Since fatui chiluc won in that poll, here’s some doodles of them back when they Hated Each Other <3
Because chiluc isn’t chiluc without the enemies to lovers
Anyways, I think this is one of my few aus where Childe actually isn’t interested in Diluc immediately, and I find it really fun to play around with
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hbgngb drops this and leaves
some misc stuff while my life was on fire (it still is)
reality is whatever i want it to be (i wanted to randomly draw vash with all my favs so bad it was insane)
man idk i watched myself in horror as i lost it on a monday and blew through 600 chapters in a week and then a 100 more the next
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When your stupid twink is over there doing his lil steppies to dodge the cyborg-dinosaur-evil-scientist-pop-star's attacks and you don't trust him to not get himself killed, so you tell your doctor to roid you up with the special drug already, so you and your 20-30 broken bones can go save his ass to assure he's alive enough to take care of you later when you'll be twice as hurt bc of said drug's consequences:
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on the eve of receiving the preview (which i will certainly overthink) for the bravern episode i have already been overthinking for WEEKS i just gotta say. man. god. if nothing else i gotta give it to this show for having me HOOKED since day fucking one (or two i guess since that was when i found a fansub of ep1 fndbdhsk) and STILL leaving me with no clue as to what’s gonna happen next or what direction they’re gonna go. truly and genuinely my only real DESIRE has been for this show to entertain me and it has succeeded on ALL counts there so like. it still holds very very true and i can’t wait to see what the hell is gonna go down in the back half :]
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but the thing is, melanie hates jon because he is so very much like her.
they work in adjacent fields, they've got such similar temperaments - they both run straight for whatever supernatural horror they need to understand, they both suck at planning ahead (poisoned coffee, melanie?) and they both lash out as a primary defense mechanism - and jon wasn't qualified for his job, and martin's only "degree" was in paranormal psychology, so clearly the Institute was hiring from a broader pool than "qualified archivists." i can't imagine ghost studies are all that lucrative as a field. if melanie hadn't made it as a youtuber, what would she have done? we don't know a lot about her educational background but - she knows what it's like, to need to know. she walked into the Institute and got a job because Elias saw that he could use her.
If she'd had a legitimate encounter sooner, if she'd started her quest a few years early, if she'd come to the Institute to give her statement and stayed to use their library before Gertrude had died -
Or even if she just couldn't survive on a youtuber's salary, if she'd gone looking for job postings in relevant fields -
It could have been her. She looks at Jon, and she sees exactly who she could have been. It's only luck that it wasn't.
And that's the kicker, isn't it? It's luck, that she's in her shoes instead of Jon's.
And is she supposed to feel lucky? To feel thankful that she's had to suffer through attack after attack, Elias showing her how her father (her dad, who called her his little moth) died screaming, her body torn open by things that don't exist, her sense of self slipping as she ripped into flesh with no recognizable form, her trust violated as she woke up to two of the few remaining people who are supposed to be on her side cutting into her against her will - to feel lucky, because she had to gouge her eyes out just to have her body back in her control -
Is she supposed to be happy that she lived through all that? Is she supposed to be glad, just because she could have been Jon?
Nobody told Melanie she needed to feel sorry for Jon, or give him her sympathy, or any other kind of pity. She just wants to give it, because God, what he'd gone through -
(Thank God it wasn't her -)
- Fuck that, she isn't lucky.
She hates Jon, because she refuses to feel grateful for the horror show her life has been. (Because she's grateful, that it wasn't her; and she's furious, because - yes it was. she paid the price of the apocalypse in blood and scars and trauma, too. She wasn't Jon, and could have been - but fuck it, she was still Melanie. and the hell that she has lived through isn't nothing.)
It's just bad luck, that it was Jon of all people. It's just bad luck, that it was Melanie.
No one here is lucky.
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hm luz definitely heard the collector’s ENTIRE tantrum in king’s tide from kikimora’s bubble. notably when he said he “taught [belos] magic stronger than anybody’s” and also showed him the draining spell. luz had no idea what the collector could do before that. her guilt at helping belos before king’s tide felt like it mostly came from showing him the light glyph and the general betrayal of looking up to phillip all season only to find out he’s an asshole and also belos.
but in season 3 luz knows that the collector was the reason belos could do the day of unity stuff in the first place. and because she helped him, she assigns herself all of that blame as well. and that knowledge in addition to stress from the day of unity was why she took a nosedive from impulsive and people-pleasing but still upbeat straight into crippling depression. and also disregarded eda’s “my life is great bc im friends with luz the human” speech from separate tides.
i wonder if luz told her friends anything that happened during her confrontation with belos before they arrived. she definitely didn’t tell amity willow and gus about the stuff collector said but i wonder if she told hunter about it, since he already knows about the collector thing. i doubt she did bc he didn’t have any reason to need to know and luz certainly doesn’t like to talk about it.
also im pretty sure luz never told her friends about the whole petrification thing? and the sigil thing. the petrification thing because again, i doubt she wants to think about it or worry her friends and there’s no need for the others to know. the thing with luz giving belos a sigil because for all she knows she just made him MORE angry. luz wasn’t there when kikimora told king belos couldn’t stop the draining spell. as far as luz knows belos COULD have stopped the spell but the sigil just made him panic long enough for king to find the collector to do it instead. add that one to the pile, i guess.
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sometimes i feel guilty about how i make theo this mysterious guy with the past that he won't reveal, and his past is actually pretty simple. it's so simple. there's almost nothing shocking there. the point of his backstory is that it's important for him!
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Actually. Actually.
A Michael who flip-flops between avoiding any action that could conceivably be construed as obedience, and one who's noticably more suggestible than could possibly be healthy.
"Look at me, say okay, and do the task." It was drilled into his head.
Michael fights it until he has no energy left to do so.
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OC ART! But with a twist...
3/4 of these are other people's ocs! But, one of them is mine!!! Guess which and you get a super secret prize...
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