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[thesillyfreak]

That is so true! Like, yeah, a Shadow spin-off will be so cool but, just thinking about how much Tails' character lacks focus on Sonic media (curse you 2010's era). I also really like Sonic Movie 3 no worries but, I noticed that Tails is just there, just filler. Just there to fix stuff or do tech. Like, NO! He isn't the sideline character, stop doing that to him! I mean, they could easily make a Tails game of him going on his own adventure as Sonic Frontier's set that perfectly but, that will be unlikely. I can imagine a Tails movie spin-off show will be during the Knuckles series timeline (confusing but, here me out). So, basically, when Knuckles goes to Wade and does his own thing, maybe Sonic and Tails are like goofing around like brothers until maybe Tails gets lost or kidnapped by a new enemy (could tie into G.U.N etc if needed) and Tails has to beat the enemy, confronts his past (maybe he goes back to his old home or something) while Sonic has his only mini character arc about family and trying to find Tails. Also showing how the bond is super important since a big part of Tails' character is about his bond with his big brother. The idea is rough but, it's something.

I've heard social media talk about a Shadow spin-off. I'm not too against the idea, but I am saddened Tails couldn't get one or is even getting talk if getting one. I'd imagine if Tails would get a spin-off, maybe it would be some sort of Sonic and Tails one where we see their bond grow and/or see how more of an important part Tails is in Team Sonic? I'm not sure, but I would like to hear about your thoughts on it!

I like to share my thoughts sometimes, so thanks for the question!

I do am excited about the Shadow spin off, no worries. But I have to admit the recent lack of content around Tails has been scratching me on my heart lately and I'm not the only one who noticed it. Shadow is a very popular character, but the way his position is now next to Sonic and Knuckles irks me. He is supposed to be the lone wolf, only holding trust in his most powerful companions Rouge and Omega. In a competing game like Sonic Racing, I don't mind that, but seeing him team up with the others so casually and leaving out Amy and Tails by Sonic's side is like taking away a huge portion of what these characters were established within the connection to the main character.

Tails Lack of screen time is a alreday a huge portion. And that's even more wasteful since he's actually written so well in the movies. But popular characters are favoured and Tails isn't one of them. Knuckles stole the show. It made the movie very interesting nevertheless and it had its reasons to be here. But if we took a look at the storyboard, it wasn't planned the way it was for Tails at all but time crunch got in the way to full explore his character. Sonic movie 3 gave him a lot more screen time, but once again the majority of people only appreciated the Shadow moments. Tails was mainly the "go figure it out guy", which is a major part of his character but not necessarily the only thing he can do. Having him go jump from space to save Sonic was a great move to show his confidence, but again, the media only focused on Knuckles in that scene.

Tails simply lacks focus in the Sonic media's. If he does something great, it's always overshadowed by the more mundane characters, favoured by the community. If you want to fix this, you need to give Tails a moment without anyone else around. To show off his true potential and his growth, games, series, spin offs and so on. He's player 2 and he deserves his place near Sonic.

Its thanks to the 2010 ear thay Tails took such a downgrade in the favouritism, but with Sonic Frontiers win and its establishments for these Characters future, I hope to see Tails character shine more in future games. Now with Ian Flynn on board (who understands every character, especially Tails really good) I have zero worries that it'll not look good. I have hope that he could become a favourable influence for younger and older audiences, if writers would just give him the opportunity and chance to show off his skills and what makes him so beloved by others anyways.

I want the Tails series to explore his character more, his struggles in his past, how he learned about Sonic and came to him, how he learns about being part of a family. How he helps people around their village with his gadgets and talents and how even he needs to face a challenge more bigger than him without the help of his friends. His own enemy that he needs to take down in his own ways. I would love to help finalise this idea, maybe one day I get the chance to show off my knowledge about these characters in ways more than just for me.

[thesillyfreak]

I AM GOING TO BE UNACTIVE FOR 10 DAYS AS I AM GOING ON A HOLIDAY! I'LL BE BACK, DON'T YOU WORRY!

[thesillyfreak]

One way or another. Maybe...

I can't breathe.

There's fire in my lungs and my chest burns in agony.

Desperate to gasp for air.

Collaspe on the lush, green pillow that beckons me to rest with ease.

Vision blur.

Body weakens.

A familiar, sweet voice echoes in my head but the words blend in like static radio.

Throat raw and dry.

Exhausted.

I thought that death was going  to take me with its delicate hands today.

Perhaps it nearly did.

Why can't I breathe?

TOTALLY NOT SONIC DYING OR WHATEVER! Anyways, writing a fic that I will post soon - it is a verse kind of thing and written in first person (no hitting me for being different. I am experimenting).

My reaction: Oops? Look, I just gotta write angst, ok?

[thesillyfreak]

I can't breathe.

There's fire in my lungs and my chest burns in agony.

Desperate to gasp for air.

Collaspe on the lush, green pillow that beckons me to rest with ease.

Vision blur.

Body weakens.

A familiar, sweet voice echoes in my head but the words blend in like static radio.

Throat raw and dry.

Exhausted.

I thought that death was going  to take me with its delicate hands today.

Perhaps it nearly did.

Why can't I breathe?

TOTALLY NOT SONIC DYING OR WHATEVER! Anyways, writing a fic that I will post soon - it is a verse kind of thing and written in first person (no hitting me for being different. I am experimenting).

My reaction: Oops? Look, I just gotta write angst, ok?

[thesillyfreak]

Tails went through one of the worst character declines of the 2010s in the Sonic franchise.

Once a brave little fighter, holding his own beside Sonic… he was reduced to standing on the sidelines. Inconsistent, overly dependent, and written off as “just the tech guy.” His spark? Dimmed. His growth? Forgotten.

Sonic Frontiers gave him a sliver of redemption. Finally. But if we want to fix Tails’ arc, we have to go back to the root of the damage.

And yeah. That root is Sonic Colors.

More specifically:

The scene where Sonic pushes Tails onto the train.

That moment wrecked Tails’ entire character arc.

Everything he became in Sonic Adventure 1 & 2 — his independence, courage, and sense of self, was wiped away with one careless push.

Sure, maybe Sonic meant it as protection. Maybe he was trying to shield his little brother. But in execution? It did nothing but diminish Tails. And it made Sonic look… careless. Dismissive. Even cruel.

And then… then here's the line that broke me:

Um — excuse me!?

You’ve fought gods. Beaten time-eating monsters. Flown straight into warzones for Sonic. And now you're saying this?

Yes, Tails is still a kid. He should be allowed to be scared. But the problem isn’t that he felt fear, it’s that the writers made him doubt himself. Doubt them. He never would’ve said “I don’t think we can beat this guy.” That’s not fear. That’s hopelessness. And that’s not Tails.

It feels like the writers forgot who he was, like they wiped their memory of Sonic Adventure 1, where he literally saves a city alone. Or Sonic Adventure 2, where he faces Eggman without Sonic. Even in this same game, didn’t he jump in front of a beam to protect Sonic!? Like???

And what does Sonic do in return? He doesn’t comfort Tails. Doesn’t reassure him. Doesn’t say, “We’ve got this. Together.” He just shoves him onto the train.

Was it protective instinct? Maybe. But it doesn't fit. Sonic isn’t just a speedster, he’s emotionally intelligent, especially with Tails. If he saw his little brother scared, he would’ve said something. Given him a nudge of courage, not literally shoved him out of the scene.

Tails has always been more than a sidekick. He’s brave, resourceful, loyal. And Sonic Colors just… forgot.

That scene could’ve been a moment of beautiful brotherhood. A little fear, a little reassurance, and then back into the fight. But instead? It silenced Tails. Reduced him.

It didn’t just hurt his character. It erased it.

Now let’s talk about that mind control scene. (Insert angry Tails face)

In short: Sonic was completely oblivious to the danger. Making careless, unfunny jokes while Eggman’s mind control beam charged up behind him. Tails noticed. Tails saved him. He shoved Sonic out of the way and got hit instead, taking the full force of the beam just to protect his big brother.

For a moment, it was powerful. Sonic, for the first time in forever, felt powerless. He watched someone he loves — his family — get hurt, and he couldn't stop it. The boy who always runs forward… had to stand still. It could’ve been an amazing moment. Tails, mind-controlled. Sonic, forced to fight his little brother. Two souls who’ve been through everything now forced to go against each other. A clash of trust, heartbreak, and grief.

But instead? It fizzles out. Tails doesn't fight Sonic. The whole climax gets ripped away in a second. Like the writers were too scared to follow through on something real and raw. No tension. No confrontation. No exploration of what it means to lose control.

And to make it worse? Sonic doesn’t even say thank you. No “Are you okay?” No “You saved my life.” Not even a pat on the back.

Instead, Sonic shrugs it off and says something like,

...What?

That’s not Sonic. Sonic isn't selfish. He isn't emotionally oblivious. He may joke, sure, but when someone he loves is hurt, he cares. He's loyal. He’s fiercely protective. And with Tails? He’s especially soft. Their bond is supposed to be deep, not shallow.

This scene could’ve shown that.It could’ve been about sacrifice. About fear. About two brothers on opposite sides of a nightmare. About what it means to love someone enough to risk everything for them. But instead?

It was another moment where Tails’ bravery was ignored. Where his worth went unseen. Where his character arc, again — was stomped on by a lazy script.

He saves his brother and is rewarded with… silence. No comfort. No recognition. No validation. And that hurts. Because Tails, more than anything, wants to prove himself. Not to Sonic, but to himself. And this moment? It could’ve been everything.

But the writers said: “nah.”

And don’t even get me started on the other nitpicks I have with this ridiculous game.

Throughout Sonic Colors, Tails isn’t treated like a partner — he’s treated like a punchline. His lines are reduced to awkward tech jokes or set-ups for Sonic’s one-liners. It completely undercuts the clever, courageous Tails we used to know — the one who flew battle jets mid-crisis, who literally saved cities in Sonic Adventure.

He’s just there. Not acting. Not choosing. Just following. Gone is the kid with solo missions, strong opinions, and the confidence to challenge Sonic when he disagreed (like in SA2 or even Battle). Now? He’s barely a shadow. Just tagging along like a background NPC.

And the worst part? It didn’t end with Colors. That same broken writing leaked into Lost World, where Tails — genius, cautious, emotionally sharp Tails — can’t even recognize an obvious villain plot when it’s staring him in the face. Like he forgot every single lesson he’s learned from years of saving the world.

And Forces? That one scene that everybody hates.

They made him cry for Sonic. Not in grief — but in helplessness. Calling for Sonic’s name like he was completely lost without him.

This isn’t development. It’s regression.

Tails was never meant to be someone who breaks just because Sonic isn’t there. He’s supposed to be strong because of what they’ve been through together, not suddenly fragile the moment he’s on his own.

So yeah, Sonic Colors didn’t just trip over Tails’ character. It faceplanted. But what if we rewrote it? What if we gave Tails his spine back, and Sonic the emotional depth he deserves? Let’s talk about how we’d fix it.

(LET THEM BE THE BROTHER'S FIRST)!!

Anyways. The fix isn’t complicated. It’s not even revolutionary. We don’t need to rewrite the whole game, we just need to remember who these characters are.

1. The Train Scene — A Real Conversation

Instead of Sonic just pushing Tails out of danger like he’s a fragile accessory, they argue. Not a big fight, but a real, raw disagreement. Sonic, desperate to protect his little brother. Tails, desperate to prove that he doesn’t need to be pushed aside anymore.

Sonic: “You don’t have to do this, Tails. Let me handle it.” Tails: “I want to. I’m not just your sidekick. I’m your partner. No matter how scared I am. Me and you against the world, right?" Sonic: "...you're right buddy. Me and you against the world. Let's do this."

Sonic doesn’t want to let go. He’s scared. Scared of losing the one thing that makes him feel like home. And Tails? He stays. He plants his feet. He chooses to stay. That’s his arc: not to become fearless, but to keep standing even when he is afraid.

Let Sonic learn that protecting someone doesn’t mean silencing them. Let Tails choose to fight.

💙💙💙💙💙💙

2. The Mind Control Scene — A Real Climax

Tails throws himself in front of the beam to save Sonic. That doesn’t change. What does? He fights.

Yes! We get a real battle between Sonic and a mind-controlled Tails. Not some 2-second fake-out, but a moment full of heartbreak. Sonic doesn’t want to hurt him. Tails is fighting against the control, twitching between robotic obedience and flashes of who he is underneath.

Tails: “Sonic... run…” Sonic: “No way, little bro. I’m not leaving you.”

It’s emotional. Messy. Scary. And when Sonic finally breaks through — when he reaches Tails with his voice, not violence, it becomes one of the most important moments in the franchise.

And after it’s over? Sonic says thank you. He holds him. He says, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have tried to push you away.” And Tails, exhausted but proud, just nods. Because he proved something. Not just to Sonic, but to himself.

💙💙💙💙💙💙

And Sonic? Let Him Grow Too?

Give Sonic a mini arc. Let him learn that being a hero isn’t just about saving people. Sometimes, it’s about trusting them to save themselves. Let him learn that Tails is growing up. That he’s not a kid anymore, even if he still needs love. That being overprotective isn’t always the same as being caring.

And then, when they stand side-by-side at the final battle? It's not Sonic leading and Tails following. It’s them, together. Equals.

Give Tails his voice back. Give Sonic his heart back. Give their bond the depth it deserves.

[thesillyfreak]

Cuteness aggression

[thesillyfreak]

vent post

I'm supposed to be the smart one. The fun one. The joyful one. The kind one.

But it’s hard. So hard to keep playing someone else when inside, I’m anxious, paranoid, and utterly exhausted.

I thought it was just burnout. But it’s been months. And I’m still overeating. Still sleeping less. Crying more easily. Snapping when I don’t mean to. Wanting to go non-verbal (but of course I can’t — people aren’t kind about that). And having those bad bad thoughts. The kind that whisper rot and ruin.

Sometimes I want to disappear. Just curl up in bed and stay there, let the world pass. But the world won’t wait. It expects me to show up. To smile. To play the role of the “good kid.”

And I’m tired. Tired of pretending. Tired of lying.

But here’s the thing: I don’t know how to ask for help. I suck at it. It feels like I’m not allowed to need help — I’m the one who’s supposed to protect my friends, to comfort them. Not the other way around.

And what if I do reach out… and I make it worse? What if their mental health is already hanging by a thread and my pain just snaps it? What if they secretly hate me? What if I am annoying? What if I’m selfish?

I can’t even talk sometimes without shaking, without spiraling into mini anxiety attack. Anxiety, anxiety, anxiety. It’s getting worse. I know it is. And it hurts to admit that, but… it’s true.

So, I keep doing the one thing I’m good at: Masking.

Pretending I’m okay. Pretending I can speak to a stranger without breaking. Pretending I can ask a friend what they want for lunch. Pretending I’m not falling apart.

Then, at night, I cry quietly in my room. Wishing I could be invisible. Or — maybe even better — that someone would see me. Truly see me. And just hold me. Not to fix me. Just to be there.

I’m not begging for attention. I’m not asking for pity. I don’t even like talking about myself. But sometimes, you look in the mirror and realize:

Maybe… You’re not okay.

Because I’m not. Not really.

[thesillyfreak]

here is the thing: you don't.

okay but how do I function through the day without checking the stats of my fics every five minutes?

[thesillyfreak]

Then you are going on a fun ride then. 😏

Me: “I’m gonna write Sonic fanfiction, it’ll be fun and nostalgic!” Also me: casually invents a hallucination version of Sonic born from guilt and grief and makes him haunt Tails' reflection in every screen

I'm so evil, tehe

[thesillyfreak]

Me: “I’m gonna write Sonic fanfiction, it’ll be fun and nostalgic!” Also me: casually invents a hallucination version of Sonic born from guilt and grief and makes him haunt Tails' reflection in every screen

I'm so evil, tehe

[thesillyfreak]

Is it okay if I save the old version of Spirals in a word doc or somewhere before you delete it? Im very excited for the new version but i still love the old version as well.

If that is okay, please and thank you ❤️

Oh, that is totally ok! I don't mind if you do. Just for your own personal use - no sharing it social media platforms. But, yeah, you can do that. Makes me very happy actually that you like the old version :)

[thesillyfreak]

Thoughts.

Frantic. Uncertain. Overwhelming.

Dragging a young, innocent soul into a spiral of panic.

Weak hands tremble as Tails reaches for something - anything - to anchor him, to stop the freefall before the oxygen’s ripped from his chest.

Down he sinks.

Into the dark abyss.

Drowning in his own thoughts.

All painted in shades of black and white.

Read the prologue of the new version of Spirals now!!

[thesillyfreak]

A few habits Tails got from his big bro along the way!:

Same face expressions, same poses, same mood. Happy, thinking or angry.

Sonic always ran into danger when the kit was younger. Now Tails always runs into danger... oops?

Protective older brother mode activated + Protective little brother mode activated! They both love each other too much, I swear.

When you hear too many sassy jokes of Sonic's, you are bound to repeat them when you are older (I am referencing that to you Tails!)

Last but not least... masking each other's feelings :(

(look at them copying each other!)

[thesillyfreak]

since the old version of this post was flagged for ‘adult content’…

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the nb spectrum!

[thesillyfreak]

I've been quiet here lately because I’ve been deep into outlining a novel.

It’s about the quiet one. The girl who wasn't meant to exist.

Soft-spoken. Scarred. Something else.

One night. One fault. One mistake that changes everything.

She wasn’t supposed to exist.

But maybe that's exactly why she matters.

Stay tuned >:]

[thesillyfreak]

why is it that hard to ask for a hug? just one hug?

[thesillyfreak]

i totally did not write a 10 page creative writing piece in my english exam for 45 minutes about a depressed old man finally realizing that someone actually loves him.

i am so damn cooked.