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Wip, YES AGAIN ‼️‼️‼️

Drew this from in game Forsaken experience!!
I was the classic guest & my friend was party noob, we were in a server where everyone was 𝙛𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙮 except us..
Like bruuhhh why is it so common mann, this is a kid's platform 😭

Okay byeee mga bading bakla bayot tomboys‼️
#art#fanart#forsaken fandom#forsaken fanart#i love forsaken#forsaken#roblox forsaken#forsaken roblox#roblox guest#roblox noob#roblox#forsaken skins#forsaken guest 666#forsaken noob#noob forsaken#party noob forsaken#classic guest forsaken#noob x guest#people problems#weird server stuff#have a nice day
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Phil: The last time I got like, legitimately fckin' angry on stream was when my- my Egg child died. Sorry– my two Egg children died in a really dumb way, and I got genuinely pissed off. And that was– that was the last time I got like, visibly mad.
Sneeg: Dude, that sht looked stressful. That server looked stressful with- with the Egg stuff.
Phil: It was! Mhmm. It fckin was, it was like, crazy! I got to meet a lot of really cool people, so I'll always just be thankful for that, and not just think about the stressful times, like...
Sneeg: True. Yeah, well... Ain't that life. [Laughs]
Phil: [Laughs and says in a sing-songy voice] "That's life!"
Sneeg: Ain't that life– of being like "Wow, a lot of this was very scary, but at least I got to do some cool sht, I suppose." [Laughs]
Phil: [Laughs] Yeah.
#Philza#Sneegsnag#QSMP#The Realm SMP#They're on the Realm server but talking about QSMP#Phil and Sneeg were talking about the faction stuff right before this#Timestamp ~ 5h 10m Phil's stream#December 18 2024#Sorry about the weird audio thing near the start I have tried everything to fix this stupid program but it just isn't working#ugh#Sneeg#Phil
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does anyone else ever feel like they never Fit In fandom spaces like. sure i create stuff SOMETIMES but i feel like such an outsider in the fandom and idk why asdkfsakdf

#this might be because i dont really create stuff much#i just kind of hop in eveyr now and then and post#mayb if i actually wrote more fics and drew more art i'd feel more...involved...idk#LOL idk#i want to have more friends in the ml fandom but i am just. so so bad at talking to people#and i am not in any discord servers besides the one i made myself#mostly bc i dont know where to find them#also bc im afraid ppl just think I'm weird or annoying or off-putting sjfsjdfs#it's the tism#text post
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random sketch of grian realizing hes stuck with the watchers
#my art#sketching#grian#i dont like this too much i feel weird tagging him AJKDJKAD its au stuff ok...........................#(the context is the watchers already made him believe all his friends disliked him. so them leaving the server was the last sliver of hope#(he already has abandonment issues from not having parents)#(hes stuck in another realm and no one is coming and he messed up he messed up !!!!!!)#he does eventually think his way out of this situation. it involves explosions and portal magic#i turned up my stabilizer each doodle haha
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I do really want to terrorpost but I don't feel qualified to be in that fandom man...... everyone is so smart and creative and they all have advanced degrees and I'm just sitting here like I think the lieutenants are in love :3
#also I am too weird about George#I'm going to get banned from terrorblr for saying what I want to do to that strange blonde autism creature#Starky's original posts#Anyways they have an online convention that doubles as an academic conference for polar exploration enthusiasts. Because of course they do.#And I signed up watched the webinars opened discord for the first time in forever and lurked in the server. Very impressive very fun.#Very reminiscent of every other gathering I've ever attended in that I knew no one and said nothing and did nothing#and emerged feeling only second-hand emotions.#ok that wasn't what the post was supposed to be about wtf#anyways I am excited for tomorrow's stuff#they have two of the actors attending but luckily none of the Lieutenants#so I don't need to have myself destroyed like a wild animal that might be rabid and you can't afford to take a risk lest it go mad and kill#Show has me regressing to childhood Hodge-style my dudes I am incapable of all speech all I can do is hold George in my hands#and show him to you so so shyly#You ask me what I have there and I burst into tears#<<< person who lied and has not actually emerged from months long mental health episode yet#But the holidays are coming up so NO TIME! I NEED TO GET PPL GIFTS! FOCUS! GOODNIGHT <3
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Ah, nothing like a good morning with your royal wife and your “no lighting at home” lovely husband 🥰
If you want to put something funny in their cups there’s this blank version:
#thanks to the discord server once again🔥🔥🔥#Azula is just grumpy because she woke up and she is not allowed to throw lighting at anyone#but she is gonna be fine#she just needs a good cup of morning coffee and a hug from his husband#apologies if they look weird but I haven’t draw as often as I used to#at least not for personal stuff until this month#because I finally finished a big project and now I have vacations yay!#O am not sure why but I think Azulaang has an special spell on me#when I feel stressed or I have art Block I suddenly draw Azulaang and it looks great#or at least decent#anyways appreciate the power of Azulaang🔥💖🔥💨#korranok art#azulaang
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How it started
How its going
#mmMMMMHHHHHHH JUICY JUICY GS#but also!!!! good weight no gaps no UV weirdness on First Test hella#celebratin rn cause woof I wasn't TOO confident hgfhg#I tested all the vanilla mlsetups and there's a lot of cool things there#I might make this into a big pack but. Not sure#I also wanna keep it stinky and not go into the kitsch corpo stuff huh#I'll see I'll see :3c really happy with it#Should go up for testing this weekend if you're in the cyberpunks and LL servers#ohyeah and hhhhhhh its gonna be Masc only 🚶♂️#modding yap
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being a fan of false/ren/both atm is kinda weird and surreal in these times because you have to carefully tread around in your mind to avoid thinking about upsetting things (which consist of like 50% of the total stuff in your head) and you have to rewire your longtime neural pathways but it’s necessary and doable lol
#the friend group.#took a look at my drafts on main and the stuff i had painstakingly saved/ written… idk what to do with it so im just not doing anything#every time i see someone go ‘oh those two didn’t really interact with anyone else im on the server’ im sitting here with gritted teeth.#but no surprises people never gave a shit#it feels weird. esp as a false watcher.#like to explain to the hermitcraft fans it’s like what happened to the sbi fans when wilbur came out as a piece of shit. but less severe.#i do think a lot of people stopped giving a shit about iskall after hc6 so they automatically ignored everything he did#i think it’s actually insane because as a false/ren/both viewer you can’t just fucking pretend things never happened#it’s been one year since hc10 started 🙂 and things have changed 🙂#there’s no way people have forgotten HOW hc10 started and all the. stuff. that i now don’t look at.#i am fine i am either diassociating or narrowing my scope but it’s still ??????#anywayssss this was prob make lifeseriesifcation worse and false is the only non lifer hermit woman yayyyyy this can’t go wrong yayyy#i do think it’s nice that we don’t know what ren thinks about this like yesss none of our business#can’t wait for more ignorance from the fandom yippee#iskall situation#discourse#salt#ria.txt#ppl celebrating hc10 woohoo new hermits yeah and im over here trying not to think about it. i am not thinking about 90% of it.
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It’s odd how lots of writers basically turn Inspector Javert into Claude Frollo?
In the original novel Javert is not obsessed with Jean Valjean. It is not his life’s goal to capture him. He is a police officer who is bad because he is a police officer; he’s bad because he’s just doing his job, and his job is to enforce cruel violent bigoted inhumane laws. He reunites with Jean Valjean by coincidence and just seems mildly annoyed by it. He doesn’t care at all about Jean Valjean any more than he would care about literally any other criminal in the world (until the barricades, which is the first moment when he does develop complicated emotions for him.) Javert isn’t bad because he is obsessed with Valjean— he is bad because he is a cop, and as a cop it is his duty to be mindlessly cruel. He is indifferent to Jean Valjean on a personal level. He is not obsessed, he’s an authoritarian.
But Frollo!
Frollo is a character who has a deep personal obsession with someone, pursues them relentlessly out of that personal obsession, and then uses the law as an tool to abuse them. Frollo is the one who makes it his life’s mission to capture some random person who did nothing wrong and use the full power of the law to torture them for his own gratification.
I kinda don’t understand why it’s so common for Les Mis adaptations and stuff to turn Javert into Frollo by making him ~personally obsessed with Valjean~ and ~making it his life goal to catch him.~ It severely undercuts the novel’s political message about the evils of the prison system, and also just makes Javert a far shallower and less compelling character. It makes him evil in a way that isn’t even interesting to read and has nothing very valuable to say.
#Les mis#bbc Les mis vague post#i feel like im a fandom old because I get so easily tired by ‘javert was obsessed with Valjean’ stuff XD#Because like!#because like Javert is Bad. but he’s bad in a really weird compelling way#and people always make him bad in a boring way#I do think Javert gets obsessed with Valjean#after the barricades#but it’s only after the barricades#I think people are so drawn to the really explosive vulnerability he has after the barricades#that they try to like . force it into all the scenes that happen beforehand#but like#the reason Derailed has the impact it does#is because it is such a massive contrast from the way Javert usually thinks and feels#anyway#me and my discord server get it 😂
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Given that their composition changes so regularly, any team I currently support may be made up of completely different players, coaches, and administrators in five years. In what sense, then, will I be supporting the same team that I support now?
adam kadlac, the ethics of sports fandom
been thinking about this a lot lately, especially in relation to the growing trend of fans (in a variety team sports) supporting individual players as opposed to teams. what compels us to continue supporting a team even after the youngest player at the first match we watched has retired? what identity, independent of the players who make it up, does a team posses? even after players have been traded, coaches have been hired and fired, and ownership has changed hands, there remains some spirit so foundational to the being of the club that allows us to identify it as the same. this, i believe, is it's grounding in and connection to a particular place.
i find it particularly telling that the practice of supporting individuals over teams is perhaps most prevalent in sports where there is a concerted effort made to scrub away a team's sense of place to make way for sponsor based identities, such as formula 1. the sport's international nature and high team turnover rate (tied to sponsors, of course) likely also plays a part. what, then, is driving this change in other sports?
football has always been a sport where teams have been intrinsically tied to a place. while the player over team support trend has yet to become as prevalent in football as it is in some other sports, it does seem to be creeping in. this could be potentially chalked up to a number of factors. perhaps it's the globalization (read: mostly increased american interest, as the rest of the world has been playing football happily for years) of the sports, introducing fans who have no personal connection to the place a club is from, and therefore lack allegiance to the club. maybe it's the steady increase in foreign ownership of teams, to an extent where this erodes away at fan's visions of a club as a physical manifestation of the spirit of their hometown. perhaps stronger personal branding of players is a part of it; they're no longer simply an agent of the team, but an individual in their own right, worthy of being followed no matter where they go (there is something to be said here about the relationship between personal branding, increased sponsor opportunities, and the fact that having ten individual players shill your product is better than the singular entity that is the team). whatever it is, i do find it a little sad - it renders teams somewhat purposeless, empty husks whose only purpose is to house players, otherwise devoid of value.
#had a though. it expanded. have this weird condensed abstractish thing#in my mind there's a fat chunk after paragraph 1 where i actually prove the stuff about place w everything the server was discussing earlie#and like. a deep dive into the f1/broader motorsport aspect of it. and other sports where this is quickly happening#cycling mutuals do u see this happening? bc that's another team sport where team identity is mostly i think more sponsors based?#plus the fact that cycling teams function so differently...so many sacrificial guys all for one special guy#and tbh i feel like while this may be happening in football it's at a CRAWLING pace#which speaks to the clubs connection with communities#like bilbao liverpool barca ect are just SO ENTRENCHED and inseperable from their respective places#there is a chapter in this imaginary paper about team names. bc so so so many footy team names are THE NAME OF THE PLACE#or are super duper tied to the name of the place (arsenal ect)#side note do we think the prevalance of american arsenal fans has something to do with the lack of an overt place name in their title?#anyways. yes names. and when u look at sports where player support is happening faster it's the ones where hella teams are named forsponsor#probably something to be said here about saudi pro league naming convention (not place based at alll) and the general identity and existenc#but that's a whole nother nuanced discussion#ANYWAYS. if u read till here mwah ily send me ur thoughts#sports#squish speaks#sport + place
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EEYAAAAGGGHHHH GO GO RAREPAIR MULTISHIPPING GADGET
#also p.s btw PLEASE do not be weird to me about this pleez shakes and wobbles like a sick baby deer#I got a really odd anon ask last time I posted my bulkbee doodles and it had me feeling real weird#im just a lil multishipper girly out in this big big world... of tumblr dot com...#if you dunno what multishipping is it just means you like to engage with different kinds of ships with the same characters and stuff !! ^^#hope this helps!! /gen#anywayz ermmmm this ship popped into my head and I was feelin really silly about it for a few days#btw fun fact!! did you guys know btw that blitzwing is apparently a sculptor of sorts?#it was apparently implied in the tfa comics because he like made a statue of megatron#a friend in another server told me abt that !!! twas quite a fun fact indeed tee bee eych#fruity artist guy activities#my art#transformers#maccadam#transformers animated#tfa#bulkhead#blitzwing#bumblebee#tfa bulkhead#tfa blitzwing#tfa bumblebee#bulkblitz#rarepair
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how do you cope with being the most annoying human being in the world?
I hate being socially anxious
#vent#sorry I forgot to tag stuff#like#its so weird#I feel so unwanted#I guess I saw a post from someone that triggered some memories#like every time I join a server or a group nobody ever talks to me#even when I post stuff there#but when its other people they always talk to each other#why dont they just kick me out already?#social anxiety#I guess
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I don't see it as a retcon I see it more as like the aftermath of s2 so like
Everyone basically regains their memories somehow
C!discduo choose to separate from each other despite remembering both old and new memories. The memories of them as friends, and the memories of the past as enemies. I imagine c!dream finds c!punz and leaves with him to another smp.
c!Tommy goes back to dsmp with still some kind of missing memories which is why he thinks he only has one life?. Maybe he mjsrembers the nuke too. C!Jack remembers though.
everyone else pretty much didn't return to dsmp and moved on
This is cope for me but I choose to interpret this like in this way cuz I rlly liked the og ending.
But see now that’s even more speculation and head canon than canon. So we are forced to fill in the gaps for this one conversation to make any lick of sense. It’s not the “og” ending it’s THE ending. People are so desperate to retcon it because they dislike it… As I mentioned before this would not only undo the clingy duo and staged duo finale it’d undo the Eggpire finale, because that breakfast item was on the track of world domination and had killed everyone so unless the world is covered in vines which I haven’t seen pictures of, then this retcons that whole group of ccs’ lore too and the fancy videos they made, which again not only doesn’t make sense but also is disrespectful to the ccs who put time and effort and thought into their lore endings. Two ccs logging on the server and having a conversation a year later doesn’t get to undo that. And the fact people would even consider so, just highlights how much people hate the finale and how many people didn’t watch all the lore.
#why is this even a thing… we’d have to do more work to make this fit canon then to ignore it so why is this even a discourse or discussion.#it doesn’t make sense. just make it... just make it a dream or variant timeline like we do for the Sam prison role play on the mcc server#like yall know im all for some weird canon and stuff but this ain’t it. it isn’t canon period and its so disrespectful to all other ccs to#day any different.#hello there#dsmp#dream smp#dsmpblr
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i feel like over the past few weeks ive gotten progressively more vocal and weird about pomni and i cant tell if im embarassed abt it or not....
#maybe thats just like. smth akin to recency bias and ive been just as weird abt her the whole time#there IS the bones post#(which i should rb again)#but like. i think this blog truly is an archive of me getting increasingly#obsessed with pomni#not uncommon . i do know its not uncommon#but im like how did i GET here#like 3 months ago i was going yeah i like her! shes fun!#and now im. gestures at All That#i mean i think ppl following me dont mind since this is the Be Strange Abt Ur Fav Character site#everyone does this here#but i do wish id post more art again i feel like ive been tlaking more than drawing#which isnt like inherently bad but does make me a bit sad#i need to make IMAGES#... also honestly this is in my nature. im always like this and it runs in the family#i was showing my mom my pomni cataloguing server and she was like this isnt that weird to me because#she does stuff like this w her favorite story and movie (wizard of oz)#shes told me before that when she was first living on her own shed play out the whole movie in her mind by memory for fun#and had a notebook where shed write out the entire script of the movie (and did this multiple times)#so like. it was inevitable that i would be a little like this abt my interest HAHA
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nvm turning gitm around in my brain again. Sol they could never make me hate you
#me spending hours to catch up to gitm while working through a scene on my own stuff is a weird experience#because of my. style imitation thing. I like to dissect how qwille writes#I am a sunflower truther but sol will always hold that place in my heart#I am not going to touch that discord server very much though I’m still scared of it#quirky rambling
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is there a way to talk about your feelings that isn't a burden on others. or is it actually best to just lock everything away so as not to ever cause discomfort. and is even talking about this very problem not just creating a sense of unwanted obligation
#sorry im on this dismal thought train again#idk. i don't ever feel like other people are burdening me when they talk about their feelings#but consistently the experience ive had when i try to open up in a space that isn't my blog or a discord server#outside a few exceptions is that i get pretty brutally shot down#which leads me to conclude that most people actually don't want to know#and im just. kinda weird i guess#so in the end my blog and discord servers feel like the only safe place to talk about stuff for the most part#at least on thursday i can ask the therapist about this and get her view on it#also to be clear im not talking about unburdening my soul to random strangers or people i don't know well#im not totally socially inept
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