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cherubytes · 4 months

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#how do we feel about this #i made this last night while dealing with the fact that my sister saw an instagram story she wasn’t meant to see #completely forgot about it but i think i intended to post it herre so :shrugs:#gabriel ultrakill #v1 #v1 ultrakill #gabriel #memes #????#idk my own tagging system #ultrakill #mine #id included

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ienvieu · 1 year

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and a part of me is so selfishly resentful.

look away this is more moonbin bc i still can't come to terms with the fact

#every time #why can't i ever not feel hatred #despising the ones who leave and the ones who make them leave #hating everything in this world #it's so awful #so often #idk why this is hard #i feel so resentful because he left and now everyone else has to deal with what's left #and i feel horrible bc it wasn't his fault and he never ever deserved this and still it was his choice #and i feel awful bc im more distraught over him than my own grandparents and relatives passing away #then again they all died of natural causes #not bc of whatever fucked up thing the internet and entertainment industry have going on #and i feel angry bc it's such a waste #i want to tear and claw at my skin and am barely holding back from doing awful things #and then i think about sua and i think of my own brother and it makes me sick to my stomach #thinking about how she feels as a sister #and how his parents feel as his parents and guardian #and how his friends think as someone close to him #and i hate that it's him #why him #it HAD to be him gone #this is a sick joke #everything is a terrible joke and im so angry and spiteful and devastated #and i want this all to end and seeing him gone too #it hits too close to home and yet i feel so goddamn sorry for him and what he must have felt for him to go through with it #and his family oh god i can't stomach this #he was there when i was twelve and i loved him and he's not going to be there when im nineteen and this is awful #i hate this this is a sick fucking world #and i feel even more resentful bc they all went through with it and you see the fallout and grieve #and seeing the effect. i can't bear the thought of my family going through that too and god that makes me so furious

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dovelywind · 1 year

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ꕥ| Rocket Raccoon & Nebula — GUARDIANS OF THE GALAXY

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nanstgeorge · 3 months

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NO ONE EVER DOES. NO ONE EVER LOOKED—NOT REALLY.

djklmnx / x / Gokstadt/Ganymede, Paisley Rekdal / cokegirl / My Love Mine All Mine, Mitski / You (2018–) / retroowl8 / Mariners Apartment Complex, Lana Del Rey / Castlevania (2017–2021) / Louise Gluck

#almost no autonomy her whole life who else feels sick this author doesn’t understand her like me #thinking about how elain never really owned her body it’s been a prize for marriage and then changed against her own will #she was eleven when her mother starting talking about her like this and groomed her sister to do the same #the only think she’s ever owned was her love and it got thrown back in her face with graysen GOD TAKE ALL HER SUFFERING AND GIVE IT TO THE #AUTHOR #elain archeron #pro elain #acotar #web weaving #elain lore

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starsandthorn · 9 months

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no but actually. the parallels to other Twins in different nations of teyvat in relation to the traveler and their desire to reunite with their own sibling makes me a little bit bonkers. like.

diluc and kaeya as what the traveler has and fears, after we will be reunited [separation born from conflict that seemingly cannot be mended; they both care for each other but ultimately their opposing ideals mean they cannot be at each other's side in the same way that they used to, and no longer have the close bond they once did]

ei and makoto as what the abyss sibling experienced [a crushing loss not just of one's twin but the last remaining friend they had and the safety and security of their nation, coming out the other side traumatized, cold and jaded and making decisions that will ultimately hurt the people they claim to want to protect for the sake of an unattainable goal]

and lyney and lynette as what the traveler and the abyss twin used to have before they were separated [never apart for long, home is wherever we are together], what the traveler wants [their separation brief and quickly amended, continuing to be inseparable after they reunite], and also the choice they'll have to make [the twins being together in an organization the traveler inherently doesn't trust - does the traveler want to be by their sibling's side badly enough to throw their lot in with the abyss, and turn their back on everyone else they've met on their journey so far?]

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #RIPS AND TEARS.#hi . feeling so normal btw #i was thinking so so so so hard about the traveler twins when ei's second story quest dropped #and i am constantly sick in the head about the traveler being tired of the ragbros nonsense communication #and THEN in fontaine the traveler having to watch these two twins who are incredibly close.#and try not to think about what they've lost #i'm. uuaauguugh #LIKE #the traveler and the abyss twin really are what the fontaine twins could be if either of them lost the other.#at the end of his story quest lyney talks about how both of them give each other strength to get through the darkest days #and how darkness never consumes him because he has his sister and they remember the good things together [punches the ground]#also lyney and lynette losing their trust in people early on and having to lie to everyone around them #and getting the companionship that kaeya never got in his childhood. cries #like he had his twin!!! he had his brother!!! but he had to lie to him for years and never felt truly understood until that night #and AUUUGH the running theme of one twin being Light and the other being Dark #one always brightly engaging with people while the other deals with matters from the shadows #and the brothers flipping that on its head when diluc returns to mondstadt - diluc in the shadows and kaeya with the knights #and ei getting someone who will be her shadow so she can finally step into the light herself and see the world with her own eyes.#just AUUGUUGHGH. i'm fine. i'm normal #this is incoherent maybe but augh. augh. siblings.#[looking back at the earth] wait the game is about family? always has been

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vulpxcula · 10 months

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#maya fey #ace attorney #my art #gyakuten saiban #obligatory click in for better quality #thinking about how maya has this wonderful and mystical power to summon the dead through her but she cannot communicate with them #she can channel her sister but not feel her warmth or essence firsthand #i wonder if she ever asks pearl to channel mia so that she can remember the feeling of her big sisters arms around her #but it’s not the same she’s not the same it’s different but comforting #to hear her sister say how much shes grown with the sadness that she can’t be there to guide her #i’m having a lot of feelings

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annotated-catastrophe · 3 months

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I don't know why this is so funny to me.

That I almost died this morning, actually.

And... this place lives on.

It's funny how much the world really doesn't revolve around me.

I'm glad it doesn't!

I don't mind at all.

I am just in a strange mood.

It was just a near car crash, I'm ok.

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stuckinapril · 4 months

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At a point in my life where coming off as racially ambiguous is bothering me bc I want to be proudly Arab more than ever before

#like I get how w my name (which I love & would never trade for the world but I still get that it’s not an Arabic name)#which is fine bc it doesn’t have to be for it to fit me. cianna is so delightful and pretty and unique no matter the origins.#& w my looks. which I recognize are not the stereotypical way ppl would perceive arab people maybe #that ppl would be thrown off. but people have projected every race ever onto me before guessing I’m Arab and I think that’s insane #I don’t get why people are always surprised bc I genuinely don’t think it’s that hard of a conclusion to arrive at #my sister is LICHERALLY a redhead.#my mom is a blonde.#not all Arabs look a certain way it’s not that deep #I would never change my name or how I look like. all these things suit me like nothing else #but I’m not white I’m not mixed I’m not Latina. I’m Arab. period #it also feels like Arab erasure lowkey but I’m trying not to interpret it aggressively #I don’t want people to argue w me about my arabness based on how I look like or what I was named. I’m Arab bc I am?? that is all.#ANYWAY I relate to Nancy Ajram bc English first name and Arabic surname gang. and racially ambiguous. n yet she’s still THE Arab pop queen #p

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fromtheseventhhell · 1 month

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Every time I see people talk about Sansa and Arya's relationship as "just sisters being sisters" I think about that one girl on TikTok who was basically stalking her sister who went no-contact and kept responding to comments criticizing her with "it's just a sister thing, you wouldn't get it". Like! Being shitty to someone isn't okay just cause you're related to them. Personally thinking a certain behavior is normal/harmless does not mean the person affected by it feels the same way! Arya being mocked and having self-esteem issues is referenced often throughout the story, all the way into ADwD. How people read that (jk I know you guys don't actually read her chapters) and think their issues will magically disappear is beyond me. "Stark sisters lover" but the only time you talk about them is when you're centering Sansa and her feelings 🤨

#it doesn't escape my notice that every single /stark sisters 4ever/ post ignores all of Arya's self-esteem issues #almost like pointing that out ruins the idea that they had just a normal sibling relationship...imagine that #it's literally never about Arya or addressing her feelings cause people only think of her as a prop #/I can understand why Sansa acted the way she did/ is the extent of the analysis people are willing to do #and the thing is we can acknowledge that they have love for each other as siblings and still have issues #those things aren't mutually exclusive! they'll likely be very happy to reunite and still have things they need to work out #this is how I know Arya is gonna get demonized if we get their reunion because she isn't going to fall on her knees in front of #Sansa and take the blame for all of the issues they had like people fantasize🥴#arya stark #anti sansa stans #have to tag this so I can find it later ugh

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sohaoying · 2 years

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unfinished business

#your turn to die #yttd spoilers #sou hiyori #shin tsukimi #kugie kizuchi #yeah i'll make a ghost au #i didn't have room for more dialog but i think he'd want to be called shin here #shin's my fav and i like the greenblings so much but sometimes i forget that he was kind of a cringefail brother #sou being to kanna almost like what midori was to him + kugie rubbing it in >>#but also there's no way to know what their time in ch 2 was like for sure #it's only ever others who say kanna was being used while kanna herself denies it+her whole thing is that the main cast overlooks her agency #they had normal conversations (e.g. mint choco ice cream) and kanna was more aware than she let on (e.g. knowing sou wrote the phone note)#but the one conversation we saw of them alone from sou's pov (post-nightmare to be fair) was not a good look #we just don't know how healthy their dynamic was overall!#kugie wasn't the best sister initially either so i think she's reminded of her regrets too. but the dunking comes first #sometimes you see something you hated about yourself in someone else and go hm. hate that #i think they should have ghost adventures after their initial beef though. why? bc the kanna hallucination cg is my fav and i said so #and yttd is all about feeling empathy for everyone y'know?#art

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rizaposting · 4 months

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been thinking a lot about my royai kid ideas lately but i don't think a lot of people will like them because i don't name the kid after maes lol

#and also I focus more on riza's traumatic upbringing rather than only addressing roy being sad about maes #also it's 03royai usually #crystal convos #i have my own personal bias against the idea of their baby being named after maes #in part because i dont think the wound will ever be healed enough for roy to be able to not associate it w the pain of losing his friend #i also cannot explain just how much the idea of naming my own child directly after my dead sister makes me want to die so. pure projection #i think my problem with a lot of royai kid stuff is that riza has an explicitly traumatic childhood in her background and no one explores i #because they're so focused on roy struggling with feeling like he can never measure up to hughes--which is fine but WHAT ABOUT RIZA #One aspect abt Riza's trauma that I explore with my royai kid stuff is the theme of alchemist fathers and their children they abuse/neglect #Riza herself; Nina Tucker; the Elrics... And now she is having an alchemist's child

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moe-broey · 15 days

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I think they're really cute as a platonic possibly even found family pairing, but. A Reminder

#fire emblem #feh #like i'm not starting discourse but like. i feel like people forget sharena's age a lot of the time.#w alfonse it's easy to see him as an adult and feel weird about pairing him w vero #but bc of sharena's playful cheerful personality like. it's easier to overlook her or even think she's younger than she is #also i may have been getting the sanaki line source wrong all this time. sorry for spreading misinfo for god knows how long 😭#but the wiki says it's her resplendent that has the line about veronica. not her bridal #either way i think she's referring to young veronica. placing her around 13.#at the oldest #new vero kinda reads as 15 to me but. surely it hasn't only been two years LMFAOOO #but even if she was 18 i feel like i'd run into the same issue i have w thrasir and lif. he knew her when she was 13.#literally nothing is going to change that fact for me. i get super icked out by it LMFAOO #also it's not unprecedented to have platonic/familial bridal alt duos! we have eliwood/roy #and i can't remember if the pegasus sisters are literally sisters or like. same trope. they are all blue.#either way. i'm not done being annoying about it yet!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉#fe veronica #sharena #like to be more specific on lif again he (as alfonse) was already an adult when he met veronica (13ish)#just. to clarify.#and like. who gives a shit. i know. but this is how i feel. my personal opinion.

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ecoamerica · 2 months

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bloodraven55 · 1 year

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Manifesting a parallel to this scene before the end of V9 where once Ruby’s in a better headspace she reassures Blake and Yang that she is genuinely supportive of their relationship 🙏

#man though it hurts thinking about how when she’s back in a healthier frame of mind #ruby’s gonna feel so shitty that her first reaction to her sister getting together with the love of her life will always be *that* 😭#rwby #rwby9 #bumbleby #ruby rose #blake belladonna #yang xiao long #rwby ruby #rwby blake #rwby yang #rwby spoilers #rwby9 spoilers

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funishment-time · 2 months

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on one hand i think SPIKE CHUNSOFT CO LTD is a big Weenie Hut Jr Full Of Cowards for not giving the v3 crew time to create the Kaede dating sim mode. on the other i don't even want to know how they would have handled Kaede and Kork

#danganronpa #kaede akamatsu #korekiyo shinguji #this actually isn't anything against Korekiyo #because he's an Interesting Character even if i'm not sure how i Feel about him #but there'd be no winning with his stuff #i bet either it's suggested he's going to murder Kaede asap as in the FTs #or she Magically Cures him of sister-itis #which would be lame for both of them #danganronpa is dark and i can handle a lot of that #more so than many i think #but i don't know how i'd feel if one of the Nice AU Routes is “Kaede gets murdered by a serial killer eventually”#or “Kaede makes a damaged man all better”#this is not even considering the Love Hotel #yeesh #(thinking lots of Kork Thoughts since finishing ch 3 for the first time...strange strange character)

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forestgreenlesbian · 2 months

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#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad #we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic #was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though #it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything #also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't #tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer #both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first #time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been #making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said #i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly #implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me #bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication #we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked #& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol #which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't #even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around #a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins #literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww #am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely #concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know

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piosplayhouse · 2 years

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Actually all my other svsss characters in mdzs universe thoughts pale in comparison to the truth: if Shen Yuan was in mdzs he would sit Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian down for a 4 hour long lecture about how much women struggle on a daily basis and how Jiang Yanli deserves a 2 month long spa break and weekly therapy sessions

#when i read this back it FEELS like im making sy out to be a better person than he is but to be honest. i do think he would see jyl for who #she is (traumatized parentified child) and he would be PISSED about it #he has the benefit of being a pampered younger child who has had to grow up and reflect on how much elder sibling figures try #through watching qijiu's story #and he also had a part in raising 2 girls (nyy and his sister) who he tbh just wants to be happy #so yeah. i do think shen yuan is a good guy . that doesnt erase how hes also super cringe though dont worry guys #svsss #scumbag self saving system #mdzs #sqq #shen qingqiu #mxtx crossover #scum villain's self saving system #mo dao zu shi

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