#they make my brain feel like mush

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

(loosely) that scene from potc... its so Them i think...

[harmonysanreads]

Aventurine? More like ANGSTTURINE.

[pepperpixel]

“put me on a pedestal and i’ll only disappoint you

tell me i’m exceptional, and i promise to exploit you

gimme all your money, and i’ll make some origami honey!

i think you’re a joke!!! …but i don’t find you very

fuuuuuuu~nyyy”

More tagr art!!! Assorted stuff this time! Featuring some cute chibi stuff. Some solo gaz’s, a lil uhhh. Comic of an altercation.. and a very belated Halloween pic I started drawing last Halloween and didnt finish lol. Also featuring lyrics from pedestrian at best cuz that song rllly rlly fits my ver of tak lol.

[sp00kymulderr]

I actually fucking love you guys ❤️

[toxicincestenjoyer-fig]

I'm noticing as I go through the tag that remrom is very sweet which is not at all what I was expecting.

Like Remus is the embodiment of Intrusive Thoughts, he has no qualms about saying what's on his mind, and he can easily figure out what exactly you hate whether about yourself, others or both. He's pretty damn good at getting a reaction out of the other sides too, he's almost childish in the way he enjoys testing the others.

Then there's Roman, the man is insecure. He's easy to lead on if you feed into his ego but as the ego he's also easily bruised. He's desperate to feel valuable, when Janus buttered him up he had such a hard time not giving in because the others rarely play to his pride so much. Yet he despises Janus, more so he despises the concept of the dark sides(A concept that he made up), likely because he knows he's egocentric and selfish as hell, things that C!Thomas's morals say are bad. As the dashing prince he's supposed to be a beacon of good in the world, the fact that he's so often so close to those he deems to be the 'Dark Sides' in behavior disturbs him. It hurts his black and white view of the world and as the ego he can't let that world view get shattered because that world view literally informs his identity, C!Thomas's identity.

Then you bring in Remus, Remus who already knows all of that. Who knows exactly what makes Roman tick and unlike Roman doesn't have the insecurities(As far as I can tell). And unlike the other sides who merely play the roles of a family(Patton as the dad is the most obvious but also that thing with like the cousin aunt mom friend group assigned family roles type deal) he and Roman are ATCUAL siblings, twins no less! Reflections of eachother and he knows that Roman hates what he sees. Remus doesn't though, Remus doesn't care about his image. He just enjoys the reactions he can get out of others.

Each side has unique reactions to his 'contributions' but no one else reacts quite like Roman. Even Virgil tends to simply regard him with disgust. Roman reacts to him like an insult. To Roman Remus's very existence is an act of violence against his character and he HATES it. He takes things so personally and he's so reactive.

I dunno, I kinda expected there would be more Remus manipulating and fucking with Roman. They're siblings, Roman doesn't like Remus and Remus is literally Intrusive Thoughts. There's a lot there, like how one of the most common types of Intrusive Thoughts are those of incest.

Remus would have no problem making a few sexual jokes about him and Roman and it'd get to Roman every time. I can imagine Roman chasing Remus around the mind place with his sword after one of his jokes. One of the sides tries to calm him down after they lose eachother, reminding him that 'Its okay, what Remus says has no real impact. Its just nonsense.' and Roman gets that, like he understands that but it doesn't stop the humiliation he experiences every time it happens, the way it damages his image to even have the thought of doing something like that with his brother?!

Roman almost certainly has taboo desires as well, almost certainly not about his brother but that doesn't change the fact that Remus loves to bring them up all the time. None of the other sides know that Remus is airing out Roman's dirty laundry, only them two. And Remus knows that whenever Roman thinks about those taboo desires of his that he deems to be so wretched he knows he'll be imagining Remus as the subject of them, after all, that's exactly how Intrusive Thoughts works. The more Roman tries to expel Remus out of his life the easier it is for him to stick around. Logically he knows that its not helping, that his disdain for Remus is only gonna make the thoughts worse but that's the issue isn't it? When the thoughts in your head are attacking your morals, your integrity, your ego, there's only so much logic can help before one's emotions get the better of them.

And Roman is very emotional.

[ectonurites]

SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR KEVIN PHILLIPS

[cloudcountry]

my mental health just took a huge beating so i'll be slower to interact again!! might take a bit of a break tbh ^^ i think i wrote more than i should have in such a short period of time.

[ace-of-d1am0nds]

this prompt was challenging but i tried to still make it pretty juicy. also if this doesn’t make sense im blaming it on allergies cuz they’ve been fucking up my whole week.

anyways the prompt was: childhood comfort

@galladrabbles @mikhailoisbaby

read pt1, pt2, pt3, pt4

Relapse pt. 5

Mickey wraps his arm around Ian’s torso, leading him to the car.

As he drives, he holds his husband’s hand. He holds it tighter than he ever has.

He is so proud that Ian is accepting this help.

He gives him all the comfort they missed out on when they were kids.

They pull up to the clinic they always go to when things get rough in Ian’s head.

“Mick.” His voice wavers. He stops.

“You got this. I’ve got you.” His hand squeezes around Ian’s.

Their eyes lock onto each others’.

They head into the clinic, hand in hand.

[bueris]

okay maybe I should seriously reconsider my path in life and sell my soul to marketing or journalism instead

[atlantablack]

wait wait wait ...... Tony gets of the plane and looks at Steve and says "I lost the kid."

Does Steve even know??? who the kid is??? Because either Tony is so heartsick and exhausted that those words were going to be the first thing he said no matter who caught him when he came out of the ship OR it implies that at some point in the however many years the rogues were on the run, that Steve learned about Peter. That he already knew Spiderman and Peter were the same person.

Or, it could mean that Steve was already aware that spiderman is a kid. Or Tony just assumed that Steve knew that spiderman was a kid.

But it just sounds like it should mean something. The way Tony says it to him, it sounds like he expects Steve to understand the meaning.

[sugar-spice-and-everything-dice]

I'm really struggling to follow along with FH:JY for some reason, so I'm rewatching everything in the hopes that something starts to click in my brain and. I'm not insane because Cassandra and Kalina literally did NOT make it clear that Kristen should have been at the mall with them and I can't decide if it was a genuine misunderstanding between Brennan and Ally or if it's somehow plot relevant.

[savetheghost]

wanna be put in a room with craft stuff for 10 years

[vt-scribbles]

Something seriously lacking in my art is the ability to tell a story in a single illustration.

I've gotten so used to drawing my characters standing around doing random things that I've never practiced telling a full tale/putting implications into my pieces that require more thinking/looking.

It also comes from a lower amount of details in my works by default [since I like to get pieces done fast], but I'm tired of using that as an excuse.

[ghoulinfuschia]

you should play banban

Just say you hate me

[coles-scythe]

I feel bad for letting this blog kinda just rot, but I have zero energy or motivation to make anything self ship related or even just post about my self ships on here. My F/Os are still chilling in my head, I just haven't done much with them recently.

The most I feel I can do is write about them on Toyhouse and daydream, but even that's incredibly draining.

[cosmic-ships]

D is taking me out to see a movie!

we are unsure what we are gonna watch though but I told her if Meg.alop.olis trailer plays I am not going to be normal like...at all 😆

Told her I'll freakin' lost it cause we all know what Ce.sa.r does to my brain. He gives me fucking serotonin overload

I cannot even begin to describe in words what this man does to me because I get excited but like— more excited than the word excited can convey if that makes sense?