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I love my god and I love my religion

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Tumbler totally knows I've been writing smut don't it

Moans, whimpers, growls, whines... they are my favourite sounds ever, are you serious? Please be loud. You'll never embarrass yourself with me. The messier you sound, the wetter I get. Making you feel good is what really gets me off, faster than anything. I live for that shit, man. Make the neighbours jealous, I dare you.

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I wanna host a cute little sayionc (????) sayonce (????) ack I wanna summon demons and have a tea party with em up here

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Girl this is too relatable

(also hi it's punzie, I have a new blog lol)

MY BFF TURNED A PICTURE OF US PRETENDING TO KISS INTO A REACTION THINGY AND DANGG I REALLY DO LOOK LIKE IM IN LOVE LMROO

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She was of blood and snow >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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Currently have three drafts, ones an Apollo headcanon, then Will smut Headcanons, and then a price Percy and I'm gaslighting myself into saying I'm gonna do all of them this weekend. Woaw. Which should I drop first? (I ask into the abyss)

(also let me know what you voted for and I'll add you to the tag list)

(went ahead and did the Solace fic lol, but voting is still open and so are requests on my fanfiction blog)

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Fuck me while we're drenched in the blood of our enemies baby

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More likely to make kids riot and have bulling as well as school shootings pick up tbh. And now with no way to get as most help as possible

banning phones in schools isn’t going to make kids less distracted idc

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Howdy, yup, I currently have like three blogs, this one being my new main and @madiwriteschronicaly being my new one for my fanfiction, I totally forgot to put up a disclaimer 😅

Jason Grace Headcanons 💖

Smutty timeeeeee, Jason Grace and all the unholy thoughts I have about him. Fluff here, requests are open 💛 also English is not my first loves so forgive errors

• Jason dose have animal tendencies as said before and these don't stop in the bedroom (or somewhere else we'll get into that)

• He dose bite, but he's very understanding of you're pain level. So if you don't have a high one it's more like nips and intense hickeys. When he finishes he bites the hardest

• He loves your neck and collar bones, it's his favorite part mainly because no matter what position he can bite and lick it.

• He will give you head, he is very conscious of your pleasure, but he won't 69, giving it him receiving head isn't a huge thing to him. He uses it like for play or a way to learn what you like. He will lick and bite your thighs, but once again lightly

• In terms of roughness he dose lose himself in sex a bit, he will bite and thrust a little bit tougher and rougher then you necessarily like, but if you just tap his shoulder and say something like honey or a little less he mumble (whimper) sorry, and genuinely mean it and go easier

• If you do like it rough though don't worry, this man can go and loves to. Hard bites, quick deep thrusts, he doesn't get into like BDSM. That's not his thing at all, it just isn't appealing to him as it would cause pain, and that's not what he's into. Biting and maybe playing what I call smex tag excluded.

If you don't know what sex tag is basically Jason would have no issue playing a game of his and seek tag with you, only thing is if he catches you you get railed till your dripping of him and can't think

• Toys? When you're alone yeah, but Jason's rather old school I guess and he prefers his own hands tounge and cock to use on you. He doesn't like them on himself either.

• He can not watch you do anything, this man simply can not control himself, also long as you say he doesn't have to of course, but if you try any teasing or watch play (I forgot the name) it'll just take him out of the mood.

• Outside, car, shower, around the place you live and even on the table this man will have sex anywhere. He personally has one of those outdoor kinks, or where you might get caught as he is very prideful of you and wants people to know that he's yours. No he doesn't see you as 'his' but he does. He uses terms that put you more in control, like you own him but he still gets off and marking you because it lets people know you're "off their table and getting fucked on his" as he says.

• So as you can probably guess and this isn't too smutty, but he is rather possessive of you, not in a control who you talk to or what you wear but in a glare at any man or woman who looks at you with interest and carry all your bags and groceries

• He is a whimper moaner. Once he gets used to you two being intimate (he was a virgin when y'all started dating, technically anyway) he whimpers and gives low moans. When he cums he usually bites your collar bones and moans into them. It's like really fucking hot

• If you have kinks he doesn't he will try and work with them. If you wanted him to wear a collar and leash he would, and if you'd like he put one on you. He personally wouldn't agree to being tied up or being pegged (sorry peggers out there,) but if you'd like he'd tie you up, blind folds or hand cuffs. And if you are a masochist he will try to help you out. Ass slapping, scratching, but only some pain, not a lot. He will spit on you if you ask too. He's rather compromised when it comes to your kinks. If you don't have these things then don't worry, he doesn't either

• But he does have a breeding kink, he's about being safe with no kids at his age of course, not until he gets older. Be he loves finishing in a what do they call it, mating press, basically you slightly folded up in missionary and him fantasizing about cream pieing you till you can't stand and his cum drips out of you. He will beg you to get pregnant like you're the one in control of that. And do dirty talk him, it helps Sooo much

He will do quickies, but those only suppress him, that's mainly the type of shit he does outside (unless you guys have your own back yard, he puts up a 11 foot privacy fence so he can rail you there) he prefers to take his time with you, and by time I mean half the night. Usually about two rounds including foreplay, which is a mix of oral l, fingering and making out for about ten - fifteen minutes, then a good through railing for thirty minutes (you're probably doggy style like this) You two rest up for like five minutes and repeat only softer this time.

His after care is sweet and gentle, he's not good at talking, and I think he's actually rather quiet irl, so it's lots of gentle kisses. Soft blankets, carrying you to the bathroom and cleaning you up for you. And cuddling under piles of blankets with candles light around us is favorite way to spend his Saturdays off

His other thing is after words he likes to den, which is like nesting but broskie was raised by literally animals and so once your done having sex, you and him would be tired but you most likely more then him. And in his eyes leaving you more vulnerable, even though it's a subconscious thing he thinks he still piles blankets on you and curls around you so that way he knows you're safe you're in his arms, and your resting.

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Apollo forced to sever his tiny 12 year old daughter from Haiti and now he meets tons of drop dead gorgeous Hoodoo and Voodoo gods along with the emperors and his crippling daddy issues along side his daughters big ass wolf. Including chapters like

Bless my daughter's heart

I attempt real her cornrows

Pass the gel I cry

(the joke being the cornrows have actually corn in them and the gel is made of Apollos actual tears)

Gede is really

Fine, I think I might die soon

Oop- goes my pants

(Apollo thinks Gede is beautiful, bad news is he meets Gede because he practically dies, then Gede trades him his life back for Apollos pants)

Now I am a ghost,

Celestial Daddy issues?

Now she has them strong

(Apollo ends up getting lost in the Haitian underworld and flirt with Gede a lot, Zeus gets pissed and for obvious reasons Apollos daughter has Daddy issues )

don’t get me wrong i love Meg but i think ToA would’ve been x100 better if Apollo had to serve one of his children. Not necessarily Will (even if i think that would’ve been the best option) and not necessarily a demigod we already knew, but the concept of Apollo having to serve one of his children it’s just too peak to be ignored sigh

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Does him love me or does he not

Okay, I'm back here again, the full context I met this guy at my temple, about four months back because I started going again. We've talked and it turns out that since he first saw me he's been painting me, like I think about 15 portraits in realism in total. And he also helps me a lot. So basically in my religion we still have sort of the courting process, so it's very old school of walk girls home, carry their book, and flirting is more making things like food or art for people then pick up lines. He's rather shy, and by shy I mean anti social as hell. He even got me a head veil, (also no I'm not Muslim or Jewish it's a pagan thing,) he doesn't like really write a lot, but then at our little meet up. I sing when my sibs practice band, so naturally they played Chihiro (????) Bille Eilish's song. I went to grab my bag and Bam poem. It was like two whole paragraphs and mainly talked about roses in snow and angelic singing. Mainly things that I liked but I don't look very unique so it could have been about anyone. So I was confused and brought it up to him and it turns out his little brother put the poem in my bag. Never said who it was about. So I was like oh, okay it's about Jessica, Jessica is my neighbor and she's really pretty and we look nothing alike but share a lot of interests so easy. Then another meet up and I'm out by the river creek thing as per usual. They have this really cool old swing hung on a branch over the creek so it's fun to use. He goes inside to help his mom and does take his sketchbook which is weird. I look at it, he's drawing me in real time. I flip through it and it's like almost all me dogs and spiders, I asked him why he was drawing me and he goes "well you look like a princess, I've painted you like 15 times" so I'm like, "oh, well, thank you" because I mean hello he's literally painting me. And he's being super nice to me. He carries my books, holds and helps me fix my veils. So, idk I'm really confused. And I think it might just be a religion thing right because I'm talking to his little sister (he's the eldest of five) and she said "Well Pierce didn't want to come to temple so he said unless god sent him an angle he wouldn't go again, and then you showed up" so, like see, it sounds more like it's him trying to see if he actually believes in our religion. I don't know what to do and I need him to tell me SO BAD help 😭 like idk anyone please, just tell me what's happening.