TESSDE AU (+ Lucia :]) (Allora part 20)
Lucien: *frowns and furrows his brows* Whatever is the difference? Do you only feel one or the other?
Allora: *sighs, pulling her hand free and sitting back against the bench, not meeting his eyes* ...Sometimes. Sometimes love is painful. Sometimes it hurts so much, you wonder what you're doing. Sometimes it hurts in a good way, like how Lucia makes me feel. *smiles a little* ...She makes my heart squeeze and ache, but it's because I'm so full of love and I have no where to put it.
Lucien: And... how do I make you feel?
Allora: ... *closes her eyes* ...Sometimes I feel really small. And the world feels really big. Like it will swallow me whole. And you come around and put me on your shoulders, and everything gets a little easier. But other times... I feel like I'm on a tower, too tall. Too high. And instead of a ladder, you're simply content to watch me from the ground.
Lucien: ...
Allora: ...How do I make you feel?
Lucien: *swallows thickly, hating how gross his stomach feels like it's sinking* Um... ah... well. I... there are... times... where I am glad we met. So many grateful moments that I got to be your friend. That I've been able to be by your side while we do good things. I feel... like I can stand tall next to you. And you've helped me so much to grow and be my own person. But I- I also... feel very nervous around you. Because I never quite know what you're thinking. You're always so full of surprises.
Allora: ...
Lucien: *squeezes his hands together* ...I don't have a metaphor like you did. Am I- have I messed this up?
Allora: For not having a metaphor?
Lucien: Us. Have I messed us up? Am I enough for you? As I am? Am I too much, or too little? I just- you feel like you're annoyed with me at times, but others you defend me for being myself, and I don't know where the line is to not cross-!
Allora: *cups his cheeks and turns her to him* Breathe, Lucien.
Lucien: *takes in a shakey breath* ...sorry.
Allora: *sighs, stroking his cheeks* You've always been enough. I love you. As you are, as you become, no matter the mistakes we make. We're not always going to be perfect- the other three and I certainly aren't. But I'm sorry if I've made you feel like I'm annoyed with you, or that you have to curb yourself or force yourself to be more for me. You don't, I promise you.
Lucien: *squeezes his eyes shut* ...Even after Dumzbthar?
Allora; *takes in a shakey breath, but refuses to move her hands, wiping the corners of his eyes* Yes, love. Even then. That might change, of course, if you even think about bringing another Daedra to him-
Lucien: *eyes pop open wide* Good Gods, no! Absolutely not!
Allora: *chuckles, squishing his face lightly* Then we have nothing to worry about. It's upsetting, but... I'll live. If mostly to spite him.
Lucien: *chuckles, leaning into her hands* ...All right. I'll do better. Not only with that but... making you feel like you're too high up with no way down. I don't ever want to make you feel that way. *holds her hands to his face and sighs, his face turning red* ...And... I love you too, you know. I know I don't say it very often, but- mmph!
Allora: *all ready kissing him softly, one hand trailing to his hair before she shyly pulls away* ...Sorry. Got excited.
Lucien: *dazed, flustered, leaning closer* Again please.
Allora: *chuckles, brushing their noses together before kissing him again*
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May I please have some head canons with Liz,Abe and Kraus on signs that they got some mega feels for an S/O? I wonder if they treat them differently and such uwu 💕
My life has changed again ever since I last posted lmao, that's for another post. enjoy the symbolism gifs bc its too hard to find gifs of these three
Liz (movie version)
She's a mess, she's sure that the feelings are one sided. But a piece of her is still burning bright to believe that there's a chance you like her back.
She hides from you and becomes a bit of a stalker, not in a weird way. Like photos on the wall, she boy does she daydream.
She gets help from Professor Broom in how to go about confessing her feelings. Too embarrassed to go to Hellboy since they had a past relationship. (I can't erase what they had)
She writes letters to you, they always have a crisp edge to them. But it's the one letter that's basically ash that you can tell meant the most from her. Her confession of admiration to you.
When you do accept it, she has to take a cold shower because she's so overjoyed.
But then she's terrified, what if she hurts you? Or even worse? It's the last thing she wants but the first thing on her mind. But your comforting words help her immensely. She's never felt so safe.
Abe (movie version)
Him and Liz are big writers to be honest, so he's writing sonnets and poems inspired by his admiration and love for you. But he goes out of his way to be with you.
Checks on you daily, make sure you're eating and well rested especially before a mission.
Abe loves just being with you, albeit even if you can hear how fast his heart is racing. Especially when you lean closer to hear the story he's reading. Or the retelling of a mission with hellboy.
He brings you gifts from the missions that take him far off, whatever he knows you like. He brings you. And by the fifth gift, you start to get the hint. There may be more than friendship behind the gifts.
But still, he's scared of ruining this friendship.
So it's you that steps up and he's shocked when you said you know he likes you.
'Was it really that obvious?' My brother in Christ, you made a scrapbook.
But he's giddy, he does the same as he did before the start of the relationship. But now, he can't stop saying 'I love you'
Kraus (can be movie or comic)
He's never had such a bad stutter before until he realized his love for you.
How can someone ever love a gas bag like him? He's constantly belittling himself even though he seems to be a confident being. He's far from it.
He's afraid, but he wants it. Craves being with you.
Being with you, just standing in the same room. Both takes his breath away and makes him so happy.
He doesn't stop talking about you, like oh my god bro we get it. You like (Y/N) shut the hell up.
But when told to make a move on you, he steps back a million times. Saying no one could be with him. He's arrogant, he's selfish. He's insecure. He's.
It's only when you tell him how much you enjoy being with him. Does it click for him.
It's real, you do like him. He is loved. And he loves you.
He buys you so many gifts oh my god.
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