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[quinintheclouds]

NEW VIDEO IS UP, GUYS GALS AND NONBINARY PALS!!!

Unplugged by Goblin; Saved by Subscriber // The Creative “Outlet”

Don’t ya hate it when that happens? Getting unplugged from your creative outlet, temporarily dying, being resurrected by an intruder only to have an identity crisis alongside a stream of personified half-finished ideas for videos, and… well, I won’t spoil it ;)

@yoantoneo guest stars as the subscriber AND the goblin! Go check ‘em out!

[yoantoneo]

Question of the Day

Can you be happy and have morals?

Or is being selfish the only way to being happy?

[helinnno]

@datsinside @kholquobeweapho @svyatskaya-lena8pfv3r-blog @yoantoneo @jew21-com-blog @jovialmoonprincess @cemical-cal-blog @kecaazadi 

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[thatgirlrobyn97]

10 Random Songs from my Personal Playlist

I was tagged by @yoantoneo 😁😁😁

Shuffle playlist and list first 10 songs and tag 10 people!

Hourglass - Homesafe

Thunder - Boys Like Girls

More Than a Feeling - Boston

See You Again (Miley Cyrus Cover) - Breathe Carolina

This is the New Year - A Great Big World

Adam's Song - blink-182

Polarize - Twenty One Pilots

Private Eyes - Daryl Hall & John Oates

Counting Stars - OneRepublic

Does He Know - One Direction

Tagging:

@sayacat @geeklovesstuff @moleejo @maxiibabii @cerealbag @waste-of-space-666 @anabieltheangel @cliffthefish @perpetually-a-mess @delzdesigns

[justalphonse]

You can't really be happy unless you embrace change

@yoantoneo

[small-youtubers-collide]

SLYTHERIN SECRETS REVEALED

the rumor come out! has shaynainshamble is [REDACTED]. has shaynanshamble is the most discussed in the media in the few years ago. but some of the @yoantoneo still curious about what is exactly happening. are you still curious??

▼ Antonio ▼ ▸ Original Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C_57-...

▼ Join me around the internet! ▼ ▸Instagram: https://instagram.com/shaynainshamble/ ▸ Tumblr: http://shaynainshambles.tumblr.com/ ▸ Twitter: https://twitter.com/shaynainshamble

[mydadisindianajones]

Whoa, you're a scientist? 😲

DAHLING, aren’t we all scientists of life?

No but seriously I’m in school for respiratory therapy. We dissect stuff and it’s bad to get embalming fluid and other fun body juice all over your clothing. :) You should see me with my goggles on, extra sexy!

[yoantoneo]

Not anon but here's some positive energy, you've gone through a lot and there's a lot more you'll have to go through but you are already an amazing person so imagine how awesome you'll be when you can get a real break

Hey Alphonse! Thanks for this! 

Thank you for being there and hearing me out without being judgmental, the past few days. I love you dude!

Don’t worry, with your support and my master plan, I’ll be able to have that break pretty soon. Just need a little help from my friends!

[yoantoneo]

I need to get roughed up a little bit lol

If I ever made you frustrated or want to selfishly hit me bc I'm annoying or even secretly wanted to kiss me hug me or more, message me or send an anonymous ask telling me about how and why I made you feel that way and what you'd like to do to me if you could...

This is your chance to take some of your frustrations out lol be real good or bad or ugly

It's for a creative photoshoot that I'm gonna try to make

It's art!

[yoantoneo]

I need your help!

I want to make some fun videos but I want your suggestions please! Creativity is a collaborative effort even when alone! So hit me! 😊

[yoantoneo]

Check out @shaynainshamblesnew video, she talks about beauty in society and how it’s not the entire picture.

She also talks about eating disorders…. And I’ll share mine here:

When I was about 12 years old, I was scared that the girl I had a crush on in wouldn’t like me bc I was a bit chubby in my eyes. I still have a school picture of it. As a kid I thought I was “fat” but looking at it now, I would’ve been better off.

The heaviest I’ve been ever to this day has been 120lbs….I still struggle with it, not because I feel ugly about my weight, but I want to gain more and be “healthy” but I’ve gotten so used to not eating that eating a little fills me up. Im trying to gain weight but with depression and anxiety, ive lost a few more pounds in 2016 that I weighed 90lbs by December…so I began eating a bit more, weighed myself again a few weeks ago (2018), I got to 110lbs.

Now it’s the opposite, I’m embarrassed that a 25 yr old guy is really small. I hate that about myself. But I am trying to get better. It’s just that I’m forget to eat or I get full really fast :/

I was bullied since elementary school for my looks… I had a lot of testorerone that I grew hair quicker than my other friends during puberty. I also had a “unibrow” that the “cutest” girl in 5th grade told me that I should shave it off in front of the entire class as we ate lunch.

In middle school, I was fairly popular but quiet but my eating disorder haunted me. A girl I had a crush on always lost her pencil and she always asked me if I had any, I did, but since it was the middle of the day that I became hungry so often my stomach kept growling… Super emberassing for me

High school comes along and then I get bullied for talking to a girl, 2 guys jeep screaming behind me freshman year that I have a long nose… I tune them out as I talked to her. But it still got to me that I developed a dislike for my long nose (among other bully behavior)

Math class, a kid steals my seat, I don’t want to fight, so I just keep asking him to get off, everyone keeps watching, IDK what to do… He finally gets up but adds insult to injury by asking me about my teeth which I’m super self conscious about even to this day

Junior year I date a girl, she’s kind and all but there’s an ex bf who is like super bulked up and been in jail, to protect me I guess, she brakes up with me… Adding to my self image issues aka I’m small

Senior year went smoothly, besides the physical manifestation of anxiety… A girl told me I had really small girly hands. That shit gets to you…

The whole reason I joined athletics was to be the least a little bit of a “jock” even tho I played for the tennis team lol,but it all stemmed down to being scared of what people thought of me, that’s when I fell so deep into the toxic belief that you can be a man if you had a dozen girls in your arms… Maybe I couldn’t be bulky and I’m weak (since I dropped a girl 2x on accident lol), I could be considered hot and attractive

Ironically, the role models I secretly chose were genuine and attractive like the likes of Justin Timberlake, Ryan Gosling, Ryan Reynolds… I liked the way JT moved and how he seemed to have fun all the time and of course his moves/body, Gosling for his cute but serious demeanor, Reynolds for his confident roles

I love my nose most times now, I like the way I dress sometimes (I’m broke so….), and my teeth thing, yeah I know they’re cooked don’t point it out, if you do you’re rude af

And body hair, yeah I don’t like it, but maybe a little stubble and that’s about it

What I’m saying is…

I’m real, I have always felt ugly af, and if it wasn’t for YouTube and social media, I wouldn’t be able to meet the people that I know and love and support! Like @groove-patrol @quinintheclouds @shaynainshambles @justalphonse

@break-my-horcrux among others So, I’m with Shayna… Let’s take back the selfie and show others our realness. Hollywood is dead people… It’s part of the old school way of thinking. Just be you, because there’s something so beautiful about being perfectly imperfect! I'm finally at a place where I'm happy with who I am, but it took awhile, with enough selfies and videos of myself, I've shown the world who I am, little by little, and found amazing friends... This is the happiest I've been in years, and it's all thanks to my "vanity" and people who saw the value /beauty /talent in me and thus believed in me... And thus manifested into believing in myself, and that's the best fucking feeling anyone could ever give or receive

[yoantoneo]

Midnight Whispers #1 If you haven't seen or heard, I kinda made a spontaneous vlog, a more one on one genuine talk about myself unlike my other content which is me just entertaining or performing. No, this time, I'm a bit more real, I only edited for timing but besides that, I spoke about what I'm dealing with etc Kinda long but if you wish to see it sometimes, just click here: https://youtu.be/E4U3GmeEdvk Antonio

[yoantoneo]

So...I’m not as subtle as I thought I’ve always was

All this time, I’ve been hiding who I was and how I feel...but what I didn’t see was that everyone already knew and could tell!

[yoantoneo]

Before and after editing on Photoshop

[yoantoneo]

Inktober #28: Squeak

I realized that I forgot to finish Inktober! Oh well, I’ll finish eventually. BUT that doesn’t mean I will stop art-ing! 

I’ve skipped a few days lol

I drew/painted this guy last night!, I’m gonna start uploading on Tumblr more.

He was inspired by Wind Waker rats 

[yoantoneo]

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