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Rhaenyra overcoming her fear of motherhood and pregnancy was such a missed opportunity! Like, imagine Rhaenyra, in her early twenties, who has just given up the hope of having normal intercourse with her husband - like, his sexuality aside (and that’s one hell of an aside), their wedding must’ve been extremely traumatic for him. There’s no way in hell Leanor was able to have regular intercourse with her, and both of them must’ve absolutely HATED it. It’s perfectly plausible that they gave up trying to conceive normally pretty early on in their marriage. Instead, Rhaenyra has some good old trauma bonding after the wedding with Harwin Strong, and then, after interacting regularly with him for a few months, is just like. Fuck it. It might as well be him.
And it happens FAST. Like, in the books, Jace was born the SAME YEAR Rhaenyra married Laenor, but even in the show she seems to have conceived within a couple of years after the wedding. So Rhaenyra understandably freaks out! Her little adventure with Daemon might’ve allowed her to put aside her fears for a while, but it of course did nothing to actually address them! She probably considers the good old moon tea, but she knows that as an heir, she can’t afford to just not have children at all. One day, she would have to face the music and give birth, no matter how much it triggers her trauma from her mother’s death. So she seeks help. She can’t turn to Alicent, not after she vouched for fucking Criston. Laena is still unmarried at this point, though Rhaenyra has probably heard that Corlys has agreed to marry her off to Daemon. Her last resort are her friends, except she doesn’t seem to have any (I headcannon that she does hang out with the women at court, but none of those are especially close to her, more like people to gossip, drink dornish red with and impress by her massive fuck you dragon), and... Rhaenys.
Like, imagine mommy Rhaenys coming to the court on her large fuck you dragon the in the last stages of her pregnancy. Imagine her being all “oh, honey, did you sleep well? what about the morning sickness?”. And at first it’s just care for her unborn grandchild, but for Rhaenyra, it’s a brief moment of having her mother back. And she starts to turn to Rhaenys for political advice, realizing she is much smarter than her father... For just a couple of months, the two are absolute besties! Rhaenys suddenly has a second daughter! Rhaenyra finally confronts her fears of motherhood and with Rhaenys’ guidance learns to love the child she is about to give birth to! It’s so beautiful... Untill her kid is born. Untill Rhaenys starts to hear the rumors. Untill she realizes the child is an absolute fucking miracle considering it was conceived so quickly after the wedding, with a father who doesn’t even like women (and was around the time of conception still mourning his lover). She doesn’t want to reject Rhaenyra to her face, but after they attend Laena’s wedding together (and boy is that a Moment for Rhaenyra, to watch her childhood friend marry her first love she’s probably not entirely over), Rhaenys returns to Driftmark and politely rejects her requests to visit her at King’s Landing, and always has an excuse why they can’t visit her and Corlys at Driftmark just yet. And if Rhaenyra doesn’t know why at first, she catches up pretty quickly. It’s the last straw that finally breaks her and makes her withdraw into herself, mining drops of happiness wherever she can - in the friendship with her husband, in her secret relationship with Harwin, and in her father. And more importantly, her son. Because she has no mum. She now IS the mum. And she can’t let her child down.
#house of the dragon#rhaenyra coming of age arch was frustratingly incomplete#it's fair to assume her kids played a role in that#so i wrote this pseudofic#more like a headcannon really#to make myself cry i guess#mommy rhaenyra just makes me emotional okay#as does the relationship between her and rhaenys#two absolute queens having an extremely thorny relationship#that isn't based on petty bullshit like rhaenyra's feud with alicent?#GIMME#if i can't have mommy rhaenys all the way trough#then at least let me have this!
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Sometimes I think about how Jin Ling goes by that instead of Jin Rulan and I just vividly picture his young mistress persona going like "yeah my not uncle was an unaware pining cut sleeve and my mom kind of just enabled it so... juijui and I just try to pretend it didn't happen -- it's cringe af" and I die a little in both grief and hilarity
#mdzs#mxtx#wangxian#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jin ling#jin rulan#jiang cheng#no because they silently came to that agreement for over a decade and then wex came back an JL had to look at his pining ass all the time#then after they are together he's like i am literally a teenager with the nominal marker of your infatuation yet you are JUST NOW A COUPLE?#and jiang cheng is just fuming shaking his fist at wangxian at a distance and like#listen his nephews name is basically wangxian ya feel me#its just so fucking good#and yet i sob because jiang yanli#and jin zixuan I GUESS but the way she just rolled with it ugh i die#picturing jl and lsz someday going yeah these bitches gay and dramatic we love our gays#and then i cry again#the mdzs experience#ok did not expect to make myself emotional in the tags don't perceive me
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DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU DON’T WANT TO READ LIFE IS STRANGE DOUBLE EXPOSURE SPOILERS STOP READING THIS JUST SCROLL DO NOT READ THIS CMON YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO PLAY THE GAME AND FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS ON YOUR OWN SCROLL RIGHT NOW
so um. i am NOT buying this game. from the little i saw i can already tell how much of an out-of-character cash grab it is. also, pricefield broke up. i am SO done with this shit. they really should’ve left Max and Chloe’s story (because it’s THEIR story dude this whole thing is so dumb) alone. this is not respecting both endings. r.i.p. Chloe Price you would’ve hated this
#life is strange#lis#life is strange double exposure spoilers#lis de spoilers#lis double exposure spoilers#life is strange de spoilers#double exposure spoilers#chloe price#max caulfield#pricefield#still hoping something magically happens that makes up for it all#but it is way too late for that i fear#positive side of things : I AM SAVING MY MONEY AND BUYING LOST RECORDS INSTEAD EVERYBODY SAYS HOORAY#“my powers might not last” “that’s okay we will forever��#“don’t look so sad i’m never leaving you”#OH YEAH GUESS THAT WAS CASUAL#also Max feels so un-Max#LIKE 2013 MAX CAULFIELD COME BACK THE KIDS MISS YOU#anyway gonna cry myself to sleep now that i know love isn’t real. bye.#☹️☹️☹️
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Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))
No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay
…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨
#someone please how did I make this in two days wh-#wow wow wow what’s going on here how did I do that this is scary super powers being unlocked right now#Mr. Puzzles hyperfixation give me strength and motivation to get shit done I guess??? yay???#like holy shit I’m so productive in my art all the sudden whats this feeling of dopamine and happiness-#WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEPRESSION WHERE’D IT GO#sir really stepped into my brain and yeeted my depression saying ‘looks like you won’t be needing that anymore’#and now he things he can just puppeteer me around to make countless art pieces in his image and honor??#he’s using me as his pawn to spread his glorious face around the internet HELP jksjksp#no actally don’t it’s very comfortable and freeing here I love letting my silly fixations go rampant <3#I don’t even need to think about what I want to do art stuff just happens naturally#CHEERS TO FICTIONAL MEN YIPEEE#wow he’s so mentally ill just like me fr /j#also now I’m staring to guilt trip myself because I feel bad watching him cry even though I’M THE ONE WHO ANIMATED IT WHYYYY#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles animation#smg4 mr puzzles animation#mr puzzles smg4 animation#sad mr puzzles#mr. puzzles crying animation#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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prongsfoot and wolfstar in the last chapter of Presque Vu by @starsworth
#re read this last chapter today and accidentally stabbed myself in the heart oops#lowkey forgot how violently emotionally intense and healing it was but ouchiieeeeee#YOU MADE ME A WIDOW??!!!#and not Remus going all red in the face two secs later just to admit he’s in love w Sirius#pls I love that man he’s so ridiculous 😭#also I almost drew the brothers but I was scared to make myself cry again so it’ll be for another time I guess#the prongsfoot scene was so important to me#“they were so bright together—shining so much they created a universe on their own”#ARE U KIDDING ME???#also yes I still hate tumblr for not allowing me commas#“I loved you in life I love you in death”#ZAR WHEN I CATCH YOU#I would send u my therapy bills and ask for financial compensation but also *that’s* therapy in itself so…#anyway#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#presque vu fanart#hp fanart#mauraudeurs fanart#wolfstar#wolfstar fanart#prongsfoot#iris tries to art#and as always cries in the process
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Guhhh
#I’ve definitely broken down crying from not being able to take care of my hair#she dismisses this a lot for herself but like#it is a significant thing#her hair meant a lot to her#and it’s more than just frustrating when you can’t do your own hair properly#I think people underestimate how much it fucking sucks#I’ve never been able to do it myself and it’s like. a hit to your independence and sense of self I guess#as a kid my hair was constantly matted and knotted and it only got solved when I cut it off#like to the point it took hours and hours to detangle#and I’m growing it back out now because I’ve learned the basics of how to care for it but like#having to relearn it? not even having the motivation TO relearn it? That has gotta fuck with Marcille#especially cause it’s not like she doesn’t care at all#her saying ‘not being able to style my hair isn’t a big deal’ in that one panel#but like it IS a big deal. especially to her!!#anyway that was a bit personal oops#kinda been in my feels lol sorry guys#🌼#🎨#Marcille makes me cry my eyes out ngl
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POV: You cant find any good refrence images for one of your favorite dudes so you just,,, make your own lol Beast Wars II Starscream my absolute beloved
#transformers#transformers fanart#maccadam#maccadams#beast wars#beast wars 2#beast wars ii#starscream#there is not nearly enough content of beast wars ii starscream out there#he is by far the most canonically gay starscream#come on screamer nation bro is literally right there where is the content#the lack of beast wars ii content in general man#i cry#guess i have to make it myself#how sad#/s#sy does art on occasion
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#it was a hard day today.#sometimes you just gotta cry for an hour about requiring significant assistance to do basic stuff that you don't actually have help with rn!#(my wife is working 6 12s at a job we had to move across the country for)#(which means 1 she is *exhausted* at *all* times and struggling to even meet her own needs)#(and 2 our other partner and all our family and friends are. multiple days away by car. so they can't come help.)#it's getting hard to even stick leftovers in the microwave for myself but no one else is able to cook for me.#it sucks.#(we're moving again in june because this was a 1-year position from the beginning)#(and the idea is for our other partner to move in with us which will help a lot)#(plus my wife should be switching to a reliably 5-day week at that time)#(but we don't know where we're going for another month and a half.)#(so we can't really do any groundwork or anything to make that happen.)#(and having zero agency other than sitting and waiting and getting worse alone Really Sucks!)#I guess this is a bit of a secret part two to yesterday's meducation lol#favorites
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DOODELS
#my art#tryignt o do sm shit help i wanma draw and finish things so baddd#the brown sketches r me crying @ the phrase 'to be loved is to be changed' i wanna make a sad emo angsty comic abt shadows loss and pain an#still endong up with a happy life bc. 🧍♂️ fuck i want that for myself too#THE 2NDD... MY SKY PIRATE GRANDMA MARIA AU 🫶🫶🫶🫶 basically shes super inspired by dola from castle in thsky lol#shes putting makeup on shad bc hes going on his first date ever....#in his 50yr immortal ish ageless life hes going on a date and maria will damn sure make sure hes gonna have a nice one#ehehehe guess whos hes going on a date w....👁👁(obvious)#uhhhh the cat is just older blaze leik burnin blaze inspired by her concept art#one of her hair styles is like fire and im like. thats fuckin cool!!#sHE GETS STRIPED AND GETS FWUFFY WHEN SHES OLDER bc i think its kyut 🫶#makes her related to big the cat ehehehe alt dimension shit or smhtn idk im not thinking anymore#oh fuck i forgot to tag the charas#sonic the hedgehog#maria robotnik#eggman#shadow the hedgehog#blaze the cat#amy rose#sonic chao#uhhh it uink thqts it#sowowiwjekwo#sowwy its a mess
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crying a lot more lately.
#vent art#its not often i end up liking the results of my vent art but . i guess i do like how it turned out.#im not doing so well right now#im trying to set up a gofund me to get me out of this house but im having trouble doing . well anything for myself.#if i were making a fundraiser for anyone else id be right on it. but my self worth is in the gutter and i spend all my time and energy#helping make my family's lives easier#anyway im at the point where now im speaking without thinking put of anger which is dangerous and stupid to do in this house#im just like. i need help. this is the cry for help. please help me escape florida and my abusive family when i can get myself organized en#ough to get it all set up#this is ok to reblog
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Rick Grimes - The Walking Dead | Joel Miller - The Last Of Us
#Rick Grimes#Joel Miller#The Last Of Us#The Last of Us HBO#guess who's back back again#not shady but me with the apocalypse dilfs#*#rg#i've been thinking about this since the first episode#and i kept telling myself not to make it#but now i've had too man margs so i'm gonna make it#also that rick and joel outfit gifset got me the most notes i have ever had so lmfao#i love apocalypse dilfs#when apocalypse dads threaten bodily harm it can be so personal#if you see this and say 'lacey yes' you're a real one 😘😘#*me crying at the quality difference while giffing* yeah aesthetic and film n' whatever idc
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hey guys, i uh. dont usually post irl stuff here, but here goes. in honour for technoblade's birthday, and at Mr. TechnoDad's request to the community i set something up.
it isn't much, but it means a lot to me regardless.
#technoblade25#technoblade never dies#technoblade#//#hearth rambles#i miss him so much... ive just been off and on crying the past few days‚ its been pretty hard keeping my composure.#I've only just realised too ive been unconsciously avoiding watching his old videos...#i'm gonna make myself start watching them again. there's still a lot of videos i probably havent watched‚ probably some stuff i dont recall#i also posted this over on twitter‚ but twitter doesnt mean as much to me as tumblr does i guess.
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i kind of knew in theory that all my hobbies involved my hands but i kind of just ignored it n was like oh well im sure id manage
top ten pics taken seconds before disaster
#tldr a lot of drawing + my dorm desk is Really Bad for my wrists and i didn’t realize has kind of fucked me up bad#i don’t do basically anything all week until it stops hurting and i draw a tiny bit and it goes back to hurting#i have literally nothing to do w myself bc brain doesn’t want to do anything but draw write or game and i Can’t Do Those Things#and even when my wrist stops hurting i have to basically exchange any time i’ve earned to do my classwork#leaving no time for myself and my own work unless i say fuck it and gamble more strain#i don’t want to say it’s depressing me bc it feels. pathetic? but as someone who Has to get ideas out lest they start rotting him#it’s… not great#on top of some irl frustrations it’s made for a kind of glum few weeks#oh well. back to laying on my side watching youtube i guess#sparks speaks#vent#? yeah i guess#“i’m not depressed” says the guy who wakes up feels his hand twinge and immediately almost starts crying#like. lame ass behavior but it’s not like it’s a choice#i just wish it didn’t make me so mean. i’ve started avoiding ppl cause i’ve been getting mad rlly easily#which is not helpinggggg
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Your desolation led you into this
Vile incarnation of consummated bliss
I know you need it now to make you feel alive
- Spillways, Ghost
#dream of the endless#lord morpheus#the sandman#the sandman comics#orpheus#the sandman netflix#this piece is for ME#this is one of my favorite songs#im still riding the wave of being in a ghost concert#listening to this song live and scream singing it in a crowd is An Experience tm#i still scream when i look at this piece tho#i made this for myself#to make myself cry#the lyrics just fit so well#cw spoilers#for the comic that concluded before i was even born i guess#my art
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got the print/sticker bug so I finally got every job stone a flower match! I am still not sure which one of these designs to go with and I'll probably mock up 800 more versions but the nouveau-fantasy vibe of these turned out better than I could ever imagined * v *
#wip#ffxiv#this is for the pld mains i guess LOL#the plan is: find a corresponding flower to match the job stone.#make a series of all the stones+flowers together in a nouveau inspired style#cry at the amount of work i set myself up for#never actually finish#LOL no i hope i can actually start and finish something i've been working on finalizing these for a while
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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