#tw nerves

[pyrajanison]

[artsyaprilmr]

Nat's mirror scene for @nsewell! Thank you <333

[dejasenti99]

he's going the distance!

more about our main character, nerve aratani ↓ (trigger warning for drug mention)

works at spinner's record cafe as a cashier, but also participates in street races. he's an amazing driver and has won countless races, but his prize money usually gets sent back home to his parents.

he's japanese and white, originally from tennesse, n has a little bit of a twang when he's excited/upset.

his nickname for his mom is bambi, and he's always had an extremely close relationship with her. her getting sick was one of the worst things to happen to him.

he went to jail for drug possession and evading arrest after cops ambushed one of his races and he tried to escape/found a bag on him.

he has a collection of cars he keeps in a garage back at his childhood home/farm

he has a ferret named benicio!

[voltaical-art]

Hobiieeee, dont leave me hangin' on the telephone ⚡️☎️⚡️☎️⚡️

[furiousgoldfish]

got called 'too sensitive' today because I got offended at this situation:

I was minding my own business when a new roommate asked me where I was this morning, and I said at work. They asked what do I do for work (mind you we were living together for 2 weeks this is the first time they asked what I do), and I explained what I do. They commented on how quickly I got back from work, and I said, yeah, I can only work part-time because I'm chronically tired, and they started to make jokes about it, asking 'haha imagine if you had my job and had to work 8 hours' and I stopped them right there, saying 'I'm not able to earn properly, yes.'

Because it's just shitty to make fun of me for not being physically able to work full time, I already struggle to survive because of that, and this is not a person I know well, or feel comfortable joking around with.

And the conversation should have ended right there, but then they had to go and say 'it could be worse. you could be fully disabled' and I froze because I was not up for 'be grateful it isn't worse' talk and I immediately responded with 'it brings me no comfort to know people are struggling even worse, it only reminds me how painful it is for people to live on this planet' and then they didn't stop there, but went on to say 'I have a cousin that is autistic, she can't work even for an hour or anything, can't even make food for herself, and she'll probably end up living in a facility' and I froze completely there because what the hell. I can't imagine in a thousand years that an autistic person would want to be brought up in such a scenario, to make an otherwise disadvantaged person feel 'grateful that at least they're not autistic'. I can't even fathom bringing this up in a situation that compares one person's disadvantage to another's to point out how one has it worse and to shut the other down. I literally don't even talk about my exhaustion, I only mentioned it to answer a question! How did the situation demand this comparison!

I figured this was disrespectful both to me and to the autistic person who is brought up to be a representation of the 'worst case scenario'. Nobody deserves to be represented like that.

And I got offended. I complained to another roommate and they asked me 'who was insensitive here, you or the other roommate?' and I'm like 'how was I insensitive', and the roommate goes 'you didn't understand that the roommate was only trying to comfort you that it could be worse.'

And now that pissed me off even worse. Would you get upset, both on your own behalf and on the behalf of the autistic person who got brought up, with zero respect to their humanity? Or is this just acceptable behaviour for people? On top of struggling I have to listen how it could be worse, and of course, the fully abled are never brought in on that comparison, it's only to make me feel like I don't have the right to speak when prompted.

[frownyalfred]

Oooo, how does Clark react to Bruce's heroic sacrifice/suicide? He did all that to keep Bruce 'safe' and in the end the man he loved would rather die than be with him or submit to his ideology.

It would be a big fuck you from Bruce, I'll tell you that. Oh you wanted to lock me away in this space station to keep me safe? Too bad I built it and know where the self destruct button is. All sixteen of them.

[sleepytoken]

[ohno-the-sun]

I could not get @oobbbear mad scientist au out of my head I love it so much

[k20spock]

[ID: An image of The Razor from the game Slay the Princess, sprinting forward ready to attack. She has a clown nose and a clown wig edited onto her. End ID.]

watched the slay the princess live with the cast earlier and thinking about one of them responding to a request for a clown princess by saying we already have the razor. silliest woman alive.

[notadsmpblog]

I think this will be my last ever post about this situation on this account unless something brand new and wonderous (/s) happens, but stop acting like people should have seen the signs all along lmao?

Analyze his music and how he left warnings and hints all you want, but don't act like this was something that everyone should have seen coming. No offence but encouraging people to take every single song ever made at face value on the off-chance that the song is actually meant to be taken at face value is crazy. Ntm you guys are reading into things way more than necessary (E-girl Trilogy was just Wilbur making songs and capitalizing off of jokes about simps and Delphine fans, face it)

Also, it feels kind of off-putting because it does feel in the same territory as victim-blaming? I'm saying this as an emotional abuse victim myself btw. Telling people that it was there all along and that if they just tried hard enough they would know... You're seriously setting people up for failure in the future when it comes to these things

I'm not saying that Wilbur's fanbase is a victim of him, that's going a step too far I'd imagine. It's just that doing this sort of thing encourages other fans (who, again face it, are mostly comprised of impressionable teens) to either gain trust issues or be blindly trustful of others because CLEARLY they know better now and can see problems from a mile away

This is a long stupid post I know, but I'm tired of seeing dumbass posts on every single damn social media app about how Your New Boyfriend is "Wilbur's true self and he was telling us all along and we're dumb for not getting it."

[evignonita]

TW: SC4RS!!

Wink

More Nerv drawings, because he's my favorite boyyyy <33.

The last drawing is from a few months ago, but I like it, ah

THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT IN THE PREVIOUS POST, YOU MADE ME VERY HAPPY WITH YOUR NICE COMMENTS AND SUPPORT!! REALLY 🙁💥💕 I'M VERY SHY AND INTROVERTED, SO I'M MORE LIKELY NOT TO ANSWER EVERYTHING, BUT TY SO MUCH <3333

[bamsara]

oh yeah I woke up with paralyized arm this morning and it was the neatest and freakiest thing. Arm was limp and I was unable to move it or any of my fingers, I  didn’t have a tingling sensation, couldnt feel pain on that arm and it was essentially dead still weight laying next to me even though my brain was telling it to move. I could pick it up with my other arm and it would just heavy drop back to the bed

very slowly over like two minutes i was able to slightly move my fingers and then my wrist and then get the rest of my movement back. Apperently its either ‘partial sleep paralysis’ or a compressed nerve that does that while sleeping on it and its pretty much harmless lmao like the brain hasnt sent the signal to the nerves to wake up yet, or the signal gets inturrupted until it’s able to reconnect and thats neat af.

anyway now I have sleep paralysis ideas for comics

[yellowheartz]

Thinking about Saiki goes to the bottom of the ocean because it fuzzes out others thoughts and is the closest thing he'll have to silence. Thinking about if he's ever thought about letting himself drown or even try to because he knows he just can't die but he wants to..

[mac-and-thefox]

Positive thoughts and vibes very much needed.

Old Man Cat is sick, he has a myriad of chronic health issues that I'm not going to go into here, but this week he has been...extra old, and has begun rapidly declining health wise. My partner is gone on a work trip, so I have been trying to manage things on my own as best as I can.

Any spare spoons or soft thoughts or positive intentions/ vibes are so... so appreciated.

[communistkenobi]

like I remember when i committed the grievous crime of saying that pedro pascal self insert fanfiction was both racist and annoying and for the next two weeks it became very clear to me that there was a group chat of some kind coordinating like half the self-insert fandom so they could all send me suibait and essay length anons about how I’m destroying the star wars fandom and censoring queer women and oppressing them from exercising their god-given right to be insanely racist and xenophobic on the internet because they were compelled to write dogshit self insert smut about an actor they loved to sexually harass on twitter, and I couldn’t get away from it no matter how many people I blocked or tags I blacklisted because these people would also constantly use my mando gifs on their posts so I would get notifications at least once a week that someone had added my gif to their fanfiction post and it was always titled some bullshit like din fingers you while you’re on your period🥴🥵 AN: hiiiii everyone the reader uses she/her pronouns and is afab but it’s vague enough to be inclusive to all women haha. anyway isnt pedro soooo hot and (insert slur against latinos that was invented in the 70s). and these people would not leave me alone and even sent vaguely threatening anons to the star wars charity zine I was running with mutuals. in conclusion yes this website has hate mail the likes of which you cannot even imagine and no it’s generally not that funny to be on the receiving end of it

[ejunkiet]

I- do not like New York city.