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Is it truly my time?

Sometimes as human beings we tend to discover how unhappy with your current situation we are. Some of us know for sure whatever it is that makes us have to do it we must make that change. And soon! We always see the goal, first. If we’re proactive in our OWN lives, we plan how we WANT the journey to go. But, then things change exponentially before, and after – ESPECIALLY DURING our journey for…

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Grow your own medicine and learn to process it. #christmassale #Support my affiliates #linkinbio🔥🔥🔥🔥 @goodeats420llc & @homegrown_world https://www.instagram.com/p/CXoRtr0Fxax/?utm_medium=tumblr

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This some #REAL #grinch Shyte! 😫😵😭😭😭😂 When life give you 🍈's (Limes)... Also #Support my affilliates: @Homegrowncannabisco @Homegrown_world & @Goodeats420llc. follow on #Instagram #youtube and #Facebook https://anchor.fm/bebeglobe/episodes/FRIGGIN-FEDEX-e1bmt9u (at Arizona desert (Holbrook)) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXe1fH2Pw3-/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Also #Support my affilliates: @Homegrowncannabisco @Homegrown_world & @Goodeats420llc. follow on #Instagram #youtube and #Facebook https://anchor.fm/bebeglobe/episodes/FRIGGIN-FEDEX-e1bmt9u (at Arizona desert (Holbrook)) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXeHEWmps_w/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Latest #Episode is out! Catch us on #Spotify #googlepodcast @anchor.fm wherever podcasts are heard. Support my affiliates: @homegrown_world @goodeats420llc (at Arizona desert (Holbrook)) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXd67KulGs2/?utm_medium=tumblr

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What I was sold by Amazon VS What I really GOT from amazon! Deleting my account come new year 🙆🏿🙆🏿🙆🏿 #FOH #amazonprime! Never again... (at Valley of Death) https://www.instagram.com/p/CW4vbdWLLUs/?utm_medium=tumblr

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CAUTION: DISCLAIMER: WARNING: "WHATCHOUTDERENOW": IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME... DON'T TUNE IN! https://anchor.fm/bebeglobe/episodes/Ultimate-Acres-Affiliated-e1atabq (at Arizona desert (Holbrook)) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWyhzb9DoQk/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Greetings of peace, blessings and #Goodvibes Everyone! Just a quick announcement: #bebeglobe #podcast has new episodes debuting this week. #Listen #free on #googlepodcast #anchorfm #spotify #Staytuned (at Painted Desert National Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTvvQM1FF-M/?utm_medium=tumblr

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New Episode: https://anchor.fm/bebeglobe/episodes/The-End-Is-Near-ev1j6m https://www.instagram.com/p/CNvZkw0BVej/?igshid=9f0eq0gx2k7r

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#newyork #newyorkcity finally stepping into innovation age. Now! For those who can't afford dispensary prices, Allow them to grow their own medicine at home. Its only the right thing to do. ✊🏿🖖🏿👏🏿 https://www.instagram.com/p/CNMlAp7pbPg/?igshid=1fvzr9g50f2pl

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The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me! “Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter”. — Izaak Walton

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I found the #app on #googleplay I #downloaded it I #signedup 🖖🏿 Let it begin. https://www.instagram.com/p/CM4x0sqJGgy/?igshid=8ouri6pq1g4i

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Greetings Readers,

After being swamped by the stress of COVID-19 pandemic along with having to now mediate old issues from family and friends, I have decided that helping others while trying to build a better future for myself is an equation that will never inspire peace of mind. So I made my decision to cut all communication and start fresh. In this episode I make a proud announcement to change the condition within myself in order for me to change my environmental condition. The journey starts NOW! Stay tuned for more progress update and what obstacles I need to overcome to get to where I need to be.

Until Next Time…. #Peace✌🏿

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After months of Unemployment, Global Pandemic death tolls & infection-rate spikes, Family feuds, and losing what little money I had on me to lending to family members- I have finally succeeded in being consistent in one major life goal of mine. Needless to say, we have all gone through rough times since the 2020 quarantine and delayed government assistance to say the least. My goal was to gtfo of nyc by any means necessary!

2019 I moved out of nyc to Maryland. Every weekend for atleast a month, I have moved boxed belongings, 2 full sized rugs and of course consistent eBay deliveries of blanket set, sheet set, plant seeds and other much needed things that weighed pounds less than what I was toting a month of weekends. “I HATE MOVING”! However, I understand the necessity. While I’m making such a transition, I was forced to tote hard emotions of being pissed on by “loved ones”. Especially my “partner” whom I dumped due to selfishness and advantage taking. My world has been in a tail spin since 2015, honestly. The Love of my life died (My little brother) that year then my father followed months later. I managed by not dealing with my emotions and burying myself in heavy-duty, lengthy, laborious work hours. I had a short circle of Sister-in-law(s) and others that behaved selfishly. While I was making moves to leave one toxic environment I didn’t realize I was moving into another.

By the time I completely moved to my destination, I came down with pneumonia and was forced into serious downtime. My landlord was paid 2 months of rent and that bitch became a dirt devil vacuum! She constantly pushed for more money knowing I had none. I recovered enough to be able to do shopping and travel in and around town to both get to now the new environment as well as get what’s needed before snowfall. I was on a break from work 23rd December and recovered by New Year’s Eve to work a catering gig which paid poorly and taxed heavily. Still the demand for money kept coming. The landlord was beginning her family as this was her 2nd pregnancy by same guy she moved into the home while I occupied the basement. Over time she spitefully moved her old furniture into the basement ignoring our deal. After the holidays I travelled back to nyc for work but stayed at a friends apartment for easier inner city commutes during NYC legendary bitter winters. Rent wasn’t due and I was sharing my paychecks 3-ways anyway: Food for me +2 (verbal agreement with then friend’s mother), I started heavily smoking marijuana indicas to keep from blowing a fucking gasket on people, and helping out sister-in-law with monetary funds to feed my niece (so I thought). One day I only had $50 on me and said sister called once again begging for money. When I cash app her $50 her response was “That’s It”! I almost lost my shit but I was high so I explained very carefully to her not to push my buttons. She took the money and hung up. Atleast I have peace before the next payday. I thought... A lot has happened from December to February and I moved my belongings from Maryland to nyc. I gave landlord $50 the 2nd to last visit since she had no food, but, all I could think was “I will never be her friend again, nor will I keep communication”.

Every leach I had on me was cut-off. Then there was my exboyfriend now my fiancé (on probation, indefinitely). A year later I am incommunicado to everyone I know except 3 people. Then the quarantine happended. What everyone in mylife at the time had in common is that they had plans to graduate their lifestyle to higher levels but they all tried to cheat their way to the punchline. Now, they all try to reach out to me to this day pleading for help. “GET A JOB”! Then they were blocked and I have deleted all social media accounts to from now on. I will communicate another way. Inperson! Since I have cut these ties, I was able to be more consistent with achieving a planned goal. Of course, now my oldest family members thought it was a good idea to go that same route, a of today, they are unapologetically cut off. I am not planning to borrow money, I am a grown ass woman! I can wait for my next payday! I by nature am a saver, conservationist and an investor of all things Business and MY OWN LIFE.

I want so badly to talk about my gift to myself as well as an important-emancipating goal that is about to be reached, but, I have learned from “Karma” that if I speak of what hasn’t become a reality yet - bad omens (People and their evil spirits) curse me and distract me from my goals and I’m left starving and broke while others flaunt their money knowing they owe me. I had to use aggressive negotiations with those I have helped in the pass just to re-forge respect long over due and collect on unpaid debts. That I did! Needless to say, I am happy being all by my lonesome and I am “HAPPY”. I am in for such adventures the remainder of 2021 as I optimistically look ahead my new journey. I will announce my great news next week when this contract is finalized. The conclusion, I have learned hard lessons on how Narcisists use your love for them against you with no morality to how they deceived me. What has always been true is that they need me before I will EVER need them... And now, they are strangers to me. #NEVERAGAIN

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🙆🏿‍♀️1st he delay the #stimuluscheck Then he delays the #election2020 @Pennsylvania and 💁🏿‍♀️ #Now We wearing the same #outfit ? #TheLawSuit #gangster #Potus Will #theempirestrikeback #? Ijs🤷🏿‍♀️ (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHK9ZkeBEgw/?igshid=j5nebd1k66i0

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Any other #rappers #blackartists #downlowrepublican or #lowkey #republicans wanna meet with #trump to save their #money On a #seriousnote Y'all think Trump will punish the #bluestates & kill the #stimuluscheck ? #askingforafriend (at Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHKoF31j6z9/?igshid=e49z9uluttzl