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Me and my selfies, my selfies and me

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I will be okay

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Mercury retrograde pls work in my favor. Working with it and not against it. Stay reserved and preserved and calculated.

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Falling into you.

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our secret lil friend

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The sweet existence of you and me.

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Walking the streets of Ciudad de Mexico ‘24

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Was looking for God then saw my reflection on the sea shore

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My evvvilll laboratory 🥼🧪🧫🧬👩🏻‍🔬

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𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞

𝐒𝐨 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡

𝐈 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐨

-tophie♥︎

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“The darkest of angels. The fifth rider of the apocalypse”

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𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲

𝐀 𝐭𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐲

𝐏𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐤𝐞𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭

𝐖𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐲

𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞

𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞

Photo, Jamaica ’24

-Tophie♥︎

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Had such a hard time this weekend. Praying everything will be okay. Hoping my scar heals nicely and my customers get their packages. Anxiety is not fun, I feel like I can’t do anything without feeling so tired. I hope everything works out.

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🌼🫐🧸🩵𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐡🩵🫐🧸🌼

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Bridgerton quotes🎀🩷

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“There is a guilty feeling of being envious of people who are in love. However, it is in just that I admire them for something I do not have and pray one day I do. It’s a dire feeling of jealousy I wish to not uphold.

A secret jealousy I cover with a genuine blanket of admiration but, still remains under the heavy silk duvet. All the feelings of happiness for them, with a small gun of pity pointed at myself.

A heavy feeling that pierces through the heart.”

-Tophie

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It hits like a heavy feeling

Not even the mind will control it

I have to take in all in 1:11

Sink into the feeling of going deep underwater

Hitting like a heavy wave straight to the chest

Then finally when I get access to my lungs

And I can start breathing

A few moments later

I feel light again

I can float on the surface

“Memory”

-tophie