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[vrisrezis]

Yuta better than me if geto grabbed my hands like that I would fold so quick

Anyways more Yan! Geto x reader I’m very deranged

Normal Yan stuff but there’s a lot of like worship and treating reader like a god ,, slight nsfw geto is very subby in this! this gets into getou cult territory and again treating reader like his god but this is still a weird college au

Yan! Geto who starts becoming more and more obsessive as the years go by

Yan! Geto who gets more and more jealous, don’t be surprised when more people around you end up dying!

And while on the topic, if you manage to piss him off you’ll find their corpses in your house yourself!

Thankfully, he is very forgiving and it’s very hard to make him upset!

Yan! Geto who only truly gets pissed off at you if you are deliberately ignoring him, and no, it’s not in his head. He knows you’re ignoring him. He will make you regret doing that.

Yan! Geto who, despite how jealous he gets, would never kill any of your friends or any family because he understands how important those things are. He will make sure you know how he feels though.

Yan! Geto who would slaughter so many people if it meant you’d no longer suffer or be sad

Yan! Geto who regrets forcing you to see those rotting corpses when he was mad at you, because he’s worked long and hard to keep you away from that side of him, because it made you scared and upset and he doesn’t want to be the cause of your fear.

And so he never does it again, even when he gets angry!

Yan! Geto who does everything for you because he wants to make a good impact on your life, he needs to mean something. Even if it’s nothing much, it’s okay.

Yan! Geto who’s easy to use. He’s very susceptible to being manipulated, just say the word, you don’t even have to be nice about it! He is merely your servant, you are simply his god.

Yan! Geto who tries to make you laugh a lot, typically it works cause he’s funny but it never fails to make him blush.

Yan! Geto who has to stop himself from drooling at you in class.

Yan! Geto who has to stop himself from palming his clothed cock in gym class, watching you play football with satoru, nanami, and a bunch of other kids.

Yan! Geto who cannot play sports with you cause he ends up doing terribly whenever you’re playing, his knees buckle everytime.

Yan! Geto who worships the ground you walk on and worships the very air you breathe

Yan! Geto who is so intensely in love he calls you his god.

And as such he needs to serve his god in anyway he can

Yan! Geto who believes you are god but are far too humble about it, so he constantly does things to make you realize you have all the power in the world at your fingertips, even if you don’t realize it

Yan! Geto who’s heart practically explodes when you tell him to start finding other friends, you don’t want him to be lonely! You must really love him! But don’t fret darling, for you are the only one that cures loneliness and he could never get sick of you!

But once you become set on it, he manages to find a whole group of friends! Friends he’s gained the respect of, friends he has power over. He wouldn’t even say they’re friends, more like family. He of course, wants you a part of that, so he hands the power where it belongs, to you, a god. His god.

Yan! Geto hopes you’re grateful for the new family! He understands none of them are good enough for your graces, but he hopes you’ll give even them a chance. He spent so much time with them after all, and they’re lovely people! He knows that doesn’t mean much, coming from him. He’s far from lovely and so are these people when in comparison to you.

Yan! Geto will never let you go, for as selfish and as undeserving he is, he cannot let you leave his life. He understands it’s not fair to you, but selfishly he doesn’t care enough. He berates himself for it constantly, and doesn’t blame you when you do the same (he in fact gets off to it so please be mean to him)

Yan! Geto who becomes to convinced you’re a deity, he offers anything to you. While these can be things like food, candy, clothes, adorable stuffed animals and fun video games and even expensive pc’s, he eventually no longer feels guilt about mangled corpses showing up at your door, because he is convinced you want some sort of sacrifice, an offering for him not being good enough for you. He hopes this will suffice, please keep him around a little longer!

Yan! Geto will listen if you tell him to stop though, your wish is his command, after all. He exists to merely serve you.

Yan! Geto who worships you because of who you are. You’ve given him everything, you’ve given him life itself. He didn’t know what living felt like before he met you.

Yan! Geto who worships you for everything you’ve done for him. Every small kind gesture, even as simple as giving him a polite smile or holding open the door, sets his heart ablaze and has his body on fire. He yearns for you, and yet, he’s so aware that he’s not enough. No one is, quite frankly. But still… he’s the closest thing to being good enough, right?

Yan! Geto who could actually cum if you compliment him.

Yan! Geto who knows he should ask before being so clingy with you but he simply cannot help himself. You guys are a couple right? Even if you are so much more than him, you wouldn’t mind him suddenly grabbing your hand, would you?

Yan! Geto who thinks of you fucking him in the shower. He hears shower sex isn’t as pleasant as the movies make it seem, but he knows you could make anything pure bliss.

Yan! Geto is nothing but a toy to be used at your disposal, but he understands if you don’t want others to know what you do to him. After all, you must be so embarrassed of him. He’s done so many things considered to be down horrifically bad.

Yan! Geto who sees how much these lowly beings make you miserable. So he ends them. Not just them. He becomes convinced most people in the world only exist as not only a inconvenience but also to make you suffer, so he deals with them accordingly.

Yan! Geto who cannot stand the sight of people thinking they have the right to talk to you. They are nothing but the dirt beneath your shoe.

Yan! Geto who tells you everything he’s ever done has been for you. And he isn’t lying!

Yan! Geto is willing to strip himself of his humanity, his dignity, all for you to love him. But even then, while he hopes for you to, he doesn’t ask for it. He knows it’s wishful thinking. He wants your approval. Your smile, your laugh. He wants you to be pleased with him. He wants your heart, your mind and your body. He wants you to bare your entire soul to him, he wants you to be completely unburdened. He will do anything to achieve that.

[mrcarmenile]

another hazbin rant lmao im so sorry 😭😭 (this one is about alastor’s design and racial identity, specifically talking about alastor being mixed-race as a mixed person myself)

ik theres a lot of criticism about alastor’s design not properly representing his race, which is a valid concern but

firstly we haven’t gotten the whole show yet and we don’t know how well his character is actually portrayed - so accusing people like viv of being racist or that alastor is shit rep cannot really be properly backed up at this time

secondly alastor is mixed. we don’t know exactly what percentages or whatever, but we know that he is partially black, either half black or less than half black (considering that he is half creole). i see a lot of people saying “that is not a black man” “that’s such a white guy”

i am mixed race. i am not black, but i am half filipino and half white. i myself have been told that i’m too white, or that i’m not really asian, or that i’m not asian enough. my skin is too pale. my hair isn’t thick enough. my facial features aren’t “filipino” enough. i’m whitewashing myself.

i’m not dismissing white washing or bad representation at all - but since we’re, firstly, not sure how alastor is handled in the full show, and secondly, people are SAYING that he’s “not really black” or “not black enough”

mixed people receive this all the time. erasure of our racial identities, feeling like we don’t fit in anywhere because we /look different/. it really upsets me to see people make these comments. if you have your (respectful!) criticisms, then of course let them be known if you would like. spread awareness. but i advise you not to make comments like the ones i pointed out (they can be very invalidating to mixed-race people), and to keep an open mind for the full series - it may surprise you.

idk it just hurts to see another white passing mixed person getting their race entirely dismissed simply because they don’t look like someone who is fully that race, or other mixed people of that race. like ik alastor is fictional but it also makes me feel bad? mixed people look different, sometimes they fully pass as one race, sometimes they look somewhere in the middle - just please don’t make comments dismissing a mixed person’s race. i can understand wanting alastor to look more black, in fact i myself believe that he should have more black features, but. cmon - your words have meaning, even when directed at a fictional character - they affect real people too. these are comments that real people (including myself) receive, and it’s not fun.

[ also try not to speak over the people who are actually being represented (or possibly misrepresented) by alastor - i feel a connection with him as i am also a white-passing mixed-race aroace, but i try not to comment much on this specific topic because i am not creole or black. this is just my stance on how he is portrayed as a mixed person, and people’s responses to that. ]

thank you for coming to yet another ted talk, any racist or disrespectful people/comments will be deleted and blocked. much love <3

[mxtxfanatic]

Jin Guangyao and Qin Su: A Lesson in Gaslighting

So this is one of my favorite scenes in the book on account of how absolutely unhinged it is. Jin Guangyao is someone who will go above and beyond in his commitment to the bit, using any and all means to maintain his web of lies. But his greatest weapon, by far, is his ability to gaslight via his expression and words. Upon his introduction as a character and not just conversation topic in the book, we are quickly given a confrontation between Jin Guangyao and his previously blissfully content wife, Qin Su in Chapt. 47 (exr). However, as the confrontation escalates, Jin Guangyao puts his gaslighting skills in action. When Qin Su confronts him about marrying her while knowing they are siblings, this is said:

Qin Su bursted out crying, “You’re lying! Things are already like this and you’re still lying to me—well I don’t believe it!”

Jin GuangYao sighed, “A-Su, you were the one who told me to say so. Now that I’ve said so, you refuse to believe me. This is indeed quite troubling.”

She’s made the villain by saying she doesn’t believe him. He is making her the villain by saying that he’s only telling her what “she wants” to hear, making her not believing him not because he is a career liar but because of some fault of hers. When she continues to disbelieve his lies, he pivots to telling her that her being upset is only a mind game, and that since they’ve lived so long “as husband and wife” there’s obviously no issue with the incest except what her mind makes of it, like incest isn’t a big fucking deal breaker????

Watching the ashes fall to the ground bit by bit, he spoke in a somewhat dejected tone, “A-Su, we’ve been husband and wife for so many years. We’ve always respected each other in peaceful harmony. As a husband, I’d like to think that I treat you well. The fact that you’re acting like this really hurts my feelings.”...

...Jin GuangYao, “A-Su, before you knew of it, didn’t we live perfectly fine? You only felt uncomfortable and began to vomit today, now that you know. We can see that this isn’t anything at all. It won’t be able to do any physical harm to you. Your mind is the only thing doing all this.”

And when that doesn’t work, he tries to appeal to her reputation:

Jin GuangYao, “If the person could tell you, then they can also tell other people. If they could write one letter, then they can also write a second, a third, a countless number of letters. What do you intend on doing? Allow such a thing to be leaked? A-Su, I’m begging you. Please, no matter for which feelings that have existed between us, tell me where the people mentioned in the letter are. Who was the one that told you to come back and read the letter?”

Notice that he is still attempting to appeal to her using their affection as spouses. He is refusing to acknowledge the truth of them being biological siblings so that he still has plausible deniability in case he can still convince Qin Su to believe his words over her secret informant. But this all hinges on whether or not he can weed out the informant to kill before the information becomes public, hence him subtly reminding her that if his reputation is damned for the information, hers will be too. But denying it doesn’t work, convincing her to overlook it doesn’t work, appealing to her former affections of him doesn’t work, so what’s next? Making himself the victim, of course!

A mourning warmth filled the eyes that Jin GuangYao looked at her with, “A-Su, back then, I really didn’t have another path to walk. I wanted to keep you in the dark for your whole life. I didn’t want you to know about this. Now, though, it’s been entirely ruined by the one who told you. You think that I’m dirty. You think that I’m disgusting. All of these are fine, but you’re my wife. How would others see you? How would they talk of you?”

And then we end back at a more direct appeal to reputation: “well if I’m disgusting, what will others think about you?” In an almost non-sequitur, Jin Guangyao returns to the topic of Jin Rusong, saying that the child “had to die” and subtly admitting that he likely–but always with plausible deniability–had something to do with his son-nephew’s death, causing Qin Su to slap him. Jin Guangyao immediately shuts down the conversation.

Jin GuangYao, “What are you talking about? You must be feeling quite unwell. Your father has already gone to journey and cultivate. I’ll send you off sometime soon as well, and you can enjoy being in your father’s company. Let’s finish this quickly. There’s still quite a number of guests outside. There’s still the Discussion Conference tomorrow.”

Deny, deflect, pretend that it is the other person who has lost their grip on reality, never directly admit to any accusation so that you have an out, and always, always maintain that genial smile. Poor Qin Su never stood a chance.

[winns-stuff]

LO RANT:

This is going to be a small tiny nitpick but I hate that Rachel is ruining the themes she has in her comic. The Daphne and Apollo scene was chilling for everyone involved, the emotion and tension created and the satisfaction of someone else finally seeing Apollo for what he was in the story and adding another support person in Persephone’s small group of friends that know about what happened to her. Everything about it was.. Just insane to read, I don’t know what else to say about it and I’m not sure if it’s be appropriate to call it a powerful moment so I’ll restrain from describing it like that but it was very… I don’t know, I don’t think there’s words that could describe how I felt when that whole thing happened.

But to go from that to Daphne invading Persephone’s privacy so casually about her sex life is absolutely insane to me and I’ll never get over that. I’m so tired of this story shitting and neglecting the SA plot line so much that it doesn’t even seem like Persephone is ever really affected by it unless it’s brought up. It’s just so off and weird to see how jokingly they choose to handle this stuff, there’s nothing wrong with characterizing Persephone as hyper sexual after stuff like that happened because it’s realistic and it happens to many survivors but the way they executed it was distasteful. Why did they have to use those dumb ass faces, having her look so desperate, making her yell out loud like a damn lunatic. They took that fact and created a spectacle and a gag out of it and I’m never going to stop being upset over that. Stuff like this has to be taken seriously, I’m tired of people not respecting topics like these and I’m tired of everyone congratulating and blindly praising media that doesn’t represent the situations with any respect.

Same could be said about Hades’ trauma. He’s supposed to be representation for male abuse victims yet we never get to explore how much it affected him of being in a relationship with Minthe. Literally all of his trauma mainly ties to Kronos, we never see anything else of his abuse. I’m not saying that they should just go in complete detail or anything but they should at least bring it up, explore it, treat it like it’s actually important instead of using it for one or two chapters and then moving on. Then they even made it a damn joke by making Hecate do the exact same thing Minthe did to him, and when that happened he had no physical or mental reaction to that. Nothing brought him back to those moments and there was no sign at all of any traumatic response. It was like it never even happened. I’m tired of it really, men in general always have to act like there’s nothing wrong or that their trauma isn’t as important since they’re men, we don’t need the representation that’s supposed to shed light on things such as these to do the exact same thing. It makes it lose its weight and importance.

Also, the use of trauma in this comic is really horrendous. The fact that they use this extremely harmful method of literally measuring trauma by how “scarred” you are has always irked me. To ignore a characters trauma because you don’t feel he “suffered as much” is damaging. All trauma is important no matter how big or small because you know why? It’s trauma. You don’t just “suffer less” because something that happened to you wasn’t “as big” as others, you still harbor that trauma no matter what. Trauma doesn’t just pick and choose who to affect it affects everyone involved no matter what. It’s tiring seeing this even happen in this story that’s supposed to be centered in the importance of mental health. You can’t say you care about mental health and you advocate for it and then shut down and reward people for not listening to a character because they’re not physically scarred or they didn’t “suffer as much”. There is no “you suffered less”, suffering is still suffering and I don’t get why that was even implied to LO.

Anyways, sorry about this rant. I just had to get this off of my chest cause genuinely I’m really tired of LO getting away with absolutely depleting the importance of serious topics that they choose to put in their comic. All matters such as the themes of LO are important and they don’t deserve to be treated like a joke or an after thought. Now, am I saying that the whole story should just be surrounded by the trauma of the characters? No. All I’m saying is that I’d like to see more effort to keep the tone serious and respectful to those topics to spread awareness and give people who have been effected by them a proper voice and not just misinformation.

[thdramas2]

mod Jesus is actually among the more respectable blogs IMO. He actually gives a shit about fact checking, and will tell anons they’re being stupid when they are, for the rest of us to laugh at. I mean really, the majority of other blogs will just post shit regardless of who it hurts or how correct it is for the spectacle of it, and will agree with whichever anons yell at them more. Im looking at you, innumerable cs blogs run by teenagers. It’s very clear that all of the recent asks about mod Jesus are all one anon who’s upset that the topic changed on them. Cmon, don’t lie. you’ve commented on multiple posts now, we know it’s you

possibly yeah

mod jesus is pretty respectable and i loved the blog since the start of me finding it

hes at least better than a whole...lot of other blogs out there

[yelena-bellova]

prev anon with the opposing view point—thank you for being so kind in your response!

i just want to add one more thing: i really didn’t mean to say that anyone who is upset is maliciously trying to defend their upset (but reading over what i wrote, i don’t blame you for taking issue with it—very sorry for that!). my point, hopefully better articulated this time, is that quite a lot of the reasons for upset have answers, to me, if people were a) willing to think creatively and b) were already operating with the idea that a sapphic romance is the equal of a straight one. the reasons like: “losing michael” in place of michaela (women and men are not so different that a change in gender means losing a character entirely—michaela will be differently positioned in society but there are ways of writing her life that the core traits of michael remain); or “losing the infertility plot to a queer awakening” (gay women can have struggles with both infertility and wanting children—in fact i would say these two struggles compliment each other bc francesca’s desire for children could be the ultimate thing keeping her from committing to michaela and a resolution, such as adoption, would serve both stories. one need not be sacrificed for the other); or that it’s an “unoriginal” story queer story, a complaint that seems to imply that turning a straight romance queer somehow robs the queerness of its validty, thereby implying that queer love is fundamentally different from straight (the conceit of the show is one season per bridgerton sibling, to write an original story for the queer romance is treating it as different from the others, which is a disheartening thought); or the reason of “a black woman chasing a white woman” which is ignoring both the fact that we don’t know what happens in the show yet and also that the optics of a black man “chasing” a white woman is the actual fraught trope, given such a narrative’s racist and political history.

all this to say: when i, a lesbian, read the reasoning of people’s upset im struck by the lack of effort towards creativity in adaptation. the gender of francesca’s love interest should not have the power to ruin the story for people, and yet it seems to. which is a bit heartbreaking in turn.

Girl/bro/mate, no apologies necessary.

At the end of the day, people are going to disagree over the whole topic. As long as we’re all respectful and check the anger/hate/prejudice at the door, these discussions are useful to understand the other’s pov! 🩷🩷🩷

[putschki1969]

Hi Sarah ☺️👋,

I apologize from the beginning in case you did not understand my meaning, the question was written through Google Translator.

Should we really not care about what goes on behind the scenes in the entertainment industry? I remember that you wrote that We have to take it at face value and not dig into what is happening behind the scenes in order to live a healthy life without carrying this worry, but after watching the oshi no ko anime, this made me think again about the state of the entertainment industry, do we really have to be indifferent to what is happening to our favorite artists not only our kalafina girls but in general. Shouldn't we, at least discuss this matter so that their conditions do not get worse? I feel we should not separate the product from the condition of the person who made it!

Hi there! Don't worry, your message is perfectly clear and fine. I apologise for taking so long to reply, this has been sitting in my drafts forever. This is a tricky topic so it took a while to figure out the best way to map out my reply.

I am assuming that this ask is a direct response to what I wrote HERE? For those who are curious, this is what I had to say to someone who seemed incredibly upset about the current state of Wakana's "relationship" with everyone else from the YK family.

[I]t is not at all healthy to be this invested in public figures and the things they choose to share with us. I fully understand the desire to get more insight but please don’t make your happiness and peace of mind contingent on something that is so completely out of our control.

Let's start with a quick clarification, I am by no means implying that we should take everything at face value. Quite the contrary actually, I am a strong proponent of critical thinking, it's crucial to look at things from a nuanced perspective, to read between the lines and educate ourselves on all the finer details before making any sort of assumption based on surface-level observations. Many fans operate on misconceptions and tend to jump to conclusions because they heavily rely on unverified news and brief snapshots without taking all the available facts into account. This is why I often feel the need to make elaborate explanation posts. I just want to keep people grounded and stop them from coming up with unfounded theories.

I am also not trying to tell people to be completely indifferent towards what is happening behind the scenes of the entertainment industry. The Japanese entertainment industry is indeed very harsh and genuinely messed up. It's impossible to not feel affected when you hear news of celebrity su!c!des and see some of those horrible conditions our favourites are subjected to. Being conscious of these issues while engaging in fan activities is a good thing and completely normal but it's very unhealthy to let your whole life become consumed with worry over someone whose mental/physical state and situation we are incapable of fully understanding.

Because you see, even with access to a vast amount of knowledge, we as fans have to realise that we'll never get the "full picture". The extent of our involvement is incredibly limited. There are boundaries we have to respect, there are lines we aren't allowed to cross, there are things which are purposefully kept from us. The truth of the matter is that regardless of how deep we try to dig into what is going on behind the scenes, regardless of how much we discuss the situation or how many possible theories we come up with while endlessly worrying, it won't ever lead us to satisfactory results, it won't bring us any closer to knowing more about the "real" condition of the people we idolise. So why should we sacrifice our mental well-being over something that's so far removed from us? It's utterly pointless. Hence my above advice to not get too caught up in this mess.

I am not sure if you are familiar with the term but when fans get overly invested in the lives of idols, celebrities and public figures, it's a slippery slope towards developing a so-called parasocial relationship with them. This sort of relationship is based on delusions, meaning fans fool themselves into believing they have a deep connection to that person (or rather, the "idea" of said person) which may lead to a false sense of intimacy and ownership. But make no mistake, despite what fans may think, we have very little insight into the lives of these public figures and while they have a considerable amount of influence over us, we have comparatively little influence over them. In reality, most things are completely out of our control. We often have no choice but to watch things unfold from the sidelines.

My point is, take everything with a grain of salt, thoroughly acquaint yourself with the topic, stay respectful, be aware of your limits and come to terms with the fact that you are not really in a position to save or help them when it comes to personal matters. Don't compromise your own well-being by getting entangled in a mess that's beyond our control. It sounds harsh but as fans we are quite powerless in that regard. All we can really do is support and appreciate the content (or "product" as you say) our favourites create and have faith that their "real condition" at least somehow resembles the positive image they choose to present to us.

And yeah, I am self-aware enough to know that this all sounds hypocritical coming from someone like me who has always been quite vocal about being crazily obsessed with Kalafina. I'd call myself an extremely dedicated fan who is very much invested in the lives of the Kalafina members. Still, I believe I know where to draw the line and that has more or less kept me sane throughout the years.

[pangurbanthewhite]

So I’ll try to make this my only personal post weighing in on the Ao3/OTW situation, because it’s a big complicated mess with a lot of layers that has genuinely hurt people, but - speaking from my own corner:

I think part of the reason this has me viscerally upset is that we’ve been told for years that Ao3 is there to keep us safe - fanfic writers are very often odd ducks out in fandom spaces, with output that really doesn’t play nice with social media, with authors who can be notoriously litigious.

We were told that Ao3 had to exist in the way it did to keep us safe, that it needed these lawyers on hand to keep us safe, that fanfic was in danger at all times and they were the one thing standing between us and being declared illegal.

I believed that! A lot of people did. Strikethrough was a very real and very scary thing to live through that should not happen again and a lot of people are rightly concerned about making sure doesn’t happen again. Ao3 seemed like a way to make sure that it wouldn’t.

But now it’s becoming more and more apparent that the upper levels of Ao3, which for some reason includes its legal team, have used that gathered clout to throw their weight around into areas they should not be involved in, causing real harm to real people. Under the guise of keeping fanfiction safe, they have been blatantly negligent about keeping people safe.

And yeah! That sucks to realize.

It’s also becoming clear that they don’t even respect fanfic writers anyway. Their defense of allowing unlabeled AI-generated fic on the site is “it’s not our job to preserve just what’s good and popular”, which is entirely not the point and shows a grievous misunderstanding of what LLMs are, do, and are being used for. You want to talk about how verifying what is AI and what is just bad would require huge systematic effort and infrastructure? Okay. I would have walked with you to that pier. But to dismiss even the need for a conversation sucks so much.

One of their lawyers went on a whole cutesy spiel about how “oh, what if readers want to read about DALL-E and Chat-GPT in a coffee shop AU” which, again, tells me that you are unqualified to be speaking on the topic and out of touch with the community you’re supposed to be serving. Gag me. Was monetizing ever really a legal issue or did they just think that fanfic wasn’t worth it?

The fact that their statement still puts the Legal team as a be-all end-all within the organization, without appearing to address oversteps like accusing a volunteer of 900 felonies, tells me that they’re not really prepared to address the concerns people have.

In terms of browser experience, Ao3 is still very much the best out there. In terms of management? Clean house. The organization is clearly still stuck in 2007.

(Very literally, in some cases - when the name Heidi started getting thrown around and people went “wait, Heidi as in Heidipology as in the old euphemism for a 'sorry you’re offended' non-apology from the Harry Potter fandom”, I felt a sinking in the pit of my stomach that has only gotten lower.)

[fandomsoda]

personally, i feel like it's not a bad thing since the fandom tries to separate that ideology from everything else and stuff then again, i also have no idea what it's about or what's going on since i never looked at it past some random references i hear

(^ about Homestuck btw)

[also long post incoming I accidentally wrote an essay but I feel like a short response doesn’t do the topic justice]

Yes, exactly, that’s how I usually rationalize it, because if I’m entirely honest a lot of the disgusting stuff Hussie put in there can be manually carved out of the story without damaging the whole, at least I think it can. There’s literally a fan project dedicated to removing as much of the upsetting and harmful language used in it as possible and they do it super flawlessly and it doesn’t harm the overall story.

Of course, there are many things wrong with Homestuck’s canon story and plot that cannot be so easily reclaimed or censored, and we are all so painfully aware of that and call it out and stand violently against it, doing everything in our power to hack and slash at canon to remove the rotten parts like cutting the bruises out of an apple.

The large majority of Homestuck fans are disabled and from many, many different cultural backgrounds and religious affiliations. And when they saw the fucked up shit Hussie had baked into a story that they otherwise loved, the first thing they started doing was hacking and slashing at canon to salvage the good. And the fandom has STAYED that way for the most part. Being a Homestuck fan has always felt like being part of a massive reclamation project.

We all know Hussie doesn’t respect us and they never did and very, very few of us ever respected them. Yes there are bad-faith and gross people but that is a given with literally every fandom under the sun. Though obviously Homestuck is more prone to it due to the reasons above.

Whenever someone says “canon Homestuck is problematic so Homestuck fans are all bad people who excuse and associate with that stuff!” I have to look at them sideways, because not only does it make it clear that this person has never actually known the Homestuck community, but it’s also just a really sobering experience for me.

Because the Homestuck fandom has really never been about Homestuck in and of itself, it’s always been about what Homestuck could have been and what specific things WERE good about it. We hate Hussie, Hussie hates us. The creator has willingly removed themselves from the project and has established that they don’t view enjoyment of Homestuck as support for them, in fact being very aware that most Homestuck fans hate the bigotry baked into it and Hussie by proxy.

But at the same time I do have to hear what these people are saying and I of course am left wondering if that’s even enough. Even after all our efforts and passion and attempts as a fandom to reclaim this webcomic as something that brought us deep joy and seeking representation and celebration in something that would otherwise have harmed us… does it even matter? Is it… enough?

Yes, every piece of media is going to be a little problematic and freaking out over every little thing and being hyper-sanitized is bad, but are Homestuck’s crimes too egregious to be ignored? Is this joy and connection and community really worth what it comes from?…

The condemnation of Homestuck fans both feels like a slap in the face due to all our efforts and history and like a sobering, bitter truth. One that brings tears to my eyes, quite frankly. And I think the biggest issue is, I can only speak on certain problems with Homestuck. I can’t speak on the most gross parts of it, and I have no one who’s part of these groups and is aware/informed of what Homestuck is in my life to talk to about it with. No one to ask for an opinion.

I know Homestuck fans of these identities exist, I see them everywhere using Homestuck as a medium to celebrate their cultures and faiths in spite of the comic’s undertones but I’ve not really seen enough to get an idea on what the majority opinion about Homestuck is overall. I wish I could sit down with people who have experiences with these things who would also like to discuss and just listen and talk about their perspectives and experiences so that I could get a proper view of everything and form an educated opinion for myself.

So I just have to sit here wondering. Yes, the Homestuck community is violently anti-bigotry and hates every gross thing in the comic and puts tons of effort into reclaiming it, that feels like it should be justification enough, but is it really?… Are we all just wearing rose tinted glasses? Are we no better than those who disregard the issues? I don’t know. And I wish I did. Even though my gut tells me that I’m being gross, my mind tells me that I’m fine, and I don’t know what to trust.

[c0smic-coral]

So on the subject of Stucky [VERY LONG, TW: DEPRESSION]

And a quick note, Bucky looks at Steve the same way Q looks at Picard.

So, some member of Marvel or something somewhere if someone could find the web article for me please???

Someone who works for Marvel essentially said that Bucky and Nat were both crushing on Steve.

HAHA OK so since it’s not on the screen, you can tell us?

Yeah, that’s my opinion on a lot of things. Sometimes on screen, it’s still so damn obvious. Qcard. SO OBVIOUS. Dakavendish.

Look at Dakota’s face. This is the dorky smile I would get around my ex.

Oh also book series, specifically WARRIOR CATS in which Scholastic said “No you can’t have Leafpool and Mothwing be together” and so that didn’t happen because the Erins are pushovers (???) and then behind the scenes they’ll stay stuff like “yes Darkstripe was gay” “some of us see Tallstar and Jake as something more” “oh yeah RavenBarley is canon”

Yeah, so actually making it happen will bother the censors, right? You do realize answers are a translate away?

Yes, this is a person who is aware how broken Google Translate is but believe me.

Alright, back to Stucky. I can understand why it wouldn’t get canonized. In the comics, Bucky was actually younger than Steve. A LOT younger. They had a father-son dynamic, think Batman and Robin from DC. I don’t remember why this was changed, but I suppose it could have been a bit strange. HOWEVER!!! I, like several other people, HATE the Endgame ending with a passion. Steve’s character arc revolved around Bucky. When was the last time Peggy was relevant? When Steve helped carry her coffin? All of a sudden he sees her in Endgame and “I’m with you till the end of the line” means NOTHING and he goes and lives out his life with a woman who had a full life WITHOUT HIM.

I’m just- I’m just… UPSET with Marvel about this. I’m upset with the Russo Brothers the most cuz they directed this movie.

Guys, when a slash ship is even PARTIALLY canon, treat it with respect on the screen/page. You anger the fandom beast when you don’t.

Oh, and that brings me to another thing that pisses me off. Fandoms bringing canon LGBTQIA-whatever-letters-there’s-a-plus-here-guys+ in so late in the game. Do you realize how long fandoms like Marvel and Star Trek had to wait for this stuff? I mean, I guess Seven counts, but the Seven x Raffi romance wasn’t the best executed??? And the fact Star Trek’s first same-gender kiss WASN’T IN DISCOVERY and was in DS9 and people FORGOT ABOUT IT??? However, even though Eternals SUUUUCKED, it did the whole “Phastos has a husband and son” thing right. Still a twinge annoyed.

Having characters canonized as queer later is cool tho. Warrior Cats with Ravenpaw, Harry Potter and Ron apparently (I do not support JKR) even though if the series happens it will probably suck and their romance would probably feel like shoehorned fan service (Don’t shoehorn your fan service).

BACK ON TOPIC, don’t know if you cared about The Falcon and the Winter Soldier. I did. I thought it was… okay dealing with stuff like racism at a time where struggles that the Black community faces really started coming back into the public eye, as well as the idea of the interest narratives that could come from everyone returning after being gone 5 years.

But here, we’re talking about Bucky’s therapy. Don’t know if you know this, but the actress who played Bucky’s therapist, Dr. Raynor, said that this therapy, though court-mandated, could be LIFE-SAVING.

Of course he’s depressed, his best friend/love of his life (AKA NOT SARAH WILSON) ABANDONED him.

I’m just saying saying this stuff doesn’t help with how messed up Steve leaving was to begin with!

Now there was one more thing I was gonna say but I forgot so I’ll post a part 2 when I remember.

[himecentric]

꒰ entry #2 ୨୧ 5.09.24 // ◟

cw/tw: nsfw topics.

nothing really happened today, so I don’t know why I feel so shitty right now. Whenever I finish hanging out with friends I always get hit with a low that makes me feel horrible. This sinking feeling in my chest is unpleasant. I can’t help but wonder if this is gonna happen my whole life. Moments of happiness are temporary. I messed up a few times at school today, it gave me the sinking feeling too. When I woke up this morning I didn’t want to go, that’s probably was god (or just my instinct) trying to tell me not to go, but I did anyway. It’s not anything substantial but I did get barked at again. It’s not the barking that upsets me, it’s the disrespect behind the action. It’s like telling me I’m a joke to them, someone they can use to entertain themselves with. that hurts. at lunch, i went to the food joint near my school with jiggy and some friends from their class. Unfortunately pb (prepubescent boy from my last post) and someone I will dub neck beard tagged along too. They wouldn’t stop saying the n word loudly in public (pb is white as they come, neckbeard is aboriginal Australian) he asked jiggys class friend their sexuality with crude hand gestates. Scissoring and penetration respectively. they girl joking responded saying she had two penises and then they went on about sex toys. Loudly. In public. After that pb thought it was funny to take off his shoes and put his feet in the air, I jokingly told him to put on some deodorant. He started spraying deodorant so the room had a strong smell to it when the teachers came back on. I had put on some perfume oil just before, so I had told the teacher about it because I felt particularly at fault. The other students came in and started complaining. Although admittedly it was sorta my fault the fact pb said it was particularly my fault made me so mad. like don’t throw me under the bus. I tried to justify myself and I was snapped back at by a girl I’ll callllll n.y.d. hhnnmmm. I hated it. Minor inconveniences, I know. I ended up playing valorant with jiggy after school, Aya joined later. But I was being to loud at like 9:30 and my mum came in and threatened to take my laptop and phone anyway lolll….. I didn’t mean to be loud, I’ll probably apologize in the morning. but for now I’ll just overthink and feel like shit.

[hervygervy]

I always talk about how my favorite genre of video game is the monster-collecting RPG, but I’ve never actually played the game that started it all: Shin Megami Tensei. My good mutual once reblogged a post about it, so it got me thinking: can I really call this genre my favorite if I haven’t even played the original monster-collector? Thus I bought the latest game on Switch. And I gotta say, really enjoying it so far! Definitely satisfying my need to fixate on something lest I start getting depressed again.

I really like how all the collectible monsters are based off of folktale or mythological figures. It kinda warms my heart to see all these various beliefs coexisting together. There are also monsters based on Judeo-Christian lore in the game, which I think is especially neat. Like you can recruit the demon Legion, based on the one of the same name that possessed a bunch of pigs in the New Testament. Anyway, I’m getting off topic. What I want to talk about is one specific monster. I’ve reached the point in the game where I can recruit a nekomata. Now that’s a classic Japanese folklore monster! It’s a youkai that takes the form of a bipedal cat with two tails. Their skill set varies, with shape shifting, summoning fire, possession, and necromancy being some possible abilities. You’ve probably seen one in media before—it’s just that iconic. In monster-collectors, Jibanyan and Meowstic from Yo-Kai Watch and Pokémon respectively are easily recognizable as nekomata thanks to the fact they stand on two legs, have two tails, and exhibit a variety of supernatural abilities.

Obviously a lot of contemporary Japanese media likes to depict them as a lot more humanoid. The nekomata units in Disgaea are a good example of that, basically being female heads attached to beastly bodies. But they still have the two tails at the very least. Now the nekomata in Shin Megami Tensei?? Who let the artist cook??

Content warning: artwork featuring scantily clad/nude women below the cutoff. Please proceed at your own discretion. Thank you!

Like what is this?? I don’t like the Disgaea version either, but at least it had enough animalistic elements for me to perceive it as a monster. This? This is a lady wearing crappy cosplay. Where even is the second tail??? That’s like the whole point of a nekomata! The only thing this lousy design has to convey the concept other than the ears and tail is a black skin blow the eyes and claws so it looks ever so slightly less human. And then it’s also wearing like a fur jacket or something. I am not buying it. This sucks. My disappointment is immeasurable, and my day is ruined.

I looked up if there were any other iterations of the nekomata in the SMT series out of curiosity because frankly this design frustrates me to an irrational degree. And the older designs are so much better, there isn’t even a contest:

The first one lacks the second tail and still has some dumb top on but at least it looks more like a cat thanks to the nose and consistent skin color rather than a lady in a cheap Halloween costume. I prefer the second of these two since it looks even more like a cat, with a calico pattern and everything. As for the tail… it’s still technically not correct. That’s the tail a bakeneko would have, or the creature that represents a regular cat transitioning into a nekomata form. Did the artists have something against a proper second tail? Lol. Neither of these designs are perfect, but they’re leagues better than the modern version. That design makes me upset and makes me want to draw my own version.

[harryhoney-bee]

How do you think Harry will react if someone made sexist/ misogynist comments to you??

tight leash

Protective!h for the win!!!

I normally don't write concepts like that, but I'm enjoying hehe

“I mean, every artist should have a pretty face by their side, am I right? Look at the Beatles, look at Rolling stones, they always had girls following them around like a lost puppy,” Howard said to Harry.

They were doing an interview for Harry’s upcoming albums, even though Harry absolutely did not want to be there he still had to attend because Jeff didn’t tell him beforehand. He was in a bad mood already.

The first reason for his anger was Jeff not telling him he was supposed to talk to Howard; the second was the intrusive and private question he was asking; the third was the way he was talking about Y/n as if she was nothing but his girlfriend.

“I don’t understand where you’re coming from, Howard, those girls back them were very supportive of their partners, just like my girlfriend supports my career, but that doesn’t mean that’s the only thing she’s worth of, and even if she just wanted to follow me and the crew during Tour it would still be none of yours or anyone’s business .”

“You are a very modern thinker Harry, but it still doesn’t change the fact that you are a lucky guy, having that beauty as your girl is really something that a lot of men would be envious of.” Harry tightened his fist, it was like Howard didn’t get how annoyed Harry was, the old man was talking shit as if it was the most common thing in the world.

“I’m lucky to be Y/n’s partner because she is kind, smart, and the sweetest person I know, and yeah, she is pretty, but her beauty isn’t what makes me proud to be her boyfriend, her gentle heart and hardworking personality is, now if we could move on from this question I would be very happy.”

Harry didn’t want to be short or cause a scene. He was media trained, he knew how to deal with the inconvenient questions, but he just couldn’t put on a fake smile when the topic of the conversation was about Y/n. She wasn’t famous, she wasn’t used to having people talking about her on radio stations, and of course, she didn’t deserve to hear such disgusting comments coming from Howard.

When the interview was over Harry said goodbye to the crew, heading straight to his car to get home, he tried calling Y/n, he wanted to see if she was upset by what Howard said, but she didn’t pick up.

He was already preparing a whole round of apologies in his head, getting ready to meet a very angry girl, but the view he found on the couch when he got home was very different. Y/n was reading a book, wearing only an old t-shirt, she seemed very unbothered.

Maybe she was giving him the silent treatment? She had all the right to do so.

“Hey baby,” Harry said in a high pitch tone, one he wasn’t proud of. “Look, I’m so so sorry for what that man said, I swear I didn’t know the questions he was going to ask and-”

“Harry, damn, calm down!” the girl said, putting her book down. “You scared me, I didn’t realize you were home.” She made grabby hands, wanting him to sit down by her side, which he did.

He kissed her head, snuggling to her side. “I know you listened to the interview, and Howard is a prick, the things he says are disgusting, so please don’t let it get to you.”

“Don’t worry, H. I was a bit upset by the whole following around like a puppy, but his comments mean nothing to me, he doesn’t know anything about our relationship, and will never learn how to be respectful with others.” She kissed his jaw softly, trying to show him she wasn’t upset.

“Oh good, I was so worried about you, I don’t ever want you to think I would belittle you in any way, you are my darling,” Harry took his hand and began playing with the engagement ring he gave her three days ago, no one in the media knew about it, it was their little secret. “Also, if anything, you are the one who got me on a tight leash, right?”

Y/n moved on top of his body, straddling him. His lips met his neck, which he so obediently turned to the side to give her more space. “Good thing you know, baby.”

[multifandomwritings]

Could you do the slashers with a S/O who has a cat that they bring everywhere with them? And if the car got hurt/lost/killed they would shut down for days to cry. If not that’s ok :))

Sure, sorry for the wait. I changed it to pet but it's pretty general so of course picture what you like ^^ Sorry if this isn't great haha I tried x-x (also: if you all have pets and you want to talk about/show me these pets...that is very ok!! 😂)

How the slashers would react to their S/O having a pet they're really close with

Thomas:

- Honestly I think he would love to have a pet so he is instantly intrigued, albeit a little hesitant because he'd be adorably respectful of your pets space and wouldn't want to push his luck

- Very cute, bonds with your pet easily and is so gentle. He thinks you're both the cutest and finds it so sweet you bring them along everywhere

- Also very protective of you both! If his family makes comments (mostly Hoyt, Luda Mae and Monty like your pet, Luda thinks you're adorable and also likes seeing Thomas interact with them) he'll be very moody and defensive, and eventually the topic is off-limits to tease you about

Brahms:

- It's mentioned Brahms isn't good with animals if I remember right, so he might not be the best with your pet at first

- But since the pet is so important to you, he'll learn. He still might not be great around animals in general but he'll be friendly with yours

- I can see Brahms being a cat person once he gets used to them. He and your cat would end up with a mutual respect for each other lol like they both stay out of each other's ways, until they don't (and you walk in with your cat snuggled up next to him while he sleeps T-T)

Michael:

- Very indifferent, as usual. Really doesn't even notice, it's just one of the many things about you that he's a little intrigued by/finds endearing

- He isn't really the animal type normally but since you seem to care for your pet so much he'll just mostly ignore it

- One day you walk in on him petting your pet or them sitting on his lap when he thought you weren't around and he just freezes and stares at you lol

Jason:

- Thinks it's endearing. Won't easily interact with your animal because he's afraid he'll accidentally hurt them (even though he's gentle around you and your pet and could never)

- He already thinks you're the sweetest, but this only makes him adore you even more. You're so loving and caring and he can't help but watch you like :')

- Also very protective of your pet. Since you care so much about them he'll be so gentle and makes sure they're always safe and there isn't anything harmful around/they can't get lost

Bubba:

- Very sweet, as usual. He loves your pet right away. Similar to Jason, he might be a little hesitant at first but when he's comfortable he's the cutest

- 100% supportive of you bringing them everywhere with you because he gets attached too

- Also protective of your pet. Drayton is iffy about the whole thing (secretly loves your pet too though) but Bubba insists! If anything happened to your pet he'd also be heartbroken

Chop Top:

- Intrigued! He thinks you're very endearing right away and probably makes you smile with how curious he is about your pet

- Doesn't really notice that you bring them along with you everywhere admittedly? Or at least doesn't really think anything of it because why wouldn't you?

- He will get attached to your pet too but he isn't as easily affectionate as Bubba or Nubbins, mostly because he doesn't want to take from your time with your pet. But of course if that's ok he won't complain if you let him have a snuggle...🥺

Nubbins:

- Nubbins/your pet interactions are very cute. Asks lots of questions about them and is very gentle and sweet

- He can be very reckless/clumsy but he isn't with your pet. If it's a snuggly animal like a cat, he'll be just as attached as you. Lots of hugs and nuzzles :')

- And completely understands if you'd be emotional if something happened, he would be too

Bo:

- Will tease you, although he and his brothers have a shared dog and he really has no room to talk lol

- Not as good with animals as his brothers though, and really doesn't get the attachment (or so he says)

- 100% the type of person to insist you don't get pets/keep them around, only to be the one that is closest with your pet later on

Vincent:

- Constantly melts because of you and your pet. You couldn't be any sweeter to him and he loves you both a lot :')

- Happy if you bring it to his room/work area, and he makes sure any dangerous stuff is always put away when your pet is around. Very careful and attentive

- Will watch you interact with your pet with a huge smile, though of course sadly you won't even be able to tell (at least at first)

Lester:

- You probably catch his eye originally because of your bringing your pet along with you. He thinks it's the cutest and instantly goes off about his own dog, bonding with you because of it

- Also the type to be really upset if something happened to his pet so he understands. He'd get attached to yours quickly too and would be the same

- So cute though, introduces your pet to his own and you have a cute little family together :')

Luigi Largo:

- Oddly enough, I think despite his bad attitude he'd weirdly like pets, especially yours since you care so much about them

-...But it takes a while for this character development to transpire. He complains about it a lot at first, especially if you're bringing them along with you a lot

- In the end he'll bond with your pet a lot and it will make him feel a little more calm/comforted. Very protective of them and if anyone makes comments about you bringing them places he'll be very defensive

Pavi Largo:

- Treats your pet with so much love and respect that it always makes you smile. Like Chop Top he doesn't really notice you bringing them along with you everywhere, sees no reason not to

- Has a million nicknames for your pet and spoils them (and you) thoroughly lol

- Will also be shattered if anything happens to it because your pet is very much apart of your little family so he understands and is very protecting and attentive (he's also very rich so like your pet is getting nothing but the best lol)

Billy Lenz:

- Instantly takes to your pet. I feel like he'd be pretty good with animals, and understands and respects your attachment to your pet without question

- He'd end up having his own bond with your pet too. You want to take your pet with you when you go out? Um...He's going too then:)

- You gotta have a talk with him about not randomly taking your pet off to the attic without saying anything, temporarily making you panic about where they went lol

Asa Emory (The Collector):

- Won't even really comment on it tbh. He has dogs and bugs that he is close to too and doesn't really think much of it honestly

- Honestly I can see him liking cats/dogs especially so he'd be friendly and sweet (in his own way) with your pet

- Quietly supportive and protective. Very particular with your pet and makes sure they stay out of harms way/they are well taken care of. Also secretly thinks you're very sweet but won't say so easily lol

Charles Lee Ray:

- Probably not the most pet-friendly man ever admittedly, but if you insist, he'll just ignore it most of the time

- However if someone makes any remarks of you bringing your pet along, he'll get very defensive. Also protective of your pet, though he won't admit to it or show it around you

- If you catch on to the fact that he's starting to like your pet he'll just mask it with a lot of complaining and eye-rolling (don't be fooled though lol)

Tiffany Valentine:

- Thinks it's so cute, you're the sweetest to her and your love for your pet only strengthens that belief

- She tries to bond with your pet right away! Since they're so important to you, she'll care for them as best as she can, probably spoiling them a little in the process

- Mostly though she just thinks you are both precious x_x has very cute interactions with your pet too and talks to them often

[jjamjamm]

Golden Years

Masterlist

Wordcount: 765

Summary: The company finds out Y/N’s birth year and think she’s much older than she really is. Kili tries to fix the situation, not wanting her to hate him for his poor choice of words.

The whole company had settled for the night, eaten dinner and now were scattered around camp puffing on pipes, joking and sharing tales with one another.

Somehow, the Durin boys got onto the topic of birthdays, and roped you into their conversation.

“Y/N? When’s your birthday?” Kili asked, beaming as he tried to ask a lady her age without offending her.

You moved to sit by them, before sharing the full date, and noticing strange reactions straight away. Unbeknownst to you, behind the blank stares, they were trying to figure how someone born near the start of the third age could still look so young in 2941.

“She’s gotten her own birth year wrong.” Someone muttered.

“She can’t be that old.” You heard and turned to see blank stares, clear disbelief, some slack jaws and squinting eyes from the rest of the company.

“Excuse me, I think I know when I was born.” You shared, “Just because it’s a different time here doesn’t mean I’m not telling the truth.”

“Then you really were born that early into the third age?” Ori asked, curious as ever.

“Well, yes, I suppose I was.” You replied. Sure, you hadn’t been born in the third age per say, but back home, which was years in the past compared to Middle Earth.

Bofur was the next to try and understand, “… You’ve aged well.”

“Are you sure you’re not part elf?” Thorin asked, clearly having grown suspicious at this newfound information.

“Positive.” You nodded, “Cross my heart.”

Then was the kicker, “You are so old.”

“Hey!” You turned back to Kili, “In my world I’m younger than you, so who’s really old here?”

He grew wide eyed at your outburst. He had always been taught to respect your elders, the last thing he should’ve done was mock you for your age, but why were you so upset about it?

Clearly the rest of the company didn’t believe you either, and that was incredibly frustrating. Balin came over, and you hoped he would talk some sense into the rest of them, but he focused on you instead.

“Don’t mind them, you look lovely for your age.” Balin assured with a gentle pat on the hand.

That was it, you were going to be pouting for days. Balin just put the last nail in the coffin.

You got up, and stormed off, to the edge of camp far from the others. There, you set up your things, and laid down with your back to them.

That was when Bilbo returned with the wizard from their scouting of the area. Straightaway, the hobbit noticed something was wrong.

“Now what’s happened here?” He asked, “Why is Y/N already asleep?”

“Kili called her old.” Fili said, earning a swat from his brother, “What? You did.”

Kili felt overwhelmingly guilty over what he had done and sat through the lecture from Gandalf while wringing his shirt’s hem to bits.

“I’ll go apologize.” He swore, getting to his feet. He parted from the group, and made his way to where you were, standing behind you as he tried to find the proper words for his apology, “Y/N?”

“What, have you come to the wise old woman for advice?” You scoffed, refusing to turn and face him. Sure, it was stupid to be so angry over a misunderstanding, but you couldn’t help it. The last thing you wanted was for him of all people to think you were some sort of ancient character.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have called you that.” He said, “I never meant to offend you.”

Damn, of course he was being sweet now. That made it so much harder to stay angry at him.

“Well you did.” You replied, “For the record, I am not in fact hundreds of years old.”

“You would know better than I.” He admitted, “If the wizards could bring you here to me- us, anything is possible.”

He cursed himself for his stumble, and brushed his hair back out of habit, hoping you hadn’t noticed.

“Goodnight Kili.” You said, the underlying anger in your voice having vanished. You had undoubtedly heard a hint towards some sort of feeling, and you would like to end the night on a good note, “Although, I should tell you that I feel incredibly lucky to have been given the chance to meet you.”

He was at a loss for words now, and just smiled, nodding repeatedly even though your back was to him. You rolled to lay on your back, turning just enough to see him, “Even if you’re less than charming sometimes."

[chil2de]

Your sharing a bed with the JJK men hc's were incredible 😩 special mentions for Megumi's bed head, Nanami being a secret cuddle bug, and Yuuta having to drink both iced coffees (that fucking sent me fjdndnfd I could picture it so clearly).

You're super talented so could I, er, possible get a NSFW version? 👀 💳💥💥💥💳💳💥💳💥

Thank you so much 🥺💕

hello anonie!!! thank you dear i’m so glad you liked them!! please the credit card emojis had me cackling LMFAOOOO you really made my whole day out here!!!(THE ICED COFFEE WAS MY FAVOURITE PART TOO)

well i managed to hit the max amount of characters allowed in a tumblr post with five characters alone so i’m going to have to split this up into several posts. it just kinda happened ig

characters in this post: itadori yuuji, gojo satoru, okkotsu yuuta, fushiguro toji (megumi was supposed to be here but i had to reserve him for next post😔)

this work is nsfw. if you’re new here, please read my disclaimer before proceeding. thank you and enjoy!

based off of this post

itadori

- itadori would prob be a ‘deer in the headlights’ if you woke him up in the middle of the night

- but after that? shit, he’s so nice to you. so kind and generous for his baby girl. whether he’s fucking you ‘cause he thinks you might be able to sleep after an orgasm or there’s just an incessant desire for him- doesn’t really matter all that much to itadori. he loves you either way :)

- gets horny so easily LMFAO

- would 100% dick you down if you asked him to and i like to think that he still keeps his really sweet personality during sex cause aaaa he would be so soft and reassuring

- hardcore dom yuuji sounds sexy as all hell but let’s be real… this man won’t kill a fly and apologises for stepping on ants. only exception being angry sex but overall reserving hard dom for sukuna :)

you pepper tiny kisses onto itadori’s face, treating him with the utmost care like handling fine china. his skin feels so soft against your lips, and he smells very faintly of milky soap. there’s some traces of brand cologne on his shirt, as well as his natural scent.

“yuuujiii-“ you coo, blowing air very gently. when he doesn’t stir, you run your fingertips through a bundle of his cotton candy tainted hair. it evokes a reaction from him, so you continue to press him.

“y-uuuu-ji!”

after a few moments, itadori lets out a soft whine before grumbling incoherent blabber. “i won’t eat the pineapple! kugisaki will scream at me!”

you giggle before prodding him again, when finally he relents and jolts awake, eyes wide and mouth slightly parted at how close your face is to his.

“‘s it morning yet?” he wrinkles his nose, stifling a yawn. you emit a hum in thought before wrapping your arms around his neck, pulling you into him. itadori squeaks in surprise when he feels you latch your lips onto his neck, suckling and carefully breaking the bonds underneath his sensitive skin. his moan comes out groggy, still laced with sleep.

“that drives me crazy, you know that, right?” itadori laughs, though his voice comes as a wobble.

“i know. and they look so good on you too, hm?” you giggle, caressing one hand from his neck and then down to the hem of his shirt. your fingertips flutter against his bare skin and he shivers physically and audibly. you smooth your palm flat along his chest, dragging your nails carefully against his muscles.

“kinda.. wanna.. go to.. sleep.. but i don’t.. wanna fall asleep…” itadori mumbles against his pillow. the fabric muffles most of it, but there’s a strain in his voice that leads you to believe he’s moaning lightly. guess after sukuna ripped his heart out, this area hasn’t been quite the same, huh?

“so? then go to sleep, yuuji. i’ll be fine-“ “-no way! i gotta take care of you”

“so why don’t you?”

“‘m going to! i was asleep just half a minute ago!”

“and besides-“

he shifts himself up into a sitting position, leaning his back against the headrest. itadori opens his arms, motioning for you to crawl on top of him. without any haste, you clamber over his built frame, ghosting just over the print of his hard dick.

“not that i mind but- we did, you know, in the morning already-“ “oh, shit, sorry- it’s totally fine if you don’t want t-“ “-just messing with you!”

itadori pulls your neck down and gifts you with the same treatment you were offering him earlier. his tongue is hot and wet against your skin and you can already feel the precipitation forming at the back of your knees. calloused yet tender hands smooth around your waist and he smooths his palms over your shoulder blades.

after itadori’s satisfied with the mark he left, you can’t help but groan a little into his mouth when his lips suddenly claim yours. he drinks you up, relying solely on your taste like he’s drowning and you’re the air he needs.

itadori takes his sweet time cherishing you, or rather it’s still his state of half slumber, but you can feel a dull ache prick your abdomen. you scratch up his shirt, motioning for him to take it off. you’re unsure what comes over you, but shit, you don’t want him- you need him.

“heyheyhey, ‘s okay. don’t worry, i got you.”

“i’ll take care of you.”

“just relax, okay? i got this.” he only coos with sweet reassurances, peppering small kisses and handling you with the utmost precision.

you whimper, balancing your palms flat against his abdomen for additional support as you sink down onto itadori’s cock. he lets out a hum of content, forehead bumping against yours as he allows you to adjust.

“you good?” he murmurs after a few moments, capturing a few strands of your hair in between his fingertips. you nod meekly and itadori hisses out a breathy exhale. he’s sure that if he goes rough as shit you might end up more broken than being able to sleep, so he screws his eyes shut and exhales to maintain his composure.

blazing hot lips scrape against your ear, and his voice comes out in a husky tone.

“tell me how you want it.”

by the lords of everything and all that is holy, itadori only chants the same phrase over and over in his mind. it’s a miracle that he’s able to think straight with all the blood rushing to his cock. he’s more than happy to take it slow, reward you with slow and long strokes while he showers you with high praises. but he can’t ignore the twitch that he experiences when he envisions that pretty lil fucked out face of yours, all messy and ruined for him.

you mutter that you have no preference, that you don’t care because anything he’ll do for you is perfect, and it only gives him a beaming smile at your words.

itadori grabs the scrunched up ball of his shirt that he was wearing before ripping the fabric into half with his bare teeth. you watch his eyebrows perk when he notices how fucking hot you just found that, evident with the way your walls fluttered around him.

“here, babe.”

you part your lips and he stuffs the fabric into your mouth, there’s a little bit of excess hanging out, but he reminds you that you look sexy as hell either way, on top of his dick like that with your hands on his chest, legs spread, face flushed and ready for him.

“don’t wanna be wakin’ anyone else up.”

yuuta

this man is about to end my whole career

yuuta wouldn’t bring it up on his own accord just because… respect.. and he doesn’t want to pressure you or make you uncomfortable into doing things you’re not ready to.

it’s kind of a gray area for him because he doesn’t relish the idea of bringing up sensitive and/or extremely awkward topics so he really said ‘i’ll leave it up to future me’s problem’

but holy shit. let me absolutely tell you.

the second you hint at it? anything of the sorts? 0 to 100. he is FREAKY you cannot tell me he’s innocent just LOOK at the man

can make you scream with ease. all that practice he’s been doing with handling katanas? he doesn’t need his dick to make you cum. will gladly lick up your leftover juices and remark with a smile on his face how ‘it tastes good, angel’

similarly to itadori, i think he would be sweet and patient when asking for your preferences, etc, but after that you’re gonna have to find something to bite onto

“and? what’d you tell her?” yuuta remarks from over his fanned out deck of three cards. his gaze flickers to you as he awaits a response before using his index and middle finger to lay down a +4 card.

“red, by the way.”

you huff and glare at your boyfriend, picking up four cards and attempting to hold them in such a way that they don’t all fall and rattle to the floor. truth be told? you’re seriously a sore fuckin’ loser. you don’t know how he does it, but you’ve never managed to win a game against yuuta.

“i told maki-san that it’s her problem, not mine. if she’s so pressed about people taking them, why does she keep noodles stored in the fridge? really, noodles in the fridge? they’re really spicy as well! made my nose run like hell.” you scoff in distaste, throwing down a random red card on the pile.

“you totally ate them didn’t you?” yuuta giggles, beaming you a wide smile.

“also.. told her that i didn’t see them instead but- yeah.”

“aren’t you worried she’ll find out? oh, and, uno.”

“she might just beat me up to be honest, and, uno, you say? not anymore, love.” you sneer, throwing down a +4 card.

“i want green.”

“i’d protect you.” yuuta states over his cards. you feel like cracking a joke and laughing, but there’s absolutely zero implication on his facial features to show that he’s joking. that, and his serious tone, of course.

you flip your cards down onto the table and yuuta squeaks, pointing towards them.

“uh- i can see your cards-“

“it’s okay, not like i was gonna win anyway.”

at this point, yuuta’s mind races a hundred miles an hour. he’s panicking, blood pressure raised, heart thumping and throat clogged. oh, shit, did he do something wrong? did he upset you? is it ‘cause he said he’d protect you with no regards to the fact that you’re perfectly capable of fending yourself off against maki? fuck, he’s such a god damn screw-up, can’t even take care of his girlfriend correct-

“hey.”

your fingertips slide around his neck, hands interlocking at the base of his head. your thighs balance on his lap and you straddle him, legs either side of his.

he can’t help but hitch his breath, holding it in as though one wrong move and you would dematerialise.

“what’re you thinking about in that head of yours?”

whether you’re referencing his mini panic attack just now, or if you’re referring to all the multiple times he’s battled just bending you over and railing the absolute shit out of you, there’s not much room for debate when you brush your clothed sex up against the print of his dick.

yuuta snakes his slender hands around your throat, holding it in place. you can feel the arousal pool and wash over you, and you’d be more than surprised if you hadn’t soaked through your clothes.

he lets out a breathy laugh, devastating your stomach with butterflies due to how attractive he sounds. yuuta’s soft lips brush the shell of your ear and his other hand moves to rest on your waist,

“why don’t i show you?”

before you can utter a tease something along the lines of “show me what? how you’re too scared to hit me in bed?” you’re already down, flipped over and bent over the table you and yuuta were using moments prior ago for uno. the cards have splattered all over the wooden floor and you only hiss in discomfort as the cool surface scratches against your delicate skin. your boyfriend towers over you, leaning down as his torso clicks into place against your back. even through his titanium white jacket, you can feel his calm and collected heartbeat. he rests his head on your shoulder, nudging his face into you.

“don’t scream, okay? or, try not to, at least-“

his warm fingertips ghost over the curve of your ass, where he pinches the skin there before delivering a loud slap. you squeak, back arching as you jolt from the action. he proceeds by grabbing the inside of your thighs, long middle finger hoisting around your underwear and pulling it to the side. he makes note of the red lingerie you’re wearing and gives you a small chuckle, peppering a kiss to the side of your face.

“-unless, of course-“

“-you’d prefer everyone hear me fuck you stupid.”

“safe word’s blue, angel. i love you and thank you.”

truth be told, you were never sure what to expect from yuuta. hell, you’d never really seen the man’s dick before, sure you caught glimpses in the morning whenever he’d wake up but it’s really not the same. nothing in the world can compare to the first time you felt his piping hot tip brush up against your slicked cunt. and it was embarrassing, actually, the way your pussy was seething for him already.

with a firm hold on your tailbone, yuuta utilises his lower body strength to ram his dick all the way inside. there’s a garbled and choked moan that hisses from you when you feel your walls wrap and deform around the girth of yuuta’s dick. you whine even more so when you can physically feel a thick vein that decorates his shaft.

“the mirror.” yuuta commands in a low tone, redirecting you to glance at the same mirror you’d always fantasised about him fucking you in front of.

his eyes are half lidded, riddled with concentration. it reminds you of that feral and focused gaze he gets during serious battles.

“don’t look at me. look here.”

you trail the outline of yuuta’s arm veins as a result of him rolling his uniform sleeves up; following his v line that points towards his dick. you can only gawk in awe when you realise you’ve taken him to the base of his shaft.

his gaze locks with yours for a split second and he snaps his hips out until just about his tip is visible inside your cunt.

and shit, if his pretty pink cock isn’t the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen, especially with that attractive curve. you’re sure the gesture is just to wind you up, but you can’t help but swoon at him showcasing his pride to you.

“so- mmhf- pretty-“ you whine, words jumbled and breath caught when he slams his dick inside without any prior warning. you can only shriek in exclamation when his tip bruises your cervix, and you’re unsure whether you lament the sensation or not.

he only gives you a cheerful hum, reminding you of his usual cheery disposition. it’s not until then that you realise how much of a fucking beast he’s acting right now.

“right? i’ll put it to good use, i promise.”

gojo

- i know we’re all thinking the same thing here lmfao

- trying to sleep? good for you, now, open your legs for satoru.

- oh you can’t sleep? atta girl, down on your knees for satoru.

- bye i can literally imagine gojo saying some dumbass shit like “think you were trying to sleep but i couldn’t help but think how good my dick would look down your throat like that. sorry, love, you’re not sleeping tonight.”

you blink your eyes in turn with the cicadas chirping aside, stifling a yawn. everything around you down to the very last detail screams at you to sleep, but you just cannot. from the pitch black night that floods the room obscurely, to gojo’s even and quiet breathing beside you. you’ve tried it all. you’ve counted an excess amount of sheep, you’ve tensed and relaxed your body more than you can remember. hell, no matter how many times you’ve flipped the pillow you always seemed to feel less exhausted each time.

you can’t watch netflix, because you’ve binged all your favourite shows. it’s not that you’d wake gojo up because, who cares? by the time you finish scrolling through the endless lists it’ll be time to get up.

you ponder over the things you can do, continuing to subconsciously blink furiously. that is until gojo makes note of your stupid actions and starts giggling like a high schooler at his first sleepover.

“what the hell are you doing?” he snorts, cackling into the pillow like it’s the best joke he’s heard for quite some time.

“shut up, satoru. i’m trying to sleep you ass.” you tut at him, berating him for ruining your divine concentration.

gojo audibly shifts onto his stomach, his right arm crosses over the back of his head as he lazily rests his palm onto his scalp. the other arm preoccupies itself by landing it smack bang onto your chest, fingers wandering up to cup your breast.

“satoru, huh? that’s daddy for ya” he remarks, still giggling in a state of half asleep.

“uh-huh. goodnight.” you dismiss him and his nonsense.

“just go take a shower. always helps me whenever i can’t sleep.”

“hm? you’re giving me actual good advice and being a normal boyfriend? i think i might be asleep already, this is the best dream ever.” you remark sarcastically, prying gojo’s glued wrist off of your breast and sitting up. you could go for a shower, actually. you’re not sure why but it’s always so therapeutic to take one at night rather than the morning.

“huuuh? how could you say that? you’re so mean, (y/n)-chaan! i offered you my love and the world and this is how you repay m-“

“-goodnight satoru. i love you.”

“don’t think professing your love for me will change my mind! i’m still upset at you right now, young lady!” gojo shouts from over his pillow, exclaiming and irritating you in the way he knows how to best.

“yeah, yeah. okay.” you mumble softly to yourself, bearing a wide grin from ear to ear nonetheless.

when you move to crank the water on in the shower, you realise that you didn’t bring along a change of clothes. you momentarily pop back into the bedroom to ransack the drawer for anything that you can find.

“are you back to apologise for being so mean to me?” gojo whines and you can see the pout evident on him even when it’s pitch black.

“no, i’m just here for clothes, satoru.”

you hear him mumble something but it’s muffled by the sheets he’s underneath so you don’t heed any attention to it and resume in taking a shower to help keep your insomnia at bay.

with a ginger step and a small ‘oopf’, you heave yourself into the large shower that only a headass like gojo would bother buying. it’s reminiscent to what a hot tub looks like on the inside, with surrounding jets practically in a full 360 degrees. the things so steep that there’s a small step up in front of the shower outside the actual structure. it must have cost quite the fortune.

you reach in for the built in shelf to grab ahold of some of your toiletries as you allow the water to fall in a gentle sprinkle, almost like rain. there’s an audible squeeze reminiscent to trying to get the last ounces of ketchup as you apply some body gel to your hands, lathering it up.

despite standing, the warmth of the water leads your muscles to feel less tense. the only noteworthy downside is that the running water is tremendously loud. how on earth is gojo sleeping through all that racket?

slender fingertips ghost over your inner thighs. you can feel his wet and sturdy chest in place against your spine.

“surprised to see me?”

“you know i can’t let my baby talk shit like that.”

really? that’s his issue at hand here?

“so which is it?”

“acting like an intolerant brat because you’re tired or ‘cause you wanna get dicked down?”

gojo loops his arm underneath your leg, bending it up. you almost topple over in the process and you lay one hand flat against the tile.

“don’t answer that. sometimes it’s so obvious that you’re such a whore for my dick.”

“huh?! what the shit are you saying?” you snap at how correct he is.

gojo yanks your face back, digging his fingers into your cheeks as he forces you to face him. it almost sends your neck into two pieces, straining to look back at him.

“oh, really princess? just the other day you were begging me to fuck you”

“remember that? couldn’t wait so you rode me in the car? you know, baby, all you gotta do is ask.”

your legs tremble and psyche wobbles when he pries your mouth open with his thumb, promptly before spitting into it.

“don’t bother with the bullshit. i’ll play the games, not you.”

he drags his hard cock against the curve of your ass, slapping it against you.

“i don’t think i feel like fuckin’ you right now.” gojo sneers, humming sardonically. his lips quickly latch onto yours when you spin around to meet his gaze. like the fucker he is, gojo moans and whines into the kiss- lips ravaging you whole and tongue capturing your essence.

“baby girl, i was gonna let you top me. you know i don’t let anyone do that.”

his long middle finger prods against your cunt, forcing itself in with ease.

“damn, you’re soaked. you really wanted to milk me dry that bad?”

you hate him. hate him so fucking bad. he flashes you that attractive smile of his, azure eyes sparkling and snow white hair disturbed with water.

gojo pulls his finger out before sucking onto it in front of you, lapping all the excess arousal off.

“i’m not playing with you tonight.”

toji

- i literally don’t even need to say anything here

- just be sure to make a hospital check up appointment or something

- um-i uh- please remember to breathe after this one? maybe touch some grass? ALSO my first time writing for toji AAA i hope he’s okay

maybe if you don’t breathe? nah, that wouldn’t work. there’s still air acting around your limbs when you move so you’d be disturbing the barriers there. let’s see… maybe bit by bit? surely if you slowly inched his shirt up? then again, wouldn’t toji chew you out halfway through? maybe you should just give it to him straight up? just slip your hand under his shirt. come on. but he looks so peaceful, sleeping like that.. long eyelashes fluttered closed, lips relaxed and not scowling. his eyebrows are softly arched. he looks so soft, lips parted, chest rising and falling with every breath.

fuck it. just do it. cuddle him already.

you muster up all your courage in one fell swoop and you bend one leg over toji, resting it just above his groin. your right arm sprawls out over his chest and your hand rests against his toned arm. he’s already sleeping with one arm bent up with his hand supporting the back of his head, so you utilise the free real estate to nestle your head in the crook of where his shoulder and collarbone meet.

when he doesn’t move after a while, you deem your life to be safe and exhale with ease.

“you’re not asleep.” toji states in a groggy, husky tone. it’s supposed to be a question, but, coming from him it almost sounds like a challenge.

“yes?” you squeak out meekly.

“‘yes?’ you asleep or not?”

“i can’t sleep again.” you murmur against his shirt and he exhales a small sigh. the arm that you’re clinging onto moves to draw small circles on your thigh that rests on toji.

“when’d you notice?” you inquire, glancing down at his large wrists.

“like five minutes ago. nice try, kid.” toji snorts indifferently, chuckling at your behaviour.

when you don’t make an effort to respond, toji’s interest peaks and he lets out a small hum of intrigue when he follows your gaze.

he turns his head, brushing his lips up against your temples.

“see anything interesting down there?”

“as a matter of fact-“

you nestle yourself in between toji’s large and built thighs, digits curling around the waistband of his boxers. he only smirks at you through the dark, cock twitching through the fabric. you notice toji hover his hips up so that you can slide his boxers off for him and you happily oblige.

“-i do.” you chime, licking your lips.

it’s cute, though, if you thought toji was gonna let you handle him like that all by yourself.

as you kiss a trail up his thick shaft, toji yanks ahold fistfuls of your hair before grabbing your face off of his cock.

“who said you could suck my dick? that’s real cute.”

“thinking you actually have a place in my house.”

“i didn’t train you to be such a depraved slut. know your fucking place, because this isn’t it.”

“how many times do i gotta tell you? you don’t belong here. look around. do you see anything that shows a woman lives here? no? that’s because you’re nothing but a fuck doll for me.”

toji hisses out profanities at the gag you spew when he slams your tiny little mouth back down on his dick.

“lose the teeth you imbecile. unless you’re trying to tell me that you can’t suck my dick properly.”

incessant whines and garbled sentences are muffled by toji’s cock. whatever remnants you had of your vision are nothing but a blur as tears stream your cheeks, nose running and sniffles resurface in a repeating pattern over the slick sounds of slurping and gagging. your mouth stretches as far as it can go and the corners of your lips shriek in despair. you can feel the skin there stretch and pull beyond what’s considered normal.

even through all that, you manage to glance up at toji through your water logged lashes. you’ll be a good girl for him. you need to be.

“fuuuck. that’s a pretty sight.” he grumbles and a deep chuckle resonates through his chest. within a few moments, toji fumbles to reach for something.

you can only wince and screw your eyes at the suddenly blinding flash of a light in front of you. one can only assume he’s taken a photo of you in your humiliating state.

you can feel the fear settle into your veins when that telltale ping of a message being sent vibrates throughout the room. if you were to listen hard enough, you could hear a notification go off in the next room over.

your throat feels raw, jaw tense and locked open. it’s been a good twenty minutes of toji face fucking you to teach you a valid lesson. it’s all in the will of him wanting to drag this on, savouring every miniscule slurp, whimper or gasp. when his strokes start to feel sloppier than usual, you can’t help but feel relieved.

as you squirm about due to toji shooting hot ropes of his thick cum down your throat, the door softly clicks open.

“megumi. you’re just in time.”

“she’s way more obedient than your mom ever used to be.”