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fear-no-mort · 10 months

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pov it’s the night of December 2nd 2013 and you’ve just burst into your grandsons room to pick him up so he’s not down there when you blow up the world the guy who ruined your life is from because you wouldn’t be able to live with yourself if you let him stay down there with everyone else which is Really fucking weird because you thought even coming back here in the first place meant giving up forever on anything for the rest of your life but this goddamn kid stops you from blowing up the planet and now you’re basically permanently fucked because now you’re just gonna have to keep on living and it’s because you love him. and tomorrow morning you will be running from alien police with him

#i was going to just post a draft but i wanted something that felt more birthday-ish for The Day #i just think about the pilot a lot. rick thought he was going to just end everything there that night and when he was lying on the ground-#-afterward looking up at morty telling him it was all just a test in his mind he’s just like #Ohhhh shit. this is about to be so horrible. and little did he know morty was thinking the same thing #because they saw eachother on that night rick crashed in through the garage and they just looked at eachother #rick had seen other mortys everywhere previously but this was the first time he really Saw Morty #and they both thought #Ohhhh shit #bc they just Knew #rick and morty #rick Sanchez #morty smith #also do you think they just kinda spent the night outside in that place #like when rick passed out at the end of the cold open did morty not wake him up and he eventually fell back asleep #and they just stayed there. lol #probably not based off the fact that morty was sleep deprived in the morning #so he probably woke rick back up and they did some other shit that we never got to see #i like to think they maybe went to a gas station or something and got wrapped up in a little on-planet adventure #and it was super convoluted and dangerous but at a certain hour rick checked his several watches #and was like Oh shit morty w gottfa we gotta get you back home morty.#and he just ended whatever intense life threatening situation they were in immediately #and morty is like Rick WTF why didn’t you do that sooner we were gonna die!!! and rick cant come up with an excuse bc he really just wanted #to spend as much time with morty as possible so he just dodged the question and called him a stupid dumb dumb idiot baby #odiespeak

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heartscrypt · 1 year

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i think about overblotters having like permanent markings or physical side effects from their overblot a lot. a constant reminder of their worst, most emotionally distraught moment of weakness that never leaves them. bonus points if physical side effects that are left over from overblot kick in whenever they're faced with something that even Vaguely reminds them of their overblot so they have that moment of panic of "is it happening to me again". good shit. so fucking good.

#twst #twisted wonderland #jamie talks #txt post #im talking COUGHING UP / CRYING INK #im talking SCARS / INDENTED SKIN IN THE SHAPE OF THE OVERBLOT INK MARKINGS!#im talking MAGIC CORRUPTION im talking PERMANENT BODY ALTERATIONS #good fucking stuff.#good fucking stuff never let them forget what happened to them #esp if they dont remember fully what happened during their overblot because then its like #coming into contact w/ something that was related to your overblot but you don't Know why its making your body react the way its reacting #just getting this horrible ominous feeling and cold flashes of Something

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hearts401 · 10 months

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The more I think about Mike compared to other characters the more apparent the misogyny of the fnaf fandom becomes...

#discourse #“liz is evil and unfeeling and killed mike out of cold blood” shes 8. oh but mike was just a kid when he killed evan he was jusrt a kid!!!!#mf.#and then all the shit on cassidy taking revenge as if michael didnt. do the same thing. oh and henry.#charlies horrible for putting the kids into the suits but henry putting ehr in an electric torture bear is fine #“oh but henry/michael did it because-” im not saying theyre terrible and evil and fucked up. morally gray. morally gray. MORALLY GRAY.#sorry for being passionate i just feel the need to talk abt some of these things when ppl bring em up #bc genuinely it makes me so upset #and ig cassidy isnt 100% bc not everyone agrees shes a girl #(and shes reffered too w he/him in canon)#but it feels too important not to include #tzu rambles

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jackdoohangf · 29 days

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in the middle of a double header is diabolical btw…

#james vowles i hope every time you feel a sneeze coming on the feelings goes away w an inhale #i hope your pillow is never cold at night #and i hope all water tastes weird for you forever and always #me when the rookie i hired to drive in a horrible car doesn’t immediately lead the midfield 😰😰😰😰

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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ugh dawg i feel you with that heat. i'm in texas (press f for me pls) and i'm just waiting for when the powergrid goes out again. like i'm legitimately terrified of it happening during the summer. i can handle the winter cause i can bundle up but you can't do shit in the summer 😭

i winced out loud, eesh... Slamming the f button for you my dude

#texas... strength to you #i hope you can find like uhhh battery powered fans and stock coolers / ice packs #i used to live in a house with no ac and ice/showers/fans/windows were my best friends during the Hell Months #best combo is open window but closed curtains / cracked blinds in the morning and evening #lets the breeze in but helps keep the heat out #ohhhh and cool/cold water or ice on the inside of your wrists works like a Charm #temporary but blissful relief #i wish you luck and i desperately hope your power stays strong #may we all see the colder months soon #rambles from the bog #missing the months where i can wake up cozy and go about my day with my robe on w/o feeling like im dying #hot tea... hot showers... triple blankets... yeah....#this morning i had to Dislodge my cat bc she was too warm. horrible horrible time of year #one day i'll live somewhere manageable. somewhere Northern #but for now: shirts off fans on blinds closed water dranketh #banshee wailing in the wee hours etc

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soul-of-rei · 5 months

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*VISIBLY ROTTING IN BED AND READY TO FAINT EVERYTIME SHE GETS UP* im doing fine 👍

#rei rambles #horrible .Horrible timimg #i only ate dinner yesterday .today my throat feels like somebody shoved a bunch of rocks in it #it feels like theres an icepick working away at my head w various degrees of intensity #and to top it all off .what feels like a lowgrade fever that makes it impossible to decide whether im too cold or too hot even w the fan on #Horrible.

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angelstrawbabie420 · 5 months

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sick again. so so hungry but everything i eat makes me even sicker

#my back is fucking killing me bc im just lying down all day the past 3 days #tried to mow the lawn and got sick 3 fucking times in thw 15 minures i was outside so thats out the window #jesus christ it’s horrible #it’s like i have all the migraine symptoms but…. not really a headache????#just the stomach issues/cold sweats/aura #wait maybe this IS a migraine can you even have those w/o a headache #holy shit im having a silent migraine i think i figured it out

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coridallasmultipass · 5 months

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well one of family never ends' author's other fics is the epilogue of course ;) but ipgd also wrote people don't do that (alphacest), homestuck watches boku no pico, and like the first uucest fic

YAASS OMG.

ANON.

Thank you.

Deeply and truly thank you. Saved me a real pain. It was People Don't Do That. Gonna reread it ASAP. I don't remember if I read the uucest one, but I powered thru a lot of fics while I was sick in Jan, and I don't remember like 90% of those two weeks. (Like, as I'm going thru the tag I'm reading now, I'll see something unclicked and go to read it, finish the fic like OMG SO GOOD, and then scroll a little more and I see my name at the top of the kudos list and it's like, wait, when tf did I read this? It was when I was sick.)

Ughhhh. I ADORE the dynamic of whichever younger Strider being the instigator, and it fits Alphacest so deliciously. (I don't even know what to say here without being so fucking overtly horny for Alpha Dave in general but that's not new lmao.)

But seriously, the scene on the roof where Dirk took Dave's underwear, like. I died. There's no other way to put it. It fucking killed me. I'm going to remember that forever, it was so good.

#anonymous #asked #hhhh ive had this text box open typing paragraphs for a while but none of that shit was relevant #i was just rambling too much abt the alpha dave in my own wip #just ugh i love in fics when dirk gets alpha dave all flustered #(i mean. bro doing that to dave too is good im not denying that)#but if its dave riling up bro that means it was something particularly nassssty which is great #like for dirk and dave the freaky bar is a higher reach #idk where im going w these tags i need to get ready for bed lmao #stridercest #seriously thank you it wouldve taken me forever to get around to finding the title #ugh i could talk for days ab alphacest hhh the hero worship is so fucking good #i dont remember which tab was scrolling that ao3 tag but im pretty sure its one i read all the way through #i havent found another open alphacest one lmao the despair when i read to the end of the tag was horrible #i might stillhave some fics i havent read yet open in the tab folder but its probably like longer stories that take me a while to start #for now tho im workin on the brodave one (and so many more lmao recently opened a tab for brodirk)#i read too much and dont write enough i couldve already been done w my wip and moved on to finishing the other wips #anyway #im cold and gonna get into bed

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snowflop · 9 months

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Happy new year from me and my beastie 🎉

#wishing you all a safe and happy 2024.#i know everything is kinda... horrible forever but we all gotta persevere okay? lets do our best to find joy in the little things.#last year was. okay for me i think #like. i really didn't get up to much but i enjoyed myself immensely #and i did a few little hobby things i've wanted to for ages. made an itabag that was awesome #got a pin press. did some embroidery. did some painting. started collecting everything i need for my bjd #next year... i want to get into sewing doll clothes (both for my bjd and for plushies) and knitting (i'd like to make my own leg warmers)#it'd be nice to do more painting to. like traditional stuff. it's gonna be so bad but its fun so i keep trying #hobby stuff aside i'd like to attend 1 (one) convention. it's scary and expensive but... ahh i really really want to #we'll see if i can budget it in -w-)#i don't think i have any particular resolutions... ah wait. gonna draw AT LEAST 1 thing a month #was diseased or something last October and fell into a slump. not this year. 2024 is MY year. for art at least #i've lost the plot with the tags because i'm typing it between reading subtitles but you get the idea. i lived. you lived. we'll be fine #WAIT!!! i forgot the cats. wah.#the cats are hands down THE best thing that happened to me last year I love them.#Haru and Christopher (pictured above) are my brightest light in this cold dark world they make me so so happy every day #snow blogging

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magnoliamyrrh · 11 months

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#i just have no idea where on in what or how to seek out any sort of calm and comfort rn #i barely feel anything but im not. well. my mind is wired mostly on bad shit and im so tired #and yes. god and prayer im also just having a hard time that #everything feels so quick and sharp and cold #the day started w horrible news abt mt uncle too and. idk #idk #just #i wish i was an amoeba or something

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thesnowflake18 · 1 year

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The world is playing tricks on me I swear. How on earth does the weather change to being "nice" outside for one day instead of boiling hot and I immediately get sick 🫠 Weak immune system fr fr

#snowspeaks #got a horrible cold rn #tried to sleep it off w some meds and woke up worse 😭#literally the temp just dropped to 85ish°F instead of 100+ n I get got #i can't believe it #personal #might be bc of other stuff but I'll blame the weather

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toytulini · 11 months

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ouagh at some point i should try to post some of the multiple thousands of pictures I've taken every time i go to an aquarium huh

#toy txt post #i went thru my phone and sorted almost everything in my camera roll at some point #need to do more sorting again and also sort into narrower categories to make it easier to tag shit and then #ill be able to like. navigate my insane amount of photos on here one day #also the multiple thousands is not. an exaggeration #i seem ti take At Least 1000 everytime. i go to an aquarium #less so at the one i volunteer at sometimes just cos. its smaller and i try not to be on my phone while volunteering #ouaaaagh #i guess i should try to look into more. schooling/edu fucking cation #cos volunteering there. doesnt suck #like its a little physically demanding just cos the water is Very Extremely Cold and its like 2hrs drive away from me #but like. like i Hate interacting w ppl i dont think i could do customer service or retail BUT i love #a captive audience to infodump about sea life to #i just need a college professor that is very extremely patient w me and treats me like the fragile little baby that i am/j #i guess i need to once again seek out Fucking Therapy to wrangle with my Homework Issues #all those posts explaining how to study that were too triggering to look at ages ago. guess i need to find them lol #god. it really does feel like such a silly stupid issue i have here. like if someone else told me they had issue w this id be like #no yeah of course that sounds horrible im so sorry etc #but alas i am not so forgiving w myself like #oh yeah im apparently traumatized ig by uhhhh Being Assigned Homework. like. normal amount. it was fine and all #like i passed shit. it was extremely difficult and i barely made it in some classes but i did Get Thru It and i had like accommodations to #turn in shit late and everything but uhhhhhhh #yea #theres slightly more to it than that ig but! like. basically. that is basically.#im a huge baby who couldnt do their fucking homework and now if i see Study Tips ill start crying #which is super inconvenient cos like hey bitch you know what might help with the homework?#taking my brain out of my skull and shaking it #anyway. im way offtopic here #the point is that i have so fucking many pictures of fish #and also pictures of birds from the beach i have soooo fucking many. i should post more Photos

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exopelagic · 11 months

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yeah I have more to say

#I think priest was right when he said I wanted a lot and it’s more than I can have bc I’ve taken more than I can handle #I’ve been trying to say yes to things which is all well and good but I’ve been out every night this week between hockey and friends #this week has lasted six months #and at the same time Tuesday was a few hours ago #and at all times there is so much I’m not doing.#as always it’s partially an issue of wasted time bc ive been getting up late and struggling to work in my room #but I also still haven’t recovered from the cold mentally or physically and it put me so behind #which was now two weeks ago god #somehow only two weeks #.but also two fucking weeks that’s so long #and I’m still trying to be gentle w myself but that doesn’t work but i also know I’m being too harsh on myself all the time #I don’t know what to do with any of this #I think temporarily I might stop Doing Things and just have time for me to get myself back together and slow down a bit bc it’s way too much #I think I’m just really horribly overwhelmed by everything and it’s built up to a breaking point #so this weekend I’m not gonna go out and see anyone I’m gonna stay in or go to the library and finish my work #have a goddamn cup of tea before I go to bed #I need to go to the shop and cook at some point but that can be basics for now because as much as I’d like to do the pie thing #maybe leave it until I’m more together so I’m not worried abt Extra things. I think temporary goal is to minimise the number of things #I really want to cry and just have it out but I’m teetering on the like. wanting to cry feeling instead of pushing over #this is a jump but I’m so tired of prioritising everyone else’s feelings #I realised tonight when I’m playing I’m always holding myself back a little to let other people do shit #and it’s not even like I’m holding back bc I’m good. I’m just letting other people do stuff bc I think they deserve it more #and when we had Shit happen I took on talking everyone down and making sure they were all okay #and then that whole weekend after I was completely fucked I couldn’t Do Anything #even with ms main character I’ve been stroking her ego do she doesn’t blow up completely and fuck stuff up for Everyone #maybe. just maybe my feelings are also important and I’m allowed to have shit not be my problem like everyone else #I think I’m going to bed it’s 2:40 #I’m gonna try prioritise myself just a little tiny bit more #luke.txt

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sanstropfremir · 2 years

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DKZ is performing at mama??? Wow the journey that group has gone through in the past year is insane. If you had told me last year that a cute webtoon turned bl drama with two idols as the leads would blow up enough to practically unflop a group I would not believed that

i KNOW. it's a true modern kpop cinderella story, like last year their mvs were not even close to scraping a million views and now they have their first music show win and are performing at awards shows. jaechan even hosts a radio show? i know we've all joked about the flop to bl pipeline but i truly did not expect it to actually like. work.

#especially with the kr gp? like sure get a bunch of new intl fans but to unflop with the gp????????????? from a bl?????????????????????????#literally unheard of #tbf i dont think it's going to really work again bc it was a combo of circumstances but WOOF that was not on my 2022 bingo card #i know for a fact that knk's management is FURIOUS for letting seoham go bc if the timing wasn't so horrible (him enlisting)#i think there probably would have been some knk unfloppage too #(if they hadn't prevented him from taking the gig in the first place. which is why i think he left)#which. GOD why couldnt we have knk unfloppage i miss them so fucking BAD #semantic error the unexpected phenomenon that you were i hold you so dearly in my heart #like of all groups tho dkz deserved the unflop #talk about a group with stellar music that absolutely everyone has ignored for literal years #text #answers #dkz #dkz w #seoham why did you pull a taemin. come back already #the way we were robbed of seeing the full extent of the cold war jaechan and donghun were gearing up to wage over him on ig lskdfj #i was so ready for those two petty brats to go at each other it would have been SO funny

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faaun · 2 years

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they r soooo. anyway

#lol um anyway . i kissed them for the first time yesterday but it literally feels like a yr ago but it also feels like today #on a bridge at night against a cityscape. river looked like a painting...etc it was nice . and then. yh theres a lot to talk abt #so i dont wanna say it all rn bc im tired but yeah. they r . sooo. pretty cool etc etc. whatever im fine im just . angry that i dont get to #see them that often bc they live in a diff city etc. also took them to a spot which usually is like . relatively busy bc london is busy all #the time but it was cold and it was at night so there were like 0 people there. the view was so good but other things were better #also kissing smn w a vertical labret is actually just >>>#lol en ee way i miss them #im soo overwhelmed w life rn and theyre not rly helping but like. in a good way #i told my friend to lmk if he notices that im becomjng too engaged w romance to the point where im neglecting academics #and he immidiately said it. like according to him im thinking abt her too much when i should be thinkint abt philosophy too much #which is like. idk if that's true bc ik he has a rly skewed perspective bf he kind of swore off datint #etc but at the same time . wbat if hes right. omg. but also let me have this Moment #that was last week when i was forcefully taken to manchester by a university society . like we hadnt even kissed yet #i fell asleep bc ive been so exhausted and when i woke up i realised they briefly appeared in a dream i had #and then i started tearing up out of Fear bc like . whenever ive lost smn i loved the dreams were the worst #like . good dreams. were horrible. and now its like what if this turns out horrible ? but i dont wanna self sabotage bc i rly rly rly like #them . i gave them a rose and on the train home i could stop staring at their hands holding the rose #and i know theyve liked me for months and i know theyve been waiting for months but somehow its still like #what if it just fades. whatever happens happens ig. i took them a leaf compressed in a poetry book from #a book shop we found on our second date tgth. they gave me a necklace w a small vial and a tiny flower inside #its so pretty. thinking abt the way they put it on me + when they wrapped their arms around me when i was cooking for them etc etc #im FINE its FINE its OKAY . whatever !!!!!#[chroma blue]

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viralarcadian · 1 year

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might have finally found the x files episode that gave me nightmares as a six y/o

#i only saw the cold open and it involved people screaming in the woods #which is about half of all x files episodes #i WANT to say it was darkness falls bc i vividly remember the soon-to-be dead people being surrounded by glowing things #but i also vividly remember a horrible face peering out of the ground #meaning it might have been detour #either that or i combined the cold open of darkness falls w the face from the opening

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