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so today i found out that one of my friends who i thought was a girl actually has a cock uses he/him pronouns, and he just… never corrected me?? i spent a solid three minutes just sitting, perplexed, as to how i could have possibly been so wrong for so long… either way it was pretty funny

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To any transgender person that is worried for their life, there is hope!

These are pictures from a Trans Rights rally at Purdue University at Lafayette today. HUNDREDS of students showed up and people not even going to Purdue showed up.

Citizens from Lafayette and beyond, students from all parts of the world, and even PASTORS from local churches came out to show their support for trans people and the LGBT+ community as a whole

If people are willing to come out and support trans people they don’t even know, image what they would do for people they DO know. You matter, you specifically, you are loved, and don’t you dare forget it, because you are worth it, these people all care about you enough to fight for you.

Like and reblog and do whatever else the algorithm needs you to do because we need to give as many trans teens hope as possible. the current wave of legislation is so depressing, I can only hope that I reach at least one person. If you want to message me, I am open talk at any time. I already know I would love to meet you! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

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oh pukicho, do I have some news for you!

Hey guys, cool new trick i found

Green

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(makeup advice is welcome too)

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I think it’s funny how everybody is scared of ChatGPT taking their job, but scambots still don’t know how to pick out their targets, like, yeah sure buddy, I *definitely* have a netflix account to watch all the shitty content a multimillion dollar corporation mindlessly spews out.

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fun fact, the Mars candy corporation uses child labor and slavery, and what people whine about is shoes and feminism… let that sink in

My god. Republicans are so. Fucking. STUPID.

This is a thing, because of stupid Republicans.

Just… oh my god these fucking CHUDS. Just fuck off. Fuck all the way off, you fucking idiots.

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THE REVOLUTION IS NOW

Gays and gay allies with guns are the best shit since the invention of Queen Elizabeth II, I mean, you not only force conservatives to respect you, but you also manage to get them to try restricting guns, which is something they would never do otherwise! it’s a win-win

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ah, the decline of democracy. theres a quote that claims the average life span of a democracy is about two hundred years, considering the current political climate, we seem to be fast approaching our limit… gear up boys, the nation’s second civil war may very well be at hand…

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Wrong, makeup is actually stupid. it exists exclusively because some dude's get-rich-quick-off-of-peoples-insecurities scheme was WAY too successful

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it really ticks me off how the most feminine thing a girl can do is be lesbian. People market it, call it progressive, call it hot, whatever, that's not why it bothers me. what bothers me is the other side of that same coin, the least masculine thing a man can do is be gay. people don't market that, they don't call it progressive, hot, or anything else, what they do is shun and the men and praise and reward the women for exploring sexuality and their same sex attraction.

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this is unacceptable, mainstream media is allowing narrow minded fields of view to spread propaganda and biased articles. this particular one is shaming public schools for being different than the 1950, going so far as to claim the system encourages teachers to teach students that "'math has been and continues to be used to oppress and marginalize people of color' and that 'technology and/or science" has been used the same way. this is unacceptable. your american government, both democratic and republican parties, are fighting to “fix” this “broken” system. they are fighting to attack this system for being different than it was 70 years ago. sickening

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I find it absolutely incredible how few people know the ability compainies have to cyberstalk someone.

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As i go through each day, however slowly, i think about what i want. I have decided that i want to have someone, someone to cry on and to love me. I want someone that i can count on to always be there. I want to be the little spoon, i want to be snuggled, i want to feel loved, i want their body to lay on, and i want to feel their warmth. I want to be able to be hit on, i want to please my someone almost like a slave. I never want to let them down, i want to be sensitive, and i want to be understanding to them, but most importantly i want them to know how much they mean to me, and that i love them... this however is not possible as i am a man, and society dictates that i must be cold, unfeeling, and, above all, have only one roll in a household. That roll is to be completely detached from everyone else in the house and earn money for the people you barely get to see. I’m struggling with my identity, my gender, my sexuality, my goals in life, my will to live, and i just don’t know what to do anymore. I need help, and i don’t know how to get it. I feel worthless and unloved, and i can’t think of a way that i can come out on top in this. I’m confused and clueless as to what i should do. I need help

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isn’t it fascinating that women claim men are pigs, but then completely ignore the fact that they expect the man in the relationship to do everything? and just know whatever the fuck she wants? like they give impartial answers to something and then act annoyed when you do something that they said they didn’t care about? and then they yell at you and leave you when you had no idea what they actually wanted because they never actually said what the hell was on their damn mind? and then they lie to you on top of that? isn’t it fucking fascinating?

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i was taking a shower today, and then i suddenly thought of holding a knife, a kitchen knife nothing too special, and i started playing with it, toying with my mental physics. After turning it around a couple times i decided to look at my “reflection” in it. I saw my eyes, nothing i didn’t expect, but then i started thinking, almost immediately, about myself, my mortality, my life, my future, everything. i thought of so many things and yet i was still imagining myself holding the knife and looking at it. i was thinking of so many other things i equated this knife as its own entity, its own being. i stopped thinking for a moment and thought the knife was staring into my very soul with eyes full of discontent anger, then i realized it was I who was doing the staring. I then had two thoughts, one of my killing myself and one of me putting it down and living. As i thought more and more of which to choose i then started seeing every future that i could do, so many that i couldn’t even think about them because i had already moved onto another reality... I felt empty after that shower.

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My parents want me to be “a wonderful man that worships the lord” but i’ve recently started to question my sexuality and even gender. My parents are very strict, and even threatened to disown me if i wasn’t christian. Is there anyway that i can explore and learn about myself without arousing my parents suspicion?

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This is my tumblr

I’m just a not-so-suicidal teenager. I have very few outlets in which to speak my mind because my parents are very protective of what i see (and what i’m “supposed” to think yes). I will use this account to vent or ask questions. Thank you