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If you're only commenting on a fic to ask for an update or worse, to be passive-aggressive about wanting an update, then please do both yourself and the writer a favor and don't comment at all.
Saying things like "Can't wait for the next update!" as part of a comment about how you enjoyed the chapter is one thing, but just going into the comments and being like "Where's the update?" or "You haven't finished writing the next chapter yet?" or something similar is not only rude, but also I ASSURE you it only serves to make the writer anxious about writing at all.
Fic writers are not content creators. We're not robots. We're real people with careers, families, and other irl responsibilities. Writing is something I do in my thirty minutes before I go to bed to wind down from the day. Whatever I want to write that evening is what ends up getting written.
So by making me anxious and putting pressure on me to update a fic, especially in that passive-aggressive way that so many people do, all you've ensured is that when I open up my folder that evening to see what I feel like writing, my eyes will completely skip over that WIP that I got the rude comment on that day because I Feel Bad about it and now I don't want to even look at it.
So please, just follow the golden rule of "if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all."
#i have a few fics that every few months get a comment like this#it really just sets me off from even attempting to go back to them#actually rn I have them yeeted in a different folder because I just get so anxious just looking at their titles#I honestly am close to straight up deleting one of them off ao3#because every other time I get a notif that someone commented on it#all the comment is is some passive aggressive BS about wanting an update#it makes me just...not want to read any comments on that fic#i really dont mind people gently nudging updates on fics that i'm actively updating#because like i said i have a life outside of this#and sometimes i genuinely don't realize that it's been 5 months since a fic has been updated#but like just don't be passive aggressive about it#fanfiction#ao3#danny phantom#yes im tagging the phandom i write for because apparently some of u need to read this
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One drink and straight to bed, he vowed to himself.
“A water?” The barman scoffed. “The poor man’s choice, I see.”
Wally chuckled. “The choice of a man who just got here from a trip longer than you can imagine. D’ya got any rooms free up in this place or?”
The barman’s face softened, and he laughed as he went to grab a glass of water. Returning, he leaned in as he handed Wally his drinks. “We do, but tell me, have you ever been here before?”
A blush rose up his cheeks as Wally shook his head. “To be perfectly honest, I’m not even sure where ‘here’ is,” he laughed awkwardly. He suddenly felt very looked at.
“Curious.” The man pulled back, then nodded to himself. “Gotham usually doesn’t show herself to people who haven’t been here before, well, unless she has plans for you. Or so they say.”
“Gotham?” Wally blurted out, eyes widened in shock. “I can’t believe I’m actually here.” He laughed, not because he was happy, but he couldn’t help himself from laughing at his own stupidity. Of course, with all the weirdness going on around here, how didn’t he realize this sooner?
He did it. He found the no-man’s-land that was particularly starting to look like an any-man’s-land to him. The place he had been looking for all along.
“You know, there’s some rumors about-” The bartender started, then stopped dead in his sentence and looked up behind Wally. Right then, Wally felt two, strong hands clasp onto his shoulders.
“You’re in my seat.” A deep, bouldering voice said, the two goons behind him snickering loudly.
Wally looked around him and noticed the two chairs besides him had indeed come up empty. Still, he shrugged and tipped his drink back. “And I was having a really good conversation.” He shot back, not getting off the chair. “Please, do continue.”
He heard a couple “Ooh”’s and “Shit”’s and snickers behind him as the saloon fell silent. All eyes fell on him, or well, them, as Wally shrugged the hands off his shoulders and leaned forward.
“Funny, kid.” The man all but growled. The bottle in his hand -some dirt cheap brand of beer, Wally guessed- came into his view as Wally skillfully -although accidentally- dodged the bottle when he turned the bar chair around. The glass made a painful shattering noise as it came into contact with the edge of the bar, sending shards everywhere.
His attacker staggered back, the intoxication visible in how he tripped rather gracefully against one of his back-up buddies. Immediately, everyone at the bar shot up from their seats and started screaming. Some people saw this as the perfect time to throw some punches around, and Wally winced as he heard the rough sound of a cracking bone right next to him.
It all happened in the blink of an eye, the way this bar fight came to be, but now everyone was in on it. Everyone, except for Wally. Shit, had he really just started this? He frantically looked around, hoping to spot a way out of this mess he had so swiftly created. Hells, he hadn’t even been here for over ten minutes and he already-
A hand slipped around his wrist, and the strong grip pulled him out of his thoughts as fast as he was pulled out of the saloon. When the cold night’s air pushed his hair out of his eyes, his mind cleared. Loud screams and thuds against the walls and floors, although a bit more muted now, made him look at one of the windows.
What just happened?
“You’re really quite something, y’know?” An amused, cocky voice startled him fully away from whatever was happening inside the saloon now, and he traced his eyes to the figure in front of him.
#small little snippet of the fic ive been attempting to write for MONTHS now#yes its a cowboy au#yes i have incredible plans#definitely multichaptered AND after this one i have two more planned#but birdflash first i love u birdflash#im thinking superbat for the second?#timkonbern for the third i have shenanigans in mind#i am SO excited however time management. the devil. evil.#its so funny how you can talk to yourself here i really wonder how many people are reading this#like im just screaming into the void#does the void scream back? maybe#who knows#anyway onto the tags#birdflash#nightwing#dick grayson#dick grayson as a cowboy#love that thats a used tag of mine slay#dc#batfamily#dc characters#dick grayson x wally west#dickwally#wally west#wally west as a cowboy#← let's also just make that a tag#western au#fanfiction writing#ao3#posting this while sleep deprived before i forget and/or lose the nerve lol
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hi!!
my word for the out-of-context WIP game is "factory" ! curious to see :)
oh boy. max my guy i TRIED i really did...but the answer is absolutely nothing im sorry lol i checked literally every draft i had and the best i can offer you is 'fact' or 'satisfactory'... im a fantasy writer i have apparently never once described industrialisation (oh no new writing idea unlocked i love that period of european history ngl...)
but in the spirit of the game, i've decided i'll share a poem containing the word 'fact', because im relatively fond of it. yep this is gonna 1,000% be unrelated to factories it is in fact about organised religion!
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the true colours of the divine
i think religion is more beautiful from the outside looking in peeking through stained glass windows, a door left ajar
without the heavy hand of the mundane, the every day the acceptance of faith as fact, scripture as truth, i can see it
thousands of people, looking up at the heavens, prayers rising through the air like smoke words echoing empty off marble
to see this belief as a choice, made in the face of the unknown, millions of people made one their nature compelling their faith
to know a mere few books have connected centuries to know of people holding hands differences bent to bonds of belief
it says something, perhaps about people - what we are, dreamers, lonely, looking for reasons, a purpose to hold
i am grateful for my own lack of faith, granting me vision of the spirit of people, not gods i see the human colours of the divine
#writers on tumblr#writeblr#an attempt at an ask response#but not really#this is SO unrelated#but i did my best#and this poem is kinda cute! i quite like this one#one of those times being an atheist makes me like religion conceptually#obligatory psa this is not intended to undermine the sanctity of anyones religion#just say how interesting it can look from the outside#re humanity and human nature and divinity#max please forgive me for altering the ask sm#edit ive realised im supposed to write a new sentence if i don't have a word#but l don't know where i would start unless one day i write an 1800s piece#max if i do u will be the first to know#obligatory reminder that the ip for this is mine pls only share with credit!#caitlin's original writing#caitlin writes and yaps abt it#caitlin rambles miscellaneous#yes thats like all of my tags what abt it im rambling its in the blog name#caitlin's homebrew hallucinations
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Bug's Ao3 fics Masterpost
miliamin on Ao3
all for Wednesday(TV 2022) fandom so far ship: Wednesday Addams/Enid Sinclair (wenclair) if the fic is discussed in a post it will be tagged with corresponding tag, also assume from the getgo that all my writing has jokes in it
Completed:
The Only Time Drinking Is Good For You - multichapter, post first season, mostly humor, first part of The Love and Arcane, #love potion volume one
The Wrong Reflections - multichapter, post first season, angst and humor, #doppelganger drama
Roses Have Thorns - one shot, post first season, humor, #spite
An Unwinnable Bet - one shot, alternative universe, humor, #band au
The matter of exclusive privileges - two shot, post first season, humor, #love potion the third
Oh what tangled webs we weave - one shot, alternative universe, humor, first part of Spiderman Au, #spiderman au
Christmas Eve(L) - multichapter, alternative universe, fluff and angst, #fake dating xmas au
Works In Progress:
The One Time Poison Is Good For You - multichapter, post first season, fluff and angst, second part of The Love and Arcane, #poison
The Way To A Girl's Heart - multichapter, post first season, angst and fluff, #steak tartare
Like A Record - multichapter, post first season, angst, #time loop
Stubborn, singleminded and obsessive - multichapter, alternative universe, fluff and angst, #mundane au
when first we practice to deceive - multichapter, alternative universe, angst and fluff, second part of Spiderman Au, #spiderman au
GF Any% Speedrun - multichapter, post first season, humor and fluff, #therapy strat Wild fics:
PR Liability Personified - multichapter, alternative universe, humor and angst, #celebrity au Status: shelved, on the back burner, might or might not be picked up later, not worked on currently
A Marriage That's Unlike Her Parents' - themed one shot compilation, post first season, humor, #marriage shenanigans,
Status: half shelved, worked on whenever the mood strikes me, shrodinger's continuity as it is technically sequel to The Way To Girl's Heart but for it to be series I need to finish that one and write another fic in between them so, maybe don't read it if you don't want mild spoilers -----
List is chronologically by last upload, and not by progress of next chapter being written (all WIPs are to a degree) or most probable to be updated next since that's unpredictable even to me unless I mention a possible deadline in a post, but if you really want one to be posted the soonest the anon asks are on, if you're nice about it maybe you'll manage to pressure me successfully I honestly idk if it will help or not so good luck
#og post#my writing#wenclair fanfic#wenclair#to be edited#attempt at sorting#why yes im procrastinating on writing#tag sorts
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an au where ava du mortain meets a charmingly infuriating performer at the local tavern that her and her fellow knights frequent.
an au where they fall in love and ava feels feelings she never thought she could ever feel before, an au where she finally understands what those inane poets were waxing on about.
an au where religious guilt and trauma gets in the way, shortly followed by the death of her entire family and her turning.
an au where the performer, her first and only love, also gets turned. unbeknownst to her. unbeknownst to one another.
an au where they both roam the earth for 900 long years, experiencing horrors and trials that no one human, no one being, should ever have to face.
an au where they come face to face, where one is working for the supernatural government, the agency. and where the other is working under the leader of the rogue supernaturals.
#yes i am attempting to write it. and yes making and obsessing over their pinterest board counts!#was inspired by the ballads of songbirds and snakes and the parallels between lucy gray and katniss everdeen.#a hunter in a performance and a performer in a hunt#but what made the performer a fighter? what happened to ava’s first and only love to this day#IMAGINING ava fighting some masked stranger and her knowing ava’s every move and countermove#IMAGINING her taking off her mask and revealing herself.#IMAGINING ava realizing the person she’s fighting with was someone who’s supposed to be long dead#someone who asked ava to teach her her ‘knightly moves’ because she wanted merely to get to know ava better#anyways the oc’s name is evelyn and im in love with her#twc#the wayhaven chronicles#a du mortain#ava du mortain#ava x evelyn#oc: evelyn#ship: what lived & died between us haunts me still
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im cooking (maybe)
#i say maybe because i have to wait and by that time i will hate all of them#BUT#im trying !#why did i decide to write a ff correlated to those#i will never know#anyway ye i'm taking fanarts and an attempt at writing#(i have written in months)#it's gonna be okay#tay parla
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harbinger voice lines..............
#yes i should have been in bed two hours ago but we're going through it#this week i will be mentally unwell because of this fuckign video game#miscellaneous#me editing the pre-arle note on my fic: im so sorry i did not fully predict her right please dont be mad#//spoilers for her voice lines#but i do love that she fucking detests dottore and thinks pantalone is full of shit#even if i wrote her more sympathetic toward them in the fic#like her hating them would change the entire context of the chapter so i dont want to attempt to edit it. like the story is done#gah i knew this would happen. and now im at the point where i just need to sit and bear my inaccuracies but it's Hard#it's why i def dont want to write any more fanfic until we get more details about these fuckers#because i hate being wrong ;o;#and i hate getting attached to my 'wrong' headcanons#at least everything we know about pantalone so far fits with what i wrote#now im rambling i need to get the fuck to bed
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#poetry#love#ymette gringe#im reviving this yes#i love love#i also question my motives for wanting it so much#i also wrote after so long!!!#this is my attempt to get back into writing#brush up old habits ya know#poems#poets on tumblr
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I know this is probably not anything profound and maybe people have already said the same thing... But in regards to you talking about your creative writing struggles, just write it. Yeah maybe it sounds stiff and shitty. Doesn't matter. Just write it. Speaking from experience, if you always let that get in the way you'll never actually write and get better.
So just write it, even if it sucks. That's what editing is for.
This is my weird attempt of encouragement but seriously I really hope you can reach a point where the creativity is flowing freely and you enjoy it :)
thanks for this 💖😄 genuinely encouraging
#really im usually a very confident writer. im very comfortable in my world of essays chapters and theses.#but this time it's not argumentative writing and i keep writing it like im trying to persuade my audience#it's coming across as so unnecessarily defensive of the story even before it's fully introduced#from a mechanical standpoint i know it's solid. but it reads as alternately soulless and insecure. distractingly so.#I'm still determined to finish it and i know it won't be a long piece#but it's hard not to feel like im presenting the story like data points in an evidence arc rather than plot points in a narrative arc#and yes yes I'll edit#but it's less about style and more about composition and scale#im so used to 'make your assertion; provide evidence; analyse your case study to demonstrate your assertion'#that even when the sentences are well formed and individual bits sound ok it still feels like...#idk what it feels like. sparknotes? or a powerpoint presentation of the plot like a pitch meeting?#again ill still write it#i like the idea and im determined to get it down#im not about to give up because im not instantly amazing at something i havent even seriously attempted since i was 14#in all likelihood if i get it to a place i like I'll probably submit it somewhere anonymously or under a pseudonym#and wash my hands of it content that i got it out of my head#asks#anon
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eating a grilled cheese and crying at 4 a.m. because I CANT. FUCKING. WRITE.
#god damn it someone should just come run me over smfh#i hsve been trying to write this fucking thing since MAY OF LAST YEAR. IT IS FEBRUARY. FUCK#i hste myself why tf am i like this. why cant you do it you dumb bitch#like i hsve this huge outline and know exactly what needs to happen but everything i write is complete garbage#none of it is good enough to show. NONE#i just. UGH. FUCK#ive attempted to rewrite this chapter 37 times. yes. i counted. i have 37 individuals drafts and each and every one is a complete shitshow#i hate it here my hsnds are shaking this post os full of typos im just gonna yeet myself into a blackhole
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Hee hee hee hoo hoo hoo I always have so much fun coming up with names! I love including deeper meanings and/or puns
#yes this is about stex aus#im feeling motivated enough to attempt some writing#im rubbing my evil hands together i already have several scene ideas for each au#maybe ill put up a poll later to see which ones y'all are interested in#i did start some sketches for the superhero au too those might be posted soonish
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cupid aj cupid aj cupid aj
#im still thinking about this au#i do not have the words in me to write it but she'll live in my head at least#but aj assigned as coras cupid to help her get the girl she loves and aj falls in love with cora instead#and purposely starts to mess up all the attempts and helping her cause she cant let cora fall in love with someone that isnt her#yes she Will risk her job/powers and her life to get the girl
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Characters who would hate my ass pt. 1
#yes yes im reading agatha christie books now im only like ages too late but whatev#might attempt to write my own mystery soon
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Just woke up from a dream in which I was a necromancer and the only thing I remember clearly was moving through my skyrim esque dungeon and bragging about how I was the best necromancer because "do you see any bones? There's no fucking bones here"
#didnt do any necromancy in the dream only bragging about how good i was at it#can any necromancers confirm that really good necromancy doesnt leave any bones?#keep waking up every few hours by coughing myself awake and keep very clearly remembering my dreams which is unusual#dream before this one is that i didnt recognise my bedroom. like the room was exactly the same as the room im in now except bathed in#candle light and i was panicking because i just woke up in a strange room. waking up from that one was really weird because my brain had#to accept that yes you do know this room. this room is your home. you know this room and you are not scared of it#so now im writing this post in the hopes that this break from sleep attempts will put he rest of my dreams tonight in a different genre#i dont like horror
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Have you ever considered what kind of snake you’d be?
tbh its just whatever i'm feelin in the moment. either way its prolly not a designated species. sometimes its a yellowish/orangeish cobra (maybe a cape cobra?), sometimes its one of those lil green snakes, sometimes its a snake with my self inserts main colors, sometimes its a cobra with my self inserts main colors, and every now and then its a water snake for water-based activities c: (or, sometimes i'm a sting ray for saltwater activities and a salamander for freshwater activities)
here are some of my attempts to draw myself as a snake
and heres my many attempts to make bat-elf ears work on a snake sdjbvfsjvghdfvshgdvf
bonus: me as a naga 😌
i prolly have more drawings somewhere but there's too much shit to look through for it to be worth it. but yes. in summery: every snake i wanna be in any given moment 😌😌😌 lol
#asks#anonymous#snake#my ocs#my art#as you can see i keep making many attempts to incorporate my ears into my snake form somehow sdhjvfghvs#also if you thought my handwriting was hard to read before... hoo boy...#my hand writing in my comic is me attempting to make it actually legible :||||||||||||#yes ik its still not great. but you see what im working with here ok gimmie a break lol
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YOU STILL LIKE IT THOUGH



GENRE: Fluff, crack fic ish?
PAIRING: Choi su-bong/thanos x preg!fem!reader
FEAT: Nam gyu as the supportive bestie (that he never rlly was)
A/N: this fic i based of a request from anon !! Tbh i changed ALOT of the request (haha- sorry 😞) because I felt like it was a little repetitive and idk i just can't write rlly emotional scenes with Thanos for some reason (??) ALSO I feel like there are parts where Thanos seems ooc? Idk.. i wrote this instead of studying in the span of 30 mins

"Whoo!" You hear Thanos shout on the top of his voice while he high fives nam gyu as they both jump up and down as if they were children in elementary school after winning a play ground game
You manage your groan, suppressing it while you stare at them from afar, of course that crazy fucker managed to pass through the first game.
You hated to admit it, but a part of you was relieved,
You always had a thing for psycho guys, and your ex boyfriend? The one with the brightly dyed hair who was now doing some weird dance seemed to proudly embody every part of that sentiment.
You carefully watch from afar, not wanting to catch his eyes, your hand unknowingly lay over your stomach while you move uncomfortably in the bunk bed
Fuck, your feeling dizzy all over again
You hear a thud against your bed post, you look up slowly, your eyes slightly squinting to see the purple haired boy with a usual frown on his face
"Hey" his eyebrows raise "are you okay"
"I thought I told you to get lost earlier"
Your mood swings weren't really helping either
"Geez woman" thanos tchs but sits beside you in your bed anyways "im just trying to help" grumbling under his breath but the cautious expression in his face saied otherwise
"I came here to brag about how amazing i usually am but seeing you like this is just killing the vibe yknow"
he makes a hand gesture in the air, leaning face closer in an attempt to make you smile which does not go wasted as the smile you tried to supress escaped your face
"Fuck off you loser" your still kneeling, your hands over your knees and your face hiding behind your knees but he hears the smile in your voice anyways.
He wouldn't want to admit it, but he was relieved
He always had a thing for girls with pretty voices and you? The girl right next to him had to have one of the prettiest voices he had ever heard. Ofcourse who would better know than a rapper like himself?
"I thought I told you to stick close to me, instead you leech to that crazy old man" thanos says as he points towards gi hun who sat far away in the opposite side
You immediately slap his hand, causing him to wince while retracing it back, rubbing it softly
"How many times will I tell you! You shouldn't point your hands at strangers especially to people who are older" you scold him rather loudly causing him to wince even more
"Agh" thanos ruffles his neon hair while complaining "why don't you shout louder so that everyone will hear and laugh at me?"
You resist the urge to roll your eyes upon his childish manners, he really didn't change
Thanos suddenly bangs the top of the bunk with a loud sound, taking you by shock
"Oi" his voice loud and almost threatening "nam gyu" calling out the man above the bed
Immediately your taken by shock once more when a man's head pops upside down, with black oily hair falling all over his face from above the bed
"Yes Thanos?" Nam gyu quickly inquired while sparing you a quick glance which didn't go unnoticed by the scowling man next to you
"Did you hear her telling me off?" He points at nam gyu before quickly adding "careful, there's only one correct answer"
Nam gyu pauses and thinks which seems to be the wrong thing to do as it just annoys Thanos
"Whats wrong with you, tell me quickly!"
"N-no! Not at all! Infact nobody heard anything!" Nam gyu quickly says, obviously lying but this seemed to please Thanos who now held a haughty face
Wow, this is was supposedly the father of your unborn child. Shame you and your taste in weird guys
Before Thanos could open his mouth to say something, a group of pink guards enter the room with large containers
Straight away you freeze up, shrinking behind the bed while your heart hammered, fear spread across your face
Noticing your expression on your face, instinctively Thanos covers you with his back, shielding you with his arms which covered your sides while his expression, though you could not see was filled with wariness
The pink guards open the large containers they were carrying as everyone watched quietly, scared as they were unsure of what to expect, you included
The pink guard with the white circle lifts up a piece of bread and milk "lunch time" announcing in the same robotic voice like all the other guards
A sigh of relief escapes your mouth as your shoulders relax, unlike you Thanos still shields you, covering your face with his back
You hit him with a thud on the back of his head
"What the hell man" thanos turns around, his eyes glaring at you
"Stop trying to act like a hero you shameless prick" you frown even though his actions did leave you with a warm feeling in your heart
"Your acting so protective after all the stunt you pulled before we broke up" you continue "seeing you act all so protective is just pissing me off even more"
Thanos throws his head back, groaning "give me a break woman. You know I was going through a hard time"
"Bullshit" your fold your arms, as if it was act to protect yourself, and the unborn baby in your stomach.
The poor thing was only 2 months old
The both of you hear nam gyu cough from above the bed, forgetting that he was there in the first place
Again Thanos bangs the top of the bunk, causing you to give him a look
"Stop doing that" you scold him
"doing what?" Thanos raises his eyebrow before banging the top of the bunk again while sticking his tongue at you
Nam gyu pops back down again, upside down, the sight would have been hilarious only if you weren't experiencing the pain in your stomach and the sight of the man sitting beside you
"Go get lunch for me and my girl" thanos tilts his head towards you while avoiding your eyecontact while you tell yourself not to think about the fact that he still referred to you as 'his girl'
"go fast what are you still doing here" thanks reprimanded nam gyu
Nam gyu awkwardly stood unsure of what to say "but it's just one bread and one milk per person"
"Then give her yours" thanos said simply "and go steal someone's lunch for me"
"Then what about for me?" Nam gyu asked dumbfounded which caused Thanos to pause and think for a while
"That's not my fucking problem man- now go" he pushes him away, leaving you with a heavy sigh
"I don't want to eat"
"Don't talk bullshit" thanos eyes you "you think i'm gonna let you starve? I never did, and i wont be starting now"
Again with the whole protective boyfriend act, fuck, why did it make your heart race a little?
"Your still such an asshole, you didnt change a bit" you huffed as you leaned behind, resting your back against the wall
"Well you changed" thanos says which quirks your curiosity
"How so?'
"I don't know" he shrugs "something is different. Something happened, i can't exactly ppint my fi ger at it though"
Your eyes dart away from his while your breathing started to fasten slightly
"Oh yea? How so?" You ask, your voice slightly higher than it was which Thanos picks up immediately
"Ohoho" he grins "did I get it right? Did you get something done?" He glances you up and down which leads you to hitting him
"Ow- i was just joking, you still take everything so seriously" he grumbled holding your hand from hitting him "I wish that part had changed'
Your other hand comes swinging which he again grabs softly
"jokingg" he says in a sing song voice before letting both your arms go leaving you with a scowl and him with a satisfied smirk in his face
"Asshole" you mutter which stretches his smirk even more
"You still like it though"
You almost swear you heard a hint of vulnerability in his tone, prompting you to glance at him quickly just to catch him already looking at you
"So? Aren't you gonna ask me what has changed?" You ask slowly, in your head trying to process whether your doing the right thing or not,
You first found out you were pregnant with your baby right after you and Thanos broke up.
The following days, whenever you went to pay him a visit, he was always missing, causing you to believe maybe it was better for him not to know. And then you suddenly meet him for the first time after your breakup during the squid games
The timing was almost comical
"Why?" Thanos continued still with an amused face "you still seem the same on the inside"
Your hand immediately goes to your stomach, slowly tracing along it from above the green track jacket which everyone wore
"Don't tell me your sick or something" thanos asks with his voice slightly raised as he notices your action "fuck are you?"
His eyes slightly widens as he frowns "hey" he snaps his finger upon your zoning out "are you sick?"
"Hm?" You ask confused
"What the fuck" he swears under his breath with a anxious expression on his face while his hand runs through his finger "is that why your here? To win some money for your treatment?"
"Su Bong its not like that-" All your attempts of correcting him seemed to be futile as he sweared loudly, getting out of the bed
"Shit shit shit!" He grabs his head while he paced around the floor, a sight you had seen a few times over the span of your relationship
"ofcourse that's why your here, you would only be here for a sensible reason"
"Oh, su bong" you attempt to appeal to him, reaching your hand out, pulling his closer towards you while he hands were still over his head, eyes lowered
"Fuck baby I'm so sorry" he breathed out "shit i never should have left, i thought" he paused "I thought I'd win some money and get you back, give you the life you really deserve but"
You watch his dazed expression while he rambled, you bit you underlip, hesitant of whether to tell him the truth still
"Fuck, i didn't even know that, i didn't even know you were sick-"
Before he could continue again you grab his face , forcing him to look at your face
"I'm not sick, that's not why im here"
Thanos breathed heavily, everything felt so real suddenly, he felt his cross necklace strapped around his neck, his fingers itching to pop a pill in his mouth to sooth his nerves
"I'm not sick" you shake your head as you lean your forehead against his "su-bong"
You can still feel his strained breaths and darting eyes
"I'm pregnant"
And it all stopped,
You held your breath, afraid of what would happen if you let go, your could heart your heartbeat from your ears, feel the realisation setting inside thanos,
You were scared. Scared of how he would react
He breaks away first, slowly and gently. Staring at you with no expression in his face,
"And it's yours" you rapidly feel the need to add, taken back by his silence which didn't not suit him "and i know having a kid was never in your plan, and i know things are over between us but-"
Your body is wrapped by his arms and his face nestles in your neck, pulling your deeper in his embrace
"Holy shit" thanos whispers in your ear, you can hear the giddiness radiating off his voice "im a dad"
"Yea you are" you laugh a little as you say "your a dad"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I never got the chance to"
Thanos furrows his eyebrows but doesn't press any more "will you let me be our baby's dad?" He ask
"You know I grew up without a dad, this kid doesn't deserve that" he pokes your stomach with a soft grin which looked slightly odd against his eccentric features "I wanna be in this kids life"
You nodd softly, hearing his words
"And yours too" thanos looks up to you, grinning while he winked at you "senorita"
"You corny bastard" you laugh shaking your head
"You still like it though"
You nodd your head, with tenderness in your eyes and voice
"I do"
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"Thanos!" Nam gyu came running with 3 pieces of sweet bread and 3 packets of milk "I got it! Do you know how much trouble i went to get all these-"
"Give it here " thanos grabbed all the bread and milk away "why did you take so long anyways"
Nam gyu held his hands as he pouted "I mean- i had to fight like 2 guys for bread and milk for us-"
Thanos brushed him off as he opened all the packets of bread and poked in the straw of all the milk packets
"Uhm thanos" nam gyu apprehensively called out "What are you doing?"
Thanos hands you all the bread and urges you to eat while he holds the packets of milk in his hand, ready to feed you
Thanos gestures towards you who was sitting in the bed, now wrapped in not only your jacket but his aswell "can't you see the lady is pregnant"
Nam gyu scratched his head "pregnant? With who?"
Thanos shakes his head, exaggerating his actions "dumb ass, she's pregnant with my baby ofcourse" he announced like it was the most obvious thing in the world
"Holy shit!" Nam gyu gaped his hand covering his mouth as he stares at you while you sheepishly smile at him
Thanos let out a small laugh which then slowly grew louder
"What? Why are you surprised? Ofcourse i succeeded in my first try- fuck" he kneels down in pain after being striked by you in the stomach
Nam gyu pulls a face in behalf of Thanos as he pats his back sympathetically while he whispers to you
"Don't worry. I know it probably wasnt his first try or anything- ow" nam gyu kneels on the ground after being hit in the stomach by thanos
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"What... what are you guys doing?" You question as you approach Thanos and nam gyu who were huddled up in a corner, in a long rather quiet conversation which seemed like an unusual activity for both of them to part take in
Both in the 'discussion' and 'quiet' part
Thanos loops his arm around your with a proud smirk on his face while urging nam gyu to announce what they were discussing
Nam gyu nodds eagerly as gets up in his two feet quickly, standing straight and tall with a loud and confident voice "we have decided the perfect name for the baby !!"
You see thanos's broad smile and nam gyu's confident voice, uneasiness settling in your stomach for whatever name they picked out
"These is the name that Thanos and i have personally given a lot of thought for and chosen after much contemplation !!"
Thanos nodded his head with a content expression while he winked at you, assuring that you'll like it
"Ahem" nam gyu clears his throat "before I announce the name that we have chosen, i would like to give recognition to the name we almost chose aswell !!"
Thanos immediately began clapping his hand loudly "waaah, I never knew you could speak so well "
This comment made nam gyu's chest fill swell with pride as he puffs out his chest a little
"I shall now, announce the first runners up, the name that almost was given to the new born baby"
nam gyu pauses which prompts Thanos to make the sound of drum rolls
"Nebula" nam gyu announces as he and thanos clap loudly.
Seeing your still figure both men urge you to claps aswell
"Nebula?" You mutter under your breath "where have i heard that name before?"
"And now, the name that has been selected over numerous selection test and discussion, the name of the baby is" nam gyu points at your stomach
"Gamora"
Thanos whoops loudly, both nam gyu and him clapping their hands in the air while you stand off handedly as it hits you
"Your naming our child after the daughter of the purple alien monster from a superhero movie?!"
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