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sasswonfp · 2 years

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Truly u can never feel more disgusting than when u have to use random paper esque shit for tissue bc u dont have any/cant get any when u need too. Use a post it note to blow ur nose even once and you will understand what it is like to be in the 9th circle of hell

#this is my 16th reason #it's fucking evil #i didnt have any other choices #-5/10. the only thing thats worse to use is leaves.#this was just like.#i never realised how like smooth and un paper like postits were until now #they do not absorb moisture #just scraping snot up with a card off my face #literally this was like torture #demonsterous #joker arc #the leaves were worse tho #t for chat

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arolesbianism · 2 months

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Despite how much I suffered making my last isat au Aris sprite redraw, I decided to do it again and once again went through hell doing it. There’s like a billion mistakes in this (such as her having the wrong arm rip) but at the end of the day I’m still happy with how it turned out :]

#keese draws #oc #oc art #eternal gales #isat #in stars and time #sorry for main tagging feel free to excecute me if you want or whatever #grips sink cringe is dead cringe is dead cringe is dead #anyways this is a very fuzzy and vague au as I don’t rly feel comfortable going off too hard with this one #this is pretty much entirely because I know I’d have to fuck around with the worldbuilding a decent amount and I don’t rly wanna do that #Isat’s worldbuilding is one of my favorite parts of isat so I don’t wanna fuck it up yknow?#I might do some other sprite redraws once I stop thinking too hard abt aris and tali #for context tali is the king aka complicated design that makes me wanna cry especially since I made it worse by changing her imagery #instead of having tears as a thing she has like. fracturing if that makes sense?#it’s supposed to be a nod to her ‘cracked’ eye in canon #she also has threads coming from her limbs instead of long hair for similar reasons #also she doesn’t have straight hair so yknow #but yeah for additional context aris and tali are half sisters and they make me go insane #in this au the idea would be that when their grandparents divorced when the two were little tali and their grandma left the island #aris wouldn’t leave until five or so years later when she was around 12 #at which point the island disappeared and all that #the two have mostly completely forgotten about eachother but there still is familiarity between them #tali isn’t any less of a piece of shit than the king in this au tho #aris for a brief moment almost remembers who tali is during act 3 but she dies before she can fully grasp it #which almost hurts more to her despite not even knowing what she was trying to recall #during act 5 her inner sadness fight is against the hazy image of a very young tali 👍#just tiny 5 year old tali using the voices of the others to scream at aris that she’s been nothing but a burden to them all #and that she’s done nothing but hurt them in her selfish attempts to fix a problem that she refuses to admit she caused #and that time and time again she’s lied that she’s doing her best to protect them and that she’s failed all of them #it’s a mix of current guilt and her hazy but longstanding guilt towards tali

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thatoneluckybee · 9 months

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My phone just autocorrected "Sara's minisode" to "Satan's minister" and i'm like 80% I could create a corporate conspiracy theory right now

#Yttd #sara chidouin #your turn to die #apple wyd????#GIRL what were YOU doin at the devils sacrament?#Bee stop leaving out the gs in text #why is my accent more prevalent in text why do I do this #I ain't stopping tho #It's gonna get worse <3 #Rambles

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sunfloralchaos · 1 month

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Once I'm done with ongoing things I'll probably take a serious break from shit,,, not feeling worth it at the moment

#working my through infernal heritage stuff #book layout v hard but were getting there #i was going to go straight into running the next thing for lost haven but i probably need to give it a rest #full of ideas and all but its just #ive lost the desire to do the work for it recently #since im essentially doing all of it for free it becomes very difficult when i just want it to be over #the deck of beginnings flopping hasnt helped motivation either #im just #not in a place where i can do anything i want #i might never be #ive got acme in september #i have megacon in January #tho im seriously considering pulling out from megacon at this point #having to fight the urge to leave other things im part of #🤷 not feeling good #a resurgence in old social life problems has destroyed me and any motivation i might have had #somehow feels worse this time round even if less world ending #cant be comfortable online anymore tbh #and its tanked my art motivation #this is rivalling 2021 levels of i cant #feels bad man

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undertheredhood · 1 year

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from the tiny snippets i've been seeing of gotham war on tumblr, i don't think there's a way for jason and bruce's relationship to ever be okay again, especially not after what bruce did to jason

#batman #jason todd #bruce wayne #red hood #bruce thinks that drugging jason to control him would be good in the long run but it wouldn't #is dc setting jason to die again? idk but i wouldn't be surprised #someone needs to give jason a hug #if i were jason i would leave and never come back #this is going to have major consequences i just know it #the whumptober girlies are going to eat it up tho #just when i thought it couldn't get any more worse dc somehow manages to surprise me #the only way for jason to have a somewhat civil relationship with bruce ever again is if this whole mess was ret-conned #imo after this jason should just leave the batfamily because wtaf?#imo anything that jason does in gotham war after this is justified #jason was never the angry robin #what bruce did to jason crossed all the lines #he literally violated all of jason’s boundaries in the worst way and i know that dc is just going to write it off with a shitty apology #i understand that he’s not fully in control of himself but it’s still fucked up

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sora-of-uranus · 7 months

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I love how they gloss over Spencer getting Anthrax poisining so quickly. I mean they do this for ALL traumas but I feel like they should've at least shown him struggling to breath whilst running for the next few cases, maybe some people being double worried to let spencer go into crime scene alone, and of course spencer holding this against them. I need them to go "spencer I don't think-" "Who was it that helped solve a case whilst DYING of Anthrax??? cuss last I checked you wern't the one laying with a breathing tube up his nose for a week. So anyway this 6th cup of coffee is super needed at 11am"

#spencer reid #Yes I know that last thing of spencer holding it over his co workers is unrealistic thats a joke #The show runners not deal with trauma well tho??? thats real #both physical and mental are SCREWED with #and I understand in some cases its for the actors benefit #I mean I get it theres a reason so many actors come off crime show sets or horror movies with actual problems #its a rise in emotion and leaves you vulrenable sometimes in ways we arn't prepared for. Even if we signed up for it its still a lot #BUT GOD LET THEM HAVE SOME PROBLEMS FOR MORE THAN A FEW EPISODES #if I said the later seasons were worse with this would that be allowed???

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yeonban · 2 months

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New DN info got released the other day and you're telling me Watari had a diary in which he described each of the Wammy letters, even noting down their mundane quirks? And then he had the gall to write down "L, you are my hope" but nothing of the sort about the rest of them? CAN YOU AT LEAST PHRASE IT DIFFERENTLY. Also don't even get me started on this part:

Overdeveloped talent can sometimes transcend the will of its nurturer. K left Wammy's House of his own volition. This is the first time this has happened since Wammy's House was established. I feel a strong sense of loss.

What do you mean "overdeveloped talent" you fuckass old man. Just say "children I can no longer control because they want a life of their own instead of dying for my cause"!!!

#◜✧ . ❪ muse. alternative. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫#◜✧ . ❪ muse. elijah. ❫#I'm livid. THE WAY HE PHRASED SOME OF THESE DIARY NOTES? He really IS talking like these are experiments & not kids #'The brain develops significantly by the time they reach ages 9-13. Children up to that age are the best candidates.'#'Hopefully he will become interested in profiling people.'#'Shows talent but unknown quantity.'#AND 'as if conducting his own experiment' his OWN? Watari casually confirming Wammy's House & its orphans are an experiment to him #I don't even know what would be worse. Watari making these notes on every child even after L; or stopping once he found L #I'd ASSUME he still made notes on everyone else up to his death tho bc he was hellbent on finding a successor for L #so if I was in his place & did some fuckery like this to begin with; why stop there!#but regardless I hope that diary went w him bc if any of these kids were to find it I'm sure they wouldn't be thrilled Whatsoever #That said I hope the former (first?) K is doing well wherever he is!! Good on him for being multitalented and leaving Watari's ass!

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vaugarde · 1 year

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yeah its important to have interests that arent just for children as an adult because at the end of the day it’s good for you and the way you percieve media overall to have a variety of things that you like but like you also shouldnt make fun of adults who are passionate about childrens media and imply theyre stupid for it. i think both of these takes can exist at once

#i dont like how some people are taking ''read a book for adults'' as ''do this so you are less cringe and stupid in my opinion''#rather than ''do so because its genuinely good for you''#and even so if someone likes childrens media and they like to analyze it and theyre not being a jackass to kids about it #just leave them alone? sometimes that's just what their interests are and thats okay. it makes them happy #and i hate to be That Guy but uhhhh. yeah theres an overlap here w nd adults #not all of us but certainly a good amount bc some special interests are so strong that they last throughout childhood #past an ''acceptable'' age #and again not the case for everyone but like most autistic adults i personally know are into childrens media #and have been into a specific property since they were a young child #and thats just autism like im sure for people with down syndrome and others have a similar experience #and even if they like something recent like bluey like. who cares it is not hurting you #echoed voice #and it also annoys me that most posts like this have people going ''um well fandom moms are annoying tho''#or even worse literally implying there's inherently a sinister motive #as if its not common for adults to get mocked for being childish and naturally get defensive #and as if every single adult into a pbs show or toh is inherently a bad person or something.#bc people will go through several mental gymnastics to defend being a jackass over something not socially acceptable #before they go ''yeah thats kind of rude sorry''

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llycaons · 2 months

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this book is great because I've really needed something just batshit full of pathos. everything I've read recently is so subtle and normal and dulled and realistic. and it all pales in comparison to the richness and vibrancy of these people with their monstrous passions and their hideous miseries. it really hits the spot 👍

#cor reads #also why I think I liked cql so much. part of it. BIG FEELINGS!!!!!#also the heathcliff abd wwx parallels. not many but I cannot help but point and say HATED IMPOVERISHED CHILD INTERLOPER #BLAMED FOR FAMILY DISCORD AND PUNISHED FOR CLASSIST BIASES #except for heathcliff it was much worse. like wwx had a whole community of ppl who loved him #they were both their foster father's favorite with a contentious relationship w his sone #but heathcliff literally hated and was trying to destroy the other guy #and wwxs relationship w jc was a lot more complicated. and yanli REALLY loved him #OH BUT BOTH SHE AND CATHY MARRIED THE RICH GUY HUH #cathy abandoned him it seems...yanli still loved wwx tho she still came to save him 🥺#and heathcliff is SO isolated not just physically at WH but people hate and distrust him on sight #wwx could theoretically leave. healthcliff faces racism literally everywhere. even if he went to the city presumably

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sunlightfeeling · 3 months

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Believe: Kimi ni Kakeru Hashi - Episode 3 (2024)

Takeuchi Ryōma as Kuroki Masaoki/Wakamatsu Hirouchi

Amami Yuki as Kariyama Reiko

#believe 2024 #jdrama #tsukutta #drama gifs #not gonna do all the tags #anyway okay rant follows cuz im tired and whiny #i made these differently than i usually do #but im not all that happy with them #so reblogs are off #posting them tho because otherwise its total wasted effort #and im not gonna do this clip again lol #but if you wanna reblog lemme know #just dont want to leave them on and they don’t really go anywhere #<- thats passive aggressive #but these were actually really…not very fun to make lol #‘twas an experiment and id rather make them the way i usually do #even if the quality is objectively worse #(these files got A LOT bigger way WAY faster with way less frames for one)#(which i guess is maybe how gifs are supposed to be but no its not [imo])

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swagging-back-to · 5 months

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im actually floored by how well the girls are getting along. they're all running on the wheel together and just napping. they are literally so chill together rn it's insane

#i was expecting it to go so much worse not even joking #it's why i decided to do it today bc i figured it would take them a while to really settle in and wanted them to be somewhat familiar by th #time the 50 gal came in #but honestly? theyre so chill rn.#mochi and sushi fought like one time since the time i got them despite not really liking each other so it's kinda interesting that they #arent opting to fight as much as some other mice even during the intros.#and they dont really chase like how the 5 p's did during their intro to the curries. the p's were bullying the curries HARDCORE.#pepper still does tbh but pepper does it with everyone bc shes an asshole and hates everyone #i do feel bad tho bc now theyre all in a (for the group size) small tank with no real enrichment for the next few days #potentially even the whole weekend if fedex is shit #but it helps the bonding #some sites (usually just brits) always say 'oh you need to leave tem in the small bonding tank for a week or more!'#and they say you should spend DAYS for each step of introductions. so literally waiting hours before you give back food and water and a hid #sorry not sorry but i have never ever ever needed to do this with any of my introductions.#the fighting is gonna happen regardless. mice who have lived with eachother for years will still fight. if you waited until 'a few days #of peace after a fight' then you'd have them in the small bare bones tank for their whole lives #i never even did intros this elaborate the last two times. i just introduced them on the table and when i was done setting up the tank with #clean stuff i put them back in. they fought but it's just because MOST of my girls are pretty dominant. theyre all related so thats why #the only reason im doing the bare bones small cage method is because its such a big group and it can be very fragile at first.#but honestly hese girlies are so chill coded it's wild #the ladies

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arolesbianism · 3 days

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Thinking abt Sif Odile duo looping au again and I wanna be able to plot everything out more coherently but act 5 eternally looms overhead and boy I do not wanna look up

#rat rambles #stars posting #like I have a vague idea of some of the like themes I imagine being present late game but it doesnt change the fact that act 5 isnt very #duo looper au friendly especially in this case with most of the ideas I have #I rly want it to be both a breaking point for them as individuals and a breaking point for their relationship but idk how to go about that #fully taking the rest of the party into account especially since Im not even sure if I wanna give odile her own friendquests #like I Could but I also think it'd be fun for many reasons to not #and even if I Did itd be hard to justify having both be able to happen and go wrong in one loop #and theres not rly a good solution to that I think so my best bet is probably to just leave odile friendquestless #but Id rly like to still have odile quarrel with the rest of the party in a significant way #idk maybe it can be the scene where sif comes back to the lighthouse or smth?#like he comes back and odile just completely lashes out at him or smth and the others get rly upset with her #but then theres also the whole walk through the house that I have to figure out and Im also not set on how that should go #maybe it can be like reality almost splitting as they both try to use timecraft at the same time?#not sure how Id go about portraying that in story though since the rest of the party cant rly experience that I think #Im sure theres some way you could pull that off tho Im just too tired to have any good ideas atm #and then the biggest bastard comes in. mal moments.#like I cant just put them both there! that's not how that works!#and I dont wanna just leave them mostly vanilla thats boringgggg #but Id probably have to. alas.#afterwards is also a bit fuzzy but I have rhe general idea down #me and the bestie when we both made the same wish but dont know that and have both been falling into a spiral over it #(we dont even realize that the part of the wish that was the exact same was the core of the wish)#(we both just thought that we accidentally trapped the other with us in this hell)#(we also have been actively getting worse at communicating for months now so by the time the wishcraft stuff came up we were both deep in #the no feelings talky talk zone)#(we probably should have known smth was up when everyone started consistently thinking that we had a fight every loop)#(maybe we did but we just didnt want to admit they were right)#god I wish I was more confident with writing odile dialogue I wanna draw scenes from this au so bad #it doesnt help that I got too comfortable being into a media that had like 3 fans and now ppl might actually look at what I create

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kittlyns · 5 months

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I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day

#what made it worse was the client I spent most of my day with was a brand new client. and she booked super last minute #so I wasnt mentally prepared for doing a 5 hour color. and her natural hair was already pretty light so I had to foil foil foil. go back.#pull out first couple foils. foil foil foil. go back. pull out the next few.#over and over and over.#and her hair was so fucking long. and so fucking thick.#and after the first hour she wouldn't talk. like I like my silence so I don't fight it much #but every now and then I would try to engage with her. I'd say something and she would straight up ignore me. no acknowledgment.#which makes me feel anxious cuz it's like jesus... does she hate me?? did I piss her off somehow?#even when I finished her hair (it looked fucking amazing no lie. one of my best highlights yet.) she had next to no reaction to it #she was like 'it looks fine. I mean good. it's good.' completely deadpan #I laughed it off and was like yeah it's been a long day girl! but it looks amazinggg on you!!#no response. deep inhale. alright.#whatever tho.#when I did finally get off work I stopped @ bojangles cuz I was lightheaded and hadn't eaten since morning #and when I tell you I almost broke down into tears cuz there were so many people crowding the goddamn pickup area.#and so many bizarre conversations going on. genuinely felt like I was in some form of hell #like my feet hurt. my back hurts. I'm tired. I didn't get the validation I like to have over a 5 hour transformative color.#I'm hungry and there are two elderly women blocking the pickup counter. one is hard of hearing so she keeps yelling HUH???#and the other only speaks in soft baby whispers. that goes as well as you can imagine.#there's a man behind me grilling an employee abt whether or not he goes to church. he starts witnessing to him #and the employee says 'I've never thought about it like that before' no less than 4 times.#there's a child in front of me playing tiktoks @ full volume. and this is all happening simultaneously.#I really considered just leaving without my food but I knew I needed to eat and didnt have anything at home so I stuck it out #was it worth it? no. bojangles honestly sucks these days but what's a girl gonna do.#got home and tried to pass out but nope. tossed and turned all night.#put on hot n cold patches to try to soothe the pain a little. didn't work cuz one pain would be eased a bit and another pain would take over #blahhhhhh #and now. I get to do it all over again! yippeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

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cerebralsim · 9 months

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lydia: "this is cool we're cool it's totally cool"

also lydia: *screaming internally*

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shxwmaster · 1 year

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edwin invented be gay, do crime. shaw pioneered the gay cop genre

#leave no trace ; ooc #tbd #( sett and i were saying this the other day and it's STILL cracking me UPPP )#( shaw's worse tho. he's a fed. )#(( well actually it's slightly more complicated than that but you get the idea ))

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#me @ birth control: u were supposed to bring balance to my moods not leave me in darkness!#whats worse? rocketing around with volatile moods feeling insane nearly all the time but sometimes in a fun way? or feeling level headed but #depressed enough at u dont give a fuck abt anything?#i say the latter so i should probably stop taking it. i cant handle the bloating or the depression. assuming i wasnt already on track to #feel like this bc it started before i was on the pill but it hasnt let up. but if u have a predisposition to mood issues or adhd u r more #likely to have depressive side effects. hod dammit. i need something that causes side effects in either ppl with bipolar or adhd so i can #disentangle myself from this mess. ugh. not that it even matter. im just treating this like an experiment with a sample size of 1 #the disadvantage of having an obsessive analytical mind: treating yourself like a test Subject #ugh. whatever ill see my counselor Monday and she'll tell me to chill the fuck out abt this. bc im being insane abt it #unrelated #genuinely tho im procrastinating rn for a class i have in an hour. that is very very very unlike me. im usually a: ill have it donr 2 days #ahead sort of person. bc im an anxious freak but now im just tired.

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