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Laios x Beastkin!Reader
an. Senshi, Chilchuck, and Marcille x Reader are mentioned quiiiite a bit in here. Izutsumi x reader is more sparse. split between furry/scaly/feathery beastkin after the more general ones in the beginning. SORRY if the formatting is weird I got "text limited" a lot on this lmfao
this is a lot so. <3 show sum luv
general sfw
when you two first meet...bro is ELATED. He knows Izutsumi, which is fine, but you're an entirely different one. Who also doesn't seem to be super against him getting to know them
He asks SO many questions. What are you mixed with? Are you naturally born or artificial? What's it like having wings? A tail?
He's testing out all your features. He loves them so much.
When there's downtime, he likes to conduct "research". This goes for analyzing your features and making notes, comparing them to his books and other notes, and even more intricate tests like reaction time and stuff.
He'll hold a candle/torch by your face and test your pupil dilation. It's oddly intimate because he's just staring you down and its like. okay. are we gonna kiss orrrr
Loves. Loves. Loves just WATCHING you. Seeing the way you pounce on little bugs for fun or get spooked by certain noises. He just smiles and is all amused.
You'll catch him doodling you pretty often. He makes notes like "y/n caught a treasure bug today. They seem pretty skilled at hunting. Failed to kill it for some reason...just played with it until it scurried off." The doodles are like...surprisingly pretty decent. The monster portions of you are the best looking and most detailed. But it's so cool to see just how much he pays attention to you and your idiosyncrasies.
Your interactions with Izutsumi also interest him. Do you guys get along? Are you prey to her? Or is she to you? If you and Izu are talking or around each other he's watching like a hawk out of pure curiosity.
However...there's a particular page in his journal where he's providing feedback on how he would make you "better" aka cooler. It's basically just his own ramblings. No Laios, an extra set of eyes and the ability to breath fire and ice and everything in between is not. better. you're just salivating over the idea of your monster OC
If you bring this up to him he actually agrees. After a lot of note taking and observation he's really fascinated just on how well suited your entire existence is to...surviving. He has a lot of theories he'd love to share about you.
But he has e x t e n s i v e notes on your body. It's something that fr makes you blush because, why is he theorizing about the base of your tail and how it connects to your spine? and the number of nipples you have? wait...how is his guess right...?
But Laios is so useful. You might as well call him your owner. You don't have to lift a finger when it comes to taking care of yourself. (He misses his dogs so you fill in.)
He takes care of your skin/fur/scales/feathers, cuts your claws, helps you file down your hooves or horns. He's very into taking care of you if you'll let him. (Marcille also hops in on this since its her love language LOL. When she's not busy with Izutsumi she helps when she can.)
If you are like...afraid of water or don't enjoy bathing. You are like the party's pet. They're debating on how to get you clean before Chilchuck is like "if you don't take a bath I am going to kill you and throw you in there myself." Laios then goes all puppy dog eyed bc he thinks Chil is being to hard on you and then he sighs and is like "fine. I'll buy you a treat when we get back to the surface."
Marcille/Laios are really good when it comes to bath time. They aren't weird about it (Laios is checking you out but. In a curious type of way. Marcille is giving him side eye if hes getting too...Laiosy. But he respects your boundaries. Just imagine Laios happily scrubbing you while humming a tune awe.)
And when it comes to sleeping arrangements...you can alternate between anyone in the party. But Laios and Chilchuck are your best bets. Marcille is an excellent sleeping partner if the dreams don't bother you, shes soo happy to have you sleep with her and she's soft and smells nice.
Laios happily lets you sleep with him. He's actually not super cuddly (unless you are he'll reciprocate). But he is very much like, giving you a ton of space. If you fall asleep before him he just relents and sleeps as comfortably as he can around you lol. Literally just like any other pet owner.
Chilchuck....sleeping with him is difficult bc Izutsumi will fight you on it, but she relents if you can fit in without much issue (bonus points if you're warm) so. You guys can both overheat this poor man. Izu may even start cuddling with you more. She finds a lot of comfort in having another beastkin in the party even though she won't say it.
And speaking of Chilchuck...you're likely a bit more cooperative than Izutsumi, so he gets your help when it comes to checking for traps and finding treasure. With your elite hearing and other abilities, he's actually really pleasantly surprised how useful you are. (If you were a half-foot he'd definitely want you in his guild). He gives you pets and treats when the others aren't really paying attention (He doesn't want them to see him doting on you is all LOL).
Okay. So. Your diet. This is an anime about eating so. Let's get down to it.
Whether you're a herbivore, carnivore, or omnivore--Laios is ENSURING your needs are taken care of in the party. It is of upmost importance to him.
He takes notes and asks about how certain foods make you feel. Are you more energized? Less energized? Stomach hurting? Pooping well? (Will ask this with upmost sincerity, he wants to make sure the butter/milk/etc used in their cooking isn't interfering with your tummy. Whether you want to answer this is up to you lol).
Laios and Senshi happily adjust things to your needs. Laios will spend time foraging with you, Senshi will find certain monsters with more nutrients that meet your needs. Senshi is also like, really knowledgeable about nutrients, so sometimes in your food he may grind up shells or bones to meet calcium needs and such. When he cooks he'll give you bones or soften them up in water so you can eat the marrow. :-)
Senshi...is the coolest though. He also lets you perch on him (like Izutsumi) and since he's lived in the dungeon for so long, he knows a lot about monsters firsthand. If it applies, he'll give you tips about yourself or some monsters you should prey on. Senshi and you go on little foraging trips too. He'll have you sniff things out in return for extra food during dinner.
Laios likes to see you hunt prey and eat it raw, though. Everyone else would rather not and it makes them sick but he thinks it is SO cool. He honestly wishes he could do that. He takes hunting lessons from you and will give you tips on being stealthier and such.
Your teeth really fascinate him. He likes testing your bite strength on different types of material (Like wood, stone, bones, etc.). He'll stick his fingers in your mouth and admire them if youd let him. He gives you so much praise in general its so cute.
AND. PETTING YOU. He is so tactile if you let him (i mean look how much he tries and fails to pet izutsumi). When you give him the all clear he is like. jumping for joy. he LOVES to pet you and praise you. He absentmindedly pets you when hes sitting down or standing by you. And when you nuzzle into his touch his heart SOARS. You can see on his face he's blushing and has that like. excited wiggly smile <3
I think when he's just sitting around he just messes with your tail. He likes it.
Lay down beside him and he will happily pet you and be like "do you like this? Is this a good spot?" Present. Your belly to him. and he is over the moon. He pets you wildly and is like "Who's a good boy/girl/monster?" He is so unashamed about doing this too. Chilchuck would put a stop to it if you didn't like it so much.
If you give him kisses or tongue bath's he's eating that shit up (i mean. look at those extra comics w him and dogs he lets dogs just kiss all over his face omfg). He isn't a huge fan of getting his hair wet (sensory issue) but when it's your drool...he can't help but be excited. Laios is all like "they're grooming me?? this means they like me, right??? Can I officially say I befriended a monster???"
It's proof that you care for him and view him as apart of your pack...he is just over the moon at this.
I will say...Laios is way too "has no backbone with you" for a while. You're chewing shoes? You can't help it! Stealing snacks? It's instinctual! Playing too rough with Izutsumi? C'mon guys...
But when he notices his party actually getting upset. You will be surprised how he can put his foot down. Not even max puppy eyes work on him. He will leash and muzzle you if needed.
But you can always get away with messing with his stuff. He thinks its fun to chase you around when you got his shirt in his maw. Then he happily wears the torn up gear and Marcille is like "let me sew it..."
For Scaly Beastkin:
He's so helpful when it comes to shedding season. Laios finds nice rocks all the time and helps scrape off any patches that are drying and crusting and hes not even phased and doesn't think its gross at all. He would keep some skin to test its resilience if you let him.
And going with that, when you need to shed and soak he would help you find a place and will happily assist with the shedding. He's so excited to be there honestly. But he feels bad you are uncomfortable so he lets you cuddle up under the water with him while you wait for your shed to soften up <3
Laios runs his fingers over your scales absentmindedly...just loves feeling how smooth they are, especially after he spent so much time helping them maintain that pristine smoothness.
He gets Marcille's help to make a moisturizing ointment to put on you every now and then so you don't get to dried out in the dungeon!! Marcille starts to fret about that too. You're just kinda chillin and she'll reach over and put ointment on your hands/cheeks/tail. Just areas you may be susceptible to drying out.
Also...he lets you use him as a heating rock. Sunshine is really limited in the dungeon, so...when you need a warm up he's there and waiting and extremely excited to warm you up with a hug.
For Furry Beastkin:
Brushes you. He'd do this EVERY evening (and morning) if you let him. He takes notes, too. Do you have an undercoat? Or is it just one? What does this mean about what environment you originated from?
He probably tries to use your shed fur to embellish his own clothes or put in his pillow/blankets. Reduce, Reuse, Recycle I guess?
And to add to that...remember how Marcille made a cute little cat head from Izutsumi's fur? He does that too. He and Marcille make cute little shapes outta your shed and giggle together about it.
If you get fleas...he is the party member you should tell. He'll help you get rid of them and won't rat you out to the other members LOL. He'd probably blame himself if it spread and the rest of the party is like "you expect us to beleive. you got fleas. Laios you would be excited if you got them."
For Feathered Beastkin:
Preening....<3. When you have pin feathers he is so sweet and gentle. gently picks them out. It kinda tickles bc he's just gliding his fingers over your wings. You'll catch him sighing in content and burying his face in the softness. It's so sweet.
He collects your feathers and shows them off to Marcille (who also really likes them.) Your down is SO useful too. The party has the softest blankets and pillows thanks to you. When you're molting everyone is calling dibs on the feathers to stuff in their bedding.
Laios examines your wingspan and is really interested on stuff like weather you can fly or not. If you can, he's in awe. He wants to see it. Maybe even fly with you if he can. Its always been a dream of his to do that.
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tw (for nsfw). monsterfucking? if that counts. mentions of vent/cloaca/knot
This man. It is so easy to tell overtime just how fucking horny he gets over monster stuff. He is addicted to just how much you differ from him. Your scales, fur, feathers, wings, etc....he thinks they're all extremely sexy.
He just loves the primal aspect of it? Like you act on instinct. Do what makes you happy. Like of course you have human reasoning and such but STILL. You're so non human and otherworldly it makes his stomach knot up and his dick hard as a rock. He wants to know EVERYTHING about you.
If you have a heat/rut cycle...he is. fucking. begging you come to him for help. jfc you don't even have to let him stick his dick in you. He just slowly probes your hole with his fingers and legit GASPS when he feels it clench around him. Not only is he learning so much about you and monster anatomy but hes also having his monster fucking dreams come true.
I mean it is a given with Laios but his fucking face is always in your hole. He loves eating pussy/ass so fucking much. And having your dick, clit, or knot down his throat drives him wild. He eats your slick and cum like he's starving. He's so sloppy with it too--there's spit and slick and cum all over his face and he's just slurping it all up like its his last meal.
He definitely "examines" you. He'll stick his fingers in you and stretch out your hole just to get a better look at what's inside. (imagine his thumbs sliding in and prying you open.) The muscles pulsating and the color and the smell...god he's drooling. You feel all vulnerable and exposed but he's just constantly praising how amazing your body and its functions are.
He busts so quick with a beastkin it....wow. Like. You are seriously all he has ever dreamed of and shit. I can't imagine he'd be able to contain himself. He cums and just still wants more, he fucks you through the overstimulation until he cries
Oh he wants to know whats in your pants so bad its ridiculous. Like. I cannot explain just how much he is vibrating with excitement
If you have a cloaca...he's very gentle with your hole at first. You explain to him what to look for, what feels good. He'll gently explore with his fingers until he finds the right hole and then he's going at it. He's shoving his tongue in there happily too. He knows what a cloaca is. He knows it's a singular vent for waste and sexual functions. Doesn't matter. His tongue is going in there. Laios is beyond excited to taste everything and see what makes you squirm.
If you have a knot...it's a given he wants you to knot him. It takes him a few tries (he can't take your knot at first because he's too tight) but when he finally is able to its like. euphoric for him. He loves feeling your warm cum in his ass and your desperate pants against his throat as your overstimulated self gets adjusted to being stuck to him. Gods.
Plus...I've discussed this on my blog in more detail but with a beastkin reader he's definitely into
You biting/scratching him up. He lovvveess being marked. Use him as a chew toy PLEASE
Predator/Prey rp: He's a trained hunter but he wouldn't mind being hunted...He loves how strong you are and how you can turn the tables on him if you wanted.
Just?? You being feral?? He likes it when you act more like your monster side and just treat him like a toy.
Breeding Kink: Even if you aren't able to get pregnant or breed (either due to sex or incompatible genetics due to being part monster), he's still really into it. You can fill him up vice versa...He loves the feeling of having you last inside him and he loves knowing you're still filled up from him. Plus, it adds to the more animalistic part of sex which is what he likes
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Under the blanket 18+
Viv Miedema x Reader
Word count: 5,311
Summery: Viv, reader and some of the Arsenal girls get together for dinner and a movie. Reader and Viv cuddle and share a blanket. Viv and Reader risk it and get a bit handsy under the blanket as some of the girls sit near them.
Warning: smut, Sexting, ab teasing, grinding, teasing, unprotected sex, Creampies, handjob, cumshot, blowjob, Throatpie, Spit kink: Spitting on face and in mouth. squirting, positions:standing up, laying down, Riding, Stomach Bulge, spanking. (R doming Viv) (Viv receiving)
*Y/n's pov*
Today we hand training, we have training at 8:30 am, it's 7:50 am right now. I turn off my alarm, I grab my phone and send Viv a text.
Me: Hey bud, you up? It's 7:50 and training is at 8:30.
Viv: Yeah I'm up.
Me: Okay, I'll drive us to training.
Viv: Okay I'll see you in a bit.
I set my phone off to the side. I make a shake for breakfast, and get ready for the day. I drink my shake and brush my teeth and hair.
I put my hair up in a ponytail. I put shoes on, I text Viv to let her know that I'm getting ready to leave. Viv meets me at my car.
I smile and peck her lips, Viv smiles and kisses back. "Hello love." I say.
Viv giggles and blushes a bit. "Hi love, ready for training?"
I smile and nod. "Yup, come on let's move that tight fit ass of yours before we are late to training."
Viv smiles and blushes darkly. We get in the car and I start the car and drive us to the fields. Me and Viv have been talking and have been flirting and getting serious.
We still haven't had any sex yet but we have been on multiple dates. I was kinda waiting to ask her out until we had sex cause I wanted our first time to be special and have meaning.
I smile and place my hand on her thigh and gently rub her thigh as I drive us to the fields. Viv smiles and places her hand on mine.
"Do you have any plans for tonight?" Viv Asks.
"Um yeah actually I was gonna ask you if you and the girls wanted to come over to mine tonight and Oder in and have a movie night." I say.
Viv smiles. "I would be down for that. Can you and me cuddle and share a blanket?" Viv asks.
"Yeah of course. What kind of food do you want?" I say.
The girls know about Viv and I and think that we would make a cute couple. "Chinese sounds good." Viv says.
"Yeah Chinese does sound good. We can do Chinese food." I say.
Viv smiles, we get to the fields and park the car. Me and Viv walk together and go into the locker rooms, we out stuff in the lockers and join the girls on the field. We stretch and then start doing one on one drills.
Me and Viv go against each other, Viv tries to nutmeg me but we both trip and fall. I move and help cushion her fall to avoid her getting hurt.
"Ahh sorry babe, you okay?" I ask her.
"Y-Yeah sorry love I shouldn't have tried to nutmeg you." Viv says.
I chuckle a bit. "Mmm I can get use to this." I say. Viv was laying on top of me and my hands were on her ass. "Mmm your ass looks amazing in these shorts. I can't tell you how much I want to eat your ass." I say and squeeze her ass.
Viv giggles and blushes darkly in embarrassment. "Mmm I bet you would love. I bet you would love for me to sit on your face."
"Mmm I really would like that." I say.
Viv smiles and gets off me and helps me up. I smile and tap her ass. "Thanks love."
We continue to do one on one drills. After 45 minutes we switch over and do a practice scrimmage game, during the scrimmage game I take a nasty side tackle from Kyra and fall to the ground.
I gasp and wheeze in pain, Kyra's cleat jabbed my leg. "Ahh fuck!" I shout in pain and hold my leg. Viv is the first one to come to my aid.
"Shit Y/n. Are you okay?" Viv asks. She glares at Kyra and tries to go after her but I grab her leg.
"No no! Viv stop." I say in a firm voice.
This works as Viv halts, Kyra gets nervous and steps back away from Viv. "I'm sorry Y/n I didn't mean to it was an accident." Kyra says.
I look over at Kyra and she is pale and looks like she's shitting herself. "Woah Kyra breath. Deep breaths." I say.
Kyra nods and takes deep breaths. "It's okay Kyra, I know it was an accident. I know you didn't do it on purpose."
I look at Viv. "Viv." Viv looks over at me. "Can you help me up please?" I ask her.
Viv unclenches her fists, she stands down and helps me up. I sigh, and groan in pain and hug Viv. "Please, Viv baby it's okay. I'm okay, it was an accident."
Viv nods, she breaks away from the hug and plays with my fingers. "I'm sorry love. I thought she hurt you."
"It's okay, just a little banged up." I say, I kiss her head. I smile and wrap my arm around Kyra's shoulder.
"Come on kid, let's keep playing." I say.
Kyra smiles and nods, we get back to our positions and continue playing the game. After a while coach blows the whistle letting us know that practice is over. We head back to the locker rooms.
*Viv's pov*
Me and Y/n go into the locker room. Me and her have showered multiple times when it was just me and her in here. I was at my locker getting my clothes ready,
The girls were showing, or just finished showering and getting dressed. I look over and see Y/n sitting in front of her locker and messing around on her phone.
Some of the girls finish up and grab their things and leave the locker room. The rest of the team hits the showers and get cleaned up, they shower and get dried off and get dressed. Once they are dressed they grab their things and leave the locker room.
Soon it's just me and Y/n left in the locker room. I smile and walk over to her, Y/n was typing on her phone. She was typing out a group text message. She clicks send, I smile and take the phone out of her hands, I set the phone off to the side and sit in her lap.
Y/n smiles and wraps her arms around me. "Mmm hello." Y/n cutely says.
I smile and kiss her, Y/n smiles against my lips and kisses back. I break the kiss and look at her. "Mmm wanna shower together?" I ask her.
Y/n smiles and nods, I get off her lap. I help her stand up, we strip each other's clothes and hit the showers. Y/n starts the shower and pulls me close to her and kisses me deeply, she holds me against her. Both of us stand under the water, the water soaks our hair and bodies.
I smile against her lips, I break the kiss and we start cleaning up. I help her get cleaned up, she rinses off and helps me get cleaned up, I rinse off once we finish in the shower I turn off the shower.
We get dried off and get dressed. "The girls will be over in an hour." Y/n says.
"Okay." I look over at her, I point my finger at her. "We still gonna get Chinese food?" I ask.
Y/n cutely giggles and raises her hands. "Well of course my lady." Y/n says.
I smile. "Good Chinese and cuddles.... Oh and sharing a blanket." I say.
Y/n smiles and nods, we grab our things and get in Y/n's car. We head back to the apartments. Y/n parks the car and we go back to her place.
"Wanna pick the movie out love?" Y/n asks.
"N-No I'll wait, we can let the girls pick the movie." I say.
Y/n nods, she gets everything set up. I smile and watch her she was so cute. She looks like a toddler preparing for her friends to come over for their first sleep over.
Y/n smiles when she sees me smiling and watching her. "What?" She asks smiling.
"You're cute. You look like a toddler preparing for their first sleep over with her friends." I say.
Y/n giggles and grabs her phone, she starts making phone calls and writing down the girls orders. She finishes calling them and calls the Chinese place and places an order for pick up. Y/n turns on the tv and goes to Amazon prime.
There's a knock on the door. "Ooo that must be the girls." Y/n squeals in excitement and jumps over the back of the couch.
I giggle at her childish behavior. "You're such a dork." I call out after her.
Y/n opens the door and lets the girls in. Katie, Kyra, Alessia, Beth, Kim, Victoria, Caitlin, Lotte and Lia come in.
"No Leah?" I ask.
"No she was gonna help us out and pick up the food." Y/n says.
I nod, I see Kyra and hug her. "Hey kid, I'm really sorry about earlier. It was an accident, I shouldn't have reacted that way. I shouldn't have came at you like that, I'm sorry." I say.
Kyra hugs back and pats my back. "It's okay Viv, I forgive you. It's okay, I know you were just looking out for her." Kyra says.
I smile and nod. "Yeah cause our little Vivie is In love." Lia and Victoria say teasing me.
I blush darkly as they say this. "S-Shut up." I say stuttering a bit.
Y/n smiles and wraps her arms around me from behind. "It's okay because I'm head over heels for her." Y/n says.
The girls laugh and make kissing noises, they make themselves at home. We wait for Leah to get back with the food. We sit in the living room, I sit with Y/n and lean back against her. Y/n smiles and wraps her arm around me, we flip through Amazon prime and adjust for a bite on what we should watch.
20 minutes go by and Leah comes back with the food. We move into the kitchen, we sit at the table and eat our food and make small talk as we eat.
"I'm not sure what you guys want to watch. I'm down to watch anything, I don't mind." I say starting a conversation.
"What about romance?" Kyra asks.
"I vote for Romance." Y/n says.
Katie chimes in. "What about horror?" Katie asks.
"No babe, no horror movies. I won't be able to sleep tonight." Caitlin says.
Katie smiles and flexes her arm. "It's okay babe, I'll protect you."
Caitlin giggles and touches her girlfriend's arm. "Mmm really? You'd be my knight in shining armor?" Caitlin asks.
Katie smiles and nods. "Of course." I smile and watch their interaction as I eat my food. We finish eating and move into the living room, Y/n and I lay on one of the couches and lays a blanket on us.
Girls agree on a movie, we decided to watch 'Remember the titans' I lean back into Y/n. "Can you take off your shorts and mine? It's getting hot." I whisper to her.
Y/n nods, she slides my shorts off under the blanket leaving me in only my shirt and panties. Y/n slips off her shorts as well leaving her in only her shirt and boxers.
She spoons me and presses her front against my back. I blush a bit as I feel her bulge press and rub against my ass. Y/n wraps her arm around my waist, she slips her hand under my shirt.
She traces my slightly scratches my abs. I bite my lip as this turns me on and makes me wet, I move my ass back and slowly grind against her.
Y/n quietly moans In my ear. I smirk, I bite my lip, I lower my hand under the blanket and rub her bulge over her boxers. Y/n moans into her hand, I lick my palm and slip her hand in her boxers.
I wrap my hand around her dick and slowly stroke my dick, Y/n quietly moans and grabs my ass in pleasure as I continue to stroke her dick. Mmm fuck I wanted to feel her inside me so fucking bad.
I rub my thumb over her tip and feel her precum leak out. She was really throbbing and really needed a release, I bite my lip to keep in a moan as she squeezes my ass.
*Y/n's pov*
I bite my lip and give her ass a squeeze, I quietly moan in Viv's neck. I place kisses on her neck, Viv pulls my boxers down freeing my dick from its confinement.
She strokes my dick a bit faster I quietly moan and squeeze her boobs. "Mmm fuck." I quietly moan In her ear. Viv presses my tip against her ass as she continues to stroke my dick faster than before.
I see Viv grab her phone and see that she is texting me. My phone buzzes I had it on silent, I grab my phone and check it. I smirk at her text.
Viv: Take off my bra under my shirt.
I do as she requests, I slip my hand under her shirt. I undo her bra and slip her bra off under her shirt and set it off to the side next to our shorts under the blanket.
Viv strokes my dick faster. I moan quietly as I feel myself getting close to cumming. "I'm close baby, I'm gonna cum." I whisper in her ear.
Viv grabs her phone again. I smirk and grab my phone.
Viv: Lower my panties and cum on my ass baby.
I moan quietly in her ear. I smirks and get an idea, I slide my dick between her legs and folds. I grab my phone and text Viv back.
Me: I'll do you one better, I'll use your folds for friction.
I smirk and rub my dick through her folds. Viv covers her mouth and moans into her hand as I slowly thrust back and forth sliding my dick between her folds. Viv quietly moans and hides her face in my neck.
I thrust back and forth a bit faster. I quietly moan in Viv's ear as my balls tighten.
Cumshot:
I can't take it anymore, ropes of thick cum glazes her folds, cum shoots onto her thighs, onto her abs. The cum accidentally makes my dick slip inside her. Bob blushes darkly, her eyes widen as my cum oozes and spurts inside her.
Viv bites her lip and slowly slides back and forth on my dick helping me ride out my high as the last of my cum oozes and spurts inside her painting her walls white.
"F-Fuck I'm sorry." I whisper in Viv's ear.
Viv smiles. "It's okay baby you finished in the right place." Viv says whispering back to me.
I smile and rest my head against hers. Viv grabs her phone and texts me again.
Viv: Can we cuddle and watch the movie with your dick inside me.
I smile and nod, I warp my arm around her and hold her close to me as we continue to watch the movie. I smile and kiss her neck and shoulder.
"Mm you're so beautiful." I say.
Viv smiles and leans back against me. "Mmm thank you. So are you baby." Viv says.
I bite my lip as her walls clench around me. "Mmm fuck baby you're so tight. You feel really good clenched around me." I quietly moan to Viv.
Viv giggles. "Mmm I love you deep inside me." Viv whispers back to me. We continue watching the movie after a while the movie ends, the girls decided to call it a night as it was getting late.
Leah lock the door behind her and leaves the apartment, as soon as Leah leaves the apartment Viv rips the blanket off us, she takes my dick out of her and lays on the couch between my legs.
I bite my lip and quietly moan as she slowly strokes my dick. I moan as she does this, "mmm fuck." I moan.
"You like that baby?" Viv asks as she strokes my dick a bit faster.
Once I'm hard Viv takes my dick in her mouth and slowly bobs her head. "Mmm fuck." I moan, I run my fingers through her hair.
Viv hums against my dick and bibs her head a bit faster. "Holy shit.... Mmm fuck right there." I moan.
Viv massages my balls and sucks the soul out of my dick as she continues to give me head. "Holy shit I'm gonna cum buckets if you keep doing that." I moan.
I moan as I feel myself getting close to cumming. Viv chokes and gags a bit as the tip of my dick hits the back of her throat. Viv deep throats me as she continues to give me head.
"Guck...Guck....Guck." Viv makes noise as she deep throats me after 5 more minutes of an amazing blowjob I feel my balls tighten.
"Viv baby, I'm gon-"
Throat pie:
I can't take it anymore, I bust my load in her mouth. Viv chokes and gags a bit as I cum in her mouth and down her throat. Viv swallows my load, she gets the last of my cum and swallows it.
"Mmm fuck." I moan.
Viv giggled and places kisses in my V line and abs. "Mmm you taste amazing love." Viv says.
"Mmm I need more of that dick baby." Viv says seductively.
Fuck that's mmm may have been this hottest thing I've heard. She helps me sit up, she sits on my lap and straddles me. Viv lines my tip up with her entrance.
She pushes the tip of my dick in her and slowly sinks down on my dick taking my length deep inside her. "Mmm fuck so wet and tight." I moan in pleasure.
"All for you baby. Fuck I thought you were big in my mouth but I feel so full with you deep inside me." Viv moans.
She takes a moment to adjust to my size. We both moan as she slowly slides up and down on my dick, I moan and place my hands on her hips as she slides up and down on my dick.
We both moan as she goes a bit faster. "Mmm fuck baby you're really deep in there." Viv moans.
Viv moans and massages my boobs as she continues to ride my dick. Her skin slaps against mine as our moans fill the room. I moan and spank her ass. Viv moans and rides my dick faster and harder.
"F-Fuck." I moan in pleasure.
Viv massages my boobs roughly as she keeps riding my dick faster and harder. "Gah fuck, feels so good." Viv moans.
"Mmm you like that baby? Me balls deep inside you stretching you out?" I ask.
Viv moans and grips the back of the couch behind me as she rides me faster and faster. "Fuck fast I love it. I love you stretching me out." Viv moans.
I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. "Gah Viv, baby slow down I'm gonna cum." I moan in pleasure.
"I know baby, cum in me. You've been throbbing all night and really need a release baby girl." Viv moans.
I nod, fuck I needed to cum so bad. I moan and watch Viv as she continues to ride my dick. Her tits bounce up and down as she continues to ride me.
"You close baby? You gonna bust your load deep inside my slutty pussy?" Viv asks seductively.
"Mmm I'm gonna pump you full of cum." I moan in pleasure.
Viv grips the back of the couch tighter as she confides to ride my dick faster and harder. I moan loudly in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming.
"Viv baby I'm gonna cum." I moan loudly in pleasure.
Creampie #1:
I moan in pleasure, I can't take it anymore. I bust my load deep inside her. Viv moans and cums all over my dick. We both moan as I continued to shoot ropes of thick cum deep inside her and paint her walls white.
We both moan as my cum continues to ooze and spurt inside her. Viv gasps and moans as I unload my seed inside her.
"Mmm fuck there's so much cum." Viv moans.
I help her ride out her high, once we both come down from our highs Viv slowly slides off my dick. Thick cum oozes out of her and drips into my lap, on the couch and on the carpet.
"Mmm fuck." Viv moans as my cum continues to ooze out of her.
I lay us on our sides, Viv moans as I rub my tip through her cum glazed pussy. I moan and slide my dick back inside her cum filled pussy. I moan as her walls clench around me.
Viv moans as she takes my dick back inside her. "Fuck love your so tight and wet." I moan as I'm back inside her, I moan and kiss her.
*Viv's pov*
I moan as Y/n slides her dick back inside my cum filled pussy. "Mmm fuck, so tight and wet." Y/n cutely moans.
I smirk and moan, Y/n moans and kisses me deeply and lovingly. Y/n breaks the kiss and rests her head against mine, she lifts my leg a bit and holds it. Y/n locks eyes with me as she slowly thrusts in and out of me.
I wrap my arm around her shoulder. Y/n and I both moan as she thrusts in and out of me a bit faster. "Mmm fuck, I love you balls deep inside me." I moan in pleasure.
I look down and watch as her dick slide in and out of me. I blush darkly as I see my stomach bulge. "Fuck that's so sexy." I moan. I place my hand on it and smile. "I can feel your tip moving in my stomach." I moan.
Y/n smirks, god she felt amazing inside me. I was loving every second of this, I didn't want it to end. I was close to cumming and it's only been 20 minutes.
"Holy shit." I cry out in pleasure. Y/n moans, she makes me look at her. Y/n opens my mouth with her finger, and spits on my face and in my mouth. I moan as she does this, I moan and swallow her spit.
I moan, fucking hell I had a massive spit kink. Her doing that turned me on even more, fuck she's so sexy she's Dom. I scream in pleasure as she begins to pound my pussy fast and hard.
"Fuck! Fuck." I moan loudly in pleasure. I can feel her throbbing inside me, she really needed a release. I reach down and grip her ass as she thrusts into me faster and harder.
I moan loudly in pleasure. "Fuck you're really deep in there babe." I moan as her balls slap against my skin as our moans fill the room. Her on top of me Doming me made me weak and super wet, it was a major turn on.
I moan as my walls clench around her. I smirk as I feel her precum leak inside me letting me know she was close to cumming. "You close baby?" I ask teasing her.
"Mmm I'm close." Y/n moans. 
"Let go baby, bust your seed inside me." I moan, as she kisses and sucks on my neck leaving hickys. I moan as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. "I'm gonna squirt." I moan.
I squirt all over the couch on her abs, dick and on the ground. My legs shake and buckle in pleasure as she continues to pound my pussy. I wrap my arm around her and look her deep into her eyes as she continues to bottom out in my pussy.
I moan and kiss her deeply, we both moan in the kiss. Fuck she has amazing dick game. Y/n moans and thrusts into me even faster and harder. My tits bounce out and down as she continues to fuck me.
Her balls slap against my skin. I feel her dick throbbing inside me she was about to bust her load at any second. I moan as I feel that familiar knot forming in my stomach.
I moan and grip the couch cushion. "Ugh fuck, Y/n baby I'm close." I moan in pleasure.
"Me too baby." Y/n moans. "Need to cum baby?" Y/n asks.
"So fucking bad." I moan as she fucks my brains out. Y/n's breathing gets heavier letting me know that she was close to cumming. "Yes, Yes cum in me." I moan in pleasure.
I smile and moan as I see pleasure on her face. Her face cutely contorts as she is about to bust her load deep inside me.
"Mmm F-Fuck." Y/n cutely moans in pleasure.
I giggle and moan. "Cum baby, cum in my tight slutty pussy." I moan.
*Y/n's pov*
I moan in pleasure as I feel myself getting closer to cumming. My breathing gets heavier meeting her know that I was about to cum. "Mmm f-fuck." I moan in pleasure.
Viv giggles and moans. "Cum baby. Cum in my tight slutty pussy." Viv moans loudly in pleasure.
Creampie #2:
I can't take it anymore, I bust my load deep here pussy. Viv moans and cums all over my dick. We both moan as I boot ropes of thick cum deep inside her painting her walls white.
"Mmm fuck." Viv moans.
I slowly thrust in and out of her slowly pumping her full of cum. I help Viv ride out her high, once we both come down from our highs I slowly pull out of her.
Cum drips down her folds and oozes onto the couch. We both lay there panting and trying to catch our breath.
"Fuck you can really make a girl cum." Viv pants out.
I giggle at her comment and kiss her. "Mm so can you." I say. I smirk and get an idea, I get up from the couch I smile and pick her up. Viv giggles and squeals as I pick her up.
I push the tip of my dick in her and slowly sink her down on my dick. We both moan as she takes my dick deep inside her tight cum filled pussy.
Viv moans, I rest my head against hers and look deep into her eyes. "So wet and tight." I moan. "I'm gonna destroy your tight pussy." I moan.
"Yeah daddy?" Viv moans.
I moan. "Mmm I'm gonna drain your balls in you." I moan and slowly slide her up and down on my dick.
"Mmm I'm your cum slut." Viv moans.
"Mmm you're my cum dumpster." I moan and move her up and down on my dick faster and faster.
"Mmm yes, make me yours." Viv moans in pleasure as I move her up and down on my dick a bit faster and harder than before.
"Mmm so fucking good. I don't think I can last much longer baby. You have amazing grip." I moan in pleasure.
"Mmm yes, give me your load." Viv moans in pleasure.
"Yeah, you're a slut for daddy's dick and cum deep inside your tight pussy?" I ask seductively.
I slide her up and down on my dick faster and faster than before. The only sounds in the room was the tv in the back ground my skin slapping against hers and our moans filling the room.
"Mmm fuck I'm close. Ah I'm squirting, I'm squirting." Viv moans.
I feel her shake and buckle against me as she squirts all over my dick, thighs and all over the ground. "Let go baby, cum for daddy." I say seductively.
*Viv's pov*
Holy fuck this felt amazing. Y/n was balls deep inside me, god I was so close to cumming and it's only been 10 minutes.
"Let go baby, cum for daddy." Y/n says seductively and nips my ear.
Her words made me weak. She's really deep in there, she feels really good deep inside me. I moan in pleasure as my walls clench around her. I moan and throw my head back.
I moan and close my eyes, I can't take it anymore. I let go and cum all over her dick, some of my cum drips down her dick. Me cumming sends Y/n over the edge.
Y/n busts her load deep inside me. I gasp and moan as she fills me up with her cum. "Oh my g-god." I moan as she shoots ropes of thick stick cum deep inside me. I smile and sigh in pleasure as I feel her cum ooze and spurt inside me.
Y/n cutely moans in my ear and nips my ear. Fuck she's still unloading her massive seed deep inside me. "Fuck give me all your cum." I moan and dig my nails in her back as she comes down from her high.
The last of her cum oozing and spurting inside me. I moan. "Mmm use your dick and stuff your cum inside me. No cum better drip out of my pussy." I sexily moan.
*Y/n's pov*
Creampie #3:
I feel cum all over my dick. Her cumming sends me over the edge. I moan and unload my massive load deep inside her pussy. We both moan as I stuff her full with my seed. Viv moans and throws her head back, her eyes roll to the back of her head as I fill her up it's my cum.
"Mmm fuck give me all your cum." Viv moans in pleasure, she digs her nails in my back as I continue to unload my seed inside her. I moan, Viv looks me deep in the eyes.
"Mmm use your dick and stuff your cum inside me. No cum better drip out of my pussy." Viv sexily moans.
I do as she requests, I use my dick as a plug and make sure no cum drips out of her. "Mmm such a good cum slut." I moan.
We both moan as I help her slide her off my dick. I set her down, bob makes. She kisses me deeply and lovingly I kiss back, Viv breaks the kiss and looks at me. "Wanna shower together and go to bed? I'm beat." Viv says.
I smile and nod, we go upstairs we shower together. We lay down in bed, I cuddle with Viv. Viv wanted to sleep naked, wasn't gonna say no to that.
"Viv." I say.
Viv looks at me. I gently stroke her cheek with my thumb. "I'm in love with you. Viv will you be my girlfriend?" I say.
Viv smiles. "Of course, Y/n I'm in love with you too. I would love to be your girlfriend." Viv says.
I smile and kiss her deeply and lovingly. Viv smiles in the kiss and kisses back. Viv breaks the kiss and smiles. "I love you Y/n." She says.
I smile. "I love you too Viv." I say and kiss her head. I hold her close to me cuddling her. Big smiles and falls asleep. I smile, I pull the covers over us and fall asleep not too long after she does.
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soggypotatoes · 1 month
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the other day my therapist, the most organised meticulous woman on earth who is always bang on time and apologises if she's 2 minutes late, accidentally stayed with me 25 minutes past the end of the session while there was someone else after me
this is because I am her favourite
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porcelainvino · 18 days
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kurt hummel has ocd, in this essay I will-
YEP YEP YEP
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princeofyorkshire · 2 years
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i can’t believe piracy is such a sensitive topic on tumblr dot com i can tell you guys are not latin american
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omarfor-orchestra · 9 months
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FUCK
#i wanna scream in a forest#this is gonna be a rant post. just so you know.#last month i went out with a girl i met in the summer theatre course#we stayed outside wandering the city for hours#we talked about our lifes (jesus Christ we were getting to know each other? what else should we have talked about?)#she stopped texting me after that#(she had told me she had a great time. she thanked me for sharing my story)#i texted her today and told me how bad she actually felt after our meeting and that i am too negative for her#because we didn't joke or laugh#i do remember joking and laughing btw#and i get that we can't be liked by everyone but it was the first time in YEARS that i actually opened up to someone#and boy I'm so not taking this well#i was finally feeling good enough but now? now???#I'm trying not to take this too personal because she said 'i'm too sensitive for you' so this might be a problem of hers#even because. you know. it's not like my story is that bad. i just told her about m#my father and what's going on in my family right now which is just annoying yk? not traumatizing#but also. how is it that when i show my true self to someone no one seems to really like it?#do i have to keep pretending I'm someone else? now that i finally know who i am?#i did say I'm an ugly person didn't I#i was already stressed out about uni starting tomorrow#and now this#it will never get better will it#i will always be this messed up thing no one wants to deal with right?#fuck#i was trying to go to therapy less frequently but I definitely need it this week
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mrsmarlasinger · 1 year
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Falling asleep with hypoglycemia and waking up an hour later with Hypoglycemia But Worse because you didn't eat to fix it feels like waking up on the peak of a too-strong edible you took right before bed
#personal#i woke up so confused & didn't remember what was happening & felt like i'd blacked out for hours. anyway my health issues are getting worse#i had a medical crisis at work today. i was slurring my words and shaking violently and couldn't see and my leg was convulsing#and i had to clock out because i couldn't remember what i was doing and i was freezing and my mouth and hands were numb#my coworker asked if i was okay bc i looked pale and i could barely speak. and i mumbled 'i let my blood sugar get too low'#and they ALL whipped out SO much food & made me eat. so i had a nutrigrain bar with the boba i got from the place we ordered from for lunch#i was still sick and dizzy all day but i almost instantly felt better after i ate. i'd really thought i was gonna go unconscious#coworker jazz made me take her graham crackers to keep in my desk in case it happens again. i was so fucking mortified#we were talking later about how her eating habits are weird and she said she doesn't like people nagging her about it and i said#'that's why i just tell people i'm weird with food from the get-go. then they know Marla Is Weird With Food and leave me alone'#and my new (to me) coworker gabby—who i had to tell earlier that i Don't Eat—was like 'what do you mean weird w/food. like you're picky?'#and i was like '...........i have an eating disorder' (bc people share personal things at the office all the time. & it was obvious anyway)#and yeah it was awful. then i went home tonight and fell asleep and you know the rest#not my cutest girl moment‚ i must say#tonight i want to take a bath & have a drink & thus tank my blood sugar even more. and probably fuck up my liver or w/e even worse. slay#hypoglycemia#drug mention#disordered eating#disordered eating mention#disordered eating tw#tw disordered eating#ed tw#ed cw#tw ed#cw ed#ed mention#ana tw#ana cw#tw ana#cw ana
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kuiinncedes · 2 years
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jglhdkhjf
#me and my brother last night was like talking about going out to eat for lunch today#kind of casually talking about it i guess and i was like u should wake up earlier ish bc i want to eat a little earlier#bc he usually gets up at like 12:30#but then today he just said he gave up lmao and we're not going#which shouldn't be a big deal and it's not but i'm just ugh like#i've already been thinking about so much how i want to hang out iwth him a lot more than he ever does with me#at least that's what it seems like#and i feel like i was actually like looking forward to this or something but he was just like nah whatever and doesn't rly care#he was like 'u listened to the midnight cravings of an insane man and u shouldn't have' lmfao#and like i feel like i shouldn't care but i'm like almost kind of almost almost crying bc of it lmao#anyway i haven't eaten anything bc i thought we were gonna eat somewhere and i don't feel like eating anything at this point bc#i usually eat so much earlier than this but like i should eat something lmao#and every time we hang out too i feel like i want it to last longer and i Like it more than he does idk ugh it honestly feels that way with#other friends a lot of the time they're like fine leaving at the end but i'm like desperatley wanting to hang out for longer kinda#but i have found a friend who i think shares that sentiment a little at least judging by our conversations until 5am last yr XD#and she actually reaches out to me unlike anyone else :''') idk like am i just clingy/having high standards or something honestly gjndfjhbj#or like i just like being around others a lot more than i think :[#my brother's starting at my college too and i feel like that could be a reason for us to spend more time together or something but#at least it seems like he wouldn't want to lmao anyway#ugh the fact that i'm like i wanna hang out with him when he's younger lol but he's always off at the gym or with his other friends#other friends what other friends lmfao#anyway i need to stop i've been thinking about this shit all summer and it's probably not good for meee lol#jeanne talks
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unorthodoxfaithxx · 3 months
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Crybaby yandere boyfriend when he thinks you’re cheating
He is running errands around town when he sees what he thinks is you out and about with another man. Weren’t you at work today? Why were you at the cafe? Who is he? Are you seeing someone else? 
Don’t you know nobody else can love you like he does? Why are you doing this to him when he loves you so much? 
The thought has him sick to his stomach and he nearly loses his lunch as a result. 
When you return home later that evening, he tackles you as soon as you close the door shut. His eyes are red from crying, and you immediately express your concern over him.
“Do you love me still? Am I doing something wrong? What can he do what I can’t?”
You ask him what he’s talking about but he just shakes his head in frustration. 
With a sniffle, he hugs you tightly, too tight to the point you can’t move or escape his grasp even if you wanted to. 
“No, no. I know you love me. You HAVE to. I love you too. More than I can say. We belong together!” He mumbles into the crook of your neck, “Maybe you just need some more convincing.”
With a squeal from you, he’s lifting you off your feet and into his arms, bridal style. He carries you into the bedroom before throwing you on the bed and locking the door. After, he climbs onto the bed and on top of you, eyes watering again. 
“I just got to show you, right? What I can give you. What you’d be missing.”
His lips immediately hit yours, body weight leaning all the way into you so you feel crushed underneath him. The two of you share a heated kiss, with him growling your name under his breath. When he takes his hoodie off and throws it on the floor, you know he’s serious.
He nibbles on your neck and holds your hands in a way you can’t let go.
”I’m gonna fuck you ‘til you can’t think of anything else but me.”
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luveline · 4 months
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𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡? | 𝐞𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐦𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐨𝐧
you finally work up the courage to kiss Eddie for the first time and he can’t cope (even if he claims he can). 2k words. requested here
cw fem!reserved/shy!reader, first kiss, heavy kissing, mutual pining, eddie being a hot dork
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Some people (Steve) call Eddie your loser boyfriend, while other people (the girls at work) call him the rockstar. 
You see both sides of him now. 
“Sweetheart!” he calls, the passenger seat window rolled down, his voice strong where he shouts behind the wheel. The van bumps the curve, leaving a sanguine line of rust in its wake and a creak to make everybody on the sidewalk wince. 
“Hello,” you call back. 
The van hums. You wait for him to be at a definite stop before you approach, hands on the open window, leaning up so as to see him best. It’s not just a usual date night tonight, Eddie’s taking you to Indianapolis for a rock show, and he’s dressed the part. “Woah, you look cool,” you say, bravely, wondering if that’s the right thing to say. It’s undoubtedly true —he’s slicked his curls with mousse to define them and leave them pitch black in accordance with his eyeshadow, dark and tapped into his lash line. The top he wears is incredibly tight, carving the softer lines of his abs for anyone to see, and his black jacket is ripped in places to expose the ink of his tattoos. “Are they multiplying?” 
“What?” he asks, grinning at you. “Are you getting in? It’s freezing!” 
“Your tattoos,” you explain, opening the door and popping up into the van with one shoe on the step. 
“Shit, you wanna see?” 
You’re not scared of Eddie, you just like him. He doesn’t worry you, doesn’t pressure you, nothing nefarious about him. He’s pretty, he’s considerate, and he does stuff like this, peeling out of his jacket to flex his arm at you and show you the Saran wrapping around his bicep. “Like that one?” he asks.
He has nice arms, and they’re all the better for his painful obsession. His newest one is difficult to see well under the wrapping. He notices you squinting and moves it up, tape pulling his skin. 
“Another bat?” you ask. 
“Not cool?” 
“So cool,” you disagree. This bat is unlike the others on his arm, which are small and simple in comparison. This one is heavily detailed and very dark, fangs in small triangles bared. The eyes aglow. The skin around it is red. “Did you get that today?” 
“On a whim. Still wanna date me, or is it getting to be too much?” 
You can’t answer him, and he knows that. You’re not very good at navigating intimate conversation or circumstance, though you like him, and he must know that too. Or he must really like you. Your dates have been chaste. Only last time could you work up the courage to take his hand, but when you had, he rewarded your courage with a drove of tenderness, fingers rubbing your knuckles and squeezing soft patterns for hours at the back of the movie theatre. 
The drive to Indianapolis takes near enough an hour. Eddie puts you on map duty but doesn’t use it, ignoring your offer of directions on the insistence that he knows a shortcut and then rerouting when you get too lost. He tells you there are snacks for you in the centre console and laughs, endeared, when you pop the lid and smile at it all. You talk about the show, a band you’d never heard of but had wanted to see on the grounds of sharing his interests. That’s what couples do, right? They try to do things together. You have to put yourself out of your comfort zone, and you’re happy to try if it means you can do it with him. 
“You nervous?” he asks, pulling into the parking garage outside of the venue, a towering, multi-story fiasco crammed with cars and motorbikes. 
“No,” you say, not quite mumbling as you look down at your hands. 
“Good, don’t be. I’m gonna look after you, we’re gonna have a great time. And then we can get takeout after?” You look up. He stretches his arm out to glance at his watch. “I would’ve taken you before, but good old Indianapolis keeps getting further away.” He smiles apologetically. 
You laugh without meaning to. His smile ramps up a notch. 
“I love when you laugh. You have such a cute laugh,” he says. 
“I know you’re lying,” you say, still laughing anyways. 
“I’m not lying, I love the way you laugh!” He shakes his head, curls falling away from his face as he flicks on the light on the car roof. “We have half an hour till doors open.”
“You don’t wanna line up?” 
“It’s kind of overwhelming and I figured we’d stay near the back of the crowd for your first gig here, it gets pretty rowdy.” He says ‘pretty rowdy’ like a drag, nodding gently, eyes lit with mirth. You love it when he talks like that. 
“We can go now, get further in. I can handle it.” 
“It’s not about handling it, I want you to have a good time. Plus, they could ruin your nice dress.” 
You meet his gaze all smiles like he is, but heat flickers in your chest and in your stomach, and you have to look away. It’s an impulse you’ve always given into. You’re reserved in the feelings department but trying not to be, Eddie deserves reciprocation, but it’s hard. Either way, he seems to understand this about you, and he hasn’t complained. 
Still, a bedraggled silence falls. Nearly awkward, unsure of how to tread, you sit together in your separate seats listening to cars parking and doors opening, closing on either side of you, the headlights of the cars driving past glaringly bright, white flashing over your screwed palms. 
“You okay?” he asks. 
You’re sure Eddie wants to kiss you. Three nights ago at the movies, after an hour of languid hand holding, he’d looked at your lips no less than three times as he said good night. He told you he’d had an amazing time, and that he couldn’t wait to see you again. You’d said the same in earnest, and then he’d just walked away. All those stolen glances and he hadn’t made a move. 
“Eddie… why…” You poke your tongue into your bottom lip momentarily, chewing it over. “Why haven’t we kissed yet?” 
“Um–” He lets out a nervous giggle before roughly clearing his throat. You peek at him, watching intently as he takes his hair away from his face with two hands. “I’m just waiting on you, sweetheart. No pressure.” He laughs as he talks, a picture of panic, “You’re sort of shy about that stuff, you know? I didn’t wanna surprise you.” 
“But you do want to kiss me?” you ask unsurely.
He puts his hand on your knee, the space between you suddenly smaller and warmer, the light like white glaze on his pupils, illuminating his finer details. He has a mole nestled under his eyelashes too small to see until now; it catches your attention. You stare at him too long. 
“Of course I do,” he says, eyebrows pinching together in concern. “I’ve wanted to kiss you since I met you.” 
You nod and snap your head back to your lap. Why does he have to be so nice? You wish you’d listened to Steve, even if he was joking, you shouldn’t have ever said yes to Eddie, because now you’re terrified you can’t kiss him and you’ll ruin everything…
“Hey, it’s fine. I’m not waiting for anything. You can take your time or you could never kiss me, and I won’t care. I swear. I mean, I really want you to kiss me but I’ll find a way to cope, I’m sure.” He takes his hand from your leg softly. “Do you want my jacket? It’s cold out, n’ we should probably start walking.” 
You pull your head up slowly. 
He reads your hesitant expression. “I’m in no rush,” he promises, head ever so slightly ducked to yours. 
Okay, you think. Okay, I can do this. You hold your breath and start to lean in. He falters, a millisecond of misunderstanding, before he recognises what you’re doing and smiles. He reaches for your waist with enough care to give you a chance to change your mind, and when you’re close enough to feel his breath, his lashes shutter. 
You follow suit, blind, with nothing but your intuition as you press your lips to his. 
With a feeling like the hum of the engine under your hands, you bring your fingers to his soft cheek and hold him still. He breathes in harshly, touches you far from it, his palm slipping behind your back to pull you in. You lean into it; it feels natural to give in, to turn your head one way and part your lips, to have him kiss back with heat and surprising sweetness.
You feel unlike yourself in a good way, falling back to kiss forward again, a third time, trying to chase the lulling bliss of his lips. The stomach aching want. Your hand chases across his cheek and into the curls behind his ear, needing him closer but not expecting the sound it elicits. He sighs into your lips and you flinch back, startled by the sensation. 
Eddie rubs your back with his index finger, unjudging as you drop your head to catch your breath. 
“You okay?” he asks quietly. You can hear his affection. It’s palpable. 
You nod, a dizzy weight collected in your forehead, thankful when his free hand catches your cheek and he turns your face gently to the side. “I got too hot,” you confess, only half of the truth. 
“It was pretty hot.” He smiles at you like you’re the only person in the world, like you’ve a secret only he knows. “Want me to turn on the A/C?” 
“No, I–” want to kiss you again, you think. You might even tell him so, but he starts to blow on your face, disrupting any thoughts you’d had earlier. He purses his lips and blows cold breath on your cheek, a tenderness in his gaze and the tip of his thumb where it rests just under your eye. “Oh.” 
This might be the most romantic thing anyone’s ever done for you. Your face feels precious in his careful hand, pretty under his longing look. You’re not scared when he encourages you back to his lips, your eyes quick to close, your hands across the gap of your seats to gather his shirt between tight fingers. 
His kiss is a reflection of him. Loser, rockstar, he’s eager and his hands start to betray that, his kissing melty hot and addictive as the tip of his nose presses hard to yours. You turn your face to accommodate him better and that small action drives him crazy. He’s pulling you in, smiling into your mouth, making breathy sounds that’ll stick around in your head ten times as long as the tingles filling your chest as just kisses and kisses and doesn’t stop. 
“M’sorry,” he says, pulling away, and then stealing another heavy, soft kiss like he couldn’t wait. “Sorry,” he apologises again, stroking the skin beside your eye to encourage you into opening them. “I’m not trying to get carried away. Just can’t believe you just kissed me.” 
“No, it’s okay, I– I really wanted to.” 
He kisses your cheek. You aren’t expecting it and you don’t know how to deal with it. It’s like kissing him has invigorated him, you’re a shot he knocked back, his excitement catching as he begs, “Close your eyes again, sweetheart, just one more–”
You raise your chin and he practically gasps, immediately pressing a last chaste kiss to your burning lips. 
“I’m not always like this,” he promises, leaning away, his fingertips falling from your face to trace down your neck, your shoulder. “You’re just so fucking pretty I lost my mind. I’m on best behaviour from now on, swears.” 
He raises his hand up in a scout’s honour. 
You breathe out happily. “Thank you.” 
“Oh my god. Quick, we better get out of this van before I lose my mind.” He shakes his head. “You’re insane. I have such a crush on you, holy fuck,” —he turns away from you and gets out of the van— “Jesus.” 
You pull down the sun visor to check your reflection in the mirror. You look thoroughly kissed, eyes aglow with it. 
“Fuck!” Eddie swears. You beam at yourself as he wraps on the window. “Come on, sweetheart! I have a concert to pretend to pay attention to.” 
You slink out of your seat, brave enough to try for another kiss so long as it doesn’t kill him dead right here in the parking lot. 
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biggest scandals they have faced
ft. actor!nanami kento, fushiguro toji x wife!reader (separated) 
content warnings: fluff, light angst, jjk actor au, celebrity issues, cheating allegations, divorce allegations, none of them are true, misogyny, mentions of infertility, just cruel stuff based on the issues i see online, slightly suggestive (making out), toji and wife call each other "ma" and "pa", mentions/hinting of sex, internet trolls, horrible people online, pls don't read if these issues are triggering to you, shitty article names lol
wc: 2052
note: this got too long, will do other parts for the other actors instead <33 happy holidays, everyone!
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NANAMI KENTO:
Jujutsu Kaisen Star Nanami Kento Facing Trouble in Paradise: Leads to Divorce
to say he was irritated when he saw the headlines from the tabloids was an understatement, he is beyond livid. but the comments just made everything worse.
user_1: wow aren't they married for years already? maybe his wife can't conceive any babies? LOL
user_2: must be, or maybe nanami's just realized his wife is just using him for his actor money 
user_3: the wife doesn't know to make a sandwich i fear 
user_4: maybe he got tired of his wife's ugly face, no wonder he hides it from the internet hahaha
kento doesn't give a fuck if people were dragging his name left and right but god forbid it involves you, his loving wife who has been nothing but utterly supportive of his career. for someone who stuck by his side for years, it angers him that people immediately assume that you were the problem. he knows the news isn't true, he literally just cuddled with you last night, so to say that you were getting a divorce almost makes him laugh if it weren't how stupid this situation is. 
when his manager informed him about the situation, he immediately cancelled every schedule that he has for today, he will call the lawyers to settle this later but for now, his main focus is you. 
you are someone who is used to the privacy of your own space which is why you opted to keep your face off his socials and remain anonymous to the eyes of his fans. kento hates it that your peace is getting disturbed due to his stardom, so he is willing to drop everything just to go home to you and comfort you. no one knows who you really are but the way it made people talk like they do, makes him angry. no way his wife is going to be disrespected like this.
the moment kento opens the door the your shared home, he's panting, sweat evident in his forehead and worry present in his eyes as he looks at you across the living room, sitting on the couch with your phone in your hands. 
"shit," he thought, he knows you already saw the news, and worse the comments. he can tell just by your body language. your eyes sunken in sadness and your lips form a frown. he doesn't see it but he knows your heart is breaking too.
"honey," kento breathes out as he walks towards you. he knows you heard him, but you stay in your position, disbelief flooding your senses. suddenly, you came back to reality when you feel kento's warm embrace, his large and quick hands getting rid of your phone before placing it on your head and immediately feeling his chest against your head.
his breathing his ragged, unstable deep breaths as he tells you, "it's gonna be okay," and a thousand apologies to go with it. you nod instead, finding yourself difficult to talk. you opt to rub onto his arm, a silent reply to his comforting and kento seems to understand your gesture. he then kisses the crown of your head as he pulls you tighter in his embrace.
"am i holding you back, kento?" you asked, your voice quite muffled as you speak through his button down blouse.
"oh god, darling you will never hold me back, if anything, you keep me moving. don't listen to them, alright? i'm happy and contented to where we are right now, don't worry about it." he lets go of the embrace and cups your face with both of his hands. he looks at you with loving eyes as he brushes your lower lip with his thumb. you close your eyes as he leaned closer, then you finally felt his lips against yours. he gives a peck, another, and then a third one before he crashes his lips onto you for the last time as he takes his time to explore your mouth.
kento knows a lot of ways to apologize, and this is one of them. he is gentle, but his love is loud as he allows his tongue clash against yours, the wet squelch filling up the room as he allows himself to be drunk with your lips.
when kento lets go, his breathing is heavy but satisfied. "i'll take care of everything from then on, okay?" he says as he caresses your face and a smile creeps to his face when you lean towards his touch with a nod. "will you be releasing a statement?" you ask.
"yeah, i'll contact our lawyer about it and then we'll see what we can do." his answer earned a curt nod from you. kento noticed pursed your lips, obviously thinking about something.
"are you still bothered by the comments?"
"no, i mean, i'm a bit upset about how people were talking about me online but i'm just curious as to where all this came from." 
"hmm, yeah, we'll take care of that too, for now, just rest your pretty mind and always remember that i will never leave you. that okay?" his gentle voice makes your heart feel full, and that's you know that your husband will always be at your beck and call. "yeah." you answered as you give his lips a quick peck, "i love you," you added.
"i love you too."
not a even a day later, the JJK LABEL had released a statement and an article regarding the fake news that had surfaced.
Nanami Kento Slams Fake Divorce Article: "Don't project your problems in your love life through me and my wife."
"the article itself and the comments are horrible and people are stupid enough to believe something that came from a tabloid known to release fake news. maybe this just tells about how gullible and stupid people are for believing groundless rumors and not my relationship." the artist stated.
"to everyone involved in the release of this article, we will see you on court and i hope you have any evidence about your claim. to the people who threw disgusting comments about my wife, please worry how alone you are instead of snooping around our relationship." he adds.
that day, kento's fanbase rejoice as the tabloids finally got their karma when it was reported that their company was finally shut down.
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FUSHIGURO TOJI:
it was a normal day in the fushiguro household until megumi bursts in through the door with a loud and resounding—
"dad, what the fuck?" 
"megumi, language, please!" you warned him.
your word goes through megumi's ears and went to his dad who is currently lounging in the living room reading his script. he paid his son's words no mind and gave him a raised eyebrow, urging him to continue.
"your name is all over tabloids because of a forum post. look," megumi says as he faces his phone screen to toji's face. to say that he's horrified to what he just saw is an understatement. so, with a worry mind, you go behind toji's lounging chair and read what's on the screen.
Acting Veteran 'T' Caught in An Affair! 
At the night of Tuesday, Actor 'T' is caught leaving a hotel with a seemingly younger woman clinging on his arms. The two are being lovey-dovey in their Shibuya rendezvous. Actor 'T' is currently married with a child which makes everything even more scandalous. What would actor 'T'’s wife and child think about this? Seems like the man really took a liking towards sneaking away with younger women.
Actor 'T'’s identity will be released by [MM/DD/YY] so stay tuned! For now, let us know your thoughts below.
user_1: actor veteran and the code is T? must be toji then?
user_2: this is definitely toji lmfao he looks like someone who would fool a younger woman
user_3: his wife must be so rusty now so he's running to the younglings LOL
user_4: respect for having the balls to cheat on his wife after this long, ik his ass is itching
user_5: @user_4 LMFAO should've done it sooner! bet he doesn't want to pay child support so he's staying 😂
user_6: NOOOO the GOAT got caught damn we were rooting for u 👑
"what the fuck?" both you and toji's voice were erupting in the whole room. out of shock? anger? rage? megumi is not sure but there is one thing he's sure of, both of you are being scary right now and the red in both of you and husband's eyes are almost showing due to the high range of emotions you were both feeling right now.
despite knowing that toji is utterly in love with you and he was actually with you that day, it scares him that his father is facing this kind of scandal. people are horrible out there trying to ruin his father's career that he worked hard on and this is the proof.
toji might be used to having false rumors spread about him all over the years he is in the acting industry, but what he can't take is people talking shit about his wife and thinking less about her. the comments that he just read just woke up the rage inside of him.
"mom?" megumi had called you since it's been minutes when you had gone quiet. the sight before him broke his heart. 
your eyes are trying not to let your tears fall, but the comments are too hurtful to ignore, too cruel to set aside. even though you know that it's covered with a codename (barely), you exactly know it's your husband that they are talking about. you're hurt about the comments but you're most scared of your husband's career coming to a screeching halt.
you suddenly feel your husband hug you so tight and you let it all out. his shirt might get damped but toji doesn't care, comforting his wife comes first. he then tells megumi, "call our lawyer, tell him what we just saw, they'll know what to do," megumi frantically nods and gets out of the house to do what toji had said.
"come on, ma, let's go and get some rest." toji had urged you to go with him.
"pa, this is so ridiculous, i know you know how to deal with these but this is just too much, they're targeting our family now." the sadness in your voice and the tears that flow through face break toji's heart. you don't deserve this. these assholes needed to be taught a lesson, and he knows he won't be nice about it. "i'll take care of this, 'kay? i love you and megs so much, angel."
toji's voice somehow calmed your senses and you let yourself cry in his arms until you're left with no tears. "i'm sorry, i'm too old to cry like this." you said as you try to wipe the remnants of your tears from your face.
"no one's too old to cry, darling," toji coos, glad that you're finally able to calm down, and caresses the back of your head. then, a sly smirk forms on his lips, "you know what else we're not too old for?" 
genuinely curious, you look up to him, "what?" you asked. 
toji leaned down and whispered, "another child, think we can give megumi a sibling?" and gave you a mischievous look.
"toji!" you exclaimed as you smack his chest, flustered of his words. 
"gross, get a room, and is now really the time for this?" you suddenly let go of yourself from toji's grasp the moment you heard megumi back in the living room. toji chuckled, "i got it all covered, both of you rest up and i will deal with all of this." toji walked towards where megumi is standing and gives his head a gentle pat, "no one's gonna ruin us, alright?" 
the conviction in toji's voice made it clear to both of you and megumi that he already has a plan in mind, and you trust him enough to believe him. he has never let the both of you down, after all.
the next day, news break out the the person who posted the rumor on the online forum is caught with other criminal charges aside from the defamation he just attempted to do. the horrible comments also seem to magically disappear.
Fushiguro Toji Busts Down Anonymous User, Other Criminal Charges Involved
"I hope this serves as a lesson to everyone else. I'm not backing down until everyone gets what they deserve for ruining the names of the people I care about. I will not let go until every single horrible person who rises their tongue against my family is punished." Toji stated.
"Be careful what you read and comment online, please don't forget that the people you talk about are not just subjects, but real human beings." The veteran actor added.
the fake news spreader should have really known not to deal with a veteran who is powerful enough to protect the people he cherishes.
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edit: i just noticed that i wasn't able to add the ending to toji's part 😭 my apologies, i fixed it now!
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swerveable · 2 months
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EDIT: I HAVE BEEN INFORMED THAT I MAY HAVE BEEN MISINFORMED, AND THAT THERE IS NO DECISIONS BEING MADE TODAY (THE 8TH) TO DECIDE KOSA. NONE THE LESS PLEASE DO NOT STOP CALLING YOUR REPS. WHEN IT DOES GET VOTED ON WE NEED ALL THE SUPPORT WE CAN GET TO GET IT TO FAIL.
TALK ABOUT KOSA LIKE YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT WE CAN'T HAVE IT PASS!!
If you care about Palestine, racial, lgbtq, religious, or other minorities you NEED to care about KOSA. Email your state reps and call them!! Calling will do so much more than an email. Sending both can do more.
SPEAK UP AND BE LOUD!!
SAY NO TO KOSA!!
https://www.tumblr.com/prismarts333/747035840217300992/theyre-gonna-push-kosa-through-senate-everything?source=share
Go through the my page and search Kosa, and you'll find resources.
GET IT TRENDING TO GET IT ENDING!!!
Tagging this in fandom tags for more coverage, because this can be, will be, and is already serious.
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starryarles · 1 year
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just got done playing games w my brother and a friend:[ i feel like shit for some reason,, i think i just need to sleep it off,, and i have an appointment tomorrow so i'm kind of excited abt that
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dainesanddaffodils · 10 months
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Today’s Good Omens posting is about *spins wheel*
how Crowley’s self-loathing colors the way he sees Aziraphale’s interactions with him and how we should take that negative bias into account
I’m not even gonna talk about the whole final scene/misunderstanding because we’ve all talked about that one by now. Instead I want to talk about Crowley’s description of the 3 reasons Aziraphale calls him:
(Paraphrasing) “you’re bored; you need to tell someone about something clever you did; something’s wrong”
this is a succinct breakdown and it lowkey paints Aziraphale in a bad light; Aziraphale only calls Crowley when it’s beneficial to him; this is a transactional relationship
but like, I think, to some degree, those 3 reasons are simply the only reasons Crowley can actually imagine Aziraphale being interested in talking to him. The last one is a common song and dance between them, sure, but what about the first 2?
Aziraphale calling out of the blue, rambling about how things have been slow and quiet in the neighborhood of late and wanting to take that time to catch up - Crowley can’t fathom ‘Aziraphale missed my voice and wanted to make sure I was doing okay’ and turns it into ‘Aziraphale is just bored obviously’
Aziraphale calling, absolutely giddy, talking a mile a minute about something clever he’s done can’t possibly be ‘I’m the first person he wants to share his victories with, the person whose opinion matters the most to him now and always’ so instead it’s ‘Aziraphale just needed someone to tell this to before he popped’
(There’s an interesting thing implied here as well, which is that it’s Aziraphale calling Crowley regularly and yet we talk about how Aziraphale isn’t taking initiative in the relationship but I digress)
Point is, I think Crowley knows that Aziraphale likes him, it’s part of what makes everything so heartbreaking - the way he ends up being rejected in spite of that - but just like I think he misunderstands Aziraphale’s heaven proposal because he can’t see that Aziraphale thinks he is better than heaven already, he misunderstands any reason Aziraphale would possibly reach out to him as some level of wanting something rather than… just wanting to talk to him. He doesn’t recognize that he is Enough for Aziraphale, no strings or acts of service attached.
We just need one amazing kiss conversation to set this straight
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tinycoffeeroom · 22 days
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more than enough | lando norris
face claim: none ♡
request: here !
requested: Hi lovely, I loved just friends!! Since reading, all I’ve been able to thinking about is bestfriend/roomate Lando. Maybe you’re not able to join him for race weekend and he hasn’t heard from you, like at all. When he returns, he thinks you’re not home until he hears the sobs and realises something is really wrong. Maybe you’ve broken up with your boyfriend and Lando is standing on the other side of your locked bedroom door, absolutely in love with you and hurting because you’re hurting 🫠
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📍 Miami
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landonorris WE FUCKING DID IT!!!!! P1 in Miami!!!!! you bitches can't call me lando nowins anymore!!!
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fan you can tell lando runs his own social media... ↳ mclaren it is our biggest burden
oscarpiastri well done mate! well deserved! ♥️ landonorris ↳ landonorris you next osc!!!
maxverstappen1 i said i'd have to collect my wins before you start coming for them, congrats winner! ♥️ landonorris
mclaren our papaya boy, you will always be loved (heart) ♥️ landonorris
fan WHERE IS Y/N?????? ↳ fan lando said in an interview that she couldn't come this week!!!! i'm sure she texted / called him
fan i know y/ns screaming and crying at the fact she couldn't be there this week
fan no lando / y/n hugging photo :((((( i miss my best friends
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f1gossip Lando Norris' roommate and best friend Y/N L/N was caught in a heated argument with her recently debuted beau outside a restaurant in Monaco. The person who sent the photo in was too far away to hear the argument, but said Y/N seemed despondent to the situation, watching her boyfriend walk away before paying the bill and leaving quietly. Soon after, waiter's came to each outside table and told them Y/N sent her apologies for the commotion.
fan y/n :(((( was he the reason she couldn't go to Miami????
fan i'm gonna dox him ↳ fan i mean... i'm not gonna stop you
fan i have a knife.
fan i hope he's an ex boyfriend now wtf???
fan do you guys remember the pics of her and lando talking at padel and her bf was shooting DAGGERS at lando??? yeah somethings going on there ↳ fan we hate insecure men
fan lando i know u have money and connections i need this man to disappear
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It wasn’t unusual for you to go radio silent after a race you weren’t able to attend, especially one on the other side of the world. Lando was used to a simple “congrats on P4!<3333” or wherever he had placed that time, and then you would be off to the land of dreams as he went about his day, shuffling between meetings and the media paddock. 
Today was different however. Lando had actually won. He’d won his first ever race and his best friend and roommate was virtually nowhere to be seen. He couldn’t help but feel a little angry at you, you knew how much P1 meant to him, the hours he had spent moping around the little apartment the two of you shared after a bad race and the rants he would go on when he placed P2 but was inches from that ever so elusive win, slipping just through his fingertips. 
He fired off one last text to you before sliding the phone back into the waistband of his fireproofs so he had his hands free to accept celebratory fist bumps and handshakes from every garage along the paddock. 
The lack of communication from you slowly slipped his mind after he had interview after interview, the kind and excited words of the journalists filling him with pride as they recall just how far ahead of Max he had been. Sure, his mood soured everytime someone mentioned that he got lucky with the safety car but his mother always told him that luck was something to utilise, not something to rely on. 
When he was finally free of the media’s hands, he checked his phone again. No messages from you which made him sigh, but one from Max. Opening their text thread, he’d dropped Lando a location pin for a well known bar in Miami along with the sentence “9pm, be there or be square, race winner”. 
To be quite honest, Lando doesn’t remember much of the party. Hell, he doesn’t even remember getting there, Zak having plied him with glass after glass of champagne during their debrief. He’s pretty sure Oscar had been the one to zip his fly up when they met outside their hotel rooms before the party, hands moving up to recentre his shirt so only a slightly scandalous amount of chest showed. 
Sitting on the private jet, again courtesy of Max, he thumbed through the last text thread between the two of you. You’d seemed fine, mentioning that you were going out for a meal with your boyfriend before the race started, and then… nothing. Complete and total radio silence. 
Maybe you were still with your boyfriend, too wrapped up in that jackass to notice the 17 messages Lando had left you since last night. 
God, he hated that guy. Ever since the day you had introduced him to Lando, he’d had a bad feeling. The guy was too touchy, arm wrapped securely and possessively around your waist like Lando was some kind of threat. 
And maybe he was. 
If he’d just manned up and told you the truth, that he’d loved you since the moment the two of you met one sunny day when he was still an F2 driver and you were the sister of one of his rivals, then maybe it would be his arm draped around you. 
Instead he had smiled, rolled over and showed his stomach like a runt at the bottom of the food chain, and watched from afar as the guy whisked you away under a mottled sunset. 
He felt a nudge at his side, eyes meeting Max’s curious ones. “Still no reply?”
He sighed, shaking his head as he pocketed his phone once again. “Maybe she’s busy…”
The excuse sounds weak even to his own ears, and when Max simply hums unbelievingly, he sighs again, mind torn in half at the elation of his win and the sadness of your ignoration. 
Sliding the key into the door, he listened ahead for any sign of life. The sound of dishes clinking in the sink, or your playlist of noughties hits that he always pretended to hate but would secretly sing along to when you weren’t looking. 
The silence that blankets him is unnerving. Too reminiscent of when he’d moved here alone and had all but begged you to join him, promising a rent free and easy going life. 
Checking the kitchen, he sees it’s exactly as he left it last week. The living room is barely lived in, the odd throw misplaced from the back of the sofa. His game room door is still shut, as is both his and your bedrooms. 
As he walks through to drop his suitcase off in his room, dreading the amount of washing that will fall out of it when he gets the energy to open, he hears a noise. From your bedroom, specifically. 
Checking his watch, he sees its 2 in the afternoon. Normally, you would be up and out by now, dragging Lando to whatever new fad you had seen on tiktok, or to the padel courts where he would inevitably lose to you. 
Leaning so his ear presses against the door, he can make out the shuffling of sheets. Maybe you had decided to do some laundry whilst you waited for him to get back. But then, the sound of sniffling joins. 
He freezes on the spot, ear still pressed haphazardly to the wooden door. The sniffles get louder and louder, soon joined behind an unmistakable sob. He can feel his heart drop to the floor, his stomach joining it on its tumultuous way down. 
You were crying. And he had no idea why. 
Pulling away from the door, his hand hovers the knob. Should he knock first? Should he just leave you to it? Normally, when you were sad, you would sneak into whichever room he was in, either reaching a hand out to lay against his back or sitting close enough so your thighs touch. He knew you needed to feel some part of him in order to ground yourself, and he always obliged. Oftentimes, the two of you would end up cuddled on the couch, some soppy chick flick on the tv as you gave into the warmth surrounding you, eyes closing as you rested your head against his shoulder. Despite how much it hurt to see you sad, he couldn’t deny these quiet moments were his favourite part of any day. 
Another sob breaks out, the sound so cruel and visceral, it was as if it had been yanked from your very soul. He forgoes knocking, hand twisting the knob harshly. He tries to push it open, only to be met by a force pushing back against him. 
You’d locked the door. 
In the 4 years of living together, neither of you had ever once locked your bedroom doors, knowing the other would knock before entering but still feeling comfortable enough to forgo privacy so the rooms could be open to the other whenever. 
“Y/N?” He calls out hesitantly, as one would approach an injured bird. 
The sobs become muffled, more shuffling of sheets before you call back to him, voice weak and torn along the edges. “Lando?”
He normally loved when you said his name, but the whine that accompanies it today leaves a sour taste in his mouth. He knows he should ask what’s wrong but he doesn’t know where to begin. He’s never not known why you’re sad, the two of you an open book shared between friends. 
He starts the only way he knows how. “Did you watch the race?”
More shuffling of sheets and when you respond, your voice is closer. “I’m sorry Lan, I didn’t get a chance to.” A moment of silence passes between the two of you. “How did you do?”
He wants to be angry. He really does. The one time you don't watch a race and he only goes and bloody wins it. “I won.”
“What?” Your voice wobbles, wondering if you were imagining what he had just said. 
“I won, Y/N. My first P1. 7 seconds ahead of Max.”
He waits for your response, probably some form of congratulations spoken through wood given your current mood. What he wasn’t expecting was for you to unlock and slam open the door, the both of you wincing as it bangs against the wall. “Say that again.”
He takes you in for a moment. Bloodshot eyes rimmed with violet, tears still making their way down flushed cheeks. You’re wrapped in your duvet, only your head visible as the duvet covers what is probably bedhead and your favourite set of pyjamas - flannel trousers and a t-shirt of Lando’s you had stolen at some point. 
Shrugging his shoulders, he smiles warily at you. “I won.”
Throwing yourself at him, he takes a moment to steady the two of you, arms wrapping around the mass of duvets surrounding you. He can feel you crying again, tears soaking the collar of his shirt. 
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Lan. I should have watched, I mean you won and I wasn’t even there to watch. I’m sorry, please forgive me.” You choke through the words, fingers digging roughly into Lando’s back. 
He winces at the feeling of your nails digging into his skin through the shirt, squeezing you even closer to him. “Don’t be sorry. Something obviously happened.” He uses the mound of duvet to pull you away, eyes flickering over your face. You look heartbroken in more ways than one. “What happened, sweet girl?”
Your lips quiver at the nickname, a hand poking through the duvet to reveal your phone. After 3 tries of using face ID, you huff, angrily putting in your passcode before turning the screen to Lando. 
He scans the screen. It’s an instagram post by some F1 gossip page. He recognised the user as one who often tried to paint him as some womaniser, taking any regular interaction with a woman as a sign he was sleeping with them. 
This post, however, is different. He sees you first, mouth in a tense line as you stare blankly at your boyfriend. Then he sees the caption. 
The anger returns, festering and dark, this time directed to your dickhead of a boyfriend. “What did he do?”
You sigh, locking the screen and pulling your hand back into the duvet cocoon. “I said I wanted to go home because your race was about to start. He got angry and accused me of being in love with you. I pointed out that I was literally on a date with him. He called me every name under the sun, told me we were over and then stormed off. I’m sorry, Lan, this isn’t good publicity for you.”
He scoffed, eyebrows raising skyward. “I dont give a fuck about the publicity, I care about you. How dare he speak to you like that?” He can tell the angers bleeding into his tone but he’s about 2 seconds away from finding out where that prick lives and beating him over the head with a padel racket. “Are you ok? Do you want to put on a chick flick? Order a takeaway? Go to a rage room and plaster his face across every breakable thing?” Moving closer, he rests his hand against your jaw, nudging it between your tear stained skin and the soft duvet. “Tell me what you want me to do and I’ll do it.”
Sighing, you nuzzle against his hand. “None of that, Lan. I just want to cry and forget what happened last night.”
Swallowing his pride, he nods. “Do you want me to talk to him? I can tell him we’re not in love with each other. Just best friends.” The ending comes out a little bitterly, but he hopes you’re too distracted to notice. 
You smile up at him affectionately. The simple curve is enough to make his heart flutter from where it had picked itself off the floor and wormed its way back into his chest. 
Reaching up to lay your hand over his, lacing your fingers between his, you sandwich it between the warmth he so craved. “I just want to be with you. You make everything better.”
He reflects your smile, brushing his thumb along your cheekbone. You wanted him, just him, and for now that was more than enough. 
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