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I really wonder if trauma theorists who say things like "Humans are the only animal that will be in a fright state when physically safe" or "the rest of the animal kingdom doesn't get PTSD" have ever, like
Do you think they've actually ever met an animal?
#staranise original#psychology#child abuse tw#ptsd tw#animal cruelty tw#so much of what we know about the nervous system and behaviour comes from animal studies!!!#the physiological toll of even fairly brief upsetting events on baby rats is evident for the rest of their lives#my cat has been spoiled like a princess for a decade straight#and if you reach out to pet the top of her head with your hand palm-down she WILL smack you#no matter how happy she is with the rest of the interaction#she LOVES being petted on the head if you approach with your hand behind her ears#seeing that A L W A Y S causes her to react out of sheer reflex#even with me#tell me that's not a trauma response#actually don't#I need to go wrap presents
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It’s actually insane how some of you justify your antisemitism. And yes, this time I’m specifically talking about being anti-Israel.
When Israel is attacked by Hamas, it’s their fault for retaliating. When is Israel is attacked by Iran, it’s ok because it’s retaliation. When Israel calls out the UN for being unhelpful, they’re getting what they deserve. When Israel asks the UN to step up, it’s a sad cry for help.
THEY CAN’T ATTACK, THEY CAN’T DEFEND, THEY CAN’T ASK FOR HELP, THEY CAN’T CONDEMN TERRORISTS, WHAT CAN THEY DO?? BE BLOWN TO BITS??? IS THAT WHAT YOU’RE WAITING FOR? WHAT MAKES ISRAEL SO SPECIAL??
It is no coincidence that Israel can’t do anything right and that it houses 7 million Jewish refugees. It’s the oldest excuse in the book. “It’s just the zionists!” Israeli children are children, too. They have no better of a concept of Zionism than you, and yours is scarce. Zionism IS LITERALLY ABOUT JEWS.
Just say you won’t be happy until half the world’s Jews are dead. It’s a lot better to be an antisemite when you’re comfortable with your identity.
#Check your double standards#Have not enough Israelis died for you to feel sympathy?#Do you only feel bad when there’s a death toll?#How dare they build a defense system to actually keep their citizens safe#What a tragedy#Antisemitism#Jews#Judaism#Israel#Hamas#Iran#UN#Mine
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edit: this is primarily addressing minor systems!! any system can be put in danger by doing this, but minors are especially at risk.
this point has probably been made 700 times already but can we please stop normalizing putting every crumb of alter information into your intros/descriptions. i'm really tired of seeing people list their trauma holders & let their littles roam free online & minors listing their sexual protectors publicly, PLEASE stop putting targets on you. yeah your intro or pk description might look pretty but someone is going to take advantage of that information eventually and/or publicly blast you.
^ this also applies to triggers btw, even positive ones. you may think you're preventing something, but if you tell the internet not to do something then they're just gonna do it more, especially if your triggers are more obscure/"weird".
i say this as someone who used to do all of this too, i thought it was proving a point and showing the fakeclaimers that i really AM traumatized!! yeah no it doesn't work like that. don't try to prove yourself to people who will never listen to you, protect yourself please.
#again this has been said before but#3 years of syscord brainrot is taking a toll on us#i'm being loud about it bcuz some of yall need to hear this#oh also bonus point: stop using simplyplural like social media#don't add people you just met#did osdd#traumagenic system#did system#actually did#osddid#dissociative identity disorder#actually dissociative#osdd system#osdd#endos fuck off#anti endo#polyfragmented#polyfrag system#polyfrag did#sysblr#system#system stuff
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@vulpixisananimal
[Soothing Restful Song]
[You hear a bell. Chiming, tolling, calling your name.]
#HIIII PIIIIIX DID U MISS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#i have. normal thoughts on mirabelles new attack. anyway did u know the script project refers to the sound of her reflecting—#—the kings attack as a bell sound. bc i do!#smth smth the bell it tolls for thee. u get it#dont worry abt the fact that theres tears in the attack. im sure thats fine and means absolutely nothing#in other news i found it kinda ironic that her attack is full of change circles. bc its the opposite of change. so i changed it!#all the circles are now incomplete! symmmmbolismmmm :3c#i also think its neat that yours doesnt have her actual Craft Shape so i kept that. instead i made the clock hands into stars. :3c#love drawing meeble. i figured her out last week and its great#sifstem#siffrin system au#isat mirabelle#mirabelle isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#i was also considering showing her danglys but. hides her change symbols. :3cccccccc#im SO proud of how this turned out. god. i literally went into my sketchbook to doodle it and then suddenly this was on my tablet#its got so many goddamn effect layers too...#worth it lol#im sure mirabelles feeling SO normal abt freezing someone in time. yknow. the thing the king did. im sure thats fine.#im sure its not worrying at all that shes capable of doing that. using the Craft That Fucking Kills You.#god i love the sifstem au its SO COOL#nyans notepad
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MILDLY out of pocket post but I do NOT see enough people talking about the absolute DUMPTRUCK herbert had in bride of reanimator

shits wild because why is it literally the shape of a question mark im crying😭😭⁉️⁉️

#I think drinking spoiled milk took a toll on my sanity help???#herbert west#bride of reanimator#reanimator#still do not have any finished art to post#going coo coo#dan better than me I wouldve dived for those planets the milsecond I saw them#ain't even planets no more those are SOLAR SYSTEMS.
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I find it very fun that they use the "toll" gibs for the checkpoints even though it doesn't say that anymore on the normal sprite. Remnant of a bygone era........ changed but never truly forgotten.........
#I remember when they used to say toll instead of checkpoint#and I wasn't sure if that meant it Actually cost chips to use the checkpoints or not#I have a strong feeling this is why they changed it lol#hot off the burner#changelogs#<- in a way#I have to remember to use my own tagging system more#this has become a lot more of a rambling blog than an actual resource blog lately#antonblast
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#dragon age#dragon age polls#dragon age poll#poll#dragon age 2#requested#anon request#not to influence the polls but anders grew up in a tower where most of the inhabitants never got to interact with the outside world#when you're that isolated there are bound to be many common diseases you don't get exposed to#also he's overworked and probably undernourished and those also take a toll on your immune system
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ok elusive and big ass rant about chatgpt and groupmates under the cut
like. as much as i hated chatgpt, there was some kernel within me that wondered if all this talk about chatgpt rendering people helpless and vulnerable and unable to think for themselves, if that was all fearmongering. Im aware that I'm surrounded by people that use it, and it sucks, but could it really make all these university students forget to function.
well today I figured out the answer was yes because holyyy shittt. my groupmates were just copy and pasting whatever chatgpt shat out directly into our assignment, and because chatgpt isn't a damn student and doesnt know the course, it kept mentioning shit we never learned or approached the questions the complete wrong way. And my groupmates never even noticed. They could not even tell it was bringing up statistical tests we never learned and coding nowhere near our course, they were just regurgitating what it said with no further thought on if it was actually right or not.
And I was pissed because a lot of that regurgitation was just Wrong and formatted like ass, so I had to rewrite all of it, but now I'm sad cuz like. Do you not even recognize what is and isn't course material? Do you not even double check what it says? If it's remotely right? If it's even answering the damn question?
I literally told someone that heyyy question 3 is extremely similar to question 2, so copy and paste the code for question 2 and just exchange the names of variables and that's literally it. But then they experienced 1 setback and immediately went back to chatgpt, which then regurgitated an entirely different code that guess what!!! Didn't work at all!!!! I asked hey why, they said it didn't work. I went to our lecture notes, copied exactly 2 lines of code from the question 2 code, changed the variable names and guess what!!!! it worked!!! Instantly!!!!!! No errors!!!!!
Like holy shit I NEVER had code instantly work like that before, and it took pressing ctrl c+v and the most bare minimum, highest tip of the iceberg understanding of coding for me to fix it. I don't know how you could have fucked up so bad that it didn't work first try. And what's awesome is that question 2's code also took multiple tries because they were asking chatgpt and I kept saying shit like "hey we never learned about if-else statements and its messing up the code", question 2 eventually worked out, and then they immediately gave me the question 3 code with another if-else statement. Like do you READ?? WHAT IT SAYS???
It was maddening because like, what are you guys even paying $400 for at that point. Not even looking at any of the lecture material, not even knowing the shit we Don't Know, not even attempting ANY of the questions without the torment nexus, and then relying on someone else to fact check that torment nexus because you didn't even think it needed fact-checking. And it's especially dystopian when my TA is recommending chatgpt when I literally saw how BAD and WRONG it was at EVERY step.
I thought ppl were being ever-so-slightly dramatic when describing chatgpt as making people wholly complacent and taking away free thought, but I kinda saw it with my own eyes??? For something as small as a statistics assignment??? I kinda wish chatgpt would just pull the plug right now and slap a huge paywall on it just so people can catch themselves early. Because my god, what would yall do without it. What could yall do without it. This shit burned like 3 trees just to tell me a p-value that didnt exist.
#my silly words#using that tag with caution#also posted this on twitter but i need a full system flush#complained about this to my friends and my dad and twt and now tumblr cuz wtfffff#mad that i did like 70% of a 4 person assignment and sad cuz im hearing the bell toll for thee#and I didnt do a great job with the written parts because chatgpt did majority of the code#meaning my groupmates didnt know wtf they even wrote and what any of the lines mean and what numbers were significant or if they were right#like im bad at statistics and coding which makes it worse im the only one able to comprehend whats going on
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What type of twitch streamers would the svsss characters be?
i think i've said before i don't think most of the characters would be twitch streamers, most of them aren't the right type of attention-seeking for that kind of thing.
i'm currently watching trackmania videos and i think shen yuan is the right kind of insane for that. by far his most popular streams, though, would be his ban review streams where he shreds people to filth over their unban requests.
binghe has the potential for the streamer's temperament, though it honestly depends on how i interpret him, but i'm not sure what games he'd play. cozy games are the pidw option -- everything the viewers want, an incredibly beautiful man in eyeliner and a v-neck playing cute little farming games or whatever, but incredibly hollow in terms of binghe's enjoyment in them i think. he might like soulsborne games, or he might do cooking streams, but i think he'd probably enjoy something with pvp the most. he spends multiple days trying to speedrun a trackmania map sy holds a record on to get his attention.
sha hualing is the only bitch here with the true twitch streamer's temperament. she's clever, calculating, and driven in addition to being gorgeous. she strikes me as someone unafraid to play the role of the exact kind of streamer twitchbros get reaaaally mad about: ditzy, cute, lowcut tops and short skirts, shallow view farming material where she just watches tiktok/youtube/other twitch streams and comments on them. a lot of people hate her because she's shallow coomer-bait, but you don't hit it big by just sitting there and looking pretty. sha hualing is undeniably charismatic and willing to put in the time and work to secure her position. the controversies she gets involved in only boost her engagement, and she's probably in the top 3% of earners. she's turned it into a science. she watches over her analytics like a warlord looks over trade routes. she intentionally starts a rumor that her and binghe slept together at twitchcon and binghe is too busy mooning over sy to care. this is not about the love of streaming or her deciding to simply broadcast another passion. success is a game to her and she intends to win, no matter how many fake teary-eyed apology videos it takes to get there.
nobody else would stream unless they were forced at gunpoint.
#ask danny#svsss#also before i get accused of my streamer shl hcs being misogynistic:#that's the point. twitch is a deeply misogynistic platform and she's aware of that and she's gaming the system.#this kind of streaming is not low-hanging fruit in the way a lot of angry pissbaby dudebros think it is#it takes charisma skill dedication and hard work to actually effectively manipulate people out of their tier three subs.#and this is not even considering the mental toll of being objectified by tens of thousands of strangers as your day job.#strangers who can and will attempt to bring real world harm to you.#i am not saying these things to flatten shl's character. i'm saying these things for a reason.#i think she's on that fucking grindset and i respect the hustle#and i think she should make whiny entitled manbaby streamers ragecry about her success.
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hello!! i would love if i could get a short description based around Poppy from Trolls! lots of colors, glitter, sweets, parties, music, etc! thank you!! :D
Here you go! Hope you like it!
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#endos dni#did system#osdd system#did osdd#osddid#pluralkit#pk setup#pk template#pluralkit template#pk templates#pluralkit description#pluralkit layouts#pk description#pk alter#pk#system template#intro templates#alter template#sys template#description templates#ϟ⌁short#ϟ⌁tolls theme#ϟ⌁movie theme#ϟ⌁sweets theme#ϟ⌁alter
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Another reminder that your existence is not misinformation. You are not misinformation.
#I know I get repetitive but I think systems need to hear this sometimes.#With the amount of fakeclaiming and accustions ppl get just for being plural that can take a toll.#plural positivity#system positivity#endogenic positivity#willogenic positivity
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Anxiety won today I can’t bring myself to leave my room so DoorDash it is. Ugh
#been struggling rlly hard to adjust to college house living with 5 ppl and no organization system yet so I can’t like. cook anything#taking a bit of a toll on me#thank god I have therapy tn bc I am doing. quite bad#vent
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ikngonnash ymmmmshHGbabggg.... sent a text to the closest friend i had whom i pushed away 3 ish months ago. I think 4. should i be leaving him alone? it's rather selfish of me to keep popping in and out of his life like this especially when i was the one who made to decision to distance myself from him. but i still do think about him. especially now that i don't have Instagram i barely know what he's been up to
#me when my actions have consequences#idk man. i don't want to blame my depression for everything but like#it truly did take a toll on me. the me 5 months ago is entirely unrecognisable to me because i was#truly and immeasurably miserable. and i made decisions i shouldn't have in that mindset. and if he does not reply then#it is something i just have to live with. or if he does not want to catch up#something something mitski#i loved you before but i didn't do it right. can i try again#i have never been mentally sound in all the years he's known me but now that im finally stable i wish i could show him a me that#could actually treat him right. could actually try to#i wish my reaction to emotional turmoil wasn't isolating myself#i push away the support systems that try to help me because im convinced i can fare better without them
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we have no motivation to put our divs on this post. we are so fucking done with today
(putting under cut. tw for ranting and what we call “ragespitting”)
so FIRST in science class we’re doing an experiment with agar & HCl acid (we are very fucking scared) and our EA tells us to stop fiddling with stuff (we were trying to stim)
and then in Horticulture our EA tells us we were doing something wrong (this happened at the same time yesterday)!!!
and then we go on tumblr looking for FMA graphics (we started watching it and we’re really happy with it)
and our FAVOURITE blinkie/stamp creator is a fucking sysmed (we sent them a request BEFORE reading that since we already knew them beforehand). god fucking dammit this day fucking sucks.
well whats WORSE is that we’re not moving to our new house on saturday because there was a fucking ANT INFESTATION. ANTS EVERYWHERE, CAT HAIR IN THE FRIDGE, IT WAS HORRIBLE.
now we’re just LAYING HERE, wallowing in our pain while watching FMAB and playing slime rancher.
god sometimes we hate being traumaendo… things do NOT go our way at all. ever.
with love(?) from abbie/🐇 (any fem/neu prns)
#��� fate takes a toll talking#tw rant#angry rant#endogenic#endogenic system#pro endo#endo safe#endo friendly#pluralgang#tw bug mention#tw angry#sysmeds dni#pro endogenic#anti endo dni#anti endos fuck off
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wild having a fav now in a setting where he has a diagnosis and is not immediately vilified or presented as being in the wrong in how he handles trauma hand in hand with that diagnosis and i am in my feelings about it. compared to another eye-searingly popular series where another beloved character's writer sat down and said with her entire chest 'this man is so fucked up and unforgivable because he's an unmedicated this-haver' in what remains one of the most stunning shows of ableism i have seen from a major dev company --
#like cards on table it's a diagnosis that is v. near to my heart bc my irl bestie has it and i have seen her go through some SHIT#regarding public/therapy perception on it to say nothing of the toll it takes on her.#so me hearing adb say 'i wrote [my favorite character] explicitly with [this diagnosis] the setting just lacks the language for it.'#and still treat him as fully realized nuanced and worthy of respect and even empathy for what he endures in story...#as compared to the last fav i had w this diagnosis where... again his writer acted like it was purely his problem and he was a monster#for having been used and abused by a system. idk it's v soothing to me to land somewhere where it's like#'these characters do not have their morality centered solely on their mental health.' i am feasting good soup --#out of stories#ableism //#holds l0rg close to my chest. ilu thank u for being an actual character and not sb's tirade against mental health --
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