#this isnt normal

[dreemurr-skelememer]

i genuinely dont understand what makes these things okay to say to me. to anyone. youre literally making up stuff about me as you speak just so you can say the most insane shit about me. no proof, no heart, no fucking anything.

im not a person to you. i understand that.

i dont think people like you will ever treat me like a person over fictional shit i dont even post or talk about. i could do some insane shit like save children from a burning building or i could be dying and the only thing youd ever tell me is "okay? you LOVE fake incest though it all cancels out youre a HORRIBLE person youre a porn addict youre actually a kid diddler you didnt ACTUALLY save those children"

none of anything i do will be good to you because im not a person to you. youll never think of me as a person.

over fiction?

over fiction.

[loveliestofbugs]

Arthur Morgan in his youth:

Look at him go guys hype him up 😊

[roeminty]

not even a lance lover im js obsessed atp

[goldenhypen]

I HAVE A DELIVERY (glasses jake 2nd feb 2024🫡)

kinda thinking of making moodboards of the few enha lives i have screenshots of LOL (i have like 30+ scs for each😭)

JAW IS ON GHE FLOOR RN HOLD UP I NEED TO TAKE A SEC TO COMPOSE MYSELF 😮‍💨 saving all of these rn omg he looks so good. this is def in the at least top 10 jake looks for me. the glasses and leather jacket and forehead is everythinggg he’s looking sooo fine. also the 6th ss WHY IS HE SO CUTE THAT ISNT FAIR also yes pls make those mood boards. that is the best idea ever. if you end up making jake moodboards you should def send them to me 😏 actually if you end up doing it for any of the members send them to me cuz i wanna seeee

[yourenotdyllanthomas]

no way I just saw a Luigi Mangione/Bridgit Mendler fic on ao3

[transburgerthethird]

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[scavengerssuccotash]

Politically I am here:

[hhuta]

[sturniowhore]

Guys I think I reached peak insanity. My screen time for Tumblr is 14 fucking hours. AM I CRAZY!?!?! SEND HELP NOW PLEASE!!!

[hilsonyaoi]

weezer has been my #1 artist for 4 weeks in a row because i listen to 3 songs on repeat and imagine hilson edits in my head to them…

[temporalbystander]

So @erisluna35 liked my last post and reblogged another. To refamiliarise myself with what they are about I read through their blog. Came across a lot of salt regarding the treatment Chloe got in season 4 and 5 and derision specifically. So it is their fault I am up this late with a very disturbing realisation. Long winded ramble under the cut.

In my original rewrite of the show, you know all the tedious writing of how Faybon interacts with the episodes putting him way more front and centre than an OC should ever be, the big twist, after the paradox thing, was meant to be him realising that, even if we can't influence history, we can influence people. That even though he couldn't stop Monarch or Felix, or stop the akumatisations, him being there did make an impact on the people. Which is where we get to my disturbing realisation about Derision.

Yes I didn't watch the episode but I'm aware of what Kim did because of Chloe pushing him and while I headcanon some things being a bit different, such as the water phobia being solely based around being in a relationship while at the school pool and her and Kim having a very strained relationship afterwards, I more or less accepted it as something plausible.

Same for some of Chloe's "pure evil" characterisation like in Sole crusher. The reason for this? While I only got partway into season one of my actual rewrite and my notes were just things to refer to with some possible Faybon input, my mind still filled in the blanks. Still had Faybon going to class alongside all these students, witnessing all these interactions and having some of his own... But I'm stalling because... I never realised just HOW in-depth my mind had gone. See the invisible thing was just a handwave at the beginning for why he wasn't involved before horrificator. The time paradox was another handwave to explain the invisibility and him being unable to change things. All these things came AFTER I had seen all three seasons and had started coming up with alternative scenarios. So, even though the "drama" has Faybon being overlooked, forgotten, and unaffected by the healing ladybugs, the day to day stuff my brain filled in ignored all of that.

My point? I accepted Chloe as capable of much worse because I'd had Faybon constantly running interference and slowly trying to get her to change. I accepted Kim as able to do such a mean prank because him and Faybon would always but heads and got into many arguments as what is a prank versus what is bullying. I accepted how stressed being the guardian made Marinette because I'd had Faybon helping her get away to transform. I accepted everything the fourth season threw at me because I'd had Faybon basically running around and filling in all the character development and screentime the writers wouldn't give us.

Worst of all? I BELIEVED Chloe was regressing because, chronologically, by the time she starts being uncaring and crueler to everyone? Faybon has learnt about being a paradox and has given up trying to change anything. I accepted a "completely irredeemable" Chloe because, in my mind, that's what would happen without Faybon continuously making an effort. Completely forgetting he was never apart of things in the first place. So, to me, Chloe in season 4 is a result of Faybon being depressed.

But it gets worse. Marinette going overboard with her stalking? Faybon and Alya team up to reel her back in. Adrien just stuck in his room? Faybon breaks him out to spend time with his friends. Luka just Marinette's love interest? He's now Faybon's confidant and gives him the advice he needs to keep going. Zoe... Being a Mary Sue? It's Faybon who talks to her, brainstorms ideas on getting through to Chloe, who listens to her stories about New York and is the first one to figure out her feelings for Marinette and, though she never says it, realises THAT is what made the other prep students in New York bully her. It's Faybon who then helps her spend more time with Rose and Juleka and Marc and Nathaniel. It's Faybon who gives Sabrina the e-mail address of the cute boy she was talking to in the New York special and it's Faybon who comforts her when that falls through.

So many issues in the writing and with the characters that I, seemingly unconsciously, just had Faybon fix. I didn't write any of this down anywhere but it is stuff I know happens and is another reason why I abandoned the rewrite and why I struggle writing. Faybon is the wildcard from Persona on a New Game plus. He's juggling friendships, school, multiple jobs, homework and dealing with supervillains daily. And some how does it all perfectly. No wonder I needed to pull him back, it was way too much.

[firemenenthusiast]

GUYS I FUCKING DREAMT THAT I GET TO WATCH THE NEW HEIST SERIES AND WAS RUSHING TO TELL YOU GUYS. IN MY DREAM. this is not funny AT ALL

[the-kipsabian]

[deathbydran0]

I'm so normal about Natasia Demetriou

(I just saw a photo of her pop up on Pinterest and started jumping around)

[smoothshark75]

how do people do long distance i hate this so much

[polycharismas]

christmas wishlist:

- meds

- medication

- pills

- h