because I’m screaming/crying/throwing up in them) clips of I Am All of Me, but here’s the closing portion 😭😭😭 this was from the 3pm show today in NYC, I’m still reeling from it. The crowd was so fucking good and they all sounded SO FUCKING AMAZING AREGKFOOD 🖤🖤🖤
lamenting over us never getting to see ashley as anything more than a romantic figure in SIMON'S life, which is of no fault or malice of his own. she was a colleague he had a crush on and there's something beautiful about that crush lasting some hundred odd years through the brain scan debacle that ensues. but there's also something tragic in us never getting to know her outside of that.
AKA i'm replaying the game for the umpteenth time and feeling sad that the only times we see her are in simon's initial nightmare of the car crash and in the coral mind dream when there was so much more to ashley's personhood than what we're shown 🥲🥲🥲
this also isn't meant as a diss to the storytelling bc i think its quite intentional this is what they did with her but it still makes me sad. the remnants of what is left of people is a big theme of the game and what is left of this girl who had a full life of her own cut short being relegated to simon's sweetheart is both incredibly moving and heartbreaking for different reasons 🤧
My brain is braining again so now I'm subjecting tumblr to it's imaginations. I'm very much inspired by the vampire bars mentioned in QOTD but make it real life. So basically my new dream in life is to open up a bar and have the front for just anybody who comes in and the back would be for people with a password or something (some VIP type shit idk) and would be super boujee. It wouldn't be a requirement for people with a password for the back to dress all vampiric but bonus points for anyone who does. The whole place would be vampire themed of course with movie posters from vampire films everywhere, kinda like in the book, and the bar would be named something to do with VC, again, like the bars in QOTD are named after famous vampires and whatnot. Or call it something like 'The Vampire's Queen' after Anne herself. Why do I genuinely want to make this happen? 😅
Constantly having bruises on my legs from carrying firewood inside/to the log splitter is honestly so nice
I know it's silly, but every time I graze one of them on accident, it reminds me that I'm a real person
I have the same thing with acne/blemishes as well, it's reassurring to know that these things affect me like they do others, because that must mean that I'm just as human as they are
hellooooo I'm honestly shocked that people have questions for me <3
9) When did you realize you weren't cishet?
Shipping helped me come out as bi lmaoooooo I am autistic. In sixth grade I was drawing me and my friend and I thought "If we were in an anime, people would ship us -> wait I ship us" so anime made me gay I guess
Gender diversity had definitely interested me but at 14 I saw a picture of phalloplasty for the first time and I was HOOKED. I didn't know trans men existed. This led to me typing "ftm" into youtube (love when you just type a vague ass term and hope the internet brings you what you need. I'm so bella googling "vampires") and I saw a 20 minute video (still up, I think!) of someones transition on T. I cried NONSTOP and was like okay lightbulb I want that soooooo so so bad.
10) Something that gives you gender euphoria:
This would be a fun list! But here's an answer you might like. I have a plain tight black T-shirt and when I wear it I feel like Patrick and that gives me SO much gender euphoria.
30) Are you monogamous or polyamorous?
lets fall in love and find out (I answered this on the previous post <3 )
34) What are you needing most right now (what would make your life easier or more fulfilling in regards to existing as queer)?
I answered this in another one but the sillier and more immediate answer is gay sex. I need to be kissing boys. I need to be pegging girls. I need to be providing the trans community with orgasms to destress them and help them start the revolution. Gay sex is part of my enrichment.