Thinking about food all the time is so embarrasing to me.
I think my PMS is causing me more hunger and cravings than usual for unhealthy foods. I’m literally battling inner demons as I post this. TBH my current worst enemies are cravings, calories, and hunger.
I just want to be that girl that casually “forgets to eat”.
Like just now I was dreaming about tomorrow’s dinner. Like brain, you fatass, STFU. I’m tryna sleep.
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How does Cai feel about xer weight gain in the story where xe is a restaurant reviewer?
oo a very good question!
As a review writer, Cai is inclined towards cynicism. Xe prefers to go into things expecting the worst, with the possibility of being pleasantly surprised. More than that though, Cai just genuinely likes having a good moan.
So when xe notices that xe’s putting on weight, Cai’s reaction is to start complaining about it to whoever will listen, without actually doing anything to solve the issue. What’s more, xe soon realises that xe actually finds the whole situation rather… exciting.
Basically, Cai will whine about how xe put on ten pounds last month, and xer clothes just aren’t fitting right, and xe has several restaurant reviews to finish this week! And then xe will go into xer room and jack off while fondling xer belly.
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TW: fatphobia, diet culture, ableism, ED
Gaining weight is not synonymous with “letting oneself go.”
That phrase as a whole wreaks of neurotypical ableism anyway, but I usually hear it as a euphemism to “show concern” for someone who’s recently gained weight.
Gaining weight can be perfectly healthy. It can be a powerful act of self-care.
And I don’t just mean skinny people “finally putting some meat on their bones.” I mean anyone - fat, medium, skinny - gaining weight.
Gaining weight can mean someone is eating intuitively rather than stripping themselves of essential nutrients for a diet. It can mean they are working to love their body rather than fit it into a smaller pant size. It can mean they are fighting to unlearn a lifetime of internalized fatphobia and diet culture. It can mean they are actively recovering from an eating disorder. It can mean they are simply happier and caring for themself in a more wholistic way.
“But if someone’s gaining weight it probably means they’re depressed.”
And yet some people *lose* weight when they’re depressed. Weight gain is NOT a sign of depression. I’ve gained nearly 40 pounds since being in a relationship and I’m the healthiest mentally that I’ve ever been.
“But what if it’s ‘unhealthy’ weight gain?”
As a nurse, I am well aware that there are serious medical conditions that can manifest as a type of weight gain (for example heart failure causing fluid overload), but first: that person’s medical history is none of your business, Karen, and second: there are also serious medical conditions that can cause weight *loss.* So if you’re gonna show your “kind concern” for every person you know of who’s been gaining weight, why aren’t you doing the same for every single person who’s *losing* weight too?
If your goal is to lose weight, that’s perfectly fine. Just don’t assume that’s everyone’s goal. Don’t assume everyone is healthier if they’re skinnier. Don’t assume everyone who’s fat is unhealthy. And STOP disguising your fatphobia as fake concern for someone’s health.
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Im desperate for people to talk with about my horrible fat gay men brainrot if my last behemoth of a post wasn't giving it away
plz interact with me. I wont bite, I pormis
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In case anyone was wondering, this is how I picture Emile, my ai character you can chat to~
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Restricting, seeing the numbers go down and then go up without any reason, is the most painful thing ever.
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In his life after HYDRA Bucky finds a new goal he wants to reach.
Fandom: Captain America (Movies)
Pairing: None (Bucky Barnes)
Additional Tags: Weigth Gain, Tight Clothes, Button Pop, Stuffing
No matter how many times Bucky tries to readjust his position, his waistband gets more uncomfortable with every bite. His shirt keeps riding up to show off his spare tire.
One last bite.
A sip of coke.
He sways backwards for some momentum to stand up and—
Ping.
At once the pressure eases. Bucky can barely see over his stuffed gut—something shiny on the floor.
Instinctively he reaches for his waistband, but all he finds is fat. Only by leaning back can he reach the frayed hole where that button used to sit.
Another dress size conquered and outgrown.
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No that big after dinner, guess i need more food
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