you know not to air out my own grievances among all this shit but this whole thing really did put the degree of disdain white transfems have against transfems of colors sometimes on full display.
i see the women who harassed my wife and i out of our social spaces, who refuse to engage with us in a remotely professional or mature capacity thanks to rumors of abuse and "being predatory", banging their drums loudly about how horrible the transmisogyny of this entire event has been.
and i agree! it just strikes me as convenient that they become so loud when it's not a face to a name, and more importantly, when they can't leverage their power to pressure women of color out of their communities for being marxists a little too loudly. they still stalk us to this day with the pretense of "we simply don't want you around us because these rumors make you a danger", and nobody bats an eye. but maybe i'm just bitter.
the qsmp revolutionized the use of mods to communicate in minecraft yeah (I dont count the usmp mostly bc it didnt come out unfortanely) but it's also the server that will be remenbered as the international server that was sued /threaten to be sued by a french union for treating workers badly. Im sad for the team behind it bc they give a lot for it and this was their project too not only Q but i guess it's for the best. A negligent boss who cant maintain a company and a server without exploiting people shouldnt be let continuing and hurting others. I hope this a wake up call for Q and the community of the qsmp/ex dsmp toxics fans in regards of what they demand bc if it wasnt for people demands things like what happened with the admins wouldnt have happened, this was the price for the expecific type of content the public wanted and demanded that the dsmp didnt give them and Q pay it with sweat and tears from his workers
very good points, and i just think that it being remembered as the egg server/ the server that got sued is just. very indicative of how it ultimately failed at its goal ? like it does seem like a lot of the ccs on there did form genuine friendships with each other, and that the community of the server spanned many languages and cultures, but it was handled so poorly what with the disregard for workers rights and the xenophobia many brazilian fans and streamers experienced
do you think if cas tried to heal crowley he'd be able to or like. would it just hurt him because he's a demon possessing a human body and cas heals with his grace
regardless of this unfamiliar, yet familiar world we’re in, you are the only constant i only ever see.
(keep reading for my “solomon and mc only have eo bc theyre the only humans” rambling)
MORE BRAINWORMS THAT JUST. Upholds my headcanon from yesterday of how youre both the only humans in the devildom at this point (and also in the main game at RAD) BECAUSE OF THE GAWDAMN SOLOMON CARD 😭😭😭
you can find solace in each other as no demon and angel can truly understand a human … than another human !!!
and the fact that solomon feels the same way too despite being an immortal sorcerer whos thousands of years old …. youd think that he wouldnt feel this way since hes been alive for so long but it make sense that he, too, still feels lonely.
also this was just so. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 Im so glad he went back in time just to support us and is willing to stay until we find a way to get back . he even wants to stay there befause we dont live in the house of lamentation so hes able to have mc longer than he would back in the original timeline
anwyay i didnt fully color this fic bc i spent too long trying to figure out how to draw this and i just wanna talk abt knwoign sol and mc find peace and reassurance in eo in Knowing theyre still human and the Only humans is CANON is just fucking me UP i care for them so much……… THANK YOU OM!NB…
i like to think that after rowena takes sam as an apprentice she teaches him a whole bunch of curses that he uses on crowley. like one day crowley swings by the bunker and he can't stop sneezing because his vessel gets spring allergies and sam cursed the library to be extra dusty that day. or he goes to talk to dean about some artifact they need for a ritual and suddenly his shoes are always scuffed no matter how hard he tries to clean them
and every time this happens the second dean leaves the room crowley makes direct eye contact with sam and gets up to find the hex bag. because he might not remember much from his human life, but he does remember rowena teaching him about curses as a child so he could help her con people. he never actually finds the hex bags because sam always puts them in the one place he'll never look, dean's greasy burger wrappers
eventually he starts doubting himself. because sam only uses really small insignificant curses, things you'd barely notice. and who in their right mind would go through the trouble of killing and skinning a rabbit for such a tiny curse? sam, who had nothing but shitty motel tv and prank wars with dean to entertain himself as a kid, would. anyway dean makes him stop when he somehow gives crowley an allergy to angel feathers and he can't get through a single sentence without having a sneezing fit