#when i tell you i am not fine-
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on my way to work i met the love of my life and i will probably never see him again
#goodbye goodbye goodbye you were bigger than the whole sky#you were more than just a short time#how often does it happen that you see someone that is like 100% your type and this person literally turns around three times to look at you#and how often does it happen that you are listening to a musical and this person literally compliments your music#he literally pointed at my headphones and did this: 👌#and smiled#and then left#and i was listening to hadestown so loud that im 100% sure he could hear it so it wasnt about my stupid pink headphones it was about music#when i tell you i am not fine-#I WILL NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN IM SURE OF THAT#just kill me pls#he was so handsome and that is one thing#big beautiful brown eyes hdhdhdhd#amazing smile#but also#if he recognized what im listening to and he likes musicals#that is just another green flag#UGHHHHH#but sincerely can you hear me?*
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Emily Prentiss & Aaron Hotchner
Criminal Minds 7.19
#when i tell you im fine i really need you to understand that i am not and to put me directly into the psych ward thank u#criminal minds#emily prentiss#aaron hotchner#hotchniss#criminalmindsedit#cmedit#tvedit#cm gifs#is she holding onto him???#im going to find whoever got me hooked on hotchniss and kiss you directly on the mouth and then smack you over the head with a brick#*mine
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imagine if sif was having a period during the loops and didnt notice until after act 6
daily 16.5: me and my stupid blinding looney tunes gender be like
#hey i know this is personal. but fun fact: i didn't notice when i was on my first one#yeah i somehow powered through that. just oblivious as all hell. don't know how i didn't really notice what was going on#and yes i still have trouble differentiating them from stomachaches at first. so i can believe this happening#yes i saw you sent in two suggestions. yes i'm taking them as suggestions. yes i am drawing them both. can't stop me teehee#and finally yes i AM going to tag this as spoilers. it's without context but like daily 16 it's minor enough that it's fine to post#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time siffrin#isat fanart#siffrin#isat#isat siffrin#siffrin gimmick blog doodles#siffrin gimmick blog suggestions#can u tell i really like big unhinged grins :>
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I can't find it now but there's a post about suspension of disbelief and how it's broken when the story starts trying to excuse it. "character gets knocked unconscious for hours but there's no further issues from this" okay 👍 "and actually this makes perfect sense because of this and that" um no it doesn't why are you lying to me. like i am willing to ignore the holes and the discrepancies!! all you need to do is let me and not bring unnecessary attention to it!!!
and all that is my issue with the whole robin child soldier argument. like i am willing to ignore it i am willing to engage with the fantasy literally all you need to do is NOT try to convince me that Actually It's Fine Because They Want To Do It or whatever. like literally just shut up about it and i can engage with the fantasy!!
#my dc posting#dc#robin#batman#like. if you want to tell a story and not worry abt the child endangerement thing just DONT BRING IT UP ???#all you're doing when you bring it up is telling me this is something i'm allowed to think abt when it comes to the story#and then you tell me Um Actually It's Fine ?? no! what the fuck are you talking about!!#i am tryinggggg to just have fun n read fics your lil “isnt that child endangerement and kinda fucked up?” “no actually they wouldve done i#anyways bla bla bla batman couldnt have stopped them bla bla bla''#is COUNTERPRODUCTIVEEE#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#<- tagging the robins sorry#sorry this just. this topic annoys me so much#...also ''batman couldnt have stopped them/they wouldve done it with or without him'' are literally#just factually incorrect in jason's case. he did not in fact start on his own and the only thing batman wouldve#needed to do to stop him is literally just NOT make him robin BUT- at this point im just beating a dead horse on that topic#w how many times i bring it up lmao#like. in real life you cant just knock a person unconscious for hours with no consequences on them.#but i dont care when it happens in fiction despite being not realistic!! bc its fiction!!!#unless of course the characters out of nowhere do a lil sidequest PSA abt how actually doing that is fine#and completely safe with no risks#yknow??#like if that happened id be annoyed and like no its fucking not fine why are you trying to convince me. just move on and dont bring it up#and I wont bring it up#anyway. yeah these are just some thoughts im having rn sorry its not more coherent and put-together i cant be assed rn lmao
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#engaged#finally#i love them your honor#when i tell you i watched this almost a month ago#thats how behind i am on posting stuff#haha#cute things#proposal#the nanny#fran x maxwell#maxwell x fran#fran fine#maxwell sheffield#fran drescher#charles shaughnessy#love#5x15
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✴️🥕🔸🧡🍑🍊if you catch me supporting mclarens constructors charge mind your fucking business 🍊🍑🧡🔸🥕✴️
#they deserve to lose it. make no mistake this is giving Alex in 2020. keeping him after the break and telling him all will be fine#before dropping him in the last race when he wanted to celebrate with his mechanics#@ helmut @horner @rb corp I am in your fucking wal#and under your floor boards#and in your fucking suitcases#you deserve to be bitch slapped around the track by McLaren
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Lil warm up doodle because I'd been playing some Thropes and then watched some dubbed DunMeshi and am a Damien Haas enjoyer so. Enjoy a Shez.
#fe warriors three hopes#shez#i usually watch subbed anime but my brain recently hasn't been able to process subtitles + not english#like my brain cannot filter the difference and then i simply get stressed out because i dont know what was said via reading#and its been... bad tbh#so i swapped over to the english audio but still with subtitles and its been fine !#i also really enjoy how damien sounds so excited cause when i would watch him stream#and he would go on a story telling adventure it was so enthusiastic and genuine#and i like how he has that same vibe in the show#that said i have never drawn fanart for dunmeshi and dont wanna start now while i have other art obligations#i can dabble with learning how to draw different characters after i do comms if i feel up to it#but fe is such a default for me its really easy to draw as a doodle/warm up#also im incredibly biased to being fond of damien cause he commissioned me for emotes for twitch#which is incredibly flattering and no other va has bought art from me ? so thank you mr haas for the honors#i also am a shez enjoyer and love the vibes of both shez looks
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the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!☆
(…it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valley…🥲)
poseref
#in the remake hugh and the player’s kid are the same number of years apart#so i can see them having very similar conversations n friendship#surely these two kids will grow up well adjusted and they will have no lasting effects from this kind of isolation. they will be fine#i have been thinking a lot about what their childhoods were like. i want to protect both of them#everyone who has anything to say about them as kids says that both of them were not well behaved children at all#tei says rock was rambunctious and energetic and hard to handle. sebastian says lumina was less than amenable#rock says he was bored to death when he first came here and lumina asks you not to tell romana that she’s lonely#lumina also hated wearing dresses so. she is very mad and ready to bite people maybe#sos awl#bokumono#my art#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon#story of seasons#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokujou monogatari#i like to imagine a au where pony and cecilia come to visit their family’s respective farms#so these two can have more friends ;w;#i am always thinking about how they were both severed from their families and taken in by someone else at a young age to live in nowhere#and they are both not exactly enthused about following the path laid out for them#headcanon ⚠️ i wonder if rock’s moving out on his own happened when he was a teenager. he was extremely confident everything would work out#anyway he got fired from every job ever and after many years came crawling back. and he came crawling back blond#at the time of chapter 1 lumina is baffled by the state of the guy she grew up with. why is he using dated slang and wearing disco costume#she is also kind of mad at him for having been gone for so long#hc rock probably had more freedom as a kid than lumina did which probably annoyed her#once again takakura retrieves a small rock from the goddess pond and he’s covered in poison ivy bee stings etc. no remorse#lumina from her window on the hill feels somehow jealous of these misadventures#lumina mentions in her heart event that she doesn’t often visit the beach because her skin burns easily#meanwhile rock was probably playing outside always. if his kid is any indication#idk i like thinking about the history of this extremely small village
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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i have been stewing in the hate crimes md content for almost a month now, why did nobody tell me that house's subconscious (the Amber hallucination) literally told him to tell wilson he loves him. that happened on my screen. i rewatched it 5 times with my volume all the way up bcs it felt like a fever dream. pain and repression show.
#what the fuck#why havent i seen 1500 gif sets of this#the way he shouts ENOUGH to get her to stop talking is also delicious#and like.#after a season of detached and emotionally unavailable wilson...#when he finally tells house he is fine with things getting back to normal between them...#after this makes house happy and hopeful for exactly 2 minutes... she appears and crushes down whatever hope he might have had#but not before hiving us this not before making it abundantly fucking clear that no matter how hard he tries to suppress it ITS ABOUT WILSON#the fucking 'so this is the story you made up abt who you are'. it hit me so hard. he is calling himself out on being repressed#he is also so fucking insane abt wilson i am feeling unwell#hate crimes md#house md#repression md#hilson
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Mathew Baynton in Midsummer Night’s Dream at the RSC
#mathew baynton#mat baynton#a midsummer night's dream#bbc ghosts#wonka 2023#rsc#when i tell you i gasped#that suit is actually gorgeous on him#idc if it’s supposed to be comedic he looks FINE AF#😍😍😍#the hair isn’t my fave but who cares I am NOT looking at the hair of all things tbh#🥵🔥😍#he is so gorgeous#also I stand by the fact that he looks HELLA young here#wtf his skin looks amazing#damn like he is just tooooo perfect for REAL
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wow ive been kind of off lately I should take a day to rest an[explosion]
#[.art]#self#complaining tag#I'm good. I needed to draw about it but I'm good. it's fine. whatever#love it when I barely ask you for money to Live outside of gifts and 30 a month. and then you withold the gift SOMEONE ELSE GAVE ME#that's fine it's totally not as if I told you I need that money before. and you decided I was a bit too mean#about you compiling a document I Need To in order to keep the room and board in the place I am living in. by the way#she proceeded to change topic completely to the weather and forget about anything ive told her on the clothes I have here#or about the courses I follow. she takes notes for my sister's classes but cannot be bothered to remember i dont have exams in april#that's fineeee it's fine. it's fine. I know my sistser needs the help and I don't. I would rather die than ask for her help anyways#you can at least pretend to forget about both of us equally instead of telling me I should graduate in two years because im smart enough#which I am not. by the way. At least when I will fail at something I'll have the opportunity to tell her I told you so thank god#dont get me wrong i know her giving me compliments is a good thing I just sort of wish the were things actually about me#and not about the idea she has about me being some kind of prodigy that's simply too lazy to actually be exceptional. anyways
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can i not even be a part of a whatsapp group about our local nature conservancy without that jumped up wannabe estate group in our area punting their shit
#they seem to be under the impression that they can form a private security company with the word estate in ot and that makes the area#an....estate#and that because 51% of residents signed up they can start putting signs up and demanding that all other residents must acquiesce#to their rules. um. no?#no offence but if you want to live in an estate you'd...live in an estate#also c'mon guys it's because the comrades are coming up#i am...58% reading too much into this but also it's been four years and i'm just fucking annoyed about it. go away. get out of my face#stop acting like other residents are deliberately going out of their way to sabotage your project when in reality most people are fine#not me though! i'm going to deliberately phone the municipality about their newest batch of signs <3#apologies for the suburbia blogging; can you tell i hate it here?#will delete later
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I love characters not being able to tell they're being deceived by a shapeshifter!
Love the audience not being able to tell they're being deceived by a shapeshifter!!!
#Don't get me wrong; zero shade towards my shapeshifters who are very 'obviously' shifters (Jake; Amethyst; etc.)#But smth about those where you realistically *couldn't tell* you're dealing with a copycat just hit different for me#Of course they tend to have obvious visual e.g. tells for the audience; but those often either don't exist within canon or I can ignore#And when even *we* can't tell? Even better!#Also Spy counts as an honourary shifter. Because what is shapeshifting but making a disguise out of your flesh and blood?#If you can't shapeshift naturally; store-bought is fine#In hindsight I think that's two words but I am not rediting the image so I'm spelling it like that in my own tags too#shape shifter#my little pony friendship is magic#changeling#thorax#darkwing duck#camille chameleon#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#pokemon#ditto
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social media influencer and the "roomate" behind the camera
#you just know liberty posts tiktoks around the appt and when her followers see carl in the back they go “omg show us ur fine ass roomate?”#so liberty tries to get her in front of the camera but the most carl gives her is a 3 second clip of her going 😐#and the crowd goes WILDDD#matching tats on FULL display in this one btw ☝️ first time they have been since the og lookbook can u believe#*liberty#*carlotta#*carl and bert#ts4#ts4 edit#ts4 cas#ts4 portrait#the sims 4#sims 4#all edgar sisters + their lovers are officially looking as hot as can be i am satisfied........for now#you can tell the last 3 posts are supposed to go together bc theyre all using the same cas bg! right? RIGHT GUYS??#definitely going back to black after this
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So in a good news/less good news thing, I might have found out the cause of the Unexpected Floor Time!
I got my blood test results back and my sodium was on the very very low end of normal. Still technically in the normal range, but very not normal for me, so my issue may have been that this week I am more sodium Georg than usual???? I mean I do have salt wasting syndrome but also I eat so much salt every day and I am on medication to help me retain salt better (fludrocortisone! it's great!)
So anyway that's why I have not got much crafting done this week. I've been extremely tired and unsalted lol
Oh wait the good/less good format! Okay so good news is might have an answer and it's not any of the worse options, less good news is that I need more damn salt lol
#the person behind the yarn#HOW how am I low on salt#I eat SO MUCH SALT and I take salt pills!#how am I an unsalted potato chip of a person???#I don't even know what I meant by that but I am leaving it in because it made me laugh#also: my glucose continues to be in the fasting range when I am very much not fasting#and like. I had to see a different doc than usual so I could be seen faster#and I mentioned I was prone to low blood sugar#and he was like 'Why? None of the medications you are on cause low blood sugar'#and it was like. dude. sometimes people have low blood sugar! not sure what to tell you!#I keep testing in the fasting range when not fasting!#my lowest blood sugar at the doctor's office in the last year was 79! I was not fasting#in fact I'd had a whole gatorade right before walking into the office#anyway I'll be fine I'll just take more salt pills and snack more frequently but uggghhhhh
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