Okay I caved and spent way too much time making a playlist for my fic Coming Down
Songs and specific lyrics that bounce around in my head like a screensaver under the cut
Take You Down by ILLENIUM
No, I didn't mean to scare you
But I couldn't see that when I went to hell
I was taking you with me
Where We Started by Jex, Lost Sky
Just to find somewhere that finally feels like home
Cringe by Matt Maeson
She said my spirit doesn't move like it did before
She said that I don't look like me no more, no more
better by Cavetown
I don't know if I can get better for you
Oblivion by Palaye Royale
Feels like I'm invisible, communication minimal
I go off like an atom bomb, so loud without a sound at all
Better Version of Me by Autoheart
A broken heart, a broken soul, a broken everything
My inability to mend is at the root of it
Dancing After Death by Matt Maeson
If I don't get better than this man in my skin
SoLow by Keegan Calmes
Nobody ever told me
Nobody said it'd be so cold
House a Habit by We Are the Guests
Oh please, don't imagine life without me, at least not yet
Make Believe by The Faim
It happened again
I freed myself from words never said
Won't Remember by Tors
Under the silence, when you don't have the words
You look so much like him, the man that you were
Burden by Kyle Dybdal
But in the meantime have I eaten
Have I showered yet today?
You don't need to fix the problem
But just promise me you'll stay
Vacant Eyes by Hayd
I'm scared, 'cause I don't know
If you'll be here when I wake tomorrow
I'm Fine. by Anthony Amorim, Juliette Reilly
Words have been stuck inside my chest
'Cause everything I say feels like a waste of my breath
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Tag games x 2! :D
I was tagged by two lovely people to do some tag games and I know i haven't been much active BUT that's not an excuse for my absurd delay so here i am!
Tagging: whoever wants to do this, just say i tagged you and you're it! :))
Here we go
I was tagged by two icons, legends, queens even aka Lyns and Shay to do the same game haha! thank you @kveom @sannie-hannie <3 <3
Favorite color: teal
Last song: grey day by madness
Last movie: KAMIKAZE GIRLS my wife acts there <3
Currently watching: I have a bunch of tabs open with movies to watch, but atm i'm not watching anything
Currently reading: i'm not an avid reader so nothing 🤷♀️
Currently working on: PREPARING MH AND WZ'S BDAY SETS NOOOOO ;-;
Current obsession: nothing really? i mean i've been devouring movies lately but nothing in particular? maybe female led movies? (i'm boring too shay don't worry 🤘)
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2) I was tagged by my girl Lyns to do this sort of moodboard ?) thank you <3
Now, I feel like explaning a bit because none of it makes sense... but i'll leave it in the tags haha :)) here's the template ⬇
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My Road To Becoming A Stay
According to my YT this date a year ago (7th of April 2022) marks the 1st anniversary of me first time watching anything Stray Kids. It all started with ODDINARY Main Trailer, however, it didn't make me a Stay just yet. Due to this day being a day that started my journey to finding Stray Kids and them changing my life, I decided to create a post showing my journey and lists of favorites. As you can probably see, I can’t decided on favorite songs as they have SO MANY GOOD ONES!
First encounter: ODDINARY Main Trailer (thought it was BL (boys love) trailer with Felix and Hyunjin as main leads first. When I realized it was kpop I lost interested as I thought the music style wasn’t for me). Based on my YT log, I watched the trailer the 6th of April 2022.
First song I heard: Maniac (kept showing up after I had seen ODDINARY trailer and eventually gave in and watched it).
Song that made me a repeat listener: I watched Circus on the 12th of June 2022, along with Your Eyes that day but it wasn’t until 17th of June 2022 (according to my YT log) when I ended up listening to Neverending Story and Venom on the 28th of June 2022 (according to my YT log) that I became a Stay.
First bias: Felix and Hyunjin.
First ship: (I’m a shipper, I can’t help it) Hyunlix.
Music videos that made me watch them over and over: (this is when I realized that I actually enjoyed listening to the music) Venom, Circus, Thunderous, God’s Menu, Back Door and Maniac.
Before I knew it I was listening and watching (YouTube/TikTok) them all the time.
Current bias: Felix, Hyunjin, Bang Chan, Lee Know, (that isn’t to say I don’t love Changbin, I.N, Han and Seungmin; each have something I like but those four above just makes my heart flutter a LITTLE bit more. Though I have to be honest that Han is taking up space in my mind more and more....).
Current ship: Hyunlix (the more I see of them, the more I love them; they’ve become my comfort (friend)ship), but I also really adore Chanlix.
Stray Kids became my comfort place. I adore watching their chaotic videos and their music is amazing. It’s the first thing I do when I wake up. Stray Kids makes Stay stay.
List of favorite songs:
1) Neverending Story (Tie)
1) Behind The Light (Tie)
2) Venom
3) Slump
4) Easy
5) Hellevator
5) Taste (Tie)
6) 24 to 25 (Tie)
6) Get Cool (Tie)
6) Lonely St.
7) Waiting For Us (Tie)
7) Red Lights (Tie)
7) The View (Tie)
8) Gone Days (Tie)
8) Circus (Tie)
8) Thunderous (Tie)
9) God's Menu
9) Back Door (Tie)
10) Maniac (Tie)
11) Charmer (Tie)
11) Domino (Tie)
11) Christmas EveL (Tie)
11) Wolfgang (Tie)
12) Scars (Tie)
12) Sorry, I Love You (Tie)
13) LoveStay
14) Secret Secret
15) Grow Up
Honorable mentions: You Can Stay, Double Knot, Mixtape: Oh, My Universe, Placebo, Gone Away, Blueprint, Voices, I am YOU, Levanter, Victory Song, Here Always, HEYDAY, District 9, 3RACHA, Chill, Surfing, Ex, Wow, Airplane, Astronaut, SSick, Hello Stranger, B Me, There, Novel, Lost Me, DLMLU, Case 143
Favorite SKZ-REPLAY Songs: Deep End, Limbo, Love Untold, i hate to admit, Alien, Wish You Back, Up All Night, Drive, HaPpY, ice.cream, Piece of a Puzzle, Because, Zone, Streetlight (this is in order)
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@dykejaskiers tagged me to do this discography challenge, thank you ❤️
rules: pick an artist or band and share your favorite song from each of their albums, then tag some mutuals!
artist/band: pet shop boys (I'm also doing only their regular studio albums BUT I'm throwing Alternative and Format, their b-sides albums, into the mix for fun)
Please: Love Comes Quickly (becoming one of my top psb songs tbh and getting to hear the new live version was 😵💫 screaming, crying, throwing up, etc etc)
Actually: Rent (the lyrics, the various ways they've performed it live.... do I have to explain myself further i mean 🤭)
Introspective: I'm Not Scared (I love left to my own devices don't get me wrong but I've really been getting into im not scared recently)
Behaviour: Being Boring (my fav song of all time by them.... makes me want to cry every time. but I genuinely think everything about this song from the lyrics to the music to the synthesizers used to the structure is absolutely perfect. would never change anything about it)
Very: Can You Forgive Her? (will always be one of The psb songs to me because of the lyrics on this song. neil are you kidding me... but if this was for very further listening I would have to choose I Wouldn't Normally Do This Kind of Thing 7" single Beatmasters remix because WOW. alas, it isn't the album version)
Alternative: A New Life (this b-side is just too fucking good but also in the night, paninaro, do I have to?...)
Bilingual: It Always Comes as a Surprise (ok I listen to other songs from bilingual more often but if in my brain I think over what one I think just perfectly does what it needs to do, it's this one.)
Release: Home and Dry (I will defend all of release btw. but I like how this song is both sweet and heartbreaking at the same time)
Fundamental: Minimal (idk I just think it does what it set out to do perfectly but I also really like Luna Park with its metaphors and imagery as well)
Yes: King of Rome (it's got everything: historical inspiration, neil singing in falsetto, sad yearning ballad... my fav psb stuff)
Format: Hit and Miss (v tough decision because this comp has a lot of good ones 🧍♀️)
Elysium: Memory of the Future (I like neil's literary influence songs it can't be helped)
Electric: Love is a Bourgeois Construct (the reason it's my fav from this album is because I think this exemplifies them so much and it's just great. no one else but neil would write these lyrics and no one else but chris would do this to the music)
Super: The Pop Kids (a bop. a banger. the medley from the super tour of this going into In the Night 😭😭😭😭)
Hotspot: Will-o-the-wisp (my favorite song they've done in recent times I think because omg... the analog synths sound, the lyrics being so overtly queer, them underlying the track with a recording they did of the ambience of riding the u-bahn, and then the fade out into YATO... But shoutout to Burning the Heather which i love so much too ugh)
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Uhh if you wanna answer Questions maybe 42. Favourite song right now? 87. Would you rather live in the city or the woods? Why? And 95. What would you do if you would be invisible?
OUGH UH
honestly. Create Machines is my current brain go brr song (idk if id count it as one of my faves ever bc. yeah cant beat the current ones lol but been playing it a lot)
and the city! forests are nice (bones....) but idk i enjoy being actually near stuff and having good roads yk? although the noise hmmmmm
also bold of you to assume im not already invisible /j anyways um honestly idk. break into ppls homes and pet their cats???? /j
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