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one of my 2nd gen kpop groups had a reunion performance and i actually can't handle it I feel like a teenager again
#fangirling like the good old days#like this time i lost it over a fan cam of my bias using his special mic#pathetic of me but also hes my alt bias it is what it is#rambles#sorry ur getting kpop on main 😘#this is about block b#i posted their recent group pic on my sideblog#seosoondubu
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In another life, I would have really liked just frolicking with you 🐴🦄
#horse race tests#cyan#superstitional realism#so. how about that horse race test ending huh!!!!#yuri media so fucking good it briefly broke my art block like oh i cant NOT draw something for this#this file crashed on me near the end and i had to. redraw the butterflies and im a bit mad b/c its not. the same. color.
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Arranged married life...
Cw: Cursing, angst, crack, one-sided love, fem!Atreides reader, jealous!Feyd, reader is hinted to be asexual, Feyd is down bad, reader is secretly a silly goose, mentions of violence/murder.
A/n: I am so sorry for neglecting this piece😭 and I genuinely have no idea what this is.
Tags: @peggyao3
Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen did not get "jealous." There was no need to since the both of you were married. You belonged to each other, and absolutely no one dared to come in between your arranged marriage.
And so, he believed he did not need to worry about things like that; and it's not like you were infatuated with anyone, anyway. (Yes, that includes him, unfortunately.)
You were rather... odd, in some way. You loved, yet you did not lust. You want to have intimacy with someone, but the kind of intimacy where you understand someone so deeply that you know what they are thinking. And Feyd admired that about you, for somewhere deep inside of him, he felt the exact same way.
You were not in love with anyone, as you would rather frolic in the flower fields and gardens with all of those cutesy animals and whatnot. At least, that was what he was told when you lived on your home planet. Now on Harkonnen? You seemed so tense and watchful; as if you couldn't let your guard down for a second.
Maybe that was a good thing. Maybe it was good that you wouldn't let your guard down around anyone else on Geidi Prime. Yes, that was it! Feyd-Rautha had no reason to worry about you and your marriage.
So why the fuck does he want to strangle the man who was obviously flirting with you?
There you were. Walking down the halls of the fortress as one of the generals from your home planet, Caladan, was visiting for trade matters.
Apparently, this general was a childhood friend of you and your twin brother, Paul Atreides. Feyd could care less, of course, but what really ticked him off was the way the bastard was looking at you.
The so-called look of love he had when he would admire glance at you from afar. The fucking audacity.
But what shocked the na-Baron the most was how you seemed almost too pleased to see the damn general. You even let yourself smile for the first time since you've arrived on Harkonnen.
Why? Why, why, why, why, why?
Why couldn't you smile at him like you smiled at the Caladan?
Feyd is reminded of this once again as he glances at you from afar, observing you walk with your servants to your quarters. Your body language was more relaxed. The bags under your eyes are less evident as your skin has a slightly more noticeable glow.
You were resting better than before, he acknowledged. Pale blue eyes softened at the sight of you, heart fluttering in his chest as those haunting thoughts are pushed away for now; you were more important. You, you, and your sweet smile and kind eyes.
Eyes that were now staring at him.
Feyd turns his head towards your gaze, jaw and fists clenching as his eyes darken at the general walking down the halls. What was so special about some weak Caladan?
A shy small smile made its way onto your face as you waved at your childhood friend, your shoulders slowly relaxing as the guard waved back. Aleskander breaks into a grin.
Feyd wishes he could break the pathetic bastard's neck.
Aleksander watches you with soft eyes, his breathing becoming slightly uneven at the sight of you walking down the halls. You were alive and well. That was all that mattered.
Your handmaidens stare at you in surprise, glancing at the strong general as they whisper questions in your ear. One of them gives you a small smile as she mutters something to you, making you flush in embarrassment and nod in approval.
Feyd does not approve of this at all, in fact. Yet for once, he restrains himself from doing something rash until he has a reason to do so. You are in the area, and he cannot risk driving you away because of his so-called 'jealousy'.
And so he waits; waits like a predator, counting the seconds before it can slaughter its prey.
The Caladan general slowly approaches you, bowing before he grabs your hand and presses a kiss to the back of your palm.
Feyd-Rautha starts to plan out how he is going to murder the fucking bastard.
Cold ice blue eyes steel towards your figure, glistening in hidden shock as he sees the flustered look in your face as you show a small toothy grin. Something that makes both men's hearts flutter quicker than before. The Harkonnen cannot hide the way he is fascinated by the look on your face, similar to what he believes is heaven.
You're more relaxed. Slightly happier than before, therefore Feyd cannot destroy that. He refuses to get rid of whatever makes you feel joyful. He fucking hates that you seem to care about the general, therefore making him untouchable.
Feyd cannot kill the Caladan, (yet) so he does what he does best next.
He lies and manipulates.
The na-Baron slowly strides through the halls, observing the way your eyes widen in surprise as well as how the general fixes his posture quickly.
"Rabban requests your presence, general. He says it has a matter to do with whatever you came here for," Feyd speaks, eyes slightly rolling as he circles closer. The Harkonnen opens his plush lips to speak again, feigning innocence as he squints his eyes and points his index finger in the air. "I believe he said something along to do with the spice trading."
Ice blue eyes narrowed on the Caladan man as he watched with pleasure on the way the general's eyes widened in slight fear. Feyd's lip quirked slightly, enjoying how the general seemed more tense now that he was in the room.
Good.
The general spares a glance towards you before nodding his head and bowing to leave. And just like that, the tension between you two was back to normal.
Not so good.
Feyd huffs in annoyance.
You avert your eyes out of fear respect, and bowing your head as your handmaidens bow their heads as well. You acted as if you were a mere servant, and Feyd found that frustrating.
You were his wife, and he wouldn't dare even think about harming a single hair on your head.
So why did you not see this?
Feyd's chest twists at the thought of this, remembering how fucking delighted you were to see the Caladan bastard. If you loved him so much, then why didn't you just marry him instead?!-
"You seemed happy to see him," Feyd grumbles, eyes glaring at the walls as his jaw clenches.
Your eyes widen in shock, a frown forming on your face as you dig your nails into your arm-trying to hide your fear. You open your mouth to speak, but quickly snap it shut when Feyd moves closer to you. Your handmaidens flinch in fear, bowing their heads as they respectfully move away from the na-Baron.
The pale Harkonnen tilts his head in curiosity, arms behind his back as he steps closer-starting to circle around you like a predator with its prey.
"Is he important to you?"
Your stomach drops in dread, standing still as you can feel your heart pounding in your chest. You can't speak, you can't. Your lungs feel tight and it's starting to hurt to breathe-
So, you stay quiet instead; quiet like the mouse hiding from the snake.
Feyd doesn't acknowledge the ache in the organ in his chest when you don't answer his question. The question that could cause so much pain to him if you answered yes.
"Will you not answer me, my wife?"
His voice was soft-almost a whisper as if he was trying to calm you from your nerves. His honey-like tone only made you more anxious and fearful in the way it made your heart rate speed up. Was this his way of luring you into a trap? Feigning sweetness so that he could devour you when you let your guard down?
No, no. You couldn't let that happen.
Your voice gets caught in your throat as you open your mouth to speak, trying to decide if he will cut your throat if you say something wrong.
But he waits, waits impatiently as he's deciding if he should just go ahead and kill the damn bastard.
"I-I was only surprised to see him," you say, internally cursing yourself for stammering; a habit you had since you were young. At least what you managed to say wasn't suggesting anything between you and Aleksander, because there wasn't and you prayed that he wouldn't lash out.
Feyd squints his eyes, debating whether or not if he should believe it was merely surprise or not. The na-Baron's mind drifts back to the way the fucking Caladan had kissed your hand, and how he even had the audacity to breathe the same air as you-
But then he notices the distant look in your eyes, the way your head hangs in guilt and the way you rub your arm in nervousness. Feyd is reminded that you are a foreigner on this planet, and how you barely manage to communicate with your family back on Caladan.
The Harkonnen stops circling you, standing next of you as a way to intimidate you less. He notices the way you exhale slightly, feeling slightly less tense even with your guard up.
You feel more vulnerable when there's someone in front of you, facing you and staring straight into your eyes. You can't run away if you're facing someone, you believe it's rude. If they stand in front of you, then they are confronting you, they want your entire focus and attention on them. You can't meet their gaze, it feels too close, too intimate-
So, Feyd stands by your side instead.
You clear your throat, eyes slowly gazing upward to meet his-and they're looking right into you. His pupils are dilated, and you never truly spent the time to realize how unique the color of his irises is. You squint, trying to see better under the dark lighting of the Harkonnen palace. His eyes remind you of oceans, the ones filled with cold and ice.
You don't notice how your handmaidens glance at each other knowingly, shuffling away but still remaining close enough if you need them.
You snap out of your trance, blinking as you clear your throat with an awkward grunt. You stare at the floor beneath your feet, hands clasped together as you try to think of something to say.
It's awkward again. Too awkward. You've just had a silent staring contest with your arranged husband, who is also one of the most dangerous and feared men in the universe. And here you are, trying not to overthink on what to say as you don't want to embarrass yourself or offend your arranged husband.
Same husband who could possibly kill you in one move.
Yeah, you definitely got this, the internal you says as she gives you a lazy grin and a thumbs up.
"Why does it matter to you, na-Baron?"
The silence is deafening as the tension in the air grows thick.
Feyd's jaw drops shock, staring at you as if you've just slapped him in the face.
Ha. Ha, ha ha ha ha hahahaha. Was it too late to ask for a refund in this marriage yet? Or maybe your existence-
You stare at the halls blankly, already planning out how you want your funeral to look like.
You can tell that your handmaidens are wincing from a distance, looking anywhere else as one of them is even counting the seconds before-
"What did you just say?"
Ah, she nods. There it is.
Feyd-Rautha stares at you with an offended look on his face, as if he couldn't believe the words that came out of your mouth. Was he just a joke to you??
Ha, ha, you feel like a clown at the moment.
You clear your throat, composing yourself as you avert your gaze, your hand slowly reaching to rub the back of your neck.
"What I meant was-I didn't think that general Aleksander and I having a small interaction mattered to you. I didn't mean to offend you at all, na-Baron-"
Feyd's eye twitched at the royal status. He was your husband, for fucks sake!-
"-and if I did manage to offend you, I am terribly sorry that I did, and I promise that I will do my best to never do it again-"
You were simply talking to him. And if you thought that that was offending him, then that meant you would never talk to him again.
Feyd deadpanned at the realization. Oh, for fucks sake-
"-and I wouldn't do anything to weaken our marriage, I swear! Even if it is just an arrangement made by-"
The Harkonnen's eyes snap towards you, wide with shock as his chest tightens and twists in an attempt to suffocate itself.
"This marriage is not just an arrangement."
Your eyes widen, voice shrinking in your throat as you stare at him dumbfounded. It seems to be that Feyd-Rautha is already seething.
The muscles in his jaw clench, trying to mask the pain he unfortunately feels as he storms off into who knows where.
Your handmaidens sigh and shake their heads as you stand there completely confused. What was he going to do?? Wasn't this marriage meant to strengthen your families together?-
"My lady, if I may-" "Please just let me have a second to think, Nadia. I believe I may have already planned my own death."
The handmaiden sighs as the other four give you looks of sympathy; all five of them feeling pity towards your... situation.
Your hands clench at your sides, crouching down on your knees as you bury your face in your palms and groan.
Why did it have to turn out like this?? Why of all people did they choose you to be here?? You knew it. You knew you should have stayed as an unfertilized egg and let Paul become whatever he was supposed to be-
Why did it have to turn out like this? Why did that fucking Caladan have to come here and sway his wife?? Why the fuck did he have to be himself and scare the love of his life away? Why was he the very thing she feared?
Feyd paced around his quarters, exhaling sharply through his nose as he tried to keep himself from going batshit insane.
He couldn't kill the general because he was here for political reasons, and he seemed to bring a slight source of comfort from you.
The second reason was because of the fact that every time he believed there's the slightest sliver of hope of growing closer to you, he was brutally mistaken as you do everything in your power to stay away from him. Great, just fucking great.
The Harkonnen slumps down into his office chair, running his hand over his face as he sighs tiredly. He hates how it aches. How the organ inside his ribs is greedy for even a sliver of your attention and love; he cannot control it. His black, wicked soul is undeniably and completely yours. You own him, and he will do anything and everything to make you know that.
A few hours had gone by, yet Feyd could not seem to even construct a simple thought without you appearing inside his mind. You looked lovely today. You always do, yet what made you look ethereal was the calmness in your expression-and Feyd-Rautha is suddenly reminded of your wedding day.
A sigh escapes his lips as his heart skips a beat, suddenly feeling the warmth wash over him. You were so beautiful that day.
The Harkonnens' eyes snap open, narrowing at the sound of footsteps meters outside his chambers. His blade slowly slides out from his sleeve, standing up from his chair as he moves to the thick doors separating the halls from his chamber.
The na-Baron raises his guard, the thick walls and doors muffling the footsteps, making it harder to identify the person. Feyd licks his lips, a dark glint in his eye shimmering in the dim light as he clenches his fists in irritation.
Who the hell would even think about coming to his room at this hour??-
A slight stutter in the strangers' footsteps cause him to pause, listening in on the way they stumble and try to regain balance. It's you-sweet and purely you. And for a moment, Feyd is completely surprised by your arrival. Were you lost? Where are your handmaidens? Why did you walk here alone?-
His thoughts are interrupted by the knocks on the thick doors; soft, hesitant, and careful. So undeniably you. Feyd tilts his head to the side curiously, his knife safely tucked in the inside of his sleeve as he approaches the doors.
The na-Baron opens the chamber doors, tilting his gaze downward as he sees you flinch in surprise. You're dressed in a simple nightgown, a robe on the top with your hair braided. Feyd notes the way your eyes blink in shame and how your lip is slightly pouting-oh, fuck, you look so endearing.
You clear your throat, head bowing down in respect, but your hand rubbing your nape in nervousness. "Good evening, na-Baron," you mumble, feeling cautious in the way he looks at you. "I-I just wanted to apologize for the way I spoke earlier, I did not mean to anger you. And I promise that nothing is going on in between me and the general!-"
Feyd stares at you for a moment, expression empty as he takes second to register what you said. The pale man huffs, averting his eyes as he cracks the door open wider. "Come in, I don't want you to be out here alone," he rasps, a smooth hand carefully grasping the tips of your fingers as he guides you inside.
Your heart skips a beat at the sudden contact, eyes widening in surprise as you let him pull you inside his chambers. The room is rather dark, and a few small orb lights dimmed while everything else is black... and cold. Why is it so cold?-
A shiver goes down your spine, yet you try to ignore it as you wrap your robe tighter around yourself. Why did he want you to come in here? Did he want to talk? Was he going to punish you? Or maybe you're just being too worrisome because you're afraid of him.
Feyd's grip on your fingers tightens in the slightest, feeling how cold they are as he frowns in concern. The na-Baron leans over to a cupboard next to his desk, opening the drawers while his other hand has a firm grip on your fingers. Instincts shock through your system as you lean back, eyes closing as you fear he might bring out a weapon to-
"I can practically feel you freezing." A soft, warm material is placed in your hand as Feyd stares at you to respond. You blink back, looking down to what was placed into your hand. Oh, he gave you a blanket. Feyd-Rautha just gave you a blanket because you were cold.
You're quick to snap back to reality, muttering thank yous as you unfold it quickly and wrap it around your figure. Your arranged husband seems to be satisfied by the look in his eyes, as he offers his hand for you to take. "I want to show you something," he rasps, voice soft and careful as he waits.
You're hesitant to take it, but then you see the look in his pale blue eyes, the way they show no hate or intention to kill. They're soft, vulnerable; and for once, you decide to put your fear aside. Your fingers tremble in taking his, testing the waters before grasping his hand firmly.
The Harkonnens' pupils dilate, staring down into your joined hands as he gives a gentle squeeze before guiding you out of his chambers and into the vast halls of the palace, a floating orb wakening as it follows you nearby for light.
You remain close, aware of the darkness in the halls and how easy it is to be killed by the guards. Feyd notices your uneasiness, pulling you closer to him as the floating orb slowly trails along the both of you, producing a warm dim light to show your path. Your eyes glance to the side, trying to observe the way the na-Baron remains calm and unwavering beside you. Oh, that must be nice, you think.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, he's holding your hand, oh shit, he doesn't want to pass out-
Feyd gulps, Adam's apple bobbing as he tries not to gawk at your joined hands. He was supposed to take you somewhere, but now he's having slight trouble recalling to which part of the palace he wanted to show you. The adoration he holds for you sometimes messes with his ability to think.
"What do you do when you're not fighting?"
It was a mere whisper. A question that could easily be ignored by how quiet your voice was. Yet Feyd was always attentive, especially when it came to you.
The Harkonnen takes a moment to think about your question, his thumb slightly rubbing the back of your hand in a soothing manner, trying to calm both you and himself from the nerves.
"I train. I attend conferences when my uncle wants me there," Feyd states. His eyes glance towards you, noticing the deflated look on your face as he speaks about his daily life. Your shoulders slump slightly. You would not expect yourself to ever feel sad for your arranged husband, and yet-his life seems as if he did not have much freedom at all.
"Do you-do you ever wish you could do something else?"
Feyd takes a brief pause as he thinks about your question, his eyes shifting to the black sky through the windows.
"What else is there to do?"
You pause, somber seeping its way into your heart as you squeeze his hand a tiny bit tighter. "Well, if it's alright with you, na-Baron, perhaps we could share time together?"
Feyd's eyes widen in surprise, and you suddenly realize how naive you've sounded-
"I-I'm sorry! That was foolish of me to think-"
"I would enjoy that."
Your eyes snap towards his in shock, and he simply returns your gaze with a look of adoration. You feel a slight drumming in your chest, only to realize it's your own heart beating in shyness.
Feyd starts to walk again, yet this time he's more relaxed, confident that you'll stay by his side. And not go frolicking around with that Caladan bitch-
"You're my wife, of course I want to be around you."
It's nothing really, mere words that are phrased to seek soft and delicate. But the way he says it seems like he speaks from his heart, and now a part of you is starting to believe he does have ine after all.
You're both quiet for the rest of the walk, enjoying the comfortable silence between the both of you. The halls of the fortress surround you as he guides you to two grand doors. You tilt your head to the side, looking up at Feyd in curiosity. "What are you going to show me?"
Feyd tilts his head downward, eyes softening as he admires your face. On the other side of the door is one of the courtyards, where its location provides a view of the night sky. It is one of the only places where you can truly see the stars and planets. But there is a grand pillar with mirrors on each side in the center, reflecting the beauty of everything the night shows.
The na-Baron leans forward, his nose brushing against yours as eyes glance to your lips; "the world."
Your eyes widen in curiosity, a small grin forming on your lips as you stare at him happily. That same grin that pierces an arrow through his heart every time-
The na-Baron has heard of your admiration of nature and the world's wonders, but his interest is only you; his entire universe.
#i am SO sorry for taking so long to write this#and hopefully this makes up for the inactivity#writers block is a b-word sometimes#and im gonna start with the other pieces so dw u guys are gonna get more feyd-feyd#im also a sole believer that feyd is a grumpy cat that secretly loves affection#it's hard to get inspo too when there's js smut fics about him like no i wanna read about fluff and angst and humor#i love the bald kitty sm#feyd rautha x reader#feyd x reader#feyd rautha#dune x reader#dune part two
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“What?!” both Sky and him shout in unison, utterly shocked. Nearby, birds startle out of the trees at the sound.
Go read A Dark Among the Lights by @luckylectio! It's a story in which alarmingly few heroes are aware of who their patron goddess is (or at least haven't been keeping up with the recent lore updates).
#file name: shook#art block hit me halfway through so i changed artstyles. not sure how i feel about the old school comic book vibes but it was fun to color#my art#adatl#dark link#lu sky#lu wind#hylia🤝rauru with getting names with a long history in the series in an attempt to make their retconning go a bit more smoothly#dark having the unfortunate revelation that he's the most reliable information source available#which is not great considering that he's lying (or at least hiding the truth) half the time#the funniest part about the hylia retcon is that now some art from about a year ago is no longer accurate to adatl canon#a sacrifice i'm willing to accept for the sake of funny :b
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Imagine you are just a person who lives in piltover. The hamster dude that's been around for actually ever gets voted off the council, strange decision, but you have a life to live and it's not like you're petitioning to get the hamster back, you're more worried about the actual war brewing between the undercity (or you guess zaun now??? Someone in the market said that's what it is now) and piltover. And it been a bit since the lorax got removed, things are tense and enforcers are becoming even more dickish, and you're pretty sure a noxian war ship pulled up in the harbor at some point this month (but it's like a family visit maybe? you know councilor merdarda is noxian). It's night time, and ur sitting in ur living room wondering if you should contact ur family in demacia to see if they have an open room, when all of a sudden there the loudest boom ever and a bright ass flash of light comes in through your window, and you hear ur neighbor yell "DID THAT JUST HIT THE COUNCIL!?!" And you know he knows bc he's nosy and always looks at shit with binoculars. Other people are screaming, and you're like 90% sure you just witnessed piltovers 9/11, and you stand outside for like 30 minutes just starring at the destruction bc you live like 2 blocks from it, and then councilor talis?? Is running past you??? holding what definitely looks like a two week old corpse?????? Its fucking half purple??????????? And you start really pondering why you moved here in the first place, bc being close to the academy is not nearly fucking worth everything that has happened in the last 40 minutes, let's hope ur aunt has space in the country side.
#arcane spoilers#arcane#jayce talis#viktor arcane#theres no excuse for this#i was just thinking “imagine just being a citizen of piltover”#and the council just actually exploded#but now jayce talis#the councilor#is running 5 blocks carrying his sickly lab partner that definitely looks like he died before the explosion#and is purple now? and looks like he was actually crushed by rubble#mel medarda#heimerdinger#like imagine piltovers citizens getting told that ceil b heimendinger is no longer on the council#like that's a man who has been on the council since the council existed i would be so confused if he suddenly was removed#“bullshit he was on the council when my grandma went on a school trip to watch a proceeding theres no way he quit”#“he was actually removed”#“WHAT??!?!”#like suddenly im moving theres no shot#im contacting any family i can to get the fuck out#what so you mean i have to fight on a war???? im moving to the Freljord now bro idc about this fuck ass place#Cecil my man you were the only one i trusted im OUT#cecil b heimerdinger
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Holy shit. Can we reach mayor Thaniyel? I think we fucked up big time-
"I- I can call Shedletsky. He'll be able to get in contact with the Hero on my behalf and send him back to us... I can.. only hope he arrives in time."
#block tales#block tales mayor thaniyel#block tales player#kaby tict#that is his name!#dont worry fellas this isnt about to become an OC blog#i havent bait and switched you#but you will have to see some sort of queer thing#that is “Kaby” like “Katy” with a B#or “Kaby” like “Baby” with a K
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well….hello everyone? i did not see this coming but yeah, i’m finally catching up on 911 and i’m in love with bucktommy and i’ve decided it’s a great idea to come on here to scream about them. we’ll see how this goes? 😃
#if you’re gonna be annoying about b*ddie just block me please#i’m not here for that#thank you 🫶🏻#i don’t even know how to do this anymore tho 😭🤣#bucktommy
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every time im forced to remember that t*mberkon exists an angel loses its wings. violently
#rimi talks#the problem with blacklisted tags. is that every time i see a post in the timkon tag that is#caught by my filter im like. well im gonna block op but let's just make sure it's actually smth i want to block for#and then it always is and it's always my own fault for hitting the show post button to be sure#but even when i don't hit the button i still sit there going 😒😐🙄😬😕#bc every time i remember people actually like modern b*rnard it's so.#tdr worst comic ive ever fucking read in my life. comic written for people who hate comics. garbage trash heap comic#and the idea that anyone actually read and enjoyed that shit ............... unfathomable. how.#even if you don't care about tim as a character it's so internally inconsistent + fucking gross#like megfitz i know you're white but jesus fucking christ.#and i think of this every time i see that stupid goddamn quirked up whiteboy 🤪 mentioned.#like oh gee yeah the ''some impoverished qpoc get murdered to advance a rich white boy story about gentrification'' comic. you like That?#like yeah willingham created him but boy megfitz really made him her own! i mean this in the most derogatory way possible#anyway. all of this to say. 2025 and i still can't go into the timkon tag without seeing this shit 😔😔😔#of course it's very possible that tim/ber and tim/ber/kon fans haven't even read tdr. so they don't know about the gross gentrification plot#but. well. that is in and of itself also so annoying 😭😭😭😭#ANYWAYS . fuck tim/ber/kon let's think about timiveskon. konives could be something. they both love star wars. let's go from here
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I don't fw you if you invalidate someone's self-diagnosis when you haven't talked to them about their experiences ESPECIALLY people who were denied professional help / can't afford it / professional help isn't a solid option currently for them.
Yes I know well there are people who fake disorders for attention and / or they want others to think they're "unique" and "special"- it's totally reasonable to bash those people who do that as they make a mockery of actual people who are mentally ill.
But for a lot of people who self-diagnose, it was out of necessity, not convenience. I have spent literal years observing and recognizing my patterns before even daring to put a label on myself. Labels and terms helped me research and find out more about myself and even if it may not actually be the disorder itself when I finally get myself diagnosed by a trained professional- it still helped me figure out my behavioural patterns and recognition about myself, thus will contribute to making the actual diagnosis much smoother and easier by being self-aware in the beginning.
#𓆩♱𓆪 「 ᵈᵒᶜᵗʳⁱⁿᵉ 」 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚#just happened to me#I was literally denied professional help#They didn't even try asking about my experiences#privileged fucks who get to attend therapy are insufferable#you can even get falsely diagnosed too btw#irl yan#irl yandere#yanblr#yan#actual yandere#yan blog#yancore#yandere#actually mentally ill#mentally unstable#self diagnosis#cluster b#irl jirai#jiraiblr#jiraiblogging#jirai lifestyle#landmine blogging#landmine kei#landmineblr#landmineblogging#landmine type#mentally fucked#self diagnosers#if you disagree IMMEDIATELY block me
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Unpopular Harry Potter opinions:
"James Potter and the Marauders severely bullied Snape" and "Snape taking that pain out on Harry was ugly and inappropriate" are statements that can and should coexist.
"Publicly exposing someone and mocking him is not a funny prank" and "calling your best friend a slur is wrong even under stress" are statements that can and should coexist.
And, finally, "[Character] did something genuinely wrong and would face consequences for it in a just world" and "[Character] ultimately chose to do the right thing and should be recognised for that" are statements that can and should coexist. (James, Severus, and Sirius are the ones I had in mind as potential names to substitute for [Character] but really that could fit a lot of people.)
#harry potter#james potter#severus snape#sirius black#winter says things#got a bit tired of all the partisan fandom war posts and decided to make a vague post about them#as one does when one does not want to poke bears and be rude on other peoples' posts#i am aware that i am probably sticking my hand into a metaphorical bucket of piranhas here#however if you are one of the metaphorical piranhas and feel like yelling at me please be aware that (a) it will amuse me#and (b) if you persist i will simply block you. i am not interested in screaming matches#if you are not a piranha please feel free to come yell with me about morally grey characters and character development#and all that lovely stuff#hp
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I am begging the 911 gods (Tim Minear) to give Buck a storyline this season that doesn't revolve around patching up Eddie's messes.
You've gotten him off one hamster wheel (his relationship patterns) now get him off this one too.
(and before anyone gets mad over this: you can actually be friends with people without constantly fixing their messes and solving their problems, and this is a lesson that Buck was starting to learn in s7, so let's keep that energy ok? I don't want them to stop being friends, I just don't want Buck's purpose in that friendship to be damage control.)
#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#911 spec#not hate#also to be abundantly clear: this is not about b-ddie. do not make it about that in the notes; you will be blocked
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sometimes i feel like im a really bad person because of my lack of sympathy often when it comes to people venting to me or just being upset around me in general.
i do care, but at the same time, i really couldn't give less of a shit. if i don't explicitly tell you it's okay to vent to me, i'm genuinely not really gonna listen to you. don't come whining and crying at me, it's obnoxious.
get so damn tired of hearing it. "this happened!! comfort me!!" & "i feel sad ohh make me feel better!!" i'm serious it makes me wanna snap my own neck. shut up, seriously. i don't fucking care if i didn't ask you, leave me alone, i'm better than you and you don't deserve my comfort.
#to my meowtuals this isn't aimed towards literally anyone#i'm so serious if someone thinks this is about them and starts crying to me im blocking them#actually npd#actually narcissistic#narcissistic personality disorder#cluster b#actually cluster b#npd#npd vent
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"arrow family fan" criticizing Jason's actions in Seeing Red by referring to Speedy exclusively as "green arrow's teenage sidekick", "an HIV+ csa victim" (twice) and "a teenage girl" while accusing Jason of mocking her trauma for *checks notes* stating that it happened.
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Her name is Mia.
You got that, right?
Her name is Mia fucking Dearden.
I'd say "Mia get behind me" but I'm pretty sure she can take care of her problems on her own.
#i'm being so serious mia would hate the way y'all talk about Seeing Red bfffr#because it's just SO FEMINIST to explain that a female victim would hate a male victim for his privilege#of not being brutally punished for his crimes#while completely disregarding a) that male character's victimhood and b) all the ways in which he was punished#to infantilize a female character whose entire character is based on affirming herself as a survivor#to refer to her exclusively as per her womanhood her relationship to GA her victimhood and her hiv+ status#when Mia explicitly said she views herself as a survivor AND that she doesn't want to be reduced to her hiv status#it's SO FEMINIST right#because everybody knows true feminism is when we use women as props to drag men down#like. just say her name. literally just. say her name#vent post#glitter rants#batsalt#fandom critical#i deleted my comment and blocked the username this is the most maturity y'all are gonna get from me today#miaposting
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i love going into the bucktommy tag and seeing a post with The Other Ship tagged as bucktommy when its only being used to prop up that other ship. like theres no real tevan content there its just "even tommy thinks buck is stupid and incapable of recognizing his feelings for the other guy!!! silly buck just needs everyone to point it out for him because he can't recognize his own feelings!!!" like come the fuck on. get out of our tag.
#its an automatic block from me btw lmao#daisy.txt#bucktommy#<- target audience#anti buddie#just to be safe lmao#i dont even care if ppl ship it as long as theyre chill about it#but tagging ur b*ddie stuff as bucktommy when it has Nothing to do with bucktommy??? go away
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hey, i was really curious about your feelings on delphine? i feel like i saw you mention you had a specific take on her and i think you have a great tes takes!
If Delphine has a million fans, I’m one of them. If Delphine has one fan, I’m that one. If Delphine has zero fans, then I am dead.
But fr, Delphine’s one of my favorite characters in Skyrim. I think she gets a lot of flack because her writing is honestly pretty bad, but there’s potential there. She’s a very flawed character that imo wants to do good at the end of the day. I don’t even completely disagree with her take on Paarthurnax. She makes a lot of good points,I just think his writing is stronger than hers, leading to people siding with him more often (that and like. sexism. power fantasies. the usual culprits in bad Skyrim takes).
But I’ll never forgive her for what she put my boy Malborn through /j
#tes#tesblr#skyrim#b says shit#tes delphine#honestly Delphine takes are a really good litmus test from my experiences#nearly everyone who says dumb shit I disagree with#also has a bad Delphine take so#point for delphine heads I guess#I once blocked someone for a bad delphine take#and I forgot about it so I unblocked them#and like months later I’ve got them blocked again#for an even worse take lol#paarthurnax
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pro tip: if you want to post ship hate for something
#keep that shit to your friends and groupchats#CERTAINLY DONT TAG THE FUCKING SHIP YOU'RE HATING ON#and DONT fucking tag other ships#just bc you hate on A/B and tag A/C it doesnt mean anyone's giving you fucking brownie points bro#in fact even if you love my ship exactly the way i do guess what youve been instantly blocked#bc i dont want to deal with the type of person who spreads open hate on how other ppl play with their dolls (blorbos)#originally about one piece but this has happened in every fandom im part of and im so fucking sick of it
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