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I was writing a one-shot where Chizuru fakes a pregnancy as a strategic plan and leverages after Kazama takes her forcefully in one of the routes.

But while I was writing it, I realized I loathe liars. I’m not comfortable portraying Chizuru as a liar.

I loathe people who lie, especially when it’s about something as innocent as a baby, even if the baby doesn’t exist, not even in fiction.

While I was writing it, I kept getting these mental flashes of characters from other stories who lie in this kind of way, and they’re always characters I hate.

I don’t want my Chizuru Yukimura to feel anything like those people.

So I threw the whole story away. I scrapped everything I wrote.

However, if anyone is still curious or wants to read it for any reason, I’m willing to share it privately.

I invested a lot of thought, emotional energy, and imagination into exploring this story, but none of that is wasted. It helped me discover more deeply who I think Chizuru is.

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The two actresses are very cute and beautiful

I envy the Japanese for their face shapes

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A fan manga or fanfic work that combines Chizuru, Hijikata, and Kazama must be written with the out-most effort and concentration so it levels the movie 2

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🕊️ Clarifying a Few Things – From Ygpgsgl (Jane) & Autumn469469 (Saya - widemushroom)

A calm joint message from Ygpgsgl and Autumn469469 to clear up confusion about recent impersonation and anonymous messages. Thank you for listening and supporting respectful fandom spaces.

✍️ Statement for Ygpgsgl (Main Author)

> 🕊️ A Note from Me – Ygpgsgl

I want to share something important to help clear up some confusion and protect the kindness in our community.

Recently, someone has been sending hurtful or inappropriate anonymous messages while pretending to be me—or confusing me with my co-creator and collaborator, Autumn469469.

To be completely clear: Autumn469469 and I are two different people, and neither of us has sent any harassment, threats, or explicit material to anyone. We have both been impersonated or misrepresented by someone who seems intent on causing confusion and harm.

Autumn469469 has been supporting me as a translator and collaborator, and I’m so grateful for their help, creativity, and kindness. It’s upsetting to see anyone try to twist that into something it’s not.

We’re both working with platform support teams to resolve this quietly and respectfully. If you’ve received any distressing messages under our names, I’m truly sorry. That is not who we are.

Thank you to everyone who’s given us the benefit of the doubt, shown compassion, or just taken the time to read this. Your understanding means the world. 💛

– Ygpgsgl (no longer active on Tumblr)

🍁 Statement for Autumn469469 (Co-Creator / Translator)

> 🌿 A Note from Me – Autumn469469

I’d like to take a moment to calmly clear up some confusion that’s been affecting both myself and my co-creator, Ygpgsgl.

We are two separate people. I’ve been working with Ygpgsgl as a translator and collaborator, and I deeply respect their work and their presence in the fandom.

Unfortunately, someone has been impersonating one or both of us—sending anonymous messages, making false accusations, and trying to confuse people by claiming we are the same person.

I want to say very clearly: I have not sent any harassment, threats, or inappropriate content to anyone. Neither has Ygpgsgl. We are both being misrepresented by someone acting maliciously.

We’re taking steps to address the issue with the platforms involved, and we’re choosing to do so with calm, clarity, and care.

If you’ve been affected, I’m truly sorry. Please know that we are committed to keeping our shared creative space safe, respectful, and kind.

Thank you to those who’ve taken the time to listen, ask kindly, or simply not assume. Your support means so much. 💛

– Autumn469469 (known as Saya - widemushroom on Tumblr)

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🌸 A Note from Me 🌸

I want to take a quiet moment to say something from the heart.

Recently, there have been a few upsetting things circulating—comments, messages, or claims that are being falsely attributed to me. Some of them are anonymous, and some involve impersonation. I want to gently but clearly say: I am not involved in any of this behavior.

I would never harass anyone, send harmful content, or behave in a way that would hurt others. If you've received anything distressing supposedly from me, I truly hope you’ll know it wasn’t.

I’m working with platform moderators and Staff and doing what I can behind the scenes to protect myself and clear things up. In the meantime, I’m grateful to anyone who approaches this with kindness and patience.

If you’ve been affected by any of this, I’m so sorry. Please take care of yourselves too.

Thank you for reading this, and thank you to everyone who's reached out with support, understanding, or simply stayed neutral until things are clearer. It really means a lot.

With warmth,

[Saya1234 aka Autumn469469 on Hakuouki AO3 aka widemushroom on Hakuouki Tumblr]

“This is just a note to clarify something that’s been happening. Please read if you’ve seen any confusing or upsetting messages lately. 🧡”

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I was informed that one of our Hakuouki fans is suffering from "Cancer Scare" a few hours ago.

I don't mention her name at all for privacy.

I say this here because she was so traumatized that she couldn't speak much on the matter at all.

She merely sent me a single short message saying she suffers from the Cancer Scare and she didn't speak further.

Please, if she contacts any of you, try to calm her, to soothe her. It's a very distressing situation.

She's worried and feels shaken right now.

She couldn't speak further to me because she was deeply shaken.

I am worried about her because she suddenly stopped talking and I am worried that she is unable to speak due to the heavy mental pressure on her.

Please put her in your thoughts and your emotions.

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And Souma looks older

Iba looks like a detective

Hijikata’s design is the only good design

But the following fanart made Kazama and Chizuru look very good in their outfits

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I just realized I worked on over 150 "what if" questions in a few days, and that was only and only to decide what to write next. And I haven't yet decided what to write in the next chapter.

I didn't even feel the time passing, and I was amazed at myself.

I just suddenly decided to reread and count the ideas I wrote down and realized they were over 150.

Not only I didn't feel the time flow, but I thought the number was going to be much less.

Human's brain capabilities are amazing

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You must play it

I'm so damn in love with Hakuouki

You can't understand how deeply I love Hakuouki

It is one of my top favorite things in life

Requested by anon

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Sannan's route is so underrated 💔🌸💞

damn right it would :3

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HERE'S SAITOU'S LAST CHAPTER!! Man, I totally get why he's the number one Hakuouki guy in Japan . . . he's so earnest that it hurts o(≧∀≦)o By request, Harada is up next! I'm a little bit embarrassed to admit that he's my original favorite . . . If there's a guy you want to see after him, let me know and I'll make it happen!

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Requested by anon

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My disinterest in Reimeiroko doesn’t stem from its lack of romance or its dark themes. Rather, it’s the deeply troubling absence of ethics and morals in its content that I find most off-putting.

Take Harada, for example. He isn’t even portrayed as a romantic or complex figure but instead, he comes across as outright jerk.

He frequents nests for pedophiles and rapists, expresses high approval of these practices, and supports a system of a very strict and degrading form of sex slavery as long as it just "subtly harsh" on appearance and not too harsh —he finds it acceptable so long as the victims (the underage victims especially) can maintain a smile and aren’t visibly crying out in pain or fear.

Moreover, Harada openly admires individuals who actively participate in and perpetuate this nests—people who are, by any moral standard, public rapists.

For me, Reimeiroko was an immediate turn-off. It’s a book I couldn’t bring myself to finish—and I certainly have no intention of revisiting what I’ve already read.

Still, I would want it to be translated for the sake of the Hakuouki fans who disagree with me and like Reimeiroko.

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Would anyone be interested if I explained how Oni healing abilities would likely work in anatomical, physiological, and neurological terms if it were "Real" ?

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🌸 1 day… Oh, where has the time gone? 🌸

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Hi

Do you think sebastian Michael is in love with anyone in the series?

Obviously, Sebastian is in love with Mey-Rin. He just doesn't know it yet.

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In my previous favorite fandom, I fell in love with a not very popular fanfiction story. I communicated a lot with the author, and the author wrote a whole long and lovely one shot for me.

Two months ago, I communicated the author again to reread their stories, which I couldn't find anymore, and they said they erased them because they didn't have many readers in the first place and they are now keeping them in drafts to polish them and repost them later.

I was heartbroken to know they underestimated my feelings. It's right.

I was only one reader but I lover their works so so much.

I'm speaking with the author in the messages right now.