Coffee
Matthew Dickman
The only precious thing I own, this little espresso
cup. And in it a dark roast all the way
from Honduras, Guatemala, Ethiopia
where coffee was born in the 9th century
getting goat herders high, spinning like dervishes, the white blooms
cresting out of the evergreen plant, Ethiopia
where I almost lived for a moment but
then the rebels surrounded the Capital
so I stayed home. I stayed home and drank
coffee and listened to the radio
and heard how they were getting along. I would walk
down Everett Street, near the hospital
where my older brother was bound
to his white bed like a human mast, where he was
getting his mind right and learning
not to hurt himself. I would walk by and be afraid and smell
the beans being roasted inside the garage
of an old warehouse. It smelled like burnt
toast! It was everywhere in the trees. I couldn't bear to see him.
I sometimes never knew him. Sometimes
he would call. He wanted us
to sit across from each other, some coffee between us,
sober. Coffee can taste like grapefruit
or caramel, like tobacco, strawberry,
cinnamon, the oils being pushed
out of the grounds and floating to the top of a French Press,
the expensive kind I get
in the mail, the mailman with a pound of Sumatra
under his arm, ringing my doorbell,
waking me up from a night when all I had was tea
and watched a movie about the Queen of England when Spain was hot
for all her castles and all their ships, carved out
of fine Spanish trees, went up in flames
while back home Spaniards were growing potatoes
and coffee was making its careful way
along a giant whip
from Africa to Europe
where cafes would become famous
and people would eventually sit with their cappuccinos, the baristas
talking about the new war, a cup of sugar
on the table, a curled piece of lemon rind. A beret
on someone's head, a scarf
around their neck. A bomb in a suitcase
left beneath a small table. Right now
I'm sitting near a hospital where psychotropics are being
carried down the hall in a pink cup,
where someone is lying there and he doesn't know who
he is. I'm listening
to the couple next to me
talk about their cars. I have no idea
how I got here. The world stops at the window
while I take my little spoon and slowly swirl the cream around the lip
of the cup. Once, I had a brother
who used to sit and drink his coffee black, smoke
his cigarettes and be quiet for a moment
before his brain turned its Armadas against him, wanting to burn down
his cities and villages, before grief
became his capital with its one loyal flag and his face,
perhaps only his beautiful left eye, shimmed on the surface of his Americano
like a dark star.
©2008
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Celebrating König's Birthday
I was actually going to post this on my birthday so König and I could be twinsies, but no one needs to know when my birthday is, so I'm posting it early!
First off, congratulations on finding out when his birthday is. He refuses to tell anyone the date. As a kid, he was always ridiculed even more than usual, so he stopped celebrating it. The only people who know his birthday at this point are his parents, his higher ups and you, apparently. You probably pestered his parents about it since you wanted to get him something nice. However, he’ll be grumpy if you as much as acknowledge it’s his birthday on the correct date. While he tries to be nice towards you, he will be a little bit colder towards you for the duration of the day. Doesn’t matter how much he loves you, he doesn’t want to celebrate his birthday. You’d need to be especially persistent with him if you want him to sit down with a party hat and have him blow out the candles.
He knows he shouldn’t be like that with you since you only mean well and want him to have a nice day. If you “celebrate” his birthday enough years in a row, he might tolerate you bringing him some cake. But don’t you ever celebrate that godforsaken day outside of the comfort of your home or else you will lose that privilege. At some point, if you keep respecting his boundaries, he might look forward to it. Just some Schwarzwälder Kirschtorte with you, and maybe a new knife. However, he wouldn’t say no to some new boots every once in a while either. He wears his way too often, so it wouldn’t be surprising if they were worn. Year after year, he’ll grow less grumpy. But be prepared that he’ll wanna celebrate your birthday as well, especially if you don’t like your own birthday either. It’s his form of revenge. He’ll find you the biggest, most ridiculous gift he can find and give it to you on that day.
Though, as much as he looks forward to receiving a gift from you, he actually just prefers to spend time with you. Will indulge in a few Gösser and encourage you to drink some alcohol yourself. And yes, he will pressure you into at least taking a few sips. If you’re close enough, he’ll pull the “I’m the birthday boy, do as I say or you won’t be invited to my birthday party next year” card. Yes, he entirely ignores the fact that you’re the one celebrating his birthday. He has a sense of humor, he only celebrates his birthday when it’s convenient to him.
In the end, he’s actually kinda glad that he got to spend time with you like that. You put the effort into forcefully getting to know him better, he can appreciate that after a few years. When he can, he’d much prefer to just spend all day with you in bed, though. As nice as it is to get drunk until you can’t stand anymore, sometimes he just wants to take a nap after a grueling mission, holding you close as if you were a cat, ready to scratch him so he’d wake up.
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❛ well, i do feel better now that you're here. ❜
/ these two.. 🥺
@chmydarling // 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐬 .
arvo can't help but worry about louis sometimes, a lot of the time, even--it
must be hard, a lone sunflower in a field: trying to keep everyone's spirits up,
not letting them see your own struggles... he wants the other boy to know
he's there for him, too. friendship, it wasn't a one-way-street, after all! 💊
so, he gently takes louis' hand in his, the gesture a little awkward, as most
things he did, but. he hoped it came as some sort of comfort anyway. 💊
" well, i'm glad, but... " a pause, a thoughtful one, he lightly adjusts his glasses
with his free hand, " if you need anything, like... at all, you can tell me, right? " 💊
" ev-even if it's just. a joke, to cheer you up! i'm not as good at them
as you, obviously, but i can certainly try! " he seems a bit embarrassed
about being so forward, but he was quite determined, nonetheless. 💊
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pairing: lando norris x fem!australian!reader [no faceclaim]
summary: honestly, you kind of expected this part-time gig to just be four days of pure chaos that gave you an excuse to see an f1 race up close. then some guy in the fanzone complimented your shoes, and the rest is history.
notes: requested by anon!! this has been sitting in my drafts for aaaaages, sorry love <3 y'all are so brave for putting up with me while i try and remember how tf to write these uhhh yeah this one took a turn hope u like it anyway LMFAO
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ausgp Arriving in style! The lads looked great at the Melbourne Walk today 🤩🤩
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username1 lewis and zhou are absolutely slaying!! and oscar is also there
ynusername oscar i love you but you gotta step up your game mate, i wanna wear your merch so bad but it is UGLY!!
landonorris excuse me ausgp i think my fit was deserving of recognition in this post :(
ausgp Can't compete with the hometown hero 🤷♂️
landonorris but daniel isn't in this either ?
oscarpiastri You're funny.
landonorris
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landonorris he shoots, he scores! thanks for such a warm welcome melbourne :)
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oscarpiastri You and I have different definitions of scoring I think
landonorris ever heard of playing the long game?
oscarpiastri Nurse he's out again
username2 where's the worker with the shoes i think they're indirecting her
username3 GET THIS MAN THE SHOE LADY'S DIGITS
maxfewtrell Now that's just uncalled for
ausgp Love to see the spirit 😉
username4 aww lando always looks so happy in melbourne, he loves it here :'))
ynusername oh wtf
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ynusername busy busy busy day, absolutely buggered, but very excited for tomorrow 😁 (also peep The Shoes on the last slide)
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yourfriend i mean... he's right, they are sick shoes
ynusername you're just saying that cos you made me buy them
yourfriend well yes!
username5 omg are u the girl who was working the fanzone today??
ynusername i was one of them!
username6 ok if this is the shoe lady i don't blame lando for staring she's so pretty omg
yourfriend "the shoe lady"
ynusername i've been titled?????
ynusername
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ynusername weirdest work day ever (included today's shoes bc apparently it's a thing now)
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yourfriend that wrap was good as hell tho
ynusername deffo the most exciting part of lunch
username7 wait who is this girl and why does lando follow her?
username8 go to lovestruckln on twitter, she has a whole thread about it!
landonorris ...weird in a good way, right?
username9 your lack of rizz is astounding lando
username10 bro STAND UP
ynusername weird in an interesting way
landonorris i'll take that
landonorris
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landonorris melb, you have my ❤️
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username11 SHOE GIRLLLLLL
username12 i hope they never hard launch and he just keeps posting pics of cool sneakers
georgerussell63 You're welcome
charles_leclerc You did it, you crazy son of a bitch
ausgp Where's our credit??
georgerussell63 You put the pieces in play, I moved them into checkmate
ynusername you threw a shoe at me. calm down.
ausgp He what???
username13 bro's collecting aussies like infinity stones
danielricciardo ??
oscarpiastri No
ynusername ://
landonorris 😁😁
ynusername you're cool ig 🙄
landonorris your swag style and utter disdain for me has captured my heart
ynusername oh my god stop i'm blushing
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request: hiya! i love how funny your smau’s are and i’m begging for an aussie!reader x Lando one. maybe she works for the AusGP and they met in Melbourne? idk -anon
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