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moonstruckme · 11 months

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White Lies

summary: when you come back to work soon after getting injured on a case, all you can think about is keeping the public safe from your latest unsub; Spencer's thinking about keeping you safe

cw: case involves kidnapped and murdered women, but no details are given

Spencer Reid x bau!reader ♡ 981 words

You’re aching from sitting up straight in your chair, but you do your best to ignore it. You keep your eyes firmly on the screen as JJ presents an overview of your new case, doing your best to look engaged and attentive. A consequence of your job is extraordinarily perceptive coworkers, which means that when you have something you want to keep to yourself, you often have to go to inconvenient lengths to avoid notice. You’d hustled like never before when you’d gotten the call to come in, getting yourself situated in the briefing room a good ten minutes before anyone else arrived. That meant no one had been around to see you limping into the building, taking your time to sit down in your chair, or downing two extra-strength pain relievers with your coffee.

Emily had expressed some surprise at seeing you back at work so soon after you were injured in the field and you’d gotten an odd look from Spencer, but neither of them had time to question you further before Hotch entered and began asking for details about the case. This one’s got to do with women being kidnapped and subsequently dumped in rural Texas, and not to be dramatic, but no physical pain can be worse than the torment of not being able to help catch the guy who’s doing this to them. All you have to do now is avoid giving anyone on your team reason to question your capability.

“News networks have already published some details of the case, so we’ve got some damage control to do,” JJ finishes, “but the local law enforcement is very eager for our help and it seems like they’re going to be open to what we have to say.”

“Good. Y/N.” Hotch isn’t even looking up from the case, but you snap to attention. “You’re cleared to travel?”

“Yes.”

“Good.” He snaps the binder shut. “Wheels up in thirty.”

Everyone else stands, and you stall, waiting until all backs are turned before pushing yourself up out of your chair with a grimace. Spencer turns around at the door, stepping aside for Garcia to pass through, and then you’re alone.

“You’re cleared to travel?” he asks you.

“Yes,” you repeat yourself.

Spencer crosses his arms, standing just barely in front of the door. You could push past him if you really wanted to leave, but he knows you won’t. You and Spencer haven’t been together for long, but he’s always had a way of reading you when even the other members of your team can’t. You keep your face carefully blank. “You’ve barely had any time to heal,” he says. “Who would clear you?”

“A doctor.”

“What doctor?”

You sigh, crossing your arms to match him. “My friend Maggie.”

Spencer’s eyebrows knit together. “Doesn’t your friend Maggie live in Chicago?”

“She does,” you admit.

“So how did she determine that you were safe for travel?”

He’s frowning like he already knows. You think about not answering (what’s he going to do, whine to Hotch about it? They need everyone they can get for a time-sensitive case like this, and you know Spencer is just as aware of that as you are), but then you catch the flicker of worry in his gaze. It’s hard to be angry at him when he’s clearly doing what he thinks will help you most. “We talked on the phone,” you say, softly but still firm enough that you hope he won’t argue further. “I told her I feel fine, and she cleared me.”

The sigh that leaves Spencer is so long and heavy you’re surprised his ghost doesn’t come out at the end of it. “Sweetheart,” he says, coming forward to wrap his hands around your arms. His thumbs rub synchronized paths, up and down on the skin above your elbows. “You know that’s not the same as having a doctor actually check you over. We both know you’re not fragile—” he gives you a small smile, and you feel a tug on the corners of your lips in response “—but your body is vulnerable right now. The last thing you need is to make it worse by getting hurt again in the field.”

You can’t look him in the eyes. You can handle a verbal lashing, but it’s softness like this that wears you down, and Spencer knows it. You fix your gaze on his chin, trying to think past the sproutling of guilt he’s sneakily planted in your gut.

Spencer gives your arms a light squeeze. “Let me just talk to Hotch,” he says, pushing his advantage. “I’ll tell him about the mixup with your clearance, and then he can decide if you should still come along on this one or not. I’m sure Garcia could use the help if you stay back.”

You look at him, feeling like a kid chastened for being outside after dark. “Garcia’s a one-woman army, she doesn’t need me. You guys need all the manpower you can get for this case.”

“I know.” Spencer’s tone is consoling, and that only makes it worse. He drops a kiss on the top of your head. “But I need you to be safe even more than that. Hotch might still decide to let you come, okay? Just…you have to be honest about these things, sweetheart.” He gives you a disappointed look, and you have to look away from his eyes, well-meaning as they are. “Your health is a serious thing. We need you for years, not just for today.” He ducks, catching your gaze. “Okay?”

“Okay,” you say quietly, and Spencer gives you a smile, kissing your cheek.

“Okay, just give me a minute,” he says, and if he weren’t on the way to foil all your plans, you’d say he looks downright merry as he starts towards Hotch’s office. “I’ll let you know what he says.”

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hornychristianprincess · 4 months

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EUNSEOK NSFW A-Z

a/n: this is just my personal analysis based off my perception and observations of eunseoks personality. all of this is fiction/fantasy

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Aftercare is the way a cold Eunseok shows his affection. Given that he isn’t the best at articulating how he feels sometimes, it’s through his actions after sex that he shows his love and appreciation for his partner. He asks what you need and gives it to you. The better the sex is, the better the aftercare will be.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

On himself, he likes his dick. He has this confident smugness about him that just makes me think he takes pride in his ability to fuck. I’d also imagine that he gets a lot of eager or surprised reactions whenever a partner sees his dick for the first time, which would only add to his cockiness (no pun intended) about himself.

On his partner, he likes a nice chiseled back and shoulder blade area. He’s someone who loves coming up behind his significant other and leaving kisses on their neck and back area. He goes crazy when his partner wears a backless dress that stops just above their waist. There’s also something about a pretty silhouette that does it for him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

He’s not picky about where he comes. In fact, I think he’s a bit spontaneous and lets however he’s feeling in the moment dictate where he chooses to come. I can see him pulling out of you right when he’s about to come and releasing it on your chest or mouth.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

We know that Eunseok earns his nickname Rock because of his cold and sometimes emotionless persona, and I think it’s because of this persona that he’d be afraid to admit he has a total praise kink (receiving). There’s just something about the way he carries himself that makes me think he is a bit egotistic and likes to hear nice things about himself. Being told by his significant other as he’s fucking them that he’s doing so good, or that he’s filling them up so well, would make him come so fast. To that end, I think for the right person he may even find the courage to ask if he could sub for them on some nights.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

His confidence to me suggests experience, but I haven’t learned enough about his pre-debut life to make any strong conclusions.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

I think Eunseok shies away from any position that forces him to look into your eyes. It’s harder for him to say the filthy shit that he says when it’s to your face. I imagine him liking reverse cowgirl or doggy style the most. However, when he does get in those moods where all he wants is to fuck you slow and sensually, he’ll opt for either missionary or fucking you up against something, like a wall or over a table.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He is very goofy during sex, always cracking jokes but not allowing it to break his focus or make the environment any less intense. He has that sort of dry sarcasm that no doubt bleeds into the bedroom. He likes to make deprecating jokes about how desperate you’re acting, how wet you are without him having to touch you, and how insatiable you appear.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Given that I believe Eunseok is partial to his own dick, I think he puts a lot of thought into how it looks. If he’s hairy, it’s a groomed sort of hairy where he controls the exact length. When it comes to his partner, I think Eunseok can be a little immature in that he looks at a hairy pussy as a sign of you letting go of yourself. He likes to know that his partner is putting in the effort to make themselves look good for him.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Intimacy does not come naturally to him. I think he generally likes to keep things light and fun. Sex is the one time where he feels like he shouldn’t have to bare his emotions. Still, he is fully capable of intimacy and has his moments where all he wants is to fuck you slow and deep, saying all kinds of romantic shit in your ear in the process. I see him doing this during jealous or post-argument sex. It’s his way of communicating his complex feelings to you in a way he can’t so easily do with just words. In a way, intimacy is something he doles out almost as a punishment or a warning to his partner, letting them know that his regular joking nature is a privilege to experience.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

I see him as someone who jacks off pretty often. He knows his own body well and has memorized exactly what to do to get himself off and be satisfied each time. I think he’s a little disgusted by most porn though, and prefers to masturbate to images or videos that he’s saved of his partner.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Degradation (giving): I’ve already alluded to him having a big ego, and there is no better ego trip than to see his partner lose all of their composure in their effort to fuck him. Just the thought that someone would want him so bad that they’d beg for him is a turn on. He’s very quick to point all of these things out verbally, teasing you for your desperation. And the fact that you’d be turned on by him saying mean things about you only adds to the pleasure for him.

Orgasm Denial/Edging: Eunseok has some exemplary self-control and would have no problem dragging out the sex for hours if it meant he could watch you squirm and writhe as you beg for him to let you come. The power of being able to wave your orgasm in your face like a piece of candy is alluring to him. He’ll wait to the point of pitying you before he gives you what you want.

Lingerie/Lace Kink: Eunseok likes the idea of a partner putting lots of effort into looking good for him. Coming home to his partner freshly showered, smelling good, and wearing the prettiest lingerie would be a dream come true. He’d want you keep your lingerie on as he fucks you, something about the juxtaposition of you wearing something so delicate while getting absolutely ruined. And the feeling of lace against his skin, or even better, his cock as he pushes your panties to the side and pushes in and out of you, is awesome. Could also see him masturbating with a pair of your lace panties while you’re away.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Eunseok has his daily life persona and his sexual persona, two entities which he likes to keep completely separate. With that said, I think he likes fucking in places that don’t remind him of the former. Trying to say the filthy shit he says while in his dorm or family home would be too awkward for him to combat. He’d hate to be reminded of just how dirty he got when having to return to these places later. He’s just not able to get into it if the environment has some other meaning to him.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Eunseok is turned on by his significant other wearing clothes that give peeks at their body but don’t reveal too much, like a dress with a slit or a draped dip at the front that shows just the tiniest hint of cleavage. He’s turned on at the thought of his partner getting ready for him to come home, preparing themselves by putting on the nicest perfume and clothes. He’s turned on by someone who is responsive to him and his teasing, someone whose pride isn’t too big to stop them from being teased. He’s attracted to someone who is comfortable letting him lead. He never wants to feel like he’s judged or as if he has to explain why he likes what he likes.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

He’s turned off by someone who doesn’t view sex as a spectacle in the same way he does. He never wants to get to the point in a relationship where you become so complacent that sex just becomes rolling over in bed whenever you’re bored. He wants his partner to always view sex from him as a privilege and act according. He wants a partner to always have the same giddiness and excitement at the thought of seeing him. Apathy is a no no for him.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Loves loves loves loves messy, wet head. On nights where his first desire is to be inside of you, he’ll have to stop you from giving him head back he knows it will make him come embarrassingly quickly. His favorite way to receive head is in the morning, when he’s sleep and gets woken up by an orgasm.

I think Eunseok mostly sees giving head as a means to get you ready to take his dick. His preference is to finger you while using his mouth to say all kinds of filthy shit to you. He’s a major tease so expect your orgasm to be snatched away by him several times. He’s very dominant when giving head, giving you directions to look at him the whole time that if disobeyed will cause him to stop completely. He also likes pinning your wrists down on the bed, preventing you from trying to direct him.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Eunseok likes to fuck rough – deep, hard thrusts are what he likes the most. In terms of speed, he’ll alternate depending on how close you are to coming.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

I think Eunseok prefers having a bit of lead time before the sex to get himself in the right headspace. Spontaneous sex is fun, but as I alluded to in previous answers, the idea of sex being just something you do and not a memorable act is dismaying for him. He also doesn’t want to have to rush, either. Still, if you were to offer to give him a quick blowjob before going out somewhere, he’s not gonna say no.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

I think Eunseok has a hard time getting into the mood if he feels like there’s a chance of getting caught. In terms of experimenting though, I think Eunseok is always game to try out new kinks so long as he’s established a non-judgemental and safe environment with his partner.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Outside of situations in which you’re giving him head, Eunseok knows how to last for a loooong time. His self-control allows him to slow down or stop altogether when he feels like he’s about to come. Once he’s came though, he’s usually down for the count.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Eunseok is down to use toys on his partner but I don’t see it as being a regular thing in his sex life. I think he prefers to have you feeling good because of him and not because of an external object. He would only want toys used on himself in situations where he and his partner had a prior agreement about him subbing and he's had time to prepare himself mentally. Otherwise he wouldn’t want to relinquish control in that way.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

As I’ve already established, Eunseok is a major tease. Whether it’s through his words or his actions, he’s gonna make you have to beg for that orgasm.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He is a straight up yapper during sex. At some points it will feel like he’s more so making observations to himself than even talking to you. All he does is growl about how wet you are for him, how you’re such a desperate slut for his cock, how your pussy is so greedy with the way it’s sucking him in. Outside of talking, he makes a lot of deep grunts and groans. All in all, this guy is pretty loud and not ashamed of it.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

I can imagine you and Eunseok coming back from some kind of formal event. Both of you were turned on by seeing the other dressed up, but Eunseok, being the composed person he is, didn’t let you know so easily. You, on the other hand, only needed a few complimentary drinks in you before you were all over him, begging him to take you home and fuck you. All he did was chuckle at your advances, scolding you yet deep down feeling just as turned on as you were as he watched you grow more and more restless. “You’re such a dirty, filthy little girl, aren’t you?” he tsks into your ear, his voice deep and chilling in a way that let you feel the impact his words ripple through your spine. “We’re in a room full of my colleagues and all you can think about is fucking me.”

When you finally got home, you were stumbling through the door of your shared apartment, hands all over each other as your lips connected in a passionate kiss. He would try to tease you, hand reaching between your legs to touch you through your panties, but you’d push at his wrist. “Can’t wait anymore, Eunseok. Need you to fuck me.”

He’d chuckle at your eagerness but nonetheless begin pulling at his belt. “That desperate for it, are you?”

You’d nod your head shamelessly, already working on removing your dress from your body. “Don’t act like you’re not just as eager to fuck me as I am to feel you inside of me.”

He shrugs his shoulders at that, rubbing the silk material of his dress between your fingers as he moves to bend you over your kitchen table. “Can’t argue with that. You look so fucking sexy. Wanna fill you up with my cum.”

When he fucks you, it’s hard and rough, each thrust sending you up the table. He’d smack your ass and pull your hair and rub your clit until you were screaming for him, and then, right when you began to clench around him, he’d pull out of you and switch positions so that you were on your back.

“You’re so cute when you’re mad at me,” he’d joke as he observes the pained expression on your face at having your orgasm ripped away from you. Kissing you on the lips in apology, he’d push back into you and growl, “We’re not done until I have you crying over how good I’m fucking you.”

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He just radiates big dick energy to me. I think he’s at the very least girthy.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Like I’ve already alluded to, his discipline is strong and therefore I think he could go a long time without fucking. He relies on his partner to initiate sex and goes along with whatever their sex drive is.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Once he’s done with aftercare, I think he still likes to stay awake and just talk or scroll on his phone for a few hours. Having sex almost gives him a boost in energy. He’ll fall asleep whenever it feels right.

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goingmerryfics · 6 months

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Hello!! I recently found your blog and I love it!! ❤️

I was wondering if I could request something!

Kid, Mihawk and Law with a partner who’s into gothic clothing. uwu

Gothic style S/O w/ Kid, Mihawk & Law

Content: Gender Neutral reader, SFW!

Notes* Glad to have you! Thanks for the request :) Out of anyone, I think these three would be the most accepting/understanding of someone with this style and even indulge in it a bit themselves so I tried to make this a little more personal to each character. That being said, I feel like they turned out a little shorter than normal, but I hope you still enjoy it!

Kid

He wouldn’t even bat an eye if this was a regular thing to be dressed in gothic style. It’s pretty common around the crew, and even if it wasn’t, Kid appreciates the aesthetic of the style

He also just doesn’t give a shit what you wear as long as you can do your job

Looking good while doing it is also a plus

For that reason, he would help you out with your makeup for sure. Not that he has much experience with it in the first place, but he just likes any excuse to look at your lips

On the other hand, if your weren’t introduced to him in black and chains, he wouldn’t recognize you if you just up and changed your wardrobe

You walk out of your room in your new style, the one you’ve been wanting to try for years and never had the bravery to out of fear of judgement

But after joining the Kid Pirates, it didn’t feel so scary to go outside of the world’s expectations

“Who the fuck are you!? How’d you get on my ship!?”

After managing to convince him not to just throw you overboard, he does the unthinkable

“Oh. You look good. Better than that boring shit you used to wear.”

He compliments you

Kid will pick at your outfits and give unsolicited advice on how to coordinate or style your clothing

He isn’t one for making jewelry, but he might try if you can’t find anything that would match your clothes

Mihawk

No comment from him. You’d have to outright ask him what he thought, and even then it would be a short answer

“Yes, it’s a good look on you.”

He isn’t actually looking at you when he answers, but it’s genuine

You’d find him staring at you quite often, though

He enjoys the style on you, especially since his style is very close/similar to gothic

He respects your backbone for sticking to what makes you happy, and he’ll encourage you to stick up for yourself if anyone has anything to say about your look

Honestly, he’s seen people look and dress a lot worse, so he doesn’t see why anyone should be making unnecessary comments

Despite being a man of few words, he would still compliment your outfits every time

He, having a eye for the fashion, would also help you coordinate and mix up your clothing items and accessories to freshen up the looks

“That won’t do. We need to get you some earrings that will match this.”

It’s such a sweet way to spend the time that you two have together

Law

Law gets whiplash at first

His emo phase is coming back to him all at once and he’s cringing internally

But despite his own emotional setbacks, he is happy if you feel comfortable dressing this way

He’s very level-headed, so there’s not going to be a very big reaction out of him right away

His perception of you hasn’t changed, and it won’t anytime soon

“Express yourself however you like, just make sure you don’t alter the uniform too much.”

He’ll warn you that the crew might ask some dumbass questions or make rude comments

He also will ask you some questions, very carefully, not wanting to sound ignorant

He would come to your aid if you needed support, especially within his own crew

If you’re the type to wear a lot of make-up, he’ll be on your ass about cleaning your face every night

He’d even help you do a skin care routine to make sure you were taking care of yourself!

If you bother him enough, he’ll start to do it with you, too

Gets you stuff that remind him of you, things he believes may align with your style

All in all, he’s pretty indifferent to the style, and may even be open to dipping back into it a little bit

He looks great in eyeliner, but damn it he keeps smudging it

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cyberbun · 10 months

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I really really wanna be a girl but I'm afraid that I'll never look the part...

Yeah, I get you. Me too. I know this is where I'm supposed to give some wishy washy "awh hun you ARE A WOMAN no matter what you look like mwah mwah" type reassurance, and that is true, but I know that's not what you're looking for. Sometimes the way you look does affect you. You're not your appearance, your gender is more than what people say it's what you should look like, but all the philosophy in the world can't make the dysphoria go away all at once. I'm like that too. Some days I look in the mirror and want to tear my skin off, and I always feel a little condescended to when people say it doesn't matter if I don't "pass", as if I'm doing this for other people and not to feel comfortable in my own body.

What I can say is this. If you want to be a girl, and you want to "look" the part of one, then start taking steps towards getting closer to your idealized self. If it feels like what you want to be is an unobtainable goal, then get as close as you possibly can. Go to an informed consent clinic and get started on estrogen, work out, buy clothing that works with your figure. If you want to, grow out your hair, learn makeup, or any other appearance-focused things you feel self-conscious about. You don't have to do it all at once. Some things will take a very long time, some things will take a lot of trial and error. Take it at your own pace. There's nothing wrong with wanting to "look like a woman", but don't think of it as something you either can or can't do; rather, slowly work towards an attainable goal. Don't think of it as a binary "girl/boy" switch, think of it as a gradual change in your presentation and self-perception.

And, of course, remember that yes, as much as I side-eye the "you don't need to pass or be pretty or look the part" line of thinking, it's true. You don't have to "look like a girl" to be a girl, you just have to look like you, whatever you want to look like. If you want to be a girl, that's because you are one. I spent so many years in the closet because I thought wanting to be a girl and being a girl were different things. They aren't. You know yourself better than anyone, even if you feel your body doesn't match what you want it to be.

Mine doesn't either. Don't feel that if you're not a thin-waisted reddit egirl you're not worthy of being what you are; just look at all the women around you in your everyday life and notice how different they all can be. I can't tell you how to find beauty in yourself, but I can tell you that you can, no matter who you are or what you look like. It takes work, it takes effort, and sometimes it takes trying to find a compromise between what you wish you were and what you can be. But it's worth all the pain and hardship in the world to slowly begin to feel like yourself.

#ask #anon

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innominaterifter · 9 months

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The thought experiment with Siberian.

I like thought experiments, they allow me to look at some things in a new way, to see the blind spots in my view of the world, or notice the existence of stereotypes or automatic ideas about something which I haven't really actively thought about, haven't thought about my perception, my attitude, my vision of it.

Thought experiments allow us to highlight these automatic filled gaps in the picture of the world. This allows us to think about how much the designation on our map of reality is caused by our desire to understand what reality really looks like and how much of this is automatic filling in of blind spots.

So let's move on to the experiment itself. I warn you, there will be spoilers.

Imagine the Siberian from "Worm" in as much detail as you can. Imagine what she looks like. Imagine how she moves. Imagine her next to you.

Do not read further until you visualize it well enough.

Ready? Let's continue.

Now answer yourself two questions.

First, how tall is Siberian in your imagination?

I will answer as I imagined her, but I bet that many of you will have a similar answer.

In my imagination, she is 6′ 1″ - 6′ 5″, something like this.

In canon, she is 5'8".

Question two: Does she have any hair on her body other than hair on her head, eyebrows, and eyelashes?

Do you imagine her with hair in her groin and armpits, hair on her legs, or no hair there at all?

I can speak for myself, I automatically imagined her completely without body hair.

Including because in all the pictures that I saw her is depicted exactly like this. But I think it's not just about the drawings (moreover, the authors of the drawings also took from somewhere the idea of a completely hairless body of Siberian). I think there is a much more general and deep stereotype at work here about the conventional image of the female body.

With height, the mechanism is similar but affects slightly different planes.

Yes, of course, Siberia is a projection and a product of the imagination of its creator, who grew up in the same paradigm and in the same ideas of convention for women's bodies (but nevertheless, in the canon there is no specific indication of this question. If there is, please tell me, I could have missed it).

While I’m thinking about what other options for depicting Siberian can I imagine, besides those that we see in the pictures. There are a couple of ideas of what the vegetation on the body of Siberian might look like and a few ideas of what its coloring might look like that matches the description in the canon but does not copy the arts that I saw.

I don’t know if anyone is interested in my thoughts on this topic, but I wanted to share my thoughts about the character. When creating cosplay, I use the most in-depth approach, although to many, it seems nerdy.

#siberian #siberian worm #worm #parahumans #wildbow #wormblr #worm web serial #cosplay #slaughterhouse nine #feminism #female body hair

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twstgarden · 6 months

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➻ as the general, it is a given that he is quite wise. your preference for intelligent men makes jing yuan a perfect candidate. not to mention, he has lived well over several centuries and gained several knowledge that an average person may not know.

➻ known for his moniker of the "dozing general", jing yuan has a calmer disposition - mostly appearing with a polite smile on his face that gives off a vibe of elegance.

➻ he is quite understanding, and would never be the kind of person who appears overbearing. as an introvert himself, he can tell when you need your alone time. he has his moments too, and knowing that both of you can understand one another in terms of this makes it all the more pleasant.

➻ on days when you fall ill or nights when you can't sleep, jing yuan would be there to aid you in all your needs. you want some tea? he'll go ahead and make it for you. there is no need to bother the other staff when he can do it himself. you need a hot bag? he'll get it for you without you even mentioning it.

➻ a determined and ambitious soul like you surely caught his eye. the way you always prefer to see things through and focus on your goals are some of the many qualities jing yuan likes about you.

➻ he does not mind your blunt honesty. in fact, when paired with your rationality, he thinks it's an excellent quality as he knows he can always count on you for unbiased opinions and honest remarks.

➻ at first, you may appear reserved and observant, particularly during your initial meetings. however, over time, jing yuan begins to witness your more cheerful and playful side. he even finds himself laughing at some of the jokes you share with him.

➻ there will be days when jing yuan approaches you after a long day and embraces you tight, wanting to feel your affection as he truly enjoys your presence, especially on days when things don't seem to go well. he knows he can tell you anything as you are quite attentive, but when all words cease to exist on a tired day, a little physical touch would energise him.

➻ when he isn't busy with his tasks, he would watch you indulge yourself with crocheting - sometimes even asking if you could teach him so you two can crochet some cute little hats or so.

➻ overall, your relationship with jing yuan is harmonious and tranquil. he provides intellectual stimulation while also attending to your emotional needs. effective communication between both of you is evident, and the mutual understanding you share complements each other well.

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━ possible matches: ➻ dr. veritas ratio (a highly intelligent man and may prove to be a great partner, but your socially awkward nature may make it difficult to establish a relationship in the first place) ➻ blade (another great candidate, but may face difficulty with attending to emotional needs) ➻ aventurine (cunning and clever, and can make you laugh, but may face difficulties in certain areas)

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℘ you follow the path of...

❝ the hunt ❞

— ❝ with no end to hate and no boundaries to war, how much concern do you shoulder? with determined eyes and the arrow drawn, the reignbow arbiter needs not turn back hither ❞ —

➻ those who follow the path of the hunt admire determination, ruthlessness, and tenacious behaviour. your determined and ambitious behaviour makes you a perfect candidate to follow the path of the hunt.

➻ a goal-oriented introvert with a hint of an overachiever in their nature. surely, even lan, the aeon of the hunt, would be glad to have you follow their path.

℘ voice lines

【 jing yuan / 景元】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "haneul is quite perceptive. they seem to observe several things that most people won't bother to give a second glance to. i always look forward to the time i get to spend with them."

【 dan heng / 丹恒) 】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "they frequently visit the data bank to check on any random information they wish to come across. oftentimes, they even stay just to read. of course, it's not bad. it's nice to see someone interested in learning."

【 gepard landau / Гепард 】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "haneul is quite reserved and we barely had time to interact properly, but they appear to be the rational mind of the group. they exude an air of intelligence and determination, despite their uh... awkwardness at social interactions."

【 yanqing / 彦卿】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "haneul likes to come over to the seat of divine foresight from time to time, so it's not a surprise that i got used to their presence. though, i... still don't know much about them. they always seem so serious..."

【 luocha / 罗刹】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "oh yes, i have encountered young haneul once. quite the smart one, i'd say. or perhaps, perceptive is the better term as they are able to analyse one's true intentions."

— GENSHIN IMPACT —

℘ your romantic match is...

━ 𝙯𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙡𝙞 ━

➻ the carnation petal has revealed the consultant of wangsheng funeral parlor, better known as the geo archon, to be your best match. his calm and wise nature pairs well with what you seek.

➻ it is a known fact that zhongli is a knowledgeable fellow. having lived over thousands of years, he accumulated several, especially historical, knowledge like no other.

➻ he is also a good listener and would prove to be a reliable source of comfort when you require a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen to your woes. he'd even help you with any problem you have by attempting to fix it with a solution or sharing a tip that would prove to be helpful to you.

➻ he is nowhere near overbearing, but he does tend to subtly pamper you when you are around him. he'd make sure your favourite tea is brewed to the finest quality; in case you need a drink. he'd have your favourite meal ready to be cooked or served in case you get hungry. now, he won't tell you, but it is something he subtly does to ensure you are taken care of.

➻ he's not exactly "clingy" either as he lets you have time to yourself to energise. he finds no issues in letting you relax, and he knows that if you need his attention, you'll approach him.

➻ rarely does he ever initiate small talk with you, mostly because he prefers discussing topics that interest both you and him rather than talking about something dull and unimportant like the weather.

➻ knowing you are an avid reader, zhongli would occasionally gift you books or bring you to book shops to let you indulge in your interests.

➻ you can always turn to him in case you need help with learning a new language. perhaps he'd even be your tutor.

➻ after discovering your love languages, he always makes a point to ensure you feel loved. quality time is something he likes as well, so he'd hang around with you and spend some time to deepen your relationship.

➻ overall, your relationship with zhongli is intellectually stimulating and harmonious. he communicates well with you and ensures all your needs are met, and there is not a single day when he neglects you.

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━ possible matches: ➻ alhaitham (smart and would intellectually stimulate you, but also quite reserved and may find it difficult to establish the relationship) ➻ kamisato ayato (would cater to all your needs - emotionally or mentally, but there is a sense of something missing despite being the picture perfect partner) ➻ baizhu (another one who would cater to your needs, but like kamisato ayato, there is a sense of something missing)

℘ you are bestowed with a...

❝ geo vision ❞

— ❝ the currencies that flow through this land are my flesh and blood. for thus did i become the guarantor of the people's hard work, wisdom, and future. this is the trust i have placed in them. betray it, and you taint my blood. ❞ —

➻ a vision that acknowledges your hard work and perseverance is bestowed upon you.

➻ you focus on your goals and set a plan to guarantee success, but perhaps, you don't place too much importance on your vision and rather view it as a means to an end.

℘ voice lines

【 zhongli / 鍾離 / 钟离】

❚❚ || about haneul: perfect companion

↪ "haneul and i tend to lose track of time when we indulge in our discussions, and perhaps it is a normal occurrence to experience with someone i deem perfect and worthy."

【 albedo 】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "i once stumbled upon haneul sketching nearby. they were looking towards dragonspine as if the snowy mountains were their subjects. their artwork is quite divine, they're a talented artist."

【 thoma / トーマ】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "i've heard that haneul frequently visits the yae publishing house to browse some books that might interest them. i wonder what they like to read..."

【 kaveh / کاوه 】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "ah, the smart one. i've seen them dance once. although, i don't think they're aware that i saw them. please don't tell them. although, they looked quite graceful while performing."

【 wriothesley 】

❚❚ || about haneul

↪ "i'd invite haneul over to the fortress of meropide to have some tea and indulge ourselves with a nice conversation, but they're usually so busy these days."

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the-s1lly-corner · 1 year

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Are you able to do a S/O of Eyeless Jack, Ticci Toby, and the Marble Hornets, with a extra appendage (Like a tail that they just use as a belt) or a prosthetic??

Various CRP characters w/ a reader who has a prosthetic tail!

by default, since i dont do romantic hcs for characters like toby, his part is going to be platonic! nothing against you, its just a personal boundary/rule for the admin!

admin note from after writing the post! i admit that i was a little stumped on this idea, as i mention in passing in hoodies part that i truly think that most of the characters would really feel one way or the other about the tail </3 i personally chalk that up to my brain deciding to dry for this prompt + not being used to write most the characters with my current perception of them apologies anon :(

Characters: Eyeless Jack, Hoodie, Masky, and (platonic) ticci toby

CWs; None!

Eyeless Jack;

true to my usual way of writing ej; he feels he doesnt really have any place to judge you since he literally has to eat human flesh in order to survive

he doesnt really ask many questions about it honestly

but if its one of those fuzzy fur tails he'll subconsciously run his fingers through the material

really thats about it

i wish i had more for his section but i really think he would not give a darn about your tail due to his general principle of not judging others... now if this were before he was EYELESS jack yeah he would kinda be a dick but hey, hes a dick to everyone

but thats another story for another day

Masky;

"you have a tail?" head tilt

i dont know what is with my brain today but i am DRY!!

anyways, another sort of

acknowledgement, before ultimately just minding his own business

he does think its interesting, though! he probably wont say it but he does think its at least a little bit cool, especially if its one of those mechanical tails that can move around with some controls

kinda swats it around if its one of the plain simple dimple strap on tails, though

again not much to be said here

i think at worst he might forcibly grab it to inspect without thinking to ask, but hell back right off if you snap back

Hoodie;

he thinks its pretty neat me thinks

kinda like toby in regard to being really indirectly interested (ie playing with it if you give him the go ahead, he likes the way the material feels on his hands)

(i wrote tobys part before everyone elses^)

yeah im not sure what to write with this scenario but i dont want to give you just nothing

i feel like most of the characters wouldnt really care/have seen weirder shit, like i think the only ones who may tease you are ben, jeff, lj, and maybe trender (trender not in the mean bullying way but like. hell get on you if the material is faulty or clashes with your aesthetic/style)

anyways back to hoodie

honestly i feel like between the four he'd snag your tail for himself every now and then/j

god can you imagine

he just really likes it

Toby;

"are you a furry??"

hes kinda half joking when he asks that since he doesnt really know why else you would wear a tail

regardless of if you are one or not hes not really going to care

i mean, hes seen weirder, probably..

he thinks its really cool! he asks if you made it yourself or if you made it yourself... subtly asks if you can make him one too, totally not modeled after a racoon tail to match his sleeves...

kinda plays with it if you let him; he lightly taps it in passing when you two walk past one another in the hallway

overall thinks its kinda cool tbh

#creepypasta headcanon #eyeless jack x you #eyeless jack x reader #hoodie x reader #hoodie x you #masky x reader #masky x you #ticci toby x reader #ticci toby x you

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frostfall-matches · 1 month

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[ matchmaking... ]

@vai3r13 : [ match report ready ]

your match is…

✦ Fushiguro Megumi

-> [ In general, Megumi fits what you value in people. ] He’s smart, perceptive, and absolutely uses common sense when it comes to day-to-day situations. Sure, he might be a bit reckless at times, especially on those occasions where he acts out of emotion before he thinks things through - but overall, he’s a very logical sort of person and places a lot of value on knowledge and intelligence. As a bonus, he is definitely an animal person. You’ve seen how attached he is to his shikigami. As for traits you dislike in people, you thankfully will not have to worry about him being condescending, lazy, or overly obnoxious. Those are traits that he very much tends to avoid when possible.

-> [ An extraverted + introverted duo. ] For as loud and bold as you are when it comes to expressing yourself, Megumi tends to prefer to fly under the radar and is much more subtle. However, it can very easily become an opposites attract type of situation, with both of you being charmed by how the other carries themself. There’s just something about how unabashedly you present yourself that he is so fond of. On a slightly different note, Megumi is surrounded by extraverts already (Gojo, Yuji, Nobara), but you have a strong need for your alone time - it works out well, because Megumi definitely needs his own space here and there. It helps ease the stress of socializing for him.

-> [ He would never fault you for being guarded and wary, because he is very guarded himself. ] It takes quite a while for him to get to the point where he feels comfortable opening up to others, even if he gets along relatively well with them. So, really, he understands that you tend to be wary of others and reluctant to fully place your trust in them. Megumi is a very frank, straightforward person - he’ll do his best not to lose any bit of your trust. He doesn’t see a point in toying with people’s expectations, trust, and vulnerabilities. He’d hate it if someone messed with him, so he wouldn’t do it to others.

-> [ Megumi is honestly so reassured because of your independence, confidence, and realistic mindset. ] These traits are so important when it comes to being self-sufficient and reliable, which is very important to him when it comes to his friends and partners. He might really struggle being with someone who is too dependent on him, for two main reasons: he needs his space, and he can’t guarantee that he’ll always be around for them. Of course, he will be there for you as much as he can, and does like you being able to rely on him when you need (and vice versa) - but it’s a relief to know that you can easily take care of yourself.

-> [ Might be the type to avoid extremely strong scents, but he really loves when you wear perfumes. ] So long as it’s not too overpowering! If you have a signature scent that you love to wear most days, he very quickly comes to associate you with it. He loves the faint, lingering scent of your perfume on his clothes or bedding, which often results after you two have been cuddling for a while. It’s really comforting for him, and it’s just another way for him to notice your presence around him, both when you’re actively around him and when you’re away. If you like trying out new scents and you want his opinion on any of them, he’ll give you his honest thoughts but ultimately doesn’t mind what you end up wearing.

-> [ Sarcasm is definitely commonplace between you two. ] Megumi’s so deadpan that it can be hard to know when he’s joking or not, but you’re perceptive enough to quickly be able to tell. He’d really enjoy someone who can match his humor and banter back with him on his level - he’s so tired of Yuji and Nobara’s shenanigans. He adores them, but their energy and boisterous humor can get to be a lot sometimes. He’ll scowl a bit when you jokingly bully or pester him, but he genuinely doesn’t mind it. You can tell because he’ll huff out this little laugh, and then fire back a witty but teasing response. He’ll give as good as it gets, so long as he knows it won’t bother you.

-> [ While he does not typically default to gift giving, he makes an effort once he realizes that you like them. ] If you don’t explicitly tell him that you enjoy gifts, he probably first noticed how much you lit up the first time he got you something for your birthday, an anniversary, or holiday. Megumi doesn’t give gifts often, but the gifts he does get you are extremely thoughtful and/or practical. He has absolutely noticed your fondness for gold jewelry - and he’s actually quite good at picking out pieces that really suit your tastes and overall aesthetics. But aside from gifts, quality time is definitely something he places a lot of emphasis on. Each of you can become busy, and time together isn’t guaranteed. He’s also someone who needs a lot of alone time and space, so when he actively chooses to spend time with you it’s very clear that you’re someone very important to him.

-> [ Given your training in judo, he would like to practice with you sometimes. ] It doesn’t matter if you’re a master or a beginner or something in between - it keeps the both of you busy and you can either grow or refine your skills. It’s been noted that Gojo and Maki were the ones to teach him hand to hand combat, so he has some level of experience. But it can never hurt to practice, especially when it comes to different styles. Besides, it’s a good way for the both of you to bond. Given your playfulness, Megumi feels like he shouldn’t be surprised when you start teasing him and flirting with him halfway through your practice sessions. He tries to hide it, but his ears definitely turn pink when he’s flustered.

-> [ Megumi honestly really likes relaxed, low stress dates like riding bikes or going out for walks and picnics. ] These types of dates are fun, letting you each focus on an activity together; but they’re also not so strenuous or busy that conversation is neglected. Plus, the fresh air is always nice, and it allows him to focus on the scenery that he normally doesn’t think much about when he’s out on missions. Picnics are something he didn’t expect to enjoy as much as he does, but honestly, they’re nice. Your company, a nice shady spot, and some tasty food (regardless if you two cooked something or just bought stuff from the store).

#user matchup #exchange #i actually laughed when i saw who you matched me with because i was already halfway done with yours #father and son HFJSH

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missbaphomet · 5 months

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Things I have learned by watching the content of professional OW players as a new player:

The scoreboard does not tell the whole story. It tracks a miniscule amount of things that happen in any given game, and often entirely skips over things that are a huge part of a hero's kit (resurrections, debuffs cleansed, distracting the enemy team, saves, and so much more)

The numbers can be misleading. You can have 20k damage and have done next to nothing for your team. Even having the most kills in lobby can mean very little when you consider the whole game. There are 9 other people in that lobby other than you, and you have no idea what each of them is thinking or doing at any given moment.

You are not omniscient. You saw your tank get 4 kills with their ult, sure, but did you see the Mercy resurrect them a few seconds ago? Did you see the Bastion preventing the enemy from escaping so that they were all nice and contained for the play? Have you noticed the D.va peel for you to eat the Death Blossom you were about to die to? Just because the value your team is giving you isn't showing in the scoreboard or kill feed doesn't mean they're not doing anything. Learn the phrase "perceived value", and remember your team could easily perceive your value as negligible too. Especially as Support.

Rizz up your supports. Interact with them in spawn. People want to help those they have a positive perception of. If I have two dead teammates as Mercy, the one who said Hello in spawn and gave me a thanks when they got rezzed is going to get the rez 90% of the time.

You are a team, act like it. You win together, you lose together. Unless you can 100% tell someone is deliberately being malicious, assume they are trying their best. You don't like being told to delete the game or never play your favorite hero again, and neither do they.

High ground is more important than you think.

Strafe wider. Quick little wiggles are not going to cut it, especially when your enemy can aim.

A tank's job is (generally) to make space for their team to push forward. They are not infinite pools of HP. Face tanking will get you killed. Even if the tank is being double pocketed, it will not save them from the whole enemy team shooting at them.

Distraction is a valid tactic. Divide and conquer.

Learn your target priority. It will change from situation to situation, but in general Supports are ALWAYS high value targets. If nothing else is an immediate threat, target the supports.

Do not be scared of your enemy. That moment of hesitation is all it takes for them to get the upper hand. Bait cooldowns, and go in when they're out of resources. Bastion just used his alt form, you have several seconds to finish him off before he gets it back. If you can bait a cooldown, do it, back off, and strike when it's over.

Learn when a fight is going south and bail. If you find yourself in a 3v5, it's time to fall back.

If you are the last man standing, sometimes it's worth dying with your team, especially if it means you all respawn together. Trickling in one at a time is going to lose you games 100% of the time.

It is not worth it to run in alone. Take cover, stay alert, and wait a few seconds. A Soldier 76 that waits for his Orisa to go in with him is more dangerous than a Soldier going in alone, and significantly harder to deal with.

Sometimes, losing is inevitable. Don't get tilted about it. Even in top 500 matches, someone has to lose. It's just how it works.

#baph bleats #gamer goat girl cred #baph's bad at games #overwatch

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lotim · 2 months

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Erudition: Snarl of Ibrahim - Chapter 1 (80 verses)

1 • Much cruelty is justified with the gift of heaven or jannah.

2 • Before I can rebuke what people rationalize for the sake of immaterial salvation, let me point to you how much of a curse this supposed gift would even be.

3 • Heaven or jannah should supposedly be a realm of infinite good. Why is it so easy to ignore that “infinite good” is an oxymoron?

4 • Forgetting, for a moment, the impossibility of objective goodness, imagine “infinite good” in a way that matches subjective humanistic ideals of good.

5 • Does no Christian nor Muslim ponder the meaning of deep time?

6 • After hundreds of trillions of years of monotony, the same mindless worship for timespan exceeding generations of red dwarf stars, you have still only met the first blink of the forever to come.

7 • Sweet friend, will you not be exhausted, of all that is good, by then?

8 • You become sick of sweet desserts in less than a week when you eat them repeatedly. What makes you think the high feasts of a supposed heaven will not sicken you in a short while?

9 • Many Ibrahiris (Christians and Muslims) say to me that Yahweh will simply make it not so. They will not be bored because their “omnipotent” god will change how they feel.

10 • So at what point did mind control become acceptable? Of course, the Ibrahiris practice mind control in this Dunya because Yahweh sets the example for them in heaven!

11 • My dear, if, to endure infinity, your sense of self must be pulled apart at the seams and rearranged how Yahweh sees fit, is it really you who is in heaven?

12 • And please, do not tell me you can endure infinity as is, when you cannot even conceptualize it.

13 • You cannot conceive of the infinite moments between now and the end of this sentence. You cannot fathom the infinite numbers between 1 and 2.

14 • And I ask a pious person, one of the nearly 4.5 billion affected by these thieving theologies…

15 • If you go to heaven now as a Christian, or to jannah as a Muslim, along with your child, who is believing. Are you not worried for your disbelieving spouse and other child, who deconverted in secrecy?

16 • Or let us presume you know an openly non-Ibrahiri, whether they be a Hindu, atheist, Jain, or a member of any number of beliefs who you believe is not going to heaven. When you enter heaven or jannah and you don't see them there, what will you think?

17 • Will the sorrow of your separation from them follow you into this supposed perfect afterlife? Will you see your child with you there, and be overcome with the grief of their other parent and sibling who did not enter?

18 • Be reminded that the Bible and Qur'an say heaven is without sorrow.

19 • If the sorrow should melt away, in order to align with the Ibrahic literature, who melted it? Was it Yahweh who felt so emboldened to, yet again, edit your mind and perception in the manner he saw fit?

20 • Miathema, how can you say that you have free will under these circumstances? Are you even the one in heaven at all?

21 • Will you peer down into the lake of fire and be gleeful that your family is being punished? I hope you will deny such a thing, lest you worship something more grotesque than any demon.

22 • At what point of forced change and manipulation have you transformed into someone you are not? I will answer for you; verily, it is near the start of mind control that you lose yourself.

23 • More disfortunate than mind control survivors here in Dunya, you are offered no time in which to reinvent yourself after such manipulation. Your theology dictates that you will be a puppet eternally.

24 • I understand the need for anti-truths. Is it not easier, when a beloved dies, or worse, a beloved who had no chance to live life, such as a child, dies, that you will see them again in heaven?

25 • Be reminded that once one of their own loved ones do not make it to jannah, it is them in the position of either robotic sorrowlessness, or bearing the eternal pain of conscious separation for their loved ones.

26 • To believe in heaven or jannah, is to torture oneself, and to internally inflict that torture on one's beloved. Of course, the average Ibrahiri doesn't think that far. Not for lack of capability, but because of heavy conditioning, if not programming, to be unquestioning.

27 • For a moment, remove the cloth of conditioning from your head, and think freshly. I will ask you a third time. Is it you who goes to heaven?

28 • All of the things you enjoy, and care about, is it not because of deep bonds? Is it not because of novelty?

29 • Your personal customs and hobbies, why do you enjoy them? You will see it is because of the learning process.

30 • To enjoy the fruits of mastery, you must once have been a junior. To be a junior means to accept the sorrows, however small, of failure, and overcome them.

31 • Is it not that there are no sorrows in heaven or jannah?

32 • With no sorrow to accommodate the concept of failure, how do you become a master? With no sorrow to inform the essence of a mistake, how do you know that you can progress from your shortfalls?

33 • The essence of personal custom involves progression, even if mastery is not the goal. A child playing with blocks does not know they can become an engineer. But rarely will you see them stagnate in their understanding of how toy blocks work.

34 • With no frustration to drive the child to do better, to keep their block tower standing a little longer, forever will the blocks remain parallel to the ground.

35 • The child who goes to heaven stagnates, and is robbed of their childhood in the process.

36 • In effect of you being human, you enjoy progression, no matter how small. It is not in your custom to stay bored.

37 • So who is it that goes to heaven? Such a being is very inhuman indeed.

38 • And should you say that the point of heaven is to transcend humanity, why do you want to go there? The person up there who shares your appearance and your name would not be like you at all.

39 • Your humanity is what makes you, yourself in the first place. Indeed, consciousness rests in the brain, which deteriorates in the soil on Earth (HL) in the first place. Your consciousness does not go to heaven (if it existed), and for that you should be grateful.

40 • The hypothetical transcendent, when they enter heaven, what are their rewards there? Gold? Jewels? A mansion? Why do these material things matter?

41 • The descriptions of heaven or jannah would indicate that some humanity rests with your afterlife self in the first place. If it did not, you would not value these things.

42 • It is only because rubies resemble patterns of sweet fruit, a health benefit, that we seek rubies out, and every shiny thing by extension. Gold can glisten like clean water, something we need for our prosperity.

43 • Study neuropsychology, and you will understand that every psychological phenomena is ultimately biological. The same biology that exalts gold is the same biology that exalts hobbies, yet heaven promises one but robs the other.

44 • Notice that, in my teardown of jannah, I did not present any hard evidence that heaven does not exist. But in fact, evidence was not needed.

45 • Aside, it is not possible to prove something does not exist, unless there is evidence of its logical contrary, which immaterial things tend to not have. Only things can be proven to exist, or be unproven entirely.

46 • If I must accept Christianity or Islam as real because I cannot prove its theology's nonexistence, then surely you will accept twenty-headed winged horses because you cannot prove their nonexistence?

47 • Anyways, I do not need hard evidence that heaven or jannah does not exist, purely because it is already logically invalid.

48 • Working through the illogics of Ibrahic theology is like doing mathematics. Variable x cannot be the answer if every answer from x is bullshit.

49 • Indeed, it disturbs me further that one's reward in heaven or jannah is described on a tier list. The more holy a believer, or the longer they have been believing, or the more good works they have done, the higher heaven they receive.

50 • So, if heaven is sorrowless, how is it possible that one can be disturbed by their lack of a greater gift? And if there is no disturbance or dissatisfaction, what is the incentive to receive a higher heaven in the first place?

51 • Most Ibrahiris do not believe you will progress in heaven to taste better rewards. If you could, then it necessitates the sorrow of dissatisfaction, as well as implying heaven is not a realm of perfection, as you could yet be more perfect than another, or than your past self.

52 • And since you do not progress, you are stuck with one set of gifts, forever. A reward that will soon become a punishment, if you are anything more complex than a mindless robot.

53 • When you are tired of such monotony, miathema, will you leave heaven? If you do, it was not perfect, and if you can't, it is slavery.

54 • If I tell you now that I “love” my children so much that they are locked in my house, where they sit in front of my feet and sing my praises, surely you will call the authorities, and chastize me for enslaving my children for my own egotistical self centeredness. Why is it suddenly different when Yahweh does it?

55 • If being in Yahweh's presence is supposedly so amazing that no one would want to leave, or would want to do something other than sing his praises, why does he not present himself to everyone in this Dunya? Rarely will you find another such deity who demands worship and interaction from everyone, without presenting themself.

56 • Why is it that we must nebulously choose him, without two-way communication, or we must choose him in advance of communication? If he knows his presence would cause us all to worship him, and our worship is what he wants, why not appear to us all?

57 • If you should say it is because it would interrupt our free will, then you accept the free will of those in heaven is too, interrupted.

58 • Why should free will be so essential for the 80 to 120-ish years you spend on Earth (HL) but be irrelevant in heaven, where you are supposedly spending eternity? Indeed, your life in Dunya is nothing in respect to infinity. It is not even a sneeze in comparison.

59 • If there is no free will in heaven or jannah, and humanity is concurrently happy with it, does that not mean it was in fact possible, all this time, for Yahweh to create a realm where we had the feeling of freeness, or the lack of desire for it, without actually providing freeness?

60 • Does this not beg the question, why are we free in Dunya (if Yahweh supposedly created it)?

61 • It either means we are free, unnecessarily, and Yahweh knew the suffering this would bring as he is supposedly omniscient. Or, we are not free, but our version of unfreeness still allows unconscionable suffering to millions worldwide.

62 • Why?

63 • Is Yahweh not supposedly all good? Is he not supposedly all powerful? If he's both of these things at once, he can emulate free will to us, and allow us all the benefits of that gift, with none of the drawbacks.

64 • It's not an impossibility for him, since he does it with heaven.

65 • Our free will, anyways, is not truly free under Ibrahim (Christianity or Islam) because the religions seek to manipulate us based on what is or isn't good. We are not free to gravitate to Yahweh's law based on a connection to him, but rather a fear of the consequences if we do not.

66 • Yet the most palatable result, heaven, is still at its best, grotesque.

67 • If worship of Yahweh was based on an understanding of what is good, and Yahweh providing rubric around those good things, the gifts of heaven or jannah would not appeal to us.

68 • If in Dunya we should be chaste, why is it that heaven promises the most beautiful slaves for us to have sex with?

69 • Why, in jannah, does every disallowed thing become allowed? Why is wine wanted in the first place? Why should we become tall?

70 • All these things appeal to primal desires, behaviours of the flesh.

71 • It becomes exceedingly clear that heaven or jannah is not about glory, but to justify the intense sacrifice here on Earth (HL).

72 • The authors of Christianity and the artists of Islam said to themselves, “what will convince people (especially men) to give up their very lives for the religion?” And the answer was to promise them worldly rewards, things that would delight their dopamine receptors.

73 • Receptors that will rot in the ground or be burned in a crematorium upon death; useless once a person takes their last breath.

74 • What is the reason for these delights?

75 • What is the use in sacrificing one's only material life for the immaterial? What is the use in submitting the guaranteed to the whim of the powerful to be given the unguaranteed in return?

76 • If I took a loan worth a country's aggregate wealth, and told the bank that I would repay them ten times over in jannah, they would slap me in the face right there.

77 • You cannot trade the material for the immaterial, or vice versa.

78 • Miathema, what if there is nothing beyond the grave? What is your piety for if not to improve the life on Earth (HL) for you and the others here?

79 • Do not waste your one, precious life on the demands of rich bishops and grand imams. Live your material life for the material world.

80 • If a life beyond exists, and it is worthy, it will reward you greatly for the good you do in this life.

#lotim #witchcraft #radblr #radical feminism #lotiri #anti christianity #anti islam

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thoughtfullyrainynightmare · 2 months

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I see that you're doing a match up event! Looks really fun so if you have room, I'd like to participate! - ✨anon

Hmmm where to start? I'll start with astrology since I am a hoe for it lmao. I'll also try to keep it simple!

Gemini Sun, Libra moon, Gemini Mercury, Cancer Venus, Libra Mar, Libra Rising!

My MBTI was almost a tie between ENFJ and ENTJ but ENTJ won by just a few points lmao.

My aesthetic is split between sun symbols and gold while the other is artistically deranged.

She/Her and pansexual! Gender of character doesn't matter to me!

I like to draw during my spare time or when I have the energy! But also listen to music and play videogames!

Personality wise, I've been told that I'm very bubbly and goofy! I am usually positive and easygoing when it comes to most situations. I rarely let stress get to me though I do tend to bottle up my negative emotions as a result! I'm considered the mom friend within my circle since I'm very nurturing and mature, but also a leader since I'm usually more proactive in guiding others and taking charge. I like being relied on by others, but I secretly wish to be taken care of lmao. I can also adapt pretty quickly to situations and keep a clear head when things don't go as expected. However, I can also be pretty spiteful and impulsive. Another flaw of mines are my inconsistency and forgetfulness. I'm also very loud in general-! Lastly, I can be pretty secretive! I have secrets that not even my closest friends know and that's because I either find it unnecessary for others to know or that I rarely get to truly open up to others so it's an instinct to keep it to myself! 💀

Fun fact: I like to make my friends cringe. It's so fun to me lmao. I like to march to the beat of my own drum!

I like socializing with others, but I also like to be alone! I believe in the quote: "Being alone doesn't always make one lonely"

Kids seem to really love me since they always want to play with me lmao. I work with kids and apparently, I seem to provide a safe space for them. Which makes me very happy!

Thank you again! I wish you luck on your submissions! 💖

Hello!

I'm happy to have you, and I'll match you up on a blind date with...

Dorothy Unsworth

You're both bubbly people who can spend time with people, or be by yourself. Though Dorothy sleeps a lot of the time, which... can make her be alone or with people, depending on how you look at it. But she does enjoy the company of people, within moderation of course, since everyone needs their own time.

She can be relied on as well, as she is an excellent listener, and she has a good perception of the emotional scope within people. But. She, too, does have her secrets, and she also isn't one to wear her negative emotions on her sleeves. Because her dreams, and the good, cotton candy dreams drive her forward. The better parts of the future.

Dorothy is a fighter though. She is a survivor, which is why she doesn't want other people to have to go through what she did. And which has made her protective.

A captain.

She does want to keep people safe. Though she might be more of the cool aunt -type in a lot of the circles, she does have the more supportive/nurturing side to her.

I think you two could lean onto each other, and have the type of a bond where you understand each other; kindred spirits

#black clover matchup #dorothy unsworth #✨anon

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sakkiichi · 1 year

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MATCHUP FOR @lilikags

hello, lia ! thank you for the info you provided and for trusting me to write your matchup, i hope you like it <3

i pondered quite a lot on my choice for who to match you with, i hope the result is satisfactory to you !

your genshin impact match is someone who, similarly to you, pursues creativity. while he is more prone to working alone, your ability to fit in well in a group is something beneficial to him, helping him open up more. like you, he can be a perfectionist as well, pouring his all into the work he does, which also happens to be his passion. though detached and seemingly aloof at times, don’t let yourself be fooled, he is extremely perceptive, knowing just what someone needs at any given moment.

well, is an image already forming in your mind? venture further into the mysteries of teyvat to find…

✧ ALBEDO

So, you and Albedo. Why do I think you’re a good match? Well, in my opinion, you share similarities, while being inherently different, like two sides of the same coin, the little contrasts making you fit, akin to complementary colors over canvas.

Your leadership qualities and bringing people together are characteristics that would go in very nice divergence with the Kreideprinz’s highly independent personality. While he tends to be alone while doing his research, Albedo is warm to his friends and is happy to meet new people. Your social affinity, even though according to your mbti type you’re introverted too, would play in his favor, serving as a bridge between the seemingly distant golden prince and the friends that look forward to meeting him. Besides, he’d feel at ease too, reassured he won’t be too overwhelmed if you are around.

Another aspect of your personality that made me lean towards the Knights of Favonius’ chief alchemist is your love for creative pastimes. Albedo highly values that, as seen in his own hobbies, painting and alchemy.

One of the chalk prince’s love languages being quality time, it is not rare for him to drop his experiments instantly as soon as your smiling face comes into view…

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Warm light floods through bare trees, reflecting in shades of candlelight off of the abundant snow. Late winter’s approaching, the gates of spring within reach, contained in the chant of fluttering birds atop the cold mountains, in the slumbering cecilias that are starting to awake, in skies dyeing pink and orange and gold, as the sun still lingers for an evening stroll.

In your smile and the bounciness of your step.

The frost-kissed northern stars of the alchemist’s gaze set upon you, its stella illuminating your footprints over the grass-splattered layer of white.

A couple of notebooks under one of your arms, and what looks like brushes and a bag that can only contain inks and paints on the other, you brave the chilly breeze, the distance between you and your lover shortening.

A soft smile draws upon the prince of chalk’s iced lips, the gesture another mirror image of the blooms to soon sprout.

“Albedo!” You sing-song, somehow managing to wave at him, despite all the items you’re carrying.

He puts down his notepad, the pencil he was using haphazardly forgotten over his table, all the threads of thought in his mind leading solely to you.

Your lips form a crescent not unlike the moon that is to rise soon amidst the firmament of a dawning spring, when your partner meets you halfway.

The warmth of his proximity is enough to tempt you to lean your head against his chest, inviting you to dream sweetly.

And you’d do just that were it not for the several objects currently balanced on your grasp, and because you had planned this outing.

“My love,” he begins, the constellations not yet out already bright in his stare. “I would have carried all of this, dear.”

“It’s fine, it’s fine!” You perkily retort, a smile of your own linking the starlight in his gaze. “Are you ready now, Bedo? We’ve got so much to do!”

The prince takes a moment to memorize the lines of your visage, the curve of your contagious smile, the light and color that constitutes his beloved.

He could paint you a million times, yet none would come close to portraying the true magic he witnesses every time he looks at you.

Taking the bag from you despite your protests, Albedo falls in step by your side, your hands brushing every now and then.

Even though slightly out of breath, the trip you had planned is worth it. A frozen over lake extends before you, a myriad of dancing lights over its glazed surface. Shadows of a rainbow seem to form over it, as the sky deepens in hue, the color of late afternoons drinking warm tea from matching mugs with someone you cherish.

And yet, despite the natural light dimming, neither of you seem deterred on your respective creations.

Albedo’s svelte hands delicately hover over his sketchbook, light and dark colliding in the pastel watercolors that seem to come to life when he imprints them on paper.

Your side leans against the artist’s, dark ink filling the page you currently peruse, pondering if this or that is the perfect word to make a reality of the world taking form inside your mind.

When the wind picks up, announcing nightfall, you nuzzle further into Albedo’s body.

And because your focus is on the wonders you create through linked quotes, you don’t notice a new color being added into the picture-perfect scene.

As he feels your warmth pressed against his side, the alchemist’s cheeks take on a hue worthy of the most precious crystals.

If only all sunrises could be this color, you would think, the moment your eyes met his lovely face again.

—

You mention you always try to help others, and I genuinely believe that is a trait Albedo would find very endearing. From helping Sucrose with whatever she needs regarding her research, to finding a way for Klee to get out of solitary confinement, your boyfriend can’t help but stare at you with a fond look in his eyes, akin to the glittering surface of a clear spring on a sunny day. (Just make sure Klee doesn’t cause too much trouble while she escapes her scolding).

Delving deeper into your hobbies, if we consider a modern au and Albedo’s aforementioned love language, it is not rare for him to be busy doodling on his sketchbook while you play games on your phone. Comfy clothes on, I can easily imagine him curled up on the couch, while you lay your head in his lap, thumbs tapping at your screen to achieve the highest score (though nothing beats the feeling of your lover’s fingers delicately combing through your hair).

Taking your mbti personality type into account, you and Albedo are a very good match. As an INFJ, you tend to look for deep relationships, wanting to understand every puzzle piece that connects into your s/o’s mind. As an INTP, the chief alchemist seeks intellectual understanding of his lover. In addition, both your personality types are perfectionist and self-demanding, which can help you two understand each other’s motivations when really involved into an activity that piques your interest.

✧ RUNNER UP: FISCHL

While definitely more on the independent and “loner” side (not by choice), the Prinzessin der Verurteilung has plenty in common with you, especially when it comes to mutual interests.

She is one of the most creative and imaginative people you can encounter, her inner world brimming with life, heartache, and enigmas to be unveiled. Which I think pairs quite well with your love for art and writing. In turn, she’d feel understood, having met someone who also finds comfort in fiction and the arts.

If we talk about a modern au again, Fischl is definitely the type to play games. I think she’d enjoy rpg ones, but she’s secretly a fan of otome too, especially if the setting and aesthetics lean on a more gothic vibe.

Similarly to what I’ve mentioned in Albedo’s case, you could help Fischl be included in groups, and even though she tries not to break character, she is genuinely honored to make new friends. She may not verbalize it right away, but the blush she tries to hide with her hair and the smile she plays off are indication enough.

#astronetwrk #genshin impact matchup #genshin impact matchups #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact imagines #albedo x reader #fischl x reader #albedo x you #albedo imagines #genshin impact x you

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anime-addictt · 1 year

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How to type yourself- MBTI version

This sounded so good when I was busy helping someone with their ask. I hope it is as useful as I think it is!

Here are some very basic questions that can get you started:

How do you think you perceive the world around you?

a. Do you directly take in what's there in your surrounding using your five senses, without thinking much about what it could be (Present-> Information)?

b. Do you relate the things in your immediate surrounding to the experiences you've previously encountered(Present -> Past relation -> Information)?

c. Do you find immediate connections in your external environment, by observing things around you? You are more interested in the possibility presented through the information, rather than the information itself. (Present Possibility -> Information)

d. Do you come up with your own predictions or interpretations of the environment you'll happen to be in, by unconsciously observing your immediate surroundings? (Present -> Future Possibility -> Information)

How do you come to conclusions about a situation?

a. With the help of an internal framework, or logic that a lot of people have trouble understanding. This might not necessarily match the societal way of thinking, can seem long-winded and useless, but it has been pretty accurate deducing the situation. (Information -> My logic -> Conclusion)

b. With the help of an external logical framework pre-existing in our environment. You extensively make use of the rules, and frameworks put forth by the society to get what you want, and come to conclusions. Your decisions may focus more on its application and immediate benefit, rather than the theory, or the logic behind it. (Information -> Pre-existing logic to get what I want -> Conclusion)

c. With the help of an internal moral system. What matters to you the most is how you feel about the situation. Does it make you happy? Do you feel guilty making a choice, even if everyone around you seems to be okay with it? Have people called you selfish, because you chose to prioritize your feelings over the groups, while making a decision? (Information -> My feelings on this -> Conclusion)

d. With the help of an external moral system. If a group feels something about it, you are more likely to agree to that feeling. Your feelings are based on how a large group of people feel about it. At the same time, you won't agree to a decision, if you realize that it would negatively affect a lot of people. (Information -> Externalizing my feelings to see what others feel -> Conclusion)

Which of the following do you agree with?

a. The rules, and regulations put up by the society. You don't understand why everything around you must be done cause of a certain logical framework. Sometimes you feel like these rules never take your feelings into consideration. It is hard for you to accept this logic, because of how black & white it could be. You tend to think this external framework inhibits people from doing what they want, and only prefers those that do more "meaningful" or more productive things.

b. Somehow, people always think you are rude. You try to help them by providing a logical analysis of what is wrong with a situation, but they don't want that. They seem to want you to agree with the entire group's opinion about a situation, which you think is stupid. People tend to exhaust you, because you struggle to understand the use of emotions to navigate society. You do wish your decisions are accepted by the society, despite the lack of emotions in it.

c. You have a hard time getting out of your mind. You fear that engaging with your immediate surrounding might introduce a lot more information, that might disrupt the perception you have about your environment. You don't understand people who can just indulge in the moment. Everything for you needs to be well thought out, since you believe that you can't act unless you have a clear view of a future in your head. You tend to speak and think more figuratively, making it difficult for others to understand you, leaving you behind in the process.

d. You struggle with repetition. You don't like it when people constrict you and force you to only think in a particular way. You don't understand why they choose to only stick to that one past experience, when you know for a fact that there are tons of different possibilities. You don't take time to reflect on your past experiences, which means you might end up making the same error more than once. You find it annoying when people choose not to do something, or explore an idea because of some weird past experience that they've had.

e. You don't like it when you are forced to think of other possibilities. Why should you, when you know for a fact that this has always worked? You are open to trying new things, only if you have had an experience with something similar before. Possibilities don't guarantee success, so you would rather pick something that you know would work, than engage in a possibility. People have called you rigid for that.

f. You don't understand planning. It's not that you can't plan, it's just that every information that one needs, is always in front of them. You don't like to contemplate or sit in your head that much, since you don't understand how that'd help you decide on what you want. Furthermore, a lot could change, so what is the point in coming up with a clear focus on the future, if nothing is constant?

g. You tend to have an inner turmoil at times. You know you always make decisions based on how productive or useful they are, but you just wish you did them based on how you feel. You really hope people wouldn't undermine you on making a decision based on your inner morals. You wish people understood that despite your productive, and more applicable decisions, you aren't a monster that doesn't have or value emotions.

h. Just because you agree on a common consensus, doesn't mean you are illogical or stupid. You think it's high time people noticed that the social connections, agreeing and accepting an external framework, all comes from an internal logic. Just because this internal logic doesn't seem "logical", it doesn't mean you don't think. Prioritizing a group's feeling, making sure that they agree with your decision, and sometimes agreeing based on what others think and feel is a logic of it's own. There is a reason why everyone feels the same way about a situation.

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bookshelfmonkey · 11 months

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Right so I saw a post similar to this and had some interesting thoughts on this bit it wasn't rebloggable, and I've since lost the original post.

Anyway, here are some helpful things to think about if you think you're autistic and other people don't really see it or if other people think you're autistic but you don't quite see it.

People's perception of autism doesn't necessarily align with the actual lived experiences of most autistic people. A lot of media representation either focuses on a very specific experience or is just downright inaccurate. A lot of the information out there seems to focus on young white boys. If you don't fit that description, your experience may be different and may not, therefore, align with the mainstream view of it.

Meltdowns don't always look like they're portrayed. They can look like panic attacks or "just" crying. Especially for older teens/adults who were told that the extent to which they expressed their emotions was too much (I was frequently told I was too old to cry over such "little" things) there may not even be any noticeable outward signs or you might experience "shutdowns" instead.

Stimming can look like lots of different things. Pacing, bouncing your knee, fidgeting with things on your desk, rubbing your hands together, running your hand through your hair, grinding your teeth, tapping your feet and many more can all be stims. Stims can also change based on a situation (e.g. dancing can be a stim when you're at a club, but you won't randomly start dancing when you're overwhelmed in the supermarket)

Stims also don't have to be movements. Listening to movement, watching things (lights, bodies of water, lava lamps, etc.), smelling things, and eating (especially foods with strong, often sweet/salty, tastes and interesting textures) can all be stims

You don't have to have been a loner your whole life. It's possible that you've had many healthy friendships/relationships. Sometimes people are just nice and don't care about your differences, sometimes they're used to those differences because (knowingly or not) they've grown up around neurodivergent people (e.g. parents, siblings, other friends) or they might be neurodivergent themselves (we tend to flock together without even realising)

Building on that last point, if a lot of your friends have diagnoses, that could maybe be a sign that you have that in common with them. Also, if you find yourself looking at autistic traits and thinking "I do that, but it's not a weird thing because *x friend* also does it", it could be because you're both autistic.

Special interests don't have to be incredibly niche/weird to be special interests. They might have even helped you blend in if it matched up with something your peers were also interested in (but you were obsessed on a different level). They can also be quite vague. Mine is just reading. I didn't realise for ages because in the past it had been specific books, but spending hours every day reading when I didn't have to was probably a sign.

If you have other neurodivergences/mental health conditions, it can impact the way you present with autism. I have ADHD and it means that, although I thrive under routine, I don't stick rigidly to my own routine because I can't.

You don't have to show every single trait.

I'll add more as/when I think of them.

#my posts #autism

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Hello 😊🍃 can I have a tmr match up ? Sorry for my English I’m French

Physic . Medium size, Viêt Nam, short hair failing on the shoulders,, I wear glasses ( I don’t think it’s important), i don’t have a clothes style I wear whatever is in the closet.

Personality . Im a hufflepuff, Straight girl, her/ she and my mbti type is enfp-t, I’m a Libra, think I’m lawfully good, well for my personality : I have a weird humor, I’m clumsy, friendly perceptive and very loyal

I talk a lot and i have difficulties to focus, I’m crazy about what’s passionate me, like books or music. I try to be nice with the people around me but sometimes if they when some person anger me I can be sarcastic and n be brutal with words and gestuels, I’m very impulsive because of my adhd + dysexecutive syndrom. I’m not confident and I self doubt most of the time. I abandoned fear.

IV. Interest : biology, neuroscience, psychology, English, French, philosophy, Greek mythology, fantasy and science fiction movie/ books, and pop song, love hugging my friends and family. Cats = my life I will definitely adopt it one days

love : singing for hobbies and listen to music and dance, and read, pratice aikido

Hate : manipulate, noises, spiders, injustice. Discrimination all one. Person trying to impose their point of view

Type of person : someone who are understanding, and perceptive but don’t afraid to call me out if I do something stupid.

Love language : physical touch, words of affirmation

habits: cracking knuckles, jumping ,listening to music, surfing in internet. bite one's nails

Your The Maze Runner match is…

Newt

Hufflepuff couple

Newt is a pretty introverted/ambiverted person so you probably won’t be able to get him being centre of the attention

He likes your humor even though others might find it weird

He doesn’t care he just likes it

Values your loyalty to him a lot more than you know

Does his best to help you focus, but isn’t hard on you

He doesn’t really mind it, but when needed to pay attention he’d gently remind you

Newt is pretty shocked when he sees the brutal and sarcastic side of you

He doesn’t really see it much

Tries to calm you and the other person down not wanting any troubles

Protective and sweetheart boyfriend

Newt does know about your ADHD and Dysexelutive syndrom

He couldn’t care less, he loves you the way you are

After all those things don’t define you and he loves you unconditionally

He doesn’t really like it when you self-doubt

He will reassure you that whatever you doubt about in yourself, he loves it and others too

Newt would never ever in his life abandon you

Never

He loves you and would NEVER leave you behind

You’re the only person he trusts enough with his own problems

He loves to recieve and give hugs to you

He ain’t really fan of PDA, but hand holding and kisses on your cheek are always there

He doesn’t mind cats at all

In fact he finds them cute, so yeah, you two might adopt a cat one day

Likes to listen to you singing

It’s music to his ears

Cuddles with you whenever he can and you want

Calls you “love” or “darling”

Newt would call you out for doing something stupid

Or cracking your knuckles, he just simply thinks it’s bad for you

He is a very protective, caring and perceptive boyfriend

He would never cheat on you in his whole life

#request #headcanons #matchups #the maze runner #tmr newt #tmr newt x reader

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