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avocadosharks · 10 months

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tfw ur crush doesnt notice ur mad dodgeball skills....

#td noah #td cody #td noco #total drama #noah x cody #total drama noah #artwork #this is so rough yikes #i was playing around w my digital art program i barely use #totally pulled this from the dodgebrawl episode #me totally knowing how to render #Big shoutout to tumblr for destroying the quality fr

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daydadahlias · 10 months

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i thought you said you’d never go to a show?

i did say that! Because I never really planned to go for a vast variety of reasons, including but not limited to the fact that I’m super light and sound sensitive and have chronic migraines so the last concerts I’ve gone to have absolutely knocked me on my ass. There’s also the matter of cost, and travel, and the terrifying amount of people that go to shows. There were lots of reasons I never wanted to go to one. And I’d also set the precedent of being like “I’m never going to a show 😤” so I also really feared getting asks like this one if I ever went 😌

But, a couple of weeks ago, I was on TikTok watching 5sos videos (as one does ofc) and it came to a video of Carousel live and it just kind of hit me like a brick out of nowhere that I might die never having seen my favorite band and it was really scary. So I obviously got really dramatic and in my head about it and cried to my mom for like three hours. Buying tickets was kind of a split second decision (because there was definitely a lot of panicking about if it was the wrong idea for me or not). But I texted two friends and was like,, “I think I wanna see 5sos” which for me was a really big deal. And they went (very pressure free ofc) “u should” so the next day I bought tickets (and cried 😌 bc im a drama queen). I bought them late and I got lawn seats so they weren’t too expensive!! And my irl bestie hyped me about the venue because it’s outdoor and the sound won’t be so overwhelming and blah blah blah but I got myself some loop earplugs for the sound and brought some tinted sunglasses for the lights 🤓

And I have spent the entire last week absolutely petrified of going to this show lmfao 💙 it has been rough 💙 But I survived, I didn’t get a migraine, and there were only a couple times the lights were too much so I just shut my eyes. And I actually took out my earplugs after a few songs and was like “the migraine will be worth it.” But I didn’t even have one! And I bounced around as best I could and sang all the words to all the songs. And then obviously cried a bunch, that’s a given (which is also embarrassing because like why are you crying to don’t stop). And I also screamed when I realized Ashton took off his vest and it scared the friend I was with hehe.

So all that to say: yeah!! I did say that!! But I changed my mind. And I’m really glad I did!!

#yeah I was kind of worried I’d hate the show 😀#hence why I didn’t tell anyone I was going 💅#bc I was like oh gosh if I go to this show and have a bad time it’ll be like. bad #so i only told a few friends (the chosen few)#and then instagram like last week #and there’s been so many Things that have been happening in relationship to this show guys it’s been rough ahdjjsjs #but I went #and it was like. the best night of my life a little bit #not fully but almost #pigeon #anon #yikes sorry I wrote a jessay about this

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thieves-never-say-die · 5 months

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Finished White Collar season one

And that's one hell of a cliffhanger

#I'd seen general spoilers so I mostly knew what was gonna happen with the plane #but like. yikes man.#that's rough #I'd feel bad for Neal but I'm also mostly certain Kate isn't dead #(and I never liked her much. she's not written super well or made at all interesting beyond Neal's crush)#forgot how much season cliffhangers annoy me #leverage got me into that mindset lol #of always ending a season in a good way bc you never know if a show will be canaceled #but I know I've got 5 more seasons baybee #also WOW Neal not saying goodbye to Peter bc he could change his mind #fucking gets me dude #white collar #m speaks

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btsbs · 5 months

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#accidentally saw that namjoon propaganda video on insta #i follow exactly one bts meme account and yet #that shit still finds me against my will #big yikes #there’s no way the military isn’t exploiting #his role as the voice of bts #as a tool to further their own agenda #i refuse to believe he finished #a month of boot camp in the middle of winter #after leaving his work project unfinished on some level #and his first thoughts were ‘yeah that was great this is so necessary’#‘this is a FUN and REWARDING experience’#he can’t publicly say anything else but also #he could #simply keep his mouth shut but #this is probably part of the gig for him #i’ve genuinely tried to avoid inserting myself into military discourse #fully aware it’s not my place but #watching him become such a blatant tool of the state #is especially rough #you know a ton of people will buy it as genuine endorsement #he’s there because he has to be #everything he says while there and about the experience #is going to be incredibly calculated #ok back to my regularly scheduled bs #felt like i needed to get that out #love that the tumblr fandom has been so good about not posting that garbage #military stuff

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thegizardofmars · 2 months

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Haven't been watching AEW for a few weeks now and I've only been following what's happening through Tumblr and dude there is a LOT going on

#depression and schedule have been rough #so i just skip it every night #however the situation with cm punk and jack perry is...#fucking yikes #personal

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thats-my-passion-right-there · 16 days

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I finally saw the mean girls musical (the movie one) I have so many fucking thoughts oh my god

#thoughts #oni talks #mean girls 2024 #I think I may be the only person to kind of like it? like don’t get me wrong it is kinda ROUGH but it has so much potential and there’s bits #and pieces that I actually really enjoy or wish they had more of or just aahh #I’ve been nonstop thinking about the ideal version in my head like there’s so much potential obviously I’m biased by like a lot #since for one I know I tend to like stuff other people hate or don’t like but for two this sequel was weirdly way more relatable so maybe #I’m just projecting from my own personal experiences but Idc the POTENTIAL THERES SO MUCH ID WANNA DO INSTEAD #like there’s so many little details and characterizations that I wish was expanded on or fleshed out and it’s just like it feels like either #half baked or that it’s gone through too many edits it’s like it’s scared to exist?? like there’s some differences I love and wish they lol #leaned into but it’s like it was terrified to be too different? or like they were rushing the end especially #like in my ideal form it’s a tv show coz I think they honestly have enough that could be genuinely expanded in a way more interesting way #via that format probably not like a super extended series like you COULD but you’d definitely need more expansion but I could see the potent #but like idk one SOLID musical season with expanded character story and not like one of those rush cram shows like a good solid one #like Regina’s characterization is so fascinating but also feels like slightly off and like they could’ve leaned way more into things?#like I think keeping Regina as a closeted lesbian gives the greatest potential and interest for an expanded story #like I loved maybe the first half of the movie the most like that one song she sang to manipulate Aaron would work so much more perfectly if #she’s singing it about/to Cady? I also think in my ideal brain an cool flashback episode for Janis and Regina would be so cool coz there’s #so much you could flesh out in a flashback than you could in a retelling which while I do like the retelling since it lets you imagine thing #I just! potential! I also want more of them interacting and I do think changing Janis to be a lesbian works if they leaned more into it?#I also think in my ideal form janis would have more comeuppance or acknowledgement of her shit? I also think an arc of Regina coming out #like one thing they missed from the original is Regina playing soccer at the end & I think they could hint more towards that and maybe lean #more into her at home life in an expanded story way coz her mom is clearly like… yikes. granted maybe some of my views on the movie are too #biased by personal experience but like the way she snaps at her mom usually in my experience isn’t out of nowhere? like parents behind #closed doors. or frustrations with what her mom has clearly been putting on her the way she tells her mom not to talk about her body is very #like idk a lot of the characters in this version feel more real to me bc they act really similar to people I know irl so the expanded story #could be cool. another one that in my ideal brain would have more is Gretchen and especially her relationships with Regina as well as with #that one guy and her parents I wanna see more of how that works and her arc to feel more meaningful when she dumps him & mentions family #also as much as I didn’t care much for the straight plot stuff there’s 100% missed potential there that I could see in the differences like #iirc in the original it’s regular algebra not AP calc which I think could’ve been used as an interesting characterization opportunity for

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cosmictap · 1 month

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Eating ice cream at midnight instead of coping with the realisation that you truly cannot fall in love with people are therefore will always be missing something that everyone else has

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neon-vocalist · 2 months

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blaise shinryu i will always love you but would it kill you to have an ounce of good vocal technique like…. ever?

#it’s painful #you can tell she’s so proud of herself and i’m sure it’s just because she doesn’t know better #but ohhhh my godddd it just. it hurts so bad just to HEAR #that girl is tearing apart her throat #and she can’t even stay on pitch because she’s trying so hard to be rough and loud so really #it ruins her vocal health AND her singing bc her first cover was not like this #her first cover was actually really nice to listen to but then she tried to push herself further than she was ready for too quickly #and now we’re here #and i know she’s like. really hurt by all the people telling her how bad she sounds and how yikes it all is #but they’re RIGHT this isn’t normal online hating to hate this is. valid points.#idk. i don’t like the direction she’s been going #i was her biggest fan for like. 2 weeks. and then i blinked and 6 months later she turned into uhh. this #and if she’s happy that’s all that matters #but also dear christ woman get some voice lessons before you destroy your larynx forever #sol talks vtubers

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http-byler · 1 year

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NORMAL ABT THIS!!! (I’m lying)

#this is so crazy oh my god #so many people (across platforms) said they’d never even considered bywheelclair before but that they are now #which is like. all you can hope for as a creator of art #im glad that bywheelclair is getting its moment in the sun!#also??? I hit 900 followers last week??? HELLO???#900 people…. that’s not real…#trying to imagine being in a room with 900 people who have perceived me and my art… yikes.#anyway! thank you for your support!#been having a rough couple weeks so having so much positivity when I go online is like. my saving grace!#kissing u all on the cheek and giving u shiny rocks as gifts!#okay okay. i’ll shut up now.#elijah speaks

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electriccenturies · 1 year

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I did an interview about detransition with [redacted large left wing publication] last week and now I’m SO stressed about it. Freaking out!!! 😖

I’ve thought of like a million things I wish I’d said that I didn’t and like a million things I wish I’d phrased differently. I feel like I got so sidetracked that I forgot to mention some of my main points (like listening and empathy and prioritising truth) and also that I was so focused on being diplomatic/speaking to a leftist audience that I didn’t go hard enough on some of the slightly more “controversial” things I deeply believe.

I was not shy about calling out bad behaviour from republicans, saying conservatives manipulate and take advantage of detransitioned women’s trauma, and about disagreeing with bills banning transition, which I think will not go over well with other people who have detransitioned who I’m friendly with. So that kinda sucks because they are the people I connect with emotionally and i quite like some of the more reasonable ones as much as I disagree with them. Like I know some people who are really nuanced as much as I disagree and I don’t want to hurt them.

I also did talk about feeling like I got bad healthcare and feeling like the trans community can be very controlling, and alluded to my personal crisis of faith about the logic behind certain things (and also about knowing it’s very important to some people)… so that will get plenty of other people upset.

I think I’m about to just piss everyone off tbh, like they literally asked me if I’m a centrist on this and I was like yes, and I am scared 😭 I don’t care the slightest bit if conservatives get mad at me, and I don’t really care if some of the more extreme detransitioners do… but I’d like to keep my friends

#I am scared to post this too!!!#you know it’s a rough subject when the interviewer is trans and tells you they’re terrified to do the piece lol #I waited to share my story because I do not trust right wing publications to tell it honestly so I was glad for this opportunity #anyway it doesn’t come out for like another month and a half so I’ll be stressing out for quite a while #I did say one thing that I don’t think is confusing or transphobic to most people but will be taken very badly by some so… yikes!#but I’m not gonna censor my own relationship to gender sorry! I was open about not projecting my experience but that won’t matter

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angel-archivist · 2 years

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God the horror genre. Is so many things.

#AUGHh its so frusterating cuz like i feel like horror has such a potential as a genre to be worked into one that highlights opression #instead of feeding into it and there are def horror movies coming out and that have come out that tackle their themes in a way that works #not to endorse the fear of outsiders or the unknown but instead the fear of what is very well known but often ignored #but like ok so slashers right? I love a good slasher n the genre has so many really good movies but then you get movies like sleepaway camp #which are just. SO entrenched in transmisogynist ideas and queerphobia that its just like. yikes.#and then you have books like dracula and cosmic horror stuff by lovecraft and both the book and that author in speciifc feed into horror as #a genre of hatred where the 'unknown' is whats to be feard and the fear of the unknown too quickly leads into the fear of queerness or #different cultures or races #into bigotry #like i know dracula is big but as someone who read the book and wrote an essay on it. it is so important to acknowledge the copious amounts #of bigotry and misogyny and hatred that stoker wrote into that novel #ITS JUST god i love horror so much but there are just. some films that will never appeal to me cuz i just cant get over the hurdles of #intense hatred #like i could watch all of Halloween because of the amount of ableism like #also to be clear: it was a blind watch my parents are both pastors lol they werent sitting me down to watch slashers in my infancy and ive #only recently started going through and watching a lot of the 'classic' horror films #its fun! ive been having fun most have dated moments but god the first halloween film was rough #still wondering how that kid from middle school who's parents hated gay people and were like conservative catholics were chill with their #like 12 year old son watching a bunch of horror movies #n i couldnt even get my hands on one if i wanted to

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dadbots · 10 months

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August… time to get spooky.

#dadbots.txt #this has been in my draft for... almost a month. Yikes.#I’ve been dissociating hella hard these past months or something. swear I don’t remember time moving this fast. maybe it’s just me tbh.#idk what to say about July other than… boring? not much happened and I don’t really remember it if I’m honest. just. mm. shrugs.#best way to describe it LOL #been sleeping a LOT lately and I think it’s fatigue again. was it like anything before? no. not at that rate (yet) but just.#where you wanna sleep and sleep and sleep type of fatigue. you never feel rested and just gotta sleep it off kinda.#just one of those moments yknow.#it sucks. all I’m doing is letting the days pass me by and ‘missing out’ on living life when I could be enjoying it. but I lost interest -#- in doing so for months - years now due to personal health matters. And whaddya know - it came back again. after months of healing.#I'm pretty pissed as it does feel like a slap in the face. but you win some - you lose some. Gonna try and fight through it.#I wrote something at the beginning of august but that got deleted. Had a breakdown and thought huh. what a great way to start the month -#and now it's almost september. Just like that. What a month it's been. Stuck on what else to say but that really.#don't want to keep talking about depressing stuff as that's what i used to do and realized hey. maybe you should stop doing that so often #and not use it so casually in humor and/or stuff. Even though I reblog vents here n' all. but yknow.#maybe it is hypocritical. but that's not the point. Just want to reflect and see if i've changed since coming back to the web after a year.#not like it's going bad. just wished this year was a bit more optimistic. Last year was rough & i'm afraid this year will be another repeat #though I did come out to a family member this month and that was like a punch to the gut. Considering my status with them and all.#won't get into that. for now let's just say i'm not too close with them. An impulsive choice on my end but hey. it went well.#and that's what matters tbh. My younger self would've thought i was actually insane. like to even DO that? really?#shocking. I'm still not over that moment. Probably one of my biggest achievements this year.#I'll update this if anything else comes to mind. none of this make sense and that's ok. clearing my mind right now.#let's see what september has in store for me. Hopefully it'll get better as things slow down w/ winter on its way.#hope y'all enjoyed your summer. 🖤🤘🏽

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rexcaliburechoes · 11 months

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the lyrics to detect my love sound oddly ominous, not gonna lie...

#rex rambles #mysta rias #nijisanji #luxiem #I had a whole like 1.2k+ post going on abt how ominous they felt wrt his feelings on the whole corporate vtuber thing #but it sounded really stupid so it's trapped in my drafts to never see the light of day lmao #you're a gatekeeper to my heart #and like... other lines abt how he felt cooped up and driven insane #corporate vtuber culture feels like idol culture but with a fresh coat of paint and more direct liver to viewer interaction #without any of the pr management team that idols have to micromanage their every word #plus side: you stay tf in character #negative side: if you're ooc for a second it becomes a scandal #as the plus/negative is for idols not vtubers #had a rough night and am finally going to bed so don't worry abt any half finished thoughts here #also I've only been here for like 2 weeks so though I don't know the extent of the culture and all that #what I have seen and have dug into... capital y yikes guys #this is why I stayed away from idol spheres incl kpop and that shit for the most part #Stan culture scary. I'm only here for the funny words from the magic men #anyways I need to attempt to sleep

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frizzdotbizz · 11 months

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i kinda lost all motivation to keep going on with artfight so i’ll be posting all of the attacks i’ve done for this year on here very soon

#im really sorry to all the ppl i promised i’d attack #between work and wanting to desperately to get personal projects started this month has been pretty rough #plus all the recent news regarding artfight behind the scenes…big yikes #i draw my friends ocs reguardless if you needed a special event to do so as far as i’m concerned every month is artfight hehe #frizz talks

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multishipper-baby · 1 year

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Okay so. My family just got in a car accident. We're all fine (thankfully) but the car might be wrecked which is... Worrying.

#.vent #I think I'm the only one who got injured. and even then it's just a bruise #it freaked me out really bad for a second there though. the whiplash and the sound and then the pain #but now that I'm over the initial shock it's not really a big deal #our car though... yikes #what happened is that we were on a red light #and the dumbass truck behind us didn't stop in time #so we got sandwiched between it and another car #the front looked fine I think? but it was loosing some liquid #the back however. that one looked pretty rough #not so bad it's unfixable but definitely pretty bad

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charonte-simi · 1 year

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Had a moment of weakness. Download Scruff again since I'm in a new area and was immediately terrified by all the conventionally attractive cis men. Deleted. Nope.

#everyone looked so sculpted and fake wtf #and painfully cis #big ol yikes #at least back in WV there were rough country bears #...#simi speaks

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